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I was trying to debate on whether or not if I should share this crazy story with you all. But what the heck, no one's going to believe it anyhow. So, here goes.

I've had a really bizarre experience one summer several years ago (I forget what year exactly) that lasted nearly two gruesome weeks. To make a very long story short, I attempted to call out to any nearby spirits in the area, and I wound up gaining this weird ability to literally hear my thoughts as if I were speaking out loud. And I could hear it through my ears...

And then about a day later, I began hearing voices that kept repeating the same damn things over and over, like a thousand times. And then they'd change up and start repeating something else over and over. That was the only downside to this weird ability I gained. Those damn voices wouldn't leave me alone. I had to literally plug my ears to shut them out. But enough about that, I ignored them for nearly two weeks and it all stopped at once. I lost the ability I had gained and swore that I would never do anything like that EVER again.

I want that ability back so I can experiment with it some more, however, I don't want those damn voices to come back. It was fairly easy to control and I was able to use it whenever I wanted. It wasn't anything like our inner thoughts that can run rampant and out of control (like replaying our favorite songs all day long against our will, lol).

Finally getting back into the swing of things. It took me a bit to pull my recall out of the murk, but it seems it payed off.
I ended up going to a factory with my Aunt, Grandparents, and parents. Apparently my aunt had discovered this mysterious factory and was going to own it for herself (but at the time, I couldn't think of a reason why). The factory was placed right by a large lake, which I spent most of my time at. The lake was drawing me away from the factory. I think it was because of how pretty it was. The water was dark, but out in the distance, the sun was setting, giving off a beautiful pattern of light on the surface of the lake. It filled me with feelings of sadness, longing, and hope. This lake was something special.
I decided to swim in it, and stayed swimming till we had to leave. Once back home, I apparently got the new Kingdom Hearts game (KH3D) in the mail, and started playing it right away. My mother was watching me play, but didn't say anything. When I looked at her, she seemed kind of sleepy.
I decided to go into my room and take a nap. I walked in and plopped down on the bed, passing into sleep almost right away. Before I continue, I should explain; The night before this dream, I set my iPhone's alarm so it would go off at about 8:30 in the morning. The alarm went off, but I didn't wake up. Instead:
All of a sudden, I heard an alarm going off. It was bugging the crap out of me, because it wouldn't stop. I got up out of bed and searched around for it, till eventually finding my iPhone on the floor a ways away, the screen turned on and blasting the alarm. I walked over and tried to turn it off, but it kept making the noise. All of a sudden, a picture appeared on my screen. It was this girl from school who I barely talk to, and apparently she was in my room to give me an interview for some kind of newspaper. I freaked out and turned around.
And that's when I woke up. It was kind of amusing to wake up from that and still hear that alarm going off. I turned over and picked up my iPhone and turned the alarm off. It was pretty amusing to think that my dream self was having all this trouble turning off an alarm that was actually going off in real life. Haha.
Happy to see I could remember this much, because I haven't been into this in a while. Look out for more soon.
Where I was: At a strange factory with a beautiful lake beside it. Afterwards, I was at my house. If I had gone lucid, I probably would've explored the inside of the factory to see what I would find.
What I was doing: Originally going to see the factory with my family, but I ended up swimming in the lake instead. Afterwards, I was playing that KH game, then I tried to go to sleep, but couldn't because of the alarm, which I then tried to find and stop.
Who was there: My parents, grandparents, and aunt during the factory part. Just my mom at my house. Supposedly that girl from school was in my room, but I only saw that in a picture. When I turned around, the dream ended, so I never found out.

03.04.2012

Library, Cute Animals and Inside Random House, Blonde Resting on Couch With Me (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I have horrible recall on these dreams. I slept for around 4 hours, did a WBTB for 20 minutes, then tried to relax myself for a WILD, but I guess I went unconscious and forgot to regain awareness from time to time.

Edit:

Me and Alyzarin had a shared dream non-lucidly Her Entry--->

http://www.dreamviews.com/blogs/alyz...-sealed-30519/
Dream 1: Library

I was in some kind of library I believe, there were a set of computers where students were working at, and I'm on a computer trying to complete some assignment. There's this dude to the left of me who is being annoying as hell.



