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Just remembered this dream, which I had a few nights ago.

I was sitting on a bed in someone's room, listening to their mom go on and on about some pet duck that had flown away recently. She pulled out a little yellow book and started reading a poem that her daughter had apparently written about the incident. Partway through, a boy who I knew was her son walked in. He had short black hair and was dressed all in black, with a kind of annoyed expression on his face. After his mom "finished" the poem (there was still a bit left on another page, but she didn't seem to notice), she stood up.

"Dinner will be ready soon," she said, and went downstairs.

"Get out," the boy told me as soon as she was gone. I was about to do just that, but three dogs ran in at that moment. They were all wolf-ish, with dark fur in shades of black, brown, and gray. I reached my hand out slowly towards one of them. It growled at first, but I persisted and eventually it sniffed my hand cautiously and let me pet it. The other two immediately started trying to get me to pet them instead. When I looked up at the boy again, he seemed a little surprised.

"I love dogs," I said, and continued to say something along the lines of how dogs were intelligent and loyal and frequently better than humans and such.

They boy smiled. Somehow I could tell that he didn't associate with people much, that the dogs were his only friends and family. The fact that they liked me convinced him that I was an okay person.

"Dinner!" his mom shouted from downstairs. The dogs' moods instantly appeared to plummet at the sound of the woman's voice. They slinked out the door and the boy led me downstairs after them. I don't remember going through any of the house, but we ended up in a garage, where his mother was sitting in a red convertible. Apparently "dinner is ready" meant "time to go get dinner." He didn't get in the car, though. His mom started yelling at him, stuff like 'hurry up' and 'the food's going to get cold while you mess around' and 'why can't you ever do as you're told.'

The boy just stared at her. After about ten seconds, he said, "Follow me." We left the garage, and again, I don't remember anything in between, but then we were out behind my school. All the normal baseball and football fields from real life were there, but rearranged.

"Can I show you something?" the boy asked.

"Of course," I said. He took my hand and we started running towards a forest that wasn't there in real life. Once we entered the trees, I looked at him. The only way I can really explain how he looked is like when Howl turns into the bird thingy in Howl's Moving Castle, only like a wolf instead of a bird. So if you've seen that movie, you know what I'm talking about. He still stood on two legs and had a humanish figure, but he was covered in black fur (except his face) and had paws and other wolf features. We ran deeper into the forest. The boy's dogs and a few wolves ran with us as it started getting dark. Eventually we stopped in a tiny clearing, where the boy--back to human form--lit a fire. We sat around it, along with the dogs and wolves, and I asked the boy if we could stay in the forest.

He laughed. "Definitely."

One of the wolves began howling, and the others joined in. The boy and I howled as well. Then I was looking at the scene from above, and I could see the sound floating up through the trees. It was a dark, pastel shade of blue that sparkled and drifted up like a cloud of smoke.

Then I woke up.

Terrifying. Disturbing. Erie. These words describe the nightmares I've been having over the last month or so. Some times I see it when I'm awake.
These... images keep tearing at my sanity. It's like a sickness, the longer I have it, the worse it gets. I see shapes, patterns, like some kind of language clouding my vision like thick fog. On the other side of the static-y shapes are flashes of images, like a memory fragment, though, it's past the point of terrifying.
Monsters, no, demons. Demons that possess the bodies of the dead and transform and consume the living.
My movement is paralyzed. I try to run, but don't have to because all the demons do is surround me as to keep me from running.
The next thing I know, I see a good friend of mine approach me. This doesn't sound bad, but they died about five years ago. But they look like they didn't stop aging.
She killed herself via wrist slice, but she's got dried blood around her mouth and down her cheeks like she cried blood.
She grabs my throat and an iron grip begins choking me. As her grip begins to tighten I see this pillar thing that's in kind of a spiral formation that speaks to me from the souls of thousands of deceased.
By now I awake, sweating profusely and panting heavily. The rest of the night is one spent without sleep.
When I say I see the nightmare while I'm awake I see her and the pattern things. When I see them I get an enormous migraine in every inch of head. I'm seriously going to seek therapy if this continues to get worse.

POSIDON IS AT THE BEACH he is 10 feet tall there a crowd of his kids at his feet

then there just not there anymore
posidon throws some gold shiny sand looking stuff into the water and were it went into the water a gold circle apears on the service of the water he reaches his big hand into the gold circle and comes out with a baby boy new born

this how percy jackson gender was chosen then i am percy jackson im older


and im at the top of my basemebt stairs look for somone maybe mom there a gold light coming from the celling on my right.

