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I'll make this short since i'm not in the mod for writing
Actually not even posting this xD
Maybe i'll come back to it laterz

Havent had a proper recall in a while..
This is my dream from this morning:

Someone, somewhere had a map of Canada, and they folded it and shook it. And all of a sudden, all the provinces were mixed up. Like boggle. My mother was telling me about it, so we turned on the news and it was real.

The biggest thing that i cared about, was that a part of Newfoundland was now in Manitoba. So my mother took me there to see Newfoundland! There was no travelling, my dream just skipped forward. There were reporters and people everywhere, it was kinda like one street from St.Johns was just sorta added to the edge of manitoba, by the Hudson Bay.

The street looked like this:

The street was on the edge of a cliff kinda like this, except Straight down:

I sat on the edge of the cliff, and decided to Jump! As i was falling i saw a huge whale below me(my biggest fear) so i directed myself a little closer to the cliff side, hoping it would be too shallow for the whale.. it wasnt.

He didnt bother with me, he actually went away because of the big splash. But two manatees swam up to me, which is okay cause they were cute. Then all of a sudden i was back on the edge of the cliff. And i woke up.

Date: Aug.31
Time: ??

Description: During the night and early morning I was trying the FILD but I kept on just falling asleep. And non lucid dreams ensued.

Dream 1: I was at work, or what looked like my work. Somebody comes in with a gun and tells everyone to get into a group and and sit down. He starts aiming his gun at us, so I try to get behind someone as a human shield as not to get shot. Anyways, I am by the door into the kitchen so I sneak into it. I grab a knife and crouch behind the counter where he can't see me. I get by the register and jump on it, I throw the knife at him to distract him as I jump on him and grab him by his neck choke holding him. People I am with start beating him up, then tie him up. I call the cops, but instead of getting to dispatch, I get to their walkie-talkie channel and hear them joking around. Finally a cop shows up and carries him off to jail. He gives me fifteen bucks. I give the money to someone else and the dream ends.

Dream 2: I am sitting on the ground in what looks like my living room. My niece is in the rocking chair by me, and my brothers are sitting beside me. i talk to my niece, and then my brothers. They start joking around with me. Now I am in another room, there are a bunch of couches in it. The room is colored like a tan white color. A coworker is there, my sister, my two nephews, and my brothers. We are all watching this basketball movie, two guys get stuck on the ceiling and decide to let go and fall back onto the court. One of the guys dunks on the rims as he passes it. Now people are getting up and leaving. They have two big dogs with them. One is a wild, the other is obedient. The dream fades out.

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID


23:20 GMT - Sleep

Continuation of my day
I had some dream that was prolongation of my day. I had been with some Buddhist friends, doing some practices and then we had a dinner party. So I dreamt about it with some dream twists on it.

2:39 GMT

A very bad after party
I am at some people’s house along with some others – I guess the dinner party from the dream before continued – and we have to sleep over. Unfortunately I am told I have to sleep in the kitchen floor over some blanket. If that wasn’t bad enough, the floor is inundated and I think to myself they must be crazy. So I leave the kitchen and guess what, I find a room with small beds, maybe of kids. Not the most comfy either, but better than a wet floor, so I lay down there, a bit upset that the house owners didn’t offer me that option. A friend of mine (G.T.) enters the room, also looking for a place to crash and I manage a way for him to also sleep there – I find some extra mattress or something. I think we had no blankets to cover and that we felt cold all night.

Meeting a friend at some show
I just have this image that I arrived at a place with long continuous concrete seats in rows and that I sat in a row behind this group of people, which then I realised was my friend R. and her family. I think we were watching some show.

Waiting for an earthquake
I was on my way home with my boyfriend and when we were right in front of our apartment building we got some warning that an earthquake was about to shake the ground. I think it was some sort of intuition, because other people were just doing their normal life. I asked him not to go inside, that we should look for an open space, so we went to the middle of some square, far away from the buildings around and we waited.

Ladies’ showers
I am at the shower at some public pool or gymnasium. Many ladies and girls are taking shower, dressing, etc, when an old guy comes in looking distracted and tries to cross it to the exit. The ladies react very calmly but fast and put the guy out. They comment they are sick and tired of guys excusing themselves, saying they mistook the men shower for the women’s. There’s just too many “accidents” happening to be fortuitous.

