lucid

Morning of January 8, 2017. Sunday.



I shift into the clarity of the opening scene of my first dream of the cycle. It is the typical water induction. I find myself driving down a street in an unfamiliar location. There is firstly a sense that it may be near the ocean though this association changes after a short time. It seems to be early afternoon.

The street is lightly flooded and it is raining, but the rain stops eventually. I look to my left wondering if Zsuzsanna will appear for a blissful connection. After a time, there are small geyser-like formations that rise from the surface of the water. Eventually, I even see what appears to be a palm tree made of upwards flowing water to my left, on or near the boulevard.

Even though I have at least one dream of this nature every night, I am only documenting this one due to it having an atypical feature of the palm tree made of flowing water.

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Water symbolizes sleep and the real-time dynamics of sleep and has always been my most common form of dream state induction. In fact, I often hear the (hypnagogic) sound of water flowing when not even fully asleep yet (sometimes natural settings, sometimes related to bathrooms or showers). (Not only that, if I am listening to a recording while falling asleep, I hear a hypnagogic “gloop” sound at various pitches and distances, which sounds much like a pebble breaking the surface of a body of water. This has been the case for over fifty years and directly translates as sleep induction being slightly disrupted by real-life audio.) It stems from the fact that a person spends the first ninth months of their existence sleeping within “water” (perceived as such) and is also related to circadian rhythms and tidal factors (or at least the analogy of tidal factors - as water getting lower over time is a common waking transition for me). Clear water would relate to being more within the natural sleep cycle. Muddy water relates to outer ranges of the sleep cycle, as I discovered as a child. It is probably the most consistent and “reliable” dream feature I have ever experienced.

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Subtraction

I'm non lucid in a hall and observing a few rooms where I see my old best friend and someone else raising their hands while laying down. "Why are you all raising your hands?" I ask confused. A dc than comes by and walks me to a living room where a man approaches me and asks me if I'm ready to see the results of my test. I say yes and he hands me a paper with math problems that has a 30% circled on it. He than walks me to a classroom where he sits with me and tells me that its important to pay attention to the small parts so you can complete the problem as a whole. The problem he showed me looked like it was algebra though and looked something like (8X-2) and something else.

Criminally Despicable

I was non lucid in a classroom, sitting behind a desk. I had finished writing my two page essay and was ready to hand it in. However, the teacher refused to take it. She was also a sassy 12 year old girl who reminded me of the main character from the Disney show "Ant Farm". she wanted the papers to be finalized so I hurriedly tried to rewrite it on a clean sheet while she was talking and cracking jokes but than students started getting up and leaving. I begged her to wait but she wasn't willing to so I just decided to finish it up during the weekend. I left the class and ended up in a lunchroom. I took note at how vivid the scenery was than thought about where I should sit. I couldn't think about it in time though and lunch was now over. The lunchroom slowly changed into a classroom setting where students were pushing up their desks to make a circle. As I was about to walk out I pondered whether it was period 4,5 or 6. That's when a girl with black hair and purple highlights got my attention. She wanted to know what was going on. I said it was the start to another period and to not worry about it. I than tapped her on the hand and said goodbye.

As I was walking through the halls I felt embarrassed by the way I tapped her hand than said goodbye. "Why did I do that?"I asked myself. I than shook that thought and looked around thinking where my class might be. I observed the walls, doors and people to try and remember my class. Oddly enough it reminded me of a school dream setting I had before but it did not trigger lucidity for me. I walked near the stairs than entered a room with escalators placed in unsafe spots. I walked down, went around and jumped over another as if they were obstacles so that I could get to the side. But I stopped and watched as a girl tried to slide down one . The teacher watched her slide down so I quickly shouted that it was probably broken. Her feet began to be crushed by it so I and the teacher helped pull her out. The teacher began to complain that she knew it was unsafe. I just looked at her baffled and asked her why she let the student slide down if she knew it was broken.

