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dream 1 - I was at school and met my several friends. fragement

dream 2 - MILD mantra -> SP hits. I rolled down from my bed and visualized my hand. it was still at night.

I IMAGINE A SPIDER WEB ATTACHED FROM MY HAND TO KATSUNO! the spider web was glowing. cool.
first I felt his energy and it seemed really worked. I was amazed that the web vibrated hard.
I opened the door and followed the web. there was my mom distracting me so I said "mom plz get away I have to follow this web!"
as I followed, I was floating in the air. there was some kind of forest/ jungle, and finally there was a log house on the grass.

I saw Katsuno(maybe?) coming out of the house, maybe off to school. he was wearing black shirt. I think he had kind of curly, brown hair...
I got inside the house and saw his mom. she was making breakfast?
here the recall is foggy....
maybe I got shifted into non-LD. I was with Katsuno or a DC and his little brother in a white room. I saw some beehives up on the ceiling.
Katsuno gave me some chocolate nuts(?). it felt like chewing bread, but tasted like dark chocolate...yummy
I was worried of bees in the room. I insanely ran around the room and I got shot by a bee on my back. it really hurt.......gahhh
my toes were getting swollen up. Katsuno tried to heal me.

I remember the conversation with Katsuno but dont remember when I dreamed this, but it was in the first dream.

I said: "hey your house is log house right?"
Katsuno: "what? no... my house is made of brick"
"-.- really?? the house had a door on the corner of 2 sides of the house..."
"no, it's not...my house is red-roof house."
"damn then it was just my imagination. we didnt have shared dream T^T"
"hey dont find me, practice dream control first."
"what?! this is IOSDP experiment! I cant ignore it!"

dream 3 - again MILD and I got brainwashed by Katsuno that I have to practice dream control first so here I did what I wanted to do.
I transformed into Saya but dont recall anything from this dream.

dream 4 - again MILD and I rolled from my bed, visualized my hand. I crushed the room window, and I wanted to practice fight in dream!
I ran to the middle of the car road and I kinda wanted to crash my self into a car. then this white truck came toward me and I positioned myself to get ready,
but the car stopped infornt of me. then I just wanted to do transforming. suddenly Gumiho came in my head, and did the transforming jutsu from Naruto.
(this jutsu worked really well for transforming.) I heard pong! sound and saw smoke popping out around me. omigod! I got taller and felt her long hair
and nine tails!!! and the white hanbok!! I really felt I had her 'aspect'.
so now I wanted to use magic powers and stuff. I went in this school building and there were some enemies. kids ran out of the building.
I started to use "geuk(infinite) myul(destroy) sum(power?)!!!" and then BOOOOOOOOM..... the whole building was destoryed, even my dream scene...I woke up.

dream 5 - FA. I turned my computer on and checked DV. one notification

All of my homeschooled friends were playing flag football in a massive stadium with lots of people watching. Most of them were actually playing, but about ten of us didn't know how to play, so we went to a separate part of the field. But since my brain actually doesn't know how to play, we didn't really do anything and I never saw anyone else play either. So I went to change clothes and caught C spying on me. I shooed him away and went to go find him, he has pet rats in real life. He had a remote cOntrol decayed rat and was playing with it, it got lost under a dumpster and broke. I tried to find the pieces but Onstead found the pieces of some alligator toy.

All of my homeschooled friends were playing flag football in a massive stadium with lots of people watching. Most of them were actually playing, but about ten of us didn't know how to play, so we went to a separate part of the field. But since my brain actually doesn't know how to play, we didn't really do anything and I never saw anyone else play either. So I went to change clothes and caught C spying on me. I shooed him away and went to go find him, he has pet rats in real life. He had a remote cOntrol decayed rat and was playing with it, it got lost under a dumpster and broke. I tried to find the pieces but Onstead found the pieces of some alligator toy.

Non-lucid, Lucid

I woke up just now at around 5:38 AM. Before that, I was sleeping with my back on the bed, and I was thinking of a few images. Then one came by really quick, like it was going inside of a vortex (like the one below, but it was dark blue and the picture was white with a bit of bright colors in it).



To give you a better realization of what I experienced, watch this video from Code Lyoko when Aelita deactivates a tower.
(The part at 30 seconds and the rest of the video is what I'm talking about, but it went spiral to the right for me. That same image that I saw in a rectangular medium was about to go into the darkness, I CLENCHED MY FISTS that VERY MOMENT BEFORE IT WAS GONE, then it just came back up.




Before it went into the vortex, I clenched my fists and thought in my mind that I wanted it back. Then I feel this sudden rush of energy and feel myself laying down. I'm still thinking if I'm trying to induce sleep paralysis, but then my whole body gets bent and then.

