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Good morning! Got a long night's sleep last night. Which included a number of cool dreams, and a lucid! It was my second "life like" lucid, and sadly once again, I had zero control. I guess I'm out of shape from not having one in a long time, but also because of the realness of it all. Also had a dream about another DV member.

23.15: Bedtime

06.00: ShockWave the programmer
I'm at ShockWave's house. We're playing a game he's programmed on his computer. Like all games I play in my dreams, I kinda enter the game. Standing on a road in the woods, I watch as a few army trucks go by. The last one in the line is crashing into everything and almost hits me. I back away as I watch the drunk driver continue down the road. The truck goes down into a ditch, and up again. Flying through the air. I press escape several times and the game crashes. "Oh shit, what did you do?" ShockWave asks. "Uhm, I have no idea you could ruin a game just like that" I say and feel bad.

The game has been completely reset, and all his extra mods have been removed. "How long will it take to fix it?" I ask. "Oh well, like a day atleast... or a few" he tells me. Suddenly he finds a save file, and everything's OK! I sigh and tell him I gotta pee. I walk out into the living room, and sit down at a chair. There's a potty on the floor there I am supposed to pee in (wtf?). I can see people outside and his parents suddenly enter the room. I greet with them as I pull my pants up. "Where can I find a bathroom?" I ask them.

They laugh at my shyness and tells me there's a bathroom down the hall. I enter it, and close the door which is a yellow, see-through cloth. The bathroom itself is VERY small. Clothes are lying everywhere, and I try to sit down on the weird potty like toilet. I start peeing, but soon I feel I have to do the number two, but too late! I quickly jump to the real toilet, but the bathroom is already being flooded by water. I have no idea where it comes from, but I try to scoop up as much as I can.

06.00: Fantasy world
Two wanted posters flash before my eyes. Three images each, one from each side just like you get when you go to jail. One guy stands out, a Russian who looks just like Mike Rourke in "Iron Man 2" with dreadlocks as a beard. I walk on a large green field with another guy. We're about to meet up with our team, but we don't know where they are. I can hear something above and I look up. A small high-tech kite is flying towards us at a high speed. My companion points his huge grenade launcher at the thing and fires off a shot. The shell becomes a net and drags the kite to the ground. We inspect it. There's a message on there.

"We're at the trees just up ahead, beware" I read. I look up and can see something green glimmering in the trees not fifty meters away. We cross a road which seems to be doubling back around a grove to the right and walk up to a tree standing near the second road. A blue dressed woman is up in the tree, she looks just like "Mystique" from "X-men", but with a normal face. I can see the green radar panels which had reflected the sun. I greet with two more people in the small grove. I look back at the road from where we came, and spot six enormous, hairy beasts with riders.



They are following the road at a very fast speed. "Uhm, look" I say and point. "Get down and don't move a muscle!" they yell at me as they hide among rocks and in the trees. "The riders will be coming back our way in just a few seconds" I try to climb the closest tree. Twigs and leaves fall all around me as I struggle to climb. I realise I don't have time, and they will definitely see all the motion so I just stand completely still, leaning against the tree. The riders appear and all pass the tree next to the road with the blue woman in it, except one. The great boar/wolf monster sniffs the air. They back up a few meters and walk up to the tree.

We all hold our breaths as the woman whistles and an orangutang slides down the tree at the same time as the woman in blue. She masked her sound, clever. The orangutang jumps up on the mount and they're about to leave again. Just as they are at the edge of my point of view, they stop again. "Oh shit, we're dead" someone whispers next to me. A huge, green, snake monster appears from the backpack of the rider and takes the woman in blue in a second. Everyone in the grove starts struggling to get through the thick vegitation.

I get tangled up, and it's almost no use. The worm is just behind me and suddenly I fall down into a small pond of water behind the thicket. I figure there must be air pockets beneath the tree roots and I head for the bottom of the pool. A voice appears in my mind. It's one of the girls who survived. "We can talk telepathicly, you've practiced this by dreaming alot" she tells me.

06.00: Fragment
*I'm in a room, trying to watch the TV. I spot several people I don't know, and they all look very pale and skinny. They talk very fast, and seem to be having twitches from now and then. I realise it's my sister's new junkie friends. I sigh as one of them blocks the TV without even realising it. I walk down in to the kitchen to confront my sister.

