non-lucid

I'm at the these old ruins with lots of megaton blocks--the remains of an ancient civilization. There are other people there, about 12, and I think we're an archeological team of sorts but I'm not really sure. There is a guy there who is the leader. We're trying to figure out if these giant megaton blocks were once part of the same structure. I'm using psychokinesis (without moving my arms or hands) and I'm easily moving these blocks that must weight over 10 - 20 tons a piece, and I'm putting them together and trying different combinations. I'm also the only guy there who has this ability, however, I'm not making any progress.

Then it hit me, I said that "all of the blocks aren't here. They're scattered all over the world and in the oceans. But there's another way to restore this place back to the way it was." We were apparently on a very small island of sorts, because I walked through some tress to find that the ocean was right there. And I could see as far as the eye could see. There was no other land in sight. The leader and some of those other guys followed me. I told them, I said "there are Sphinxes near all ancient ruins (with these megaton blocks), however, they are hidden underground or in the nearby seas.

If I defeat this Sphinx, then we can restore this place back to the way it was when it was first built. I instinctively knew where the Sphinx was. I turned and focused on a spot in the ocean that was probably about a quarter mile out, I raised my right arm, and as I did so, a Sphinx slowly rose out of the sea. I don't remember bringing it to the island, however, the next thing I know, we're back inland (there seems to be a major gap in memory here) and the Sphinx (which was stone and unanimated at first) was chasing me. I feel as though this is the second Sphinx and that I've already beaten the first one (the one I pulled out of the sea). I already knew what strategy I was going to use to beat this one.

The Sphinx was massive. Probably the same size as the one at the Pyramids of Giza. Its face looked like that of a man's, it had one head, it wore headdress, it had the body of a lion, and it probably had wings, although, I didn't pay much attention to them. I wasn't worried about it flying because as long as I stayed elevated to around the height of its forehead, it won't fly after me, additionally, it also wouldn't be able to bite or claw at me but it could pounce on me. It was extremely fast! No human, no airplane, no train, no car, no NOTHING that is man-made could have out run that thing! The only way to out run it is to fly using levitation.

I was levitating at the height of the Sphinx's forehead so that it would not fly after me, and I was flying backwards the entire time--never taking my eyes of of it, and it chased me down the entire time. I kept a constant distance from it. One so that I could attack it but it couldn't attack me. The area I fought it in didn't have any trees, it was a vast area with very little grass, perfect for taking this beast on. The other guys were there, but they were far out of the way and the Sphinx never took notice or showed any interest in them. The leader kept shouting "STOP!!! YOU'RE GOING TO GET YOUR SELF KILLED!!!!!" I thought to myself, "I'm fine."

I used the whole area to my advantage. It chased me around and around the area at breakneck speeds! Geez, that was so much fun! Now, get this, I had weapons, but they weren't physical or man-made weapons. So, while I'm leading this beast on, I'm attacking its face / head. In my left hand, I recall using both a sword-like plasma weapon that had no weight to it and I could extend it as far as needed, and a whip which I materialized. The whip could become a sword and vice-versa. My right hand shot the same kind of plasma-like substance but as projectiles which weren't all that effective.

These weapons changed color rapidly, I hadn't really noticed it until I change the sword to a whip and I watched it as it changed rapidly from red to green to yellow to blue to purple to white, etc. I'd whip and slash at its face and forehead causing damage to the beast, however, it does not bleed nor show any signs of pain. It's only purpose is catch and crush me. I eventually destroy the head and the Sphinx drops to the ground. Its body vaporizes and this giant, illuminated black cube materializes from the vapors. This cube is as big as the Sphinx's body and it's hovering stationary just above the ground. This is the device that we need in order to restore the ancient ruins back to the way they were before.

