dream fragment

[COLOR="#483d8b"]I'm standing at the end of the road in my home village, there are like 2 or 3 other people with me. I think we have our bikes with us as well.[/COLOR][COLOR="#2e8b57"] I tell myself that this is a dream and it suddenly gets really unstable, I think I'm[/COLOR] awake. I stay still and soon drift off to some other dream I don't remember.

Ever seen the movie "Scream"? It's the one where a guy kills people dressed in this:



Well, my dream was kind of like the movie. Someone called me, and was threatening to kill my sister if I didn't do what he said. I never could understand what he wanted me to do, so he killed my sister.

That's not the weirdest part though, because we kept going back in time to before he killed her, and I'd get another chance. I still couldn't understand what I was supposed to do, I don't even have a clue.

I must have seen my sister's dead boy 6 times before I woke up. There was one time where I thought I did what he said, and my sister was walking towards me. Suddenly, he popped out of nowhere and plunged a knife into her side. Horrible, horrible dream.

There was more that went on in this dream, but I can't remember it.

My family has decided to meet up and the reunion is coming up. On the day of the reunion, everybody is home- except my home is a house my friends stayed during college days (scib pub).
All my relatives arrive and the adults come together and decide to buy the booze first and then I interrupt saying, we better have enough 'weed' as well before we commence with the reunion.
All the aunties and uncles leave to buy the booze.
I ask my cousin who in the dream is one of my college friends whether we have pot and he nods and says 'theres some already crushed and mixed in the bedroom. Just roll it.

When I rolled it and was about to light it, the adults arrive. I lit it anyways and we were taking photos together with the Joint in my hand.

I am in a room with a huge bed with cream silk sheets. beautifully made. Cobie Smulders is lying on the bed. In the dream she is doing different positions with me, whatever I ask her to do- as if my satisfaction is the only thing for which she is living for.

*The dream abruptly ends*

I'll order these, but I just wanted all of them to be onto one post.

Date 02/09/2012:

I was buying weed from my dealer, a decent amount too. When suddenly, cops came from no where. Someone yelled about it, and we all ran. As I made it home, I had heard of the cops looking for me, so I had hid all of my stuff as to not get my mother in trouble. Then the next thing I remember, I'm in the kitchen and this woman is in my backyard around the area that I had hid everything. She started to talk to me as I went up to her, but I don't remember what she was saying or if I even heard her. I grabbed my weed from where I placed it, along with my bowl and walked away with her.


Date: 02/29/2012

I was in a college for art. Somehow the topic of tattooing was brought up to me from someone and I mentioned how I was going to become one. Not an 'if' situation. I was very sure of myself. usually when I say things in waking life like this, I do have a small amount of self-doubt. However, in this particular one, I was extremely confident in myself.

Date: 03/11/2012
I was in my house, and my dog freaked out over something and had an accident on the floor. All I remember. She is almost 13/14 years old, and she's had an accident before in waking life where she had diarrhea.
Date:06/02/2012

This is deja vu. I had a dream of me playing a game... More of a series of dreams about a year ago. I had moved out I think and I had a girlfriend... I can't remember her name or what she looked like though. I remember the dream feeling very significant and I felt like my life was starting a path that would lead me afloat(?) till I died...

Date: 06/29/2012

I was wearing a hoodie. My sleeve faded but came back when I looked at it. I was in the back of a truck with Trevor.

I've had other dreams in between a lot of these dates that I sort of remember, but I am going to let this start fresh and only write down everything that I've already written down/will write down as I continue.

Oops. Should've posted this this morning for consistency. Oh well. More fragments of dreams today, I'm afraid. Hopefully my recall improves soon...

The first fragment seems to involve a place that's hard to describe, as always. A jumbled mess of jumbled memories. The main thing that I remember is that, like so many other dreams, family is around, and there is also some standard video game villain, out of sight. My brain wants to say "Robotnik" from the Sonic games. *shrug* The idea is that there aren't any more "natural" enemies, as they've all been destroyed, so there are some totally man-made equivalents. The perplexing thing is the mix of the sonic villain and the very much mario Bob-ombs. It's quite peculiar because the "bombs" are made of something that's probably closest to Legos. And setting one off sent bits of plastic everywhere in an amusing, harmless fashion. These things couldn't hurt a fly. My father isn't amused for some reason, though.

Second fragment: A mess of a school setting, which feels like it should be college, but my high school music teacher is there. In my capacities as a labtech (which was my college workstudy...) I'm helping my music teacher move some stuff around. The stuff involved, I don't really remember. I can say, though, that the room I put it in is full to bursting with random junk. It was really hard to find a place to put the stuff. And... that's about that, really.

For a fragment this one is pretty big but still not large enough I think it counts as a normal dream.

So I was at this mansion type place doing some landscaping for this rich guy. I think I was pulling weeds and laying down mulch. Anyways, then out of no where the National CAP Commander came walking up the driveway. Then they yelled at me because I didn't salute (even though they came up behind me). That is all I remember.