15 minutes WBTB

7.30: Explosions at work
I'm at work, walking around doing nothing. I find a weird looking white rock, and I throw it away. The rock explodes in the air and I am stunned. "Awesome!" I exclaim. I start wondering if I might be dreaming. I look up at the blue sky.
"Two moons?" I wonder. It looks more like they are made out of clouds when I look for a longer time, and I figure the real moon is the brighter dot to the right. I decide it's not a dream and walk away to a few coworkers. Peter is there with another guy, digging some deep ditch which needs to be filled with concrete. I find a green pill on the ground and I step on it. A cool spray of green smoke appears as the pill breaks. Björn tells me I can find more if I look. I find a lump of green silicone. Inside I find more green pills. A guy next to us tells us to be ready, they're about to set off some dynamite.

I look behind me at the construction site. A wooden wall is in the way, but I can see through it. A container for eating in is standing just behind it. The dynamite goes off and sends the container full of people into the air. It goes up a meter or so, and slams down back again, leaning on the side. "Holy shit! Is everyone alright?!" I ask the girl standing in the opening of the container. "What kind of question is that?!" she yells back at me. "Wow, alright then, nevermind... Just trying to be friendly" I say. "Send for a truck" she tells us.

08.30: Fragment
*I'm playing real life Battlefield Bad Company 2. There are explosions everywhere, and I gun down a few guys with my sniper. I spot someone up in a window, pinning me down. I take out my RPG and shoot a rocket right into the window. "Yes!"

09.30: Vivid lucid MILD
Everything is just like the ending of "Watchmen". I am talking to a guy who has the same opinion as "Rorschach". I give him a very long speech about how fake peace is better than no peace at all. "If you expose Dr Manhattan, you will kill billions" I say. He ignores me and runs off. I become lucid. I take a look around me and I'm outside of the establishment at work. Everything is in place, even the iron gates behind me. I know he will come back soon, so I wait. I can hear voices coming from behind the building next to the gate. No one appears and I figure I'll have to go check it out. I remeber I have to stabilize the dream.

I look at my hand, 6 fingers. It's all very vivid and stable and the scenery around me doesn't change. The sky has is dark blue. I feel like trying out a stabilization technique I haven't used before. "Increase clarity!" I shout as loud as I can. The colours look a bit weird, but nothing more than that. I am satisfied and start walking. It's very slow and hard work. It takes me atleast twenty seconds to walk up to the metal gate. Once there everything goes more smoothly. I slap my face and it stings alot. I walk down the road and try to find the person who will ruin the world.

I spot a coworker, Roger. I walk up to him. "Hey! Have you seen that guy?" I ask. He smiles at me, and tells me he's down the street. I look and I think I can spot something yellow at the end of it. I slap my face again. I suddenly remember my old dreamgoal, to blow something up. I look at a tall building at the horizon and point at it. "Boom!" I say and imagine it blowing up, I can almost see the explosion and debris. Nothing happens. I figure it's too far away. "Back up, I'm gonna try to run super fast" I tell Roger. He takes a few steps back.

I dash away down the street, going as fast as I can. Which ofcourse is about as fast as I can run in real life. I try to increase the speed but I can't. It's all too real. I decide to try to fly instead and with a small jump I stretch out my arms. I fall down on the ground. I do a push up to get up. "Oh well, I'll try the correct way to fly" I tell myself. I do a few jumps to see how real everything is. The gravity is slightly off. Looking down, I stretch out my arms and jump straight up, expecting to go up. Nothing. I do this three times with no results. I wake up.

09.30: The second Europe member
I'm one of the members of the band "Europe" and I'm standing in an appartment next to a friend who's at the computer. Suddenly I hear a large "BAM!" from below. I look out the window, and I can see the member of the band whom I hate. He's hacking away at the door with an axe. "Oh shit... Not again" I moan and try to get out of the window. I get tangled up in the blinds and soon the crazy guy enters the room. He starts hitting my friend for some reason, and I can't take it no more. I grab the man and chuck him out the window. He hits the ground head first with a disturbing crack. "Shit, he probably broke his neck" I think, but I realise it must be a stuntman.