She did not answer that question though and walked the girl, I and another girl near a wall where there was an office window. There she took a phone and began complaining to her boss about the situation. I looked to the girl's feet and she had a bag on it that was holding in her blood. This made me cringe from the thought about how it could have easily been avoided. After waiting there a bit the room and dream characters changed. We were now in a orange cavern as a 5'0 short dc guy was trying to get the English department on the phone. A lady answered but she wasn't responding well to him so I decided to take the call. "Is this the English department?" I asked while holding the now amber colored cell phone. "I don't...I don't understand"she replied back. "Were trying to call the English department. Is this the English department? Yes or No?" I asked her seriously now. "No...Wrong number"she said as if she was really confused. I said okay than hanged up. That's when I noticed the cavern had an opening now and in the distance I could see a sunny desert. "They are gonna find us..."I heard the guy say. I looked into the distance having a feeling that I should have called my dad. So that if I die trying to get away at least he would know what happened to me. However, I ended up not calling him. The guy than shouted that they were coming and we dispersed.

As I ran I saw Batman and Robin running into the park. The guy with me before mentioned that they were running to the burning hot sun which would slow them down. He said it in a narrator tone though.I became lucid now thinking to outsmart the dream characters by going my own way.I flew until I saw a museum that reminded me of the Metropolitan Museum of Art. After flying towards it the guy dc mentioned that it was a good idea to go into the museum to cool down. I knew he would follow me so I tried picking up the pace but I wanted to see what kind of objects the dream would come up with. There was a cute mouse/bunny purse or doll that got my attention. It was white with a light yellow and light blue shirt and pocket holder. "Isn't this cute?"I asked a little girl dc next to me. She nodded than I ran straight to the bathroom after noticing the criminal presence behind me. I ran into the mens room and looked under the stalls to see that the dcs were all black suited men."This isn't good"I thought than jumped to go into the wall but a few guys came in and started spraying me with a liquid. After that the guy from before pulled me back and changed my actions so that I beat up the people chasing me as he narrated that I was into cute things but a feisty woman at heart that wasn't going to let anyone mess with me. He than tried feeling me up but i pushed him away.I also looked slightly cartoon and totally different. I was white with red lipstick with a light blue cap, casual clothes and had light brown and puffy short hair.

What's In Dawn's Shopping Basket?

I was non lucid in a unknown house and was about to play yu gi oh cards with my younger brother. I picked up from the deck and put it in my hand. It was a sword card for offense. I than looked at my hand and took out a ball of light card and put it in defense position. I asked my brother if it was okay to put it with the sword in offense. My brother was pleasantly surprised by my move. Yugi's voice than appeared and light flashed us until it consumed everything.

The next thing I recall is i'm moving my birds to a different room angrily after someone mops the rooms carelessly forgetting my birds were present. After taking them to a safe room I notice unnecessary materials inside my parakeet's cage. I quickly pulled out crayons and markers from their cage as a guy with black spiky hair and glasses watched me from behind. I'm complaining in front of him than notice its a dream."Wait a minute...I don't have to do this even though I really want to and care about my birds."I say out loud after realizing its a dream. I watch the parakeets disappear than look to him. "Why not?"he asks in a nonchalant manner."Because i'm dreaming" I say than get up and walk away from him. As I walk around I notice Dawn is present along with some other faint looking dream characters. I look into a plastic bin curiously and find a yellow/gray glove. It oddly feels familiar. I than try going up to Dawn but 4 of his friends grab me and hold me up while swaying me side to side. Its slightly fun but I'm also annoyed. The setting changes into a supermarket now and i'm contemplating trying the cereal. But the friends take me to Dawn who is on a huge line. I look in his basket and see what looks like a clear bag of cheetos chips and plantains.
"Don't tell me your buying just that? You should get something more healthy"I tell him teasingly. He tells me its not that big of a deal than his friends drop me in his basket. I look closely and the cheetos chips change to baby carrots while the plantains open up and become watermelons. I lick the watermelon even though its piled with black seeds. "This is so good"I say amazed by the taste. It kind of tasted like watermelon candy though.

