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Dream 1
I was in the halls of the Chancellor's quarters in Coruscant. I was chasing someone or something through the halls, I might've had a lightsaber as I don't remember much but it was dark in the halls.


The person I was chasing could've been IG-88 all I know is that he had a staff. I shot lasers or he shot lasers at me. The laser were red.

I also remember going back to the beggining like it was a game. Twisted Metal or something. I looked out the door at one point it was night time, the city looked pretty nice though.

Dream 2
I was in my house and I has boxing gear on (headguards, gloves). I was talking to someone who resembled Shaquille O'Neal, we conversed about boxing and then started talking about weight classes. I said I was a welterweight and I couldn't spar him he went through the weight classes "Lightweight,welterweight,middleweight,heavyweight ,bigweight".

"Bigweight? I think you mean Super Heavyweight" I said.
"What?" then he said he could beat me up and he started punching me. I thought it was going to hurt loads becasue of his weight advantage.

We left the kitchen and went to the frontroom. Where we were to spar my coach told me to get in. But I only remember standing outside the "ring" (the space designated in the front room). I really should've RC'd.

January 3, 2012

Dream Signs Update

Based on the past few nights and many random dreams I was too lazy to write, my dream signs deal mostly with FORM and CONTEXT involving the home.

1. The apartment is an older apartment I haven't lived in for years: context

2. My bedroom is the wrong bedroom I haven't had for years: context

3. I'm living with the whole family, when I'm not: context

4. Theres a hill where there shouldn't be a hill: context

5. Driving to dallas only took an instant, wow!: context

6. I don't remember ever parking my car, where did it go?: context

7. I'm in a class I shouldn't be in: context

8. The highway never makes any sense : setting form

9. Im upset my sisters are deciding the arrangement of my room: emotions

10. bathrooms are as weird and as scary as ever: setting form

So, lots of context dream signs! Not easy! But most of it has to do with the home. So that's what I'll focus on the most for the next week or so.

Reality Check Everytime:

1. I come into contact with family: Are they supposed to be living here? Am I supposed to be sharing a room with them?

2. Everytime I'm in my room: Is this my room? Is my bed where its supposed to be? How many beds are here?

3. Everytime I'm in the living room: Is this my living room? Is the front door where it should be, by the kitchen? Is the porch where it should be? Does the porch have a screen door or a regular door?

4. Everytime I'm in the kitchen: Is the kitchen where its supposed to be? Does it have one entrance or two? Whos in the kitchen and why?

5. Everytime I'm going somewhere: Do I even know where I'm going? Why am I going there? Does the going there make sense?

6. Everytime Im in the bathroom: Do the bathroom appliances make sense? Is the toilet scary?

and something like that

My mother revealed to me that while I had been visiting her, she found my IUD in her house. Apparently, it had come dislodged and fallen out. She kept it for months, deliberately not telling me, so I'd give her grandchildren. I looked at myself and saw that indeed, I was pregnant. I yelled angrily at my mother, flabbergasted that she'd stoop so low. I asked her if she understood that I'd been drinking and doing drugs the past few months, unaware of her schemes, and that the baby would not be well. I screamed with despair, and the noise sounded like a baby's scream.

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The setting is a sterile, white, minimal, hermetically-sealed floor of a skyscraper. Small boys and girls, all aged around 10-14 and all blonde, live here, each in their own small room. They're overseen by adult minders and have never been outside of the building. One girl is curious about the outside and manages to leave. She finds she can fly. The building the children live in, she sees, is surrounded by nothing but high-rises in an endless dystopian cityscape.

The girl returns and develops a love of dragons. She orders (or I send her?) dragon toys from the internet, which appear in her sterile room in Amazon boxes.

The girl meets a boy, and eventually both escape. They end up at an art gallery with experimental electronica playing and a circus-like atmosphere. How should the story end, I wonder? Should they live happily ever after? No, the story should end in tragedy, I think. They should meet someone - maybe a tattooed lady? It's been done in Stranger in a Strange land, I remember.

03.01.2012

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Dream 1: ( This is from 1/2/12, but I didn't want to make two posts in one day )

I took a late afternoon nap for this one.

I'm back in college station, and I'm headed to go back to my apartment, but I'm having trouble riding my bike.

I take a left and go straight and I jump with my bike onto some grass with a small chair that fell down sideways.