I can see him clearly now, and it's my friend Felix. I jump down next to him as he stands up. "I am so fucking sick of you and your bullshit!" I scream in his ear. I grab his head with both my hands, and slowly bite down on his nose. I can feel my teeth cutting into his flesh and I push him away when they snap shut. I spit the little piece of nose tip out in my hand. A car suddenly pulls up and he gets in. It's a convertible and the driver is his manager. I try to talk to him as he tries to go away. Another car pulls up and stops infront of the manager's car. It's full of girls and they are all demanding money which he owe them.

He tries to talk to all of us in a business-like manner. A third car appears. It looks like a trash version of the batmobile. The driver is wearing old school goggles and he heads for the hospital next to us. An old lady has to throw herself to the side to not get overrun. I realise he's trying to rob the hospital. "Again?" I think. Suddenly a movie starts playing, showing old and young people helping out when a robber is trying to rob the place. "If everyone helps out, we can do it!" is the motto.

09.30: Fragment
*I show my abs. People laugh. "Do you call that abs?" A guy at work asks me. I try to explain I haven't been working out in a long time.

09.45: Fragment
*I'm at some cabin. It's in the middle of the night and it's summer. My mom is standing next to the water. "Just because you've just had sex with my dad, doesn't make it all better" I say. I start hanging a few underwear on a box in the reeds.

Amount of sleep: 10½ hours

Supplements before bed: Nothing

That's it! Damn that took way too long. My wrists hurt... Anyways, I'm glad I had a long lucid again. Still sucky I didn't have any control over it. I will have to work on that.

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

Well this is the most fkd up dream I ever had. As you may have guessed from the title I re-lived the memory of being born - fully aware. It was the most horrific experience, and I was unable to stop it or force-awake, and when I woke up I felt so dirty! Skip this next part if you want, I won't blame you.

I dreamt I was submerged in water, and everything was black, I was lucid and I somehow knew I was in my mothers womb. The thoughts running through my head at this point: "sh!t! I gotta get out! holy crap!... argh I can't wake up! OH NO! I don't like where this is going..." Next thing I know, I slide backwards like being tilted in place ready to be born. You can imagine just what is running through my head at this point. I get squeezed out my mothers vagina into the hands of a doctor and I'm placed on a table looking at my mother. Uck!

This is by far my most favourite and memorable lucid dream. It's quite evil and it felt so good to feel so powerful and unstoppable.

I dreamt I was in hell, or a place that could be considered hell. It was night-time but I got the feeling it was always night-time there. The landscape looked like a post-apocalyptic city, with half-destroyed skyscapers and raised highways. I was like some kind of dark overlord of hell, everyone feared me and I looked similar to the grim reaper. I was flying high above the city on a huge black dragon, I felt really powerful and dark/evil, I felt like I owned this place or was some kind of ruler and everyone there feared me. As I was riding this dragon I could see bullets firing up at the sky towards me from the ground. Like people down below were trying to kill me with machine guns. I couldn't see the people I was too high and it was too dark, and their attempts to kill me with bullets was feeble at best because it had no effect on me or the dragon. The bullets would pass straight through me and bounce off the dragon. It made me laugh inside my head as I grinned evily.

Unfortunately, this dream was cut short and thats all that really happened. But since this dream I have often wondered if perhaps I am some kind of overlord in hell, and when I die I will return to that. I can just imagine walking through the streets and using any kind of power my mind can come up with to kill anyone who crosses my path. I've actually come up with a whole list of the things I could do, and call me evil but its quite fun to think about.

Shortly after watching the movie "Inception" I experienced a lucid dream within a lucid dream. I will try to explain, I know it can be very confusing when trying to wrap your head around something like this so try to stick with me.

The dream started with me becoming lucid, in a house similar to my own. I decided to lay on the bed and goto sleep to see if I could enter a dream within the dream. It only took a few seconds and I was in a new dream, still lucid. I had a lot of fun in this dream but eventually it started to fade, and when it did I found myself back in the first lucid dream I was in. I couldn't believe it, I was like holy s^*t! what have I stumbled across?

So what did I do? I went to sleep again and entered the same lucid dream within the lucid dream I was just in. After having even more fun in this incredible 2nd lucid dream, it once again started to fade. Guess where I ended up again? yep, in the 1st LD. I couldn't believe my luck! This whole dream within a dream thing was acting like a safety barrier, preventing me from waking up IRL. I was able to do this one more time (count it thats 3 times = 6 LD's) but I couldn't get back into the 2nd LD quick enough that last time so I woke up IRL.

