dream fragment

I have vague memories of a scary dream of monsters lurking in the dark and us being trapped in a big building. Though, of course, with my manly manliness, I wasn't scared; though I did get excited at some points. Anyways, all I can remember is an elevator falling, me with a group of people. A significant character being a late-teen girl with black hair. Some big loading dock in the warehouse part of the complex with this fucked up monster in it. And that a group of 9-12 of us were trying to escape. Oh and 90% of the time it was really dark and I couldnt see shit.

I've got some confused, tangled fragments today... but it's far better than yesterday, where I had no recall at all! So without further ado:

The first thing I recall is being back at home, again. I actually think it's our older home, from before I even left for college. My dad and little brother are there, though it quickly becomes just my dad. He's going to take me somewhere, to school, perhaps, but I'm not sure. He's waiting for me to be ready, but for various reasons I'm not ready. The main one is that I'd grab something I needed, set it aside, turn to grab something else, and when I turned back, the first thing would have disappeared! Of course in the dream I blame myself for misplacing it. So he's sitting out in the car waiting and this happens several times. Memorably, the last time is for my laptop. I set it aside to grab its charger, and then the laptop itself is gone. Then when my dad starts to come in from the car to see what's taking so long, my laptop magically reappears in my hands. No second thoughts are given on this, of course, and that's about the end of the fragment.

There's a shorter fragment here that's more or less a false awakening. I believe this happened after I woke up for real, but rolled over and went back to sleep. In this fragment I'm quite tired, and just laying in my mattress. I roll on to one side, and "imagine" a mirror being there... of course then it materializes, but I think nothing of it beyond having a "good imagination" >_< I repeat it on the other side, and then, looking at the ceiling, I imagine something quite different... almost some sort of grotesque doll-house or something. Quite a vague memory.

The other larger fragment has me back in the house, with my family again. We are all planning to go to Barre (the closest place to actually do anything to where I grew up), but my little brother doesn't want to go, so that cancels the trip. I'm annoyed by this and complain a bit, and my dad offers to go with just me. I think on it a bit, feeling bad for being selfish, but I accept. The trip is abstracted out to 10 seconds at most, and then we are in "Barre". But we're not in the mall that I would have wanted to go to, we're in some sort of mishmash between someone's house (I'm thinking my older brother's) and an open plaza. It's weird. And the whole time I can hardly keep my eyes open... my futon mattress is there, and I keep dozing off. I have a short nap at some point. Meanwhile my dad is off talking to someone, like he often does. I also recall him filling up two different water bottles.

After the nap, which is also skipped over, I need to pee. I wander into what seems to be a bathroom, with all the amenities except an actual toilet. I'm disappointed and confused until I see another door in the back of the bathroom. It leads into another side room with just a toilet and sink. I suppose the idea was that someone could use the toilet while someone else takes a shower, with relative privacy for both parties. In any case, I start to do my business, and then I wake up.

I am in Ms Minore's class at school. [She wasn't the teacher in there at the time.] There is a guy teacher. [He is normally a teacher at our school, I just cant remember who he was anymore.] In class, the teacher was passing out projects. One student went to grab his project. Instead of returning to his seat like the rest of the class, he held his project up for everybody to see. There was a really big yellow sun in the center of his paper. I immediately start sing in my head. "I gotta pocket, gotta pocket full of sunshine!" I then proceed to leave. The teacher, who is now Ms Minore. tells me that I better look for some girl. [I know her by her face, but for some reason the name is pulling a blank. She's cute though.] I simply reply, "Yeah," and give a bit of a laugh. [That is the way I usually get out of a conversation I don't want to have.] I walk to Madame's room. She is my French teacher. I walked into her room and immediately walked behind her desk. [Something I never do. Ever.] She is in the back of the class situating things as she usually does. Kayla, a girl from my French class, yells something to Madame. Madame then asked me something. I then thought of how to say something in French. I was about to say, "Je n'ai pas le piercing ou de ink de stylo." [Basically, a VERY mixed and incorrect way of saying "I do not have a piercing or tattoo.]

1. We had a meeting in the woods that ended with us being hunted by a scary bald guy. We ended up running through a drainage ditch.

2.My brother and i are parked next to a highway. He asks if he can drive to the gas station even though he doesnt have his liscense. I agree to it because we are pretty close. He does better than i would expect someone without driving experience to do.

