non-lucid

March 13, 2012
When I woke up this morning I couldnt remember anything. However, when I took a nap today I had one dream

I can't really remember how this dream started. The furthest thing I can remember is that I woke up in my bed. When I looked at the clock the numbers kept blinking, and I didn't know why. I messed around with it for a while and found that when I turned it a certain way, it stops. I was curious as to why that direction was so special, but I went back to bed (in my dream). When I 'woke up' again I saw that the clock was still facing in that direction, only it was facing another alarm clock located on the other side of my room. I remember thinking, "wait, I don't have that clock anymore!" but I never became lucid. I think I just dismissed it as some weird phenomenon

The dream is jumbled so I can't recall when the pink slime came into the picture. All I know is that the pink slime was some sort of alien substance that was everywhere. It disguised itself as different everyday objects. Apparently, the extra clock that was in my room was made out of the pink slime. My dream skipped to a new scene of me watching the news. The news lady on the TV had an update on the slime.

She said something like: "Imagine this. Your five year old son drops a tomato on the floor. When he goes to step on it it doesn't squirt tomato juice, but turns into a thick, pink goo." (while she says all of this a scene of a little boy stepping on a tomato is playing). After she says all of that it goes to show more footage of things turning into pink stuff. The news lady says nothing after that, and I remember feeling annoyed that the news went through all of that trouble to tell the public nothing about what was going on. After that I wake up

1. These 2 ladies were knocking at my door, looking all irritated with me because they were in a hurry to get inside. Dumb me let them in (they were soooo rude), and they each carried a crockpot to the kitchen table. One pot had some cooked chicken bites, and the other one had green beans. Basically they were welling their own brand of all natural canned foods with no preservatives. One lady shoved a forkfull of beans in my mouth, and I had to agree, they didn't taste like they came out of a can. I was about to try the chicken, and contemplating actually buying some, when the dream changed.

2. I had to repair a cake at work. It was supposed to either be a nativity scene, or a beach scene. Whoever had started the cake, made the whole thing with blue icing, and built a fondant structure on top that was shaped like a pentagon. I had to whip up some more buttercream first, and while that was going, I thought I could make a pretty good beach scene. If I got some rainbow colored buttercream going, I figured I could make the pentagon structure look like a beach umbrella. I woke up from that dream after they put a bunch of ladders up at work in place of the stairs, and I kept falling from them.

Dream Fragment - We had these candies which I perceived as weed brownies but they were more just like chocolate chunks with sprinkles, and the sprinkles were varying shades of green and strategically placed with the candy shaped to look like a nug of weed. I also remember A smoking some legal weed mimic, but that's about it from that dream....

Backwards Crab Walk Through Time [DILD]

I'm with M and some random guys pull up in my car so I tell them to scoot over so I can drive. We drop one of the guys off, and then as I'm trying to figure out where to take the other guy he keeps talking about this book he has that's part of some new cult he's in, and there are lots of bizarre religious illustrations in it. I remember one of them was a woman leaning back and staring up in euphoria and she looked like she'd been 'healed' or something, and she had like claw-shaped lips and at least ten or fifteen eyes scattered all over her face. It was really odd.... While I was staring at the book the scene changed from my car to a high school classroom. I tell M we need to leave, and I don't remember who this was but this random woman started chasing us back through time. Like, I would run out of the classroom and it would take me back into a classroom I had from the previous year (I'm not sure if any of these classes were classes I actually had, though). Eventually I started doing a backwards crab walk as I was being chased. During this time I became lucid but was a bit too flustered to make much of it other than to keep moving and watch how insane all of this was. It seemed like I was stuck in some kind of environment loop where the class was just repeating over and over again, and then it all collapsed into whiteness and I woke up.

I woke up around 6:30 A.M. this morning, got up and went to the restroom, then went back to bed. I laid down and closed my eyes. The next thing I know, I felt a presence in the room and I shot up looking around frantically. The room looked kinda similar to this one, however, there were several differences.

The room was illuminated as if it were day time and the room door was wide open, however, I couldn't see anything inside it because it was pitch black. I looked up and saw a large sign that said "Happy Birthday! Ashley Beagan!" I also noticed these rings hanging from wires which were situation around my bed. I felt as though somebody was there and I said "hey!" in a scared female's voice.