1: "Lucid" (non-lucid) dream, trapped in a dream X The Hunger Games influenced set up
First, I'm having a "lucid" dream, where I am not lucid at all, it is just my subconscious mind tricking me into believing. I do what it is most likely I would have done during a lucid. I am standing in front of a double window, I smash it with my hand and leap out of there. In the dream, I am thinking of unfurling my wings, and call for Warren from X-MEN to learn me how to fly. But, then of course, I fall down, thinking this won't work. And then I start strolling down the street, towards a nice red-brown cafe at the corner of the street. It has wooden panels and glass plate-windows.
I "wake" up.
I am in my bed, laying up at night, hoping for a lucid dream again. My room is almost pitch black, but I can still see. The contrasts are unusually bright, all I can see is bright white light crashing with black shadows.
I am afraid, curled up on my bed, waiting to fall asleep into the lucid-world.
There is a storm, and it is raging inside my room. Things are flying uncontrollably around, the computer screen on a desk in the middle of my room blows open, showing bright lights off into the darkness and the curtains on the left side of my second window is pushed aside, reveling a bright white glow from outside my window. It is like a nightmare. I can't fall asleep. I am afraid someone scary and nightmare-ish will enter the stage.
After a while, a woman enters the room, after a while. The storm quiets, and she has a flock of other teens following her. I think she represents Anne, from Maximum Ride: School's out forever. (currently reading)
She takes the computer away and we leave the room. Then we walk down a hall and she has a safe atmosphere surrounding her.
Next, I am in a lucid dream again. I count my fingers and all, and have an unusual amount of them (ten once! New record) but I don't become lucid as it is part of the dream that I will become "lucid" and take "lucid" choices.
And now I am in the cafe. There are mainly girls there, laughing and everything. There is one waiter and he is a blonde man. I went over to talk to him, as all the others in the cafe was busily talking to each other.
Just as we enter a conversation, I don't remember much what we said, he crumples into this; http://www.mommyniri.com/wp-content/...lectionRex.jpg , and turns black-white.
A teacher from my school (IRL he is a copy of the headhunter-principal from School (the normal kind) in Maximum Ride: School's out forever.)
He tells me he that he have had enough of this nonsense, switching in and out of dreams and reality, and falling asleep all the time.
And I understood that he was in control of the dream from now on.
And he's trapping us (me and some other children that goes to my school, on my age) in a dream.
The next thing I remember is being inside a P.E. -ish hall, in half the size. At the left side, there is benches and carpets spread along the floor. And on the right side, kinda backstage-ish there is hung an green overhang and behind there is spread different weapons and sticks - knifes, bows and arrows, maybe ropes, sharp metal.
Me and E. trots over to the weapons, along with some other kids. The rest hurries to the benches.
I realize that I might need something to defend myself with, and perhaps my territory.
I tell E. he might need a bow. I already have one, from before (somehow). When the place is cleared for weapons, I have taken a knife and some arrows, I do an overlook and find an extra set of arrows for my bow.
When I round the overhang, I see that people have already gathered in groups, survival-team-ish, behind gathered benches. Making their own territories and improvised fortresses. I join a group that welcomed me warmly, as I had belonged with them from the start. That is my only way of saying it.
Kim is there. I think. And E. And some more, I didn't really notice. In the dream, it was people I trusted and that would manage.
People had gathered carpets to cover up their flipped over benches. I helped my team set up what they had, and copied a team on the opposite corner of ours.
The mad (mad. As in ko-ko) teacher was watching us.
I don't know if I was getting ready to aim my bow at somebody.

The End.

I remember being in this big cafeteria, and I ran to the women selling food and I was surprised that I was the first one there because they were selling whole lobsters to those first. So, I got my lobster. I remember this cafeteria becoming just this wrecked room full of piles of dirt. I randomly got lucid at one point. I started puking for some reason; not very much though. And my friend was waiting in her car in front of me. (That is all I remember about being lucid.)

I was on a huge cliff and these wierd thug/monster people were surrounding me. I decided to jump off the cliff and landed in the river below. I clung to a rock and as I am struggling to hold on, one of the thug monster things that looked like a bear jumped down. I tried to hide behind a rock, but it found me and started attacking me.

I kissed someone's hand I know. Sensing a problem, I tried to explain my way out of it. It was kind of working.

I'm in a room where some kind of red laser beams (that had a healing effect?) near the floor are being reflected by metallic suitcases placed there on purpose.

