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It's funny how every time im lucid, my mom appears as an evil entity.Ok, so here goes:I'm in a mall, with my mom and someoneelse. I quextion my reality for something i can't remember, and do the nose plug and palm RC's (i felt like when you wake up but the memories of the dream flood in) and my mom told me to fly to the roof. I did just for fun, and suddenly i was in my room, with no control over the dream. The door was locked, and it was dark. I saw my best friend, and, knowing who was coming, told him to RC. He didn't though, and someone was opening the door. My friend winked at me and vanished as (you'll laugh) my mom entered. Since she is an evil, nightmarish character in my lucids, i tried to fly away and create a gun, but she stole all control from me. I kicked her, and she died, but 10 more clones came. I killed them, but one of them was invincible. She kicked me and i felt pain. Scared, i yellef "WAKE UP!" and closed my eyes, then reopened them. I was at my bed, relieved, when i saw my dogs at the foot of my bed. I thought "Wait, my brown dog can't have gotten here, he's blind and he's never inside." At that moment, 3 more clones entered. I shut my eyes and reopened tnem again, and woke up. Did some RC's, then relaxed.How do i stop that entity? Every time i ask her why she is doing what she is doing or confront her, she kicks me, and i feel pain. Help!

Bedtime: 12:15
No WBTB - wanted to catch up on sleep
Bedtime: snack: goat cheese with garlic
Aids: garlic (above); low dose vitamin B complex
Recall: Low
Vividness: Medium
Awesome factor: Very low


Dream 1: I'm at my Grandma's house. Someone has given me two macaw-sized parrots, for whatever reason. I'm walking around outside with these parrots crawling all over me. My own parrots are inside the house, and Aunt H is there with her dogs so I'm worried they'll get eaten, but I can's go inside because of the birds I have on me.

Dream 2: I'm at what is probably supposed to be my parents country house, but doesn't look much like it. There's a storm coming. My cousin C is looking out of the window and he says something about a funnel. I take it to mean there's a tornado forming. I try to get everyone to go to the basement, but no one is listening (IWL I'd likely be the one looking out the window and not wanting to go downstairs). My cousin then goes outside...

Dream 3 (or possibly another fragment of dream 2): I'm in a house with a long dining room combined with a living room. The table is on the left side and a sofa on the right end. A bunch of my family members are there. I have this binder with very colorful, whacky hairpieces that I'm looking through. I take out one that has a mask attached. My goddaughter wants it so I let her have it, but later I want it back so I start looking for her. My cousin L, her mother, helps me but we can't find her.


Key emotions: worry, frustration

Such as6:15 7:26 11:11 1:11 2:12 7:17 etc in my dreams

Level of Lucidity: 0
Level of Clarity: 3
Level of Realism: 6
(levels based 0-10, 0-5 being low - good 5-10 being great - extreme)

Dream Fragment 1: I am shopping at Publix and approach the checkout isle. The lady behind the cash register asks if I have my alternate ID or my Publix rewards card. I say I have my alt ID number. Then I hear someone in real life talking in another room and wake up.

Dream Fragment 2: My dad has been asking me if his check from work has come in the mail lately (In waking life). In this dream fragment I was standing outside by the mailbox. It was extremely hot outside, but I didn't feel hot, I just knew it was hot. I went to the box even though the mail man hadn't come yet, and there was mail in the box. I pulled it out and held up a large birthday card sized envelope. It was white with a red bar across the top and bottom, kind of like a Netflix banner. Then the dream faded.

Dream Fragment 3: I'm in a yoga studio and there's a lady teaching yoga to another lady, of about age 21 or so. She's very attractive. The teacher then tells the student about the next move they'll be doing, which is basically doing a split, but instead of splitting with your feet moving further apart on the ground, they'll move apart in the air in front of her, and it'll be up to her to hold her legs up. She holds her legs up and spreads them as far as she can, revealing the most sexy cameltoe you can imagine. She looked at me seductively, and for some reason I literally said "ohhhhh ya! UGGGGH!" The "ohhhh ya!" was like a deep, black guy narrator kinda voice, and the UGH was like a tennis grunt that you would make on your final strike. Just as I made that UGH sound, an image of me on top of her thrusting popped up, and then I woke up. (Damnit...)

I drank a little too much last night and only remember this one dream. This is a really old dream sign of mine but I never seem to get it. The next time I dream about school I will know that I am dreaming!