Dream 1: (This is 1/3/12)

Sasuke is coming out of the lake with Naruto, and they're as old as they are in Naruto Shippuden. Sasuke is wearing some weird looking outfit, it's like a mix of his samurai looking outfit when he first encountered Naruto and the new one where he fought and killed Danzo.



I was in spectator mode, and Sasuke's eyes were in Sharingan Mode all the time, probably to stop Naruto from counterattacking.

(But I thought Naruto, at least in sage mode, wouldn't fall for Sasuke's genjutsu, but then again I couldn't recall if Naruto was in Sage mode).

Anyway, Sasuke continues to hold Naruto by the arms and keeps moving forward. Then when all of us enter a room, there was some kind vine looking monster, like a tentacle arm. It tried to attack Sasuke, but no use.

Then some random bug that looks like a mini-praying Mantis appears (from this point on the dream recall goes to crap, but just for this dream, so I won't try to fill too many details).



Oh wait, nevermind, that's all I remembered for the dream hahaha. (Sorry, I honestly had more recall, but I didn't want to type it since the dream REALLY went random.

Dream 2:

Let me give you the mentality of this dream.

Spoiler for Just doing this in case...:

Imagine being a child, stuck in a small shed, you're barely surviving and soliders are trying to look for any survivors from the opposing country.

They have guns, while you have the defense of a paper hat (you're not really holding a paper hat mind you). So it's best not to make a sound right? Otherwise you go bye-bye.

(Sorry, when I wake up again from another dream, I'll probably regret this really vague sarcasm with the analogy, but it's the best I can do without boring you with long and fancy-smanchy words).

And when they come in your area, one goes into the shed, and you go bat shit crazy on him and start stabbing the guy and you laugh like crazy while the blood squirts all over your face and you enjoy every moment of it because your body is still recovering from the abnormal flow of adrenaline causing you to fight and become REALLY insane.

That's how scared I was below.

I was inside some random room, and it's pretty dark. (kind of like the description I provided in the spoiler about the mentality of this dream if you didn't read it beforehand)

I was calm at first, but then this really big DC in the dark slowly comes out of nowhere, and he was holding a weapon! Maybe an uzi or something, but I wouldn't have allowed it to try and kill me.



There's a machine gun (mini-sized,probably an Uzi as well) convienently placed on the floor. I grab it quickly and before I shoot, the moment was like when two people with swords get closer and closer and closer and make the final strike, and you see their faces up close and personal and BAM.



I was making some weird facial expressions out of fear, and shot the DC. I just kept shooting and shooting. After I killed it, I kind of go mentally insane (but I won't explain more on how I was going crazy).

Dream 3:

Spoiler for I'm serious, don't do it if you don't want to see.:

Spoiler for Are you sure you want to see me do weird things? o.o:

Spoiler for It's not that bad, but it's kind of disturbing for me....you can still click this to check:

WARNING: IF YOU LOVE JUSTIN BIEBER, PLEASE DO NOT LOOK AT THIS SECOND PART OF THE DREAM (I'll have a spoiler hiding it, but just wanted to tell you in advance).

Pure and simple dream here, I accidently stab someone who looks like Justin Bieber. I thought they would die, but after a while, they come back. He was giggling and tried to send some message that I'm trying to kill him.



I don't know why he didn't die, I stabbed him straight in the heart. I saw the blood pouring slowly, I even pushed the knife a little deeper.

Justin was smiling the whole time, I don't know why he wouldn't be scared or me just killing him, and him suddenly coming back to life. I keep trying to grab his arms because he's typing that I'm trying to kill him.

He is basically acting like a little child in the dream...he was opening the door that led to outside, but I quickly lock it back. Then I decided this guy just needs to die.

I get some weapon that looks like a curvy sword (like cutlass or machete), and completely push Justin to the ground and stabbed him in the heart horizontally.

(It was like the second to last sword on the right)


The weird part was that he was gone, and I was cutting off into 3 pieces a dried up heart.



I see the pieces fall and some weird stuff was in it. The insides looked like a 3D-display of organelles in an Animal Cell.



I think it's from me watching Justin's video on "Baby ft. Ludacris" on the DreamTube section of Dreamviews (which I really regret watching all ~3:45 minutes of it)

These dreams are starting to become TOO random...

