lucid

I was sitting on a chair in my house at night.

"Huh," I said to myself, "I'm dreaming. Cool."

I got up and walked out the door to my front lawn. It was a nice night, clear and warm. My dad followed me, but kind of sticking to the background.

I decided that I would like to try to fly. I spread my arms and jumped up, ready to take flight. Nothing happened. I tried again. Nothing. I was kind of annoyed, but not really, because these beautiful glowing lights were flying around.

They were small colored lights, orange and pink and blue and green. They were shaped like flowers (a dot of light in the middle with five dots of light surrounding it) but they were flying around around me. For a minute, it was hard to see because there were so many of them. When they cleared away, I looked across the street.

There were these huge Easter eggs on the ground. Not as large as a house, maybe half or three quarters that size. They were beautifully decorated, painted with gold and pink and blue... they were amazing. I walked across to them, and saw some people I knew there. By this time, I had basically lost lucidity. I started talking to them, and I can't remember anything more.

I was sitting on a chair in my house at night.

"Huh," I said to myself, "I'm dreaming. Cool."

I got up and walked out the door to my front lawn. It was a nice night, clear and warm. My dad followed me, but kind of sticking to the background.

I decided that I would like to try to fly. I spread my arms and jumped up, ready to take flight. Nothing happened. I tried again. Nothing. I was kind of annoyed, but not really, because these beautiful glowing lights were flying around.

They were small colored lights, orange and pink and blue and green. They were shaped like flowers (a dot of light in the middle with five dots of light surrounding it) but they were flying around around me. For a minute, it was hard to see because there were so many of them. When they cleared away, I looked across the street.

There were these huge Easter eggs on the ground. Not as large as a house, maybe half or three quarters that size. They were beautifully decorated, painted with gold and pink and blue... they were amazing. I walked across to them, and saw some people I knew there. By this time, I had basically lost lucidity. I started talking to them, and I can't remember anything more.

Lucid
DILD

I started off lucid in some sort of department store. I was playing some kind of "game" with a bunch of other people. Basically, the goal was to eliminate the opposite team by using bombs, mines, and other such tools. I remember crouching with all my teammates and sending off this little jumping robot that would jump over and unbalance them (because that's soooo dangerous -.-). I saw the robot go through them, hit the wall, and turn around.

I eventually ended up in some giant library. I think someone else was with me, but I can't remember who. I was on some chair looking at cookies. I started stuffing my face with cookies. It tasted so good! Plates and plates of cookies just kept appearing one after another, and i shoved them in my mouth. There were mainly chocolate chip cookies, though I distinctly remember some sort of fruity (maybe raisin?) cookie.

Once I was done stuffing my face, the next thing I knew I was on a large ladder, standing at the top and leaning against the top of the corner of two bookshelves. They were darkly stained; the library felt very old and important, for lack of better words. I was watching below as my mother was sleeping on a sofa. I was slightly scared that this might actually not be a dream. I then tried to make something disappear, but it didn't work. To compensate, I threw this little white and blue china bowl away like a frisbee. It sort of disappeared. I figured it must be a dream, since I didn't see it anymore. Then all of the sudden it smacked me in the back. "What the fuck?" I thought. I turned around to see it perched ever so pristinely on the shelf behind me.

I then did a quick RC just to confirm; if this was real, I wouldn't want to wake my mother! I then decided to throw a little green notebook on to the ground and see what would happen. As I blinked, several "layers" of the notebook disappeared; first its cover was gone, then some sort of sleeve, then the rings that bound it, then some of the pages, and so on.

I then reminded myself of a new goal that I have: to find my dream guide. I climbed through the ceiling as if there was some invisible ladder. I ended up on the top floor of some library. There was a lady there with a strange looking cat; it had some unusual colors if I recall correctly. It was very reddish-orange, had some oddly placed tufts of fur, and had some green in its fur. I petted it and asked if it was my dream guide. There was no response. Then I asked the lady if she was my dream guide, and she said no, but she gave me a piece of paper. Apparently this person was my dream guide. I can't remember the name, but it was long and unusual, and started with a C.

