dream fragment

29.07.2010

Talking with a DC (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Tonight I recalled five dreams. A very long non lucid dream recorded. Some of the dreams had a lot of evidence to become lucid and a lot about the topic, but this is the fourth day without lucids! So tonight it will be a must lucid!

Second:

- I was indoors.
- I was talking with a DC.
- We were discussing about the Chakra system, dreams and lucid dreaming.
- We were talking notes about what we were talking about in a notebook.

Missed dream Signs:
- Talking about lucidity.

What I would have done if lucid:
- Complete the ToTM

29.07.2010

Lucid talk at the OO. (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Tonight I recalled five dreams. A very long non lucid dream recorded. Some of the dreams had a lot of evidence to become lucid and a lot about the topic, but this is the fourth day without lucids! So tonight it will be a must lucid!

First:

- I was in the olive oil store.
- I was with more DC.
- We were talking about primary colors.
- We were talking about lucid dreaming.
- I felt good.

Missed dream Signs:
- The Olive Oil store.
- Talking about lucidity.

What I would have done if lucid:
- Complete the ToTM

I am in a small, dark body of water, possibly a pond. My dad is with me and drops a 3 foot alligator to the bottom of the water. His intention is to feed it to a lion. I turn around and see the lion, who jumps into the water and eats the alligator. In the same body of water, a man is trying to catch a huge snake, possibly an anaconda, with another huge snake.

I am at a baseball game, watching my older brother play. There is a fly ball out to him in left field. It's in foul territory, although it's played as though it were fair, and my brother throws it an enormous distance over the first base line stands, where I'm sitting.

I'm with my mom in a small airplane that she is flying. We pass over some rocks and then are over a divided highway. I suddenly realize we are flying too close to the ground, but as soon as i begin to tell my mom that, we crash into the median of the highway. I get up from the ground, and spit, assuming a lot of blood will come out. Only a bright red drop comes out, and I begin rushing towards my mom. On the way there, I begin waving my arms at a red SUV coming towards us. The man slows down, and I tell him to call 911. I then reach my mom, who is conscious but barely, and I cannot tell how hurt she is. She can barely talk. (I wake up)

Dream Fragment:
I remember vaguely running across a parking lot of some sort
with a few friends from highschool. We're trying to catch a
movie of some sort. My friend Lawrence is with me. For some
reason I end up buying him a ticket and mine as well. I don't
remember much else from this dream.

Dream Fragment:
I don't remember much from this dream. Just that I worked in
some sort of warehouse and I helped some guy specifically
who was being talked about by people that didn't work at
the warehouse. Brad something or other.

Dream Two:
I remember coming into my dream as Leah and I are pass through
the doors of some downtown shop. It seems fairly bright out.
As we walk inside my heart starts racing and I realize we're
in some sort of adult store. We walk into a big sort of
foyer and sitting at a table is an older man and woman talking.
The woman says something like, "So do you really think I'll be able to act?"
The man responds with something, "I hear they've hired Ellen Hunt."

To the left, in the big room, is the couple. To the right is some gambling area
with a bar and a tender wearing the typical "card dealer" outfit. And next to
that is a set of stairs that lead down and to the adult section.

We continue walking down some small steps and into, what
I assume, is the actual section of adult material in
the store. I remember walking around and poking at various
materials of the adult variety. I vividly remember seeing
a lube, gun, mystic (like, special rocks) section and so on.

I spend a lot of time browsing on my own while Leah looks
at her own things without me. I remember picking up some
item, lube I think, and bringing it to the counter to check
out. I'm also holding some other little box. I remember the
checkout was this old school looking typewriter and to check
a customer out the salesman had to put a new sheaf of paper
in. He does this for me and starts trying to hardsell me on
some t-shirt. $20 bucks for the shirt and $2 for shipping.
In my dream I don't understand why I'd need shipping. He
goes on to say, "I'm not usually into shirts but for 2
bucks it's a steal." I'm reluctant to get it because I feel
like I've spent too much cash (and this is kind awesome, I think in my dream
I remember buying the movie ticket for Lawrence)
as it is but he keeps pushing
the shirt on me. The man has short brownish orange hair and
freckles.

Now I'm holding some cologne, which seemed to be right next to
the counter, as he continues to push the shirt on me. I ask him
"So, the shirt is only two bucks?" He get's quiet and says
"Well, no, it's 20." I tell him I'm going to pass on the shirt
and he says, after checking to be sure nobody is listening,
"Listen. The shirt is cheap, I know, and they fit small. But
I've worn it in situations and they aren't bad for 2 bucks."

