non-lucid

I had several random dreams this morning, then I woke up at 4 AM coughing uncontrollably. I've no idea why I had the need to cough so much. I just know that I couldn't help it.

I got up, got some cold water to drink, and went back to bed. The next thing I know, my whole body is tingling intensely from head to toe and there's a loud ringing sound in my right ear. I feel as though somebody is standing beside my bed or over me.

I turn around and peer into the darkness but no one's there. I must've fallen asleep because the next thing I know, I'm on a table in a white room, I'm looking up at some kind of contraption, and there are needles that I cannot see going into all my limbs and every part of my body--I was literally pinned down by needles! That's how it felt anyways. I tried as hard as I could to move or lift my hands but my body just wouldn't budge. When I attempted to raise my right hand, I felt as though someone who was standing a few feet from my right jumped back. But I couldn't see anyone. I feel as though they are performing emergency maintenance on me for some reason--they absolutely have to do this now.

Both of my eyes were wide open but I don't recall being able to see out of my left eye. I'm able to slightly turn my head to the left and right but I'm unable to discern anything except for the table I'm laying on and this contraption several feet above me. I can feel the pressure of every invisible needle that is in me or is going in me but there's no pain or fear--just this intense pressure. I remembered thinking and trying to determine whether or not if this was actually hurting me.

This couldn't have been sleep paralysis because I was able to move my head left and right--not by much--but I was still able to do it. And I was able to move my fingers but I couldn't life my hands because something was keeping them held down. I've had many, many sleep paralysis episodes, and in every single one of them, I was absolutely unable to move any part of my body, except for my eyes. All I could do was move my eyeballs, blink, and breathe--that's it. And even if I used every once of strength in my hands, I could not bend a single finger. This was nothing like that.

The next thing I know, I'm back in bed and there are some guys standing around my bed. There was a girl, and at least two boys--all around the same age of perhaps 16 or so. The girl and one of the guys were standing at the foot of my bed. And the other guy was standing at the side of the bed. The guy who was standing at the foot of the bed was saying something about escaping. I closed my eyes, changed them (my eyes), and opened them. They jumped back, shocked, surprised, and appeared to be impressed.

I then noticed how strange everything looked. It appears to be day time. I look out of the window and the sky is lit up and there's not a cloud in the sky. I looked at the sun and noticed that there were three suns in the sky and they are in the process of aligning with the one in the middle--kinda like a solar eclipse. I didn't actually see the suns moving, however, I knew that they were almost done aligning.

It was at night and me and two other friends were running down the side walk of a neighbourhood.
For some reason we were running away from a psycho man that was trying to kill us.
One of my friends was about ten metres in front of us, the psycho man teleported in-between my friend in front of me and my other friend and started to morph into a demon.
I told my other friend to come with me and we ran back the other way and turned right into a front yard.
We ran into the garden and i told my friend to climb the fence to confuse the demon.
For some reason he could not climb the fence. I turned around to see the demon sprinting like a dog across the yard. When i turned back around to tell my friend to hurry up, i must of died cause i woke up.

I was walking down the street in varrok (Runescape), But it was in real life. I saw a woman walking down the opposite way with a pink shirt, black pants, blond hair, and blue eyes. I asked her if I was dreaming. Then i woke up.

I turned on my computer when i got up. It had a system called Teamviewer on and it was in use. Teamviewer is a system to look at your friends computers, well it was on and someone was moving the mouse logging into Runescape on my account. It got on my account then it got into my bank then it just turned off. I think it didn't like my bank >:L, at least it didn't take anything.

I had this dream early this morning.

I recall being in some kind of white room where I was being taught physics. The room looked different from your standard room and I don't recall seeing any desks, chairs, books, etc. I think there was a window but it was really high up. I was looking at a hologram-like thing but I don't remember seeing anybody. I knew that somebody was there. I think I was the only student there.

