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February 24, 2013 - 5 hours in - 2 minutes - WBTB, SSILD, MILD, DS

Woke via alarm after 3.5 hours and did about 6 SSILD cycles of gradually increasing length. Afterward I fell asleep to a mantra of "1, I'm dreaming, 2, I'm dreaming, 3..." while trying to visualize each digit.

I am in the other bedroom reading a glossary in a book on the nightstand and three terms each starting with "Dream," one of them being "Dream within a dream," are set apart in the list, with descriptions after each one. 'This kind of thing [of randomly reading about dreams] happens to me a lot in dreams,' I thought to myself. Still, possibly because of the mundane setting, and also because I could remember a lot of what I did recently (whether this actually occurred in the dream I don't know), I was certain it was reality. Still, I thought I would check, just because. I plug my nose and inhale successfully.

What a surprise! I thought to myself, "If this is a dream, anything could be a dream!" But now I am fully lucid and I rub my hands to stabilize. J. is here and I plug my nose and inhale and ask J. what she thinks, but she doesn't react much. I say to her, "We're in a dream right now!" She makes a skeptical yet confused face and says, "Okay."

Next I try the finger through palm reality check. I push the first two fingers on my right hand through my left palm, causing the skin to stretch like rubber and making quite an indentation through the other side. I push harder and feel it push through, but look and see the fingers are now only between the other hand's fingers, not through the palm. I try twice more and get the same results. One last time, I push lower down and with a better angle, and it keeps stretching, but for some reason I don't push through all the way. I guess even in a dream I don't feel like damaging my hand.

She wants to hug me goodbye (like reality) and I unthinkingly comply. As I lean over to do so, I wake up instantly.

I remember being at a party, and recognising a bunch of friends. Then I was dancing with a girl, whom I did not recognise. After that we were talking with some other people, half of which were the friends I recognised. I remember the dream being very pleasant and feeling good while in it.

Date: February 25, 2013 ||| Time Block: 1:00 PM to 2:00 PM ||| Length: 3 minutes. ||| Lucidity: level 2. ||| Entry Type: DILD ||| Major Methods: BAT

Methods: lay in bed to take a nap; was battling the intensification of tinnitus until I fell asleep.

Summary: found myself in bed at some point; had the suspicion I was dreaming, so tried plugging my nose; had strange effects on my stomach area, but not regular effects; it was inconclusive, but I was leaning towards it meaning I was dreaming; I tried another reality check and confirmed I was dreaming; woke up soon after; went downstairs, and was doing stuff, then realized I hadn't done a reality check; thought I was probably still dreaming, and then snap, this was confirmed when I found myself back in bed; I immediately a reality check, of plugging my nose; the same inconclusive results as of earlier, so I tried the other one; knowing I was dreaming, I rolled off the bed; I remembered I wanted to try playing piano, so I tried playing them mentally; it kind of worked, but not very well; I decided to just go over and use my piano; problem's that I could barely see, and barely move, so I got stuck up against the piano; decided I would give up on that, and just stare at the blue reflection thing, that looked like the sky; I did, then my whole field of view transformed into what looked like the inside of a crystal ball surrounded by sky; tried thinking about particular things to see if it would change what I was seeing; thought of 'B', and saw it form out of the cloud particles, between the crystal edge artifact things; tried 'A, B, C', and saw 'A, C, B, 3' form out from the cloud particles; heard the ding of the doorbell; saw the 'B' fade, but in its place be an exact match up of blanket threads; then saw my post from Facebook, the very bottom of it; yet, for some reason looking back I can't place exactly when this occurred, because I also remember immediately getting up after hearing the doorbell, to go downstairs; very strange, I still don't know exactly what happened.

So, occasionally, when I'm bored, I might post some pictures of my dreams that have been drawn on my iPad (rather crudely).
Hopefully the quality of the pictures will get better over time

This painting is from a dream I had a couple years back which was not recorded on this site.



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I'm in my bed trying to go to sleep, when all of a sudden SP kicks in. I feel like I can't move or breathe, and I'm trying to convince myself not to break it. Finally those feeling subside, and then I feel myself floating out of my bed. "ZOMG epic flying dream incoming"I think to myself, as I feel my soul is leaving my body.

The problem is, no dream really starts. I think I'm just probably in a NREM state, because I keep seeing shadows, and shades of blackness....nothing is really materializing. Suddenly I'm awakened by a sharp pain in my ribs.


