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Sunday, Jan.1,2012

I'm shopping in the grocery store on H in NZ. I have a shopping cart thats taller than the other carts. I think it's ours, but I give it to another shopper anyway. Then I'm looking for my dad to ask him about it, but he left from the store and I can't find him. Finally I find him and mom in a pub on the corner.

Monday, Jan.2, 2012

I'm taking a shower in a huge open design apartment. The shower is right by the big glass window. I notice someone on the street looking, while trying to look innocent. So i drop to the floor and continue showering.
- I'm trying to get some kids to pick up the toys
- someone is offering me a taste of salad. he puts some vinegrette on it and I swear, I can taste it and I say I like it.

In this dream I had woken up for school a bit too late. I ran to my bustop. By the time I had gotten there the bus was long gone. And my bus stop wasn't where my real bus stop is. When I woke up I looked at the clock and realized I had WAY overslept.

This is from the beginning of my journal in 2009, and it's colored like this in the word file, so I thought I'd copy that..

I was in a sort of sci-fi place (that looked kind of like a dark, greeny-colored apartment building with a swimming pool outside the sliding glass door) with a group of people. One of them was a girl. She took off her clothes, touched an area above her breasts and then an area on her abdomen and invited me to touch those places too. At the place on her chest there was a strange swollen area. I didn't know what it was. But on her abdomen bellow her stomach and just above her pubic area there was a place where, when I pushed, it popped in a little like there was something hard in there, like an egg. I tried to figure out what to do, and some confusion transpired amongst the group. In that time the girl sat down and when I went to check on her a minute or two later she was dead.

I went back in time a few minutes. A girl came in and took off her clothes, but she was sort of bronze and sexy, which the other girl wasn't. The other one was young and a little odd looking. I remembered she had been the second girl to come in. (Actually there had only been one girl, but as a dream memory, it changed what happened the first time around.) She soon came in and I quickly got her onto an operating table that looked like a dentist chair with big pointy arms over it. The controls looked like a video game controller. THEN MY BOYFRIEND TOUCHED MY FACE AND I WOKE UP AND DIDN'T GET TO SAVE THE GIRL.

I went into a big swimming bath complex (one of my few dream signs) and there was a virus around. It infected people and the only real first symptoms were minor behavior changes and trying to infect other people (simply by being close to them, the virus spread through air). When fully infected those people would generally behave normal except for building big groups and staying together, as well as preventing anyone to leave the group. As I went inside I understood the situation but all possible ways to escape the building were too far away, however I was immune to the virus so I disguised myself as infected. I remember being on a high tower (20m) within the main room with all the water and someone of the group wanted to check me (probably if I was infected already), but I noticed she sent someone towards me and headed to her myself and made her believe I was a normal part of the infected group, afterwards I was looking towards the big windowed side of the building trying to figure out a way to get out.

Last night was okay in terms of recall, so for once I don't have to resort to posting my old dreams. None of these new ones are lucid. Without further ado let's delve into them:

Wind
There's a storm forecasted to come here soon IRL. So tonight I had a dream where I went outside and the winds were really blowing hard already. There was plenty of snow also, as opposed to real life where we haven't gotten much snow so far this winter. So the wind was blowing the snow in the air and the same shed, that almost burned up in the last night's "classic" suddenly blew snow with huge power within it. Yet I walked right into the blowing snow. My brother was around once again and he was like "whoa, dude" because of doing that.

I went back inside and I have no idea why I did that walking thing. Anyway, knowing that the storm had arrived I fully expected that the electricity will go out soon. In the last storm few days ago it was out for a night and the internet was out for full day. So I knew I had to hurry to write my 750 words on 750word.com, so I wouldn't again ruin my streak. I started writing but kept getting distracted.

Crazy Shit
Yeah, that's what I'd title this dream. I was "playing" a game that reminded Dungeon Keeper. Except that it wasn't a game, it was like real life and it was completely fucked up.