I'm watching the non-existent sixth season of heroes, and noticed that it sucked big time. The music during conversations was weird, and Claire Bennet (whom I normally fancy) looked a bit fat, and generally quite unattractive. The plot was very, very boring.

I'm watching Tim from the game 'Braid' coming home, and the princess (who was at home) opening the door for him. All of this happened before the princess ran away from him in the game.

I had plenty more dreams, but wasted my chance to record them by going back to sleep.

I was in the kitchen showing mom something on my iPod, and a picture of applejack, fluttershy and rainbow dash came up. I quickly skipped forward, but it was too late. She said "Ant... Are you alright?" and I said "what... Oh, you haven't heard about My Little Pony: Friendship is Magic?" She started to walk towards the cabinet. I said "but you've seen a few episodes before, right? And you said it was cute." She just replied with "for a two year old, yes." I said "but it's a good show! It's funny, beautifully animated, and really not just for young girls." She didn't believe me of course. I said "I thought you of all people would understand." As I walked out of the room I grabbed a piece of candy shaped like Gir.

I had a dream about .... When the Zlata grandmother called me curaku because someone ahit on her car when they were at some exhibition. That I forecasted it.
I am at jistebsko looking for Tluchorovou as she is lost. There is more to the dream, but I cannot recall it in the morning.

I I had a dream about - lucid dream attempt. Negative. I was in Czech in my living room. My mom ringed the bell and I went to open the door. We were standing outside for a while talking about my cousin and aunt. My cousin has a baby and despite my mom was helping them they don't even invite her to see the baby. She didn't want to make them feel bad by making a big boooo about it. I told her to make them feel bad when they act so selfish. It is winter time. I see a car coning, it is a pickup and I have a feeling the it is Tomas Laurin. The car is all yellow and has posters all over, probably some disco or so. I go back to the house as I realise it's only 6:15 am so I took my pills a while ago only. I want to try another go. I'm walking back and there is lots of tools on the lobby. I wonder what is my dad doing that he needed the tool. Getting back to electricity job? Then I walk in to the corridor and the wallpaper is taken down. My mom is probably renovating it, but again I wonder when she did it as I don't remember this be like it when I went to sleep. As I walk to the living room, my dad is sleeping in my "bed" on the floor. I wake him up, telling him off as a joke to get out. I drop my phone on his face by mistake so I am striking his hair to show him it was my mistake. He gets up and I lie back to my position.... In which I instantly wake up!!! Interesting

I was at home with my parents, but my dad had stolen/gotten rid of a lot of stuff from our house and was evil. He also deleted our facebook pages and the pages of several things I was a fan of (only one I remember was BTSSB), which was apparently really bad for some reason lol. The house was dark and I felt really angry and sad.

Dream One Non-Lucid (You will probably want to read the fragment first, because all of the dreams that I had besides one of them carried on with the same plot)

I was in my dad's work van; we were riding to Hardee's to get some breakfast. We got our normal things, I got a steak biscuit with hash browns and my dad got a steak biscuit w/ cheese and hash browns. We were now driving to my cousin's house to let me catch the bus. When we got there, it was about 10 minutes before we had to go to the bus stop, so I sat down and watched some tv. I didn't eat any of my food yet for that I thought that I had to wait until I was at the bus stop. When the time came for me to leave, my dad was in the bathroom. I was extremely hungry and so I knocked on the bathroom door saying, "It's time for me to go, what do you want me to do about the food?"
"Just go ahead and eat the food. You can stay in the van as well if you would like," he replied. I didn't ask any more questions and went outside. There, I saw my cousins walking through my dad's work van, instead of around it to go to the bus stop. I then woke up.

Dream Fragment One Non-Lucid
I entered the dream by waking up in my dad's work van. I didn't know how I got here, but I didn't ask any questions. We were on a highway. "Well, you're up early," My dad said. I looked at the clock and saw that it was 4 AM. "Heh, that's good, because I am going to need your help working today," he said. I don't remember the rest.

My dreams last night were kind of scattered and hazy, most of them are hard to remember. I can't say it wasn't an interesting night, though!

