dream fragment

I woke up at 10:30AM today and am only updating this now, so I've forgotten a lot of details but it was kind of choppy even when I first got up.

Wow, I've actually forgotten the first part almost entirely. I was hanging out with Hitler, though. I kind of remember us possibly doing arts and crafts type stuff together. I was scared the entire time because, yunno, it was Hitler. I thought he might have been tricking me by being nice and was actually planning on killing me or something.

Then I was on some.. train ride for kids. It was night and we stopped at this platform with an old iron street lamp. It was connected to a pine green building and the platform itself was probably like.. 10ft x 10ft, so pretty small. There was a wooden crate at one end being used as a table and I was sitting in a chair by it with my feet propped up. I couldn't see anything around me, it was way too dark and the light lit up only the platform. I glanced to my left, where the building was, and ♥Mark came out the door. He walked over to the the edge of the platform and started.. throwing something over the edge, I think. He might have been peeling something, like a vegetable or some fruit. I looked down at my hoodie and noticed it was a nice burnt orange colour.

Ingested JWH before sleeping
Slept from 3:30 AM to 12:30 PM

I am driving in my car. The road is hilly. I am in a forest-like area, surrounded by trees on both sides of the road. I see an opening on the right. It leads to this giant empty parking lot that is downhill from the location that I am currently in. At the edge of the parking lot is a dock, containing 2-3 yachts, 1 which is extremely huge, and the others are small. I try to hijack the yachts with a bunch of other people who randomly showed up. We keep falling into the water somehow!

The dream started out with me in school, going outside after testing for some recess, or something. Afterwards, a few of the ‘gangsters’ arrived and began to mock me alongside Spencer. Spencer was reluctant to do so, and in the end, we ended up sharing our M&Ms, which were somehow enough to make a pile that took up the entire mulch box. Daniel began playing in the sea of M&Ms as we talked.
After school, I went on a drive home and two other cars came up next to me. One had some random girl with glasses and a book. The other, had Dasha. I didn’t understand what was going on, so I drove on. The drive became a chase, and suddenly we were crashing through Whippoorwill Lane. It was crazy; as we were driving, some man was speaking in my head about how all the cars he sells to people end up crashing on that road.
“I must kill the ladybug,” Dasha says during a cinematic cutscene. For some reason, I cared about this ladybug, so I got the book all of a sudden and drove as fast as possible to Dasha’s house. Crashing off of Whippoorwill, somehow, there was a luxurious gated community of long pools that separated the houses. Everyone was in swimming suits, talking about stocks and the like. I ran past them into Dasha’s house. Once I arrived though, I heard a voice.
“Ah, welcome.” I whip around to see that it was someone who looked a lot like Nancy Grace, probably taking on the role of Dasha’s mother. I gave a quick smile then darted up stairs to be greeted by another voice.
“Hey, Desmond.” It was her father. I held onto the scaffolding. He had shortly cut grey hair, a stout body, vest, moustache and glasses to boot. “Do you know how to dance?” He swiveled his hips.
I shook my head and moved to the nearest hallway. Another surprise. Erik, Nicholas and Warren were already there.
“Why are you so hesitant to going up the stairs, Desmond?” her father queried.
Warren spoke for me. “He’s a nerd. He doesn’t know what to do at a girl’s house.”
We continued into Dasha’s bedroom and looked all over the place for the ladybug. During our search, I told the three about all of my experiences today; the M&Ms, the car chase. Nicholas stared at me, surprised. “So, when you were backing out of the parking lot, did you look over your right or left shoulder?”
“My right,” I replied. “Why?”
“Oh, good; if it had been your left, you’d have died.”
Somehow after that comment, we had gotten onto the roof, still searching. I jumped down and re-entered the house.
“Welcome, my daughter!” Oh no. She’s here. I ran and hid inside her bedroom, awaiting her. The sounds that ensued next will puzzle me to no end. There were water balloons hitting the floor and handheld massaging devices going off, causing shrieks of joy downstairs. Once the sounds ended, I heard someone coming up the stairs. I prepared myself. Dasha jumped into the room and stared at me. She wasn’t surprised.
“I’m here to stop you from killing that ladybug,” I told her.
She shrugged. “No one can stop me. By the way, what happened to that book you had?”
I had lost the book, somehow. I nervously strutted around. “Well, you see- Wait,” I thought again. “Why do all of this for a ladybug?”
“It wasn’t a ladybug.” After that, I woke up.