Notes: It felt kind of disheartening to see my birds disappear in the dream after I was so determined to help them. But at least it serves as a dream sign now.


(I do not own pic)

Conditions:

Used WBTB method.

I do a variety of WILD specific methods, including the rope technique, and visualising myself above my physical body.

After doing the methods for some time I found I was having trouble falling asleep while focusing on the methods, so I just let myself fall asleep.

After some time of unconsciousness I wake up and am in my subtle body. My body is vibrating intensely. I try to role out of my body but I only get a few feet to the side and then feel a strong tow of gravity or magnetism pulling me back to my body, while I do this my dream body warps and vibrates violently. I kept projecting myself a few feet in every direction, and each time I felt vivid pulsations in my subtle body and the gravity pulling me back. At one point I was completely upside down with my dream feet pointing up toward the ceiling.

Through my various attempts to dislodge myself I used some methods from my energy work exercises. I visualised my Chakras, focused on them within my subtle body, and said a mantra in my head. This caused a powerful increase in the vibrations, and also caused a expanding in my subtle body.

This goes on for some time, I keep getting a few feet out and get sucked back. At one point to my surprise I feel two hands pulling me upward some distance by my feet. Just in case, I draw a pentagram in the air, draw a white circle around me, and recite a mantra, suspecting that if it was evil it would go away.

At two points I actually was in a full dream environment.

First I was in a screened in porch, it felt like I was a thousand pounds and was unable to move. I just sat there looking at a wall.

Then I was in a drive way. Again my body was too heavy and I just laid there looking at the ground, I may have crawled a few inches, but not much more.

This next event took place during another failed WILD, but I did not want to make a whole new entry for it, since everything else was remarkably similar to this one.

I am floating above my body. It is almost completely dark except for a vague outline of a few things in my room. My limbs feel odd and disjointed. Next thing I know there is a 'presence' coming at me. Suddenly It takes the form of a grey alien with a large head and wide black eyes. The next thing I know It is grabbing my right leg and taking it right off my body. I waver back and forth in being calm thinking "it is only a dream" and then freaking out to some degree. The leg is completely off but I can still feel it, it was like being in two places at once. I am not sure how it ended.

7-Jan-2017 - ND#2: Office - WILD#1: Ride dragon, destroy castle - WILD#2: Assault the black fortress, life a boy's life

ND#1: Forgotten
ND#2: I am at the office (!!!), close to F office, which is crowded; M, D, more people. We've just finished discussing something, I ask if I can move on, they ask me to stay, I may help them with some Excel formula. Ok. I take this break to focus on my surrounding, the office is really too crowded. I wonder if this could be a dream, but I wake up.

WBTB/WILD#1: (7:30AM, est. ~20min)
I start from previous ND, pretend I fully realize it's a dream, walk down the corridor, out of the main door, then I open lift doors, it's dark, I look up and see someone looking down, then I jump down. A lift comes up from below, I flatten against the wall. I open the doors. Poor recall here.

I reach a castle, I'm in a big room, there are people walking by. I conjure a dragon close to me, a small one appears, I model it to my liking with my hands, adding horns to its side and flattening its top, now its top looks like an Ankylosaurus. Then I jump on its back and ride it. I fly it out of the castle (out of the window ?) I fly above some green landscape; I notice the side horns are kinda hurting my legs.

I reach another castle. It's big, rectangular-ish, built with dark stone, with massive walls, and a high crenellated tower. The dragon attacks it with fireballs, some sections of the castle crumble down. The castle's occupants fire back with shotguns, cannons, fire and frost. I assume it's going to take too much time to destroy it, I have an idea. We land in a flat stone bricks area, I increase the dragon size to make it more powerful; it becomes very big. I take a candy/gum out of my pocket, put it in my mouth, and I increase in size too, matching the dragon so I can still ride it.
I also summon DHL Megawoman, thinking that she fits our size well and maybe later we can have some fun together However, this doesn't happen, as I lose track of her almost immediately

Then, as a giant dragon and rider, we continue the assault; I also shoot fireballs against the castle. Now our fireballs are big, and each one destroys a big section of walls and towers. After some fireballs, the castle crubmles down. We descend on the smoking ruins, return to normal size; I am looking for something useful among the ruins, however I do not find anything. Dream ends.

