lucid

i dont remember the beginning of this one, or even when i became lucid, sadly. im in a house, not mine, its really nice. im in the kitchen when i suddenly have the urge to go to space. for some reason i look at my leg, and imagine floating in space, and it works! i start to feel weightless, and it gets dark. i float outside of the house and see earth, about the distance from the moon.
i want to fly to it so i start to fly to it. then, everything blurs, like warp speed off of star trek or something. the experience was so exhilarating, i loved every second of it. i hurtled toward earth super fast, except i didnt burst into flames. i saw a strange continent, none like earth's. i flew toward it, somehow believing it was australia lol. i then realized that i was about to hit a building and the ground, so i pulled up fast. i then have a memory gap, i think i lost lucidity then. but i think i got it back, because later i was back inside the house, in the kitchen again, i had just come from someones room, there was a person in there, they followed me back into the kitchen, where i was gonna go back to space. but for some reason, i couldnt pull my shorts up to see my leg, so it didnt work. thats all i remember

DREAMNONDREAMSCENEDESCRIPTIONLUCID

I am in my old old house in the living room. It is a nice sunny day. I see a little plastic bag with some craft stuff inside, my mom is holding the bag. There are 3 small packs of quilling paper! It's cool, it's green, and is that kind of stuff that isn't strictly paper, but is thin and shiny, with sparkly stuff on it...I say that would be so cool to use, but I also think in my head it would be hard to use. We are going to go SOMEWHERE, but then I realize that this is a dream. I start to sing in my beautiful dream voice. I decide to do one of my goals-to get the whole neighborhood together and do a party type thing and fly off. I tell my mom and sister that I will no longer be going and that they can go, since I know this is a dream. They FOLLOW me. Outside does not look like my old old house. It is kind of old fashion-y and field-y. I see this big old bush type thing across the street. I see no neighbors. I am singing that all of the neighbors can come now, and I look around, just with moving my head. My mom and sis are still there, ANOYING me! I tell them that they're ruining my LD. Well, they did because that was THE END

I rolled over and got out of bed. The darkness in the room made it impossible to even see my own hand in front of my face. How could it be that dark? I got out of bed and groped my way through the darkness. The room seemed to go on forever. Far beyond where my bedroom door should have been I was still going. This was clearly not normal. I decided to do a RC, and found out that I was dreaming.

I summoned a light so I could see the room I was in. Surprisingly enough, the room turned out to be my bedroom. I wondered how I had been walking forever and still not have left my room. That didn't really matter any longer. I looked around the room, trying to remember my goals. The book from the Akashic Records was sitting on my dresser. I remembered my encounter with the evil sorcerer that seemed to live inside the book. He had said he was bound to the book, and had shown clear hatred for all living things and a definite desire to get out of the book. He had said in no uncertain terms that if he had not been bound to the book he would have wanted to kill me on sight just for having light energy in me. I had not seen a single thing about him that I liked. Anything he could possibly have to teach wasn't something I wanted to learn. So instead of returning to the book I wanted to lock it back up and send it back where it came from, or even better, to a place it would never be found.

I picked the book up off of the dresser and lied it down on my bed. It seemed completely harmless now. There was no sign of the evil contained within. Nothing on the book that could betray that it was anything other than an ordinary antique book. I had a thought in the back of my mind that maybe finding the evil sorcerer had nothing to do with the book… maybe an evil entity had seen me trying to use the book and had teleported me elsewhere to try to use me. Maybe if I was to open the book now there wouldn't be any problem with getting the information out of it. Maybe… maybe… maybe… No… that was way too many maybes. Something about that book intended to get me to go into it again, no doubt the power of that damned sorcerer. No way could he be trusted.