It the same color of the gols circle

Bad dream recall the last few weeks.
So I watched The Adjustment Bureau Last night. The theme of the movie was very similar to dream control in many ways, what with the option trees and free will and stuff.

So I dreamed that the bureau was messing with me. They directed my attention down to the microscopic level, which really threw me for a loop, because any advancement I made was minuscule. Plus there was some weird time distortion at the microscopic level. My dream seemed to last hours, but when I kept waking up and only 5-10 minutes had passed on the clock. The weird thing is I felt fully rested even though I had only had 2 hours of sleep.

So anyways, I used the microscopic level to my advantage, and erased the Bureau from my dream on cell at a time. And it worked.

I was also violently ill last night. So in the dream I also redid my body to cure the sickness and it seemed to work. I'm still sick today, but I no longer had the violent shivering and urge to vomit.

- I had a miniature version of the Snowager from Neopets living under my sink.

One day, I was sitting under a blanket across from the cupboard under the sink, and it was open a bit. I saw his head poke out. He had red eyes. I looked him in the eye for a moment, then hid under the blanket. After a few seconds, I peeked out again, and he was still looking at me. I'm not sure why, but I glared at him. This made him angry. I was like "oh shit" and ran into the porch and closed the door.

I saw him burst out of the cupboard and slither towards the door. He went right up to the window and stared at me, then slithered into the living room. He then started going back and forth between the two rooms, and I was worrying that he would break something. He was probably about 5 feet long and a foot tall. I started freaking out and wanted to call someone, but I didn't have a phone or my iPod. I could see the phone inside, and tried to figure out the right moment when I could open the door quickly and grab it. I tried to do so a few times, but each time, it would end up being only a small piece of the outside of the phone, and I never got the battery. Eventually I ended up with my iPod somehow and iMessaged my mom. As I did so, the Snowager went upstairs. I wasn't sure if he could before. I was worried about what he would do up there. The message I got back from my mom didn't sound concerned at all, and she gave me some sort of advice, but I don't remember what it said.


- I was trying to apply for a job at a small corner store. The inside looked like a cabin and I don't remember seeing anything for sale. I'm pretty sure they weren't actually hiring, but I was trying to convince him to hire me anyway. The guy working there seemed around 30-40 and looked kind of like my math teacher. He mentioned there was another girl working there, and started talking to me about how much he loved her and how he used to date her. I got the impression she was around my age or a bit older, and her name started with a K.


- I was playing Crossfire with N, I hit tab and saw I was actually doing well somehow, I think it was like 28-7. People were like "hakker" and stuff, lol. I felt kinda bad.


- I remembered another fragment earlier that had to do with a job as well, but I can't remember it now.

December 29, 2011

Synopsis: two mini dreams, occupy dallas and visiting family

Notes: fell asleep before finishing the 61 point relaxation technique. Had trouble writing down my dream as soon as I woke up because I needed to get ready for work

Visiting
I returned to downtown dallas to see my friends from occupy. I guy who had been flirting with me, happy to see I still exist asks to go out with me. I don't give him an answer but we continue hanging out with the rest of the occupy crew

In another dream I visit my parents back in SA. But the apartment is all wrong. Its an apartment no ones lived in for like 15 years. But it goes over my head in the dream. My mom is cooking me food, my sisters are playing games, its like the holidays all over again

Lucid Non-lucid

*before bed I used my own incubation technique, except just wanted lucidity rather than a place. I guess it is the confidence technique but it is still my version since I make an artificial confidence for it.

I was with some people in a mans house, we may have been looking for food. I think I may have found some, which is sort of weird considering I later find out he is a vampire. He comes home and captures some of my friends. I jump down part of a cliff, land, and jump again and become lucid. I am doing high jumps so that helps me get lucid, and I am flying through the air. All I do is make sure that I am in a dream, and firmly say that I am dreaming in order to be sure this was a lucid when I woke up, and I did end up waking up. I think when I was in the dream I thought how lucidity is just as natural as a regular one and was sort of just like flipping a switch on to get into the other.

Wednesday, 12/28/11

Bedtime 11:55pm. Had some champagne.