My body feels slightly uncomfortable, I feel a yawn coming in my body, I move to my left side and keep sleeping.

WILD#2: (~7:50AM, est. 15min)
I am standing looking diagonally on a road, to my left, beyond the road, just a dark sky and nothing. On my close right, on the border of the road, some plants from PvsZ: coconuts, peashooters. Further right, pointy black rocks. I turn right, and those rocks climb up on a sharp black mountain. On top of it, a black tower. I sense evil in it. I imagine it could be the HQ of some Dream Villain, and I want to clear it

I climb among sharp rocks, it's kinda heavy and I think about a shortcut. I stop in a flat clearing and conjure a dragon. I ride on its back and we fly upwards. Looking down I see a sea of sharp black rocks, like lavic basalt (I live close to a volcano, so it's a pretty common sight here)
We reach an entrance, I get in. I walk in corridors and halls, a couple of small monsters appear and I slice them with my sword

After some more corridor turns, to my right there is an open door; inside, a black family, very sad mother and father, a boy unconscious laying in bed. I enter, ask them and learn the boy is very sick and could die soon. I have to help. I ask the boy where he's hurting, he whispers chest; I open his shirt, conjure some white light in both my hands and put my hands close to his chest. While I do this, more image cross my mind.

I wonder if this could be a projection of some real boy really approaching his death, and I am really pushing him back to life. This though feels me with awe and I shiver a lot. Then I return to the dream room, the boy looks better. I ask the family where they live, they say Washington.
Time to chase evil again; I know they are responsible also for this boy's sickness.

I walk in the black fortress again. I find a long corridor; it's actually a roofed walkway suspended over a black rock chasm, with windows.
At the end of the corridor the black tower where I know the enemy is. I walk in this corridor, however when I do that, the other end gets farther away from me. I think that this happens sometimes in dreams, even if not to me. I walk some more, almost a run, but the same happens again, the other end becomes more distant. I think about a solution. I again grow in size, and walk on top of the roof; after few steps, I reach the tower; I shrink to normal size.

The enemy comes out. He's hooded, tall and slender, stays 50 meters away from me. I sense much power in him. He attacks me with some red rays, I avoid a few, but one hits me in the middle of my chest, and I fall to the ground. While getting up, I conjure some defense, in the form of PvsZ plants, like at the beginning of the LD: coconuts and peashooters.

From behind this protection I draw my bow, aim, the sight gets zoomed, and I see his head: it's a skull. I shoot my arrow at his neck. Then I conjure the (now) usual dragon, and while the enemy is getting up, we both launch fireballs to him, he goes up in flames. I get near him, draw my sword and with both hands I impale him at his chest and raise him up in the air; I approach a window and launch him on the rocks below.
No more recall for this part.
<JUMP>
I am in a wide road. A big white truck crosses it from my left to right. I look at the environment around me, and recognize it as the main customs between two EU countries, a place I know very well
I fly up, above the road, find the town, the houses, the small main street, then turn right and find the are I lived in. I descend, there is snow. I approach the building I lived in, get in front of the entrance. Dream ends, I wake up.

DEiILD/WILD after natural awakening

OBE style exit. Get out of bed, open my room stores and window and jump while watching my hands to keep senses engaged.

I arrive at the 0 floor and find an open hall. I enter it while still trying to stabilize and deepen my senses. I try to remember TOTM and the first i decide because i think it will be easiest is to find the christhmas present.
So, as i turn back i see a christhmas pine and the present in a red wood box.
I open with and there's another red box inside, something like the marioskas. Some impatience arises, as i find this will become an infinite regression lol. The last box had only, yeah, ahh... money. The coins i have saved during the year or so, you know the coins with the lowest value we carry in the pockets and gather at the end of the day, don't know how it is called in English.