And I didn't enjoy the last dream at all, I was still kind of freaked out from the one before it.

There was three tubes. Each was made out of a red tinted metal that glowed. Inside them was three people I recognized. Then I woke up.

6th Dream of 2012

I was in a ruined house inside a dark forest. I had to kill this zombie things. After that someone from the FBI came and I went into another dram fragment.

5th Dream of 2012

In waking life we're going to the beach in Mexico in 10 days, so last night I'm visualizing being there as I fall asleep. I'm fishing on some rocks above the ocean. I get a big bite and something is pulling very hard. It's almost pulling me off the rocks, even though I've got my drag set to let out line. This feels like the biggest fish I've ever had on. I know I'll have to climb down closer to the water to have any chance of landing it.

As I climb down the tension in my line releases and I know I've lost the fish. I pull in my line and my leader has been twisted and shaped into some kind of wind chime looking thing. I'm amazed but not quite enough to become lucid.

Good morning, everybody.

Dream #1

I was with a big group of people. We were in an area that looked like the large reading room of the New York Public Library. But it was also something like a high school gymnasium. The group I was with was probably a church group, though it may have been part of a church-school.

I was up on a balcony level, crouched down or sitting down near the floor. There were a few other people up here with me, including a teacher, who sat behind me.

We looked down on the main area, where a lot of other people were. That area may have been floored with brownish gym mats. There may have been an occasional school desk. There were a decent amount of students down there. Everything felt kind of cluttered.

We had all been given a lesson by somebody who was probably speaking into a microphone from some pulpit at the other end of the room from those of us on the balcony. It was some lesson about Christian history.

We now had to do an in-class exercise based on the lesson. The exercise was some kind of role-playing game. I think we all had to imagine ourselves as some saint, who had been the subject of the lesson. We then had to imagine ourselves into the environment of the saint.

A classmate of mine, a boy maybe eleven or twelve years old, wanted me to come with him on the role-playing game. I was probably going to go along with him.

But my teacher, a pretty, blonde woman, yanked me back from the boy. She told me the boy was distracting me. The teacher told me I was going to come with her.

I looked behind the teacher to the area I knew we were going to: some kind of stage-like area on the left wall of the room, where there were other kids sat out on the floor with papers, studying or doing their lesson exercise.

I was now in some kind of hallway-like space with my teacher. The hallway was like an old, narrow, seldom-visited corridor in a natural history museum.

We sat on the floor -- actually, I think my teacher was laying on her stomach. My teacher had a book, some kind of history of poetry. She may have read some of it to me. She may then have asked me either to read some to her, or to give her a reaction to what she'd read. She handed me the book.

I could see that the text was about the seventeenth century British poet Abraham Cowley. But the pages looked like they were from some kind of illustrated Bible for kids. There was a drawing, almost coloring-book-style, of biblical mountains running across the top half of one set of pages.

I told my teacher a little bit of my own thoughts about Abraham Cowley. I liked him, and I thought it was unfair that he'd fallen into obscurity.

I then read the bottom lines of the left-hand page of the book. It mentioned how somebody in the eighteenth century had "single-handedly" rescued Cowley from oblivion. It took me a long time to read this. But I finally got the idea that the person referenced was Samuel Johnson.

My teacher was now slightly around the corner from me, and up on a very small platform, elevated about 20cm above the floor. I lay on my stomach and stared at a beautiful, Gothic-style, wood wall as I gave my teacher some of my own thoughts on Cowley.

It was hard for me to speak -- my brain was really groggy. But I said, "Well, you know, now that Cowley's rescued from oblivion, everybody thinks he's just great. But I don't think he's free from faults. I love his Mistress poem cycle. But his Odes are kind of flat, in my opinion."

2/01/2012

Well its been a long time since I last had a lucid dream. My dream recall has gotten so bad lately. Anyways…

I was laying on the lounge enjoying a lazy afternoon watching tv when I started feeling light in my right side. I thought at first maybe my side had ‘fallen asleep’ so I tried to move to a different position and it felt normal again. But soon after it started again in my right leg and moved right up my right side. I thought .. hmm I guess this would be a good time to try an OBE. So I closed my eyes. I was laying on my back. I tried to let the light numb feeling move to my left and it did.. but it didn’t spread it actually went out of my right side and into my left. I then moved it back to the right, then to the left again I started ‘bouncing’ it faster and faster, then it slowed and filled my entire body.

