non-lucid

My dreams last night were kind of scattered and hazy, most of them are hard to remember. I can't say it wasn't an interesting night, though!

#1 - Ice Cream Parlor [Non-Lucid]

At first I was driving down a road somewhere, and I saw this guy J from public school walking down the sidewalk at one point. After that it gets hazy, and then I remember being at an ice cream parlor and trying to get the cake-flavored ice cream, and they put in about a scoop and a half of it but then also put a scoop of mint on top, which I did not ask for. I did ask for sprinkles on it though, which they didn't put on. I was a bit concerned at the time, but I got distracted by a woman who looked like Jane from the newest Fun with Dick and Jane movie (Téa Leoni), but she was in tears and saying that that's not who she is.

#2 - Escape To The Other Reality [DILD]

I don't really remember the dream leading up to this, just the part where I became lucid, except it was more like a low semi-lucidity because I knew I was dreaming and had the clearing of brain fog that comes with lucidity but it didn't stop me from being pretty delirious. I became lucid in my room and decided that my reality (the dream) was closing in on me and trying to destroy me or something, so I decided to get in bed and go to sleep to escape to the "other reality". I guess maybe that was a really skewed way of interpreting the dream ending and wanting to wake up, for some reason?

False Awakening - I woke up in my bed as a result of going to bed in the lucid, and it was extremely vivid, probably the most vivid non-lucid I've ever had, and maybe because I actually intended it to happen coming from a lucid. It felt exactly like real life, not even that dream feeling that comes with the extremely vivid lucids was there. I was laying belly-down in bed, and I'm pretty sure I felt somebody grab my ass. However, the vividness didn't last long, the dream turned into a wonky mix of first- and third-person action camera perspectives and involved an intense Pokémon battle. Though I was aware that I was playing a new Pokémon spin-off game and could see it from time to time, I was still mostly seeing the battle happen in front of me, though it was very cartoony. I was trying to defeat and/or catch a Charmander, though somewhere down the line it became a Bulbasaur. I also remember using my own Charmander, a Squirtle, and a Pikachu in the battle against it, and I remember reading on the game screen that I also had an Arcanine on my team. I finally beat the Bulbasaur in the end (can't remember if I caught it), and then I stuck to the game screen and looked at my team, noticing that the other Pokémon on my team (I can't remember if there was a sixth, or if it was that Bulbasaur if there was) was a Doduo with a move called Universe Cannon. However, it had 0 BP (which I think means 0 PP).

I really liked this dream, first of all because it involved a Pokémon battle , and second because it had tons of text that I could read perfectly clearly. :3

Dream Fragment - "Crime rates somewhere go down, and something about drinking certain cocktails."

Dream Fragment - "Walking around my house which is actually school, leaving a weird class with stars and to speaking to sea and space goddesses, then start looking for my English class or something after getting all my backpack stuff packed up."

#3 - Trapped In My Bed [Non-Lucid]

As I was falling asleep, I started hearing quick, loud collision noises, and then I started feeling my body fading away. I really wasn't prepared for this hypnagogic stuff so it kind of startled me out of my trance, and then I just fell asleep normally.

There was a dream leading up to this, but I don't remember what it was. I think I intended to write it down at some point, but forgot about it after this. I woke up into sleep paralysis, like the real sleep paralysis where you wake up and can't move, not the one people talk about to refer to hypnagogic hallucinations. I was extremely confused and noticed that I had double and triple vision at some point, things were spinning a bit, and it felt like I was closing one of my eyes to help myself see. (I didn't understand what was going on, so given my previous history with sleep paralysis it was more likely that one of my eyes just opened and the other didn't really.) Because of this and the super dreamy feeling everything had, I assumed I had taken DXM. The entire time with was going on, I could hear "Kokomo" by the Beach Boys playing in the background of my mind somewhere. I tried getting up to go to my computer and message O about how I was tripping, and I got half way through the message, which was REALLY hard to do given my vision and everything shaking and feeling a strange gravity and brain fog, and suddenly I started realizing that half way though my messaging it had just started turning into gibberish. I got concerned, and then I looked closer and realized that I was still lying in bed. I did that a few times, and then I recognized this pattern of thinking something's going on, suddenly it gets really confusing, and then realizing it wasn't even happening - from anticholinergic deliriants. I stated to fear that I had taken diphenhydramine (Benadryl) too, and that I was now on a DXM/DPH combo, which is NOT something I need to be doing. I entered a sort of despair and just managed to close my eyes and watched patterns quickly form from the blackness, and as they grew and approached me I started feeling really intense and really uncomfortable vibrations. I probably could've entered an OBE from this state if I wanted to, but the fear overtook me and shook me out of the sleep paralysis. *phew*

03.17.2012

Tight Seating, School Bus, Code Lyoko Monster Fight, Sensui & Beach?, Promise, Caterpillar (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Dream 1: Tight Seating in Restaurant

It was afternoon time in this dream most likely, and I'm in a restaurant that doesn't have many lights on because the sunlight provides enough of it.