I was in a class room taking a test and nothing on the paper made sense. (confusion)I got the feeling that I had dozed off when the teacher was giving the lesson. (FA?)The kids around me where whizzing through the questions like it was easy. I could only stare blankly at the paper not really comprehending the words on it. I felt really stupid and was panicking inside. I didn't want to ask the teacher for help because I felt so embarrassed. I could not believe he made us do this crazy test after the summer break. None of the other teachers did. (False memory)I spent a lot of time looking around, trying to reason this whole thing out until I woke up.

Last night, 6/15

Non-lucid, don't remember much, but setting was derived from middle school in Thief River Falls, but was different. Short, one-story, small, empty, square concrete school building with an outdoor pool on one side. Two poles with a human slingshot between on the other side to launch people into the pool. Gray in color, matching the cloudy skies. Skies are always cloudy in my dreams. Group of people (Kristi from Peru included) were using the slingshot. I was hesitant, as it looked as though it would fling me into the school building, but eventually I decided to do it. When I was flung out of it, I slowed down past the corner of the building in case I would hit it, but I didn't. (Moment of dream control? I think so.) Lazily flipped as speed returned past the building, landed in the pool. As in dream from two nights ago, while I was underwater I tried breathing in to increase buoyancy (had some cognitive dissonance about that as I was underwater but did it anyway.) Then panicked as I realized I just inhaled water, then was fine when I realized that I was asleep and breathing air. For a moment, I sat on the bottom of the pool, looking around breathing and then the dream stopped with my awareness of it.

Two nights ago, 6/14

Don't remember much, but was another flying dream. There are two types of flying dreams I have, but I only count one as a true flying dream. One is a "video game" flight dream, where I move freely through the air using WASD-and-mouse controls. This is usually just an extension of a dream taking place in a video game or something of the like, and the reality of the dream itself is suspended. Other type is actual flying, which involves effort of motion on my part, and usually takes the form of some sort of swimming motion or undulation to propel myself. Also, this type of flying frequently requires me to learn to become more agile. Initially I fly with great effort and slow speed, and then become more accustomed to my powers of flight and can bank and swoop with more ease. This dream was of the second sort.

Three nights ago, 6/13

Odd dream with a large wooden structure setting in the middle of a blue sunny ocean. Wooden structure seemed to be modeled after Minister's Treehouse stylings, which is where my dreams usually tend to go architecturally. Modern, rough wood forms with very open structure outside. Was video-game-flying in this one to work on aspects of the structure, Minecraft-style. Perhaps will call it Minecraft-flying. Was searching for things, playing a computer game with a spider character which was actually quite fun, but was only able to play for short bits at a time before plot kept pulling me away. Also, Usher song was played for me by someone, and I really liked it and was searching for a way to play it to listen to it. All that in accordance with the theme in my dreams of getting almost close enough to touch something but never quite there in a very Le Grand Meaulnes sense.

Had two LDs this morning, which is a first for me.

I woke up from the first at 6:35am. It started as a false awakening, but I noticed there were some cardboard boxes on my bed. This caused me to do a RC, and when I could breathe through my plugged nose I became lucid. The first thing I did was look at my hands, but I couldn't see them. I stared at where they should be, and eventually they materialized. After staring at them for a little while they became more clear. I put my hand on the side of the bed and tried to get up, but found myself laying flat on my back with the clarity fading. I looked at my hands again and tried to get up, but the same thing happened. This repeated for a while, each time getting a little further out of bed. I eventually stood up, but wound up back in bed, so I just gave up and teleported myself to the window.

I opened the window shade, and I was about 300 feet up in the sky, half over the ocean and half over a beach with a mountainous jungle in the background. I had wanted to fly in my next LD, so I guess this was a fly or die way to learn. I crawled halfway out the window, but felt the dream fading again so I grabbed the windowsill until the clarity came back. I then crawled all the way out and began to plummet. My stomach lurched like I was actually falling, but I was able to quiet it. I alternated between flying like superman, and falling to the ocean for a while, until I fell close to the surface. I pulled up at the last minute, weaving between wading people in a very uncontrolled flight (I was upside down half the time).

I ended up sliding into the beach near the waters edge. I tried to get up and walk, but I was too dizzy to stand. I ended up crawling up the beach (which was littered with flip flops, beach chairs, and people) towards a little girl sitting in a chair. I stopped and sat down just past her and tried practicing my telekinesis on an empty can. It started to wiggle, then I woke up.