I spent most of the time fooling around like a 10-year-old kid, lol. I'd cross my arms and try to fall backwards but never succeeded because something caught me every time, even though nothing was there. When I finally decided to start paying attention to this hologram thing, it was showing me what we call "Unified Field Theory." It showed me that R = √(-1), where R = Reality and √(-1) is an imaginary number. I guess this means reality is imaginary?

Then it began to show me miniature bubble universes and it was injecting the equation into them. Eh... This had something to do with determining the physics of those universes. And that's all that I remember. I'm sure it's all a bunch of rubbish but it was interesting.

This means normal dream
This means lucid dream
This means I'm loosing my lucidity
This means non-dream notes

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Not much I remember about this one. I just remember being with my family in some mixed woman's house and we were eating cookies. I went to find some milk for the cookies but that woman said their was none so she gave me a packet of powdered kitten milk substitute, like what you feed orphan cats. I tried to thank her without looking disgusted and failed. My mom was not happy about this.

Then, something led to my mom telling me that my youngest sister was doomed to die before she hit the double digits so I should not reprimand her for misbehaving.

Then, we were in a car speeding down the road. There was not enough room for me so I was clinging onto the back of the car as best I could. My history teacher was in the back seat with my sister and someone else. I climbed though the car's sunroof and squeezed myself next to my sister.

That is all I can remember.

Earth Moving Equipment
A friend was in a Bulldozer. It flipped over. I was afraid it would catch on fire, and it did. I was afraid to get him, but I ran to him to grab his hand and pull him out.

The bulldozer flipped again. I jumped out of the way, then went to pull him out. I never did pull him out because the dream ended.


Dream Girlfriend

I had a feeling I was getting emotionally close with the girl I was sitting next to. She was thin, and very cute. I leaned into her and she leaned back. Fantastic!

I reached my arm around almost completely confidently. With my arm around her, we were now a couple. I kissed her cheek. It was an interesting dream sensation.

As I was kissing her, she asked me, "Is my platypus open?" I looked at her hair, and it was together nicely, so I answered, "No."

Platypus indeed!

im in my drive way talking about something, possibly about getting a pet.
i see a transparent and floating jelly fish. it was definitely supernatural like a ghost or spirit.
another apparition formed from the air and floated around with the jelly fish.
it kept morphing into weird and usually spherical creatures.
i got my cellphone out to take a picture.
the creature would become more and less transparent as i focused my camera.
my parents we still inside the house and asking me what i saw. i told them and said the creatures were teaching me about something very important. kind of like the meaning of life or something.

I've been watching too much LOST and WALKING DEAD. This dream was a combo of sorts. Sadly, non-lucid, but I blame the horrible thunderstorm we had last night through this morning.

The whole dream was pretty much me watching it. I wasn't a part of it at all until the end. The pretty brunette from LOST was basically the star, and the rest were random DCs. It was one of those furture dystopias where most of the human population had turned to zombies. Brunette, and her father, a doctor, had taken refuge with a handful of others in a cave, high up on a mountain. There was a trailer further down, that served as kind of a lookout post, and a medical supply storage. Brunette was talking with this one dude in the trailer, and he said he loved her. But she didn't love him. He grabbed her and tried to kiss her anyway, but she pushed him away really hard. Then something weird happened: somehow, the rejection was so intense for him, he developed an aneurism. But this aneurism was special, of course. It protruded from his temple; a softball sized mass of throbbing bloodvessels could be seen just under the skin. Also, half of his brain unraveled and fell out of the back of his skull like a dangling mass of intestines. Hehe, poor dude. That's what my subconscious will do to you if you mess with chicks. Anyway, brunette called her father to help. Father said he needed some more supplies to help the guy. Guy was unconscious and lying on a cot in the trailer. Brunette grabbed a friend of hers and went down the mountain on a 10-speed bike to find a respirator and ampules of whatever nonsense was needed to help Guy.

Brunette and Friend arrived at a car dealership, where the Owner had somehow managed to recluse himself there without getting discovered by zombies. He was very obsessed with his cars, and couldn't bear to leave the dealership. Apparently he had the stuff they needed. Owner wouldn't part with the stuff without something in return. Somehow, Brunette had the only key to a brown Volkswagen beetle that was his favorite. Brunette said he could have the key for 1 minute, start the engine, and feel like he was racing or something. He agreed. After 60 seconds of making vroom vroom noises, the girls left with the needed supplies.

