Non-Dream Non-Lucid Lucid False Awakening This dream was a non-lucid rehearsal of what I was going to tell Rachel the next time I saw her. Click for the details. On a late Saturday afternoon, I was walking on a sidewalk in downtown San Diego, and noticed my dream version of the Westwood club. I noticed a whole bunch of my friends there (Z, J, N, a few others, and R). I said, "You always come here! Why wasn't I invited?" All I got was smiles. And, everyone looked slightly different... Older? Ugly maybe? All I know is it was a missed dream sign. I went out to the pool and noticed a few people wading, tanning, swimming, in the clean blue waters. The sun was shining, and it was a great day. I remembered, 'Oh right, I have to tell R about the rumor.' I got some random person (I'm not even sure who) to explain to her that rumor was false (even though it wasn't). After that, I remember asking someone if I could leave, and he let me go. I woke up. Notes: Vividness: 9/10 I have been to the Westwood club before, and my dream version is MUCH MUCH different than the actual version. That could have been a dream sign. Also, the Westwood club isn't in downtown San Diego.
Had another dream about WILD. Not SP.
Updated 09-21-2010 at 12:05 AM by 35484 (wild)
Starting tomorrow I will start to record my dreams. Alright til then friends!
Night of the 14th, 2 recalls but waited too long to write any notes down from the first one. I was in high school, in class at the library. The teacher was ridiculous so i was acting out and swearing until she kicked me out. (this part was longer, but i dont recall much) I told her im dropping out, and started walking towards the office. On the way, the building changed into the library that i used to work at and all of a sudden i had roller blades on. I started skating fast around the isles, cutting people off. I ran into someone who clearly works there, a new girl who was also on roller blades. This DC showed me around, i told her it looked different, she asked me if ive "ever put the books away while the building is closed?" we carried on conversations while skating around, i dont remember them. My mind turned the library into a mall, kinda like i chose to go there. Next thing i remember; there's a roller skate class practising a show that they're gonna put on somewhere.. and the DC from the library and i try to sync into the group. While dancing i saw an old bf at the top of some stairs, so i stepped onto the stairs on the far right, and it turned into an escalator. I rolled over to him and talked, he was impressed by my skating/dancing, we continued to flirt for a while. I left him and kept skating with my DC and the crowd of dancers. My dream fades when my dog wakes me up.. Night of the 16th I recognize about 6 DC's I was with my friend, Lindz most of the time, we were at at beach. But we were hanging out on a field. Near the end of the dream i went to the pool that was around the "beach" to hang out with the other DC's The 5 of us were at the pool, 4 were sitting on the side and my friend Joey and i were in the pool. I remember exactly how it looked, but my recall of context is quite low. I remember laughing about balls, and bringing up an episode of Family Guy, but i woke up shortly after that, and realized it was the kangaroo scene that i was laughing at.
So I'm in this place that looks like a combination between school and the army. My aunt is there, and so is my brother, but I'm having a convo with them like i'm at home. I tell them the best part about this is I'm at home, and I get to see my family. I start thinking about how I'll get to celebrate my birthday with them and all that stuff together for a second. Then I realize I still need to get my uniform together. All i need is a belt, and there are two of them at the edge of the lockers. I asked someone who's belt was it, and the guy said "it belongs to JL". I said he hasn't been here for years, so I guess it's fair game. I hand the belt down some kind of way, and when I did, three belts and a wristwatch fell down. I felt so lucky! I checked the watch and it said Rolex. No one noticed the watch, but I said that I could have a spare belt, and sell the other just in case someone needed one. This lady came up to me and started talking about how I can be rich. She show'd me the bible, and started rambling off chapters and verses. I told her "I read it, so I guess eventually I'll find it". I walked off with a couple of my friends, and they got into a lunch line. I realized I had no idea where my next class was or whatnot, and then I asked them about it. They said they all got their schedules in the mail. I told them that I'd go to the main office and find out. I looked around the area twice, and wasn't sure where I was.....I should have RCed, but instead I went into a blind direction. Then I saw this one girl on a bench. She yells my name and asks me to sit with her. I gave her a hug and a kiss on the cheek and sat down. She started off with "So you know my boyfriend right". I said "The guy who I saw the last time we met". She says "No, thats blah blah blah". Blah blah blah, is blah blah blah who blah blah blahs. I said "ok". Then she tells me about how some guy did her wrong because of some more stuff I didn't care about. None of this was making sense. The girl didn't look like the girl I knew. I didn't know where I was at....so I decided to wake up instead of become lucid. That chick was annoying.