My opponent was this wizard guy. He kept creating kittens to fight for him. I know, fucked up. I guess they were meant to level up as they fought battles, I don't know. I took my kitchen knife and started slicing through the kittens. I know, that's brutal. Also doubled-up the fucked-upness.

In the end, I started striking the wizard with that lighting thing from Star Wars, I guess it's called Force Drain. But that was not enough. When I thrust my hips forward, laser beams shot out of my groin and exploded the wizards eyes. I swear I'm not making this up. I can come up with fucked up shit, but nothing near as fucked up as this.

So in the end I beat the wizard and won the battle.

The Cyclist
I was walking in some kind of a camping area. My mom was leading the way of some group. I was with them, but sort of walking on my own behind them. She went to some shack and told that some poor-ass cycling group vacated there.

Soon I was walking away from there alone. Some cyclist that apparently was late from the rest of his group cycled towards me. He was talking on the phone. As he passed me, the handle of the bike hit my shoulder and it hurt.

I got pissed of and told him to learn to drive that bicycle. The guy turned back to look at me and accidentally fell down a steep and deep ditch that was by the road.

I couldn't help but to rub it in the dude. I felt that his falling off there was karma, or something. I went by the ditch told him that he got what he deserved. As I was walking away from the ditch, the soft sand beneath me let off and I accidentally caused all the sand to slide on him. There was some mud as well with it. There was no way that looked like an accident and the guy was pissed. He got up covered in sand and mud and started chasing me.

I ran to my parents. God, what a pussy I am (it seems to shift a little bit in my dreams - sometimes I'm crazy brave, sometimes a total coward). I'm 23 for God's sake and I run to my parents when things go sour?

Anyway, at least that was a bit fun. That's all for last night. Gonna hit the hay soon.

Lucid || Commentary || Non-Lucid

I have had a multitude of dreams over the past few days, I just got lazy and didn't post them here . Oh well, I need to do better in the future

I was in my e-Commerce class on the first day back to school after the Winter Break, and everyone was trying to get their final project done, as it is due tomorrow. Talking to my friend John, this is how our conversation went:

Me: "So John, going to get some Capstone work done today?"
John: "Oh yea, I plan on talking to some people, eating, goofing off..."
Me: "Don't forget playing Tetris!"
John: "Yeah. THEN I'll get some work done."

At this point I got incredibly hungry, and opened up my lunchbox to see if I had any food. Unfortunately, I had packed sausage and vegetables to eat for lunch, and didn't pack any snacks. At this, I requested John to go find me some snacks, and handed him my lunchbox. In the end, he just took the contents out, appearing to want it for himself. "The nerve...," I muttered to myself. At this point, I got up and circled the room. As I was coming back to my seat, I tapped this girl on the shoulder then walked away quickly. She fell for it and looked in the direction I tapped her in. "I can't believe she fell for that," I said to myself. My teacher then asked me if I had finished my 3 'Burst Responses', which John said were 3 assignments on the rubric to be completed over the break. I replied yes.

At this point, a student named Maury came out of my Teacher's supply closet (this closet, in reality, is way too small to house a person in). My teacher asked him what he was doing in there, and he said students locked him in there, and sealed off the closet with huge strips of duck tape.

I can't remember anything from last night. I am undergoing a rather large change in my life right now, which also messes with my sleep patterns. Starting tomorrow morning I will be getting up at 4:00am for work at my new job. Interestingly, I will begin working in a hospital, which has prior to now been a dreamsign. So, I will find myself awake and aware at a time when I am usually asleep, in a hospital, riding in elevators (another dreamsign). If I remember to do reality checks, this ought to help my lucidity.

Also, it appears that they will be alternating my work schedule, so that I will have this early morning schedule at times, and an afternoon schedule at others. This will be a perfect opportunity to try the Cycle Adjustment Technique (CAT).

So, I am hoping that this dream journal will become more interesting in the near future, with a good deal more blue.

This was actually from Sunday, I just haven't uploaded it until now.