I try to tolerate him for a while, like slapping his hand away from me I think when he tries to get near the computer I'm at. Then I just scream at him and the idiot is finally out of might perspective. Then I have some trouble bypassing something on the computer.

Then an Asian teacher comes near me, wondering what I'm doing. I start to panic and tell her that I'm following what the assignment and book is telling me.

I don't know why I'm panicking, because the teacher seems to be accepting almost everything I said to her, so there was no point in me opening some random book to show her that I'm doing something productive, but I do it anyway.

From what I recall from peripheral vision, or just slightly turning my head from this dream, this lady looked almost like my Chemistry 102 teacher. She was wearing glasses, had smooth hair, and was probably wearing a brown jacket that went all the way near her knees or feet.

When I'm done proving to this lady that I'm doing work, which I didn't even need to do, one of the students behind me points to me how to bypass something I'm having trouble with. It think it's going to a certain site that's filtered or blocked.

To do so, we had to type the link and add one something like ":First name, Last name, Year" or something close to that.

I can't much of what I did after that.

Dream 2: Cute Animals and Inside Random House

The environment is weird, I feel like I'm near areas close to my apartment complex, and I'm just talking a walk going somewhere. Then I see this house to the left of me as I'm heading straight down a road somewhere.

I see this really cute black and white cat, and probably two other cute animals as well. I believe one was a brown bunny, and the other I don't know.(because my recall is kind of crap because I'm still trying to remember this after almost convincing myself that I couldn't recall anything).



I focus my attention on the black and white kitty, and it's just sitting on stop of a bush I believe. I start to pet it, and it feels so good petting it. It starts to "Meow" and I could just die from this cuteness!

I start asking it random questions, and it literally responds with "Meow" every time like it's actually talking to me. I could just die from this awesomeness. I probably spend a few minutes petting the cute kitty and listening to it "Meow" all the time.

Then the dream shifts to where I think some teenage girl in a blue jacket with glasses (It's Alyzarin now that I saw her DJ entry), and she is fairly light in skin color asks me to do a favor for her. I reject the favor and try to run away from her, and I think I made the poor girl sad.

I think I was in a random house with some random DC, but I'm not really interested in trying to remember it.

Dream 3: Blonde Resting on Couch With Me

This dream was kind of weird, it starts out with me near this guy sitting on the couch, and I'm giving him money to do some kind of assignment for me (lol wtf?)

I look at him for a while as I'm going to sit down on the other end of the couch. Then I think he disappears.

The room starts to get a little dark, with some lights on somewhere in the kitchen

I'm watching a huge screen TV, probably at the living room in this random house, and there's this blonde in a black nightgown resting on the middle of the couch, and from the perspective I'm looking at, her butt is --> <-- close to my sides.



Her feet were basically on my side, and she's watching the TV as well. Then she starts to raise one of her legs up, which kind of blocks my vision from the TV.

Instead of touching touching her to ask her if she could lower her leg, I just look the other way and do something else. Then I turn to her again, and I see she looks a lot like a girl named "Sierra" that I knew in waking life, but only for a few seconds because of my perspective of seeing her butt in front of me and the bottom edge of her face.

She was basically using one arm to lean on the couch, and I eventually, she lowers her legs. I guess she realizes that I was there and quietly does so she wouldn't feel embarrassed.

Then I think I look in front of me is another screen that's showing images of my sister in a gray jacket, jeans and some type of blouse shirt, and a beret hat. I think she's with her daughter.



That's all I remember.

I had this dream this morning. It starts out with me following a man in a suit. I can see the door to the conference room up ahead. For some reason, everything up to the point where I'm actually in the conference room is in bits and pieces. The place sorta looked like the inside of the Pentagon (for example). But I don't think it was.

The next thing I know, I'm standing before a council of maybe 30 - 40 people and these guys are sitting at a VERY long table, not round, but long as in cigar shaped and in a vertical position. Some of them were wearing suits, some were dressed casually. I looked around the room at all of their faces and i didn't recognize not a one of them. Most of them were middle-aged men and old men. Not sure if there were any women.

One guy stood out to me. This guy was sitting on the right side, closest to me, with his chair kinda pushed back from the table. He was a fat guy dressed in a suit and he was sitting in a comfortable position looking at me.