Received an official notification that a certain man from my hometown of Italian descent had passed away. To my surprise he left me something that was locked away in a vault. I had a certain amount of time to retrieve it. Luckily, I noticed, I'd be back to my hometown from Tokyo before the deadline. Assumed it was an old school photo.
September 20th 2010 Quick note: Once again I found it hard to sleep, which screwed up the whole night. I lay in bed for hours and finally got to sleep at about 1:30, then I had to get up at 7... So my recall was very poor last night It was quite linear though, no dream skips. Awake Non-Lucid Semi-Lucid They welcome us into the entrance hall. A large room, pale blue, with flags of all different coutries hanging from the walls. We descend the steps and wait patiently at the door, I never truely see the people I am with. "You're missing some flags." I murmer to the guard at the door. He tells me his master does not hang flags he doesn't like. I snort in disbelief, but keep quiet. He opens the door and I go in, cautiously. The main Hall is like a bigger version of the entrance hall. The flags are banners and tapestries. I quickly jog down more stairs, and stand opposite the throne. I feel on edge and ready for anything. Sitting upon the throne is a man with very pale blue eyes and greying black hair. (This is my dad, but I didn't realise this then). "You're missing some flags." I sneer. His eyes flick over me, taking in my weapons and black clothing (I guess I was a ninja ) "Todays Game should be fun, it is your last one after all." He laughs as the sneer drops from my face and my gaze turns icy cold. "What do I get?" He throws something over and I snatch it from the air. I open the navy blue pouch and something pastes itself to my hands. I study them; my palms and fingers are navy blue, coated in a shiny, rubbery material I've never seen before. There are tiny hooks in it, to help me climb. I look up, and a slight nod tells me the Game has started. I throw myself to the right, his guards are already after me. There are rafters though. I take off to my right and use my palms to quickly run up the wall. Arrows fly past me, but I'm moving too fast for anything to hit. I run along a rafter and jump through a gap, leading me outside. I land in a cornered off area, a mix of concrete and grass. I hear a snarl and pivot around. Before me is a huge, green monster on all fours, eyes bulging. A metal plate of armour strapped over it. (If you play Legend of Zelda Twilight Princess and Final Fantasy, it's like a cross between some of the monsters in those games ) I grab the pole that's strapped to my back and leave no time to waste. I run straight at it, sliding along the floor at the last minute and whacking it under its legs, unhooking the armour. I manage to get a tiny bomb under it aswell. I smile slightly as I watch it explode into pieces. "That's all good, honey, but I think that's enough fighting for now..." I spin around, it's my mother. There's a random sink in the middle of the cornered area, she's washing a large stack of dishes. I pick up a slimey eye from the monster and hold it up. "Yeah, but washing dishes isn't going to help me." I mean, Jesus Christ, I'm trying to win my last fucking Game here... My dad comes ou, and I recognise his as the man who first laid the Games on me. His hair is white now, he's came to settle things himself. I'm about to run toward him when he pulls out a gun and shoots me. "Not... fair..." I splutter, as I fall to the ground. My mother screams. My last thought is that I lost the Game.
Two nights ago I had a lovely lucid dream, I noticed everything, the world was very vibrant, I was talking to a man in my dream and he had a very "normal" name, I told myself that I needed to wake up and write down this name because it was different and not part of the dreamworld. I kept telling myself this I felt it was of the utmost importance and that the name was a real name, and that it had something important to do with waking life I kept reminding my self of this, saying his name over and over again. The DC's around me were different than the man, they lacked depth, he did not, he seemed very real and human. The DC's coaxed me after he left me and said "you will remember, don't worry, you will remember, this is so important it will stick and you will remember." I felt like they were trying to get me to forget, they were distracting me until the memory would slip from me. I woke up in the morning vaugly remembering the "real" man and I couldn't remember this important name, I felt irritated with those decietful DC's for stalling me until I forgot.