They raced back up the mountain on the 10-speed. They had to be back at the cave by 7pm because, no matter who was in or out, they closed the opening. They were almost back, but they rounded the last turn too sharp and fell off the side of the mountain. The bike and supplies fell down about 50 feet, but the girls managed to cling to some rock. They looked down and noticed the equipment wasn't damaged, only a few ampules broke. They were about to go get it, when they saw these 2 little blond girls, who looked like sisters, playing on the road where the stuff fell. "Where did you two come from?" "We live in the mountain, just there." The blondes pointed to this giant opening in the side of the mountain. The Brunettes climbed down, and looked inside. It was a HUGE warehouse full of food and supplies, neatly stacked to the ceiling. There were lots of well kept people there, moving stuff around and cleaning up. The blondes invited the brunettes in. The Brunettes said they had to hurry and deliver the medical supplies before 7pm. "What time do you guys keep your door open at night?" "4am." "Cool!"

The Brunettes returned to the giant warehouse just after successfully delivering the supplies to the doctor. The Brunettes went inside, and just beyond the warehouse, was a mansion, carved out from deep inside the mountain. People lived there, reading by the light of beautiful lamps, lounging around on opulent, antique furniture. One of the guys was young, looked like he could be from Egypt, and really really cute. I suddenly became the Brunette, and got to make out with him. So the next day, we took Egypt to the trailer to check on Guy, We hung out there, keeping watch for zombies until he got better. It was high dessert, so the nights were freezing cold. We all sat on top of the trailer, keeping watch. I wondered if it would be safe to light a fire up there, I was so cold.

That's all I remember. I never saw any actual zombies. There was just always this eminent fear that one would round the corner, just past the trailer. Oh yeah, one night before all the drama, Brunette almost didn't return in time. Doctor was closing the hatch, but she showed up just in time. It was a mega panic moment.

03.20.2012

Bullet Bill, Monkey Shirt, You Mad Sasuke, Sinoblak's Dog?? Metal Gear Suitcase, Chat with Alyzarin (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Dream 1: Bullet Bill & Water of Wishing

I'm riding on a mini-vehicle that looks like a Bullet Bill, and I have to use the pedals on the sides to operate it. I meet at an intersection and I'm waiting for this car to pass, then I find myself going off the road bit near the gas station to the left of me.

I think I'm headed there to get something to eat, and as I'm getting closer to the gas station, the dream shifts to where I'm in a supermarket, probably Walmart.

It has white flooring all over the store, and I'm heading in line somewhere I can't remember too much on. I accidentally bump into some little kid who is walking around like he has no brain, and he goes back to his parents.

I wait in line, and it seems I'm already off the mini-Bullet Bill. A guy comes up to tap me on the shoulder to tell me that I bumped into his son, and that I should be a bit more careful.

When he told me this, this guy looked like he was going to piss his pants, I swear, if I said something negative in response, he would have his hands up and run like little bitch.

The reason why I know he's afraid of me is that that he says "Yeah" after telling me I hit his son with the Bullet Bill bike in a silent tone, and his head faced towards the ground a little bit.

Instead of being angry at him for not being able to pay attention to where his son is walking around, I suppress the urge and then conformed to an innocent demeanor to ask him,

"Oh, I bumped into your son? I'm so sorry!" I almost said it like I was going to cry.

The timid father responds, "Yeah, you made a bruise on his leg."

I looked over to the right of me and see the little kid who apparently is in pain. He is holding one of his legs and is jumping around, it looks like he's crying, but I can't hear him cry.

I could see this little kid was just being a little pussy and should just suck it up because I wasn't even going that fast in the first place. So I responded to the father in a neutral tone,

"Okay."

Then I had the sudden urge to find a some kind of dress shirt or sweater in the form of one. So I'm walking around the supermarket, and this definitely looks like Walmart.

