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Non-Lucid: I was in a flood & was helping a big family that was all split up & we finally found them all & no one seemed to be hurt. Then we were doing the normal emergency protocols for a big flood. Then I noticed we were in an unusual big manufactured home. There were alot of children. And then the dream took on some really odd turn, which I will now use a spoiler due to the content.

Spoiler for Graphic nature, followed by personal life event:

I noticed that a child about 7 was fondling his sibling who was about 5 & that child was trying to get away from that older one so I intervened & tried to tell the parents. But instead of being disturbed by this fact they were angry & wanted me to leave saying I couldn't be trusted now w/ their secret & I tried to tell them I would try & get some professional help for their family & that things would be okay but they weren't having any of that & wanted me to leave..... With that being said, this is a dream sign for me, which is quite disturbing. I have odd dreams of this similiar nature... So, on that note I have no quams w/ explaining why this is a dream sign for me because I'm a pretty open person...
In real life. When I was almost 14 I was removed from my hometown for fear of my safety.... First off, I lived in a town of less than 2000 ppl, & most of which resided on the outter limits... After my grandmother died my whole family fell apart. We lived on my grandparents land & my mom worked nights & she wasn't very maternal so I had spent alot of time w/ my grandmother being my mother figure & my dad was a very good father. So, when my grandmother died I started acting out & having sex, etc, no drugs, just not being home much, so my parents had taken me to a counselor which was worthless & gave our family terrible advice. And since I kept getting into trouble at school the school brought in a counselor for me who was given permission to tape our sessions... (It should also be noted, that no such counselor had ever even been to our small school, so this was drawing alot of attention to me to begin with.) During one of these sessions she somehow got me to talk about something that happend to me & it was recorded on tape... The following is what occurred: For the previous couple of yrs I was having sex w/ a married man from our church who was 19 or 20 when he was arrested so I guess he was 17, 18 & 19 while this was going on.... I had previouly told my father about this incident & he told me to not tell my mom which I ended up doing because I was a smartass & said my dad had told me not to tell her what we had discussed. She was livid AT ME incredibly. She called me a slut & a whore & in hindsight maybe that was why they agreed to have my sessions at the school recorded. (I was told the recording was for a degree the counselor was trying to achieve) Anyway back to the time of the arrest..... #1 I had a boyfriend who was in my class at the time, & who also was a cousin of the man arrested & I was not engaging in sexual activity w/ this man any longer. #2 My family, my boyfriends family & the family of the man arrested were the primary/prodominant families of our small town. Which means are families had been there for generations & had contributed to the small town.
So, on the day of the arrest I was in a couseling session during school hrs & she had asked me what I had done over the wknd & some how I referred to something about this man. It was in casusal conversation about a place at the school itself & had referred to an encounter w/ the man on school grounds.... I was very young but I knew just as soon as the words came out of my life that this man's life & my life would be destroyed & therefore tried to recant my statement but they called the police & made me give a full account of all my encounters with this man, which included many on the school grounds & in the school itself & of course the first event which took place almost in plain sight across from my church......Afterwards I watched as he was being halled off out of the office & into the police car all the while I was screaming at him that I was sorry. Again, remember I was young... (in all my yrs living there that was only the second police car I had ever seen in our town, so this was quite a spectical) At that point I was removed from my home for safety reasons due to the dynamics of the town & I sure didn't want to go home to my mother, whom as I mentioned, called me a whore & a slut when I told her previously this was going on. So I went to my first foster home & shortly after recieved I recieved death threats, due to his popularity as a star football player at our high school the previous 4 yrs. He also in turn lost his job as a janitor at the school, which he got due to wife being pregnant in her senior year..... I spent the remainder of my school yrs until I was almost 18 in foster homes & the last 2 in a group home... This event destroyed most of my adult yrs in various ways also until I met my current husband who has watched me go through phase after phase of bullshit, until 2 yrs ago when I finally found peace & joy in life. I'm so grateful for him that I can't even describe in words.... Just to be clear, this paragraph was in no way form a dream but a very real traumatic event that happend to me in real life. And yes I know this sounds like a crazy book & I wish it was & that I had never lived through it.....