Well I hope you stayed with me through all that and actually understood it. This was an amazing experience! Did I stumble across something? a new technique for prolonging LD's perhaps? could this work everytime? for everyone? or was it just my mind playing tricks on me?

So i became lucid in a dream, and I decided to close my eyes and meditate. I then imagined/visualised myself being in the center of the earth. Instantly I knew I was there, It was a very pleasurable experience... I could feel the energy of the earth and this wonderful gyroscopic sensation. Let me explain...

I once heard somewhere that each layer of the earth moves in opposite directions. So the crust moves (albeit very slowly), the mantle moves in one direction, the outercore in a different direction, and the innercore in another direction. I could actually feel this movement around me, it was like several spheres of energy around me each moving in a different direction creating this gyroscopic feeling of movement that could only be sensed in a spiritual way, like my spiritual body was that of the earth's. Similar to when your meditating and you feel your astral body/merkabah spinning, except more intense. It was a very wholesome experience, I definitely recommend it to anyone who meditates.

The dream started as me watching this guy beat the crap out of someone - then because the viewpoint kept changing I became lucid. I decided to fly off and explore, I found that I couldn't fly very high and also found a bunch of DC's at a park flying around - they also had the same 'flight restrictions'. I became friends with one of them and said "we should go do something fun like steal food and drink from the shops or something" he agreed and we flew off to the shops.

Just when we found a deli we noticed there was a bunch of cops nearby so instead of stealing we decided to piss off the cops. We knocked over one of their motorbikes then tried to fly away but couldn't for some reason - perhaps because we were in too much of a hurry to get away. The police let us off with a warning and went back to what they were doing. We decided to do it a second time and this time we were chased through a building - so we couldn't fly away unfortunately. The cops caught us but I managed to break free of their grip then help my friend and we both escaped.

Still on the run I got outside and flew away quite some distance to a building site. The building site was big and hard to get around. The cops caught up again and I had no where to run or fly because I was surrounded by walls. Then all of a sudden I thought to myself, "I wish I could just blow a hole through this wall - better yet... I could phase right through it".

After phasing through the wall, to my surprise the cops did too! They then tried to grab me but I let them phase right through me - hehehe. I was like "haha you can't catch me ner ner" then one of the cops slapped these velcro handcuffs on me which were also attached to the cop. They must have been specially designed handcuffs that you can't phase through. I had a very hard time trying to phase out of them but managed to do it after a few seconds. The cops were quite impressed that I managed to escape from these special handcuffs and just as I was about to ask them "are you police or dream police?" I woke up

I think they were definitely dream police seeing as they had special handcuffs and could phase through walls.

I'm having a normal dream.. I'm at the park near my house and there is this native indian shindig going on where they have set up some theme park sort of stuff.. I make some enquiries about it all and learn that they are also running a program teaching people how to fight and also how to meditate. I join in with the meditation which was a group of people all sitting down next to each other humming the same tone.

The dream then takes a different turn and I get involved in a fight with someone who is supposed to be my enemy yet i have no idea who they are. We get to a point where we are on the ground strangling each other and decide to make a truce. We shake hands and are friends again, then the dream takes another different turn.

We are now at the shops, walking around looking for a fight, we walk out of the shopping mall and see a big building with ninja's in it.. we run inside to take a look, and there were two samarai warriors practicing against each other and I came in at the exact moment they started attacking and I was cut slightly on my arm. It didn't hurt it was only a paper cut and the samarai warrior apologised, and allowed us to stay and watch. From this point on I slowly started gaining lucidity.. I watched the fight but got in the way by accident (again) so I flew up towards the high roof of the building (the place was like a warehouse), and I flew around a bit then got bored of watching these warriors fighting so I flew down and asked someone for a drink.

He looked similar to the keymaker in "The Matrix" and after I asked for a drink, he said "warriors dont drink alocohol" and I said "sure they do, everyone likes to have a victory drink" and he said "what about pool champions?" now knowing full well he has alcoholic drinks somewhere I say "yes, but even they have a victory drink too".. the guy looked at me and smiled.. as if i had passed some secret test.. he took out a key and suddenly the wall just folds in on itself revealing a secret passage. I would have never known there was a secret passage there.. anyway he guides me down into a basement/dungeon kind of thing and its like a secret mafia basement.