I'm going around random aisles, probably spending some time looking at random items and putting them back. Then I get back to focusing on finding a black dress shirt/sweater. I don't know what exactly happens, but one appears in front of me, or maybe I'm actually wearing one.

I go to an area of the supermarket where water is being contained in a small area, and I decided to put my hands in it. When I was touching the water, random thoughts started to form in my head wishing for certain objects to appear.

I think I was imagining keys appearing, and the water instantly creates them and has them floating a little bit. I grab them, and for some reason, I handed them to my mother since she's wondering where her key were.

After that, I can't remember what I did next.

Dream 2: Monkey Shirt

I'm in a supermarket again, but things are a little bit different now. Somebody is asking in a loud voice on who has the most interesting shirt in the store.

I look at my shirt and see it's red with some random picture on it, and then it alters to an orange shirt with a monkey on it, to be more specific, an orangutan with a finger near its mouth, as if it was in a "HERP DERP" moment.

So I decided that this shirt I'm wearing looks pretty interesting, and I basically pointed towards myself, hoping the person who asked the question would see me pick myself.

I can't remember anything else after that.

Dream 3: You Mad Sasuke???!?, Wait...Sinoblak's Dog???

I'm outside near Northgate, and it seems I'm testing myself by closing my eyes, and visualizing the environment in front of me. I'm doing really well, and the environment is vivid.

It's bright as day, which should've made me do an RC since it's raining at College Station today, and I just rely on being able to replicate the environment around me with my eyes closed.

I guess this made the non-lucid productive for once, since I'm doing really really well in creating a replica in front of me. After a while, I decided to go back to my apartment.

On the left and right side of the road that I'm walking on, there's these long bushes extending horizontally towards my location for a little bit, and I see a dog in front of me.

It didn't look like it was trying to rip my neck off, and I didn't realize this at first in the dream, but it looked a lot like Sinoblak's dog, but it was a bit lighter, almost having a gold-ish fur to it.

It looked up to me, and it looks sad, but since it came so fast in front of me, as a reflex and out of fear, I started to scream at it.

I wanted to run away from it, but I decided to scream louder, and it started to move back a bit. There was another dog to my right coming at me, but again, it didn't look like it wanted to bite me.

I continue screaming at these two dogs, and I slowly advanced forward, trying to do the ignore test (in a half-assed manner) to them to see if they disappeared.

But when I turn back, they were still there, and I was still afraid that they would do a sneak attack on me, but they clearly weren't there for trying to attack me.

I continue screaming, "NO! NOOOOO! NOOOOOOOOOO!!!" until I finally reached my apartment.

I go in, lock the door, head towards my bedroom, and I see some kind of fight inside.

I go inside and find that Sasuke is this close from having his hand on Naruto's neck. Everything is in slow motion, and Naruto just has his mouth opened in shock, which gives him time to dodge Sasuke's attack.

Then all of suden, Sasuke deactivates his Mangekyou Sharingan to the regular three-dotted Sharigan on each eye, then he started to look sad.

And he just gets out of my apartment feeling emo, well, I guess it's better than me trying to force him to get out.

Kakashi is there for a while as well, and he looks sad as well, like he feels that Sasuke just doesn't know what to do anymore.

Then when everyone leaves, I get closer to the exit, and look at the round table to the right of me and see a wig on top of it. I take it and try to put it on my head, the wig has curly hair.

It's a pretty crappy wig, since the edges to show that it is a wig were hard to conceal. After a while, I take it off did something, but I can't remember what.

Dream 4: Naked Snake in a Suitcase

This is a Metal Gear Solid related dream again, while Snake is busy escaping, I'm in spectator mode and see a crap load of guards outside just waiting for Snake to come out. They have their automatic weapons ready, and they're balancing them to help with accuracy I'm assuming.

Then a random call comes up, which I believe distracted the guards, and Snake just starts charging to the other side really quickly, because he's in a situation where even he can't make it out alive without some distraction.

Then he moves forward away from the guards, and then goes left again, and a vehicle shows up.