I didn't get a response and I screamed because I knew that somebody was there before I woke up and those rings that were suspended from wires were scaring the living crap outta me. When I screamed, it was the scream of a girl, however, it sounded more like what a poltergeist sounded like in the movies. But it was my voice....

I awoke again but this time for real. I drew a sketch of what the room looked like (what I can remember) below:



I've never heard the name "Ashley Beagen" before and I have no idea what those rings were but they scared the crap out of me. If anybody knows anything about them, then please enlighten me.

03.13.2012

Call of Duty: WAW simulation, Meeting Someone (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Dream 1: Call of Duty: WAW Simulation

Okay, I was playing a match in Call of Duty: World at War, the only thing different, is that I'm actually IN it. I was picking a choice between which attachment I should pick for the MP40, and I believed I decided to go with the Silencer.

I can't determine if I'm lucid or not, but I AM feeling everything, I'm feeling the gun, I'm feeling the tension, I'm feeling the sense of having to kill or be killed mentality rushing inside my mind. So for this one, I guess I'll say I was semi-lucid.

I'm within the Makin map for Multi-player, and I already start having plans of knowing where the other teams are going to be. I stay crouching down, and only dashing when I need to in this dream.

It's really dark, so I had to pay attention most only my vision for any kind of movement, and my hearing as well since the map mostly consisted of sand and concrete, with the mix a little grass as well.

I throw some type of grenade, like a testing grenade to see if the opposing team is over there, and it the test verifies that because like in the game, I heard that sound when your grenade or weapon made an impact to another player.

Then I realized I had to become even more serious since they probably knew which direction the grenade was shooting, and since I know I would have more attention coming towards me, with the high chance of dying and re-spawning again, I threw another grenade for the hell of it.

Then the dream shifts where I'm in this shallow water, and something is covering the area I'm in to where the small fire sources emitted a tan-yellow or an orange type of radiance.

I think I'm moving backwards, since I know no one could be behind me in this path that would lead to a dead-end. I just knew it would lead to a dead-end. I continue moving backwards, and I start to feel more enemies coming in.

I crouch done on my right leg so that my knee makes an L position to the ground while my leg left has its foot, but is making an upside down L position so that I can support the weapon I'm holding.

I already know the direction the enemy is coming, which has to be a left motion from my view, and try to spray and pray me. (Spray and Pray is basically shooting like there's no freaking tomorrow with an automatic weapon, and hoping that it hits and kills your enemy).

Then as I see the enemy, I start shooting immediately, and I back up a little as well while we're both shooting at each other.

I'm wondering which one of us is going to freaking die already, and I'm in the moment of thinking if I'm going to die along with this random enemy.

I think I killed him even with the feelings possibly dying. I know I did more things in this dream, but it was most likely just a shoot-and-run type of thing, which is a bad idea in a dark environment.

That's all I remember for that one.

I know I had more dreams despite how short I slept last night/early morning (which was around 3-4 AM lol).

Dream 2: Meeting Someone (dream frag)

I met someone, I know I did, I would like to believe it was someone familiar.

Maybe it will come in time, or just fade away, but it's better to jot something down than forget.

I don't remember much, but there is one piece..

E., my childhood friend, and his mother came bursting into my house. He had tears in his eyes and his voice threaded with despair. They gave off a panicked energy.
He said I would have to come.
His mother said "E. had a dream, where you died." I understood that they were trying to save me.
Basically, they were messing around in my house, before they dragged me outside.
We were getting away I think, but I don't know to where.

Indigo: Dream Signs and stuff
Red: Petty remarks
Everything started out stupid, i was in a war of 100k people vs 100k people, that was ok, but the fact is that and elephant unleashed all her might in the grond a couple times and the war was over...Just hitting the ground.

Now back to me,

Dungeon Crawling

It wasn't my usual kind of dream, i wasn't lucid and everything i remember is that it was WoWish speaking of grafics, that was before i hit the ground with my fists just to catch some gold(?).

I end up in a hole in the ground, i whine a bit for my friends to help but they ignore my plea.
When i look back, there is a ghost behind me, a silly one, it was like a old stained sheet floating in the middle of the darkness.
No joke, it was really scary, so i keep on diging. Now i'm lost for sure, i can't see the outside anymore and there are these...Signs on the walls...They are EVERYWHERE, look a bit aboriginal and have the following colors: Lime Green,Magenta, Indigo andYellow.
I keep running inside the dungeon, almost pissing in my pants, running away from the unknow.
A party of 4 people just pop in the dungeon with me, i'm not sure if they are friendly, i'm not sure they can see me, but they are 2 boys and 2 girls, all using white tunics, they walk fearlessly inside the dungeon and i realize:
"I'M DREAMING"

i don't know why but i made a poem in that moment, i think it will be useful sometime

"I'm the fear
Made of death and tear
Beware thy living
I'm GOD fearing"


Woke up.