I climbed upward on my imaginary ladder again and ended up in some sort of plaza. I went down an escalator and through the hallways. I was running at a moderate pace, and I realized that for once I could run properly in a dream. I wanted to go faster though, but not fly, since that always seems to end my dreams. I started running on all fours, as if I was some sort of cat. It was slightly awkward at first, but it was faster than before.

I ended up going to some movie theatre. It was dark inside. There were two arab women (or so they seemed). I asked them if they were my dream guide. They said they weren't. I showed them the piece of paper and one of them told my that the person was beside the "Penntons" (I knew she meant "Penningtons, but she had a thick accent). I thanked her and rushed off again, but the dream ended there.

6/25/10

Yay! I got a stripe on my belt! Anyway, for my dreams:

1- In Which Hazel Does Not Act Her Age
My brother comes into my room with this old (fake) sword that he used to have. He begins knocking things off my shelf and just being a pest in general. When he doesn't stop like I tell him to, I throw a temper tantrum like a five year old. O.o After it is over, I wonder why I am acting like this... Oh, it must be a dream. I reverse time and handle the situation more maturely.

2- A Family Outing
I go out to a really strange restaurant with my family. I don't trust these people, something isn't right... As predicted, the owners are up to no good. They are locking people in cages out back. Well, they certainly aren't going to get ME. The only problem is, they have some kind of strange machine that makes them not feel pain. "We'll take care of it," my parents assure me as they allow themselves to be locked up in the cage. "You act as the decoy."

No problem. I take off, and the crazies are quick to give chase. Hm, if I could just run a bit faster... But no, they're still catching up to me. Time to fight. I fight like an expert, but it doesn't matter. They can't feel pain and I can. Just as I am beginning to think I will lose, the one standing in front of me suddenly crumples to the ground, crying out. "Ah, shit, they broke the machine!"

I grin in triumph as my parents and my brother arrive on the scene. "Took you long enough!"

I was with my friend and some girl. We decided to go to swimming pool. The guard stopped me and asked me why I am naked. I was naked and I took some clothes and put it on. We were going trough sewer system to pool. When we got there I saw I have new black shoes. I saw my friend there. It was his birthday. I said to him : happy b-day. I saw a Shift there, I sad hello to her, then my mother came and asked me what am I doing in new shoes. I decided to go home and change them. On my way back I saw a car and checked a registration tables, next time I looked it they have changed. I knew that I am dreaming. I was in my street next to one house. There was a path leading to my mothers friends. It was night and very dark I saw a girl there. I approached her and started touching her and then I saw a police car approaching, I started running and then thought : ''hey wait this is my dream police can't do anything to me''. Since it was night I didn't saw much thing so I decided to make it a day. I closed my eyes and opened them and it was day. I found myself near school where my friend lives. I started going to my friends house. While passing under underway I remembered that I never in my dreams saw my body. I looked down at myself and I saw it. I saw a car there and decided to play with registration tables. I was entertained when they were changing. I decided to continue my way up to friends house. I done nose-pinch test for fun. Also I never saw that my hand has more fingers so I decided to that as well. I had 6 fingers. I though that is a little I need 9-10. And when I looked I had 9 fingers. When I got near my friends house there was his dad sorting the wood. I decided to pass trough him and I did ! He was like ghost I just went trough him. There was a lot of wood in front of me. I wanted to pass trough them like I did at trough friends father but I didn't succeeded, instead I hit myself in leg and it hurt like hell. While passing by I wanted to go faster but I didn't succeeded. Finally I got to doors of my friends house but I didn't entered it. I entered the house next doors. I remembered that 'expect someone that will be there', so I tried to meet anyone there. When I entered there was some blond girl sitting there, I didn't liked it so I decided to try someone else. I entered again but she was still there. I done it one more time and there were 2 girls sitting. They both had red hair. And then I saw something roaring from other room I got scared and dream ended. This whole LD lasted for 15-20 minutes.

