dream fragment

I was probably up too late last night. My dream recall is bad, and the one lucid I remember was very short. I seem to remember being lucid a secondd time during the night, but I remember nothing else.

Not Fooled by a FA

I wake up, and leave my bedroom. At the top of the stairs, I remember to do a reality check. I realize that I am dreaming. As soon as I realize this, the dream fades to blackness, so quickly that I don't have time to do anything about it. Now in the Void, I decide to hang on until the dream starts again. Then I think perhaps I may be awake. I'm not sure which it is, but I decide if I'm awake to try to WILD or do a DEILD. However, while attempting this I lose lucidity.

I'm now dreaming that I am attempting to WILD. I remember something about "vibrations" occuring while doing this, and I think that I am supposed to shake around a lot. I am sitting in the basement now, trying this. Some other people are there coaching me...

... The fake WILD must be successful, as I find myself in a dream about war. We are fighting a battle on a snow bank. I am cracking jokes with my superior officers. There is more to it than this, but I'm having a hard time remembering. A girl is there, and we are fighting over her (?)...

Shopping for Camping Equipment

I am in the local outdoor sports store with my family. They have added two staircases that go up to a new floor. There is one in the clothing wing to the right, and another in the camping and fishing wing to my left. My father has bought a giant tent (in real life he just bought a fancy new boat) and I am going to check out camping supplies to go with it. Upon entering the camping section, I see that things have been moved around. I then see that things have been moved to make room for the new stairs. I decide to explore, and climb the stairs.

The staircase is really narrow, and people are bumping into each other. Towards the top, it is so small you have to turn sideways to get up. Another guy is on the stairs, and we remark about the narrowness of the steps to each other. I say something like "I hope no fat person tries to get up here". At the top is another part of the store, with more outdoor supplies.

More Dresden premise. I seem to be Harry Dresden. (Molly is his apprentice.) I'm teaching Molly and two young men in an elongated version of my real bathroom. I remember remembering more of the dream before now. Although I'm a wizard, I don't do any magic in the dream. At some point I say to Molly, "Don't worry, Actresses are safe when their masters are dead." No idea why I call her an actress. Maybe because she is acting in my dreamland. I think I am about to do something dangerous. Molly is not amused. I wake up just before my alarm.

Dream Lucid Sleep Paralysis Non-Dream/Side notes

This dream was odd because even when I was awake I didn't realize that I remembered it as a dream. But then I did that thing where you think how you got there and realized it was all a dream.

I was sat with a group of friends in the school canteen (for any americans that read this, 'cafeteria'), with a row of chairs dividing us. My friend was on a table with a girl she hates (she has reason to) looking all stranded, and my other friend (her boyfriend) was sat on the table with her. On the other side of the wall of chairs was me, my friend's welsh half-brother (or some shit like that) and another friend of mine. There were various other people scattered around as well. I remember having a conversation with my friend's brother (I'm not typing half-brother all the time) about something or other and then I encouraged my friends to move to our side of the chair, away from the people that they hated. Skip forward a few minutes.

I dropped my food all over the floor and I think I burst out laughing and then some angry lunchlady came over and told me to get out of the canteen (cafeteria).

I stayed though, and got a second chance. Some more conversation went on (I forgot what was being said) between everybody, and then I dropped my iPod on the floor. I burst out laughing again (I think) and the lunchlady grew muscles or something (I vaguely recall) and dragged me out.

The sky turned dark, to nighttime. I walked in to a house which seemed to just pop up in the middle of the school and began suiting up or something and then walked back in to the canteen and sat down (it went to day again at this point).

I remember another dreamlet as well, which was bought on by my non-stop Scrubs marathon over the past few days. JD and elliot were in a banana farm with some rows of neatly cut bushes, and they walked down the banana farm with baskets full of bananas. I was watching it on my PC like I've been watching scrubs recently, which leads me to believe that if I keep trying, reality checks will flood through much like Scrubs has and I'll finally have a second lucid dream.

I've also added a dream goal in my dream journal to recreate the lunchlady and brutally murder her the next time I become lucid.

I was attempting a WILD and got a scene where someone had come to deliver something. I was Lucid from start. As I took the delivery paperwork, I tried to control the dream, but the physical body was too awake, and I ended up feeling both the dream self and normal self and this was very disorienting. The paperwork had K.H.A.N.S written on it as the company name. I tried reading the paperwork further and also stabilizing the dream but the disorientation caught up to me. And I woke up.

I met up with justin and his father dave. They seemed excited to see me which I knew was strange, because dave is quite an introverted guy. Very quiet and rarely shows emotions like that. I remember a table sitting some where in the middle of the room. Which at first seems frightening, then calming because I realize its in a familiar place. The warehouse I work at in the produce section near the bananas. I told them both I saw them often at my old job, and wanted to speak to them, but felt a little afraid. They remained friendly and inviting throughout the rest of our conversation.