I am waiting with my friend Marek and Martin at a train station. But there are no trains coming. Then eventually some train comes. I realize that we are there to take some training in coffee making (this must be reflection from the previous day experience from caffe Nero, where Melissa and I were served coffee that looked nothing like on the menu picture). The training is taking place in one of the carriages, along a long table. There are more people sitting around. Then we move on and continue going where we intended to. (I am not sure where). Guys are all the time ahead and I keep loosing them. I try to call them and text them, but with no luck.

Another scene is somewhere outside. I am standing under a cloudy sky. (I am there with someone, but not sure who. On one hand I feel like it was my friends or my boss Mark). The person that is there with me points behind me. I turn around, like bending backwards and see tall glass building and above it dark clouds cumulating. The clouds are almost dark blue. Its starts raining. Just a few bug heavy drops here and there, but I know that its going to get worse in seconds. I see some building and train station in front of me. One of the corner and the closes buildings is a starbucks. Its all glass and I can see inside. It is a small coffee shop with a little room in front. As soon as we get there its starts pouring down. I look around thinking I will get something as the rain was not going to stop any soon. I get coffee and a cake. (The whole rain theme is surely projected from the previous day as I experienced something similar with Melisa - Nero). I have banoffee cake. Then the waitress comes and gives us another one, its slightly messed up, but its a whole cake. She says that the store room is getting flooded as it is in the basement.(this is also from the previous day as I saw a waitress in the Nero going in to the basement for something). Then she brings another one. I hesitate to take it, and look around if someone else wants it. I notice the Starbucks manager giving the waitress mean looks, as if "what the hell are you doing".

Then we go to the station waiting for the train. I am thinking, where to stand at the platform as it was long and I thought that maybe the train wont be so long. It is not. We go inside.

Another scene is in out house. I am in the kitchen and Martin is hanging washing outside. Then suddenly his phone starts ringing. I look at the display and see there my name. I am confused about this. I cannot be calling him. So I think its for me. I pick up the call and I hear some man introducing himself as a manager. I realize that he thinks its Marin on the phone. I rush outside to give him the phone. He takes it and tells me "you know its not good to touch others stuff" (I believe this is form the previous night when I went to Melissa's handbag for our wine and she told me off to ask first before I go there next time) one of the interesting things is that when I went outside to give Martin his phone, it was nice and sunny. Most of my dreams are dark or cloudy.

DS: dark sky,

I don't remember where this dream started, I can only remember an extremely memorable part, and a related part afterwards. I was on this dock that was coming up out of the ocean, it stood about 30 feet above the water. There was this chinese-style serpent dragon that opened its mouth and bit down on me. I recall it having a pink body with green horns. When it closed its mouth around me, it was like I was riding inside of him, I could see out of him because he was transparent.. He rocketed up into the sky off of the dock and then dove down into the ocean. I could feel my stomach dropping as we fell. He then launched back out into the air and we fell again. We did this several times. I had concluded that this was a "ride" like at a carnival or something. Later in my dream, I told my mom that I had gone on the craziest ride inside of a dragons mouth, she didn't believe me lol.

1. I'm walking through a sun-speckled woodland on a wide blacktop path, and the way is quite peaceful and warm. Out of the woods comes an oddly attractive figure, a six-armed lizardwoman. She starts to walk beside me and introduces herself as a "mover and shaker" who has time-traveled from close to the end of civilization. As she continues to speak, I realize that she's really rather amoral but is very intelligent, and I'm drawn to her. As we reach the end of the path, I ask her for her name: she smiles and replies, "Fukiyume."

Note: When I woke up, I did some searching on that name. The compound "Fukiyume" is meaningless, adopted only once as a username on an obscure Italian forum. However, both "Fuki" and "Yume" are legitimate Japanese words. "Fuki" refers to a shoot vegetable, and "Yume"... means "dream!" I was certainly unaware of that consciously, but I've seen enough anime (including Ghost Hound) to possibly have it in the subconscious. I'll have to see if this DC appears again.

2. I'm on the highway entrance ramp near my house, phoning my mom who's in a car on the exit ramp. We're trying to coordinate our Father's Day shopping, with little success.

3. I'm at the clinic of a smiling doctor whose specialty is urology, waiting for some routine procedure. Across from the waiting lobby is a banner that morphs according to the type of surgery he's performing at the time. Eventually the banner shifts to tell me it's my time, and I go to an operating room that looks like a bathroom from my old house. I'm allowed to select my own anesthesia, and I try for a hypnosis MP3. The one I pick has a very creep female hypnotist, however, and I'm unable to trance as I start to panic about the knife's cut.