Date: 29/06/2012
Place: Friend's sofa bed
Time of getting into bed: 11.11pm

I had terrible problems writing these dreams down, my memory was terrible, my notes were short and made no sense. I vaguely remembered having trouble writing them down in the night. Perhaps because I have stopped taking B6 tablets? I will start again tomorrow and see if my dream recall improves.

Dream 1 - non lucid

Friend R and myself got to R's house after being somewhere. We are sat in his living room, discussing his carpet and debating weather to change it or not. There is an advert somewhere in this dream (on the telly maybe?) for a band that is playing a gig in Thailand.

Dream 2 - non lucid

I am staying at the house of an incredibly rich person, who has a large garden / acres of land. I'm walking around the house, we are guests, and I think it is a party. I get in the jacuzzi, or some sort of similar water with a floating tea set, (with tea inside) The owner of the house is present. There is some sort of secret meeting.

Dream 3 - non lucid

The first half of the dream is missing, I didn't write it down fast enough and forgot it. My mum is sunbathing in the garden, on a brightly coloured deck chair. There is no sun. My brother is also outside, cooking sausages on a BBQ, he is wearing nothing but an apron and is using a dustpan (like dustpan and brush) to cook with. He is also singing loudly. I sit inside the house with my dad, watching TV. It is some sort of documentary about people at a party, all the people are fat. I am waiting for someone I like to come on the TV, my dad tells me 'The south is dry heat, so you can never get sunburnt here.' I tell him I have been sunburnt before, and he says 'you have gone pink, you can never get sunburnt.'


***NOTEWORTHY***
R is decorating his house at the moment.
I went to Thailand a year and a half ago
Watched a film about a rich gangster before going to bed.
My mum loves to sunbathe

I dreamed yesterday with Xiomara, a university friend, and Delmy, a school friend. What do they have in common despite both have been my classmates and friends? They are not slim.
I also dreamed with La Papa, a band mate, the curious thing with him is that I dreamed I was driving and parking his truck. Then, the car started to fall apart, window included...The window did not break but loosened. I also dreamed with my German lesson friends. I had a new teacher, chubby, who was German and payed $1,200 for a crappy apartment and she stated that she had to give a deposit and had to live there until the contract finished. She pointed out that if people wanted to move to DEU, they had to speak the language pretty well, I had many flaws in the class... and be good in what they did, meaning a good engineer in my case.

At some points during this dream, I was the main character. Other times, I was not. The first part I remember was being on a Battlefield with a whole army of friendlies and a small army of enemies. Me and the enemy agreed to give each other a chance to pick our tactics and reload our weapons. This happened in a deserted city somewhere in a video game, it seemed like it. As an entrance, we all had to get in to a small vehicle of some sort and make our way back to the headquarters inside a warehouse. As everyone on my time was busy finding their vehicles, I tried to find mine on a small table of helicopters and artillery. At first, I picked an artillery but, I couldn't get in it. So the second time, I entered a plane that flew me to the headquarters. When me and my whole team finally got there, we saw so many tables of guns and ammo. Not real guns but pellet and bb guns. I walked around to see which one I like and when I finally did, I started loading bb's in to it. I did this as fast as I could, so that the enemy doesn't reach us before we could attack. There was a pellet gun that I really liked. It looked kind of like mine in real life. I picked it up and without loading and pellets in to it, I aimed in towards the entrance in front of me and was ready to attack. The enemy finally calls out to us and my whole team shouted in excitement and started firing at the enemy in front of the garage door. I aimed the gun and started shooting down enemies one by one. I finally killed so many that an enemy soldier saw me and started to tell some of his soldiers to shoot me. I dodged all the attacks I could and shot as many pellets as I could. I was never hit. At some point, I did manage to shoot the soldier in the forehead, but he still didn't seem fazed by the pellet. The dream ended.

Just a couple fragments today... I'm probably adjusting to my new mattress or something.

The first fragment involved me in this jumbled-up area... I remember being outside as part of the fragment I remember, perhaps in a baseball field? I dunno, except that it felt like it was near a school, and I find some really past-due paperwork in the grass, or something. What the paperwork is for, I'm not sure. That's literally all I have for this fragment.

The second fragment, on the other hand, doesn't feel like I'm involved at all... just observing. It feels more like I'm watching someone else's dream. And it almost seems like THEY might be lucid, but of course I'M not lucid. Heh... Anyways, there's a guy there that I believe strongly resembles the knight motif, and he has two companions. One seems to be... incorporeal or something, and the other is hurt. So this heroic knight volunteers to go into this cave, or building, or whatever, alone. And then most of the stuff here is forgotten, unfortunately. But it seems he was valiantly successful, and I see him curing his hurt friend with some magic he found, or something. Again, very, very blurry. I hope my normal recall comes back in a couple days.

The Other Day

Dream Fragment - R and I were just standing around in the middle of nowhere, and I was vaguely aware that we were both supposedly watching some kind of sex tape, though we could only hear it and not see it. There were people making lots of "-uh" sounds like, "fuh", "wuh", and "buh", and as I was hearing them, I could see, in a separate but equally full field of perception, an empty black space where these words would suddenly appear in large, white Times New Roman font (and all with their first letters capitalized, too), and then they would just slide off to the side and disappear.