I can only remember one dream form last night, but at one point I remembered more. If they come back to me (And hopefully they will), I'll record those as well. The only one I can remember involved me sitting in the back of what appeared to be an old minivan that had stylistic features of those really new ones, such as the weird zig-zags that you see in the shape of the windows. You could tell it was older though because of how boxy and worn-out it looked. But it seemed that my mother was taking me from the state she lives in to a few states over where my home with my dad is. I got home, and went upstairs, looked out the window at the old new minivan, and got back to my life at home. Strangely enough, there was a girl I know in my room who just seemed to appear. I guess this doesn't surprise me, because I have been somewhat interested in her for a while. The weird part was though, we started tickling each other. I don't even know what to think of that. That's never happened before in any of my dreams. But after that, I think I held her, and everything from that point is blurry. I don't usually have dreams about female interests, but I suppose it makes sense that I did. Hopefully I'll remember the rest of my dreams, because I have a feeling they were more exciting.

I didn't imagine I'd have such good luck the first night trying to dream again, lol. The last dream is a lucid, the first one... is almost lucid?

Dream One: I'm walking through the hall, I think I'm looking for my older brother... except I don't have an older brother, lol. A Guy with long dark hair is behind me, he reaches out his hand to me and tells me he can help me find who I'm looking for, but because we're asleep I'll have to follow him into the land of nod to reach him. I take his hand, and he walks me through a wall. Once we make it through the wall, everything takes on a darker shadowier appearance. I get cold, really really cold and start shivering. The man leads me to a bed, and he tells me that I need to lay down b/c I'm sick and I have to be healed first. He pulls the bed covers down, and I crawl into the bed, then he pulls the covers over me. I instantly feel so much warmer. He walks around the foot of the bed, grabs something off a dresser at the lower right corner of the bed, then walks back up on the right side of the bed. I'm laying on the left side, so he sit son the right side and leans towards me. In his hand is what looks like one of those little tag readers that my kids have, but he's calling it a thermometer. He lifts my arm, and pokes my under arm with the little pen thing. It beeps and some lights go from red to yellow to green. Then he takes it back to the dresser and sets it down, and grabs my cell phone of from the dresser. He brings my cell phone to me, and lifts the covers of the bed. He then pulls up my nightgown so that everything below my belly button is exposed. He sets the phone between my belly button and pubic bone, and makes it start vibrating continuously. He then pulls my underwear down and starts gently blowing on me. It's really weird, but still exciting and I almost wake up fading to the black and then appearing right back in the dream scene. First I realize my stomach ache is actually gone now (I really had a stomach ache when I went to bed last night). Then I realize that I'm laying in that bed with my covers on, and there's no one there. I see a picture on the wall of the pokemon Dratini, and I kind of find it funny because I know this is a dream world and I'm dreaming of pokemon. I don't however realize I can control the dream at this point. I notice that I'm already dressed, and decide to walk around in this land of nod to find the older brother (that I don't have, lol) I walk through the door into the hallway, and I see my grandmother. Then I see a pudgy little child with a buzz cut, he was definitely younger than my son who is 5, but seemed older or maybe just smarter than my daughter at 3. Anyways, I start to walk towards the child, and then he/it turns dark green, and smiles with big creepy fangs and his eyes turn completely white and glow. It runs towards me super fast like it's about to attack me. I wake up freaked out.

Dream Two (Fragment): I'm walking through the woods with my mom. A Yellow and black snake slithers past us, then there are tons of them all over the path. Mom is freaking out because she's terrified of snakes, but I keep trying to tell her they are harmless garter snakes (I've only seen grey garter snakes, but I looked it up and sure enough there are garter snakes that look like they did in the dream )