#1 - Ice Cream Parlor [Non-Lucid]

At first I was driving down a road somewhere, and I saw this guy J from public school walking down the sidewalk at one point. After that it gets hazy, and then I remember being at an ice cream parlor and trying to get the cake-flavored ice cream, and they put in about a scoop and a half of it but then also put a scoop of mint on top, which I did not ask for. I did ask for sprinkles on it though, which they didn't put on. I was a bit concerned at the time, but I got distracted by a woman who looked like Jane from the newest Fun with Dick and Jane movie (Téa Leoni), but she was in tears and saying that that's not who she is.

#2 - Escape To The Other Reality [DILD]

I don't really remember the dream leading up to this, just the part where I became lucid, except it was more like a low semi-lucidity because I knew I was dreaming and had the clearing of brain fog that comes with lucidity but it didn't stop me from being pretty delirious. I became lucid in my room and decided that my reality (the dream) was closing in on me and trying to destroy me or something, so I decided to get in bed and go to sleep to escape to the "other reality". I guess maybe that was a really skewed way of interpreting the dream ending and wanting to wake up, for some reason?

False Awakening - I woke up in my bed as a result of going to bed in the lucid, and it was extremely vivid, probably the most vivid non-lucid I've ever had, and maybe because I actually intended it to happen coming from a lucid. It felt exactly like real life, not even that dream feeling that comes with the extremely vivid lucids was there. I was laying belly-down in bed, and I'm pretty sure I felt somebody grab my ass. However, the vividness didn't last long, the dream turned into a wonky mix of first- and third-person action camera perspectives and involved an intense Pokémon battle. Though I was aware that I was playing a new Pokémon spin-off game and could see it from time to time, I was still mostly seeing the battle happen in front of me, though it was very cartoony. I was trying to defeat and/or catch a Charmander, though somewhere down the line it became a Bulbasaur. I also remember using my own Charmander, a Squirtle, and a Pikachu in the battle against it, and I remember reading on the game screen that I also had an Arcanine on my team. I finally beat the Bulbasaur in the end (can't remember if I caught it), and then I stuck to the game screen and looked at my team, noticing that the other Pokémon on my team (I can't remember if there was a sixth, or if it was that Bulbasaur if there was) was a Doduo with a move called Universe Cannon. However, it had 0 BP (which I think means 0 PP).

I really liked this dream, first of all because it involved a Pokémon battle , and second because it had tons of text that I could read perfectly clearly. :3

Dream Fragment - "Crime rates somewhere go down, and something about drinking certain cocktails."

Dream Fragment - "Walking around my house which is actually school, leaving a weird class with stars and to speaking to sea and space goddesses, then start looking for my English class or something after getting all my backpack stuff packed up."

#3 - Trapped In My Bed [Non-Lucid]

As I was falling asleep, I started hearing quick, loud collision noises, and then I started feeling my body fading away. I really wasn't prepared for this hypnagogic stuff so it kind of startled me out of my trance, and then I just fell asleep normally.

There was a dream leading up to this, but I don't remember what it was. I think I intended to write it down at some point, but forgot about it after this. I woke up into sleep paralysis, like the real sleep paralysis where you wake up and can't move, not the one people talk about to refer to hypnagogic hallucinations. I was extremely confused and noticed that I had double and triple vision at some point, things were spinning a bit, and it felt like I was closing one of my eyes to help myself see. (I didn't understand what was going on, so given my previous history with sleep paralysis it was more likely that one of my eyes just opened and the other didn't really.) Because of this and the super dreamy feeling everything had, I assumed I had taken DXM. The entire time with was going on, I could hear "Kokomo" by the Beach Boys playing in the background of my mind somewhere. I tried getting up to go to my computer and message O about how I was tripping, and I got half way through the message, which was REALLY hard to do given my vision and everything shaking and feeling a strange gravity and brain fog, and suddenly I started realizing that half way though my messaging it had just started turning into gibberish. I got concerned, and then I looked closer and realized that I was still lying in bed. I did that a few times, and then I recognized this pattern of thinking something's going on, suddenly it gets really confusing, and then realizing it wasn't even happening - from anticholinergic deliriants. I stated to fear that I had taken diphenhydramine (Benadryl) too, and that I was now on a DXM/DPH combo, which is NOT something I need to be doing. I entered a sort of despair and just managed to close my eyes and watched patterns quickly form from the blackness, and as they grew and approached me I started feeling really intense and really uncomfortable vibrations. I probably could've entered an OBE from this state if I wanted to, but the fear overtook me and shook me out of the sleep paralysis. *phew*