There was a woman, her legs didn't work as she was crippled. I remember something to do with an offence, murder i think. I was in a caravan with her and there was also a prison cell inside it.The crippled woman kicked something ((yet her legs didn't work!!)) when a coppa was there , he said that may be an offence so took her away, she was shouting about her legs not working then he came back in with her holding her up by one arm, he gives her a chance and say's she isn't in trouble, the coppa then tries to blame me and talks to me.

I am a constable myself and for some reason all my dreams about the police are about me being in trouble lol!!!

18.06.2011

Puppy Vision (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

This time, I had three dreams but I only remembered the last. I only know about my first two dreams because I woke up after each. I forgot them nearly as soon as I opened my eyes and I didn't get the chance to write them down.

My memories of the third dream are very short and fragmented. I remember seeing the world from my puppy's perspective, visiting "Karing Kennels" which is a real animal shelter over here but it looked more like an animal sanctuary. I remember seing my friend Mina. I also remember showing Mina my fish tanks and when one of them busted, she bought me a lot of pet fish. (I've got guppy breeding on the mind.) And I remember flashing my bra at some asshole who wouldn't give me a ride and demanded to see my breasts. I told him to piss off and ended up walking. The last thing I remember is baseball and joggers. A lot of the dreamscape looked like parts of here.

Dream - Lucid

I was in my house in the kitchen, and a couple of my guy friends were there, Josh and someone else, I can't quite remember who. Josh looked much shorter and older than he does in waking life. We were all about to go somewhere, and I was calling to them, letting them know we were leaving. They went towards the door and looked super unexcited. I said something sarcastic like
"Don't get too excited, guys."

I remember then being in some hallway, but it was outside (like at a hotel, for example). I was there with a couple of other people. All of the sudden, I see my ex, Chris, come from around the corner. He looked very angry and almost not human. He was in some sort of zombie mode or something.

Anyway, one of the people I was with, a guy, tried to block him. Zombie Chris was too strong, however, and got through. I went into panic mode; I needed to get away from there. That triggered me to realize I was dreaming. I looked over at one of the people I was with, and saw that it was my friend Adam. We were now down on the ground outside instead of in the hotel-like outdoor hallway, and I realized we had left the other guy that was with us in the hallway with zombie Chris. I remember seeing green grass under my feet. I also examined my hand quickly, but didn't really count my fingers. I said to Adam
"This is a dream, right?"
"Yes.", he replied.
"Let's fly out of here!", I said to him.
I took his hand as we took off to fly. He was in front of me, leading the way so it seemed. I almost felt like he was pulling me behind him, like I was kind of flying on my own but he was doing most of the work. I remember seeing blue sky and white clouds all around us. I looked down at the landscape below so as to not lose the dream. I remember seeing houses below us.

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning! Had a pretty sweet night. Alot of dreams actually and I couldn't go back to sleep after my second lucid.

23.40: Sleep

06.00: Floating on a balloon
I'm with Monica on a bus and we're on Gran Canaria. "This is the last day you know" I tell her. "Oh, that was quick" she says. We're satisfied though. All of a sudden we're in a river. I'm holding onto a black balloon. Two ropes go down a few meters from it, and at the bottom there's a swing. Monica stands on the swing. I try to navigate but it's really hard. All of a sudden we stop. Our anchor has gotten stuck at the bottom. Monica pulls it free.

We decide to go upriver this time, but we keep sinking. I flap my arms and we rise to the surface. I check the balloon and it's getting smaller. All of a sudden we arrive at some house. There's a guy there with a very high-tech looking chair. "This is a new game, like virtual reality" he tells me. I inflate the balloon again and it almost bursts. I figure the rubber has been stretched too much. "You're the first one here actually" he tells me. A few other people arrive.

06.00: Half arsed WBTB 15 minutes

07.00: Weird game, weird girl MILD
I'm playing a very weird game. It's some kind of RPG game and I'm a character called "Mummer." It's a white clothed monk-looking guy. He's fat, and he uses spells to attack. To make the spells work, you have to wave your arms in certain ways. There are loads of spells to be used, but I can't do more than one, which is some kind of laserbeam by holding one hand back and one to the front. I kill a monster using it. I'm starting to get frustrated. I watch a video of some guy who does some awesome firespell.

The dream skips. I'm now going to play the game with my brother Martin. We're in my bed and Martin chooses the warrior. I get up and head over to the table to fetch something. When I get lucid. "Hey Martin, you should join me" I tell him. I explain that I'm dreaming and that we can meet up in the dreamworld. "Just take these earplugs and go to sleep, I'll wait for you." Martin heads over to the bed and I'm left standing there. I get bored in an instant. "Hurry up dude" I tell him and head out.