Anyway, I'm standing there with my arms behind my back--military style--and there's the same guy I followed standing over to my left introducing me. All I heard was "this is Shawn" which is my real name, and then it was as if someone turned down the volume because I couldn't hear anything after that.

Ugh! I had this dream before I had my "Speech" dream but I totally blanked out when I went to write it on that DJ, but I just remembered as I go to turn on my pokemon game

Well, now that I've typed that, I've re-forgotten some of it. Now all I remember is a shiny pokemon appearing. I don't remember what pokemon but it had big purple big like eyes.

Katsuno's Dreams

1st: I was browsing facebook when suddenly my msn just opened and a russian guy sent me a message. He said that I have a nice Password and I knew that it was one of the russians, who hacked DV. He told me that he was gonna hack my facebook and I laughed at him and told him I already changed my PW. But then I got scared because IRL I only changed 3 Digits lol.
I wanted to change my PW again but then my computer crashed. I restarted it and tried to change my password again immediately. The moment I hit enter a pop-up appeared and said that someone is already online with my account. The hacker said that I have a nice account and I was kinda mad. But then I thought "I don't care about facebook...I don't really need it anyway". I put out my computer and woke up.

2nd: This dream was actually pretty awesome. I was watching the new Naruto episode on my computer. It was a filler but it was so epic. All the "good" characters like Naruto and Tsunade (yeah she was alive for some reason) were on a huge field of grass and talking to each other. Suddenly Naruto had some cards inside his hand and gave everyone a couple of them. Obviously those were photographs made my Kakashi and Jiraya and they showed some pictures of naked women and some normal. Everyone had to laugh when they saw them. Naruto was lying on a towel in the grass and looked at the sun. Hinata was next to him and she showed him a photograph of when they were little. In the picture they both were sleeping next to each other in the sun (also on a grass field). Naruto started smiling and Hinata blushed. In this filler Hinata already told Naruto that she loves him so this is what happened: They looked at each other and Hinata said "I was so shy back then and I regret it...I also wasn't beautiful back then". Naruto started to laugh a little and said "You have always been beautiful Hinata!". Then they kissed each other. I felt so happy because I always wanted those two to be together in the Anime lol
Then suddenly a bad guy appeared and tried to ruin the fun. I was semi-lucid and didn't want this to happen so I rewinded the dream scene and started it over. This time the episode was a bit different and I kinda "controlled" what happened. I also knew I was dreaming but I wasn't fully lucid. I changed the dream scene into a nice and beautiful garden and even made some kind of happy end where Naruto and Hinata got together

3rd: I was at home and walked over to a friend of mine. When I arrived at his house I heard some screams. They said there is a giant ant killing the people. I ran over to them and witnessed how a neighbour was torn apart by the ant. For some reason the ant was invisible but I could "feel" it's aura and knew where it was. It noticed my presence and tried to attack me. I ran away into my street and did Parkour do get up a garage. It couldn't follow me so I climbed up even higher. It screamed and I woke up

Pre-Info: I have speech 1st hour and to start making our speeches, we right our topic on a piece of paper. My multimedia class is where we work on projects with like photoshop and the such.

I get to my Multimedia class (3rd hour) when we are informed we have to do a speech. I apparently already did a topic paper, and my topic was about lucid dreaming. It was odd because my 1st hour teacher had wrote a comment on my paper, it was something along the lines of "A lot of people are doing this, I don't like the same speeches" I thought, wow, that's odd. I began working by opening up photoshop. I put "Lucid dreaming" at the top. Somehow, 2 pictures had appeared on my screen, but I didn't stop to think how they got there. One had a picture of a lot of colors in small squares. It said "COLORS" and something under it, but I don't remember. The second picture I would REALLY not like to tell you guys what it was

My goal to finish this project was to color the second picture. Somehow, another computer had started beside me and I opened up a picture of silver on it. I literally took a real life paint brush, got paint from the first computer and put it on my second picture. By this time, my teacher had came over and was saying "Wow that's really good!" The class was almost over. He was telling me "Okay hurry and save it.. Come on.. Hurry! Save it!" As if it were insanely important that I saved it right now. Something messed up so he took my mouse and asked where I wanted to save it. I grabbed the mouse and clicked "CDrive-3rd hour= projects-" Which is where we always save my projects in. But I accidentally clicked "Cannons" which we had never done before. I clicked backed, saved it, but there was a green error that popped up and a loading signal. Another kid in my class said "How are we going to save this??" and the intercom came on and said "Just wait a few minutes to save"