I woke up from the second around 8:15am. This was a WILD actually induced by reading an article on Dream Views. I went in to the dream knowing I was dreaming, but I didn't try to control it. Instead, I tried to convince my girlfriend that we were in a dream. About halfway through, I started to doubt whether I was dreaming, so I tried my normal breathing RC, but it failed. So I tried the finger through hand RC for the first time in my dream and it worked, which felt a little weird. The only aspect I tried to control, was a wave that rushed towards me as I lounged out on the beach. I managed to project a force field around me for a second, but it quickly failed and the water rushed over me, waking me up. However, it was only a FA. I discussed the LD I just had with my girlfriend in the FA, then went back to sleep within the FA. From here, I actually managed to DIELD into another LD that lasted for a little while.

When I woke up for real, I realized I had just had a LD within a FA after a LD, and I had to pause and look around for Leonardo DiCaprio and Joseph Gordon Levitt because I could've sworn I was in Inception. Overall it was an interesting experience.

Background

I naturally wake up at 4:00 am , I get up and then write down the previous dream, go to the bathroom and go to the kitchen to have a glass of water. I lay down on my back and prepare myself to WILD , i start counting my breaths as i usually do and i wait until the rollover signals are very strong , when they are i turn over to my side and stop counting, i just get focus on my breathing .

After this comes the weird part... i suddenly am in a dream with but i'm didn't felt any HI or hallucination that's why i think it was DILD and not WILD because as fast as the dream began i remember i was trying to WILD (in the dream ) so i do the nose plug RC and i can breath through ...

Dream

I'm near my aunt's house, in Pousa ( is my village, where i'm from, i don't live there anymore ), I'm walking down a narrow path which is made of pavement and sand as soon i'm finished doing the RC and confirming i'm dreaming i start levitating , i know is because i'm too excited so i start controlling my breaths and i go down again , just to test a different RC i look to my hands and they are perfectly normal ... i continue to walk down the path and i get to the main road ... i know this place really well because i used to play here as a child, in my right is a Coffey place that i know as well.

I look to the other side of the road and 3 really hot girls are passing by, i call one of them but she says no with her head ( " even in dreams this happens to me XD" I thought ), i cross the road and a pretty woman is there holding a big box in her hands. I grab her arm and cross the road again ... when i get to the other side i take her clothes off but then the weirdest thing happens... she transforms into a little girl ... i panic and wake up .

I'm in some kind of laboratory, a man is explaining me a process for cleaning the sea water, e uses air bubbles to make the bacteria come up were they can remove it, after this e shows me this table with huge dead bacteria on it .... they look like giant purple oval animals.

I was out somewhere with my mom; a day out or something like that. We had bought dinner – takeaway burgers in buns – and mom was carrying them in a bag with her.
We went to a public toilet; very public as it turned out! They were cubicles, but the walls around them were very low, barely coming to the level of the knees of whoever was on the toilet.
It was strange, but no one was fussing at all; they just took it as normal. Even mom and I didn’t think anything of it. (The real me would have freaked out instantly and refused to use them…!)
There was a huge queue while mom and I were in two of the cubicles, but everyone was friendly and cheerful, despite having to wait.
Before I ate, I had to have my insulin (I’m diabetic, and insulin comes before a meal). I politely warned the people around me to look away if they didn’t like needles. Most covered their eyes.
While all this was happening, mom and I were discussing what to do with the food. Mom warned me that the burgers were going cold. I suggested putting them in one of the Morrison’s (supermarket) bread roll bags (sizeable sealable plastic bags). She thought it was a good idea, but started to say ‘but…’, which turned into her choking as I woke up. My boyfriend coughing violently in his sleep woke me up; I think it was what turned my mom’s words into choking. (Do dreams work like that?? I mean, I hear a cough in waking life and it transposes into the dream?)