I can not remember the exact details… this is a day later now. I managed to exit my body. And was moving through the kitchen I looked at the floor there were a few red plastic storage boxes on the floor.. I thought they were normal even though I own nothing like it in real life… but I was still convinced it was a dream. I picked a stack of papers of the bench top.. again I don’t have any papers there in real life, but still thought it was normal in the dream.. I throw most of the papers on the floor as a walk towards the back door. I hold one up against the screen door and try to read it.

I don’t want to concentrate to hard because I think I might lose the dream. The page is covered in writing. And in the middle in large letters is some scribble and it looks like the name of my old primary school..

I wake up shortly after.. and immediately think about all the obvious things that were wrong but for some reason thought were perfectly normal even though I was completely aware I was in a dream.. actually nothing in the dream was normal. My kitchen was different, the back yard was different.. I don’t even have a screen door on the back door.

This got my inspired. When I went to bed that night I attempted an OBE. I tried a few techniques, spinning, swinging, staring into the void, 3rd eye meditation but nothing really worked. I got into this trance state and I had a strong thought that if someone would ask me a question now I would be shown the answer. I asked some questions about my next day and got answers. Nothing amazing. This is interesting I should prepare some questions next time .. maybe I am psychic

Anyways I fell asleep. Later that night I started doing another obe. I ended up having 3 or 4 in a row the details are a bit sketchy.

I was laying in bed maybe 3 am. I started moving my body from my feet to my head, back and forth after a few passes all my energy body got stuck up in my head but I couldn’t force it out it was just stuck there so I decided to just go to sleep. As soon as I stop trying to force it out I entered I dream. I walked out of my bedroom into the house I was going into the kitchen I started losing my vision and I lost the dream. I was back in my bed. Still eyes closed. I trying to exit again. This time my legs were lose I managed to get them to a more or less 45 degree angle. I then just sat up. I wasn’t sure if I actually sat up.. but then I realized it felt like my legs were still at a 45 degree angle like a V shape. I swivelled around to the side of the bed and stood up. Opened the door and walked through the house to the kitchen again.. I started losing the dream so I rubbed my fingers and the dream stabilised. I went to the front door and started walking out I did a reality check trying to push my finger through my hand but I couldn’t do it.. I was still walking out the door.. I was sure it was a dream anyways so I didn’t worry. There was a large parking area out the front of the house. With really tall pine trees. The ground had large white pebbles on it. There were several ‘jeep wrangler’ type 4x4 parked around. I was going to get in one and go for a drive but I was afraid that I would lose the dream so I didn’t.

I turned to the left and headed up the hill there was another car up there. As I got close I realised mum had turned it into a planter box.. it was full of dirt and had some flowers growing in it. Oh well. I headed to the top of the hill and there was a large park with various kids play equipment. It would have been a couple of acres big. There were these two type ropes about 30cm off the ground. You could see the foot prints where the kids had been cheating and walking on the ground instead of on the rope. .. the dream ended.

I was back in my bed. I tried again to exit this time everything went black. And I had a strong feeling to wake up and write down this experience… and of course as usual I didn’t want to so I get back in a dream it was completely dark I tried yelling give me vision.. Increase lucidity etc but nothing worked and I woke up.. it was 4:25 am now. I went back to sleep and had a few normal dreams but forgot them lol.. happy days.

i was on a boat. it was a nice sunny day. i wondered how many years has it been, since someone last cleaned the toilet there. there were traces of a woman, who probably lived there long ago.
we were in front of a big greenhouse. looked more like a church from glass, except there were trees and plans in it.
i was inside as a spectator. it was a big castle room, the people looked noble. one man with a beard came to another, much junger one while talking. he sturted choking him. when that didn´t work, he stabbed him with a stick or a knife and pushed him down. the others started kicking him.
the murderers were on a tropical island, having a barbeque party, no longer dressed nobly. one of the ghosts of 2 of their comrades, whom they probably killed on the way, wanted more cheese. he had big glasses.
meanwhile, the victim woke up (all bloody) and dissapeared.