Then, i go outside and begin singing that i am lucid and don't give a fuck what dream characters think, then faded and could not DEILD

I was in some sort of leveled tennis field, then a pool field, I woke up and went back to sleep, I got lucid and changed one of the fields into an smoke field, another one into an ice field and finally another one into a bowling alley.

Interestedly enough, I wasn't very aware of the DEILD technique before trying this and I thought it was a WILD.

Parakeets In Abundance

I was in my old house closet looking at a small purple cage shaped like a house. There stood 4 big parakeets in the cage along side babies and new born babies. In the dream I thought that I had forgotten to feed the birds and get them safely in the cage. Picking them up gently I hurriedly put them back. I wanted to care for as much as possible to give them a chance in life. A few ended up dead because they were too young but I managed to save some newborns. When I stopped I took the cage out of the closet and it was suddenly transferred to my cell phone. I felt reassured that they would be safe in the memory disk and that I could transfer them out when I got to my room.

I noticed a guy talking near me though saying that he was interested in me for 2 reasons and that I had surprised him. I ignored him and continued walking. I ended up downstairs near the entrance to the yard. A boy than jumped in and said he was going to steal the data from my phone. I ran to the bathroom and closed the door as he was laughing outside the door. Putting the towel and shower on I pretended I was going to get in but it wasn't enough to make him leave so I opened the door and pushed him away. I ended up going somewhere else but I don't remember what happened.

Twisters In The Sunset

Something non lucid was happening. Next thing I remember I'm on a bed than in a black car and I realize that i'm dreaming as I watch a turtle that looks like the turtle similar to the turtle from Kung Fu panda.I'm in the back seat looking out the window and watching as he walks close to the car in slow motion while smiling at me. His smile is creepy to me even though it looks gentle. I push his face back in a non aggressive manner repeatedly than decide to go through the wall to get away from him. I go through it and dissolve into the wall than continue flying through a dark place until I reach the end of a light.

I'am now in the middle of the ocean flying above it. The sky is a beautiful sunset and there are twisters above the ocean that look like tornadoes. I fly around them gracefully than notice a anime woman in one of the twister. She looks evil and like a good candidate to fight for a Dhl mission. But after trying to kick her I lose interest because she doesn't seem like a worthy opponent. I than fly in another direction and another dc is following me. I try ignoring them since I want to look for Dawn.

However, the dream shifts and I'am back at the old house inside a room. The dc that followed me had caught me and looks like one of my oc but with green hair. He tries making a move on me but I push him away and tell him to take me to Dawn. He agrees but first he wants to show me something. I follow him and he leads me to the yard exit. He's taking his time to open it with a key so I tell him to just open the lock than to push the door open. He unlocks it and shows me to the yard that is covered in garbage bags than changes into something small and flys away. I jump on the fence feeling confused. "Why do they always bring me to the yard?" I think than notice someone near the window.
Woke up after that

*There was also a part where I was drawing in the dream lucid. I was drawing a girl anime character while thinking of Dawn. I just forgot when it happened during the dream.

Bizarre Rogue One spin-offs...


WBTB

I become lucid. I decide to attempt the TOTY, and falsely remember it as 'Drink fermented milk' I see a van named 'Milky Day' and rob a carton that says 'Fermented Milk' I drink the milk, and gradually lose lucidity

6-Jan-2017 - ND#2: CD duplicate for dad - WILD: Gangster, Massage, Draw a dove, Engine-less Ferrari - ND#3: V.completes puzzles

ND#1: Forgotten

ND#2: My dad listens to a CD very often, he fears he could ruin it. I tell him they are very resistant, they can last decades if well kept, but suggest him to make a duplicate and listen to the duplicate, we can do it on tape or, better, on another CD. He is not very convinced.
Note: Upon reflection, the scene could have taken place at my Grandma's house, now sold (!!!), but I am not totally sure

WBTB/WILD: (7AM, est. ~20-30min)
I do many things while waiting for the dream to stabilize, can't recall most of them because I slept alot after the LD