I try to find a seat somewhere, but most are occupied, so I end up taking a whole tour around the section of seats in the restaurant until I found one. There was a male who looked like a guy named Julio I used to know in High School.

He and some other familiar people that I know I met, but just can't get their facial patterns. As I'm sitting near the empty seat, I find it really hard to try and get through the tight space, but from my perspective it looked like I was going to be able to sit down with no problems.

But as I'm trying to sit, my chest is being pushed from this short space, and for some odd reason, instead of getting out of this space, I continue to go deeper and deeper in this limited space.

It seems that I ignore this, but I'm still feeling the pressure from sitting from such a tight seating area, and I'm probably talking to Julio about something.

Dream 2: In School Bus

I believe I'm sitting inside of a High School Bus with my friend Rudy in waking life, and we're talking about a few things that I can't really remember. As the bus stops to let people who live in the area come out, Rudy has to get off from this stop.

I asked him if he has to get off from this area, and he probably says yes or something like that. And since I was probably sitting on the left side of the seat we're in, I get up to let him pass and exit the bus, and then I went back to sitting down.

Then after a few people pass to exit the bus, I decided to leave it as well to go somewhere. I get out of the bus, go to the front of it, and then slowly walked to make sure there weren't any vehicles passing by because the bus was blocking my side view.

Everything is safe, and I proceeded to go forward, I don't know where I'm going, but I see my friend Rudy still walking somewhere in my direction behind me. As I'm going to make a turn, Rudy tells me "Take care, Brandon," or something along those lines.

I reply back and said, "See ya later, Rudy." Then he makes a turn to go wherever he's going and the dream fades after a while.

Dream 3: Code Lyoko Monster Fight

It seems I'm walking with the main group of characters from Code Lyoko, and apparently, Odd is sick, so he can't really go to some field trip to some restaurant or something. There's this contest to where if you can hold a certain food without eating it for a certain time, you would get a free meal from the restaurant.

Then the dream shifts to where Jeremy is checking an alert message popping up from his computer. I assume it's X.A.N.A., who probably activated a tower. (X.A.N.A. multi-agent program that the group has to fight against in the actual series)

But it seems to be a false alarm because Jeremy isn't really picking up anything from X.A.N.A.'s end. So everything is okay for now, until ANOTHER alert message shows up, which is enough for us to go into Lyoko and find the activated tower.

Apparently, Jeremy did something to mess up something, which gave X.A.N.A. an advantage to set out an attack, and Ulrich is slightly bothered by Jeremy's recklessness I believe, because he made the situation more dangerous than it should've been.

Jeremy responds that he's going to try and fix the problem the best way he can.

The dream shifts to where I'm in Lyoko with Ulrich, and probably Odd and Yumi, but what I was doing at the time was a little bit too tense to check on the others. I'm top of a ramp, and I see Ulrich using his motor vehicle to build up speed to ascend towards the fairly huge monster in front of us.

And it also seems that we're in the Forest Sector, but it seems that the same ramp was the only type of ground surface we could rely on, so the Sector was probably close to being eliminated.

(Which means X.A.N.A. most likely controlled Aelita by brain washing her with one of his monsters (The Skipazoa to be precise, but I didn't see the monster) to enter 'Code: XANA' instead of 'Code: Lyoko' that she normally inputs to deactivate the tower and make a return to the past before X.A.N.A's plan at the time is done).

He uses that acceleration to land somewhere on top of the monster and stab it. The Monster looks like some elongated mechanical bug. I just know that its top region was light silver or gray, and it had some weird looking dark blue oval orb on it's head.

It definitely looks like a product that X.A.N.A. would make to fight off against the Lyoko Warriors.

I'm on a vehicle as well, but things are in first perspective, so I can't really identify what it is, and I start to accelerate down the same light green ramp, and as I'm going up towards the boss, I use something to stab him and hold on to that object (probably a sword just like Ulrich's weaponry).

It seems this new monster isn't really taking too much damage from my thrust to its body, despite going really fast from a ramp to create deadly amount of force. Then I notice something weird, there's a screw contained in one of its body's lower regions.

I decide to go near this area, and I don't know how I'm still holding on to the monster, but I am, because if I let go, I'll probably be destroyed completely if I fall into the Digital Sea. I unscrew the screw, and it drops the lower region of the monster's body to the Digital Sea, and we finally destroy it.

Dream 4: Shinobu Sensui and Alaskan Beach features?

Yuske from Yu Yu Hakusho is running along some character that looks like Itsuki, who is behind him. The situation seems to be intense, because a yellow light is rotating fast and constantly as if an alarm has been triggered.

(You know how you watch movies and hear the alarm sound off and the whole place is glowing with red light with loud noises? Yeah, it was like that, except that it's glowlng yellow and sometimes orange).