The locks on the book hung open. They looked simple enough to seal again. I tried to lock the book closed. It wouldn't stay. I would fasten the lock just to have it come open again on its own. Why was that happening? That seemed like a bad sign, like the thing inside had already started the process of getting itself out. I wasn't sure how powerful that sorcerer was, but there was no way that having him get out could be considered a good thing. I tried a few more times to make the book stay sealed closed. Those ideas included different energy flows, including the one that had caused it to open and the inverse of the one that had caused it to open. Nothing worked. Maybe I would have to ask someone about this. I thought it seemed really retarded that I had opened the book and now I couldn't lock it again. I knew it would be a stupid move to go back into the book and end up releasing the sorcerer, but had I already done something incredibly stupid? If I had, then I would have to set it right. No two ways about it. That meant finding out a spell that would seal the sorcerer back into the book or into something similar or destroy the sorcerer or heal him on the off chance he had a spark somewhere in there… But maybe it wasn't down to that yet.

Not wanting to leave the book alone for some reason, I telepathically contacted Q. I told Q what the current problem was. Q responded by saying that since Sephiroth is part dark energy, I should contact Sephiroth. Q said Sephiroth would have a better understanding of the dark energy at work inside the book. So I telepathically contacted Sephiroth. I repeated to Sephiroth what the problem with the book was. Sephiroth said he would be right there. And sure enough, only a second or so had passed before Sephiroth appeared in my room. Sephiroth came over beside me on my bed and sat down, picking the book up and taking a look at it. Sephiroth turned the book over in his hands a few times, seeming a bit puzzled. He examined the lock closely, latching it closed only to have it come open again. I asked him if he knew what was wrong. He indicated to me to be quiet, looked at the book some more, then finally said that this lock would need a specific flow of energy to seal it, just as it had needed a specific flow of energy to open it. Sephiroth examined the book a bit more and then latched the lock closed. This time it stayed locked.

Sephiroth got up from my bed, looked at the book a bit longer, then he set the book down on my dresser. I asked him if he wasn't going to take it with him. He said not yet. He said he wasn't sure that book was supposed to be in the Akashic Records to begin with. I said I thought every book ever written was in there. Sephiroth shook his head. He said every piece of knowledge is kept there, but not every book ever written or created. Information on dark energy could surely be found there, including information on how to use it and control it. But if this book was created to house and imprison an evil entity, it surely was not intended to be in the Akashic Records. He said he was going to find out more about the book before deciding what to do with it. He added that since the book had not been bothered in my room so far, it seemed best not to move it. There would be a lot of evil forces that would love to get their hands on that book, either to claim its knowledge or even to release the sorcerer. And that would not be a good thing. I waited there a few more minutes, spent some time with Sephiroth. After spending some time with Sephiroth, I felt the dream slipping. I didn't even try to stop it. I had gotten to be very relaxed while I was with Sephiroth. So now everything in the dream faded to black and I woke.

When we got back to MoSh's inner world, I noticed the dream seemed to be ending. Time to dilate time. I told MoSh I wanted to do something more with him if he didn't mind. He said that was cool. I figured that might not even matter… if he wasn't going to remember me. Either way, I decided to dilate time. I focused on Allura's method of time dilation, dilating time to the point where one hour in waking life equaled four hours of dream time.

I asked MoSh what he wanted to do. He said he didn't have anything specific in mind, so he would help me with one of my goals. The nature of my goals eluded me at the time… Since I couldn't focus on something specific to aim for, I focused on opening a portal to take MoSh and me somewhere we needed to be. The portal opened. MoSh followed me through…

Once we were on the other side, I had a look around. I saw a familiar face… I focused on placing the name… Lonewolf! So why had my portal brought MoSh and me to see Lonewolf? There were a couple of women there with Lonewolf. I didn't recognize them. I looked around to take in the situation. I realized there was a battle going on. There were zombies attacking. I figured that was why I was there. There were a couple of other people right there with Lonewolf, but I didn't recognize them. I headed towards the area where the main advancement of zombies seemed to be coming from. There were so many of them… I wondered how it had happened that these zombies were attacking Lonewolf and his friends… I looked into the hoard of zombies. There were also some other things out there that appeared to be demons. I still didn't understand why they would be attacking Lonewolf, but it didn't really matter. They were attacking but that was about to stop.