Title: My Family Vacation Date: 9/20/2010 Category: Vision Lucidity: No Lucidity Keywords: Imagery, Lightness Description: Today I got up at 02:00. I did not go back to sleep, instead I did Silvia Mind Control for about 40 min. I learned about focusing on a screen that's 20 degrees above your eyes and a few inches above your eyelids. Almost immediately I was watching TV reruns (Giligans Island), in the theater of my mind, with full color and with amazing clarity. I was also taught to pinch together my thumb and first finger on both hands for focusing. I then did my relaxation exercises, but there was no heavy lead feeling, I felt extremely light. There was no buzzing in my ears, no vibrations. Although my feet and legs felt like they were falling asleep (pins and needles). My leg jerked a few times and I felt itchy on my nose, then a pain feeling on the arch of my left foot, then itchy on my right leg. I didn't budge, but relaxed thru it. I had imagery of a vacation I had taken with my family. My sister looked like she was 7 yrs old, which means I was 5. She had a white top with a flannel dress with red,yellow, green, scotch design. My grandmother was sitting between us in the back of the car making sandwiches. Even back then she had white hair. My mother looked young...around 30. My father looked like a geek, his eyeglasses were black with a little diamond design on either side, no real styling, maybe from the 60's. This vision lasted a few minutes. I then saw different vacations I had been on, they didn't last long just quick flashes. Although I am seeing things now....I still am not lucid. There is no dream state, just visions of places I have already been to. Then I woke up. Mental or Emotional State: Happy - I got to see my mother again. It's been 27 years since I last saw her. Interpretation or Meaning: My mom, sister and grandmother are communicating with me, through the vision. Letting me know everything is ok.
Title: I Woke Up Date: 9/19/2010 Category: N/A Lucidity: No Lucidity Keywords: N/A Description: Today I got up at 06:00. I did my relaxation exercises and put myself into waking sleep paralysis. I was extremely relaxed doing my visualizations (me walking thru the house from memory), when all of the sudden the timer went off. I accidentally turned the timer all the way up, so went it went off, I nearly jumped out of my skin. I tried to go back to sleep, but just couldn't seem to do it. Mental or Emotional State: N/A Interpretation or Meaning: N/A
I had a long dream spent mostly just in dreamview and not lucid. The central characture was friend of my mothers named "Betty" I grew up going to her house where my parents would play dominoes and drink wine, she was always kind to me. The last time I saw her was at my wedding, she and her husband drove four hours from Denver and he took a million pictures for us. We accidently lost their thank you so I wrote her a nice involved long thank you note on Facebook because I had misplaced their address. I think she never got over being offended. When I saw her in my dream I felt that vibe from her, she spent time cleaning my house and helping me with laundry. Finally when she was fixing up my bathroom I decided to become fully lucid and tell her that I knew she wasn't the real"Betty." I said to the DC I know you aren't the real Betty, so which part of me do you represent? The DC was irritated, "which part of you" it asked? "What do you mean, I am not any part of you." "Yes" I replied "I have heard that dream people are representations of parts of ourselves so tell me now, what part are you? What important news do you have to tell me? " She kept saying she wasn't part of my psyche and with each rebufff she grew a few inches taller until she was crowding the bathroom. I felt she was trying to bully me into leaving her alone, like a puffer fish! I consentrated on growing as well but only grew a few inches and kept asking her my question. The DC grew bigger filling up the space and towering over me, I felt a little bit threatened and began to lose stability- so I stuck my finger through my palm to regain my stability. It worked for a moment but as soon as I saw how big the DC had become I fully lost control of my dream and I was kicked out and woke up. I am tired of my DC's giving me a hard time, why won't they just answer my questions!?
Title: Wind Tunnel Date: 9/17/2010 Category: Deep Relaxation Lucidity: Mild Lucidity Keywords: Windy, Cold, Lights, Tunnel, Flashing Description: Today I got up at 06:00. I did my relaxation exercises and put my body into waking sleep paralysis. I was deeply relaxed and breathing comfortably. I broke trance a few times either gasping for air or I had my mouth closed and I would blow out my cheeks. I also tried some visualizations of our house what it looked like from memory walking thru different rooms. I can visualize pretty well, I just have a hard time with the dreaming part. At one point I got cold and put on a blanket. It reminded me of that heavy lead feeling I had a few days ago. Almost immediately, my eyes began to flutter, and then the tunnel effect started with lights flashing all around me. A wave of coldness swept over my body. I then felt and heard wind blowing in my ears. I began to get excited, but tried to keep my energy low as to not collapse the feeling.... and then...NOTHING!!! I woke up. Mental or Emotional State: Excited Interpretation or Meaning: In dreams, air usually represents communication, freedom, or spirit. The sound of wind may represent communication or news. It may also represent a signal from the unconscious. Because wind represents movement, it may symbolize change, as in the phrase "the winds of change."