Dream Three (Lucid!): The dream starts out with me walking on a country road by a local country restaurant. I'm pushing a bike, apparently I can't ride it because I'm carrying something and I'm afraid I'll drop or spill it if I do. I'm staring at the ground, and I notice the shadow of a guy with long hair walking towards me, I don't look up or anything just keep walking. I notice the same shadow comes up from behind me, and I stop to look up at why I'm being followed. The guy is very thin, and has dark hair to his shoulders. I ask him why he's following me, and he asks if I don't remember him. I say no, an he starts saying we were good friends. I don't recognize him, so I ell him he must be mistaken. Then he starts telling me a bunch of embarrassing stuff that only my best friends would know, and I tell him to shut up I believe him and I do not want to be embarrassed anymore. He laughs, and somehow the bike is gone but I don't notice it. The guy takes my hand and leads me into a yard, and I know this is my yard somehow. He walks me over to the house, and we climb up a ladder onto the roof and sit on the roof for a bit. I know we talked, I just can't remember what about. Then he says we should get down, and we jump off the roof into the backyard, and he takes my hand and pulls me to face him, then grabs the other hand. He smiles like he's got nothing to say, maybe he just enjoys standing there looking at each other. Then I hear a noise from the right, and it's a couple of police officers. They're saying he needs to come with them for questioning. I ask why, and they say they need a dna sample and to ask him about some crime. I don't want them to take him though, so I reach into my pocket and pull out a knife. I grab the guys hand and cut the tip of his finger, then tell them there's their DNA sample, take it and get lost. They refuse however, saying that he has to come to the station in person so they can take a sterile sample. He ruffles my hair, and tells me to relax its ok. Then he tells the police that he needs to step inside for a moment and he'll be happy to come along. He walks inside the house, and I'm standing there not sure what to do for a moment, then I decide to follow. I took too long however, and he passes me inside the hall on my way inside. He says he'll see me later, and tells me he left something for me inside the bedroom. The police grab each of his arms, and lead him out. I walk back to the bedroom, that has a double bed against the right wall, and a computer desk against the back wall as well as another one against the left wall. On the desks and the bed and the monitors are big pieces of printer paper, all with the words, "I love you" written on them. My husband walks into the room, and so does my daughter. My husband comments on the notes, he says something like how they were over kill and there were so many of them making a mess. He doesn't seem angry though like he should be. I start flipping through the papers on the desk, and I find a paper with the name Kelly written on it, and I wonder if my name in this dream is supposed to be Kelly. That's when I realize I'm dreaming. I start looking around now, admiring the dream scape. I notice that the speakers on the desk have on of my friends names written on it, and I haven't talked to this friend in years so I wonder why his name is on it. Then my daughter starts saying, "Carry me, carry!" so I pick her up, and tell her Mommy is dreaming! I remind myself I need to do something that's on my goal list, but I can't remember what's on my goal list. I decide I'm going to try to grow wings and a tail and a scythe since I've done it in a previous dream, but the scythe wasn't right. I wanted to perfect it. I walk to a door, and realize I'm supposed to be on the second floor of this house. I tell myself when I open the door, it's going to lead to a balcony (even though I know I hadn't seen one earlier in the dream). It works, and I'm on a balcony with a swing when I walk out the door. I set my daughter down and tell her mommy had to go try to work on her dream goals, and she says, "Awwwwww, okay." all dejectedly, it was cute and sad, but I wasn't going to let a dc ruin my lucid, even if it was my daughter. First I try to imagine what having wings would feel like, but I just can't concentrate enough. I then think I'll stand on the swing and swing it so I can feel the wind passing over my body and pretend I'm already flying. That doesn't help me grow those wings. Then I'm like, Screw it, I'm just going to jump off this balcony and if I don't fly then I'll crash. I look off the edge of the Balcony though and realize it's concrete. I worry that if I hit concrete it'll make me wake up. I walk to the far right of the balcony, and see grass and bushes below there. I decide that a jump from this height into those bushes would result in broken bones at the worst, and I won't wake up from bones broken in a dream. I jump, and I do fly! But there's no wings, instead I'm flying like superman minus the cape, lol. I realize that my legs are dragging though, so I try to pick them up and balance myself like if I was trying to float on my belly in a pool. Then I decide I want wings still, but I can't get them to appear still. Annoyed, I see a orange cliff ahead and decide to fly as high up it as I can, and then try to imagine how my wings would feel if I was diving towards the ground from that height and flexed them to glide away from the ground at the last minute. This sort of works, only I can feel my wings, I just can't see them. They're invisible wings! I fly around in circles a bit, and a cat is below me and chases my shadow all cute like. Then I realize I've been wasting a lot of time, if I want to see the dream guy again before the dream is over, I have to go. I keep worrying that I'm going to wake up at any time, but push on anyways. I fly back towards the house, then past it towards the restaurant, then past that to another orange cliff, as if the entire dream scape is surrounded by these orange cliffs. I see a gap in the cliff about four feet wide, and fly towards it. Inside the gap is a set of stairs, but I fly up them rather than walking them. The cat is still chasing my shadow, so at the top of the stairs I pull a door out of the cliff to block the stairs so the cat can't follow me and distract me. To get any deeper into the cap though, I have to go through a door as well myself. I try to imagine my scythe, but can't see it. I decide that since I can feel my wings but not see them, the scythe too is invisible, and I can make the motions like I'm cutting the door and it'll work... and it does, I bust the door down with the invisible scythe, and step through. Inside I can see the guy from earlier signing some papers and the cops are just lounging on a couple of couches. The guy smiles at me and tells me he knew I'd come to find him, and that he's done giving his blood sample so he can leave now. I tell him that I'm worried that the dream is about to end, and that I was hoping for some sort of romantic action before it ends. He laughs at me, and tells me there's a bedroom in the back. I look back, and for some reason I'm sure if I go back there I'm going to see myself in sleeping in bed with my husband and I won't be dreaming anymore. I tell him I'm scared I'm going to wake up if I go back there, and then I do wake up.