As they are running, one of them said, "Your penis is this big." The other replies, "Shut up!" while still hanging on to the process of saying "up" for a few seconds.

They manage to get out of the exit, and it's like seeing the white light getting closer and closer as you're trying to rush away from the darkness. When we get out (and I mean we because I'm in spectator mode in this dream), it's dark outside.

The dark sky had an attractive vibe to it. It had a dark voilet type of setting, and as I'm recalling this, it felt like I was getting closer and closer to the shared dreaming location that Kaomea, Alyzarin, and myself agreed on. (But instead of being highly suggestible and speculate on the wonder of that possibility, I'll just continue on to the dream)

I believe the surface we are standing on is white sand, which again, I don't want to be highly suggestible, this sand did carry on features of the shared dreaming location for me, Kaomea, and Alyzarin. It felt like the Alaskan beach, but it was so vast, and I mean VAST, it's just that I didn't think about it much because of it being a non-lucid experience.

In front of the two characters is Shinobu Sensui in his younger days before he had the traumatizing experience in the actual series that caused him to split his whole personality to cope with the fact that the Humans he thought he was helping to save from the demons are in fact are just as or are even more horrible than them.

I'm including that because the look on his face, it was so innocent, his face was like a naive child who had the skills of a cold-blooded killer. You could say that seeing him, it's as if his countenance was completely filled with the idealistic ambition of a black and white view on what is right and wrong, just like he was in the series.

It seems that the Kazuya side to human must be at its early phase. (Sensui had Multiple Personalities Disorder, but it wasn't so much of a chaos since the individual sides came out independently to conform to the given situation, so Kazuya most likely came out because he's the side that is completely sadistic and the cruelest out of all that deals with the bloody and digusting acts).

Kazuya is talking in his accent just like in the show, which sounded like a Biker Punk in a way, like how Yusuke described him in the English dub. Kazuya is talking about random things like "Help to make me?" and then he starts snickering.

I didn't realize this, but when he said that, I realize he was basically saying things right from what he actually said in the series.

Then I see a huge blast come out of nowhere, and it has to be Yusuke's Spirit Gun coming at us. From what I assumed in the dream, Yusuke probably teleported so fast to shoot from afar, and then teleported back to where we were, or maybe it was really just a random blast of energy coming out of nowhere.

Sensui dodges the attack since it seemed to be directed only towards him. Then I see Yusuke in his demon form looking up, saying he wants to build a community????

The dream fades before I see Yusuke walk a few times towards this vast environment that had some features of the Alaskan beach Kaomea set up for us.

Also, a fragment that happened somewhere along in this dream for sure was me actually being Sensui, and I'm riding a bicycle along with a few people at night, but that's all I remember for that.

Dream 5: You Promised me....

The dream starts out where I'm in a hallway. It seems I'm in a school related dream, and in front of me is a dead end with a door to a classroom. There were more doors on the side of where I am, and there are a few people waiting for a class to be over with.

While they're busy standing around, I think I get a little impatient, and I knock on the door. I move back a little, and I see the door open slowly. For some odd reason, I'm afraid of who is going to come out.

The person is wearing a gray hoodie, and they have the hoodie over their face, but the fact that I was so afraid because the person looked pissed that I turned my back to the group of people waiting near the dead end.

One of them smiles at me like they wanted to say that I probably shouldn't have knocked the door. And I felt like someone was going to tell the person that I knocked on the door, but I make the silent NO! expression to them.

After a little while, the people in the same classroom I knocked the door from come out. While they are coming out, I go in, and I see a female in front of me. She looked a lot like Ashely from the tennis team I was in at a High School. Let's call her "Ashley H." for the sake of being private about her being.

It seems Ashley H was passing up slips, or pieces of paper for students coming inside the classroom. She's really close to me, and I gaze at her cuteness for a little while. Then to the right of me is a girl that I knew from Middle School.

She was the type of girl that had an insanely big ass for her small figure, along with perky breasts as well. She had fairly big lips, but not too big to where it become a distraction, in fact, she had red lipstick on them.

Before I had the chance gaze her red and enticing lips, I feel in the back of my mind a person coming out of another door. I believe he is talking to someone, but I can't pick out who. He told the person,

"You promised that you would let me fuck her mouth."

I was a bit bothered by this because as he was saying this, I was looking at the girl to the right of me with the insane body ratio. I was looking at her red lips, and only looking at them. I saw the creases on her mouth, and it was as if they were going to pull me into a vortex or something.

When I finally broke free from looking at her lips, I walked around a bit trying to find a seat. I saw a person who looked like James that I had in AP Government in High School, along with a bunch of random people.

He's looking up at me, but just glancing and going back to what he was doing, and I try to find somewhere to sit.

I think I do find a vacant seat, and that's all I remember unfortunately.