03.17.2012

Tight Seating, School Bus, Code Lyoko Monster Fight, Sensui & Beach?, Promise, Caterpillar (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Dream 1: Tight Seating in Restaurant

It was afternoon time in this dream most likely, and I'm in a restaurant that doesn't have many lights on because the sunlight provides enough of it.

I try to find a seat somewhere, but most are occupied, so I end up taking a whole tour around the section of seats in the restaurant until I found one. There was a male who looked like a guy named Julio I used to know in High School.

He and some other familiar people that I know I met, but just can't get their facial patterns. As I'm sitting near the empty seat, I find it really hard to try and get through the tight space, but from my perspective it looked like I was going to be able to sit down with no problems.

But as I'm trying to sit, my chest is being pushed from this short space, and for some odd reason, instead of getting out of this space, I continue to go deeper and deeper in this limited space.

It seems that I ignore this, but I'm still feeling the pressure from sitting from such a tight seating area, and I'm probably talking to Julio about something.

Dream 2: In School Bus

I believe I'm sitting inside of a High School Bus with my friend Rudy in waking life, and we're talking about a few things that I can't really remember. As the bus stops to let people who live in the area come out, Rudy has to get off from this stop.

I asked him if he has to get off from this area, and he probably says yes or something like that. And since I was probably sitting on the left side of the seat we're in, I get up to let him pass and exit the bus, and then I went back to sitting down.

Then after a few people pass to exit the bus, I decided to leave it as well to go somewhere. I get out of the bus, go to the front of it, and then slowly walked to make sure there weren't any vehicles passing by because the bus was blocking my side view.

Everything is safe, and I proceeded to go forward, I don't know where I'm going, but I see my friend Rudy still walking somewhere in my direction behind me. As I'm going to make a turn, Rudy tells me "Take care, Brandon," or something along those lines.

I reply back and said, "See ya later, Rudy." Then he makes a turn to go wherever he's going and the dream fades after a while.

Dream 3: Code Lyoko Monster Fight

It seems I'm walking with the main group of characters from Code Lyoko, and apparently, Odd is sick, so he can't really go to some field trip to some restaurant or something. There's this contest to where if you can hold a certain food without eating it for a certain time, you would get a free meal from the restaurant.

Then the dream shifts to where Jeremy is checking an alert message popping up from his computer. I assume it's X.A.N.A., who probably activated a tower. (X.A.N.A. multi-agent program that the group has to fight against in the actual series)

But it seems to be a false alarm because Jeremy isn't really picking up anything from X.A.N.A.'s end. So everything is okay for now, until ANOTHER alert message shows up, which is enough for us to go into Lyoko and find the activated tower.

Apparently, Jeremy did something to mess up something, which gave X.A.N.A. an advantage to set out an attack, and Ulrich is slightly bothered by Jeremy's recklessness I believe, because he made the situation more dangerous than it should've been.

Jeremy responds that he's going to try and fix the problem the best way he can.

The dream shifts to where I'm in Lyoko with Ulrich, and probably Odd and Yumi, but what I was doing at the time was a little bit too tense to check on the others. I'm top of a ramp, and I see Ulrich using his motor vehicle to build up speed to ascend towards the fairly huge monster in front of us.

And it also seems that we're in the Forest Sector, but it seems that the same ramp was the only type of ground surface we could rely on, so the Sector was probably close to being eliminated.

(Which means X.A.N.A. most likely controlled Aelita by brain washing her with one of his monsters (The Skipazoa to be precise, but I didn't see the monster) to enter 'Code: XANA' instead of 'Code: Lyoko' that she normally inputs to deactivate the tower and make a return to the past before X.A.N.A's plan at the time is done).