I am in a city with low buildings and no people around, on a large road, it's fairly dark. I look for a place to get a massage for TotM, in the far corner of this road I see a lighted sign, I walk towards it. Once I get closer, I see the sign has many chinese ideograms, and on the right the italian words for massage. I enter, find a small lobby with seatings and a reception. Behind the desk, a nice girl, to which I ask for a massage, but with strict conditions: it has to be an Asian girl, with beautiful face and a nice body, she has to practice the massage naked. She says no problem, they can provide
I enter a small room, quickly remove all my clothes, lay prone, but my mind cannot easily reconcile it with my real body sleeping supine, so I lay supine in the dream, too
The girl comes in, thy have really respected my wish, she's very beautiful, looking from Thailand with bronzed skin
She massages my legs and I feel the touch on my real legs, it's nice. When she moves to my arms, I don't feel it
After some massage, we take the chance of both being naked to, well, you can probably guess it
<JUMP>
I just exited the building, recall another TotM, stop a passer-by DC, ask him a pencil to draw something. He gives me a yellow pencil, I take a small notebook and draw a dove, with nice shading, its wings spread. After that, I kinda pick it up from the paper, it flies away.
<JUMP>
I am in a city, it's full day, I am dressed like a 30's gangster. I need an information, no one of the people around me knows, I think about asking to the shopkeeper on the opposite side of the street
I launch a grenade inside one of the windows, the shop explodes, I wait a bit, the shopkeeper comes out crawling on the floor
I ask him the question, he answers. I think about TotY, which I need to do again
I turning right into an alley, there is a 30's car, I open the hood and see it has a big engine. I lift it, it's heavy. However, on second thought, I don't like this particular car
<JUMP>
I am in a parking lot. I wander around until I find an intersting car. It's an old Ferrari from the 90's, like the famous Testarossa) , again I open hood, remove its engine, this time I remember to remove wheels, too. I start from front left, I pull it towards me, removing it, the car front hits the ground. Then I remove all the other wheels, and each time the car hits the ground convincingly, until it lays flat on the road

Then I enter it, sit at driving seat, turn the key, the car starts moving very slowly, like a crawl. I wish it to gain speed, and it happens
I am now driving the car fairly fast in San Francisco streets, uphill, then I take a slow and cauotious right turn, then the road goes downhill, the car takes speed, until I find another right turn, I slow the car down, turn right, but the left side bumps the building

ND#3: I am in the dining room, the Xmas tree is misplaced (!), there is my mother-in-law, looking at V, my daughter, playing
She has completed some puzzles, which are laying on the floor close to the Xmas tree. I notice that two of the puzzles show the same image, in yellow and light blue colors, but have different sizes
I move to the kitchen to discuss with my wife how good she is at completing puzzles (my daughter actually likes doing it)

I woke very exhilarated from this dream and had motivation to do an online DJ entry with pictures once again.

Thu, 05 Jan 2017:

Start in packed restaurant or similar, commotion outside, peek out blinds, 2 cars stopped yelling at each other, one with several Latinos and one several African Americans. They speed off down the street dangerously.



I pull out my phone and have the description of one car: a turquoise Subaru hatch/wagon. Friend tells me I should text the info to (telephone #) instead of 911. I start to punch in the telephone number but then I realize I may be forgetting part of the description for the vehicles. Seems to be a campus security text #. Makes sense since 911 will be not go to local police directly. Shortly after we walk to a campus eating place with windows and all eating outside, safe? One of the guys says it is safe and that he actually works here sometimes , a campus job I guess. Girl Friday arrives.



Transition to us walking in a dream neighborhood that definitely feels familiar from dreams, with neighbor house to the right. Also becomes (Current neighborhood)-like then dorm-like. Inside big house at some point.



Girl Friday flirting, sweet, takes me in another room to show me some lime green clothing-something. She removes her outer shirt, should I turn around. I feel a little boldness to keep looking on and do so. Did she want to show me those socks that seem to be lime green? "A" arrives and shows me his T-shirt with a print on it and I notice my

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penis peeking out of my pants from prior erection with Girl Friday situation and I get a little cum on his T-shirt or sweatshirt while I was looking at it and I try to wipe it off on my shirt before he notices.