I was running from some monster in some kind of hallway. When I got to end of hallway there were doors and I closed them tightly. I saw I have MP5 in my hands. I thought : wait what am I doing here ? Why do I have gun in my hands this must be a dream. I decided to go back and kill that monster. When I opened doors There were few houses in front of me and I saw a green mountain in distance. I saw that monster on street. I thought since this is a dream I could kill him easily. I decided to summon atomic bomb. I detonated it like 20miles away from here. I saw that houses were shaking in front of me. I saw a mushroom cloud in distance and then I said to my self If I don't make some kind of barrier I am going to be caught in blast too. I made a barrier with my hand which successfully defended me against atomic blast. I saw all things around me disappearing. Everything was black. There was no single thing around me, only blackness. I looked at my self. I was all shining white. After that dream started fading away and it ended.

I was walking with someone near ''Tarabovac''. I saw a blue car and it had a rotation lights on it. Someone told me : ''hey look all cars are blue''. But there were no cars except one we just passed, so I walked back to that car and saw that rotation lights were missing. I knew that that was a dream. I done nose-pinch test and it succeeded. I was trying to stay calm as much as possible. The dream was very hazy and it started fading away. I rubbed my hands and dream stabilized and got really vivid. I saw some light-signs and stuff. I approached that blue car and touched it. It was like normal touch nothing special. I though I should do something before the dream ends. So I tried to blast one of the glass signs with telekinesis. I rose my arm and done some 'telekinesis style move' and the glass at sign shattered in million peaces. I got excited that I done it and the dream ended.

I was near my cousins house. There was a red jeep few meters away approaching me. I turned around and saw a super market. I started looking at title and decided to do a reality check. I looked at title again and it changed to something else. I said : hey this is a dream. I got mega excited. Then I saw that red car approaching me. I tried to blast it away but then my dream started fading away very fast. I started spinning but I guess I was late.

Wednesday, June 23, 2010

I seem to have a thing for slamming people into walls. I blame Supernatural.

My partner and I were subtly infiltrating a top-secret military prison. Unfortunately, it didn't go well, and I'm currently on my own, trying to stage a massive escape.

You know you should watch out when getting in is way too easy.

I'm rushing back to the entrance, a mob of angry prisoners behind me (though I'm more worried about the guards). I come across a control panel, key in random numbers and watch the door slide open, Star Wars-style. I'm through the door, looking at a massive warehouse. The only way out is straight through the exterior wall, a solid mass of cement blocks and brick.

"Blast!" I command, letting kinetic energy tear its way from my hands. I barely even recognize that I'm saying the word. The far wall falls apart into a pile of rubble and dust, leaving only -

Another wall is behind it. Pure cement.

"Blast! Blast! Blast!" The walls keep falling down, replaced by more walls behind them. No way I'm getting out through here.

"I was hoping you'd come this way," says a menacing voice.

A giant steps out from behind the tall stacks of crates in the room. He looks like Hyde from the League of Extraordinary Gentlemen movie. He's several times taller than me, and can move freely in the gigantic warehouse.

Huh. This is kind of like that rancor level in Jedi Academy, I think to myself. I visualize the layout of the game - lots of jumping and running away, that won't work. I have to dodge as Hyde throws a few crates at me.

Now, how do I take him out? Fighting won't work, I'm too small.

Stop. You're fighting a giant during a mass breakout from an underground prison. Wake up, you moron.

I don't mean that literally.

I'm lucid. I barely have to think about it as I grow several meters taller, causing the room to seem average rather than cavernous.

Hyde is charging me. I stop his attack easily, spin him, send him flying into a wall. Chunks of mortar fall down around him.

Not a second later I'm on him, pinning him down and delivering a punch to the jaw.

Hyde has something of an inappropriate reaction to this.

Mr. Hyde. Scare Factor: 3.

24.06.2010

True Clarity (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

This is the best lucid that i've ever had, I knew completely, always that I was dreaming, and could close my eyes without waking up. It was so long that I can't remember even half the things I did and the things I did do were things I had never been able to do before.