He uses that acceleration to land somewhere on top of the monster and stab it. The Monster looks like some elongated mechanical bug. I just know that its top region was light silver or gray, and it had some weird looking dark blue oval orb on it's head.

It definitely looks like a product that X.A.N.A. would make to fight off against the Lyoko Warriors.

I'm on a vehicle as well, but things are in first perspective, so I can't really identify what it is, and I start to accelerate down the same light green ramp, and as I'm going up towards the boss, I use something to stab him and hold on to that object (probably a sword just like Ulrich's weaponry).

It seems this new monster isn't really taking too much damage from my thrust to its body, despite going really fast from a ramp to create deadly amount of force. Then I notice something weird, there's a screw contained in one of its body's lower regions.

I decide to go near this area, and I don't know how I'm still holding on to the monster, but I am, because if I let go, I'll probably be destroyed completely if I fall into the Digital Sea. I unscrew the screw, and it drops the lower region of the monster's body to the Digital Sea, and we finally destroy it.

Dream 4: Shinobu Sensui and Alaskan Beach features?

Yuske from Yu Yu Hakusho is running along some character that looks like Itsuki, who is behind him. The situation seems to be intense, because a yellow light is rotating fast and constantly as if an alarm has been triggered.

(You know how you watch movies and hear the alarm sound off and the whole place is glowing with red light with loud noises? Yeah, it was like that, except that it's glowlng yellow and sometimes orange).

As they are running, one of them said, "Your penis is this big." The other replies, "Shut up!" while still hanging on to the process of saying "up" for a few seconds.

They manage to get out of the exit, and it's like seeing the white light getting closer and closer as you're trying to rush away from the darkness. When we get out (and I mean we because I'm in spectator mode in this dream), it's dark outside.

The dark sky had an attractive vibe to it. It had a dark voilet type of setting, and as I'm recalling this, it felt like I was getting closer and closer to the shared dreaming location that Kaomea, Alyzarin, and myself agreed on. (But instead of being highly suggestible and speculate on the wonder of that possibility, I'll just continue on to the dream)

I believe the surface we are standing on is white sand, which again, I don't want to be highly suggestible, this sand did carry on features of the shared dreaming location for me, Kaomea, and Alyzarin. It felt like the Alaskan beach, but it was so vast, and I mean VAST, it's just that I didn't think about it much because of it being a non-lucid experience.

In front of the two characters is Shinobu Sensui in his younger days before he had the traumatizing experience in the actual series that caused him to split his whole personality to cope with the fact that the Humans he thought he was helping to save from the demons are in fact are just as or are even more horrible than them.

I'm including that because the look on his face, it was so innocent, his face was like a naive child who had the skills of a cold-blooded killer. You could say that seeing him, it's as if his countenance was completely filled with the idealistic ambition of a black and white view on what is right and wrong, just like he was in the series.

It seems that the Kazuya side to human must be at its early phase. (Sensui had Multiple Personalities Disorder, but it wasn't so much of a chaos since the individual sides came out independently to conform to the given situation, so Kazuya most likely came out because he's the side that is completely sadistic and the cruelest out of all that deals with the bloody and digusting acts).

Kazuya is talking in his accent just like in the show, which sounded like a Biker Punk in a way, like how Yusuke described him in the English dub. Kazuya is talking about random things like "Help to make me?" and then he starts snickering.

I didn't realize this, but when he said that, I realize he was basically saying things right from what he actually said in the series.

Then I see a huge blast come out of nowhere, and it has to be Yusuke's Spirit Gun coming at us. From what I assumed in the dream, Yusuke probably teleported so fast to shoot from afar, and then teleported back to where we were, or maybe it was really just a random blast of energy coming out of nowhere.

Sensui dodges the attack since it seemed to be directed only towards him. Then I see Yusuke in his demon form looking up, saying he wants to build a community????

The dream fades before I see Yusuke walk a few times towards this vast environment that had some features of the Alaskan beach Kaomea set up for us.

Also, a fragment that happened somewhere along in this dream for sure was me actually being Sensui, and I'm riding a bicycle along with a few people at night, but that's all I remember for that.

Dream 5: You Promised me....