Dream 6: Caterpillar and Old Man Screaming

All I remember for this dream is that I was walking around somewhere, and one area was off limits for me because whenever I stood near this area, the dream resets.

It almost felt like someone was pushing me back.

I think another part of that happened after was me observing a preserved jar of some type of Caterpillar. I expected it to be still since it was contained in a gel type material, but I saw it moving a little bit, as if it was trying to swim in it.

Then another dream shift is where some guy is pissed off at something, and he bends his back as if he's going to do a long and loud, "NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!" voice.

I know I had more experiences, but I just forgot them. But I guess my recall is getting okay now, better than not remembering anything at all I suppose, so I should be grateful that my mind is being nice to me like always in remembering these things, even when waking life does bother me from getting them down quickly.

Focusing on emotions, and other senses, like Kaomea told me, helps a lot, and I think I'm getting used to it now to the point that I could go more and more into the dream, and really think about everything mentally to where I can associate so many things from only a few fragments that can extend.

Again, this is one of many reasons why I find Kaomea a suitable partner for Shared Dreaming along with Alyssa as well.

And I might as well focus on all things that I can since when I do meet them, or at least one of them at a time, I can capture the emotions we experience to where we won't have a warped recall, like how Kaomea helped me go through a parking garage, but I felt hazed out because I thought it was something else, and we actually ended up having a non-lucid (for me) shared dream together .

(Apparently, that seems to happen a lot when people don't try to match up REM stages), but it amazes me that when I think a dream is random, when Kaomea or Alyssa finds something similar to that, it makes me believe both in dream telepathy and the dream plane itself.

Either I try so much to become aware about myself that I end up knowing how certain people will feel in their dreams, I guess it's just an ability I should take advantage of, because it'll sure to have positive results in the long run.

Dear people, finally I have time to write DJ again

So my dreams of tonight:

1. old times

I'm at a big swimming pool with a few other children, some of them are from my old school. In this dream, I am younger than in waking life, maybe 6-7 years old. We talk about philosophy but the others are so childish that it makes me angry. I say to the others "well, I'm going to talk to myself about philosophy then" and the others start laughing at me. As I jump in to the pool, I suddenly recognize, that I'm not able to swim and get very afraid. Suddenly I remember my intention always to ask myself "am I dreaming?" in dangerous situations but then I wake up and it's too late

2. weird

I'm at my first interview with my school-exchange organisation and I feel very excited. I had to go by train to Berlin, that's quita far away from the town I live but I have only a few clothes with me. As I arrive at the house, were the interview should be, there are a lots of colorful cakes in front of the door. They say to me "Hey, nice to meet you, you can choose a piece of cake and tell us something about that". In my dream I don't realize the weirdness of t his situation and start to tell them sth. about chilean cake..

Dream Fragment
I was in this room and these three appeared on a stage and started performing something. I remember thinking that I had imagined them and allowed everyone in the audience to admire my imagination.

Almost late for chemistry
My friends an I we're going to chemistry. I remember we had two minutes until the class started. I remember that my dream self apparently knew the way. The place we were at faintly resembled my school, so I most likely assumed that I was at my RL school, I knew which hallways to take, but the class never showed up. I basically went through the same 2 hallways somehow about 5 times. I knew this was weird. But I was too worried about being late to Chemistry because I knew that getting lost is no excuse for being late after you've apparently gone to the school for a while. We went running back from we're we came and at this point the school resembled nothing of my current school. When we were entering into the main building, which I thought we were already in, our Chemistry teacher came walking with us with her books and started talking and laughing with my friends. I should have known it was a dream because my friends from my old school were coming to my chemistry class and talking to my teacher whom they do not know. For some reason by the time I got to chemistry class, I had a clone. But the clone that was apparently of me was really of my friend. I found this to be strange since I knew before that it had been a clone of me. Another weird that I am just realizing is that this particular friend is not in my chemistry class.

Weird Rides
I went into this very strange room. I will attempt to explain it from what I remember. The room had a sort of circular/hexagonal shape and had black walls. There was this bing screen that ran across the entire wall, totally encircling the room. The floors had things on it and possibly drains. In the center of the room is a chair. There were a bunch of girls in the room and they told me to sit on the chair. They gave me these weird glasses/goggle things and turned the contraption on. The chair lifted up and the screen that circled the room lit up and was playing something. Because I was wearing these glasses, the video playing on the screen seemed to become 3D and it felt like I was inside of it. But the thing kept breaking and the chair would movie in all directions. I almost fell off of it onto the floor. When I got off, I was in my parents' bathroom and there was a chair in the middle, but these two guys were standing around. They told me to sit and started massaging my shoulders. They were saying things. But I do not remember any of the conversation.