Therefore, this traumatic event in my life triggers really sick dreams like this occasionally & I try to get help for people in them usually, like in this last one. And also there is the reoccurance of people wanting me to leave for irrational reasons. And yes, these are very disturbing dream signs but they are nonetheless some I have.

D1 - At work trying to teach kids missing number problems ad nauseam
usual dream sign of doing something over and over till I find a solution

D2 - Staying in an impressive chateaux, of great white stone, big as a castle. I am looking out and an enourmous sunlight courtyard and above a great stone bridge between the two sections of chateaux. It is late evening and the owners of the property start to troop in, wearing all their finery.
The men are suited in Louie 14th style foppish wigs and silk jackets, whilst the women wear silk gowns bared to expose their breasts.
My eyes are drawn to their pink nipples Oo lol.

D3 - At work I am caught by my boss on the way through a large room, staff room ? There are many chairs around with people lounging about drinking coffee and banter is flowing.
He asks me to edit Elf the movie as he wants to use it for this years xmas story (omg I only just realised xmas is one of my dream signs).
I agree under duress, I have the weekend to complete the task.
At home I have forgotten about the task, and in a slight panic rush to complete the task.
I find as I am editing that their is subplot after subplot appearing like russian dolls within the scenario, in exasperation I exclaim how on earth did he think I could do this.
As I am finding the subplot they turn into a dream world of their own and I am inside the film. A medieval story of knights and beggars ensues.

So I was in a dream, and I remember I befriended a bear, his name was Blue and he was a grizzily bear. So I was running around with him in a house when suddenly something caught my eye. I saw the name of someone who I hadn't seen for a long time. I remember telling myself, "Wait, that name...I hadn't heard of that name for almost over a year!" Then it suddenly came to me. "This is a dream!" As soon as I realised, I became lucid and the enviorment around me became dim and dark. And the grizzily bear turned into a teddy bear and fell down on the ground. I looked at it and said, "I'm sorry Blue."

And like always I decided to go search for my dream guide, I ran and opened the roof, it was snowing and everything was cold. Then as I was losing lucidity, I told myself, "No, I mustn't lose lucidity!" I tried rubbing my hands, pinching myself and since nothing else worked. I decided to spin and let myself fall.

I woke up entirely but then as I went to sleep, I went into the dream with complete lucidity! I remember running around town in full speed. then I woke up.

Dild after wbtb wild attempt 🌺
Went to bed around 9 pm and listened to WB audio book
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Had some dreams to record around 2am and lay saying mantras for a while feeling refreshed and awake ...till about 3 - then sat up saying mantras etc in proper wbtb till about 4am.

Lay back down for wild with fan and earplugs and seriously supportive cushy bed I usually set up for wild attempts ✨

Was in a dream where some wise ladies were helping me with an extremely painful lower abdomen...it was very painful and they were caring for me in a very comfortable place. They said they needed to perform an operation on me that had potentials to be dangerous and needed to be very exact with the surgery - They were going to have to knock very hard onto my abdomen at some point and then pull down that which did not need to be there any longer out through my vagina. I am terrified and ask for painkillers and rescue remedy. As far as I can remember I am getting ready for this operation ✨

Later I find myself lucid in my dream - I am speaking with a girl who is encouraging me - ' I am lucid so I know I am dreaming!✨'
' Yes you are' she says
' How can I get better at lucid dreaming? Can you help me?' I ask her
'You get better by having more Lucid dreams - it's the only way - through experience' she replies
'Right - ' I say
' We heard you can fly right? So go and fly!' She encourages me kindly
' Yes I can - ok then I am going to go fly! 🌠' I am exited by her and the kind words she offers me...I feel she knows me well...
' OK bye then' I wave to her and gently put my hands then body very easily and fluidly through the walls that make up the room around us - it's an effortless move of my body throughout the wall, as if my body and the wall are made of the same pure light. I look at my body and at the wall for a few moments and see clearly we are made of the same ' partially invisible light ..,' - nice✨
I move into the sky with a sweeping motion, gently flying not too high but up enough to get a feeling of the vast surrounding land. It's beautiful to fly again ...The light is bright and I feel very at home in the dream ... As I think this I have to be careful as my WL body becomes evident and the bright light comes in - ...I persevere and am steady again with my Lucidity ...