I was in a classroom, and everyone was having some kind of party. We each got a bagel but before we could eat it we had to cut around the edges so that it was perfectly round. I also had to bring one next class, so I was trying hard to remember.*

Then I went downstairs to my locker, and realized I had forgotten the combination. A girl next to me pointed to the principal's office. I thanked her and went in. There were three other kids looking at the long list (stack of papers) of combinations. Once I found mine (0, 0, 35?) I opened my locker, only to realize I didn't need to put anything in or take anything out.

I ran outside so that I wouldn't miss the bus. However, they weren't busses; they were trains. I boarded one, and looked outside the window. Some kid did a backflip and landed right on his neck, so they had to use our train as an ambulance. We had to wait for another train to come. This time I sat all the way in the front. The train was made of very light metal, almost like plastic.

Encounter with a Woman

I was in bed with a woman next to me. She was older, but sexy. Beside her on the other side of her was someone else, likely a man.

I started rubbing her back, nervous that she wouldn't like it, or that the person on the other side of her wouldn't like it. The woman ended up rolling over me to go to the bathroom.

She was wearing a white robe. As she rolled over, we were chest to chest. I was somehow able to feel her breast as she rolled over. It was not a bear cop, but I felt it better than if it were through a terry robe in waking life.

She went to the bathroom. After a minute, I went to the bathroom. As she came out, I wanted to spend a moment with her, but there were two kids that could possible see. I started to go through the bathroom door. I looked back and now there was a small hall with another door, so that we had privacy. In other words, she could pass through her door back to the bed room, and I could pass through the bathroom door, and go to the bathroom. Until then, we were both in this hall way type room.

After a moment, I realized we wanted each other. I held her, but then she said that she couldn't do it because it would affect the rest of her life.

The End
~

The Butterfly

I was kicking a football around a yard. I kicked it kind of far, then there was a soccer ball. I tried to kick it to where I had kicked the football, but it went to the left. I went to retrieve the soccer ball and found a butterfly about twice the size of a Monarch. It was black with blue and yellow spots.

I called to my cousin N. to look at it. It was alive, but not well, or it couldn't fly because of the high winds There was an ant on one wing. I didn't want the ant to destroy her wing because I wanted to make jewelry out of it like a ring I had seen in waking life.

The End.

This is a dream i have had recently, and for two weeks now, i have been unable to sleep most nights, and if i manage, i resume to having nightmares. I fear sleep now, terrified of what dreams may be lurking in the shadows. It started with a simple ride through the night with my older sister,we were going to a lake nearby to jog a few times around the lake. I remember driving over the railroad tracks, and looking to my right to find that there was a train speeding down the tracks. A shadow appeared in the lights of the train, and i came to realization that there was a boy standing infront of the train. I jumped out of the car, running head on to the train just to save this boy. I heard him screaming, grief was strong in his voice, and as i neared to him, there were tears streaming down his face. This boy was my best friend, who in life, is at times suicidal and lives not too far from these railroad tracks. I never could bear to lose him, so i grabbed him by his arms and tried to pull him off of the tracks. The train was getting so close, and the metallic smell of blood was strong. His arms are sliced up from self mutilation, and the blood was all over my hands. I remember the pain in his eyes, i was begging him not to, and i refused to get off of the tracks without him. The trains headlight was shining straight on us now, so close, and i grabbed his arm to pull him off. At that moment, i turned one last time to look at the train. Everything went black, and i felt pain course through my body. I had been hit. The next thing i remember is seeing flashing red lights, paramedics all around, and the sun was rising behind the mountains. I was on a stretcher,my head,my back, and my legs were in severe pain. I looked to my left, only to find that there was glass from the headlight of the train,blood was everywhere, and i lay eyes onto my friend. He was still, but he was alive. And it seemed like the sky was painted in our blood. Then my eyes opened,and it was only 4:45 in the morning. Its a terrifying dream for me.