The dream starts out where I'm in a hallway. It seems I'm in a school related dream, and in front of me is a dead end with a door to a classroom. There were more doors on the side of where I am, and there are a few people waiting for a class to be over with.

While they're busy standing around, I think I get a little impatient, and I knock on the door. I move back a little, and I see the door open slowly. For some odd reason, I'm afraid of who is going to come out.

The person is wearing a gray hoodie, and they have the hoodie over their face, but the fact that I was so afraid because the person looked pissed that I turned my back to the group of people waiting near the dead end.

One of them smiles at me like they wanted to say that I probably shouldn't have knocked the door. And I felt like someone was going to tell the person that I knocked on the door, but I make the silent NO! expression to them.

After a little while, the people in the same classroom I knocked the door from come out. While they are coming out, I go in, and I see a female in front of me. She looked a lot like Ashely from the tennis team I was in at a High School. Let's call her "Ashley H." for the sake of being private about her being.

It seems Ashley H was passing up slips, or pieces of paper for students coming inside the classroom. She's really close to me, and I gaze at her cuteness for a little while. Then to the right of me is a girl that I knew from Middle School.

She was the type of girl that had an insanely big ass for her small figure, along with perky breasts as well. She had fairly big lips, but not too big to where it become a distraction, in fact, she had red lipstick on them.

Before I had the chance gaze her red and enticing lips, I feel in the back of my mind a person coming out of another door. I believe he is talking to someone, but I can't pick out who. He told the person,

"You promised that you would let me fuck her mouth."

I was a bit bothered by this because as he was saying this, I was looking at the girl to the right of me with the insane body ratio. I was looking at her red lips, and only looking at them. I saw the creases on her mouth, and it was as if they were going to pull me into a vortex or something.

When I finally broke free from looking at her lips, I walked around a bit trying to find a seat. I saw a person who looked like James that I had in AP Government in High School, along with a bunch of random people.

He's looking up at me, but just glancing and going back to what he was doing, and I try to find somewhere to sit.

I think I do find a vacant seat, and that's all I remember unfortunately.

Dream 6: Caterpillar and Old Man Screaming

All I remember for this dream is that I was walking around somewhere, and one area was off limits for me because whenever I stood near this area, the dream resets.

It almost felt like someone was pushing me back.

I think another part of that happened after was me observing a preserved jar of some type of Caterpillar. I expected it to be still since it was contained in a gel type material, but I saw it moving a little bit, as if it was trying to swim in it.

Then another dream shift is where some guy is pissed off at something, and he bends his back as if he's going to do a long and loud, "NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!" voice.

I know I had more experiences, but I just forgot them. But I guess my recall is getting okay now, better than not remembering anything at all I suppose, so I should be grateful that my mind is being nice to me like always in remembering these things, even when waking life does bother me from getting them down quickly.

Focusing on emotions, and other senses, like Kaomea told me, helps a lot, and I think I'm getting used to it now to the point that I could go more and more into the dream, and really think about everything mentally to where I can associate so many things from only a few fragments that can extend.

Again, this is one of many reasons why I find Kaomea a suitable partner for Shared Dreaming along with Alyssa as well.

And I might as well focus on all things that I can since when I do meet them, or at least one of them at a time, I can capture the emotions we experience to where we won't have a warped recall, like how Kaomea helped me go through a parking garage, but I felt hazed out because I thought it was something else, and we actually ended up having a non-lucid (for me) shared dream together .

(Apparently, that seems to happen a lot when people don't try to match up REM stages), but it amazes me that when I think a dream is random, when Kaomea or Alyssa finds something similar to that, it makes me believe both in dream telepathy and the dream plane itself.

Either I try so much to become aware about myself that I end up knowing how certain people will feel in their dreams, I guess it's just an ability I should take advantage of, because it'll sure to have positive results in the long run.