Sports and Sangria
I was in the music room with a bunch if my friends and this woman i have never met before. I was sitting in the table nearest the fire exit and was watching as the woman drew on the board explaining different games that we were going to play. When we finished wring the rules, moved to the table directly in front of the blackboard. I won the first game. The next game went like this: she crumbles a piece of paper or something and stuck a straw or pencil into it. The point of the game is to flick the straw causing the ball to fly over to one of the two people in front if you. They must then flick the straw sending the ball flying again. The person to miss loses. We were in tables of four. Michael was in front of me on my left. He flicked it to me and I flicked it to the person in front of me and won twice. Te scene changed, however we were in the same room. It was basketball tryouts and all these kids from my old school were coming. They started flooding into the room. Then the room changed into thegym and we were playing a weird variation of basketball. My dreamself knew that I had taken a break from this and was just returning, so I could not play too hard. We were given specific spots around the basket and all we do is shoot. I went to this room somewhere and Nick and his dream family was there. I kissed his mom and shook hands with his dad and went and drank sangria. The sangria was amazing! It had a bunch of different flavors in one!

Alien invasion
I was in my house and someone shouts that there is a hovercraft outside. So I run out. It is nighttime and I see this very small spaceship thinking floating around my house. It could have been someone's remote controlled airplane, that is how small it was. I watch as it floats around my house. There were these weird pellet thing in the shape of skinny footballs. There are being sent out of the spaceship and spread across the lawn. I picked one up and intolerance it in half.

I appeared on a floating island. If you saw the movie Avatar then you will know them as the "Hallelujah Mountains". This one had a lot of vegetation and trees but it also had water flowing through all the island.
The first image was me standing there and 5 guys in front of me, like 10 meters away. I was the last Indian of my tribe which was called "The air warriors". Those 5 guys were Spanish and of course they wanted me dead. (You can link the characters with the colonization of America.) They were standing there and they almost got me but I managed to say something that distracted and scared them. Since they were riding horses my objective was to make the horses fall to the abyss and then kill each of them one by one.
Since I distracted them I escaped and they separated to look after me, that's right what I wanted. After some while I got rid of the horses. Then I had to kill them. My weapon was a short bow (Soft wood and tight string - weird bow) but it was very very effective and strong. Like I said before I was an "air warrior" so I somehow smelled the air (Or something like that) and I knew where everyone was. I killed 4 so far. It was so easy that I laughed after each kill (That's because they were scared, easy bait). My last kill somehow failed because I looked at the bow and I said to myself that it's a joke to throw an arrow with that crap. I gave him the opportunity to run away. I wasn't able to smell him now. It was as if he disappeared from earth. I was standing there puzzled, very confused and another man shots me an arrow. He said "Sorry". Then I thought: If he is not trying to kill me, then who is he trying to kill? so i asked him "Who are you trying to kill?" "He failed to kill you, so him" he replied. I look at my right and there he was, the man that i failed to kill from those 5. Now everything had sense, I couldn't track him because he was under the water! And I wasn't a "water warrior" hehe. I took my bow and I shot him. This time I knew that the arrow was not going to fly fast so it didn't. I shot him at the eye but not through his brain lol. He was moving the eye and the arrow was stuck on it, it was really funny to see that. Anyways I failed to kill him but he was angry and before I could reload my bow he already shot me. Damn it he shot me at the middle of my chest. I knew that I was going to die and I knew it was going to be slow. Those two men were watching me, and more came to see how the last air warrior was defeated. I couldn't believe it. At first I had complete control and a moment later I was defeated. Since it was very slow to die I took an arrow and I stuck it into my chest. I woke up.



I'm sorry if the way I write my story isn't very good but I will improve over time. The plot and the images were great. If I had to link it with movies they would be: "Apocalypt - by Mel Gibson" "Avatar - James Cameron" and also a cartoon that I watched in my childhood "Avatar: The Last Airbender".

I was with a group of criminals or mercenaries, and we had a deal set up. We descended into some kind of basement, resembling a bunker. The boss told us to disperse and prepare for trouble. I asked him if he didn't want some people to stand by the entrance, but he said no. I wanted a shotgun, but he handed me a sniper rifle instead. Slightly disappointed, I headed down a corridor 50 meters or so, so I could oversee the whole thing from a safe distance. When it was over, my contract was completed. I was free to do whatever I wanted. I left the bunker, and headed up a hill. I knew that there was something to be had there, maybe someone left a drop there or a courier would come by later. I stood there, until the cops zeroed in on my location and busted me. Miami Vice?

I was at the bow of a sailing boat, entering a small harbor. We were looking for a certain boat. I check all the moored ships and found a few similarly named ones, but not the one we were looking for.

I was going to study biology or biotechnology again. It's nothing more than a fragment now.

I was in the Carribbian with my dead grandmother from my father's side. I wanted to buy some drugs, because I saw some other people do the same. I wanted cannabis. The Jamaican dude was prepared to sell me some kind of painkiller (a stronger version of imodium), but I had to accept a subscription of some kind using my credit card first. I suspected a scam, and backed out of the deal.