I feel this heavy object on me as I wake up, (I'm having one of those few lucid dreams where it's vivid as heck!)
(When I was being elevated by the heavy object, it was something like this in this video)
(around 30 seconds, except I didn't get pierced in the butt xD)


I was shocked at first, but I sort of repressed the urge to open my eyes in waking life. I decided to do a reality check by pinching my nose, and I was able to breathe, but when I try to exhale air through my nose, I had some difficulty. The heavy object was suddenly elevated, I didn't even bother to look at it. My mind was just clear and aware, and I stood up and decided to look around my surroundings. The light was on,(It wasn't on in waking life) and see that my room is a little wider than it normally is. There is a black chair, and I believe my computer desk was there too,(it's in the living room in waking life). I tried my best not to panic or anything, I have full mobility.

I wanted to have some medium that I use to remind myself that I am dreaming and to be aware of my senses in the dream world, so I called out "Ball," and a gray ball appeared in my hand that was similar to the knead eraser I had in waking life that I use for drawing.



Then after I'm really aware that I'm dreaming, I tried to focus on finding my dream guide, but some kind of reflex in me wanted to open up my eyes in waking life, and I've been suggested to let the dream come to me, but trust me, this dream CAME TO ME ALREADY.

Darn it! Oh well, I'll attempt it again tonight! I really need some help with making myself not open my eyes and learn to use my dream eyes.

I feel as if I was following a certain technique when I clenched my fists, but I wasn't holding an object that allowed me to see my dream hands.

It's just that when I have a dream this vivid, it's just so compelling to open your eyes, even though it was vivid enough with my dream eyes.

I've read most of the popular guides and some that didn't get to have such glorifying recognition, it's just this eye problem that bothers me. If I can just find a way to stop opening them and use my dream eyes, I can get on with finding my DG.

That's my Cat!!!

I am outside of my house and I can see my cat sitting on top of a roof of someone else's car, while the car is driving away. But that can't be my cat! My cat died a couple of months ago. I point this out to my wife and we start to think that perhaps he didn't die and that we were confused - it was just a cat that looked like him that must have died!
We go back inside the house and I remember that we have his old collar still, for some reason I find the collar and it is brightly colored and has been printed out of a 3d printer.

Higher planes inside Kasuno's head
I am on the dreamviews Forum, we are discussing about the next experiment - one user mentions that we should try to see how far we can travel 'upwards' onto higher planes, he says that he has traveled up to 15-16 planes upward, something that I have been trying to do (travel onto higher planes) but then within the dream I remember a dream I have had during the night while trying to get into Katsuno's dream (dream fragment):

I am in a colorful place, I think I am in Katsuno's private world, there are lots of colors, like a forest - and I let myself sort of get absorbed by the surroundings - this makes me travel upwards to a higher plane where it is even more colorful and then I get absorbed again and go to plane 3 and once again everything is just so much more vivid

I was chained to a rock in an arena. i see leo as the leader and king cesar he orders a cloaked figure to enter teh gates and kill me. I become Lucid because a moth lands on my chain, and i break out of the chains and draw a blue electric fire sword and begin battling with the opposing figure. i chop of his head. Leo sees im Lucid and begins to whisper worryingly to his henchmen, he drops to the arena and draws a green electric burning sword. i run at him and we begin a fight that lasts hours.
i realize that i cant beat this entity so i duplicate myself 5 times and destroy him.

the scene changes and i am meditating in a pond, everything feels like im in shroomz, i hear the same echoes i heard in the park that one day when i was meditating with the shrooms. i love these types of lucids because im so at peace with everything. there is a melody playing in the backround and i am feeling intense measures of happiness. i am completely aware that i am dreaming and am even able to think about how to solve problems that are coming to me the next day. the clarity of mind is so at ease and the pond has many ripples because there are ducks who are fighting in it. the pond is frustrated, as the docks disperse i am left alone with the pond, and i see the ripples are gone and the pond is at peace. i decide that i need to calm the mind during the day so as to not have ripples in my life. i see an old lady on a nearby bench feeding the birds, i approach her knowing that she is just part of my mind but decide to talk to her and see what this part of my mind is subconciously thinking. i say hello to her and she says hello back smiliing as if she knows exactly who i am. iask her what role she plays in the construct of my mind. she says she is a part of my imagination and is only present in my mind because my subconcious mind is trying to tell me something. i ask her how i am suppose to know and she said u become in the moment and look around during your day and in your dreams. i ask her what her purpose is now, and she smiled and told me that she just accomplished it. i understood and thanked my subconcious for helping me. i get up and walk around the park being in the moment every step and admiring all the beauty, i see people playing volleyball and girls tanning on the beach and people throwing frisbees. i wonder how much i can learn from all of these different specific energies present in my subconciouse.