As I open the door to my appartment, I hear a very loud rushing sound. Like some pipe is leaking loads of water. The elevator is about to close and there's a black dog standing outside of it. With the leash going into the elevator. "Wait!" I yell and grab the door just in time. A girl in her late twenties, with short black hair is in it. "Trying to kill your dog are you?" I ask her and push the button. She gives me a big smile. I grab her breasts and kiss her to pass the time. I remember that I can't close my eyes and open them instantly. I almost lose the dream.

The elevator stops at the bottom and we get out. I start going to the right, she to the left. I don't intend to have LD sex. "Where's my log?" (in Swedish the raw translation means like, where's my dick) she says all of a sudden. I look down and I can see that I'm arroused. What the hell! I start walking towards her. I can see she's not wearing any underwear as she pulls her flowery skirt up. She starts walking away, teasing me with her ass. She exits the building but I catch up just outside. I grab her, turn her around and enter her. I go at it but lose the dream just as I'm about to finish.

07.00: Fragments
*I'm with my coworker Björn. We're walking on a beach. A cliff appears ahead and we have to crawl through a tight scaffold or whatever to get onto the path going under the cliff. Björn climbes through easily, but it takes forever for me to go anywhere. I figure it's because I'm so tall.

*My brother Morgan is playing a first person RP game. He's trying to hit a few rings flying through the air, but he can't. I push him away and try myself. One after the other I take the rings out with my bow. When the last one's been knocked down I spot a note. It fell from one of the rings. I grab it and try to read it. It sounds like a riddle in gibberish.

08.40: Drowing kid
I'm with my brothers, my mom and another small kid on a dock. The small kid keeps giving me the finger. "You can't do that, you're too young" I tell him. Fucking brat. Morgan and he runs away and we watch them. The small kid loses his footing for a second and falls into the water. Me and Martin runs over there as fast as we can and dive in. I can't go under water, it's like I've got a life jacket on. Martin goes down and after a few seconds the small kid appears. "I can't talk under water!" he says as he breaks the surface.

I grab him and swim closer to the dock. My mom grabs his arms "Watch it, he's fragile" she says. We get up and sigh. That was scary. Morgan and the kid runs further down the dock and soon after we hear a splash. Morgan shows up smiling a second later though, atleast he can swim...

08.40: Police
I'm sitting in a couch in my mom's house. I'm trying to un-tangle some fishing line. Suddenly two huge guys show up. They look like cops. They look at me for a second. All of a sudden an old man starts screaming with a machinegun in his hand. Everyone in the room is panicking, but no one fires a shot. Ater a while the cops make people put their guns down and take them out back. I look through the window and can see two of my coworkers in a small house, being interrogated by the cops. Valdis walks up to me afterwards and tells me about it. "They kept us there for an hour and tried to pin us to a crime, but they couldn't."

08.40: Tigers



I'm with my family at a nice picknick area. Some foreign guy is singing at the beach. Martin and I head for a walk. We spot two huge white tigers walking. "How much do you reckon they cost each?" I ask him. "I dunno, probably more than a million each" he replies. The tigers walk away but another one shows up, it's more got some orange in its fur. It runs past us and god damn it's huge! And the speed, it's amazing. People stand still, intrigued and frightened at the same time.

A few more tigers show up and they run all over the place. One heads right into a few bushes and starts rolling around. The bushes are left in a big mess. My mom's dog starts barking and I grab her by the collar. I take her into the car and lock her in. I start imagining African's going up against a tiger with a spear. Damn they must have balls of steel.

08.40: I'm a firestarter! MILD
I'm given some random orders by a girl. "Get my money I've saved, they're hidden in my small clothes." I'm at some kind of farm and ahead of me is a couple of barns. I enter one of them and the inside is such a mess. Blankets are everywhere and I recognise three similar "Bart Simpsons" blankets. I spot a small cupboard and open it. A small plastic bag is inside with a few coins. I spot an old five crown bill in it aswell. I thought she was poor. There's a dog hatch on the wall and I decide to exit there. After a bit of struggling I manage to get out.

I turn lucid like that. Standing infront of a second barn with a huge open door, I think about what I want to do. "Hello?!" I yell out loud, someone must be around. No answer. I remember an old task, looking in my pockets. It looks like I'm wearing my taekwondo pants. The right pocket is empty. I visualize finding a lighter in the left and I feel on the outside of it first. There's definitely a lighter in there. I pull it out, it's metallic. I light it and it produces a very cool blue flame.