There was a war or armed conflict of some sort going on. I was with the soldiers (Americans, from the looks of them) even though I was no soldier. We heard voices and agonized screams coming out of a hangar. were getting ready to bust in and terminate any threats, and I felt very nervous. This was the first time I'd see action. A guy from work, Roel, was with the team as we went inside. There was a single hostile in the hanger, a man, but he was extremely agile. Everybody opened fire on him, and he jumped up into a corner of the building, up against the roof. Baffled by this (and scared at the same time), I drew my revolver and opened fire. I had never killed anyone before, and it felt strange. Sure, I've fired guns before in real life, but it was weird to realize that this time, I was pointing that thing at another human being with the intention to kill. My body was full of adrenaline, and I forgot to aim the first few shots. So yeah, I didn't hit much. When I aimed down the sight and got ready to shoot, a young black man ran up to the hostile, and jumped up to him. Somehow, this caused some soldiers to finally hit and kill the target (and the black man) with a few bursts of fire from their assault rifles. When it was over, the black dude turned out be a teenage girl, and she had apparently come back to life. We thanked her for her help. A bit later, I was in some kind of waiting room with actress and obsession Hayden Panettierre. I sat there, thinking about why I did all this. About how I throw myself into violent situations, just to feel worthy of being alive. Worthy of her. Explaining more would require extensive knowledge of my mind, so let's keep it at this.

There were four people, including me, and two of us were not what we seemed to be (not human, maybe?) but no one knew who. I chose two others and claimed it was them. But them it was revealed that it was in fact me. I was convicted together with the other person, and violently killed by being hung from a skyscraper... Another dead condemned person hanging next to me looked like the actor Damian Lewis.

I was with my brother in a dream world. I told him I was looking for a girl, but he said there were other ways to find one (he thought we were in the real world). I told him that we were in a dream inside a dream, and somehow that made everything more acceptable for him. I think that a bit later in the same dream, we/I met the girl, and her female friend(s). She had long, blonde hair, and I thought she was absolutely gorgeous. We may have talked, I'm not sure. Somewhere after that, I woke up for a few minutes. But I managed to fall asleep again and enter the same dream world again, only two or three days later. I felt bad about not having called the girl again. I was too scared and anxious, too dependent on the comfort zone of my TV and computer. I wanted to see her again. I frantically searched the web for her username, trying to track her down. I remember seeing a screen from the game Gothic 4. Some time later, I met the girl again "by accident" when she was riding her bicycle with her friend. I stopped to say hi, and apologized for not calling her sooner. She was forgiving, and suddenly it was established that she would be my girlfriend (yes, it's *that* easy in dreams). Her friend wanted to explain "the rules" first. She told me she had broken bones before, and that we would have to face the language barrier (she explained she lived in flemish town near the wallonian border, the southern part of Belgium where people speak french instead of dutch). A bit later we were standing on the terrace of a café or bar. I felt exhilarated to finally be successful with a woman, and we were talking and laughing. My "friends" (some guys I know from school, Tim L. and Robin) were there too, laughing and mockingly congratulating me that even *I* finally found a girl (and managed to get her, that is). He jokingly (I hope) said that next thing we knew, I'd drink the bouncer under the table. The bouncer, a buff and tall dude, came towards me. I pointed at the guy who said that, and denied the claim.

Fun dream; but then again, dreams in which the loser gets the girl are always fun.

I can remember only little parts of two dreams I had last night.

In the first on I am in my apartment and for some reason I have a pet alligator. It is still a wild and dangerous creature and I have to be careful where I walk in my own house. I have two cats and constantly fear that the alligator will eat them. On morning I wake up and find the alligator surrounded by bloodstains on the carpet and walls. I fear that is has eaten my cats but I look around and see one of them under a table near my bed. I don't know where the other cat is. With the amount of blood on the floor and walls it looks like something bigger then a cat was killed though. The alligator sleeps contently, in the middle of the floor, like most creatures do after eating a huge meal.

In the second dream I am visiting a friend in another country. Most of the dream is blurry until the end when I have to go to the airport to catch my flight. My friend and her family and friends are having a good time around a campfire and I do not want to disturb them so I quickly and quietly take off alone and catch a bus to the airport, which is 30 minutes away. The airport is small and there is no security checkpoint the the boarding pass desk is just a fold-out table by a collapsable wall. There are only two flights leaving the airport.

I go to reach for my passport, and while I find it, I realize that I have left my suitcase at my friend's place. I am kind of panicking because my boarding pass is in the suitcase. I call and leave several messages on my friend's cell phone asking if she or a family member could drive my bag to the airport because there are no more buses going back in that direction. I look at the clock and see that it is 5:30 pm and my flight does not leave until 9:30 pm so I know I have time. I sit in the waiting area for over an hour and their is no sign of my friend or my suitcase. I call again and leave another message and wait for another hour and still nothing.