Dear people, finally I have time to write DJ again

So my dreams of tonight:

1. old times

I'm at a big swimming pool with a few other children, some of them are from my old school. In this dream, I am younger than in waking life, maybe 6-7 years old. We talk about philosophy but the others are so childish that it makes me angry. I say to the others "well, I'm going to talk to myself about philosophy then" and the others start laughing at me. As I jump in to the pool, I suddenly recognize, that I'm not able to swim and get very afraid. Suddenly I remember my intention always to ask myself "am I dreaming?" in dangerous situations but then I wake up and it's too late

2. weird

I'm at my first interview with my school-exchange organisation and I feel very excited. I had to go by train to Berlin, that's quita far away from the town I live but I have only a few clothes with me. As I arrive at the house, were the interview should be, there are a lots of colorful cakes in front of the door. They say to me "Hey, nice to meet you, you can choose a piece of cake and tell us something about that". In my dream I don't realize the weirdness of t his situation and start to tell them sth. about chilean cake..

Dream Fragment
I was in this room and these three appeared on a stage and started performing something. I remember thinking that I had imagined them and allowed everyone in the audience to admire my imagination.

Almost late for chemistry
My friends an I we're going to chemistry. I remember we had two minutes until the class started. I remember that my dream self apparently knew the way. The place we were at faintly resembled my school, so I most likely assumed that I was at my RL school, I knew which hallways to take, but the class never showed up. I basically went through the same 2 hallways somehow about 5 times. I knew this was weird. But I was too worried about being late to Chemistry because I knew that getting lost is no excuse for being late after you've apparently gone to the school for a while. We went running back from we're we came and at this point the school resembled nothing of my current school. When we were entering into the main building, which I thought we were already in, our Chemistry teacher came walking with us with her books and started talking and laughing with my friends. I should have known it was a dream because my friends from my old school were coming to my chemistry class and talking to my teacher whom they do not know. For some reason by the time I got to chemistry class, I had a clone. But the clone that was apparently of me was really of my friend. I found this to be strange since I knew before that it had been a clone of me. Another weird that I am just realizing is that this particular friend is not in my chemistry class.

Weird Rides
I went into this very strange room. I will attempt to explain it from what I remember. The room had a sort of circular/hexagonal shape and had black walls. There was this bing screen that ran across the entire wall, totally encircling the room. The floors had things on it and possibly drains. In the center of the room is a chair. There were a bunch of girls in the room and they told me to sit on the chair. They gave me these weird glasses/goggle things and turned the contraption on. The chair lifted up and the screen that circled the room lit up and was playing something. Because I was wearing these glasses, the video playing on the screen seemed to become 3D and it felt like I was inside of it. But the thing kept breaking and the chair would movie in all directions. I almost fell off of it onto the floor. When I got off, I was in my parents' bathroom and there was a chair in the middle, but these two guys were standing around. They told me to sit and started massaging my shoulders. They were saying things. But I do not remember any of the conversation.

Sports and Sangria
I was in the music room with a bunch if my friends and this woman i have never met before. I was sitting in the table nearest the fire exit and was watching as the woman drew on the board explaining different games that we were going to play. When we finished wring the rules, moved to the table directly in front of the blackboard. I won the first game. The next game went like this: she crumbles a piece of paper or something and stuck a straw or pencil into it. The point of the game is to flick the straw causing the ball to fly over to one of the two people in front if you. They must then flick the straw sending the ball flying again. The person to miss loses. We were in tables of four. Michael was in front of me on my left. He flicked it to me and I flicked it to the person in front of me and won twice. Te scene changed, however we were in the same room. It was basketball tryouts and all these kids from my old school were coming. They started flooding into the room. Then the room changed into thegym and we were playing a weird variation of basketball. My dreamself knew that I had taken a break from this and was just returning, so I could not play too hard. We were given specific spots around the basket and all we do is shoot. I went to this room somewhere and Nick and his dream family was there. I kissed his mom and shook hands with his dad and went and drank sangria. The sangria was amazing! It had a bunch of different flavors in one!

Alien invasion
I was in my house and someone shouts that there is a hovercraft outside. So I run out. It is nighttime and I see this very small spaceship thinking floating around my house. It could have been someone's remote controlled airplane, that is how small it was. I watch as it floats around my house. There were these weird pellet thing in the shape of skinny footballs. There are being sent out of the spaceship and spread across the lawn. I picked one up and intolerance it in half.