MoSh and I were now outside the main gate of what looked like an ancient fortress. MoSh changed into his naga form and flew off. I thought a few extra of me would be a benefit. I used the song Divide by Disturbed to multiply myself. I multiplied myself until there were 256 of me. I considered going on to 512, but I decided against it. The battle raged on. All of the copies of me attacked the enemies with Witchblade swords, some of the Witchblade swords were charged with light energy lightning which made them even more effective against zombies and demons. I had the idea one of my copies was using a fire weapon of some kind… I didn't have time to contemplate why just one of my doubles was using fire… I saw areas of the hoard bathed in green flames. That was no doubt MoSh's doing…

It seemed that the hoard of enemies knew no end. Cut through endless numbers of them and more just came to replace those. I followed the direction that the zombies and demons seemed to be coming from. I fought my way through the hoard of enemies, past several of my clones, I spotted some more green flames off to my left… I happened to think that a big fight should involve more people… I looked around the hoards of zombies. There were lots of me fighting through there. I also did see a few other people. Sephiroth was a short distance to my right, I spotted Link off to the left… I wondered who else was there. I continued tracking the zombies back until I found where they were coming from. I found that the zombies and demons were coming through a portal as if it was a tunnel, and they seemed to just keep coming. To fix this situation I would have to close the portal.

There were endless numbers of enemies coming out of the portal… it would be hard to close as long as that was going on. So my answer to that was to power up a large energy blast, using Dragonball Z as my archetype. I powered up a Final Flash of light energy and then fired it directly into the portal. It fired directly through the portal, incinerating zombies and demons as it went. I couldn't see what it hit at the other end, but there was a huge explosion that set the entire portal unstable. The portal itself exploded in a blast of energy that incinerated all of the nearby zombies and demons. The portal collapsed in on itself, finally leaving nothing behind but some dispersing light. I was now standing in a large empty space. I looked around and saw what was left of the zombie and demon hoard moving away from my location. I wondered if the enemies had even noticed that their portal was destroyed and there would be no more reinforcements…

So I went back into the fray and continued helping the others fight. My copies were starting to disperse a bit too far, and that was getting disoriented. A couple of my copies were in a swamp like area… which was not consistent with my current location. I wondered where those copies had managed to get themselves… The fight continued for a while longer, but now there was a definite end to it all. Finally there were only a few of the enemies left. Before the last one fell, however, I lost the dream and woke.

I was waiting in cold, snowy weather for a bus-not a city bus but a coach bus. The bus came and picked me and some other people who were waiting for the same bus. But what like it seem half-way through the trip something happened-maybe a fight or something? Just before the 2 people sat back down-I reached over accross the asile-(I thought the person accross the asile was the person respoinsble for whatever happened but he wasn't) and put a hooky-do thing onto a screw or something and the person turned into an identical version of the other guy who was sitting up at the front 3 asiles in front of me-which when I realized my mistake and I was .

The next thing I knew the bus was at a hotel with a fountian out front. It was a very expensive hotel. The two indentical males started fighting with each other when they were still outside (they were both big-headed). When that was happening the rest of us went into the hotel. We were told to meet at the pools by 3:00. It was 3:00 and we meet by the pools and the (inscrutor/counseller/whatever she was?) called out are names-mind you we were all wearing swim suits (women were wearing swim suits when the men who were there were wearing trunks). We were missing a couple of people beside the two identenical big-head males). Suddnely someone who looked like my (in the head) version of Rita Skeeter (Harry Potter character first appeared in Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire and than again in Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix) appeared. She was looking at all of us but for some reason her eyes always kept coming back to focus on me. But mom woke me up shortly after this.