It's at this point that some woman walks by and tells the guy
just to let me get my cologne. The woman looks exactly like the girl
from Jake and Amir, Sarah. It's at this point i realize that I don't
want the cologne. For kicks I look at the price tag, 70 bucks -yikes-, and
I set it back down. He finally seems to relent (even
though I'm not getting any cologne) and checks me out. I notice
he uses a special black pen that I recognize from my work in
real life.

When I'm done there I grab my little bag of stuff and follow
Leah up into another level of the store. We pass by a tall man
wearing a bluetooth headset as he stands at a monitor with
camera feeds on it. He mutters something like, "So he walks
in. And goes straight towards the table." as if he's security.

And that's all I really remember from that one.

Type: All Regular but memorable
Lucidity: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10
Vividness: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10

All these dreams kind of went after each other. So I'm unsure on whether it's all one big dream, or actually three.

"Hearts"
My dream starts off with me looking at a girl in a hospital bed. Her chest is wide open and you can see her heart. Two doctors crowd her. Then suddenly, I'm the patient in the bed looking at the two men cowering over me. I hear them argue but don't know what they are saying. Next thing I know I'm looking at it from 3rd person again. The first male doctor, Karev, Takes the defibrilator (not the one with the panels but the internal one, it has two small poles with small circled panels at the bottom to send electrical signals to the heart) he says they need to defib. He takes the two poles and places them next to the heart. George, the other doctor, loudly tells everyone to stop and announces that he knows the problem. He says it's Chronic Rejection and that we need to operate. Once again I become the patient and we seem to be moving quickly to the O.R. - [This dream was very interesting to say the least. It was like, I was actually looking at a real heart and feeling what it was like to both be an intern, and patient, what makes this dream particularly memorable]

"Muffins"
In my next dream, I'm at the ice rink looking out at some sort of show. There are many kids, about 20 of them all in very strange looking Muffin costumes. They're just dancing around for people's entertainment and I remember thinking, wow, this is like child torture. So next thing I know I'm going towards the rink and skating there myself. I pick a muffin up somehow and start eating it. (This Should've been an LD trigger but I'm very new to it, so I wasn't so observant). -[Weird dream, but not surprised. The muffin suits were entertaining but I felt really bad for those kids]

"Daughters"
Next, I'm outside a house with Chloe. Her mom is in the car waiting but we're outside and we're using her mobile to call someone but I don't know who. We go inside the house and I loose Chloe, I think it's Bradley's house for some reason? I walk to the garden, which is actually a private beach. As I sit on the sand I see a small girl, and I start thinking that she's my daughter. (Even though I'm 15 and don't have kids). In the dream I remember very vividly feeling confused whether the girl was my daughter or the daughter of another girl called Lucy, who I don't know very well from school. I took the small girl's hand and walked up to the patio where I see my friend Mariam 'Leni'. I say “Hi” and she just looks at me disgusted as if she were thinking “Ew, you're 15 and have a small kid, gross”. Then I'm alone and there's TJ for some reason, he pops his head out of the door just to say 'Hi”. Chloe's with me after that, and she's still on the phone. Then I wake up. -[This dream was very continual, very natural like a storyline. The whole Lucy's baby thing is confusing because I hardly know her. And I don't know what the phone thing was about]

Last night seemed like 2 separate dreams. I've been having a hard time remembering what order things occur in. However, all the images and events are very clear individually. I'll try to put things in order as best I can.
Fragment:
I walked down the hall in my dream house to the bathroom where my mom was drying her hair. I picked up a second hair dryer and started drying my own. Miraculously, my hair was short, straight, and sexy as hell! (In RL I have a bushy afro.)

Dream:
In the beginning, there was a flash flood. Looking out the kitchen door, the water seemed to flow uphill, which i knew in the dream was in contradiction to my real house. I walked to another side of the house and watched the water roll down the hill out from a pine grove and crash into the house gently like waves. When the water cleared, people started showing up at the house and I had no clue why. The only two faces that I remember distinctly out of the 100 or so that ended up in the dream were my mother's and that of a guy named Julian, who i hardly know. People kept showing up and it turned into a party. This change didn't occur smoothly. The dream seemed to skip around and my dream house's interior completely changed (to all wood. It was quite nice, actually.) By the time the dream was solid again, everybody was totally smashed. I went upstairs to my dream-sister's room. (I call her that because she neither looked like nor had anything to do with my RL sister.) There were about 4 or 5 kids sleeping up there. I was looking for something but I didn't know what so I felt stupid for even being in my sister's room. I remember vividly seeing while searching, a magic 8-ball still in the package, and a stack of Nintendo DS games including some versions of Pokemon that don't exist (yet? Maybe I foresaw the future of Pokemon?!? 0.o) I don't remember anything after that and I don't remember where or how the dream ended.

Fragments:

Something involving... Batman and Robin. (I keep getting flashes of this one, but it's not coming to me.)