There is a long rectangular table with a few men sitting around it, all of them wearing this strange headset except for one big fat guy at the end of the table who is obviously the leader - he looks like Tony Soprano. They are all having alcoholic drinks and a waitress guides me to the table asks me to sit and gives me a drink. A feeling of deja vu starts to come, and i'm wondering where i am and why they have these weird things on there heads. I ask the question "what are those things" only to get a very dull response.. I know they are hiding something.. and i have a feeling i know what those things really are, who these people are, and what im doing here.

I try not to push anything and just go with the flow... trying to keep my mouth shut and gather as much info as i can. It gets to a point where it is the same point I know I had experienced before.. very strong dejavu at this point.. the leader asks me to join his evil cult (at gun point) and I refuse, he blows my head off and I wake up instantly. This is the second time this exact same scene has happened. The first time it happened.. maybe a few weeks ago.. I didn't take much notice of it.. thought it was just a normal dream.. but this is the second time that exact same part has happened.. am i being prepared for something?

Last night I did a very long deep meditation until I fell asleep. I must have been having a bad dream or something because I tried to force-awake but it wasn't working. I tried several times and normally I can do this first time without fail. I couldn't even sense my body, it was like I had died so there was no body to go back to. I kept thinking "omg how can this be? am i really dead? how can this be?". I was fully lucid by this point, was able to transform the dream however i wanted, I could go completely inwardly too so there was no dream, just dream fabric. Similar to empty dreamspace but without any form, it was like moving through space. It became clear to me that i was in fact dead, so i came to terms with it "ok, i'm dead... theres nothing i can do about it, may as well go towards the light..." I went inwardly so that everything went black and the dream became formless - like moving through aether - looking for a source of light. I found a source of light and began moving towards it... i got very close but then something started pulling me back.. it was my body! I could sense my body again so I forced-awake and did a RC finding myself back in my room.

Last night I only got about an hour or two of sleep, I kept tossing and turning as you do when you have things on your mind... I couldn't stop thinking about the nature of reality.. i had all these questions and theories running through my head. I eventually got to sleep, but only had this one dream which was very short and sweet. I also woke up feeling refreshed even after only 1-2 hours of sleep.

The dream was a non-lucid... all I remember is seeing myself looking at a computer screen, with a mirror image of myself being reflected back. Then it quickly changed to being in the bathroom and seeing myself looking at a mirror. I normally never dream about mirrors, and I have heard from most people that their face/body distorts... well mine didn't change at all and looked exactly as I do today. I think I received some telepathic communication whilst in this dream.. or at least picked some things up using intuition... like how sometimes you will know the plot of a dream ahead of time, and details just get filled in by your own mind.
I believe I was being shown the nature of reality, being shown the truth about how this reality works. It was being communicated to me that this reality works much like a mirror reflecting everything back at me. I have heard of this before from meditation instructors who say the outerworld is a reflection of the innerworld and vice versa... but I never knew it to be like what this was telling me. The dream was saying to me that basically anything I think, is projected back at me, the only way i can explain this properly is by saying this:
Just imagine for a second, that you have mental powers... now what would happen if you looked in a mirror? your mental powers would be projected into that mirror and reflected back at you. So you need to be very careful what you think about all the time.

It has led me onto a more complete theory now about the construct of reality, why we sleep and what happens during sleep and the transitioning between sleep and wakefullness... although perhaps i shall save that for another time.

I didn't know what to call this one, it was so magnificent. I found myself in a normal dream, outside on a grass area with a building on one side and the other side had a big dome like structure so we weren't technically outside, we were in this dome but the dome itself was made of glass so you could see outside. There were lots of people around as if it were a festival, which i found quite strange so i became lucid. I continued a little with the plot but got bored with it and just said to the surrounding DC's "watch this" and i flew up above them. They were all staring in awe, then a few other DC's flew up but using some sort of device that looked like a flying motorbike. I headed for an open window on the dome structure and flew out the window.

It turned out that where i was before, was actually these floating residential ships that looked like the battlecruisers in BSG. We were very high up in the atmosphere and it must have been a different planet because when i looked down, you couldn't see the ground, just more blue sky and white puffy clouds, so this planet had a very thick atmosphere, probably about 100 times thicker than Earth's. It was so beautiful to just be surrounded in nice blue sky with a few puffy white clouds below and above me. There were also a few other starships or whatever flying through the sky, so i flew past them and the other DC's were flying around as well except on these flying bike things.