Then I woke up I'm kind of agitated how I remember SO much of a boring dream, but so little of my exciting ones

Windhover's Dream

I kept waking up for 5 times and I forgot to WILD. When I lifted up my dream body it was hard to stand. I couldn't see. I even rubbed my eyes, but it didn't work.
and for the second time of OBE I finally could see my room.

I stood up and transformed into Kneesocks. I saw me on the mirror - the face was still me. But the hairstyle(still black though), clothes, red skin were there. I said 'cool.'
I even conjured her sickle!

I thought of finding Katsuno first, but I thought it was too late to do it (sorry Kat :/ ) so I decided to find Aeolar. I chanted his name and opened the door but I was frustrated that the living room was still there.

Someone was beyond the veranda when I went to the living room. I opened the veranda door and a guy about my age stood there. I immediately recognized him as Aeolar.
"Are you Aeolar?" I asked, but I don't remember his answer. I didn't even confirm...oh, I think he said yes, but I had to make sure so I did the ignore test - he was still there O.o
"Oh my god!!!!!! We are sharing dream!?!?" I shouted.
Then I had to calm myself because I was worried about waking up in dream. Suddenly Aeolar dragged me out of snow-covered-backyard and we flew to somewhere to do something awesome. I think he said we should do some kind of action.

I could see his face. I looked at him closer to memorize his feature. He had brown, slightly blond hair and brown eyes. He was wearing dark-colored jacket.

We were at some kind of super market store and started to destroy it with our weapons. I don't recall what Aeolar's weapon was. I stabbed the ground with my sickle, making a big crack reached to the store - the building got split in half! 2 women came out of the store: one in wheelchair, I thought it was dangerous for them so I brought them to a safe place. The wheelchair rolled down.

"Hey we should do something more awesome! omg!! we should do a catching monster quest!!" I said. I thought of dream battle together, but I wasn't really confident about it, so... Aeolar agreed with me.
I dragged him to a place where a huge monster would be there. I saw tall buildings and an enormous teddy bear destroying the city xD We started to fight him.

I flew and swished the sickle (it was really heavy somehow) at the teddy bear but it didn't work out well. So I transforming into Killy to use his powerful GBE laser gun, and then flew down to the ground with Aeolar. There were many people there. I tried to summon GBE gun - imagined it was on the ground, failed, imagined it was behind me, failed, and then imagined it was on my waist, worked. But GBE was a bit smaller than actual one in the manga and it felt like a toy.

Anyway, I pulled the trigger, holding it for about 20 seconds to shoot it in full capacity. When the bright yellow mark on the gun made beep beep sound, I approached the teddy bear and shot him. It went blam! and then made a huge hole in his stomach. full. of. awesome!!! I've never used his gun before in dream.......but the bear healed himself!! I shot him again several times but he bounded all my lasers.

I don't recall what happened then... Aeolar and I were in a building walking together. "We should make passwords here to make sure that we've SD..." I said, and Aeolar suddenly pulled out his walkie-talkie saying a word with alphabets and numbers to Katsuno? (damn, now that I think of it I think Aeolar was just my DC...) I gave him a password. This password IRL I sent it to Katsuno. But I don't remember Aeolar's password at all T^T He said something...maybe he forgot to tell me?

And then we were at my backyard again.... we were talking about SDing. I asked him "how'd you get here?" and he said "I don't know...it just started in my first dream"
A bunny was running around the backyard close to me, so I tried to catch it while sitting, but it ran so fast. I chuckled. I lied on the grass and looked at sun-setting-dark blue sky.
Then I woke up.

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Recently I have become a frequent player of this game called age of mythology, it is a strategy game based on... well mythology. The other night I dreamed that the entire world had the same grapichs and people as in the said game. I was campianing across grecce with a Greecian army when everything began to change the scenery the troops started dying on both sides my only thought was, the gods are angry with us and I awoke.