08.07.2010

Downtown (DILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Well. Some of a crazy night. I had several FAs and I started recalling only fragments to full dreams and even a short lucid. I am so happy!!! I have at least one major lucid a week and 4-5 minor lucids a week!
Here goes, the fifth of the night:

I was in downtown with my wife. It was day and we were walking. We got to an odd building and she entered it. I was waiting outside. I could see her talking with some friends. I spend a while outside but I decided to open the gated door and enter. Where my wife was talking, there was now a different lady. I entered the building and it was like a hospital. I asked the staff inside if they saw my wife. They had no idea about what I was talking about. I found very odd that my wife left without even telling me, so I decided to look at my hands and RC

I was missing my thumbs so I turned lucid. I was alone now surrounded by skycrappers. I decided to do the Task of the Year, Beat Neil Armstrong down the ladder. The dream quality was low and it did not appear very robust, so I wanted to do it fast. I took flight without a sweat and flew over the clouds. As I was approaching the sky, it would turn more gray and blurry. I felt I was loosing the dream so I decided to spin without success. I decided to crush head on in the ground to do something funny before the dream ended. I started to fly at maximum speed and crushed in the ground. I ended in a False Awakening instantly.

My wife complained about what I just did. She told me it might not hurt to me, but it did a little to her, she felt the crash. The scenery changed and I was alone in downtown again. I called to my wife's cell phone and she replied, "Yeah, I am here. I am buying a lot of octopus and fish!" I was surprised she told me that and I told her, "Don't you think we already bought enough groceries yesterday?" She said something and got mad without a reason. The phone call ended.

I noticed I walked a few blocks away my parked car. I was not used to the neighborhood I was located and I was lost. The streets were crowded. There were outdoors parties going on. I was thinking in calling my wife to meet at some point and look for our car, but I decided not.

I had another FA in a different room. I started to write down my dream and my wife asked me, "Have you had any lucids today, how about Astral Projections?" I told her I just had one lucid right now. My wife woke up and looked a lot different that she is. I made a RC looking at my hands. Oddly, they looked okay and I accepted it instead of doing other RCs. My wife asked me, "So, the RC did not work this time, huh?" She was smiling. I replied, "I guess not. I felt you were different, but now you look normal so it had to be a hallucination." I woke up.

I was somewhere a kind of school/home/outdoor mall/aracde/theatre kind of place. I was suppose to meet people through a door near the back of the werid place. On my way back there I passed someone who helped a teacher in highschool. She was having lunch (or tea) at an indoor patio but I didn't stay at all since I was almost late for whatever I was going too. I found the door and the room was huge-twice the times of my high school's drama classroom. The room's length was 25 m by 10m. But the room had a bit of a homey feel. Everybody was on the floor but all of them were people I knew people from my elementary school and/or high school (I could tell who was who just because of skin colour&hair) but they left a spot for me on the floor. People were playing with a ball --I believe it was a soccer ball.

Than the room changed to the outdoors and we started playing soccer (it was girls vs. boys). My team won-even though I wasn't the captain of the team-but I did play in the game. I was the one who scored the winning goal the Captin of my team congratulates me. The boy team said the next time we play I should be on their team. But I said this: "Kate choose me for her team. So a team that plays together stays together."

The Room changed back into the homey-feel room and all of us were dressed in costumes. I have no idea why that was. We started throwing candy stuff around. I got something werid kind of like an Easter Egg but not an easter egg it was made to look like a skeleton (like Day of the Dad candy that people have way down south). But I blinked and it was gone the next second. Our costumes mysteriously vanished and then we started playing with a remote control car each of us was to have a turn.

Than the unseen teacher or whatever the person told us there was a play we were going to perform in. So she gave us all parts-but I like usually-(I should have seen it coming) got a boy/man part. Lockers suddenly appear behind us-its like the room was the RofR ((Room of Requirment)). We went to the lockers with our names on it. All I got was a maroon sweater. Which I put on than I got transported to the aracde area of the wacky place. I was with someonee else. But I was praticing my lines the person I was with said I should not have gotten this part it should have gone to someone else. I woke uo just after this happened.