I was in someones basement eating dinner. Miranda and Jerry were there. Jerry's hair was bigger then usual, it seemed closer to victors. Miranda starts taking to me about whatever, and Jerry keeps making these absurd but hilarious faces and noises at us. "Do you see what hes doing?" "ahaha oh my god!" I was literally crying because what he was doing was so hilarious. Jerry continued to make us laugh for quite some time. I remember the basement being a mixture of the piano room from unleashed, my aunts basement, and my uncles kitchen in his old house. The owner of the house walked in, I felt like I was intruding at this point. he was big and bald. A heavy feeling of needing to leave washed over me. I got up and started to head up the stairs to leave. I noticed that my old psychology teacher from grade 10 was standing behind me. I walked over to the kitchen sink and saw two muffins caught in the drain. They were both chocolate chip, and looked delicious. I picked one up and asked her "Can I have one of these?" She seemed puzzled saying yes at first, then said she wasnt the owner of the house, and it would be better if I asked him instead. "No no thats okay!" I yelled. I didnt really want them that bad anyway, and he really creeps me out I thought. I thought it was better to avoid as much contact with that person as possible.

Now Im in the upstairs level of the house, and it now has elements of chris's house. That strong sense of needing to leave still lingered with me. Chris walked over holding his dog, who seemed alot more giant than usual. He put him down and started to hold and hug him on the floor. "You dont need to leave now you know" he said to me softly. By this time, environmental aspects of a show home we once saw while looking for a house awhile back seemed to take place. The feeling of needing to leave vanished because I thought I was now in chris's house.

I was in a field area that was a mix of tuscany, arbor lake, and silverado. Im buying food from a drive thru mcdonalds in the middle of a field. All I see is the menu sign, it seems to take up my entire field of vision. I dont remember if there was an actual building or not. "hello, welcome to mcdonalds, may I take your order?" I hesitated for a moment, did my friend mike want anything? In an almost panic state I took out my phone and started to dial his number. An overwhelming sense of taking too long started to encumber me. I started thinking to myself, I have little time left to make my decision, so I ordered a big mac meal, small drink, and large fries. I remember thinking that cutting down on the drink size would make my meal a little more health conscious. "Your order comes to $1.99" "Damn fast food is so cheap" I said out loud to myself. Then I thought about going more often if the price of an entire meal is only $1.99. The scene changes. I get a cell call from mike saying that he is at the bus stop not far from me. I realize that I forgot my food at the restaurant pick up window. That thought quickly passes with the fact that my friend literally showed up at my house uninvited. I walk over to bus stop to greet him, mildly annoyed. "Hey mike, we didnt talk about you coming over?" I said puzzled and worried about my dad showing up to take me back to his place, and that there was school tomorrow. "yes we did" he replied. " we talked about it around 4:30 today." "but mike, how is that possible, its only 2:30 pm?" He seemed to drop the subject immediately. "So I bussed all the way down here, and you want me to go home? Ugghh okay atleast Im at my dads house and its close" The day seemed to change from day to night at this point.

I got these pills from my dentist to help with my mouth pain from my wisdom teeth surgery infection. The pills were white and had little weed pictures on them. I had jarrett over, and he was telling me about these candy gummies that he got that made you totally trip out. And how there were different kinds with different levels of intensity. At first they seemed like regular candies, but at a closer look they were all covered in theses crystals. I had a strong feeling that jarrett wanted to take my pills that I got from the dentist, it seemed like he was acting how he was back in grade ten. Really needing an escape. I took my pills out of the container, and was holding them all in my hand. Jarrett was describing the effects of his candies further, I suddenly felt like I was holding alot more pills then I originally took out of the container. But I didnt think anything of it. Then I noticed that I took a piece of a gummie, and started to eat it. I felt the effects almost instantly. It felt like sharp fast energy was flowing through my body. It really freaked me out. When I looked back at my hand that was originally holding my weed pills, I noticed a large amount of the lsd gummies has taken their place, but there were still some of the original pills still there. I looked at jarrett, and he has a smirk on his face. I got mad at him for switching the pills on me, and realized that the rest of the pills were slowly transforming in my hand. Now all I had in my hand were gummies.

I remember kurt telling me about jarrett lashing out and deciding to go out tonight and doing every drug out there. He also told me that his younger brother chris was involved. I saw chris in their kitchen, and tried to convince him to not go out tonight. He seemed very distant, and set on his decision, but I also had a sense that somehow, he had no other choice. I remember feeling very scared that chris was going out to do very harsh drugs with jarrett.