Almost

I'm at the supermarket with some guys, and I see one of my classmates. She's looking beautiful, and I don't hesitate to let her know....I'm about to have sex with her right there, and of course I woke up.


Stealing cars

I'm at car dealership in a corvette, and I'm thinking of ways to steal it. I drive it outside of the lot, and try to replace it with another blue car. When I came back to the corvette, it was a different car. I opened it up, and there was some venomous snake there. I was thinking it was a Pigmy rattle snake because I didn't hear the rattle at all, but I saw the fangs. I backed off slowly, while facing it, and then once I got away from striking distance I took off. All of a sudden it starts chasing me. "This has to be a dream" I think, but I'm not going to take my chances.

FA

I'm in my room. I get out of bed, and head to the bathroom...I think I'm dreaming but not sure. I do a nose pinch....no pressure, but can't breathe. Still not sure. I check the mirror. Boils are on my face, and other things don't look right. I do another RC...it doesn't work as expected but I know I'm dreaming. The damn dream fades.

I only remember one very long dream last night, and I only remember segments of it.

I was in a movie theatre in the lobby. There was a hallway with structures and benches in the middle with movie posters on triangular prisms coming out of the ground like in some malls where you can see three different movie posters if you decide to walk around the structure. I remember there was a guard standing next to the wall but I was just kicking the wall next to a moving sidewalk, one of those things at an airport. I decided to go inside the movie theatre and I sat near this random girl in the corner of the audience section? what do you call the area where all the seats are? the auditorium? stadium? whatever. No one was there so I got up and left to go back into the lobby and continued to kick walls while I was on the moving sidewalk. When I went back into the theatre there were many people there and I chose one of the only seats left, which was next to this girl I have known for a long time named Melanie. For some reason I remember she was wearing a white t shirt. There was tension between us but neither of us said anything for most of the movie, at one part she lazily put her arm over the armrest so it was dangling over my lap. I did nothing and after a while she put her arm back and nothing happened between us.
I feel as if this might have been a different dream or happened right after the first dream. I was walking home in this field. There were two roads that if the field was a rectangle, I would start at the top left corner and go down a bit then go across horizontally. There were roads on the edges of the field and as I walked through the field a car drove past me and threw a firework out the window, it had already been lit a while ago but for some reason there was still a few explosions left, and after the car drove for a bit it crashed in the distance. Further down the field police with a megaphone told people to walk with their right sides to the road, so I had to walk backwards as I was going from the top left to the top right. As I was walking backwards on the side of the road I saw a policeman staring at me from the back of a bus as he was going the opposite direction and I was walking backwards to follow the police order. The field seemed to be in autumn at dusk. I remember dark orange being a color a lot.

This was a very strange dream for me, me and my girlfriend were staying at my grandfathers house in North Yorkshire, a secluded cottage in the middle of the forest. We were staying in a room in the attic (a room which does not exist) and when we woke up there was a strange surprise. On the lampshade of the room was a moth the size of a cat and, quite rightly surprised, my girlfriend began backing out of the door and we started talking about how to get rid of it or how to kill it when it spoke It started to tell us in quite an intellectual and reasonable manner that it wasn't going to start flapping against the window like a normal moth and if we could just get it outside it would fly away and leave us alone. And for some unknown reason, to get the moth downstairs, it sat on the side of my girlfriends head who didn't seem to mind at all and that's when I woke up

Was driving with kara to the sperm bank. On the way there I realized I was on the pez and it was getting really strong. I came to this conclusion because every turn I took made us almost crash. It was impossible for me to stay within the lines. I need her to drive but she did not want to do it. I started screaming as it got harder to drive and she agreed to drive. I must have fallen asleep while she was because I was in an entirely different place, still on the pez. I know it was a dream however and explored my surroundings. People were coming toward me, but in an aggressive looking fashion and I used my finger to swipe them away into the air. I ran super speed around and continued throwing them aside. I must have woken up because I was at a mix of leos and my house. The whole crew was there and G was also on the pez. I was surprised at how weak it was by then and I went outside to see G. He looked messed up and asked me if I could see the portals. I could not and he walked away. Izra said this place was cooler than my place because of the view. I agreed. Leo was on a tree talking to a distant person walking by making jokes. His dog heart was supposed to be fed dinner so I went to put it in his auto dispenser. It was filled with water and I tried to fix it. It started to spray water non stop and I got angry and started bashing it against the wall not caring if he was fed at all.