This was one of those dreams where it just suddenly came to me for no reason that I was dreaming. Before I was lucid, there was some giant dragon-like monster rampaging around the city, so, as I test I went to see if I could stop it. I went over to it and it flew towards me, getting ready to breathe lightning at me while I thought, "you don't want to hurt me." It suddenly stopped and flew away, but I thought that would be too easy, so I made it come back and it chased after me. I started flying freely through the buildings and around cars while avoiding lightningn breath. It followed me into a cave that started to go completely up and I suddenly lost my ability to fly and I jumped of the cave walls, shortly after, realising that I couldn't run anymore, I just decided to fall. I was, at this time, thinking about how this would likely wake me, but I didn't let it worry me. I opened my eyes after falling for a few seconds and saw the dragon turning around, it was about to bite me when I twisted and grabbed the dragon's neck and rode it. AWESOMENESS!!! I was on the dragon and jumped off, I fell all the way down and landed outside a 7-11. Hehe, I love slurpees. I just walked inside and took a look around and worked my way over to the slurpee machine. I got an X-tra Large and went over to the counter and just pulled some money out of my pocket and gave it too the clerk. I walked outside and just walked into someone's house, they told me to get out, but I walked up the wall and sat on the roof, enjoying my slurpee...when it suddenly gave into gravity and fell. ...I can't believe it...seriously... I just said bye to the people and somehow ended up in my house in front of my mirror. I looked completely normal, but I was messing around with the colour and shape of my eyes, it was cool, and wierd. I then tried to rip a portal to lead somewhere, it didn't work so I looked at my nails and they started growing and getting sharper, I then slashed a hole in space and went though. It lead to my class, with everyone in it. How wierd... I talked to some of my friends for a bit, seeing how they would act, they acted the exact same, but there was this girl I didn't know begging me for sex. ... I did a nose pinch RC just too make sure I was dreaming because it's possible to not to be sure after a while. Not sure what else happened.

Longest lucid dream ever, most awesome lucid dream ever, most vivid lucid dream ever. I still didn't remember even half of what I did. The realism of this was also awesome.

… so I figured to open a portal to get MoSh and myself back to my inner world… where he said he would take a look at the locked book from the Akashic records to see if he could help me get it open… (Continued from last entry…)

MoSh and I were in my inner world in my bedroom. I looked around and picked the book up off of my chest of drawers. I looked at the book for a couple of minutes. I remembered that MoSh and Tigress have said they would help me figure out how to open the book. I handed it to MoSh, and he looked at it for a few minutes. He set it on the bed and pointed at it with his pinky. I wasn't sure what he was trying to do, but I left him to do that. Tigress had also said she would help… but she wasn't here. Maybe I should go find her. I was thinking about finding Tigress when I felt like I was going to wake up. But I didn't want to wake up yet, I was on a roll with this nice long WILD. I wanted to know how long I could make it. Wait… it was another goal of mine to attempt time dilation. I would do that quickly before I woke, and maybe I would be able to extend the dream!

My plan was to try Allura's method of time dilation. I figured MoSh would try Walms' method, and then we could determine which one works best. I figured I would have to try both to find which one works better for me… but for now, Allura's method. Her method starts with visualizing or summoning a normal analog clock, a digital one will do no good. So I focused on that clock.

Soon I could see the clock clearly in my mind. I didn't figure there was any need to summon one, actually I thought that might make it harder. The next step is to increase the amount of time that will fit on the clock by compressing all 12 hours into half the space, then filling the empty half with 13 through 24. At this point the clock displays twice as much time as is normally displayed on it. The resultant clock will look like the 24 hour clock shown here.

Since 24 hours are now compressed into the space normally used by 12, this works out to a time dilation of 2 hours of dream time for each 1 hour of IWL time. I focused on using this technique, first vividly visualizing the 12 hour clock and then gradually compressing the time on the clock until it was a 24 hour clock. I continued compressing time until 48 hours fit on the clock. That should be 4 hours of dream time for every hour of IWL time. I didn't know for sure if it was working, but I did notice that the dream had stabilized. So maybe that meant I could call the time dilation of this dream a success? Either way, this dream was going to continue.