Yesterday

Dream Fragment - A friend of mine, I want to say M but I'm not totally sure, and my old acid dealer, S, were working as cocktail waitresses in a casino in Las Vegas, and all I really remember is that S's outfit was oh-so-flattering, omochikaeri!~

Today

All night I kept having these half-awake/half-asleep thoughts about the 5-HT2A receptor, but I can't remember what any of them were now. The other night it happened to me about D1 and D2, also. Strange... but anyway....

#1 - Hanging Out With Family [Non-Lucid]

My cousin P and I were at my aunt and uncles' house for most of this dream, and we may have ported here from a card shop or something but I'm not entirely sure.... I just remember that for a good deal of time the dream was dealing with Yu-Gi-Oh! cards. At one point I got really excited because I found a normal monster card with (I think) 10 stars and stats that read ATK/42 DEF/1000000. (In fact, at at least a couple different points in the dream I'm pretty sure it had gone up to 1000000000. Though, I think the (incredibly odd, for Yu-Gi-Oh!) 42 had also dropped down to 0. ) I couldn't stop thinking about how easily I could screw someone over by placing it in face-down defense position and having it get attacked. X) At some point P and I had ordered a pizza that looked like it was just cheese, but I recall taking a slice that had pepperoni and roma tomatoes on it somehow. I was really confused because I realized that I didn't know where I had put that card down, and I was pretty sure... pretty sure that it had now become a part of the pizza. ._. I was actively searching the pizza for signs of its ATK/DEF stat, but to no avail. I was saddened and walked off, and (still not having eaten it), raised my slice of pizza to my mouth but the toppings fell off. I reached down to the floor and picked them up, grease and all, and wiped them off on my clothes and put them back on the pizza and ate them. WTF, me! It did taste good, though. After that I walked down the hallway and briefly talked to my cousin AB, though I can't remember about what, and then when I went down the NEXT hallway I ran into her husband PB. He asked me something about the way that I was acting, and I pointed out to him that I wasn't really super drunk but I had been earlier, so I was still feeling pretty buzzed. After that he left and my cousin AD (P's mom) came in to the hallway and walked into the room through the doorway I was standing by, and started saying something about the lighting, but then I woke up.

#2 - Shady Diner [DILD]

Unfortunately I don't really remember much of this one because I'm pretty sure I never fully woke up after it and before the next dream. :T I was at some kind of a food restaurant, it looked like one of those tiny roadside diner places, and I remember that everyone was giving me weird looks. I don't recall much else aside from having either a tiny purse or a brown paper bag (or possibly both on different glances) and becoming lucid and realizing that there was food in front of me. I want to say it was a brownie or something...? Well, whatever it was, I ate it and it was delicious, but that was the end of the dream. >w<

#3 - Taking A Vacation [Non-Lucid]

I was on vacation, I want to say with M and ND (though I only saw them at different times, I believe). ND and I were walking around trying to find some guy and his girlfriend who I think was ND's friend who lived in the place where we were visiting, so they were going to show us around a bit. I remember that when we found them we started walking through these long halls of what seemed like tiny, tiny living rooms that people were living in like apartments, and we were waltzing right on through. I only really remember the last two, with the first being filled with people playing Wii Sports bowling, and a girl sort of half-heartedly saying "Let's play!", and the second being a room with just a guy sitting in what looked like a comfy sofa chair and clearly holding in smoke as to not seem suspicious. After we got out of there ND and I broke into laughter, and I told him that if we stayed there long enough I might try to find some weed myself since it seems like it'd be pretty easy. He says we might not be, but I say I might try to find some anyway. Somehow it suddenly started raining really hard outside and magically we all had hoodies or jackets on, so we ducked into this big building right next to where we were standing, which was I think by some kind of mini train tracks or something. Inside the building there were lots of those kids rides where it's the horse/rocket/tiny car/whatever (these were all various tiny cars) that you get in and it rocks back and forth as if you were actually riding it/in it. We were just inspecting them for a minute, and then I woke up.

The dream is very foggy now, but it was quite long. I remember starting out in a dark room, there were lots of green, dimly glowing xbox controllers laying around, and I went down a roller coaster in a seat next to some girl who was in a cheer leading outfit. She didn't look familiar, and her face is hard to remember, it just looked like a very generic face. She had brown hair I think, and her cheer leading colors were light blue and white (Nothing like my school's). Then I remember showing up at a school party. That's not even half the dream, but I can't remember the rest.

Non-Dream Dream

I only remembered one dream fragment today but it was an important one.

Dream fragment:

I am driving my motorcycle recklessly and I crash it twice.

This is one of my dream signs - if I ever crash my bike again I will become lucid.

I had a dream where it seemed there was no time spand because it was such a dark, blurry dream and all I remember was these inter dimensional blobs of gooie water that drained your lifeforce and were invisable most off the time and I also had some type of realisation of dreaming that cannot be descibed to clearly a personal expieriance that was kind of eerie showing me a secret about life that I considered unbelieveable and felt dramadic.