The backside of the vehicle lands on the ground for Snake to get on, and I believe a Suitcase is on it, so Snake gets inside of it, and the backside of the vehicle attaches itself again. Then I find I'm Snake because I'm peeking through the backside door.

Someone is still trying to shoot us, even though we're clearly away from shooting range of the gun she's using. I peek again, and she's still trying, but she gives up and just walks left (from where I'm seeing her).

All I remember from looking at the girl was that she had black hair, a black shirt, and a really really really short red skirt.

Dream 5: Windows Live Chat With Alyzarin

I wake up (False Awakening) and I go on my laptop and find Alyssa is on MSN Chat, or Windows Live Messenger.

She told me about certain times she woke up I think, and I look at the alarm clock, and see that it's 11:05 AM. She gives me all sorts of times that she wakes up, and I can't remember them exactly.

I find myself waking up, and it's around 8 AM instead of 11:05 AM.

DAMN IT!!!

1. I was sitting on the floor in a dark and cold room together with maybe 30 other people. We all were looking on a huge screen, where a young woman was taking a presentation. She showed us films in dark colors and talked about psychologic stuff.. it was quite weird but also fascinating. At the end she suddenly startet to talk about dreams and lucid dreams and showed as a video where a man was flying through a dark valley. I startet to like it because I was happy to have found a person who also knew about lucid dreaming. After the presentation I wanted to talk to her but I couldn't fin her, so I left the room. Outside of the room there were a few people from my school class and they said we were going to have lessons. I recognized that I had forgotten all my school things in another room and wanted to search them and come to class after it. I startet to walk through the building but I couldn't find the classroom. The building got stranger with every step I took. Suddenly I was in the garden of a house and as I walked in the house I was in the attic of my school.. I got afraid because I knew that I was really late and my teacher would be very angry. Then I remembered that I told myself "always ask yourself if you are dreaming in strange situations". I suddenly was sure that I was dreaming and started to feel very enthusiastic.. Now it was easy for me to leave the building and fly down the street. I remembered my goal to talk to a person in my dream, who I had a dispute with a few days ago and resolve the conflict. Let's call him Q. I wished Q to there when I walked around the corner and he was there. I said "hello" and he answered quite friendly. I said sorry for what I did and asked if he could forgive me. He said "yes" and smiled. We walked down the street together and talked a bit about other stuff.. at some point I lost lucidity again..

#1 - Drugs And Fame [Non-Lucid]

I got to see O's new house that he has all to himself (not his real house, though he did just move into a new house and this is like my third dream about him getting another one since then) and he's becoming hugely successful with his DJing. When I first see him he's really drunk, like usual, and then somehow I get locked in a mostly third-person and hard to remember clip about Kyle and Cartman from South Park trying to go to Africa for some reason. After that I end up back in the house normally and go back into O's room. He's stumbling around but constantly moving, and when he talks he slurs like crazy. He starts talking about some out-of-country trip he's going on with one of his idol DJs he's always looked up to, and says that he loves his life. I try to be supportive, but I'm really concerned for him, like I am in the waking world. DJing is something he loves and I know he's having a great time, but I worry because even though he wouldn't have been able to start actually doing it at clubs and stuff if it wasn't for me, he also wouldn't be drinking and doing coke all the time. :\ Though, the coke he's been sort of cutting back on, which is wonderful. Anyway, so he's just happy-looking and staring at the ceiling, and I ask him if he's on anything, to which he responds "ecstasy and H" (the H I take to mean heroin). I say "I could go for a little H...." (I'm a shitty friend. ) but then I back out because I realize that it'll probably give me anxiety from making me feel like my breathing is depressed.

#2 - Catching Up [Non-Lucid]

I spend the dream catching up with an old friend of mine, S, who I haven't seen in years, but we used to be really close. We were hanging out at his house, and I think the first thing I remember is us eating a TON of delicious Gushers. Meanwhile I'm filing him in on what's new in my life, and he's doing the same, and he gives me a Gusher filled will chocolate made with weed. We consider smoking some weed too but get interrupted by his parents and two non-existent brothers, and I decide to head home. My car is in their garage for some reason, so we head out their and I show all of them my newest car and they're all amazed even though it's not really that amazing. I say goodbye and pull out, and I wake up just as I'm turning on to the service road to get on the highway.