I am very upset and panicking for a bit but then I realize that I have my passport, my identification and my money so I can just buy another ticket, even if it is inconvenient. The thought of just returning to my friend's place to get my bag myself never enters my mind. After I have bought a new ticket several waiter's arrive pushing a cart of delicious smelling food and place it on a long narrow table covered in a white table cloth. For some reason I think I am not allowed to have any food and I wander around and watch the other passengers and airport staff eat.

I meet a little boy who is wearing a fox hat and seems to be by himself. He eyes the food while clutching his little napsack but is too shy to go get any. I grab a plate and fill it with candies and sugary pastries and take it over to him and share. He doesn't say anything but seems really happy. His favourite treat seems to be a pasty that has a sweet lemony filling on one side and a spicy filling on the other.

I can not remember any more of this dream.

Dream One Non-Lucid

I was walking my mile for gym (a mile long road with four yellow speed bumps) with Craig. We were excited for the party that all the guys were invited to. This would be mine and Craig's second time going to this party. When we reached the end of our mile, we saw our coach with three boys talking to four girls. The girls were supposedly very big on youtube. I had a video on my phone of the first party, and I wanted people to see it, so I started asking around if they would put it on their channel. Of course, I was ignored. "Shouldn't you be wearing something more flexible if you are going to a dance party?" The last girl we asked, asked us. We walked away from the group with that still in our minds. Craig and I didn't want to wear what we had wore the first time, which was basketball shorts, so we wore blue jeans. "I think she has a point. I am going to go change into something else," I told while starting the mile once more. About a quarter way through the mile, I saw my dresser. I opened up the place where I keep my basketball shorts, and picked out my black ones. There was also a pair of brown ones that I hadn't saw before, but I didn't think about it too much. "Can he borrow a pair of your pants? He doesn't have any," a woman's voice said behind me. I turned around and saw a blond headed woman that looked like she was in her late 30's with an African-American in front of her that looked like he was 15. "Um...sure, there is a pair of brown ones in the back that I think would fit," I replied. (Dream skip) I was now in the boy's locker room with my basketball shorts on. I was sitting down on the nearest seat, just thinking. Suddenly, I noticed something different. There was a female in the middle of the floor staring at me. I somehow knew that this was a goddess, and she was acting like this was normal. She did creep me out a bit because she only had two teeth; one tooth in the middle and another tooth above that tooth. She was say when people could leave, and when she did, they left. One person did leave without her consent, and nothing happened to him. I still didn't move. I wanted to observe this goddess some more, even though I didn't know what she supervised. I eventually stood up and used the bathroom that was in the locker room. When I sat back down in my seat, I realized that the goddess was gone. In her place was, what looked like a blanket/bib thing. It said, "Touch this to make the sun goddess happy," and it showed a picture of a smiling sun in the top left hand corner. I didn't want to touch it though, for some reason. I soon woke up.

I was at work and a whole shit load of fat white trash girls came in as if they were getting ready for training and I was like fuck.. Someone gave me a dirty look and said they were nice people. Didn't really believe them and gave them a sarcastic response like "Yeah, whatever."
I had come in to work very early that day and was looking for ways to pass time, did some shit in the bathroom? Not too clear on what and remember looking up at the racks for cups.. Something was drawing my attention there. Woke up here.

03.16.2012

Northgate Fight, Blackout at Parking Garage? (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Dream 1: Northgate Fight

Some guy in a jacket I believe is facing some random DC that I can't remember. He grabs the person and literally throws them down on the ground.

He starts moving around a bit, waiting for the person to get back up again, and he is watching the person like a hawk. Then I see a flashing image of Elder Toguro, where he's going to extend his fingers and has a cutlass just like in the DJ entry a few days before where I posted a picture of him.

Then the same person that throws the person on the ground, for some reason, I'm suddenly on the ground, and I have my arms up to try and defend myself because I think he might attack us next.

He isn't even paying attention to us, but he turns to us, and I think he tries to attack us, but he was just faking it just to make us flinch.

Dream 2: Blackout at Parking Garage?

I am walking with someone, it feels like I'm walking with Hiei from Yu Yu Hakusho, but I'm not too sure on that, I remember him walking somewhere, I saw him in a perspective where you see his bottom region up close while he walks slowly towards my view.

I only remember something causing a blackout, and a few lights going on and off of what seems to be me inside a parking garage.

This dream probably is related to the first one because Traditions at Northgate in College Station has a parking garage for people who rent rooms there.

Oh, and apparently, Kaomea had some guys help me when I barely remembered much about being in the parking garage, so I might as well add a tag for Kaomea.