Since Tigress had offered to help me with the locked book, my next thing to do would be to find her. I focused on opening a portal to find Tigress. A portal opened. I went to tell MoSh I was going to find Tigress, but MoSh was gone. The book was still on the bed, still locked. I wondered if MoSh had woken up. I wondered if he had discovered anything before waking up… I figured I would have to wait until the next morning and find out if he remembered anything. I went through the portal I had opened to find Tigress…

On the other side of the portal I was in a green field. There was a fight going on not far from us. There were a bunch of people dressed in red robes fighting another person… it looked like one person against a large number. I wondered what was going on there, and I also noticed the single person seemed to be winning. I headed closer to the fight to see if I could figure anything out. I saw that I recognized the single fighter. It was a woman who looked like a paladin from the Dungeons and Dragons Online game, and I recognized that paladin! It was Tigress! Ok, it appeared that if I wanted Tigress' help with anything I would have to help her out first. This looked like the making of a DDO adventure, so I really wanted her to remember this one.

I went over to Tigress, and called to her. She briefly noted me, and continued fighting. I formed Witchblade into a sword and attacked the enemies. I wasn't sure why they were fighting, but I figured Tigress' enemies were my enemies. I engaged the enemies, fighting with my Witchblade sword, blocking attacks, cutting enemies down all around me… with both Tigress and me fighting, it didn't take long before the entire enemy force was taken down. A few remaining enemies fled across the field to a forest. I put my Witchblade sword away and greeted Tigress. I asked her if she was lucid. She said it was finally happening, we were sharing a DDO dream. I agreed that was awesome… what's the quest? She said that there were some people being held captive in the mountain dungeon, and our quest was to rescue them. I said that sounded like a good quest to me! Tigress and I headed across the field towards a mountain. I could see a cave in the mountain, and that was no doubt our destination.

Tigress and I reached the cave entrance in short order. Sure enough, there were more red robed people inside the cave. They were guarding a locked door, but once we killed them, we found a key on one of them and were able to get inside the cave. Beyond the door it was more of a dungeon than a normal cave. There were long halls and large chambers. There were enemies all around, and they all attacked us on sight. Some of them attacked with melee weapons such as swords and maces, others attacked us with projectile weapons such as arrows and darts, and there were even some that were attacking us with energy attacks. We fought the enemies, taking them out quickly as we progressed through the caverns. We searched the underground complex for a while and finally found the entrance to the main dungeon. There were more enemies down there, of course, and there were numerous prison cells.

We killed the enemies that waited for us there, and then investigated the prison cells. In each of the prison cells there was a single prisoner. The prisoners were humanoid in form, covered with fur, had fluffy tails, and there was a flap of skin between their arms and their legs that looked kind of like the 'wings' of a flying squirrel.

The prisoners were all chained and hanging upside down from the ceiling, dangling about a foot off of the floor. They looked badly beaten, badly injured. It looked like they had been beaten, burned, cut… Allison and I got the prisoners down by cutting through their chains. I did a healing spell on the injured prisoners, and then they were ok to get themselves out of the dungeon. We assured them all the enemies in the upper chambers were dead, and the prisoners headed for the exit. We finished releasing all of the prisoners in the prison cells. We went into the next room and found a nightmare…

In the next room there were more enemies, and they had several prisoners in that room, too. One of the enemies had a prisoner tied to a spit and had them hanging over a fire. He was rotating the spit around as if cooking a chunk of meat, but the prisoner tied to the spit was still alive, and already showing signs of serious burns all over her body. Another enemy had a prisoner chained to the wall and was whipping the prisoner violently, blood spraying off with every lash. A third prisoner was chained to a concrete slab and covered with blood, there were several rats chewing on the prisoner's body… a fourth had a noose around her neck and was positioned so her toes barely touched the ground… so as long as she could stand on her toes she would be able to avoid strangling to death… There were four enemies standing around, and they attacked us on sight. We had to fight those four enemies and then the ones who had been torturing the prisoners. We freed and then healed the prisoners, who then headed for the surface, leaving the dungeon quickly.