I was by some kind of big building that kind of reminded me of the white house. I was on a balcony sort of thing. There was some kind of christmas festival going on I stood in front of a mirror that's supposed to show two kids standing next to you, but it didn't work. I walked downstairs and saw someone dressed like a daruma. I figured he was the mascot for this place. I went back up the stairs and then down the opposite stair case. I came to a stand with more mirrors. I looked in one and saw that I had the ears and tail of a cheetah (well the ears were more house cat like). I looked at my backside and saw that I really did. This made me lucid. It was pretty weird, but i decided to leave it like that instead of wasting time trying to take it off. I guess it was kinda cool in it's own way anyway. I stared at my tail and the image became more vivid. I took off flying towards a square building and landed on the roof when* my alarm wakes me up.

Poor sleep, not much recall.

1) I was with two other people, in a small box-like room, and one was instructing me how to squat press a weight. Other person was going after me I think...

The earliest dream I can remember started out with me at a college dorm area. The atmosphere was a bit dark, like everything had a bit of overshadowing darkness but it didn't have the nightmare feeling just dark. I was planning to leave the dorm by running away with my friend Ashley, but as we were preparing to go the dorm went under lock down so they could play a sort of guessing game. Everyone went back to their rooms, or neighboring room. With the door open they had to guess how many people were in the room. There was a sort of threadbare drapery over the door and the person on the outside couldn't see into the room. There was a pile of money at the door way to represent how many people were in the room somehow. The number that comes up is $17 from my memory. There were maybe six people lying on the floor hiding while the searcher was crouched on the floor trying to see in and guess. At the same time there was a sort of demonic entity hovering in the upper left of the doorway. I acknowledged it with a word like "drijna" and bound it to the room as I left with Ashley and got into a black Honda CR-V to drive up to San Francisco, we were in the Ventura, CA area in my dream.

As usual with my dreams and me driving I don't exactly have control of the vehicle, it might be my lucid mind trying to take over control. Never does a dream go well with me driving in it. There were trees a long the road and instead of the usual white and yellow lines marking the road it was a green and maybe blue paint. I drove through an intersection and I was supposed to turn right at but didn't get my blinkers on fast enough so ended up stopping in the middle of the road. There was a cop there and behind me came up the demonesque man from the dorm. I believe he came into the CR-V. I looked at it and told it a line of gibberish also containing the word "drijna" and it left. We took off driving again towards the 101 Freeway using the side harbor roads near the Ventura Pier but there were a lot of pedestrians and we missed the on ramp for the 101 North. I thought since we missed it we can continue on the road towards Carpenteria and catch the 101 around Mussel Shoals.

But before we got too far out I decided to turn left onto a beach not far out from Ventura to go under the overpass and call my friend Mia and let her know I was in town. This was an area of brief lucidity I believe. Mia ended up being there to be a journalist for an assignment of somekind, as was my friend Hannah. We wondered down in the overpass because there were cave like areas to talk to people. I think that I was helping her gather interviews. It was around here that we ended up on a ferry/cruise ship going somewhere maybe San Fran. As we were going out I found that my friend Mike was aboard the ship and we talked a bit that he was offended I hadn't called that I was in. After that there were giant waves going around the ship. Very similar to the waves near the end of "Ponyo" depicted by Hayao Miyizaki. All I could think about the time that was happening is I need to take photos because of how cool it was. After awhile it was really rough to the point it was terrifying. I could see about 100ft or so down the side of the ship to the ocean from the crest of the wave. For some reason I thought that this was really epic and needed a song fitting for it. This being another semi-lucid state. A quick racking of my brain and I chose "Kings and Queens" by 30 Seconds to Mars. Everyone joined in as we were on the bow of the ship.