I am suddenly beginning to fly back wards and feel I want to fly forwards towards the most beautiful sight that has just appeared in my view... I don't struggle too much but 'know' I will fly directly towards this magical looking place. And so soon I do - I have never seen anything like it but have heard of Lucid dreamers going to such like magical, heavenly beautiful lands! Wow - is this my opening to such a place 🌅 I can't help but think the girl who told me to fly knew I would see this amazing sight if I got myself up into the sky in fight, I feel very fortunate! The Heavenly Place looks like something from another world - nothing on earth like this - it's Amber and yelled hue's shine out showing a spectacular opening in the bright light that surrounds these twinkling gates. I so very much want to experience this place but as I fly towards it I feel my WL body ... I soon wake into the dream of my WL reality and lie in bed for a short time remembering the spacious feeling, sights I have just uncovered - it's time to get up

🌺I am now determined to go to this place again ....soon 🌺

I remember being in wwe trying to sort thigs out with kane but whenever i tried to help stabbed me when we hugged. There where lots of people. I remember he changed so fast for the commentators, he was now sitting down with a nice grey suit on.

I emerged from my body on a large plane together with my wife... It was quite work to bring her there. It was featureless black glass like smooth surface And there was abyss on right side in about 25-30 meters distance. The sky was also featureless and black. Our bodies were the only light sources there, shining quite bright to lighten maybe 100m circle around us. It was soft light, it didn't dazzle our eyes.
We communicated directly by thoughts.
At last, I managed to bring you out of body. I told her.
She asked me: where are we?
I feel, that we are in astral dimension. I wasn't in this kind of place yet though. Please try to balance yourself I have problems to stabilize yourself.
My wife was all giddy, running around, looking for something... and she got close to abyss. Then she got scared from depth of it and ran back to me.
I doubt about this. I have only strange dream, she told me.
Don't doubt things here, it is destabilizing yourself, I'm already losing you! I communicated to her as she was less and less substantial. Try to remember this please!I managed to tell as she vanished.
I remained there for minutes... standing still, doing nothing but concentrating and observing my featureless surroundings. Then I was forced back to my body.


Remarks
My wife has no memory of this experience
The only time I managed to have my wife act consciously in astral projection. Even if it is possible that she was projection of my subconscious mind

1) I was in the dining room of my childhood house (again!) talking to a colleague(?) who handed me a wallet belonging to another doctor. I felt that there was something seriously wrong and felt something evil about the wallet. It fell to the floor and seemed to move by itself, I started to feel very uneasy. I phoned the doctor who owned it, no answer so I left a message. Then things started to get very strange. Things were moving around on the floor. The wallet jumped at me. I was stood in the corner and started to feel freezing cold, I could see my breath. I turned around and asked the person with me what was going on. We both knew that a very evil presence was with us, it turned into a nightmare. I was breathing very fast and woke up.

2) Driving down a road came to a big dip in the ground that was full of thick fog. Drove into it very slowly, with bright headlights on I could only just see enough to crawl through very slowly. Came up the other side and went for a walk in some woodland. Had to drive back through. The fog was clearer now and I could see more and got through more easily.