I was in my old house, and there was this table full of ice cream, and there was this girl that obviously liked me, but i already had a girlfriend and i couldnt cheat on her. So then she told me to take her ice cream. I pick the strawberry shortcake for her, for me i pick the ice cream sandwich thing with the crunchy chocolate. Then we were walking in my backyard and she started to come on to me. I let it kept going cause i was like ¨iam a guy , iam not really knowing shes doing it , but she is haha¨. So then i see over the fence and i see the neighbor in the middle and they have a hugee backyard, and its all full of orange trees, then i was with these little kids, i think they were ms.s0sas. And we were talking to the neighbor on the right, and he was kinda an old man, and i was trying to ask him if the oranges were profitable, i couldnt ask because the little kids kept asking questions, at one point i was like ´´Shut up!´´. He answered me that it is but he needs more land because he doesnt have enought trees. Then z&ack and 0j randomly show up, then i say should i ask if he wants to rent land, they were like yea! ask.. Then i asked him if he wanted to rent land of my backyard for his oranges, he was like yea sure!.. Then we went back to the house and we saw like all the signs of the english kids there, CJ WT, in like yellow blue.

Then it was me amixx,oj,and anacsu, and we went around me house in the back, and it was full of these condos, yellow condos, and there were alot ofppl. We were gonna try to go to burgossds house to go in the pool, i remmeber asking him in vent where was his house. It was gonna be funny.


I was like in the airport in this store , like a cia thing, and i was an agent, and this wierd guy comes on to the right counter and he leaves this suitcases there. And he leave, i already know that its something bad, so i tell the girl in the counter to get the dogs NOW, to sniff it. So the dog comes and its a labrador puppy golden. and he sniffs it and nothing, so then another dog comes, and he sniffs it and nothing. So then i hear the guy say, he didnt get the metal in the books, so then i open the books and theres this metal thing in there, and then the guy attacks me and the other guys help me. Thats all i remember! hehe

Slept between 1:30a-9:30a

1:30a-5:00a
Dreams lost. I recall there being some retarded, repetitive thing having to do with a game show. I remembered it upon waking and forgot it by the time I walked to the washroom.

5:00a-6:30a
Moved to couch.

Cakes!
I'm at the grocery store with Jack, in the cake section. There were so many to choose from He pointed out this white one and said, "How about this one?"

"Ugh, no, it has fondant for icing, I can't stand fondant," I said (true story. I don't like fondant).

Wrong train
I was at the train station, trying to go to work. I felt really sleepy. I took the wrong train a couple of stops before I realized my error. I somehow "popped back" to the initial station I was at.

Warcraft -> Real life
I was playing my warcraft hunter, in pvp. This guy was running after me and I was trying to kite him. He came up from behind me and dragged me to the ground. I grabbed him by the head and snapped his neck. When I stood up, the scene was different. He was in uniform and we were both real life. He was paralyzed, but not dead. I shot him, but he still didn't die We were both kind of baffled. He asked me to shoot him a few more times. I shot him in 5 different places. He STILL wasn't dead, but he said it should be good enough. :morecry:

Beatles film
I'm watching the Beatles on film. Some black and white thing. John and George were the central focus and were surrounded by media, cameras, people. They were saying something, but the audio wasn't getting picked up, what with all the commotion.

Rachel
I was at a restaurant with some other work managers. Rachel got up to leave, but before she did, I gave her a huge hug (I just found out yesterday she lost her daughter a few days ago ). When I let go, she had turned into my mother.

6:30-8:00
Tried a WILD. Unsuccessful.

8:00-9:30
Huge chair statue
I don't remember much about this, other than I was on the phone with a DC and she was telling me about something I could find near the huge statue of a chair. Huge statue of a chair? I looked over and saw a very large statue of a chess board with two chairs

Police have cupcakes
I was feeling sleepy again, and mashed some buttons on my cell phone. This resulted in accidentally phoning the police. I told the dispatcher what happened and she told me to hold, she needed to elevate the matter to her supervisor. "But, it's just a mistake..." I try to say, but she cut me off.

The supervisor comes on and I repeated the same thing. "Okay," she says and is silent.