Eventually it calmed down we were all on land near a beach in a sort of out door amphitheater. A lady whom was similar to an MC was fawning over someone, then a few other people and finally a guy in just black briefs she was going over his tattoos. Another lucid point of me was the line from Mulan played twice in my head:"This tattoo will protect me from harm." So I stripped down to my underwear to show her my 4 tattoos that I have in real life. She rubbed a sort of oil all over each tattoo. She paid close attention to the vine and words I have on my left outer calf, to the point where I noticed I had stubble on my legs. I'm a guy and don't like leg hair . She pointed out that one of the leaves was faded because I scrapped it off whilst shaving. I was ticked and went through a series of thoughts that I need to get a hold of my tattoo artist and get a touch up. I lost lucidity after that. Next I seen lines of text going across the topside of my left hand that were tattoos. A short paragraph on my right leg that ended with the Pi symbol.

After that the amphitheater turned into a church area that made me excited. Four symbols were on the stage backlight by different lights. I believe it was red, green, blue an yellow and they represented different factions of Christianity to appease to all those who were on the ship. That is all that I can remember from this mornings WBTB.

01/03/12

Note: This is the 2nd day in a row for me posting dreams in the new year. Not much of a streak yet, but I'm working on it. Here is the dream from last night:

Agent 00-Raven
I am in a swampy type area, approaching the outside walls of a large military installation. I know my goals for this mission. I am to get inside the compound and open the outer gates so the forces controlled by my allies can enter and take over the installation. There are biological weapons being created in there, and this is what I am here to put a stop to. The outside of the compound is far too well defended, but if someone can get in and open the front gates…

So I am approaching the compound from the back side, through some thick swampy land. The swamplands provide a good cover for my approach as long as I am careful not to get stuck in quicksand or something like that. Even in the swamps there are lookout towers hidden in the trees. And even though it is night I am worried about being seen, so I stick in the areas with deeper water. When I get close to a lookout tower I duck under the murky water where I am sure no one can see me. Using this method I arrive at the outer wall of the compound.


I search around the walls for a bit until I find an opening where the water is allowed to flow through the outer wall… either that or the swampy water has eaten away at the wall... I slip through that opening and now I am inside the compound. Now I need to find the main controls for the front gate so I can let my allies in. Since I have no idea where to look, I start sneaking around trying to find any sign of where I need to be. I find the main lab first. They are working on a bio-toxin that causes some kind of plague that is known for bringing death within 24 hours. I remember I have the antidote in my pocket, one dose of it, in the form of a stick of gum. I also remember them telling me not to use it until I am sure there is no chance of further contact with the illness. While the cure rate for the first time is nearly 100%, the effectiveness of the antidote decreases with each subsequent exposure to the illness. I go into the room and destroy a couple of samples of the virus to make sure no one can grab a sample and split. Not only are the samples compromised, but anyone going after them would be infected. I am sure I have also been infected, but I have my antidote gum, so I am good.


I continue searching the compound and finally I find the place I was looking for. It is the front guard room where the main gate controls are. There are three men in there keeping an eye on things, but they don't seem to be doing that good a job of it. They seem pretty laid back and bored. Of course that changes when they see me there, and all three of them reach for their guns. I am faster than them, however, and I pull my gun and squeeze off three quick rounds, one shot to each of the guards. Bang, bang, bang. They all drop dead. I go over to the controls and activate the mechanism to open the gates. When the gates move that sets off an alarm and the guards in the compound rush out to see what is going on. It is too late, however, as my allies are now swarming into the compound and taking out enemies rapidly. I see them surround a final group of enemies, who surrender and are taken into custody.

I notice I have a bit of a sore throat right now, and I am even noticing the beginnings of a fever. That surprises me, I hadn't realized symptoms would begin so quickly. I pull out my stick of antidote gum and chew it. I sit there in the guard house and chew my gum while I wait for the symptoms to ease. While I am doing that I wake up. It turns out I have a sore throat in waking life, so that is probably what I was feeling in the dream.

I saw a man and knew he was 'a second Jesus'. He wanted to go to the top of a mountain. His friends were worried about him because lightning was going to strike at the same time he arrived. After he resurrected, I saw Jesus (not sure if it's the guy or actual Jesus) holding onto a rope under a spaceship. It pulled him upwards into space.