Some kind of crime. I'm probably lucky to be alive. I wish the police would stop interrogating me. My family agrees.

CRAZY preacher who is spouting off utter blasphemy. My mother starts shouting questions in the middle of the service.

Wandering around school again at lunch time. This time with Shelbi. I have a terrible cough, and she doesn't believe that I can't really talk.

I recall little of the beginning, but it might have been the night (or morning) before work. Melanie (co-worker from Subway) was in bed with me, but we weren't playing around like that. It was more "slumber party", than sexual. I remember setting the alarm, angry at Melanie for some reason.

Cut to the car; we are driving down the road, my lap desk is on the roof of the car, or in front - not sure. But I'm concerned for my belongings, so I bring it inside. I take out my laptop and pen tablet; Melanie is watching and in the back seat. Not sure who's driving, lol.

I want to go to a store before work, I look at a clock in my mother's kitchen to gage the time (should have known then I was dreaming, being "suddenly" in my mother's kitchen) and determine I have 15 minutes to get to this store. However, my dad has to get money from the bank. He drives us into the parking lot; it's empty, but he tries the door anyway. The bank is closed. We leave, and I mention something that he should have known the bank was closed since no one was parked outside. He makes some flippant comment back, but I can't remember what it was.

Back to the house and Melanie is unconcerned with getting to work on time. I'm getting pissed at her, not for being late for work, but I really want to get to this store (have no clue what store it was, but I really wanted to go). Mom gives me marshmallows for some reason, says I should eat. I put one in my mouth, but then take it out and set it on the counter. Melanie it doing something with laundry, or is in the laundry room doing something, not sure what because -

Outside, we are getting ready to leave. These people show up, a few college-type guys, and a lady with short, blond curly hair. She is carrying munchies and a large butcher knife. This gives me pause, but Melanie assures me she's cool. The woman affirms this with a grin and shakes the chips in her hand. We all pile into the car, and I'm annoyed I'm smushed against the door. The door itself becomes only a frame, a yellow steel frame I have to lock or it'll open while we're moving. I don't want to fall out.

Now I'm outside a house, it's fancy, maybe a mansion. There is a gondola on the roof, lit up and with windows. Everyone that was in the car is inside, frightened by all the water on the floor, running from the sinks. No one can shut them off. I know there is something nasty inside the house, waiting to hurt people.

To confirm this, my awareness goes to the gondola, where Melanie is there with two children. I can't remember the details of the children, just a boy and girl. The girl is blond and wearing a dress, I think. Melanie has been taken over by...something. It makes her jump in a graceful arc from the gondola ledge into a window. For some reason, I remember her hair rippling in the wind. That really stands out in my dream.

I'm back inside, and I try to get off the floor (where the water is) by holding onto a sink and holding my legs up. Why I'm doing this...I have no clue. But I know whatever is in Melanie, it's going to electrocute people. A moment later, I relax. I'm immune to electroshock. Silly me.

I go downstairs and confront Melanie, who then changes into an old man in a tan suit. He smiles before trying to kill me, and I smile as the attempt fails. The others aren't watching, too busy running around panicking. He frowns and becomes angry. The shock itself is uncomfortable; I can feel it shooting up my legs. He leaves and I follow, taunting him that he's angry I won't die (yes, let's taunt the mean electrocuting monster :/ ). He falls into an ornate chair as if exasperated, changing appearance again into a blond heavy-set woman who rolls her eyes at me.

I wake.

Themes seem to be blond hair, water (as usual), food (I am on a heavy lifestyle change, lost 35 pounds so far), and perhaps money? Work seemed to be the farthest thing on my mind during the dream.

28.07.2010

Waking day into a dream. (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

If you follow my journal you will know it was Tuesday to Wednesday, which means 05:30 am wake up to drive my wife, so not an awesome night. I was very close to complete the ToTM for August, a couple more hours and I would turn lucid. Two fragments and one decent dream:

Second:

- Olive Oil store.
- Tracey (co-worker)
- Raffing (putting a cord to make the Olive Oil bottles look nicely)
- Talking about dreams and Astral Projection.
- The scenerry changes.
- Something about unicorns and the task of the month.
- Battles taking place throughout mirrors.
- I was determined to turn lucid and complete the ToTY


Missed dream sings:
- The Olive Oil Store.
- The whole scenery about the store. It was entirely brought from daily residue, basically I lived that for real during the day. We have been talking and raffing bottles for a good four hours.
- People coming out from mirrors.
- Unicorns.
- The fact of turning lucid in the dream without turning for real.

What I would have done if lucid:
- The ToTM.