DR between 7 - 8am

1. I'm on a street C, next to my house on RD in NZ. It's a beautiful, sunny day. I look up and on a blue skies I see a grid of rectangles, like a table in Word, maybe 5x4, made out of nice, white, puffy clouds/airplane contrails. In one corner are angel wings also made out of clouds. I'm running in excitement and yell at the neighbour E in his apartment "Look up and see, look up and see".

2. I wake up in an apartment. There are 2 more people here. It's morning and we are getting some food ready for breakfast.
I look in a fridge. There is a bowl of corn and green peas, but I can't see it clearly, they seem to be moving, or maybe my eyes are twitching. They project a yellow glow.

I can see everything clearly, colors, details, it's bright, I just cant read. There is a box of cigars. It says CUBANS. I try to see the country of origin, but cant find it on the box.

One person leans towards me and looks at my eye to find out, why I can't read. Then I realize, I see through my eyelids.

Now I'm in kitchen on RD10. To test if I can really see through my eyelids, or if I just "see" the room from my memory, my dad is doing something. First he throws a big pink blanket towards the tv, then a smaller brown blanket, then he is pulling on a brown sweater with stripes and then he pretends to throw a baseball. I identify everything correctly. I see color of wall paint, light are on, sharp details, but I know, my eyes are closed.

I'm back in the apartment with the fridge and I tell to these guys - I thought I'm awake, but maybe I'm asleep, or maybe I was asleep before and now I'm awake - I couldn't make any sense of it.

3. I'm in a living room in RD10. I lay on a sofa, my cat is next to me. I try to see the color of her aura, but I decide to see color of aura of my friend (I don't know who she is). She is sitting on the floor, leaning against our green bookcase, holding a baby? I can't see the color directly, but I see the inside of the bookcase illuminated by light blue light. I ask her with laughter, if she want's to know the color of her aura.

I wake up and feel the headrush, that for me means transition through field of stars to Lucid Dream.

All dreams were super focused, sharp, colorfull, bright. I was talking to people, which I rarely do. I have a feeling I did have an LD or was very close to it, but can't confirm. Very good feeling from the whole thing.

12/29/11

Dream 1:

We had some class assignment, but I didn't know what the objective of it was though, so I assumed I had to draw a character or two and describe they’re relationship. So I decided to draw Shinobu Sensui and Karasu for some odd reason (I should’ve done Sensui and Itsuki). (But as I'm typing this entry, I realize that Karasu would probably be a more cruel version of Itsuki, since he was the type of villain that would savor every moment of his opponent panicking and worrying about death.

I'm probably wrong on this part, but sometimes he could fall in love with his opponents (if they were pretty to him, which suggested he was another epitome of a Yaoi character, but it's just a theory (I think)...but the fight between him and Kurama kind of made it apparent that he could really be into men as well).



When I was drawing Sensui, I was outlining his face pretty fast, and before I knew it, I was already trying to draw his lips. (I think I was drawing him when he turned his head in the Yu Yu Hakusho intro song during the Chapter Black Saga)

(The face I was drawing was at around 0:55 seconds, except it was the other way around I was drawing)



When I realized I made a mistake pairing these two up in the drawing, I had to find some way to erase it. (In the manga of Yu Yu Hakusho, it’s believed that Itsuki and Sensui had a relationship with each other, which would make it one of those few popular manga that had the potential for a yaoi relationship (I think))



(But really, their relationship was deeper than just homosexual love, Itsuki was really a sadist because he wanted to see Sensui fall, yet at the same time he loved his pure personality and the female version that would recite poems to him late at night to prevent himself from dying of a broken heart (paraphrasing what Itsuki said there)). But enough of that....



And if you go to this link and read the character analysis this person wrote on Itsuki, you will know EXACTLY what I mean. (It may be long, but it's worth the read to see a different type of love than the traditional practices today).

reflections_2: [YYH] Not Just Another Lovestreuck Bishounen: Yaminade no Itsuki

This is the "TL; DR" version of what I'm talking about (image below)

Spoiler for TL; DR version :P:

Then when I tried to fix the mistake, suddenly this big book was on the shelf, and apparently it had every Yu Yu Hakusho Character in the series. I wanted to look for Sensui, but ended up going to the “Y” section. I thought it would just be Yusuke, but then I see a picture that tells me that it’s Sensui’s son.

(To my knowledge, Sensui never had a son in the anime or in the manga). The picture looked like Yusuke when he was in full demon mode, except without the markings on his body. And his face was covered too.



I can’t remember anything else after that.

Dream 2:

I’m inside this house, and me and a few DCs are trying to find someone who hacked into a computer (I can’t remember if it was mine or not).