Title: It's Loud in Here Date: 9/17/2010 Category: Heavy Vibration Lucidity: No Lucidity Keywords: Heavy Vibration, Tinnitus, Lightness, Relaxed Description: Today I got up at 02:00. I did my relaxation exercises and put my body into waking sleep paralysis. My breathing was slow rhythmic and steady. My Tinnitus was extremely loud. During the day it's low and annoying, but now I can't believe how loud it is. My head and shins seemed to be resonating at the same frequency as my tinnitus. I then opened my mouth and breathed deeply thereby effectively ruining my trance While in trace - I saw pictures of 2 little girls around the age of 4 - 6 yrs old, they had golden hair, and white dresses with pink ribbon. They were both dressed the same, like twins. I don't remember what their eye color was...I have no idea who they are. I also saw a pair of cartoon eyes staring at me. Later on I discussed my dream with my wife. She said she had a vision and saw 2 little girls. She said she spoke to me the night before while we were in bed. I don't remember her talking to me, I must have been asleep, or in a very receptive state. Mental or Emotional State: Disappointed Interpretation or Meaning: The eyes are frequently given spiritual significance. In some Eastern traditions, it is believed the eyes produce potent life energy. The eyes represent our sense of visual perception and, therefore, our perception on higher levels as well. They are often referred to as the "windows to the soul". In your dream, they may represent the soul looking outward, or may represent your desire or need to look inward. The eyes may symbolize insight. They may also represent the need to seek information or to see something for its true value.
Title: Cosmic Roller Coaster Date: 9/16/2010 Category: Deep Relaxation Lucidity: Not Lucid Keywords: Lightness, Light, Relaxed, Shocked, Coldness Description: Today I got up at 06:00. I did my relaxation exercises putting my body into waking sleep paralysis - No more heavy lead feeling - Instead I felt light and totally relaxed. My breathing was slow, deep, and deliberate. I did my affirmations - "I will remember everything and I will not be afraid", Also "everyday I am getting better, and better, and better". At one point I could see the ceiling with my eyes closed. I could only hold on to the vision for a few seconds. I then tried to visualize the room with me sitting in the chair looking at the computer screen. It was easy to visualize the room but difficult to imagine myself. Maybe if I stare at myself in a mirror I'll be able to remember what I look like. I felt my body going thru cycles...relaxation...then the timer went off and shocked my system...over and over again. Anytime I heard a noise while being deeply relaxed, my mind would jump to a new location and my body felt an electric surge. Something else happened to me while I was in that meditative state. My eyes fluttered, a feeling similar to the beginning of an epileptic seizure. I felt energy building up in my spine, and then their was a bolt of energy shooting thru my arms and legs followed by a deep and powerful coldness. I then saw what looked like a tunnel with lights flashing all around me. The tunnel effect only lasted a few seconds, but it felt like being on a cosmic roller coaster. Mental or Emotional State: Excited Interpretation or Meaning: Light represents illumination, enlightenment, and knowledge, and may also have spiritual connotations. It may represent the attainment of higher levels of consciousness, or may represent your higher Self. It is a powerful dream symbol that almost always has positive connotations.
Title: A Shout in the Night Date: 9/15/2010 Category: Color Patterns Lucidity: Not Lucid Keywords: Heavy, Lead, Vibrations, Colors, Patterns Description: This morning I woke up at 03:30. While returning from the bathroom I felt very hungry...starving. I ignored this feeling because I felt if I ate anything I would not be able to go back asleep. I did a guided meditation before returning to sleep...Silvia Method & the Ultimate Psychic Guide...About 30 min. I kept still in bed relaxing my eyes until I entered waking sleep paralysis. My arms and legs felt like lead. I felt vibrations on my face and chest. Colors and shapes danced before my eyes. A high pitch cry was heard...DAD, DAD, DAD! Pain in my left arm and hip grew (the rollover signal), I ignored it for as long as I could, about 3 hours. With exception to the pain, I felt like I was in a very deep meditative state. I felt like I was barely breathing. Mental or Emotional State: Disappointed - I was relaxed, I entered waking sleep paralysis, and then.....NOTHING!!! Interpretation or Meaning: Hearing voices within your dream--if the source of the voices is unknown--may represent messages from your unconscious mind, or may represent many sides of an inner conflict.
Recent Comments