i walk farther and see a person meditating on the grass, i approach him and see that it is me but a more adept me. the eyes are different colors one blue and one green and the hair is long in the sides and front. and this clone looks about 26. i say hello and feel the presence to extend a bow. i tell myself to sit down opposite from my 26 year old self. i do so. this strange clone tells me that he is my higher self and will be helping me advance is conciousness whenever i am in the moment enough to access these types of rare dreams. he tells me that most of the world doesnt have these dreams because they cant train to focus there mind on their true existence and serinity. i ask what i need to do and tahnk my higherself for finding me. he tell me i dont need to thank him i did it myself. he tells me to close my eyes and imagine something beautiful taking place everyday for 5 min in a specific way that makes me in tune with my loving energy. meaning that i should continue to amplifiy the love in my life and i will reach the methods nesseary to achieve biokinssis and master my body and reality. he also tells me that for now i should not lose the connection with the divine and to not fear anything strange that happens in my day. i thank him, he says as i progress hel help me throughout my day in different ways i just need to call him through intention. i thank him again and feel the dream breaking. he also tells me not to get distracted. the dream begins to fade and i awake, instantly write down all i remember.

Last night was really weird...But I count the events as a (personal) success. I'm sure that my dreams were affected by you all. I could feel that something was different last night. Here are my dreams:

1st: I was walking towards a building. There were other people also walking to that building and for some reason I remembered about the experiments and knew that they were other dreamers. I didn't get lucid but at one point I tried to sit down and sleep. So I fell asleep in my dream and had a dream-inside-a-dream...I dreamed of Call of Duty and I thought that this was the dream of a member of the IOSDP. When I woke up again I continued my way to the building. I decided to fall asleep again and this time I dreamed of some things about Matrix. I woke up and finally entered the building. I was inside a huge hall and it looked beautiful. Everywhere were lamps made out of crystal. I sat down on a chair and suddenly there were some classmates with me. One of the lamps was destroyed but it moved in random directions all the time. I asked my friend what this is and he just said that this is normal. He climbed up the table and tried to touch the lamp. The dream scene skips and I'm now on DV. I chat with some members and tell them about my dreams (the call of duty and matrix dreams) earlier. I woke up for real.

The strange thing about this Dream is that it felt like it took the whole night but when I woke up I only slept for an hour! It's almost impossible that I dreamed all this in my first REM-cycle and I had no REM-rebound to make up for it :O

2nd: I don't remember much of it but I know that I was looking at myself in a mirror. I checked my hair and that stuff when I noticed a HUGE mole on my neck. It had a enormous amount of hair growing out of it and it was really disgusting. I took my shaver to get rid of the hair but it instantly re-appeared. I also noticed that my hair suddenly was partly gone and I freaked out. I woke up because of the shock and instantly ran into the bathroom to check if everything's alright ^^

3rd: I was near my school and I noticed that I was dreaming. I tried to open my dreamworld for all of you and I focused on my password but I woke up again. I could manage to DEILD and I was inside the dream. It was weird because it was a really low-level lucid but it felt stable. I could not see really clear so I focused on my sensory emotions. I felt how my feet touched the ground and I made my way to my school. I wanted to jump down a stair to test if I could ignore the feeling of pain but when I jumped it really hurt. I guess it was because the lucid was not clear enough and I had not much control over it. I walked down to our canteen but 2 guys blocked the door. I made myself slim and sneaked behind them. I walked on and got into a room and remembered that I wanted to find somebody. I stood before a door and said that the person would appear behind it. I opened the door but only a DC of a girl I like appeared. I jumped up to the ceiling and punched 2 holes in it. I tried to climb to the next room but I had no strength in my arms (which is weird because I can do that in waking life, too). I tried to float up into the room and it worked. When I was up there it was empty so I jumped out of the window and flew to another part of the school. I remembered that Nomad said I should stay in one place but I thought that they would find me anyway. I landed and a girl appeared. She said...well...that she wants sex and you can figure out the rest... I woke up

My family and i were in a house that had moving rooms. Every so often the rooms would shift around.
At first it was fun, but then everyone got split up and no one could find each other. We all wound up meeting in the same room, but Nick was still missing.