"So, what I'm saying is, I'm not in trouble, so I'm hanging up now!" I said. I hung up and looked around. I'm at the police station. There's a girl with a box of cupcakes. I can't decide on one, so she hands me this one that's like a chocolate chip muffin covered in pink buttercream icing

I found out that these are meant for new recruits. They think I'm a recruit! Do I have to give this back if I'm not? If I have to... do I eat it first and THEN say I'm not a recruit?

Rollerblade shoes
I'm in a store with Jack and Julia. I'm looking for rollerblades. Julia works there, but she's not on shift right now. She summons her co-worker and he sizes my feet.

"Your feet are too small for rollerblades," he declares. What? Really?!

Julia has an idea though. She goes into a storage locker and pulls out these wheels that are so small, they could fit a child's shoe. She says these clip onto my normal shoes and they become rollerblades. While I'm a bit skeptical at the overall function of the clip-on, I'm intrigued by the convenience!

Summoned Danny
I'm looking at this neighbourhood from a bird's eye view. I realize I'm manipulating a floating camera (but it's like I'm in the sky, first person). I passed by this incredible-looking white mansion and I want to see it again. No matter which way I turned the camera, though, I couldn't find it.

I decided to see if I could bring the camera to me and see myself. I did so, and this part was quite strange. I'm still viewing in the out-of-body camera, I float into the house and up to the glass doors where I can see myself standing in the room. I look off to the right and I see my face on the TV screen.

I assimilate whole behind the camera now, and I get the notion that I might be dreaming. I took the camera outside and threw it far up into the air. I took a couple of jogging steps, and pushed off the ground. Sure enough, I'm flying!

"What do you know, this is a dream after all!" I think to myself. I felt everything get a little unstable, but I thought, "Stabilize! Come on, I got this!" It did and I felt myself rise up in the air again without any force needed on my part. I started flying forwards and I remembered my goal to ask for Danny.

"Danny! Where are you? I need to see you!" I called out. Out of nowhere, I saw Danny flying towards me! "Oh my god, IT WORKED!" I thought. But my excitement at that woke me up

I am sitting inside a restaurant across from someone I don't know, I am inside an apartment that isn't mine, I walk outside onto a balcony but instead of a staircase on my left, (which is how I expected it to be) there is another door in front of me. I panic, and do an RC. I become lucid and fly down.
I yell back towards the apartment that I am having a lucid dream. Now I am in a car. I complain that the car is too slow and fly out. Now I am outside the restaurant and getting in a different car.


Notes: When I woke up a realized that the lucid dream had ended the minute I chose to fly down from the balcony, from then on it was no longer a lucid dream, simply a flying dream.
In the future, I will try to remember this before doing anything when I become lucid, maybe I will rethink things and make a better choice about what to do with the dream

The dream starts me off in the parking lot of my old neighborhood. I am going around looking for something to eat, so I go and grab some subway. The subway is there in the middle of the parking lot, out in the middle of the open with no building around it at all. I then remember ordering a chicken bacon ranch, then driving home and eating it at the same time.

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I go with some buddies to Mellow Mushroom to drink a few beers and hang out. Don't remember too much of this one...

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I am suddenly chasing after this kid on a skateboard, and I am on one as well. We start off in the parking lot, and end up right next to each other on the sidewalk. Ahead of us coming up are a couple of cars that are about to cross our paths, and I barely dodge one of them as I hauled ass passed it. The kid I was chasing wasn't so lucky and slammed into the car with a loud and satisfying THUD. With a smile on my face, I keep skateboarding down the sidewalk.

All of a sudden he shows up again in front of me, so I try and use my super-powers to slow him down and spin him out of control. Thats when I realized... I don't have any superpowers, I must be dreaming! I actually said "I am dreaming out loud to myself" to ensure myself. I gathered myself together as I let the kid I was chasing run off into the distance, and remembered one of my lucid goals. So I flew to the nearest woods I was by to face off with that pathetic excuse of a werewolf Jacob Black.