Here's her entry: http://www.dreamviews.org/blogs/kaom...tsunami-30878/

This is all a dream I had this night.
1: Smbdy had died and I was half human
Walking up the streets with A-T, not talking much.
"You know, I was glad it happened with you." I said, referring to her and the rest of the "flock"*, as in, her IRL friends. And saying that, I was actually subcon. quoting something she had said to me earlier IRL.
*False memory- Me and the rest of us, as in A-T and some of her friends, had been made into part human part dog, as in Maximum Ride where the characters are 2% avian.
change of scene
My friends and a couple o' their new friends were gathered at a kind of wood montage at a hill. We were mourning, especially me. I was not only mourning, inside me was a aching empty black hole, wondering how I could go on in life. If there ever was more for me. How could this be possible? It can't be possible. Please no.
Smbdy had died, *** had went gone. Gone. Maybe in a car crash or some accident. But it just couldn't be true.¨
A friend of mine, M., that has no real connection with smbdy ran off, up in a three. And I was the one to go after her. She cried, and it was something about boy she'd liked before, Choco we call him. And I had to bring her back up from her sobs, and to get together with the rest.
No one agonized with my pain, or even knew how much I was suffering.

Later in the dream, I was having a presentation before a gathering of my class. They were circled around me and the powerpoint. My teacher were writing notes on how good I did. The presentation was in aftermath.. There I stood, sobbing in my words, having nothin' to really come to say about it. It was tough.

2: Curling iron
My mommy had invented a curling iron, and she said that just one curl on one of the sides of the hair was just perfect. But that's what I already have, I thought.

3: E. and N. "Have a clue what I dreamt?"
Me and N. and E. (my old best friend) was standing in the end of the hall with wardrobes in my school. I lent towards the window. N. was standing to my right, seemingly behind a window, outside, yet I could hear him speaking. E. was standing on the other side of the entrance, in front of me.
I decided to test 'em a bit, I think.
"Have a clue what I have dreamt?" I mouthed, looking at N. in a side glance.
"Wha?" he asked, looking at me dumbly.
"Know what I dreamt?" E. said shortly. He had understood. I was not shocked, but a very lesser degree of it. More like accomplishment.

American football game at W School, where the athletics track normally but the pitch was lower down so it made a natural bowl in the grass. i was sitting at the top with mates watching the senior team get ready. i remember the kickoff was very short and then they scored first play..a few plays later they scored again. for some reason i ran onto the pitch to block the field goal, it was a fake as it got pitched to the kicker but i tackled him...

i was dreaming the team we were playing against was a high school from alabama. i talked about hoover bucs and auburn...the opposing coach hated hoover.
weird timess

I started off in my school's gym. There were a lot of girls in there, playing some sports and running around and stuff. It was like a sleepover kind of, at the school. For some reason, our weight lifting room was converted into a little shop. They sold clothes in there, and everything. It was cool. I walked in there, and a weird man I had never seen looked down at me and frowned.
He was dressed in all black attire, and kind of buff. He carried some weird stick/prong thing, that was black as well. His hair was a brownish black.
As I walked back out to the gym, he followed me. I thought that was weird. I looked back at him.
"Why are you following me?"
No answer.
He sliced the air with his "staff." I guess he was showing me what he could do with it, if he ever got really mad at me. For some reason he was, and I did NOTHING wrong!

He pointed it at me.
While I was distracted, he kicked me in the abdomen.
"What the heck was that for!?" I yelled at him. There's no logic to this, but I guess that's because it was a dream.
He just stared at me, pupils dilated.
I turned around and walked off a bit.
Then I turned back around and he wasn't there. He was far away, standing beside the bleachers.
I ran up to him as fast as I could, and jumped up in the air. I tried to kick him, but his staff stopped my foot.
I fell to the ground.
I looked up at him. "What did I do wrong?"
He still looked angry.

I acted like I was walking away. I turned around once more and his back was turned to me. Bad idea.
I ran with all my might, jumped and kicked him in the back with the full force I didn't know I had.
He reeled over and fell on his knees.
"That's payback." I panted.
He got up, rubbing his back. Looking at me now, his face relaxed. Instead of becoming like a demon, he smiled.
"Follow me." he said.
I followed him, kind of shocked at that change.
We went back into the shop. He showed me these boots hanging up. He told me that a little boy had left them here, and I could keep them if they fit me. (I think I hit him REALLY hard..)
We compared the boot to my foot, and the boots were way too small for me.
"Thanks anyway." I said. Then walked out.

I walked back into the girl's locker room. Instead of lockers, they were replaced with showers. There were also some bath tubs along the walls. I saw my classmate AR walk beside me.
"Hey," I said. She stopped and looked at me. "Did you take a shower?"
"No, I took a bath." She said, and pointed to the one she just used.
It was colorful. There were towels draped over it. Also there was a rubber ducky floating on the water that was now going down the drain.

I walked over to a nearby shower. I quickly took my clothes off, grabbed my towel, and stepped in. The water was luke warm, so I backed up against the door, waiting for it to get warmer.
Just then, one of my friends mom's asked from outside the shower if I had enough towels. I draped the towel I was holding over the door. Then I had another one in my hand, and I showed her.

Then I woke up.