I spent this entire dream trying to get to the beach. D and d were there and d was saying something slick about me. I was overly mad and just fed up with it. I walked off and continued down this black and orange room. I was at the top floor and someone was following me down a spiral metal staircase. To get to the bottom more efficiently I jumped down the whole thing.

There was a few rows of tables and chairs set up like a cafe that I had to walk around in order to go outside and I was jumping from chair to chair. The girl behind me did want me doing that bit I kept on. When I was about ten feet away from the exit the room began to flood with people who I recognized as seniors from my highschool days. Everyone was scrambling for chairs and I just wanted out. The people who got to the booths first would hold out their arms and block off everything for their friends who were coming later. I had no time for this and it was getting dark. I was about five feet from the door and someone grabbed me by my shirt and held on till the dream ended. I never made it to the beach because some stupid dc thought I was trying to get a table at a place I didn't care for.

I'm going to keep a log of my Sleep Paralysis experiences, just for my own record, motivation and of course, for others to read

This morning I woke up at 2.30 am, remembered 3 dreams and wanted to write them down.. ..but my DJ was left on my computer desk and I didn't feel like getting up. I also totally forgot I can blog from my phone XD Hey, it was 2.30 am

So I just lay there, contemplating on the dreams in an attempt to remember them in the morning (which worked, btw!). Then I felt myself get heavy and thought I'd attempt a WILD.

I kept thinking of my favourite subject to be thinking about before bed: Dominiq (recurring DC, I've kinda fallen in love with him). I used him as my anchor of consciousness. Then I felt the familiar numbness and started to hear things (HH), but thought "NO, I don't want to hear shiz!" so I moved my elbow slightly. Then it kinda felt like my hand was upside down, but my arm was not like my wrist was twisted. It didn't hurt though. I could still move my arm and hand and they felt fine. Then the feeling returned and I just let it be, occasionally trying to move a limb until I couldn't anymore.

I was in SP. I didn't hear anything but noise (which I was fine with), and a total of three vibration waves washed over me. Then when none seemed to come anymore, I tried getting up. I felt really strange like my body didn't bend as it normally would when you sit up from lying-down position. I also had trouble opening my eyes fully, but it didn't matter. I noticed it was pitch black in my room, whereas it should be dimly lit by street lights..

I didn't even bother doing a reality check, lol.

With a broom in the right hand I jump in a deep ocean to swim to my friends which try to jump from the water surface to a flying platform. As I was under the platform I try to dive deeply so that I have enough bounce to reach the platform with my broom .

[Commentary]
As I dive I though that my art to dive is not physically correct, but I don't reliaze that I'm dreaming .

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Subtle (DILD)

★★★☆☆

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Originally Posted by Mzzkc

As I lounge in the cool waters of a private pool, eyes closed, I hear a familiar voice echo through the dark: ”Don’t freak out, but that’s a shark you’re resting your head on,” she spoke calmly, allowing me to recognize a dream sign as my head rest transformed into a twelve-foot long, brown tiger shark; she offered her hand, and I took it, pulling myself over the shark and out of the pool altogether, ready for whatever she had in store for me.

DreamLucidAwake

More dragon stuff and I'm happy with that. Some interesting things happened in this dream that made it the best lucid I've had to date. Not all was perfect though.

Dragon Taming

I don't remember anything from before I became lucid (if there was anything). It was a bright day and I was in a small river valley. I water was shallow and you could see beautiful colored rocks below the water. There were small trees growing in the water along the rivers path. I was lucid and taking joy in the ability to perform nearly impossible parkour techniques.

I was jumping from tree to tree and trying to avoid the water as much as possible. There isn't much to say about it other than there was a lot of flipping and precision jumping. The freedom felt amazing. The last few jumps were the best. I jumped from one tree to the one in front of me and I spun around to the other side of it. I then jumped over to a large rock and jumped off of that onto a very high tree. I leaped off of this tree before I realized that there's nothing to jump to. Although I fell from a great hight, I was okay because I did a roll.

Now my goal was to get to the top of the cliff in front of me and out of the valley. I saw a crevice that I could wall jump on next to the waterfall. I ran straight towards it, but then I stopped when I saw a spiked wall to the left of it. The wall shot out and just barely missed me. I ran past the wall and into the crevice as the trap slowly reset itself. I then wall jumped all the way to the top. I even slid all the way back down right after just to do it again.