Usually In my dreams I lean more towards wanting romantic interactions rather than lusty ones, but last night apparently was a different story, lol. Still, other than being slightly out of the norm for me, these were pretty fun dreams to have. It's been a while since I was lucid, and while I didn't do anything of any importance (finding Kurasawa, or trying to share a dream with my BFF, etc etc) I at least got a chance to get away and de-stress a bit rather than being at the whim of my dreams and nightmares.

I was carrying around a big heavy door and we where sticking it in random places to open it (walls and such)
woke up very fast
I took this as a very funny yet symbolic dream to the point where when I woke up I told my hubby about it. We decided it was time for us to build our website for our small craft biz .I just know in my heart thats what this dream was telling me it was time to do very excited havent had a dream in a while that was guiding me to my next phase in life.

I haven't been taking my vitamin and my recall is terrible, but it's on purpose. I was having pretty emotionally distressing dreams for a while, even to the point I was dreaming of my kids being stabbed and fighting with my husband and such. Not stuff I wanted to remember or share, lol. Last night I had some fairly decent dreams though, so in order to regain my recall, I might as well type what little bit I can remember.

Dream One (Fragment): I'm in a round ballroom. There are no walls, just stained glass all around. I walk up a curves stairway by one stained glass window. The stairs seem to float, I reach out my hand, and Kurasawa appears in the glass, then takes my hand and I lead him out of the glass, and we walk down the stairs. At the bottom of the stairs I start to twirl, and we dance to the center of the floor. I wake up.

Dream Two (Fragment): All I remember is walking up a path going around a mountain, and hearing a hawk to my left. I look up, and see an island floating in a cloud a few hundred feet away. I'm dressed in leather armor with a sword and a bow. I realize that I am going home, to a house in a land in the sky.

06:11 PM These two dreams resulted from a nap I just had. I felt that lucidity 'dip' but sadly, I got too excited and woke back up. I'm sure I'll get it next time!

1:
I was inside some millionaire's house and for some reason. I had done something bad. I think I had placed a spying device there but forgot something that would get me found out. I had to get it back!

-dream fades-

2:
There was some sort of fair where my family wanted to make some money selling energy drinks. But the place was kind of empty. I was contemplating telling them to separate and move to a new place but I did not.
One of my sisters friends was there, but she hated my for some odd reason. She kept making me do her work and treating me badly.

This is a weird, kinda gross dream, not only because it involves furry sex, but me puking near the end from the sight of monkey poop. Anyways, here we go.

The World of Furries

I portrayed this sort of world as a video game of sorts, though it seemed real for the most part. Nonetheless, I wasn't human. Not at all. I was some sort of lizard... bird thing, and there was this island that we went to, and it was somewhat small, though it could fit around 30 people I'd like to think. I took a small boat to this island, and when I got there, other's were partying, and they were animals to. In fact, I don't think there was a single human in the crowd. Eventually though, I met up with this fox chick and somehow in very quick events, we swooned each other to the point of her giving me oral sex, which was incredibly awkward now that I've come to think of it. I kept coming back to this island, wanting more sex from her, and I got it, though it was always her just giving oral sex, and my supposed penis looked quite human considering, and she always stayed clothed no matter what. Though, as much as I wanted to keep coming back to this island, there was water. I have an immense fear of the ocean, and of course, that leads to bad things.