The wind is picking up as I try to light a flame in my hand, after a second try I manage to do it. I extend my hand towards the barn and the flame shoots out. The barn catches on fire, it's blue. I fill my hand again and light a few more places on fire and a few trees behind me. I remember the current basic task. To eat something. I take a bite on the lighter, it's solid metal. I fill my mouth with fire instead and swirl it around a bit before breathing it all out, setting the barn on fire even more.



I figure it's time to go as the burn is burning normally. I reach out with my hand and make the plastic bag I had left on the ground, come zooming. I jump and start to fly. It's not going very fast though, and I have to struggle to go faster. I fly over the barn and land on the other side. I'm wearing a backpack for some reason. Oh right, there are tigers up ahead! I look at my hand, and it looks completely normal. I start walking towards where the tigers are at. I jump and start flying.

08.40: Wake up

Amount of sleep: 9 hours

Supplements: 200 mg B6, 1 x Lucid Dreamer at WBTB

That's it! Awesome dreams.

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

1. I'm reading the steampunk novel "The Difference Engine" and taking notes in the margins with the pen I use for my dream journal. These concern an idea I have to rewrite the story in America, casting it in a more comical light with plenty of snarky humor. For example, I reference "All About the Benjamins" and make Ben Franklin a cocky womanizer.

2. I'm in a hospital for some routine test. I notice J. C. from high school with his sister in the waiting room, and I seek to avoid him by ducking down a hallway. I sit at the end of the hall and read a magazine. When I come back to the waiting room, my old friend W. L. is there talking to someone...

I am on the way back from some sort of sporting event with my Dad. We got into a minor fender bender. We stopped at a restaurant and they gave us free root beer because it was Memorial Day.
Scene change.
I am drinking in a bar with my friend Elijah who is disguised as a secret detective. I somehow owe him 150 pets. (How do I even pay that?)

I was playing at some music festival as a trio with my brother Ellis and our friend Tyler. (I play bass, brother guitar, friend drums.) Ellis and Tyler argue about not knowing songs, and I talk with another friend of mine, Elijah, about the Safety Dance.

I am in English class, and a substitute teacher yells at a classmate of mine who always quotes Shakespeare.
Somehow I end up in an unidentified computer lab, taking a Math final with people who aren't in my class. I distinctly remember my actual math teacher. We don't really do anything.

Wow another headache induced dream - 1.5 hours sleep (a lot of dreams for such a short period)
I had prepared some calea tea earlier in the day.
At about 7 in the evening I started coming down really sick. I had a headache and felt like vomiting and a bit of a fever, cold sweats etc. I thought I must of been comeing down with the flu.
I lasted about 1 hour more and vomited up my dinner. I felt much better after that, the left over pizza in the fridge must have been given me food poisoning or something. Still had a headache though.
So I decided not to drink the tea, went straight to bed and started a healing meditation. I fell asleep pretty quickly.

Now for the dream.
I'm not really sure how lucid this was and its very fragmented but some interesting events transpired.

This has got to have been the most dramatic and strange entries into a dream. I was floating in the void spinning, concious of this it was like a whirlpool I started getting sucked down the middle. I thought I would enter a dream as this has happened before so I went down.
I ended up in another void this one was like a tight box I tried to push through it I just bounced off the walls. I was kind of afraid I would be trapped here I thought about trying to wake up, then I managed to push my face into the wall and it was stretching like plastic over my face and becoming translucent I could see the room. I managed to break out and hatched my self out of this thing. I remember thinking I had to stay in the void untill the dream had finished 'loading'. I think The room was a bedroom in my childhood house, the room I slepted in from maybe 13-16. I wakeup in that bed lots in dreams.

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Me and a group of primary school friends are walking in the park over the road from my childhood house, I tell them about a dream I had about my house. ( this was a real dream I had, I have never told someone about a real dream I had in a dream, and I consciously lied about the dream on purpose for some reason...) then looked at the house and it was taking up the entire block, I was thinking the new owners must be ritch. Apparently we didn't live there anymore. We headed to my friends house at the end of the street We see his sister 'all grown up' the guys are trying to remember her name, as she walks past I say her name, she turns and we start talking. She seems really innocent and shy. Everyone surrounds her and starts teasing her

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I am in an apartment or something my brother and a bunch of other guys, for some reason we get up a run out side. There is a pile of cows legs, like the entire leg from the hip down. I start preparing the meat using telekinesis but its not 'warmed up' and I am having trouble. some reason I am stitching the meat up I am kind of melting it and moulding it into shape I finish the first one I can see the cut really clearly ... its very strange.. I burn some hairs off the meat.

so I now feel perfect no headache so I drank the tea hope more dreams will come - they didn't but I had a good sleep.