As I was flying over towards the woods, I could already see the body of a large brown bodied wolf chasing after my position in the air by foot. So, I sped up ahead of him and landed in front of him, making an effortless transformation into my own large gray wolf body. I could smell the musk of him, as well as see the anger in his facial expression as he ran on towards me. The sound of deep panting and his large paws hitting the ground was what I heard right before he made the first move.

Leaping onto my side, Jake's jaws were ferociously snapping together trying to go in for the kill. As I lie on the ground, one bite did clip me in the neck. Furious, I got up as quickly as I could and shoved him off. As he stood there for a second, I took my opportunity and lunged for a kill shot. As I leaped towards him, I pressed both of my large front paws onto his chest, toppling him over onto his side. After I recovered from my own leap, I got back up and stood over top of him. He was pinned, and it was time to end it.

I opened my jaws to show my teeth, and bit down on his neck as hard as I could and jerked from side to side.

Then I woke up. What pissed me off is that I never knew if he was going to be dead or not. Also, take note that the lucid dream actually very short, as all of it happened very quickly after I became lucid. I could have used sustaining lucid dreaming techniques, such as spinning or rubbing hands, but that would be somewhat hard in wolf form.

i think this happened after the "playground" dream. i woke for a moment, then, there were stong vibrations in my chest, as there always are when i start to DEILD. i tried to visualize standing on a mountain looking down upon a city, being the Avatar, a character from a show. i wanted to fly down to it using a glider from the show. but i had trouble visualizing it and it ended up being an island with some sort of theme park on it, it was nighttime. i then saw Sonic the hedgehog standing with two other people beside him, and i decided to be him. the entire time before this, my vision was in the whole movie camera vision. i circled behind him and zoomed in, and became him. but i didnt want to be sonic, so i went into a booth that turned me into the avatar, but the entire time i was in third person. but when i turned into the avatar, i was too short, so i went looking for a stretching machine. i went a few spaces, and found a machine, and turned it on. it didnt work, and i thought "why not?" and tried it again. it worked this time, and made me taller, except it made me into myself. i then tried to fly, without a glider. it worked, except it made me disappear and reappear into someones room. they were watching tv. i think i then woke up, thats the last thing i remember.

Note: Several plans for this evening. First I did more training with Vegeta. Did a quick run through of the previously completed challenges, and then moved on to the maze. My reaction time is improving greatly just from the nightly training. Vegeta says if I keep this up, I will be moving and reacting so quickly that my enemy will have trouble keeping track of me. Who needs to teleport when you move as fast as that? Vegeta's time dilation allowed me to get a few hours training into less than an hour of waking life time. I am finding my memories of the training aren't as clear as they were in the beginning… Vegeta says that's fine, don't worry about it. The training needs to become instinctive, so remembering it is not important. Next I wanted to heal MoSh after he had been having some pains last night, followed by one more healing on S to make sure she is ok. And I still want to have a shared DDO dream with Tigress where we both remember it well. Still working on that one. I have decided not to go back into the Book of the Abyss again. I didn't like that sorcerer I found in there. I didn't like his attitude, I didn't like the feeling I got from him, I didn't like the fact he slipped disturbing images in with the images showing different fighting techniques, I didn't like the fact he had put down the fact that Walms restores nature by using dark energy… I didn't like anything about him. My first WILD went to training with Vegeta, this starts with my second dream.

I got out of bed and looked at the clock. The clock said it was 1:30 in the afternoon! Oh, shit! I'd intended to be up by about 10:30! I threw on my clothes and ran out of my bedroom… and into a dark room. Wtf? My bedroom door closed behind me, leaving me in total darkness. I groped around in the darkness until I felt a wall. The wall felt like panels of cold steel. This made absolutely no sense. I followed the wall to the side until I found a corner, then I followed that wall. I could hear my footsteps echoing off of the steel floor. Why couldn't I see anything? I needed light. So far this felt like being in a strange dream where nothing was right… a dream? Maybe I was dreaming… I did a RC and confirmed that fact. I became lucid.