At the top was a great mansion that the river flowed around. I entered the mansion through the back door which led to my bedroom. I opened my bedroom door and everything looked like a mansion again. It was mostly empty though as if it had just been bought. I thought my family was in there somewhere and I had to ask my mother something. I searched a few nearby rooms, but I found no one. I then returned to the main hall where I saw my aunt looking outside through the wide open doors.

"Is mom here?" I asked her.
"Your parents left." She said.
"Where are they?" I asked.
"Just head north and you'll find them." She said.
"Okay, which way is north?" I asked while looking for a compas.
She pointed outside and said, "That way. Just past the mountains."

Before I went outside, I felt like exploring one more room. It was a living room that actually had furniture and stuff in it. This is when I realized I never stabilized. I started rubbing my hands together and noticed I had a glove on my right hand. It felt pretty real and the dream started to become more vivid than it already was. Suddenly I remembered hearing something about stabilizing by licking things. I licked my glove and it tasted like any other glove. I saw a glass table in front of me and then decided to try licking it. After I licked it there was a disgusting taste in my mouth. I looked at the table and saw that there was a yellow slime on it. I then spent the next 30 seconds scraping off my tounge and spitting the taste out. The dream became almost as vivid as real life, but I still wish I hadn't licked the table.

I then went outside to start my journey. The path looked like it would require me to go a long way east to go around the mountains. There were also mountains to the east though, so I figured it wouldn't be a favorable road. I thought about flying over the mountains, but I really just don't like standard flying in dreams. I kind of got distracted from my goal here and remembered my draconic roar. I figured that since I was still knew to it, I should practice it and try to make it stronger. I did at least five roars and each one was much louder than the ones from previous dreams. It was like the Lion King with the volume at 100. Most of my roars were just aimed into the sky where they wouldn't have an effect on anything. My last roar though, I looked at a tree, took a deep breath, and made an amazing sounding roar. It also instantly blasted the tree in two, which I thought was just great.

I then remembered that I needed to get over the mountains, and at the same time remembered that I'm Dragonborn. So I figured I could just fly a dragon. I looked towards the mountains to the east and held my hands out. "Summon dragons!" I commanded. I then saw a baby ice dragon and a baby earth dragon fly out from behind the mountains. I also saw the image of a giant (mountain size) earth dragon in the distance, but it didn't move. The two baby dragons started playing together in the air for a little bit before they finally landed in front of me. I reached out my hand and moved slowly towards the white one.

"Hey buddy!" I said as I moved towards it. The two dragons started to back away from me.
"Don't be scared, it's okay." I said trying to calm them. As I moved closer into their space, they started to become aggressive.
"No, no, I'm friendly! See?" I said holding my hand out to it.
"Oh shit!" I yelled as tried to bite me.

The ice dragon nearly bit my arm and the two of them were starting to growl at me. If I were to make one more attempt they would tear me to shreds in seconds. I guess baby dragons are just more timid and aggressive. It's not like I could fight against them though. You don't hurt the creature you're trying to befriend. Then an idea hit me. Summon a teacher!

For some reason I'm just no good at summoning people, but I'm really good at summoning dragons. So what if I summoned a dragon with a person riding it? I held my hand out and looked towards the mountains again. "Summon dragon tamer!" I commanded. I waited a few seconds before seeing a figure come out from behind the mountain. A fire dragon with a man on it then appeared next to me. The man was dressed in a funny outfit that reminded me a lot of the squire from many dreams ago.

"How do I tame one of these dragons?" I asked him.
"With a ball." He said.
"A ball...?" I said confused.
"You can use it to distract them long enough to get close and make friends with them." He explained to me.

He then pulled out a yellow ball that got the green dragon's attention. He tossed it and the dragon caught it and started to happily play with it. He then moved in close to it and started petting the dragon. It worked, and he had made the dragon his pet. The dragon tamer handed me the yellow ball and told me to try. I looked towards the white dragon, but it got scared and started running down the road. Naturally, I chased after it. When the dragon realized I was chasing it, it started to fly low to the ground. Then there were fences and walls in my way, but I managed to jump and flip over them. The dragon was starting to tire as chase went on, but my dad woke me up before the end.

End

If the dragons weren't so timid I think this would have been the perfect lucid dream. I feel like I did learn something from all this though. Only problem is I don't care enough at the moment to figure that out.