Me and shaf were walking down a pathway that seemed to be a mixture of coventry, and macewan. The weather was very mild with sunshine. Then I remember us singing in a heavy metal band, and me holding the final vocal scream perfectly. But, not exactly feeling like I did. Then we jumped over fences located on the same pathway environment as earlier. We were saying how much fun it was

Non Dream
Dream

This dream skips around a little bit, so im going to put spaces between where scenes change

I was getting high with daniel, and his pot had fantastic effects. His house was located in a combination of MacEwan, the back pathways of coventry, and was still a reasonable distance from my highschool. We got back to his hosue and decided to jam. I knew that I had spare right after lunch, and got excited about having time for the pot to were off, and jamming. Daniel picked up his guitar, and started to play the most amazing music I have honestly ever heard. I was completely blown away. I remember his room looking very similar to wyatts. And the front entrance way to jordans.

Daniel and I were walking over to his house from getting high, it felt like everything was on fastforward, it gave me such a rush of energy and felt fantastic.

I had to leave his house to get back to school, and forgot my running shoes. His dad seems familiar when I saw him, but I cant seem to pinpoint why. He was cool with us smoking up.

This entry is being made 1 day late, It should have been made on 22nd Feb 2011.
I was retrying to get an LD and found out about this certain WILD technique. I tried it and every time the dream scene started I woke up. About 4 times of this, I finally got a short LD recorded below.

I was with 2 of my employees, I was telling them to put a certain item in the trunk of a car. Now in real life the trunk of that car was almost full, as we had already placed some items in there. As I opened the trunk I found it empty. I said to one of my employees "I told you to put the items here, but not to take them out." Suddenly realization hit me: I must be dreaming. I got too exited at having an LD after such a long time and woke up.

I dont remember how this dream started but I remember the cake for sure. The dream took place in a non descript suburb.

The only catch was that ever yard in the suburb was made of cake, it was white cake with white frosting and rainbow sprinkles.

I remember flying around the neighborhood, more specifically doing flying cartwheels between each yard, and everytime I would come close to the ground I would take a bite of the cake. It was soooo good, tasted just how I thought it would. I remember later flying up to the top of a church and looking down on the city, it was like the whole town was covered in snow but really it was frosting. I dove off the top of the building into the frosting and just like fluffed into it. I was 'underwater' in this frosting and had to eat my way out. Suddenly the dream switched to more aggressive, the cake was still there but i was being chased by men with guns. I remember I was hiding in the frosting and then came out and killed one. Then I woke up.

09.12.2010

Clockwork Souvlaki (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

- A lot of short dreams, which were actually scenes including Nazi Zombies... I played a lot last night...

- I am eating some kind of souvlaki that the more you twist it (like a screw, clockwork, etc), the more tasty it is...
Explanation: I ate at a place yesterday which is called "Souvlisto portokali". Souvlisto is like and adjective of "souvlaki". Portokali means "orange" (the fruit). Anyway. There is a movie that is called "Clockwork Orange". I haven't seen it but some time, i was talking avout this eating place and they told me about the movie. I think the train of thought revealed in the dream is obvious. I just found it interesting.

22.02.2011

The Girl and the Lynx (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

It's daylight, and I'm walking along a footpath on the University of Missouri campus. This sidewalk passes through some trees in a cove surrounded by three buildings; off to my right is the Chemistry building that I know well from childhood.

There's a girl with me; I have no idea who she is, and indeed I don't even recall what she looks like or what name she goes by. But we are walking together, side by side, and she is important for some reason.

As we near the trees, the girl spots a White Hawk resting on some low-lying branches overhead. I tell her that the Hawk has lived here for years (a dream memory), and the girl seems to agree that this must be the case. I walk carefully as we pass under the branches.

The path now passes between two buildings; up ahead is an open grassy area where, perhaps 30 meters away, stands the girl's father. At his feat lies a Lynx or young Lion, I cannot determine which, exactly. The girl steps forward towards her dad, and I follow closely behind. Her dad seems quite nice, and we all chat for a few minutes.

My attention, however, is fixated on that big, wild cat at our feet. It bares its long canines to show me that it can tear me to pieces if I make a wrong move. I'd like to think I could fend it off somehow if necessary, but it's probably best to avoid angering it in the first place. I grow wary, but the girl's dad says not to worry, just tread lightly and the cat won't harm me.

I take his advice, and all three of us walk further along the sidewalk to a parking lot where the girl's dad has parked his car. And as we do, I can practically feel the cat's eyes on my back--watching attentively--as I walk away.

When we arrive at the car there is a momentary question of who should take the passenger seat. I offer it up to the girl, but her dad insists I ride up front with him. The dream ends here, but I am left with the weird feeling that I had just been speaking with my dad, though the girl was most certainly not my sister. How strange.

(Wake.)

Last night I had a dream in which I only remember small pieces from it. I remember laying down on an unfamiliar bed, in a room I don't remember any details about it, but I do know that it wasn't my room. So anyways, I'm laying down at this bed and I "wake-up (inside the dream)" to a swan coming out from behind my pillow , this swan seemed to be very hostile...



I remember for a small moment I had control of the dream and I told myself I didn't want to look at this swan anymore, it was making me very uncomfortable. So then I remember looking up at the wall and the ceiling changed to an arrangement of beautiful stars and constellations.



That is all what I remember...