Mr CL comes in and seems to greet us with a hug as we're in kind of a lounging position perhaps in bed or on a couch. Up and moving around the house, I can see clearly through neighbor's windows, a sexy neighbor lady. Maybe I can see something sexy as I see her across the way, walking around several different times during the dream, through their windows. We also have many windows looking out.



3 neighbor ladies wearing outfits that are a cross between lingerie and maid costumes.



I have an FA: I think to myself, I'll go back to sleep and be bold and lucid. Yep! Several different Asian college couples are having sex in different rooms. I warn my son who is walking in the direction of the couples having sex and say something like "they're doing what I guess you college kids do" and he laughed it off and keeps walking. Those 3 ladies from earlier are having some kind of sexy costume time interacting in flirty poses. I see a door between the two houses and I feel strong boldness and realize I'm dreaming and go through the door and when I get to the room the three ladies are lounging in bed, two of them sitting up near the front of the bed



and before I go any further I do look at my hand for a little bit to make sure I am actually dreaming and not breaking into my neighbor's house. My hand looks normal at first so I look again and sure enough 6 fingers. I have the first lady on the left

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give me a bj

(schema edit; nice mental control achieved) and then

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intercourse. She is not excited enough so I switch to sex with the one to her right and straight to intercourse.

Part way through I realize her

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panties are still partially in the way, then I take off her panties

after considering just magically swiping them away and then continue

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sex some more. Walking around house with my penis in hand and in a rectangular device. The 2nd lady I was having sex with

transitioned to this rectangular device. Many people and family are around and I think that this is a good chance to show how lucid I am but then I have second thoughts and want to be sure and do my hand RC again before doing anything cray in front of everyone. I don't recall much more after the RC before waking.

Escaped from my IRL home onto my IRL street and went lucid when I crossed that boundary line. Started flying, admired some views of Christmas lights, getting less and less realistic as I went on, culminating in a castle with turrets completely covered in white lights.

Memory gap, crossed a lake by a natural rock bridge and entered a cavern on the other side, memory gap again, and then I'm semi-lucid again in a room with three sleeping people I recognize, including Julia. I try to leave without disturbing any of them, fail in this. Mary Jane wakes up, the closest to the exit, and we speak for a while; although we seem to know each other, I'm aware that Mary Jane is wholly imaginary, and that's the point of her in this scene, that she's imaginary. Julia is in the bed across from hers, and eventually wakes up - that's what I wanted to avoid most. I can feel the sensation of pressure from her hand, which stands out - it's the first time I've used that sense in tonight's dreams. Her face has started to resemble Mary Jane's, which is sad but not a surprise; but I think "her name is still her own," which is a surprise and a relief. (This whole scene is about mental associations.)

5-Jan-2017 - FLD:fight + WILD: Alice Pt I

FLD: I know it's a dream. I am punching people, throwing them against walls, it's a group that has / was going to do something bad; poor recall

WILD#1: (6:15 AM, ~20 min)
I start at the tower. Going to the trophy wall, I notice a painting I have never seen before. I understand the dream is already stable enough. I look at the details of the picture, it shows a river on the right, meandering through some lushy green hills, disappearing in the distance. On the left side, more hills and mountains. When I am satisfied, I move to the portal. The portal shows a dark forest; I look at it a bit, then enter it.

I am inside a forest; it's night and everything is very dark, though I can still see something. I walk around it a bit, nothing special happens. The forest ends on a big sunflowers field; it's day now. I walk among the sunflowers.

Then I think it would be nice walking in the painting I completed two days ago (Olanda - Netherlands) I summon the colored fields, I am in there. However, when I try to move around, the environment is bi-dimensional only. I can reach with my arm the far end of the painting. I can reach the windmill in the background. I attempt imagining myself in a normal 3D environment, but it just doesn't work (as an afterthough, this was totally interesting, and I should have explore more thoroughly), so I summon the sunflowers field again.