- set off for work this morning and immediately hit a thick fog bank - strange

1. I was at my friend Patrick's house and me, Pat, and Emily we're just chilling. Pat and Emily were playing what looked to be Halo 5 while I sat on his bed watching. Emily was sitting in a bean bag chair and pat was sitting on the edge of his bed. I remember they were playing split-screen and the game had just ended. The leaderboard came up and displayed their kill/death ratio in 3 different rows. The 3 rows were all different colors, one red, one blue, and one gray. I saw that pat had died once that game and now had a total of 66 deaths in his entire multiplayer career. Emily had died 5 times and now had a total of 7 deaths in all of her multiplayer because she hadn't been playing the game that long.
It was my turn to play so I took the controller and played multiplayer solo, so I had a full screen. I remember activating God mode and flying around the map in the game. Suddenly I became a part of the game, and everything looked just as real as waking life. I flew over an enemy base and as I did so, I saw a ton of enemy droid looking robot things. "Be careful dude, the demon robots are pretty violent" Pat said from who knows where. I down below me as I flew over the base and I saw a few robots moving in an erratic motion. They were moving as though they were possessed or having a seizure. It unnerved me just looking at them. Suddenly I found myself getting shot at. Huge missiles started flying past me and exploding not far behind me. I knew I was going to die if I didn't get out of the sky quick. I looked around momentarily. The sky was partly cloudy and the moon was shining brightly. The weather was fairly cold and the constant wind only made it colder.
Not far ahead of me I noticed a huge nuclear power plant. I saw 2 huge reactors and I thought it'd be a good idea to go inside of them and talk shelter from all of the missiles. "Surely the robots won't blow up their own nuclear plant" I thought to myself. I flew down into the left nuclear reactor. Each reactor was painted white with two red lines going across them in the middle horizontally. Immediately upon entering the left one I realized just how dangerous it was. All along the walls were rotating blades and all sorts of booby traps that seemed to be there in order to prevent anyone from going inside. I slowly descended down the many levels of this reactor. As I did so, I accidentally hit one of the huge rotating spiked blades and died. Seconds later I respawned just at the top of the nuclear reactor. Once more I descended into the reactor, but this time I was more careful.
I slowly maneuvered around all of the rotating blades and went down to the 3rd level of the reactor where there was an open floor to stand on with no booby traps. I then realized why I was here- to shut down the reactor. I was now alone walking around inside of the reactor. It was fairly noisy because of all of the blades constantly rotating. On the right wall of this level I was on, I noticed a power terminal. I walked over to it. It looked like a giant futuristic computer of some sort. I turned it on and looked for a way to turn the reactor off. Seconds later I came to a screen that displayed all of the reactors functions. There were tons of functions, and they all had weird names too. At the bottom of the screen I saw a button that allowed one to turn off the entire reactor. I pressed it with my finger and everything powers down. It is now extremely dark and there is only one light on on the floor I am on, and it seems to be an emergency light.
I continue looking at the screen and press another button by accident and everything turns on once more. "What the fuck" I say out loud before quickly pressing the off button again. Everything turns off once more and silence returns. Suddenly the area transforms and I now find myself in the living room of my house standing next to one of the lamps. Wade and his girlfriend Shelby were sitting on my couch and my other friend Alex was sitting on the floor playing with two large dogs. I look over in the kitchen and see my teacher Mrs. Koenig along with Mr. McGinnis and an Assistant principal from my school. "Since when did she have 2 husbands?" I thought to myself "That's really odd". I then noticed that Mr. McGinnis had completely jet-black hair whereas in waking life his hair is half gray. Behind Mrs. Koenig where my sink was I saw that there were a ton of dishes that needed to be cleaned. There were so many that it took up the entire back counter top. All of the dishes were either red, blue, green, or clear it seemed, so they were basically tupperware.
"Cory, these dogs are so cool" Alex said from behind me. I turn around and see that the huge dogs are now all over alex licking him to death. I walk over to them and pet them. Their fur is really soft and white with brown spots. I notice that Wade and Shelby are now cuddling on my other couch. Shelby gets up and tells me something but I don't remember what it was.

2. I was driving a car down what appeared to be a feeder. My friends Dylan and Emily were also in the car with me. I turned right into the parking lot of Kroger, a grocery store. As I did so I immediately found myself having been teleported outside of the car along with Dylan and Emily and we were now just standing in the parking lot. The car, however, didn't stop and continued at full speed into the main area of the parking lot. It was heading straight towards two cars. "Holy shit dude it's fixing to crash!!" I yell. Unexpectedly, as the car approaches these other 2 cars, it seems to acquire a mind of its own and it weaves right in between them without crashing at all. It then swerves around and starts coming towards a red van at full speed not far from where we were standing.
Somebody is driving the red van and they are now pulling out of their parking spot fixing to leave. They see the car coming towards them and quickly pull ahead to get out of the way. The car zooms past it and goes out onto the feeder. I walk up to the red van. Inside of it I see an old man with short gray hair, his wife, and two kids in the back seats. He rolls down his passenger side window. "What the fuck are you doing?!?!" he asks me. "I didn't do anything, I've been standing here the entire time. Why are you mad at me?!" I ask him. Emily and Dylan walk over and start talking to the man.
Just then I realize that I am dreaming. The man is still talking to me but I'm completely ignoring him as I am now looking around. "Later guys" I say to Dylan and Emily as the old man still tries talking to me. I walk down the parking lot and feel the breeze go all around my body. The sky is clear and blue, and the sun is starting to set. A wave of pleasure and power come over me. "Lets explore" I say to myself. With that I then decide to run back down the parking lot with immense speed. As I do so, I start off slow but then quickly gain more and more speed. I can feel the wind now strongly moving around my body and it deafens my hearing. I slow down for a moment and take in the realness of it all. I then take a deep breath and let it out. "Ahhh, this is good" I say out loud. Just then my vision goes out of focus due to instability. I gain it back for a second but then lose it once more and wake up.