The Problem With Water

I was going to the island again, except I was scared out of my wits only now for some reason, because I was in the middle of the ocean. I fell off the boat for some reason or another, and I was underwater, and boy was I scared, horrified even. I began to get used to it after a while though, seeing as though I could breathe underwater for some reason, though that would all change when I suddenly stumbled upon two large and round sea monsters that began heading my way. I swam fast up to the surface, and what do you know, I was at the island again! Suddenly though, I was in real life, my dad's apartment. This was all on a computer, and though I don't remember what I was doing, I was trying my hardest to hide this computer from the rest of them, and they were all starting to get suspicious, I could tell. I went to my mom's house, which is how the next part starts.

The Horror-Fest

My dad came to my mom's house with me and my brother, which would be completely unlikely in real life, though my mom's house on the inside was actually a large station for trains or subways, but I continued on anyways. There was a large auditorium where a bunch of square like bath-bed mixes stood. They would hold no more than one person, and even then they would have to maneuver themselves to sleep because they were so small. I took my place, which was at the far left corner of the room (yeah, thanks mom) and I was suddenly nude and in a bath, lathering myself with a lot of damn soap. There was a young woman in front of my bath though, and she was beautiful. She had long, feathery black hair and a natural, mystic looking face with tan skin. I was in love with her, though I strangely didn't try to get a peek at her goods, despite her nudity. I went on cleaning, until I decided to get out, which I then had clothes on. I went to the bathroom, which was exactly how the bathroom at my mom's house looks like. I took a dump, though I was constipated. I simply couldn't poop. There was a TV in the bathroom, it was playing some sort of animal channel about monkeys. I tried to simply take the poop out manually with toilet paper, and it got all over my hands. I looked at the TV and thought my hands were covered in monkey poop, which is when I looked down at the trash can next to my toilet and vomited an orange, solid mushy substance. I washed my hands and left, even though I was still constipated. I went back into the tub room and just wait. Soon enough, I was back in the station room again, and from there my dad was chatting with a few other people, talking about how there's going to be a lot of screaming and scaring tonight. One of the men made a joke about another person in the room. My dad did this screeching laugh that scared the hell out of me, and my brother suddenly was next to me, only saying "Looks like he's the screamer..." he said. That was the last i remember of it.

Steps in the garden
Chess in the garden
By lobsang rampa

Woke at 6am from dream where I was in a reading room. I tilted my head to read the jacket of a hard back copy of a book some one was reading. It was titled " walk in the garden" by Lobsang.

But as I woke the dream faded so fast that I wasn't sure I got it right. As I was wondering if I had got the title right I got a hipnapop of a small dark gray-green plasic figurine of a big square-chested robot warrior with a human face and the thought "chess-piece.

So, maybe the book I was straining to see the title of was:

Chess in the garden.

This is my first dream for my experiment of dreaming of future news.

Dreamed 1st/2nd of July (now) for 1st/2nd of January 2013.

I typed this out already, and it didn't save. So here goes take two. I've kept a dream journal for years so I have more written down somewhere but this is my most recent dream. Today, an hour ago.
-> It starts at my roommate's house, in her backyard where we've set up a giant projector to play movies against the back of her house. We've dragged all the furniture outside and arranged it to look like the living room. I'm sitting in a reclining chair with another person watching the movie which is black and white and makes the whole yard glow a grey/blue fluorescent color. Everything is there in perfect deal, the other houses, the fences, the cars driving by in the front, people's shadows moving in their windows but it's all a strange color. I can feel the person I'm sitting with's arm and it feels so real that I begin to wonder if I'm dreaming.
-> Next we are in that same friend's bedroom with all of the same people around and I keep saying "I can't tell if I'm dreaming." Because I really can't tell and I want someone to tell me if I am. Her room is that same grey/blue color and everyone in the room is that color, except for one person who comes in and tells us he's going home. He looks normal, and when he hugs me goodbye it feels like a real hug so I'm confused again.