I am laying in my bed just trying to fall asleep. I notice that there are colorful images floating in the darkness of my eyelids which I have noticed in the past but never to this extent. I'm fascinated so I watch them swim in my vision. A very round and mirthful face drifts down from above and fixes itself in the center of my eyelids. I find it slightly peculiar that it is so prominent in my vision when my eyes are closed. It slowly starts to float off to the side. I watch it as it leaves my vision..

I wake up. I'm laying in my bed but everything is SO bright. My sheets and the light coming from my window are the most brilliant vivid white I've ever seen. Suddenly I realize that I must be dreaming. I excitedly pinch my nose and try to breath. I expect nothing to happen like every other time I've checked - BUT I am able to breath! At this point an exultant triumphant feeling wells up inside of me and I have an ear to ear grin. I try to prop myself up on my elbows to look around but it's like I don't have any control of my limbs. I roll over and try to push myself up but my arms just seem to sink into my bed.

I actually wake up. I was slightly disappointed that it only lasted what felt like a minute and a half, but that feeling didn't last long. I FINALLY was able to become Lucid after a few weeks of trying.

This dream was from a while ago, but I wasn't registered at that time. Well, I decided to share it here because I think it's curious.

The dreams starts with me in a wooden cabin in the middle of a forest. I think that there was somebody else with me there, but whoever it was it wasn't important. I know that in the forest I am located there are plenty of different monsters. i get out of the cabin and start walking.
Skip. I only remember I find some monsters. I simply ignore some and kill others. I meet a new monster. I don't remember what was it exactly, but it was something that possesses objects, and is intelligent enough to talk to me. Also, when it possesses anything, the colour of that thing becomes dark metallic, like a robot. I decide to accompany him, and he follows me jumping from one object to another. Eventually, we find a wooden house with two floors, which has a water deposit that can be accesed through the second floor. The thing possesses the deposit, and converts it in a deposit of lava. Then, he says it is an incinerator, and that if I threw things in there, he can analyze them and become more intelligent. I leave and head to a city that was nearby. When I get there, I start taking all the urban furniture (traffic lights, rubbish bins...) and taking it back to the wooden house, where I threw everything in the incinerator. Eventually, there isn't any more furniture to throw, and I start stealing in houses and shops so I can keep feeding the thing.

At some point, I meet a character from Persona 4 (a videogame) called Dojima. In the game, he is a detective, but in the dream he is a psychologist. I tell him about the incinerator, and that I am throwing things there so the thing will become as intelligent as a human some day. He psychoanalizes me and says I've been charmed by the thing, and asks me to take him to the incinerator. When we get there, he sees the thing and says that he has been tricking me to make him more powerful, and that he is evil. He explains the thing is becoming more powerful with everything I'm threwing in, and that when it gets powerful enough, it will get rid of me and destroy the city and kill people. He then sees the incinerator from above, and I can push him inside and burn him to death. Meanwhile, the incinerator says that he is lying, and says that when he gets powerful enough we can rule the world together. I am given a choice at that moment: I can either push Dojima into the incinerator (bad ending) or deactivate the incinerator (neutral ending). Nothing adverts me of this choice, but I know I can choose what I want to do. I decide to deactivate the thing by pushing the lever at its side. Once it is done, Dojime says we should leave, and goes out fo the house. While he is walking away, I look again at the house and the incinerator with nostalgia, thinking what I went through, but knowing I haven't destroyed it completely, so if anyone finds it, the thing can be activated again and charm someone else. I feel bad, but I know I am not able to detroy it.
I walk away, and the point of view switches to look at myself walking away, and then I can see at the left of my point of view (like if it was a screen or something) some credits in japane, while the ending song of the previosly named Persona 4 plays.

I wake up and confirm I'm awake. However, it is still 6 o'clock of the morning, so I put down a summary of the dream and go back to sleep.
This time, the dream is another alternative ending. Previosly, I had seen the neutral ending and gave the choice to do the bad ending. This time, I see the good ending. In the good ending, instead of meeting Dojima, I meet with my friends, and tell them about the thing. They also think that the thing is evil, and decide to help me destroy it. We go to the wooden house, deactivate the thing and then we destroy it completely, without any chance of being resurrected. The good ending ends. I wake up before I can see the credits again, but I know that was the good ending. I put it down in my DJ and go back to sleep a bit more. I don't remember what I dreamed next, but it wasn't related to the previous dream, as it was "finished" in all possible way.