I formed a ball of light in my hand so I would be able to see. The light reflected off of the metal surfaces of the room. The sound of my footsteps echoed. I thought about my dream goals. I wanted to go meet MoSh to take care of a couple of things. So I opened a portal to MoSh's inner world and went through it.

I found MoSh waiting on the other side of the portal. MoSh asked if I was ready to go. I said I would be ready as soon as I did a healing on MoSh for the pains he had experienced the previous night. MoSh agreed to that, so we went into his house and into one of the bedrooms. MoSh lied down on the bed and I focused on the song Voices from the Macross Plus soundtrack. Golden energy formed and flowed through MoSh as the song played through. After that was done I opened a portal to go find S. The portal opened easily and I went through, followed by MoSh.

The portal exited into a familiar scene of a church with a small graveyard beside it. Things didn't look as dark or dreary as I remembered it. It looked like a pleasant little church. Like in the photo, except it was night out. In the graveyard I saw a woman. She was beside one of the graves with some flowers. She set the flowers beside the grave and then looked over at MoSh and me. It was S. She looked over at us, she had a strange look on her face. She was the reason why I was there. I headed over to S. When I got closer to S I saw she was looking past me at MoSh. She said something about the bitch bringing her mutt mate. So apparently she was not happy to see us…

I approached S, completely ignoring her comments. I did an energy scan of her. She was contaminated by dark energy. I could take that out… I briefly remembered things going bad the last time I tried that with her… should I try it again? Yes… I knew how to be more careful. I used Silver and Cold to draw dark energy out of S. MoSh used a healing spell, putting light energy into S. This time I watched the energy I was drawing out to make sure I wasn't trying to absorb any sentient entities. I drew the dark energy out, MoSh replaced it, and I didn't see any sign of a sentient entity. The process went smoothly. When the process was over, the area looked even brighter. It actually looked quite nice. I opened a portal back to MoSh's inner world.

When we got back to MoSh's inner world, I noticed the dream seemed to be ending. Time to dilate time. I told MoSh I wanted to do something more with him if he didn't mind. He said that was cool. I figured that might not even matter… if he wasn't going to remember me. Either way, I decided to dilate time. I focused on Allura's method of time dilation, dilating time to the point where one hour in waking life equaled four hours of dream time.

Note: The dream state completely changed plots here, so I will separate the next part into a separate dream.

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I wake in the same position I fell asleep: opposite the way I normally sleep, this time with my feet facing the door. I perform a reality check while laying down, confirming I am dreaming. I attempt to sit up but have trouble. I notice a faint bluish glow come from a drawer near my feet. From it, a man appears.

He helps me stand while lucid for the first time in a while by teleporting me off the couch in my current position, as if the couch is what has been holding me back. I look at him, pondering his significant to the dream, and ask if he is willing in able to assist me in my lucid dreaming efforts. He nods very slightly and turns and walks through the door of my room which promptly shuts behind him as I begin to follow his footsteps.

The dream fades to black and I awake in a semi-lucid state on a beach where the sun is setting. I am carrying two surfboards and walking next to a beautiful woman who I understand to be a long-time girlfriend. We are sitting, but decide to stand up and walk down the beach where we find a more suitable spot. I lean in to give my lover a kiss but become paralyzed, waking almost immediately.

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Finding Acid:

I was just finishing at the gym and about to go home and get ready for work. Michael came and picked me up with Kara's ex boyfriend in the car. We started driving to this place 1:30 min away and he said he could get me acid ( I have been looking for some) He said the only condition is that I had to stop seeing Kara. I agreed with everything he said and we started driving. On the way there I was laying on the rooftop of the car. I started constructing a large bridge across the water in my head. It slowly started to become a reality. I realized that I was about to do a WILD. My dream hands started to come into the image and I got sucked into the dream. Everything was already super clear and bright. The water looked incredible. It felt like I was on acid because the colors were all amazing. I started running on the bridge and was thinking about running at the speed of light. I started to lose clarity and woke up I woke up in the car and tried to get back into the wild. I failed and woke up in bed. I did not want to forget this lucid again like I did last night so I started to write it down. I woke up again... this time for real