Tigress and I were now in the torture chamber alone, only dead bodies were there now. I felt like I should be looking for a reward chest and then recalling back to the surface… but this wasn't an actual DDO game! Tigress looked around one more time, apparently making sure that we hadn't missed anything. She came back over to me. I asked if she was going to remember this dream. She said we were playing DDO. I said yeah, but we were playing DDO in a dream. So she would have to remember the dream when she woke up. She said she would remember this when she logged off. Logged off? I repeated that it wasn't a game… it was a dream. She said she was going to log off now. She disappeared. Wtf? She must have woken up… crap. I started feeling like I was waking up… but I could dilate time! I didn't have to wake up at all, or at least not until I was good and ready to! I could spend as long as I wanted in a dream! I tried to focus on Allura's method of time dilation again, but between the excitement at the idea I could stay in a dream as long as I wanted and the fact I was already in the process of waking up, I was not able to focus and I woke.

Note: I have been having absolutely no luck with my WILD's lately. Mzzkc gave me a few pointers on how to improve my chances for a WILD… and I used that advice last night. I was successful in having a WILD! My goals included contacting L to see if there is a way to get him to back off and leave Asuka alone (), figure out how to dilate time (), have a shared DDO dream with Tigress (), open that locked book ()… I got so much done today! I am very pleased with that. I used my light / sound machine and for the first time in a long time I successfully slipped into a WILD…

I was in MoSh's inner world, and I was lucid. I looked around. I was in the living room of MoSh's new house. MoSh and Asuka were sitting there on the couch. There were glowing white crystals, gems, jewelry, and other such objects positioned all over the room. The room had a bright white glow due to the energy being emitted from the various gems and crystals. Asuka was staying right next to MoSh. MoSh said Asuka still seemed to be not well. I looked at all the light energy around us. I wondered how Asuka could not be feeling well… I thought maybe she could be getting too much light energy, it seems like too much of anything can end up being a bad thing… my goal here should be to balance Asuka's energy out. I focused a healing spell on Asuka, focusing on bringing balance to her energy. Not necessarily on adding still more light energy, but restoring balance. The energy that flowed through Asuka was still golden energy, and that energy felt very relaxing and stabilizing. After the song was done, I gathered up some of the light energy sources and placed it in an interdimensional pocket so Q could put them where they belonged. I left a couple of white shards there with Asuka and MoSh.

Ok… time for the next goal. I told MoSh I would open the portal to get to L's inner world. MoSh followed me through. On the other side we were standing near the pool and house that I have come to recognize as L's inner world. There were bimbos in the pool again… apparently L had not spared any time in getting his bimbo DCs back after Walms had torn them to pieces. L looked over at us when we entered. He didn't look pleased. He came over to us and asked what we were there for this time. MoSh said he was there to tell L to leave Asuka alone. L got right in MoSh's face. He said MoSh should make him. He then immediately said that there was nothing MoSh could do to stop him. He said Asuka was his, the only thing left to happen was to claim her. He laughed. MoSh told me that I should try to find him a girlfriend. I wondered if such a woman even existed. I focused on opening a portal… focused on finding a woman who would actually be willing to put up with L. Now that portal was not quick to form. I focused for a bit longer, got somewhat of a headache, but then a portal opened. MoSh and I went through…

On the other side MoSh and I were in what looked like a luxury resort. There were both men and women all around, talking, drinking various drinks, eating, etc. I wondered if there was a woman there who would want to meet L. I focused on finding the person who had led me there. I got a feeling of where to go. I followed that feeling and found a woman who looked similar to Asuka, although they clearly are not the same person. She was wearing a really pretty kimono and was sitting at a table with a man… um… wouldn't it be better if the woman were single? I was still watching when the woman stood up, threw her drink all over the man, said she should have known he had an ulterior motive for wanting to meet with her… after all, the only time he ever wanted to meet with her was if he wanted something… and then stormed away from him in our direction. She stopped when she saw we were looking at her. She asked what we were looking at. Not knowing what else to say, I asked if she was ok after that incident. She said yes, she was, that was just her freeloading brother trying to get money off of her again. She started to walk away, and I stopped her.