For some reason, I now had a little gadget on both hands that was enabling me to fly. The gadget on either hand, was like a glove that had 2 valves facing towards the fingers that shot out cold air, but i assume it must have been antigravity because there was not enough air pressure for it to be keeping me aflight. There were also 2 buttons near the valves, and one in the center, with another valve inbetween the these other 2 valves shooting out the cold air. Except this valve wasn't doing anything so i pressed the button for it, and it shot out this laser. I used the laser to kill off the DC's then decided I wanted to fly down through this atmosphere. So I pressed the other 2 buttons near the cold air valves and they turned off and I took a nice long freefall nose dive right down to the planets surface. It was so fantastic freefalling, i must have been falling through the sky for about 5 minutes. When I neared the bottom, the blue sky was turning dark, and i could see the ground nearing me. I turned the gloves back on and flew over what looked like an eqyptian city. I landed somewhere and had a look around.

There were all these eqyptian artifacts that looked very expensive and possibly magickal? I had a good look at all of them and picked some of the gold jewellery up and put it in my pocket in a desperate attempt that it might manifest into my reality back home in waking life (hey you never know).

I then found some people that looked quite ordinary, they had weapons but i convinced them i was friendly, i started asking "what is this place? this reality?" just as i was about to find out, some black metal evil looking robots came along and killed the people then started chasing me. I was running across rooftops but the strange thing was, I kept coming back to the same position i was in even though i was running straight. It was like that scene in the movie "The Labryinth" where the girl is running down a passage way that never ends, it just keeps repeating. I decided I'd had enough of it, so I stood against a wall and imagined a portal behind me that would take me to the lucid crossroads, I turned around and jumped through the portal, except it took me into another dream and I lost my lucidity.

This was a normal dream, felt as though i was in the dream for about 20 minutes, the dream felt very realistic. It was night, i was in my backyard. I heard a plane flying over so i looked up. The plane was quite high up and at first it looked like nothing of importance, just a plane flying by, then i noticed the UFO flying in front of it.

I only caught a glimpse of it because there were quite a few clouds but it was quite clear this was a fighter plane chasing a UFO. The UFO looked like a bright sphere of white light, no bigger than what a star looks like at night, and i could tell this fighter plane had no chance of catching it whatsoever. It was like the UFO was playing with it.

It got me really excited seeing this, I was like woah! awesome. Then i saw it again, and i was like hell yeah! then more appeared and i was getting really excited. Then thousands appeared and it was just thousands of these balls of light streaming across the sky, really fast, it pretty much filled my entire view.

I got a little scared thinkin "hmm ok whats going on here?" then suddenly, all these balls of light went flying down straight into the earth right in front of me in my own backyard and just disappeared inside the earth. I was left speechless.
Then some light jumped back up, but not in the shape of a ball, then went back into the earth. It kinda scared me, i started to walk backwards getting ready to run off. It happened again, I started walking faster. Then i thought to myself "No, if this is an intelligent alien being or whatever, its here to communicate with me, its probably not going to leave me alone until it does, so im going to stand my ground and see what it wants."

I stopped walking, and this light jumped up one more time out of the ground and then formed this perfect sphere of bright white light in front of me (the colour of this light was absolutely unreal.. nothing i've ever encountered before in my dreams it just glowed so bright, and the luminsence... how much light it gave off was much more than any lightbulb could). The sphere was about 2 metres in diameter and it could change shape/size.

But this time, when i saw this sphere of light, i could see now what it actually was. It wasn't just a ball of light, but it was like a hologram of Earth. I could see the outline of all the continents, although i couldn't see colour, it was like a white hologram of earth.

After facing up to this thing, it was like it became mine. I now had control of it. It would shoot out of my hands and form a perfect hologram of earth, everytime I was really happy. I walked around the yard for a bit making it appear and disappear.

I was so ecstatic! i was shouting out "woah! this is awesome!"

My family inside were all asleep, i must have woke them up with all this yelling.
They rushed outside asking me what was going on, I tried to show them but the worried look in their eyes was taking away the feeling i was having.
I managed to get out a few spurts of this white glow, but not enough to form the spherical hologram thing of earth. So only my mum got to see this white mystical glow coming out of my hands because she was the first to come out. I told my brother and he was like "yeah right! whatever..." then he kept making this feeling go away even more because he kept baiting me "go on do it then", "see you can't", etc.