I walked up to my mother, or who I thought was my mother. She didn't look like her, but she acted like her. It might have been my friend's mother. Anyways, I walked up to my mother, and asked her if she could see something for a minute. She replied sure, and I lifted my shirt up to reveal part of my stomach. She gasped.

Across my stomach were scratch marks that just appeared there. I looked to Sam and my friend who were with me, and they had them on their stomachs too. We thought it was just dry skin, or something normal. Apparently not. Suddenly, a doctor came in along with someone else I knew. She (the doctor) looked at the scratches and said, "I'm sorry, but this right here is a disease that defects the legs and arms once you get older. It will cause them to either shrink, grow bigger, or in different ways I can't explain."
"Is there any way we can treat this?" My mother asked.
"Yes, if you have the right things. Basically just feed them a healthy diet of pure vegetables and some other things picked out."

I sighed. Great.

"My mother right away started arranging the food. I walked over to the big window on the right of me and saw that there was a large ladder outside that window, and my cat was perched on it. All of a sudden, he fell off, but he was okay. I laughed, then sighed again. What will happen to me when I get older?

"Okay girls. It's ready." My mom called.
She pushed me my plate of what looked like corn, some weird roll, and broccoli.
After eating it all, it soon dawned on me that I would be eating this every day for a couple more years.

Then I woke up.

I was in a store like a JC Penny or Macy's. There were a few arcade games set up including Pop'n Music. I started to play for a bit, then I realized I had to be dreaming, since these arcade machines were only in Japan. I played with the machine for a bit, then set off to find an open area for my task, but by then I woke up.
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I was in the cafeteria with my friends. I did a RC and someone asked what I was doing. I told him I was checking reality (though I didn't get lucid from this.

I'm teaching programming to someone. I only remember the computer screen, nothing else was visible in the dream. First I go trough a part of code and then he starts writing something. When I see what he's writing I tell him that there is a function that already does that, so he could just use it.

I woke up after this and had to go to the bathroom. I'm not really even trying WILDs but since I had woken up, I didn't wan't to waste the change. It didn't work, any better that in the evening, though. It was probably too late in the morning, I was almost completely awake.

Had this dream a good while back.

I was some kind of bird creature and I was running from insanely huge dinosaurs and predators. The setting was that of a destroyed city. I recall taking refuse inside one of the destroyed buildings and let me tell ya.... The feeling of being prey is terrifying....

Sunday, March 12,2012

It's at night. I'm accross the street from my house in NZ. There is 2 more people with me. I look up at the sky and there is 4-5 small suns and also moons. The landscape of the Moon has shifted.

We decide to better go home, when we hear some heavy trucks turning corner at H. street. So we can't run accross the street. We hide, untill they pass. But the last 2 wehicles stop right by us. There are some tanks and troop transport trucks. We run by them and hope we make it before they disembark. Our heavy backpack are slowing us down. But the military are getting out of their trucks as we run by.

We still make it to my house. Close the entry door to the hallway and I'm locking it. But I already see one female alien in pink sweater approaching the door. I prop it with my foot. Someone else is running towards the house. We open the door to let him in. He trips and drops some groceries and jug of milk. No time to pick it up, because the alien is just rounding the corner. I feel like we should get the groceries, because we could be under siege for a while.

Then I'm in a gov. research facility. I have a feeling, our gov. is cooperating with aliens. I'm part of some underground movement. I see a full color flier with info, how something is making people sick on purpose. It's very detailed with pictures. Then an alien female researcher stands behind me and I have an uneasy feeling about it. I wake up.