Well, obviously this is influenced by my passion about RPGs, especially the ones with a good plot and many endings xD

This was another one of those lucids where I become aware that I'm dreaming for those few minutes as I'm gradually waking up. The dream usually incorporates some activity in bed, which parallels the feeling of actually being in my bed as I'm waking up. It's really weird, but it is technically a lucid dream because even though I somewhat feel myself in my bed, I also feel someone else that I know not to be there irl. And no, I don't wake up making out with my pillow. I wake up in a normal sleep position. Anyway, this is the type of lucid that got me looking up dreamviews all those years ago.

So all I remember is that I'm hanging out with Drew Barrymore. And I'm a dude. We lie down in bed and start making out, when I suddenly realize it's a dream. I feel really aware, and I can tell that I have a few minutes before waking up. So I take off her shirt as fast as I can.

Spoiler for rated R part:

I start massaging her chest, but there are no boobs. It's like she has a guy's upper body structure. I wanted her to have boobs, so as I massaged each pectoral area, I willed them to plump up. One at a time, it worked. We were french kissing the whole time, which was nice. Her nipples got hard, so I moved my right hand south.

I was almost afraid that I would find out she has a guy's lower body as well, and just when I was about to accept this possibility and just go with it, I woke up. I guess I got too excited, oh well

I'm such a mac daddy

Torture... person strapping people to tables... cutting them up and playing with insides... he thought he was just having fun with people... I was one of the victims.

((I had this dream a while ago, so I don't remember anything from it. I'll just put what I wrote in my DJ)) Little brother got shot, massive depression.

Well, the first thing I remember is [color="darkslateblue"]being at this one little shop that's close to my home. I was bugging the owner about getting me a summer job there, but he only told me that they don't need any help. I decided to stick around anyway, in case he changes his mind.
The shop turned into a small restaurant, there was a staircase in the middle of the room and there were tables here and there, I saw a couple sitting at a table. The whole room was darkish, seemed like it was only lit by candles.

I walked past the couple, on a trail that brought me to a high building. I heard German, I assumed I was in Germany. The building had this arch and under the arch there was some little sculpture. Giving the sculpture something of value apparently brought you luck.
The grass around the arch was green, a very nice and vivid green. There were people sitting on the grass, chatting.

I continued walking the trail, it brought me to a very small, dim room. The windows were slightly foggy, but I could still see the enormous graveyard surrounding the tiny room. I went closer to a window to read the name on a tombstone, but then I saw my reflection in the window and it made me jump. :|

I left the room right away, went back to the restaurant. It was all grey and dark, no lights this time. No people either.[/color][color="seagreen"]
I sat down on the..3rd or 4th step of the staircase and stared at the room through the handrail spindles. I was sort of angry, the dream was so boring. Just for the heck of it, I tried to use telekinesis to smash some large object into the fireplace.
Nothing happened.
I was bummed, I tried breaking one of the wooden spindles. I broke the first one. Then the second. I think I broke another one. After that I stood up and quickly made it to my kitchen, looking for a wine bottle to break. Checked if it was empty..[/color][color="darkslateblue"]and then changed my mind because it would make a mess.[/color] >__>

Yeah nice going. You tried to smash something big into a fireplace, but breaking a wine bottle's just too much.

Must be 18+ years to read.

There's two girls in my bedroom at night. They appear to be teenagers, it wasn't sure. They were both attractive but there was one I wanted to get my hands on. She was really good looking and also had a nice body, I mean come on! You wouldn't deny it if you were there.

I walked up to this girl and as I got closer, it started to get intense and sooner or later we would already be on the bed. I wasn't even paying attention to the other girl, as long as this other girl showed her approval for me, I wasn't embarrassed! This was my chance to get some action.

I grabbed on to her and brought her closer to me. I gently grabbed a hold of her neck and started kissing her lips until things got more intense. As I was making out with her though it almost felt very vividly real, so that made it better.

I started placing my hands all over her body, anywhere I could get my hands on(Yes, even there). She was showing no disapproval for me grabbing her all over. I think she enjoyed it. I continued grabbing on to her body until I finally came to the point where we started undressing.

I quickly removed her shorts so I won't have to lose my chance at this. I don't remember taking off my clothes. I then laid on a bed behind me and brought her closer to me and my accomplice(the penis). She got on top of me while I was getting ready to insert my penis inside her vagina. At first, my penis wasn't in there right but I was determined to get it in there. I didn't think got it in the whole way but I eventually did and that's when she started moving herself up and down. From there, she put her hands on my body as I laid back and watched her moving up and down.

Then I woke up.