I wake up for a minute but I can still feel myself being hugged. I fall asleep again.
-> I am home, at my grandparent's house, looking out the window at the neighbor's houses and describing to someone the people who live in them. We decided to take a walk and as we pass the house that sits on the curve of the street- a really mysterious house because I've never once seen the woman who lives there- what looks like a SWAT team comes racing out. Suddenly, there is a war going on and it is then that I realized I've been seeing this dream from the point of view of someone else, someone who isn't me, someone who knows what is going on because he is for some reason a part of it all.
-> At some point, I lose myself. At the gas station in my neighborhood, the two sides are standing off but I know I'm there so when they start shooting at each other, I find myself and try to get us out. While they're shooting and fighting, we get outside and I use this white powder/dust to shrink us down so that we can use this Thumbelina-esqu bumblebee motorcycle to get away. The enemy follows and we're suddenly fighting this unseen, shrunken battle while the lives of everyday, normal people go on. They don't notice as we fly through their yards and past their windows until the enemy decides to pour the powder over everyone, to drown the streets in it. Soon everyone is either too small or normal and everyone is mixed up in the fight and I've lost myself again.
-> I struggle to find myself now in the chaos, while people try to get me to help them find other people or to help them escape and while I'm still fighting the enemy. The whole world as far as I can tell is covered in that white powder, like snow, and nobody can control what size they are. I almost find myself, I can see me right there but then I'm suddenly back in the chair in that yard, watching the black and white movie.
And I wake up.

Night 2

Well, well, well. Here we are again! Falling asleep to me telling myself that I'll remember my dreams . (Dream started at around 10:13 A.M. Very late in my REM cycles) I Saw a man that I've never seen before sitting across the room from me on a blue-green couch (The same color as the platforms from last night's dream) The walls were the color of an eggshell along with the ceiling and a tan carpet. I felt as if I was sitting down but saw nothing, and there seemed to be light coming in from a large window to my left but I never actually looked around. The man had black hair and large thick eyebrows, wearing a light-tan shirt and khacki pants with brown shoes, that had a mirror shine. There wa also a small, glass top coffee table to my right but I never really payed attenton to it. The man had brown eyes and wore an analog wrist watch on his right arm but never looked at it. His lips moved as if he were trying to give me a speech about something but no soun was heard. I reacted as if I did and didn't understand what I was saying. All of a sudden, I heard my inner thoughts yell at me, "REALITY CHECK!!!!!" I did the nose reality check and the man stopped talking and looked at me strangely. I held my nose and could still breathe and realized that I was dreaming . I tried to look at my hands to anchor myself into the dream but it immediately started to hear a commercials in the background and the dream suddenly fell apart . I woke up and rolled off my bed, not allowing me to re-enter my dream state. Who was that man? What was he talking to me about? Was he my subcouncious? My Dream Guide? Or was he just another DC talking to me? Either way, I felt as if we were talking about lucidity, and that HE was the one that suggested to me to o a reality check. It felt, abnormal. Abnormal, but very exciting.

Night 1

Hai guys, I'm new to LD's but I am very excited to have one. I'm currently trying to master Dream Recall. So, I'll stop with the intro right now and just get on with my dreams.

I fell asleep telling myself "I will remember my dreams." I just kept saying it over, and over, and over, until I passed out. (This area started at around 12:05 A.M.) I noticed a picture coming in to focus. It was a game that I've been playing all day except something was off . The character I was playing as wasn't mine, it was the default and I was playing in third person! I, of course being new to LD's, just ignored it and watched the gameplay. I was just running around jumping from platform to platform with many other players. I remember a few of their costumes, one was a solid black cop uniform with badges and such on him, the others looked as if they just hit "RANDOMIZE" in the character creation menu. I then noticed I was in a dream! I paniced due to all of the excitement and I almost jumped out of my bed in real life . I took a look at the clock in my bedroom and saw the time, 12:07 A.M. Feeling depressed that I had made myself wake up I immediately went back to sleep . (This next dream was extremely similar but slightly different and happened at around 7:03 A.M.) Spotting yet another dream floating my way, I watched the same thing like in the last one I recalled. Except this time, the platforms were a bluish-green color and there were no walls around us, just an empty slate of dark blue waves as if we were in an ocean but were untouched by the water. Just as before, I noticed I was dreaming and woke myself up at 7:07 A.M. "

Dream Fragment - Some guy was telling me and a couple friends about how much he loves salvia, and I agreed with some of what he was saying but he was making it sound way more controllable than it is, much more like a normal psychedelic like shrooms....