After we traced the source (someone had put a wire before we could do anything), the person’s name was nicknamed “Number Dash” or something like that.

Dream 3:

I think I’m playing a Metal Gear Solid Game, but it didn’t feel like a game at first. I got distracted and was doing something else, and when I turn back to the screen, enemies already found my location!



Fortunately I had a machine gun (it looked like the M16 in MGS3). After I kill the enemies, the dream scenario turns weird. I think I’m inside the game now, and I see a PSP underneath some small crevice.





So I decided to crawl (or maybe it was Snake crawling) and finally got it. I looked for the charger too, but couldn’t find anything, but I kept moving on to somewhere.

Dream 4:


I’m headed for some random place called “Te Dia” or “Te Mia.” I’m not sure what it was, but I overhead some girls saying “Te_____” or something like that.

I go in, and the front was empty. I had to go upstairs, and when I reached the top, there was some room light above, and I had to crawl under somewhere because the top region was pretty small.


After going through random areas in the top section of the shop, I look over to the right and see stairs going down, then I look at the left of where I’m crouching on the side and see another set of stairs going down.

I go down to the left side because the environment changed to where I was going into the living room of someone’s house.

I look to my right and there are 3 DCs sitting by couches. I couldn’t recall them very well, except their young daughter of course. I shook their hands and they were pretty nice to me.

I come up to the daughter and asked them if they’re still open to do haircuts, and the father said “Yeah” with surprised tone
(you know what I mean? Like if a small business doesn't get that many customers, they'll suddenly react to anyone interested in their services. That was an obvious emotion, but just wanted to elaborate on that because they looked excited for a while).

The daughter leads me near some cabinet with some magazines, and it was to show me what hairstyles they could do. She was a little taller than me, she looked like she was a redhead, but I'm not to sure, maybe dirty blonde hair or something like that.

(Too bad I didn’t realize in the dream that I already had a haircut not too long ago in waking life).

My second WILD this morning involved me appearing in a high school homeroom naked with only a long shirt. My clothes appeared and I began to dress clumsily as the teacher appeared. He asked what I was doing and I gave him some sob story and he bought it.

I've been having a lot of success WILD'ing multiple times in the morning with successive alarm wakeups, which has been helping my retention. I'm still having trouble remembering to RC, so they aren't true WILD's, but I'm making progress.

In the first dream I remember I was on a patch of dirt much like the park near my apartment. A girl appeared, that I knew was named Audrey, although she was blonde and did not resemble Audrey May. We began making out, although it was hard to keep my balance and we were kind of falling all over the place. My mother appeared and that screwed everything up so I flipped out on her and my father gave backlash. I explained the situation and he took my side.

Very similar to an event that occured over xmas.

I went to bed with a Holiday Headache. I didn't take anything for it because I really felt that I could dream away the tension. I tossed and turned but was finally able to sleep. My dreams were chaotic, trying to turn the car around on a dirt road, hearing about a crazy friend from my past.

As I woke up this morning, the headache was gone and I know that my dreaming helped release it. It's kinda like needing to say something or get something off of your chest. I needed to dream to express the tension inside, and once I did I felt much better. Another benefit of dreaming!

Well I remember being in this little building that was pretty much a building with a few rooms and a few floors. I was with this girl I know Brooklyn and she was talking to me about lucid dreaming. I think she might've been telling me I was dreaming or something, but I remember reality checking as I was approaching this really hot girl, as I did this Brooklyn girl told me not to. I continued following this girl and I did another reality check and realized I was dreaming. I remember getting this girl on a table and taking her clothes off, I think I had lost the hot girl and was going to have sex with this one attractive girl. Anyways I got her pants off and I was about to go but then I realized that I usually loose the dream when I start having sex with a Dc. So I asked her if she could do the work and she agreed to.

There's a gap in my recall but I remember now coming up to this one place where there were these sort of log bleachers. This was where the hot girl was with her friend, I remember going to this like saw mill area where she was and sitting on this bleacher thing. She was talking to this guy that was making her mad on a video chat or something. She stopped and I asked her to have sex with me but she was like distracted.

I now remember being with her and her friend. Her friend got killed by these leach things. I was really excited now because I could have sex with her, so we were near a house and it was hers. We went inside and I think we were going to have sex but I can't remember anything more.

No lucidity yet during this break. I have been enjoying my dream time though. I suppose I do have moments of lucidity that I can hardly remember. I just get brief flashbacks randomly throughout the day. I love those feelings.