#3 - Souvenirs [Non-Lucid]

I'm going to some big supposedly famous store to buy some special souvenirs (they kept using a word for it in the dream that made it sound important or like it was part of our destiny, but I can't remember it now) with S, his parents, and O. On the way there we stop at a gas station or something, and then we start getting followed by a cop on the way to the store. Nothing becomes of it though, and we get out and start walking toward it through a huge crowd of people. During this the setting goes from a store at night to a water park at day, and the group I'm with turns into all family members. I watch a brief third-person video about previous years when they'd all come here and gotten their special souvenirs, and the first couple of years also included a girl named S who I mostly haven't seen since high school and a couple random friends (just DCs I think) of hers, but then it shifted to my family members too. I mainly watched what my cousin K got, and then the video stopped on the current date and shifted back into first-person. I smiled at K, and then she starts crying and tells me and then asks me... well, something very emotional. I hugged her and responded "I don't know, sometimes life just isn't that easy." We entered the front building and watched some little kid try to get at a gumball machine or something for the rest of the dream.

1: I was tucking myself in, getting to bed. And I think I fell asleep as well, thus having a dream inside a dream.
In the dream-dream, I didn't know I was actually asleep :twice: and I dreamed that a boy came up to me and asked me on a date.
I answered him yes, I think, even though I really shouldn't have.

Field Trip!

I was standing outside a fairly large church with my sister, Sam. Staying fairly close together (even though there was no one around us), we walked up to the front doors and entered. There was no lobby, only a large room. The lighting was dim, and at the far end of the room you could see a stage. We walked closer and noticed that a ton of people were around us now. I saw my friend, E, walking towards me. She said that she was happy that we were here.

Before we walked towards the stage, we turned around and faced some stairs. They were stock white and led up somewhere. There we found my other friends standing by the stairs.

We turned back around to head back to the stage. But before we moved, a loud voice could be heard over the microphone:
"Ladies and gentlemen, please welcome this man right here!" He pointed to the now spotlighted stage. The spotlight was pointing to some man, but I don't remember his name.

"And then later, John Cooper is here to sing for all of you!"

Everyone screamed and applauded. John Cooper is the lead singer for the band Skillet.

The music started. We ran to the stage and saw the man from before start to sing. As soon as a guitar solo came on, E jumped right on the stage and started playing some weird guitar fret thing (she was playing it wrong). She stood up there for a couple of seconds. I was thinking, "Is she allowed up there?"

Sam and I walked out before John Cooper could play. Darn. We went to "register", like we should have before. We walked down a road and realized, that we were going the wrong way.

"Where are you going?" I asked Sam.

"I was following you!" Sam replied.

I facepalmed, and then turned around. We found our way back and entered the registering lobby. We were put in line with these other 2 girls. We were supposed to walk out in that order.

Somehow we found our way out, and started walking up those white stairs. We found D, and M, playing ball on the stairs. D walked up to the wall, and just as he did, M threw the ball and it nearly missed him. D screamed, and it was hilarious.

Who wants some hot chocolate?

A man peeked his head in the door.
I noticed I was in a small white room, and it almost felt like I was on a ship. I was on the floor messing with something.
The man asked me, "Do you know what tastes better? The hot chocolate powder from the flying birds or the birds on the ground?"
(Wdf?)
He meant, what tastes better, this hot chocolate powder from this company, or this powder from this company.
"Well," I said. "The bird in the air's powder tastes not like chocolate at all. It's just disgusting. I tried it, and my hot chocolate still tasted like milk.
"The bird on the ground's hot chocolate, however, is the way to go. It's perfect."
The man nodded, and closed the door.

I only remember being at a conference. I know the dream had some sort of a story, but cannot remember it. It's possible it wasn't very logical. Something to do with the work I'm doing.