#1 - The Invader Zim Diet [Non-Lucid]

I was walking around some strange mall, and the order of this dream is hard to remember, but know at least how it ended. But first, I remember walking around a clothes store thinking about Robin from How I Met Your Mother and noticing all these super skinny clothes and hearing people talking about some 'air diet', and I started to feel desperate to get thinner. I went down to the 'diet floor' and walked past D, who was looking into the diet because he didn't want to have to breath as much while sleeping so he'd snore less. Before looking into what exactly that meant, I went downstairs one further past the 'feminine diets' to the 'fat guy room' for a minute, and immediately decided that this was NOT the diet for me. The floor was also really slippery and I was sliding around like crazy. I went back upstairs and checked out the feminine diets. There were two of them. The first one involved eating nothing but air, and the second involved becoming a Invader Zim-style demon character and having to have this inflatable rectangular prism represent your breath and hold on to it at all times. For the rest of the dream I flip-flopped between the two. The latter was very anxiogenic and uncomfortable. There was also some Invader Zim plot going on in the background that was pretty intense, but in the end stopped because Dib was about to defeat Zim somehow but Zim called upon some 'Fish Law' that states that their battle was a stalemate because in this brown paper bag he was holding two of his crab rangoon (which looked right but where shaped like ravioli) were touching each other, one on top of the other. Somewhere unseen to me, O starts complaining that that could've been done at any time. After that I woke up.

Dream Fragment - Something about picking up some cocaine with O.

#2 - Interwoven Tapestry [Non-Lucid]

I'm thinking this one was a non-REM dream. Or something....

In my notes, my first line to describe this dream was "interwoven tapestry of anger and libido". There were repeating, morphing images of a woman (me? it's hard to remember, it had a very dissociated feel to it) that were constantly moving around and switching back and forth between representing strong feelings of lust, fantasizing about stuff, and strong feelings of rage, thinking about murder and the like. I remember there being some third-person narration going on about how you can't feel attraction without anger. And that was it.

#3 - Tequila Ketchup [Non-Lucid]

O, J, and I are driving somewhere with some random DC. We're driving to some hotel room we've rented out, and on the way the DC is talking about some ketchup recipe his family is famous for, they even have their own company for it. The ketchup tastes like refried beans and is made with tequila. I ask him if he's ever tried it with mezcal and he said no because he hasn't tried mezcal since the first time he drank it. So we get to the room, and it has a pool but no beds or anything, just sleeping bags. We get to the room and the help turns off the light and tells us "Goodnight!" and then leaves. O and the DC go to jump in the pool, and J and I spend the rest of the dream trying to figure out which of the many, many switches turns them back on, though unsuccessfully. :T

#4 - The Mystery Continues [Non-Lucid]

The jungle returns!!! And it's just as crazy as ever....

A guy abandons his infant son to grow up in the jungle after he accidentally causes the death of a kid in a small family in a dust cloud while trying to save them all from some prophecy that their precognitive mother had made. The family is part of a tribe of people who are used to living out in the wilderness of the jungle, and the guy is actually the king of some foreign land. After his son has grown up with the family of kids (the mother is dead apparently but the kids are still well-known in the jungle), maybe after like ten years or so, he comes out to tell him about who he really is, the prince of his kingdom. But before that I was one of the kids (I think...) and we were running from a leopard or lion or something (I want to say leopard is correct) and we had some really creamy carrot cake and were using it as bait. They were trying to tell the kid that you're supposed to just put it out there for them to get, but I tell them you're supposed to lick some of the cream off yourself and THEN put it out there, and told them to "live a little". Anyway, so then the father shows up. He also brings them some delicious looking birthday cake with the same cream on it. So he tells his son the truth, and all the kids (I'm now in third-person) are happy for him, but then he also tells them about why he had to leave his son with them in the first place, and one of the kids who was one of the oldest says she remembers about their other sibling who died now that he mentions it. They all suddenly grow to resent him, and it stats turning into Lion King-like animation and all the kids and the dad turn into lions. The father clearly suffers with the knowledge of what he's done, but then I woke up before the plot could continue.

March 12, 2012
I didn't remember all of my dreams fully, but I still managed to recall three of them

1) In this dream I am some sort of light sorceress- a force for good. I am somehow magically connected to a dark sorcerer. He and I are friends, spending our time hanging out in secret, trying to avoid others in case we were caught. At one point I am reading a story to a crowd, I believe to test and see if our connection was real.
The rest is fuzzy and I can't remember a lot. I think at one point Spike from My Little Pony was there, watching me read my story with the rest of the crowd.

2) I am deciding what college I want to go to. After looking at a few choices, I finally decide on this Military college. While I am there I am always worried that I am going to be yelled at for doing something wrong. I remember something had gone amiss while I was there- like some kind of liquid spilled from a bucket or something. I can't remember anything else.