During these brief spurts of lucidity, sometimes, I am just lying there and everything is beautiful like an acid trip. I smile and my body begins zooming through some sort of portal (you could describe it as). It's such an amazing feeling. I may not be fully lucid and able to prolong and actually do things, but I know I can still do it when I'm ready to start again.

I wish I was like some on here that can become lucid every night, any time they want. Props to you guys and your contributions to this awesome community of dreamers. It's been a year since I've joined and not a day goes by that I don't think about lucid dreaming. Motivation is always there, it's time which is the problem.

I've always been interested in lucid dreaming since my accidental lucid dream when I was 11 or so. It's always been a goal to become better at it. I always felt kind of weird for it though because I didn't know anyone else who was practicing this. So it was an off and on interest throughout my teen years. When I found this forum I was hesitant about joining and posting. I was welcomed with the warmest greetings and made some awesome friends who share a passion for dreaming and all other things expanding consciousness.

I guess this post is really just to shout out to the community. I’m still here and checking in.

To business—here’s a glimpse at my dream life as of late, not any particular order or dated either.

The first dream I want to share here is yet another alien dream. =/

I was living with my two sisters and my sister’s husband. My oldest sister, D---, was asleep in the bedroom with her husband and I had come home late. We were all living in my house, but it was hers. Anyway, it was late and I snuck inside. I went to the bedroom and crouched down behind her bed, smiling. I have no idea why. I began to hear someone at the door and knew it was my other sis, De----, coming home late also. I ran down the hallway to greet her, knowing I’d probably scare her. I went around the corner and ran into her and we laughed. Then I saw something move behind her. It was really small and I feel like if I hadn’t said anything, then nothing would have happened. But I did say something, “Whoa, what was that? Did you see that?” She had no idea what I was talking about. I shh-ed her and turned her around to look. I pointed at something in the dark and suddenly it ran around the room and towards us. It was really short, maybe a foot high but I knew it was alien. I can’t remember any details about it because it was dark, but it was wearing a cloak, and suddenly I find myself thinking about Nibbler from Futurama. It was really scary, though. We freaked and moved forward in the dark to spot it again. It had run around us and was standing to my side. I was so scared I woke myself up.

When I did wake up I woke up gasping for some reason and really freaking scared. My fiancé woke up and had to soothe me for a minute. Alien dreams reallllllly freak me the fuck out. Pardon the language.

After describing that dream I’m having trouble recalling other ones, except for last night’s, which was just weird and uninteresting. The main mission of mine in the dream was to find water, tea, milk which is the usual dream content when I drink (tequila in particular) the night before. And some girl wrecked my strange little car. I didn’t care, I laughed when she did it and then I told her to get me some sweet tea from Sonic. Ha-ha. And that is all for now. Keep dreaming friends.

Points for the 29/12/11
Had 2 main dreams about a church and me kissing a friend of mine, both were really vivid

The church:
I was stood outside a church and the owner or vicar came up to me and said "nice place isn't it" then he said he wanted to show me something and took me inside. Two teenagers about my age joined us as we climbed the stone staircase. We arrived on a small stone balcony and the two people ran ahead, one was a boy and the other a girl. We continued along the balcony until we reached one of the tops of the arches and there was a small ledge running across to the other side of the church and was apparently the only way to get across. The ledge was so thin and whilst the two teens climbed across I looked down at the floor of the church…….about 70 feet down. Me not knowing that is was a dream I thought if I fell I'd die and looking at what I had to get across it seemed very likely. So I went back down the stairs and everybody else soon joined me, then we went to the place where a castle once stood and again with the same teenagers we found one of the tunnels that would have been used to get in or out of the castle without being noticed. you could see where the gatehouse would have been and we were stood on the other side of the moat, it felt so real that I never would have questioned it. (Full dream- 1 point)

A friend:
I was at my friends house (R.B) and we were both sitting in her living room listening to her play guitar. I was sat next to her and we had one of those moments where we looked into each others eyes and moved in for a kiss. Our lips touched and my logic still didn't kick in because irl she has a boyfriend. Then her mum came in and we stopped kissing immediately. She said she was going out somewhere and that she'd be back soon. As soon as she left we full on snogged each other for quite a while I believe and then the dream ended. (Full dream- 1 point)

Strange I don't usually dream of that kind of stuff but there you go (TOTAL = 2 points)