I was getting frustrated with him at this point, because this light would only appear when i was happy and feeling good. So i thought "i dont' need to prove it to him anyway" and I went back to discussing what had just happened with my mum.
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what was this? i don't understand why i dreamt this, like usually when you have dreams, its stuff you have seen before, or heard of before. You don't dream about zombies if you have never heard of one before...
And I've never heard of this as a concept in a movie/book/story or anything ever in my entire life. So how is it that this happened?
What was it that i experienced? These balls of light that pilots often describe seeing as UFO's... is this what they really are?
some sort of Earth Intelligence? a very intriguing dream indeed!

I've had a lot of alien dreams, i've never actually experienced being in the space-craft, but i've seen aliens in my room many times now, im still not sure if its just a dream, or if its real but they have some psychic power to make me believe it was a dream. It's always the same type of alien, those creepy grey aliens with the big black slanted eyes. Sometimes I will be having a normal dream, and i will see one of these aliens in my dream so I force awake to see if perhaps there really is an alien abducting me but trying to keep me asleep with their psychic power. When i first started doing this, I would enter SP which made it even more scary, I often found that my eye-lids were really heavy so i couldn't open them to find out whats going on. Sometimes i would hear noises, and would be panicking because im paralyzed and unable to protect myself. But now im pretty good at forcing awake and stopping the SP from happening. As long as I'm not afraid to face the aliens when i wake up, and as long as i do the awakening part slowly, and return to my body slowly without rushing too much, then there is no SP. I've had so many of these dreams now, and i swear that most of them have felt so real, like i'm in my room awake, but then i wake up the next morning remembering it, just a bit unclear as to whether it was maybe just a dream. I think if there are aliens doing experiments on me, they probably do have psychic powers, so they probably could make me remember it all as being just a dream. They must be getting really pissed off with me though for always forcing awake

I was fighting with a demon all night long in each and every dream. I could sense his presence. The first dream I got into a street fight, and i started using matial arts on my opponent, the opponent became very angry and the dream proceeded to my room where i could sense something in my room but not see it. I started looking for this thing that i could sense, the i felt it and started trying to kill it because this presense i could sense, felt evil. It got away, and I was lucid at this point, I started jumping against the walls completely breaking the laws of physics, and managed to encompass my entire room with about 3 jumps, I found him again and started choking it again. After that, I ended up in a different dream, where I was being pushed down a hill by a friend on a skateboard, and he was pushing me faster and faster towards a wall, I couldn't do anything and I was going to hit the wall and it was going to be very painfull. I could tell this was the same demon I had been fighting before. I managed to turn at the last moment and still went into the wall but at more of an angle so it ended up being fun instead of painful. The demon was holding onto me at this point, and a feeling of joy was generated from this experience and that feeling went into the demon, thus vanquishing him or rather liberating him of his attachment to the dark side.

All i can really remember about this one is that I was fighting with a demon of sorts in a dream. It looked like a person, but it could vanish and re-appear elsewhere. It was similar to that demon in the movie "Ghostrider" which was basically like the element of air, so it could disintegrate and is basically invincible... how do you kill air with your bare fists? I think i forced awake in this one.

I was in an empty shopping mall, became lucid, shouted out for me spirit guide (which i had been meeting a lot recently) then around the next corner i started hearing people. I went into an office and asked a dream character to speak with my spirit guide. They said "ok, follow me, we just need to get some details first". They were holding a clip-board and i was like "hang on... i've never had to do this before, this isn't right" then the dream character grabbed my shoulder rather roughly and i felt an overwhelming sense of evil and negativity. My natural reaction was to punch my arm outwards to hit/push this dream character away from me. Well I punched my arm so hard that it woke me up, and when i woke up, I found i had punched my physical arm outwards into what looked like a black demonic entity. All i could see was this black shadow of a person. They made a screaming sound and backed off immediately, I could tell I had hurt it. It was about to leave but i jumped on it (I'll show him not to mess with me!), he started swinging me around and then the next thing i know, i'm back in a normal dream. It probably was just a false awakening but it felt so real like i actually was awake and in my room.