I said there was something I wanted to ask her. She looked and asked what it was. I found I couldn't make myself say any more. MoSh said there was a guy looking to meet a woman like her… she asked if this man was a mooch like her brother. MoSh hesitated and then said no. MoSh said not all men are mooches, and I think he was going to say something else, but the woman interrupted and said yes, she knows that, it's only the ones that come around her, she was sure most men were fine. She said she was looking to meet someone, so sure she would meet with our friend. She stood there while I was still hesitant. It felt like I was setting this woman up to be executed or something… it didn't feel right to me at all. The woman got a bit impatient and asked where this friend was. She said she would make no guarantees that she would like this man, but she would actually have to meet him first. I stood there a bit longer until MoSh finally elbowed me in the arm. MoSh said to open a portal. I focused on opening a portal back to L's inner world, and it opened. The woman looked at the portal with an excited look on her face.

"You mean this friend of yours is extradimensional?" she asked, "I have always wanted to see other worlds!" She went through the portal before either MoSh or I could get to it. We followed her right away, and the portal closed behind us.

We were back at L's pool, next to the house. The woman looked around, surveying the pool and the assortment of bimbos swimming in it. She commented that the pool was contaminated… someone should clean it out. She waved her hand and all of the DC bimbos vanished. She said those weren't even real… they were just illusions. She asked where the man was that she had come to meet. L was staring at his pool where the DC's had just disappeared. He seemed a bit perplexed. MoSh called his name, causing L to turn towards us and he saw there were now three of us. He came over and looked at the woman, then commented that she wasn't his Asuka. The woman said no, her name wasn't Asuka, her name was Kanmuri. L didn't seem to be paying any more attention to Kanmuri. He looked back at MoSh and me. He said MoSh could bring all the women he wanted, that would never change the fact Asuka wants to be with him. I told him Asuka does NOT want to be with him, but that doesn't mean there aren't women who do. L looked at me, eyeing me very closely. He asked if I was by chance referring to me wanting to be with him… I thought I might be sick when he said that.

Kanmuri apparently was getting a bit bored of being ignored. She said while we all worked things out, she was going to take a look around. She went over to the pool and put one hand in the water, then she splashed some water on her face. She went over to the patio where there was a table full of refreshments. She tasted a couple of things she found there and seemed pleased with what she had found. She picked up what looked like a margarita and started sipping it. She also seemed pleased with that. She went into the house, apparently inviting herself to take a look around, and L either didn't care or he didn't even notice. He was still looking at me. He said if I really wanted him to leave Asuka alone, I would volunteer to spend some time with him. Um… yuck… gross… I have absolutely no interest in L… L got closer to MoSh and said something… I didn't hear all of it, but it had something to do with me having sex with him and leaving Asuka alone… He moved away from MoSh and said to MoSh that if his friend (me) would be a bit more cooperative… he got closer to me and tried to cop a feel! He placed one hand on my breast! My reaction was rather instant… I grabbed his wrist and flipped him over onto the ground, pinning him there with my foot on his neck. He seemed quite surprised at the speed of my response.

"Hey, L!" Kanmuri said as she came out of the house. She was now wearing a shiny necklace and matching earrings that looked like they were worth a fortune. "L, I found these in your house, and thought I'd try them on. What do you think? I like them. You've got a great place here. A woman could… um… did you bring me here to meet someone and now you're going to turn around and kill him?"

"No," I said, "I am not interested in killing him. He put his hands where they don't belong." I removed my foot and let L up. L gave me a dirty look. Kanmuri was interested in getting L's attention back on her. She went over to him and was clearly flirting. She asked again what he thought of the jewelry she was wearing. She said she had found it in the house, which she would say again that L has a very nice place. L said that it was as simple as that. If MoSh wanted him to leave Asuka alone then MoSh would have to convince me to make love to him, wild passionate love. I thought I might actually throw up. Kanmuri said if L was looking for a lover, she… L interrupted and said he would have Asuka, and bringing random women around wouldn't work. He stormed into the house and slammed the door behind him.

I looked at Kanmuri, not sure what to say. I said I would open a portal to send her home. She immediately refused. She said no way, she was going to stick around here for a while. The fact that L was hung up on a woman he couldn't have didn't deter her. She said it was just a matter of time before he realized that the woman right here in front of him is worth a dozen women he could never hope to have. She winked at us. Her clothes transformed into a bikini, and she went to the pool and dived in. She was underwater for a bit before she surfaced, then swam to the other side. She seemed to be enjoying herself. Well, there was nothing more to be done there… so I figured to open a portal to get MoSh and myself back to my inner world… where he said he would take a look at the locked book from the Akashic records to see if he could help me get it open… (Continued in next entry…)

1- Bite of an Orc
My parents have gone undergound, to the orcs' lair. I am waiting outside. At the sounds of a battle, I suddenly become lucid and run through the forest towards my house. "I don't want to fight orcs again," I mutter to myself. ((Um... I've never fought orcs before. Ever.)) "Besides... isn't there something I have to do?"