I walk among the yellow flowers again. I reach a small empty house; I enter; it's got white walls. However, roof is destroyed, and some walls are charred, like from a fire. I would like to go on with the Alice theme, so I imagine finding the rabbit hole
I walk around a wall, and there is a black hole in the wall. I slide down it, everything becomes pitch black
After some sliding down sensation and more black, I see some brown light in front of me, then I am inside a small room with dirt walls

In front of me, a big wooden door with a cartoonish looking knob. It looks very much like Disney version of it. I chat with it, asking what's behind it, it won't tell me. Its way of talking is a bit arrogant. When I try to peek through the keyhole, I only see black. The doorknob insults me, telling me it's obvious, I was looking inside its stomach ! (LOL )

I ask the door if it will accept payment to let me through, it answers yes, but know I don't know what to give it
I end up summoning a dollar bill, rolling it cylinder-like, and showing it to the doorknob, which says it will do. I put it inside its keyhole / mouth. The door opens.

Beyond the door, a wonderful environment, with many colored flowers, plants, and giant mushrooms. A path in the middle, disappearing behind some plants
Looking back, the door is closing, and I notice the back of the door has the "twin" of the knob

I walk the pathway, the scenery is fantastic, very dream-like - which could seem obvious, but it's not: in my dreams this is absolutely uncommon, as they invariably feature mundane environments
I know I don't have much time till 6:45 alarm, so I jump on one of the big mushrooms, recalling this was a required task
From its top, I look further at this beautiful place, then I wake up

31-Dec-2016 - WILD - Walk in the enchanted forest

WILD: From a portal I reach a forest. The trees are very tall, they have very few leaves, all packed at the top. The trunks are smooth-ish, wide, slightly conic (akin baobabs) and show with many light-blue specks, which glow in the dark (it's night)
After walking some time in there, a tall humanoid alien walks by to my right. It's got blue skin, black hair braids (Avatar-like)
I stop it, it's a female, her name is Athala. I ask her to ride me on her shoulders, which she does without any problem. The sight is nice from up there. We walk some more, we perform some kind of "activity", then no more recall.

My longest lucid dream yet! It was so long and stable that I tried meditating and it was weird to say the least. It made the dream a bit more vivid for some reason. So much happened but one of the highlights of the dream was me using telekinesis to fight and blow up two alien spaceship things. Gosh the dream was so stable I was repeatedly testing my ability to summon a dream character. Couldn't find her. Maybe next time.

I am by myself searching through a desolate city scape, very grey and cold. I see a woman going into some shops and think she must know where some food is, but also i am wary for her safety.
I follow after her down into the basement of a store. There are aisles of boxes stacked high and debris strewn everywhere. One section has a long greenhouse, abandoned, for some reason.
However as the woman disappears off I cannot follow her as a large wild cat is now between the two of us.
It's about the size of a large dog, with grey matted fur and its eyes are scarred out. Although it is blind I feel its gaze burning into me.
I move but as I do it moves closer still. I pick up a rock and through it, it has no effect. I am petrified. I throw another as hard as I can at its temple but it just bounces off. Now i'm a bit more scared.
Then I remember that I said I would go back to my practise of hugging DCs rather than killing them.
I make protective gloves and padding appear but I dont really think this will be enough. As the cat must be seriously pissed off and has wicked looking claws. I am lucid at this point.
I then materialise my titanium wings and go in for a big hug. I am eyeball to blind eyeball with the cat and it does try to claw me.
There are lots of pinging noises as its claws rake against my wings and some white sparks.
But I get a hug in there lol. I wake up.

WBTB
I go back into the dream but am not lucid. There is a guy cleaning up plants and weeds into a big bundle he puts in a wheel barrow, next to the old greenhouse. He is an old Jamaican guy with a cap who talks to me. My daughters phone has fallen into some water nearby and I go to rescue it but the water is toxic and it has melted the gold on the back of the phone. As when I wipe it clean it just comes apart. I go to a workshop to try and get it fixed, the workshop has loads of stuff in it, I have seen it in another dream I think.