So in my dream I was at this country music concert & gonna perform with a bunch of other ppl & Blake Shelton was there. We were all in a big dressing room & I dropped my eye shadow that had a bunch of colors in it & they all got jumbled & broken inside. Some woman suddenly started asking me for eye shadow & I told her mine broke but I have another one & she got all hoity toity & said she needed "high quality" eye shadow & I said sorry but I can't afford "high quality" eye shadow but she used it anyway. And I was thinking what a Bitch she was, lol. But after that we all went out to perform w/ Blake on the stage & per usual, my cat Meesha came & woke me up... Oh well, it was not lucid & it was only more of a sleep fragment anyway.. Hopefully tomorrow will be diffferent.

Dream #1 of 2 today:

So that this makes sense to anyone reading this you should know the following. I used to work at the place where my husband works which is called Eagle Picher Technologies, & they build batteries that go into the space shuttle, rockets & secret stuff etc for the government...(Both my husband & I worked in Quality Control) I was injured there & that's why I can't work any longer. But we call it EP. And second Petra is from the tv show "Jane the Virgin" & "Blake Shelton" is a country singer/a member of the show "The Voice." But then again if you don't know who Blake is you've been living under a rock, lol ... Okay, so in my dream I was at EP & a whole bunch of use were taking turns with a welder working on a battery & then Petra comes in & I follow her, but not like normally follow her, it was more like remote viewing her at this point for some reason. She's trying to steal a rocket. But as I follow her we run into some Russian's who had gotten there first & they see both of us & then my cat woke me up in real life & it was over... It was a very vivid dream but unfortunately not lucid.

3-31-2016
I'm in an airport with family. The airport has a lot of elevators and is very crowded. I'm trying to sort out some kind of mix up with some paper work for my grandmother and people keep reading a brand name on my sweatshirt and thinking that is my name, others mistake me for my grandmother when I present her papers. At some point I'm not sorting out paper work or talking to airport workers and more and I've split off from my family. I notice a girl sitting on a marble ledge by a food court. She has short hair dyed various colors in some places. I remember seeing green and at least two other colors. I walk up to her and something to the effect of “hello cutie”. She says hi and ask me what kind of music I like. I tell her I like just about every type of music but country. She says something to the effect of “Come on you've got to do better then that. I'm not interested in guys who can't answer this question correctly.” I get annoyed thinking I don't want to deal with a girl who thinks like that so I start to get up to walk away. She stops me. Her challenge of the question apparently being a bluff. She kisses me and sits on top of me. At some point I find we are having sex but I don't remember taking my pants of or even pulling myself through my pants. As she's grinding on top of me we scoot a bit on the marble ledge into a spot slightly less in view of the bulk of the crowd. She says something like “oh this is so nice I can't believe I'm not paying for it.” I sort of laugh and say “Oh no charge, but if we get fined for public indecency you're welcome to pick up the bill.” I then realize we are still out in public sitting on that marble ledge. I suggest somewhere more secluded so we head into the women's bathroom. It's still pretty crowded in their and not very clean. We head over to the men's bathroom thinking it's probably empty compared to the women's bathroom. It was bigger but even more crowded and kids including girls that were in their with their fathers presumably. There were a couple of isles in there strange as it was so we hoped to find a place that was less in plane view.