By the time I make it to my house, I am no longer lucid. My parents come a bit later. They tell me that they won, but that the orcs bit them and now they're infected. I see that they now have green and red orc skin. "Don't worry," I say, "You'll only be HALF orc. I got bit by one a while ago, and I'm still half werewolf."


2- Tattoo
I get a really ornate tattoo all over my face. The next morning, I cannot figure out what possessed me to do something so stupid. Everyone's going to think I've gone off the deep end... I look in the mirror and am delighted to find that it is just a temporary tattoo.

Type: DILD.
Lucidity: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10
Vividness: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10

This was just.... sad.

The dream began in my bedroom. The lights were all off, and it was clearly dark outside, but there was a slight level of visibility aided by a blueish nighttime glow. Because of this, colors weren't easily discernible but I could tell my bed and side table were white. My steel blue alarm clock with glowing red numbers was sitting on my side table, facing my bed.

I was sitting on my bed, minding my own business but with a bit more awareness than usual, and then my eyes caught my alarm clock. I only had to look once to know I was dreaming. It said the following...

I became lucid after double-checking with the nose-plug reality check. After all, the missing part of the last number could have been a technical error on the clock's behalf. I got up and the lighting suddenly became a bit brighter. I looked at my hands while at the same time focusing on the scenery, so I could stabilize the dream a bit more. I then walked through my bedroom door and into the hallway, down the hallway and towards the front door. I usually exit the house like this, even though I could just go through my bedroom door and expect anything to be on the other side. But the door was open so I didn't think about this.

The whole house's lights were off, but with the same slight glow. I grabbed the doorknob and tried to open it. It didn't move at all, or even turn.
I tried a few times but nothing I did made it open. I was now getting an eerie premonition from the area around me, and I had a gut feeling that the dream was going to turn into a nightmare. I closed my eyes and fell backwards to get out, because I'd never felt as freaked out as I did now.

I was back in my bed, awake this time.

I did a WBTB so I'd have a chance of having another lucid. I opened my bedroom door, walked to the kitchen and got a glass of water, and came back into my room. By the time I settled back into bed, around five minutes later, I heard buzzing. I immediately leapt to my feet, did a quick reality check, and realized there was a freaking mosquito in my bedroom.

It took forty minutes to kill the thing.
I didn't have any other dreams once I got back into bed.

This is the first of two dreams that I remember from last night. The first was lucid and the second was not. I forgot the second while writing down the second. (Woke up to Caramelldansen stuck in my head. lol)

Here's a bit of a back story. I have four younger siblings who live with just my mother at the moment. I'm away at college and haven't been back for a bit over a year now. My siblings and I have been abused since before I can remember by my mother and her boyfriend. (He got kicked out. He's never abused her, and I think he did recently. He's done a lot, and I think that's the only thing that would make my mother kick him out.)

The dream took place mostly in hallways. My sister (who is the second oldest still living with my mother) was getting hit. Then, my mother put this yellow mesh dress over her clothes. (I have no idea why, because it doesn't relate to the dream otherwise.) I kept going out and coming back in. Every time I went out, I tried to get other people to help, but I couldn't talk. Then, I was sitting on this really big, hard-wood, sturdily built table. (In real life, I don't think I could get it to move an inch by myself.) I got in trouble for sitting on it. My mother was yelling at me and about to hit me. (There was no sound at all during the entire dream for some reason.) I got my sister to stand behind me, and I picked up the table to use as a shield. Someone was walking by, and I managed to yell for help after a few tries. I realized it was a dream somewhere around the time I was lifting the table easily and when I could speak. I was able to speak and hear sound for the first time when I realized I was dreaming.