28.07.2010

Early morning fragment (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

If you follow my journal you will know it was Tuesday to Wednesday, which means 05:30 am wake up to drive my wife, so not an awesome night. I was very close to complete the ToTM for August, a couple more hours and I would turn lucid. Two fragments and one decent dream:

First:

- I was outdoors.
- I was in the country.
- It was sunny.
- A few DC.
- We were talking about stuff.

Missed dream sings:
- Unknown.

What I would have done if lucid:
- Unknown.

Last night this is what I dreamt;

I was looking at an eBay listing, it advertised a book called The Heart, I somehow knew the book was being sold by a girl I know, inside the listing there was a paragraph of words but I can only recall a few; "after all the effort...my boyfriend...heart...the stars."


When I woke up I searched the phrase on Google and the results were all about; rejection and cheating.

I used to like the girl who posted the listing, but we never went out, is there anything strange about this?

I dreamed that I was going to see a production of Romeo and Juliet, which was completely different to the original. I was in the dressing room with a male friend (can't remember who or they were indistinguished) and we were fighting with bright pink plate spinning sticks, the ones that clowns use. Another friend was actually acting in the play, I can't really remember who it was but I have a feeling they were female. Some older people were sitting down in the dressing room discussing the play and for some reason some of the background music from House was playing. I commented on the music to someone, but his reply was really disjointed and strange.

I feel like such an idiot for not questioning really strange things in my dreams and becoming lucid haha.

July 28, 2010

Chatting with an ex
The dream actually first starts out with blackness. To be honest, I'm not sure if I dreamed this, or this was real. But I was experiencing really strong SP vibrations. I tried to move my hand through it, to test if it was my dream hand or real hand. I decided it was real. I entered a dream scene.

I was at some water slides with mum and Jack. I don't know why, but I didn't want to be there. Jack and Mum sent my tube down the slide and they went too. There was this side-slide that I traveled down, to catch up to my tube. At the bottom of the slide, I was in a new dream.

I was sitting on a couch with Maxwell (an old ex), just talking (in an apartment). He hands me this brown folder. It's a bit bulky. In it, I see this little slip of paper, that used to serve as a speed dial menu for a phone. Our names were on the same menu option, suggesting that we used to live together/shared the same phone number. We never did, IRL, but my dream self recognized it. I asked him why he would keep such a thing?

I went through the folder some more, and found this piece of paper with some crossed out directions on it. I said, "Oh, this was my fault!" Maxwell was confused. I said that what happened was, there were landmarks I was giving this person, and I didn't quite describe them properly.

During some point of our conversation, I make the comment, "Yeah married life hasn't been all it's cracked up to be." He agrees with me.

We hear someone enter the apartment. It's his RL girlfriend, Carlene. He greets her, and then returns to talk to me, and Carlene disappears. She re-emerges wearing a house coat and a towel on her head. I say to her, "Hey, Carlene!" She's surprised to see me, but we hug. We all started chatting.

My mum randomly emerges, saying the banana cream pie is ready. Maxwell and Carlene both take very large pieces. There was only one bit left that was already smaller than what those two had, but I cut it in half, not wanting to be greedy.

I heard what sounded like my phone's alarm clock (which is a very gentle, rolling guitar thingy). I played a second time and I woke up. However, the sound did not carry through into real life. I looked at my clock. It's 5am... my alarm wasn't set until 7am... I did a RC. Definitely awake. But how weird, that my alarm woke me from my dream, but it never actually went off

Some fragments
I remember the banana cream pie showed up in a later dream.

Some kinky stuff with Jack.

Dream starts off with me playing a new game. It looks like battlefield, but plays differently, so I assumed it is the new Medal of honor game coming out some time.

In real life, I hate FPS' that don't allow you to go prone on the ground, so I was surprised when the developers of battlefield made it so you could go prone.

"When did they change their mind about the prone?" I asked a neighbor.

"Just before release."

From what I remember, the game was a blast. To think, my brain made it all up, lol.
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I am walking home alone in the dark, it is pouring rain and is dark out. For some reason I have absolutely no clothes on except for a towel as well.

The way home is a road back at my old home, and I pass my high school on the way. Suddenly, I stop by a run down house that has things broken and scattered everywhere.

_________________

I am in the middle of a road with other people. Someone who was in the middle of the road with me grabbed a bulldozer near by and folded the road into a giant wall. I asked why, and the others with me told me that "they were coming."

Sure enough, a riot broke out in the woods behind us, with thousands of people running towards us. Dream gets a bit hazy after that.

Dreamed about running down a freeway, some black people were there. A gang. They were gonna chase us/me. I ran into a building and went into the elevator to trick them.

Later I was in the elevator and I went down to some weird levels and that had some construction going on or something. There was a part where some people were shooting at us or something and someone was ready to catch a parasite that was about to jump out of someone's head.

Can't remember anything else but there was definitely more.