3) The last dream was an action/nightmare dream, and it had to do with the TV show Bones. In my dream, Agent Booth (one of the characters) is arrested and taken to a jail cell. In that cell is another man. After they are sitting there for a while, the other man takes Booth and snaps his neck, supposedly killing him. He tosses his body off to the side like nothing happened. However, a few seconds later agent Booth's body starts to morph into this creepy mummy-looking zombie thing. He gets up with lightning speed and kills the man who had snapped his neck not a minute before. At this point it is like I am in the body of the mummy-thing, not necessarily myself but more like I am experiencing things through his point of view. I can feel it as he smashes through the jail cell and takes off down the hall, it is so fast it is as though he is gliding. Alarms go off and police officers try to catch up, but it's practically impossible. He runs down a flight of stairs and reaches the exit door, although it is locked and very strong. I sense his panic as he struggles to get it open, eventually smashing his hand through the door's glass and unlocking it from the outside. Just in time too, because just as he takes off from the exit the police officers had reached where he was.
Shortly after that Booth returns back to normal and his friends try to make him feel better, saying that what happened to him was a reaction to the man in the cell. Once they were near each other his evil set off his mutation. This seems to make him feel better. The rest of the dream is fuzzy and that's all I could remember when I woke up

Camping with my Buds!
So I remember being at this camping place. It wasn't like tents and campfires and s'mores and such, it was more like a camp house where we play games and fun activities. I remember doing some weird game that I can't remember. I asked to use the restroom. Once I came back, I was walking down the stairs, and noticed my class was gone. Everyone was gone.

I panicked. Looking around, I noticed a door at the far side of the room. I opened it and it led outside. I walked a ways around a corner and came to some weird garage place. I found another, older class dressed up in costumes. They looked at me funny. I smiled and continued on.

I finally found my class, well only a few of them. They were dress in these weird boy scout looking costumes, even the girls. They wore a shiny blue hat on top of their heads.

Then I woke up.

Fragment
I have a vague image of my parents and I trying to fix a TV in a room beside our garage. We were debating on where it should sit.

The "Mouse" Rollercoaster
I remember being in a sort of carnival place. There was a lot of people around me, excited. I remember hearing the term, "mouse," it stood for people a bit smaller than humans, like Hobbits, only they didn't have big feet. They were just like small humans.

So anyways, I was boarding a rollercoaster there. Apparently this coaster was a sort of funraiser for that event. And it was homemade - imagine that.

The seat was a bit small for me, but I could still fit right in it. (I was almost the same size as a "mouse" in the dream)
When the coaster started, it kind of cruised down the track. Then we went through a whole bunch of twists and turns. It was awesome. Then I came up to this large tunnel thing, and once I went through, I heard a voice overhead.
"Double Speed."
(It was a woman speaking) I went much faster than I did earlier. I went under another light in the tunnel.
"Triple Speed."
I felt my face pull back, it felt so weird and exhilarating.
"Maximum Speed."
I shot forward with so much force that I almost flew out of my seat. It was amazing, I was going so fast. I finally took a curve and came out of the tunnel, nearly blinded.

Somehow I slowed down to a point where I could move again. The car stopped at a spot where I was supposed to get out and eat something before I could board again. It was required. I was feeling a little queasy, but I just thought it was because of that speed.

I walked over to the two people sitting at the booth. One was a guy, another was a girl. They sat there with a bag of candy and other assortments. I looked at the bag.
"Do I have to... eat all that?" I said.
"No!" The guy snapped at me.
"Here's your food." The woman said, handing things to me.
I looked at it. Inside some Saran Wrap there was some homemade Rice Krispie Treat. Yum. And then she also gave me a pack of mint gum. Also a strawberry. And a water bottle. I said I would eat the Rice Krispie Treat first, then the strawberry, then drink some water, then the gum for the rest of the ride.

As I was eating the Rice Krispie treat, I heard the boy and the girl arguing about what it was.
"Isn't this a sauce?" The boy asked, pointing to the gooey Rice Krispie Treat in front of her.
"I don't think so. I mean, maybe if it was melted, yeah." The girl replied.
Then, a boy and her mom walk in front of me. (I was sitting on the floor by the booth) The boy was chubby, and looked like he was 18 or so.
"Can I talk to you about cutting down my son's share?" said the mother.
Then I woke up.

Aww I so wanted to finish that dream!