I arrive at a concert with 3 passionate catholic believers and a friend (I can't remember which one). I know one of the catholics, superficially, her name is Hannelore and she used to be in my year. The other ones are friends of hers. The concert is outdoors and very small scale. The first thing I see there when I arrive are Filip, an ex, and a girl with short curly blonde hair. They seem to be on a date but they look really bored. He catches my eye and throws me an angry look. (...) We are standing in a circle and some guys come talk to us. They somehow find out Hannelore and her friends are catholics and are really passionate about it and they start making really rude comments about it. I defend the catholics. They bugger off but Hannelore is in tears, she's really hurt by what they said. The other catholics seem not to care too much. I give Hannelore a long hug. She looks really moved and surprised I did that. The rest of our company looks pretty surprised as well. (...) The catholics keep getting rude comments from people on the concert. (...) I'm on a bench with Hannelore and hugging her because she was crying, again.

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I'm in a bar/club at night. I'm a waitress. Actually it's a special kind of bar, because the customers can also ask alone time with the waitresses to have sex with them. Ehm. I just realized I'm a prostitute in the dream. Well, anyway. People are in costumes (it's carnival, or halloween) but I decide to go naked for the night, same with some other waitresses. I'm really at ease with this though people stare and whistle and make comments all the time. There is some kind of mission which I forgot about. A friend of mine in trouble, or something. Two old guys want to have alone time with me, I first let them follow me but when we're alone in the room I kick them and run away.

First of all I am going to write down how the third attempt and I will also write down what I dreamt!

I had just finished reading Frank Kepples non-technique text and I chatted with my other natural astral projection friend, Tony. Then I went to bed layed down on my stomach with my head resting on my crossed arms, closed my eyes and focused on the spot in the center of my forehead.
I didn't focused on relaxation, because Frank wrote that it will come by itself. So I did what my friend Fredrik does, I daydreamed. I thought to myself that I took a big risk, because a wandering daydreaming mind can end up falling asleep unconsciously really easily. But I didn't!

I don't know how I did it it's just something you have to try and see if it will work the same for you.
I just concentrated the sight at that spot, even though it hurted a little bit at first, I soon started to get used to it.
I could even look straight forwars, but at the same time feel the awareness at that spot, so that was a little weird.
I started to see some flashes here and there and some figures in a fraction of second.

Then I just woke up and felt that my awareness was diffferent, and I just knew that I was dreaming!
I got out of my bed really excited! I looked at my hand and they were normal and it felt more real than usual, since I was almost perfectly clear in my mind and I could even remember things from the physical world, I thought to myself that this looks like one of my lucid dreaming wallpapers, where a hand is on a window. I tried to manipulate the form of my hands and they immediatelly changed shapes and I got shocked!

I started to scream for my "Dreamguide" or something like that, but I got no answer...

I looked out through my window and saw that my neighbours had a pool on the roof, I laughed because it was so random and I wanted to go there. So I went out from my room, I thought to myself that this might be the astral plane because it was so vivid and real. But I never turned around to look at my sleeping body... But now I think that it was just a dream.
But I am still happy =D I saw my parents sleeping in their room and was surprised over how real and stable they were.

I then walked out of my house and I wanted to fly. So I took pace and tried. But nothing happend... I then imagined the sensations of levitating and I felt my body rising towards the roof! I then started freezing, and my neighbours pool was frozen, so I started sliding on it haha. Then my dad yelled to me "Stop playing outside in the cold are you nuts?"
and I laughed and said "I'm sorry but I am dreaming, your not even real haha I can't believe that I am saying this!".
Then I considered to do a backflip down from the roof, but it was too scary even in the dream ...

This was the most vivid and real lucid dream I have ever had, I seem to say that alot. But I guess I am just progressing.

I will now try to explain the best I can how to focus the eyes, because that's the only thing I did to keep the awareness.
I could then think of whatever I wanted even wander my mind.

Ok this is how I position my eyes: behind closed eyelids of course. But for this exercise you have to have them opened obviously.

Hold your index finger in front of you and cross your eyes so you will make it go double. And then the next part is hard to explain, it's just something you have to "find" how to do on your own, or read crosseye viewing tutorials :P
So when you have crossed your eyes and see double, relax the eyes to make the two fingers move closer to each other and then readjust your focus to make your eyesight stable. If you do this right you will be able to see the image below in 3D!