Dream
I was playing a ball game with a bunch of people who are the same age as me, plus a couple teachers too. It was day time in my old primary school, though it seemed a little like a university and that fields were bigger. The ball game was a little odd, you basically grabbed a bunch of balls and you have a goal on each side (like soccer) but your way of scoring was usually dependent on your 'stats'. The stats were generic DnD style, str, dex, con, int, wis, cha. I think my brother or maybe a friend was playing too, and he had a very high strength stat so he would always punch the ball to score. Apparently this was the meta, but I had exceptionally high dex (like 18+ or something) so I was a kicker. There were 3 fields we played on, the first field I remember grabbing 6 balls and it was intense because there's a lot of balls to attack with and defend from. We migrated to the second field and this time I grabbed 5 balls for the game, it was still pretty intense. I remember my brother punching the ball and scoring, the power from it was intense. Eventually we migrated to the third field as school finished or something. The sun was setting a little bit, it was still bright out but the sky had an orange tinge. The amount of balls in this game wasn't really clear until later. I remember zipping about, I had the ball and was dribbling like a pro soccer player. At one point I think I'm vsing my brother and I just completely bypass him with a flip and some incredible dexterous foot maneuvers. I think I score a point, everyone is a little surprised at how effective my high dexterity stat was. I go to get the ball from the goal post, I scoop up 5 balls, they're all baseballs. 1 of them is 1/3 the size of the other normal ones, I thought this was weird. I wake up after that.

31/3/16
I know I had 2 or 3 big long dreams but I tossed around as I woke up and they flitted away :/
Fragment: Talking with Jamie

Dream 1: I was at the dinner table and a computer screen was there in front of me. My dad pointed this out to my sister who started hitting it and laughing.

Fragment: Something about Dylan

Fragment: Something about basketball

Preface:
Lack of sleep the whole week. After Easter I have been cleaning and focused on getting some extra things done around the house. As a result, I have been sleeping a lot later 11pm ish.

DR 1

I was in a bar/restaurant. I was with two other people that I don't know. I went to the bar and ordered Sambuca. (I have not tasted Sambuca in years, so this was a surprise.) During the course of the dream I frequented the bar, ordering 3 total after going to a dimly lit room (empty dance floor?).


DR 2
I was with a man. We were trying to escape something or someone. We could see the second floor of a loft from where we were standing. We saw a ladder and thought we could use it to get to the second floor.
The guy started climbing first and I helped him up. (Weird, because I am a lady and ladies are supposed to go first!!) When it was time to go up, I noticed the wooden ladder was kind of weak and seemed like it would break soon. I evenly spread my weight on both sides as I climbed. I almost reached the top when the ladder broke. It broke, but not before I could grab on to two thick wooden pegs at the base of the loft floor. So I'm dangling. I realize I am wearing heels, (pink ones) and I kick them off one by one. First, I try swinging my body and gaining momentum to make it up. That doesn't work. I finally just pull myself up and bring my right foot onto one of the pegs to climb up. The guy I helped never helps me. I make it up by myself. I wake up exhausted.

[Comment]
I had a dream sign but it doesn't seem to relate to something happening in my waking state
so it must be symbolic of something. Trying to tell me something. Maybe that i'm trying to figure out the best possible route to take with my life

D1 - I am in a game world but it is all very primeval. The world is vast watery in texture, colosal dark shapes battle it out.
And I win and move on to the next world. All very very alien and abstract.

D2 - On holiday, in some lovely warm and sunny country, where it is warm all year round. I am in a villa, apparently we have stayed here many times before. And were privileged enough to stay in the best part of the main house. Quarters with large opulent black leather seating and animal skin rugs and large bedroom. The room is glass (dream sign).
I am walking down a thickly carpeted hallyway in the night when I see a familar woman approaching, she has long fair hair and wears a summer frock with a dark cardigan over her shoulders, white heeled shoes.

Spoiler for Sexually explicit:

We go to her bedroom and kiss on her bed. She is then under the covers and pulls them off from her. She wants me to pleasure her and I oblige. She then pulls me up to her and grabs me. I sit up and she starts sucking on me. We are interrupted by another woman I know. She is the womans partner and enquires if I want to be involved in a threesome. I feels it would be unfair to intrude and leave them to their privacy. I walk out of the room and wake up from the dream.