We called to him, but his voice changed location every time. My stepdad went to look for bin. He climbed up this tube to the top floor, but he wound up coming out of a hole in the ground in the room next to us, on the same floor. I started to panic a little. I asked if anyone had a phone with a working Internet connection. No one did. We were eating snacks like chips on the floor for some reason.

-All non lucid

I was somewhere in some house, idk where exactly it was but it was a rather public place and all I was there with....idk who I don't remember, might have been Moonlight and Lilly but I don't remember. Someone ringed on the door and I was told to look at who it was, so I went to the door and opened it and there were 3 people. I was like "Hello?" and then one of them stepped foward and stabbed me into my chest, pulled it out and slashed my fingers and I fell on the ground, pretty much dead but not dead, I could feel my body and my eyes were closed I couldn't do anything but wait. After some time I woke up, seeing Moonlight and Lilly standing over me, they were kinda cold and just helped me get up. We realised some random stuff got stolen but nothing really important. I went outside a bit and I saw those guys again, I hid from them. I don't remember what happened next but I was running to catch a train in the middle of the dessert. I didn't make it so I jumped and grabbed the door handles, holding on as it was driving fast but after some time both doors broke and fell off, making me fly back from the train and smash into the ground. Some old guy approached me and asked me if I was ok, I stood up, told him I was and gave him both train doors and went back into my house (Apparantly I fell off there). I was at some pool inside that big house thingy and after a bit I noticed one of those guys(The one that stabbed me) come in, I instantly screamed "GO AWAY!" as he saw me but he didn't want to he was going towards me, I took a small water gun and shooted it at him but he didn't care, he got to me and was about to hurt me again but I asked "Why are you doing this?" he told me that it's better that I don't know but I managed to convince him to tell me. He took me to some calendar and told me that he is cursed to be a monster and hurt people untill a set date which I don't remember.

And then I woke up, feeling extremelly depressed but not over the dream, just feeling depressed for no reason.

Death Valley is a cold hearted place, only the strong survive, the weak perish under the blade of the Reaper, These are Chronicles of BlackRain..... This is MY world.... This is MY story...

Welcome everyone to my Dream Journal, I hope you enjoy your time in my corner of paradise.

I had a dream where I met a girl. I think her name was Vanessa and she had recognized me from way back when we were infants in preschool. She had a great big beautiful smile. I don't remember much else. But for some strange reason I would very much like to see her again.


Maybe she'll appear tonight...

Game, cant remember much but I have to go through a cave and lay down to do some serious damage.
On a telephone call to some DV members, one says they are going to ring me then I wake up due to my alarm.

I was sleeping in class the other day,(keep in mind that im asleep throughout this entire thing) I get up to go use the bathroom, and my being sort of splits, i get up, and halfway to the bathroom, i feel myself sitting down in the chair asleep, then i "wake up" and go to use the bathroom again, i realize everything around me is so highly detailed, i hear everybodys individual conversation, everything is sharp and focused. i get to the bathroom door, and i "wake up" again. this time, i decide to not et up, suspecting that its still a dream. so i lay my head back down, and drift off to a dream of me at a party. it took me a while to figure out what id done, it was so confusing T_T

Was at the apartment with Leo and Kara. Leo was worried about the future for some reason and I told him not to worry. Fr some reason kara left and I went with baron for a walk. I decided to walk to sammamish from bellevue. The freeway had a giant sidewalk that was filled with people walking around. On the way there was a statue of some indian descent. It had a weird glow to it and I felt like it had a lot of power. The grass around it was almost too green. Some kid kept pressing against me and I tot annoyed. I was suddenly on dreamviews. There was a post of some girl who was giving out free bracelets. She was very attractive and had pics of herself almost naked. I decided to get a bracelet and add it to my collection. Kara was a little jealous. I wanted to make little bracelets for dv as well. Kara and I ended up in class. The teacher was complianing about everyones test scores. I interrupted him and said kara did well. She said she skipped class ans still got an a. The teacher was ashamed.

i was out side someones house with some some friends. it was dark. we walked in the house and went to the garage. we started thrashing the place. i then walked into the computer room. and was looking at the computer screen. i wanted to jack it but i didnt. i then asked somebody whos house this is. he said nikoos. i looked at the front door ans saw him walking up with his mom to the front door. i went and hid in the kitchen. his mom saw my Friends and got really pissed. nikoo walked over to me and then told his mom to look the other way so we can get out. i ran out to his back yard. i looked back and saw my friends running out of the house (skip) we were in the same area but there was a nice car sitting in the middle of the street. we decided to take out the super charger from the car. we spent a few minutes taking it out and we took of with it down the road. i then heard a person yelling at us and had a feeling we were being chased. i then woke up.