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I actually did my fourth attempt this morning. I was listening to 3 guided meditations in one sequence, and I did the eye focus awareness at the same time, and I never lost consiousnes!
And my body got extremely numb, but when I knew that I had layed there for 50 minutes my mom decided to get in and yell "Good morning my little heart" and let the sunshine in....

Anyway I was not mad, because now I know that awareness is easy for me if I use this focus.

I hope that it help someone. I will see you tomorrow :D
I will also try to remember as much of each stage as I can, so you will hear about the transition as well.

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Hermine_Hesse's Dreams

Dream #1
My girlfriend, L, a large group of friends are at "Mardi Gras", although the ciy looks nothing like New Orleans and the festival does not look like Mardi Gras. I am standing in the middle of a crowd in the city. To my left is a divide in the crowd and the city. Everything past the divide looks like old Las Vegas. Later, the group and I are all out partying. We want to go home early so we can wake up early the next morning to start to Mardi Gras festivities. We end up doing strange, milky vodka shots in a large bathroom. I meet a guy there who talks me into staying out later and partying with him. I end up falling asleep in the bathroom istead. When, I wake up, everyone is gone. I pack up a bag I have with me and head out. A large guy wearing a long towel comes into the bathroom. I walk out of the bathroom with him. When I walk out, we are at a large house where he and a group of people including my niece, H, live. I end up having an argument with a random car stopped in the road. I find it odd that one of them automatically knows my name. I end the fight and start walking around the house, looking up at the balcony to find my friend. I go inside and my niece, H, is there. I play with her by grabbing her hands and swinging her into the air in a way that defies gravity.
I leave the house and finally find my girlfriend. I am mad her for leaving me asleep in a bathroom, but forgive her and head back into Mardi Gras.

Dream #2
I am watching a weird play. Everyone in it has strange, pale blue eyes.

Loud Girls
My sister, my parents, and I are staying as guests in a large house. There are many other girls around my age staying there as well. They are being rude and disturbing my family's sleep by being very loud late into the night. They are downstairs partying, and my family is upstairs sleeping. One girl refuses to be quite, even after I asked everyone to quiet down. I walk down the stairs and punch her repeatedly in the face, but none of the punches have much effect on her.

Fountains
I am at "work", but everything looks completely different. There are beautiful red and white fountains everywhere. Everyone who is normally a brunette has a large, blonde streak in her hair.

Energy Escalators
I am traveling somewhere with my parents. I notice my luggage keeps changing - and I keep having two mismatched shoes. I don't become fully lucid, but I have a vague sense of it being a dream and being able to control things. I am on a moving walkway. I realize I can change and direct it with my energy. The moving walkway bends and goes up, down, and around. I feel I reach a new level of dream control. Instead of just thinking or willing something to happen, I can feel an energy carrying me forward and begin to guide the energy like levees around a river. As I do this, the walkway changes around me without me actively willing the change. It feels more like surfing, not god-like control.

Fragments

• Another dream about my sister
• A guy with a pickup truck
• A dress with mirrors in the pockets
• A creepy amusement park-like ride

Lucid fragment of floating

DJ Log: March 3, 2012 – 9:15AM (USA Eastern)
• NON-DREAM • NOTES • DREAM • LUCID •

I am walking down a city street when I decide to walk into a store called Guitar Land. When I first walk through the door, I notice that there are no guitars or amps anywhere to be found. There are several clothing racks in the middle of the store and many shelves around the perimeter. In the back of the store, there are a couple of aisles. I walk through the clothing section to the first aisle end cap display. There are some hanging chairs and bean bags on sale. The bean bags are $19.00 and the hanging chairs are $139.00. I pick up a tan bean bag and look at the chairs for a moment. I like the chairs, but I can't legitimize spending that much money on one of them. I walk a bit further and see a sign that says “50% off all furniture, clothing, etc. etc.” I think about it for a second, then I decide to go ahead and pick up a chair for $70.00. I return to the display and see another sign that says “50% off chairs, nude color only”. I select one which is “nude” color, then I wake up.