I've tried one tab of B6 and two tabs of Valerian recently, without success and wonder if maybe they contributed to my barren four days...but I remembered 2 dreams last night. I set my phone to alarm twice during the night and remembered nothing. I need to find an alarm that rings enough to wake me, then shuts up till I've remembered any possible dream

I did a WBTB the second time...had 20 mins and a large coffee...then to bed. I'm vague about when the dreams occurred...were they one after the other at the last minute or did I remember an earlier one? Definitely, the latter part of the night seems to work for me...I never pick up a dream whenever I wake during the night..so I've yet to know the time periods before my earlier REM cycles start

The 1st dream was quite detailed...Staying in a large, bizarre, cluttered B&B room, that seemed to be occupied part of the time by another family! I found their presence strange (the beginnings of dream-awareness or wishful thinking?) I locked the door later, to ensure privacy. A strange bath scene followed (both the holiday aspect and the bath are dream signs and I'm still not picking up on them yet)

The 2nd involved someone interviewing someone vaguely like my grandson, who was being flippant. The interviewer said "mad" and I defended the boy saying "haven't you ever been nervous?" I think a reflection of my concerns that my grandchildren do well academically

Dreamed of charts (work related).

I am walking along a sort of garden area, and nearby is a shallow cave, and in this cave I found sitting what looks like a chest with diamond heart lock on the front and gold laced. I opened it an inside it was a scroll.

When I opened the scroll up it appeared to be instructions of getting to heaven.
There was also some gold pieces and chalice which I didn't think was all that important, but the map was important.

Then I turned around and there was someone there, and they said do you really think you can get there, when mostly no-one ever does, and why do you think you are so different, and how difficult it all was. They then proceeded to try convince me they had a better place to offer, and asked instead of going through so much hassle why don't you just come with me and I will just give you everything and you don't have to bother about the map.

I felt there was something wrong with his offer and what he was saying, and I was very reluctant to let the map go. But I was also a bit afraid of saying no to him as he seemed very intimidating. So I came up with a pretty bold plan to get myself out of it. I said I tell you what I'll keep the map, but I'll follow you.

He looked at me somewhat suprised, and said 'well why do you want to keep the map for'. And said, just as a novelty. He wasn't impressed and said 'lets just burn it' so I replied that I have to be going somewhere before I discard it or I would have no second option so I told him lets go take me where you say is the better place.

He reluctantly agreed but looked half defeated in the matter and mumbled something about we will get rid of the map after.

At that point I woke up.

Dream recall from today's nap.

I was doing some stuff and then went to take a nap, i decided to do WILD. I was trying to fall asleep for a bit, but eventually i managed it then there was weird noise, and then i wake up and do reality check, but i am not in the dream like i expected to be...

Dream Fragment 1: I was in what seemed to be a video game. It was a FPS (first person shooter) and the objective was to defend my fort. Which the fort was in a house, and the house had only 1 room, 2 windows, and 1 door. My fort was made out of cardboard with things written on it in green and it took up half the house. My fort was setup to where i had a little window so i could look out into the rest of the house and see the window and door to my left, and the other window was right behind me.
I could see a battle was going on outside and I noticed a psychopath like man was running towards my house and grabbed hold of the door and flew in. He immediately rushed my fort and i fired my gun and missed so i jumped back through my window behind me and he came with me, but in mid air i shot him and me and him laid outside, him dead, me...just...confused.

Dream Fragment 2: After the above happened it seemed as if a new game was loaded up and i was in a totally new game. I took on a character from Super Smash Bro's, i don't remember which but i remember i was in third person, floating above the ocean with all the rest of the characters in the game. We all were floating in a giant circle and in the middle was this monster (enemy) that we had to destroy. It rose out of the ocean and began to attack. All of a sudden a HUD screen appeared and it told me i had to spin the right analog stick around until a meter was full and then i could release an attack that would help kill the monster.

Dream Fragment 3: All of a sudden right as i was about to release my attack, my view shot back and I was Me...Myself. Sitting in a chair with a game controller in my hand playing this video game with my old friends from high school. I remember i turned around and I saw the indian boy reporter from an independent film i watched not long ago sitting there in a chair behind me. I had no clue what his name was but I said "Hey, Johnson!" like i had already known his name but at the same time i didn't know it, it was weird, but anyways, i asked him if he was hungry and wanted to go get some Mcdonalds or something and we both stood up and he said "No" and he said something after that, that i can't remember. When he walked in front of me i noticed that the house i was in had my mother in it, and a few other friends from high school. and then everything ended and I woke up.

Im very new to Lucid Dreaming and im still trying to learn how to be lucid, but after a few dream journals iv noticed, iv been able to remember more and more about my dreams, and this is the most vivid dream iv had yet. Im very excited to see what i can do next in my dreams!