Really old digital clock
I am at my deceased grandma’s home, in the living room, waiting for something and watching TV. I get bored and look at the nearby desk. I spot this really old digital clock. Probably one of the firsts, but were there digital clocks already on my grandparents time? I don’t think so! Still, this one really looks old. It has some old label saying 30 EUR (almost illegible), which is even more bizarre, considering that the euro is around only since 1999.

5:29 GMT

The red hair boy that travels in time
I would like to remember more of this one. I can only remember from when the action was already in the middle. There was this young boy, maybe 10 years old, red hair, who was being accused of murder in a past life. There was this kind of karmic court where he was being summoned for trial but he was totally absolutely convinced that he was innocent. So he gathered a team and planned an expedition to the past. He somehow travelled back in time, looking for himself in a past life. He managed to find that he couldn’t have possibly have committed the murder he was accused of. On this village where his past rebirth lived, he was told he had been away on the mountains and didn’t come back and people worried. He then went to the mountain looking for “himself”. He found “himself” frozen in an ice block, under piles of snow – he looked exactly the same as he looked: around 10 years old and red hair. It had happened recently, so he was like dormant but not yet “irreparable”. As in the future there was the technical means to unfreeze and relive the boy, the future-boy took the past-boy with him. He managed to save him and took him to the court, along with all the evidences that this boy was dead at 10 years old if he hadn’t save him, therefore he couldn’t possibly have committed the crime as an adult.
Some judges agreed but others were not so sure. After all, there he was, alive, right? What would stop him to go back to the past and kill someone? So the proof of innocence was also the murder weapon. Tricky.

Deported Russian lady
Also in a court. This time there is a Russian lady, called Tania, being trialled. I am one of her friends watching the trial. She risks deportation. On some other day – the day of the judge decision – I’m not there and two other friends come to tell me the news. They are crying and I also shed some tears. We then decide to go meet this one other friend of us to also tell her.

Expensive outlet
I am with some lady friends in this clothes shop. It looks a bit like a gipsy market but all the clothes are damn expensive designer clothes. Still, they are supposed to be on sale. I pick this very tiny skirt in a very thin fabric and I tell my friends: “In the real gipsy market this would cost me less than 5 EUR”. Then I check the price tag and it says 75 EUR. I say out loud that it’s really absurd and some lady by my side says “No, it’s not. It’s not the fabric that counts, what counts is that it is designer’s clothes.” OK, ok, go on with your shopping, I can’t even find anything that actually looks good.
Then I find this corner where they serve coffee and cookies. I wonder if a cookie costs 100 EUR and decide to just eat this cookie I brought along with me. Then this guy appears out of nowhere and I throw a bunch of cookies on the floor. Luckily these cookies were wrapped up in plastic, so I just picked them up and put them back on the table. Meanwhile I am still chewing my own cookie and this guy starts accusing me of having eaten one of the cookies. I said no, I didn’t. But he kept insisting I had eaten of the cookies and had to pay it. He made it look like a big crime. I had to pull all my tricks, until I found the package of my own cookie to prove its origin. Then he backed off. Then for curiosity I asked how much the cookies cost and he said 50 cents and he laughed at me. He was just mocking me all along.

Stealing on a hardware store
I am in a hardware shop and for some reason I am determined in stealing something. I know I don’t need it, that it’s not cleptomania and I also don’t wanna be caught – so maybe a bet I made with someone?
I look around really looking for something and so far the best I think of is a tube of super-glue. Really? Then I see this supports for pictures on the wall and I remember I actually need some,so I start comparing models. I even call my boyfriend asking for his opinion. In the end I just give up and don’t steal anything at all.


8:00 GMT – Wake up

This dream is so jumbled up so I have to rearrange the sequence of events a bit to make it logical.

I am at a dinner party and there are a lot of attractive girls there with their parents. I leave the party. It is dark outside. My motocycle is parked near a 7Eleven and thieves dressed as university students/ vocational students (of Thailand) are trying to steal my motobike. So I try to push them away but there are too many of them (about three or four). I am worried that they would also try to steal my friends' car so I ring the police. I am pretty angry by now. I dial 911. For the first time I don't think they picked up. Then for the second time I hear a lady's voice. She speaks English. She asks for my location and I tell my girl friend who is standing near me to look at the street address on the corner. Then I realize, heck!, I'm in Thailand, I should have dialed 191. So I say sorry to the lady and redial. I don't get any response. I ask Lily-1 about what I should do. She tells me a series of complicated numbers to dial with. I enter the 7Eleven to use their phone. I get very frustrated over the long series of numbers.
"I'm only trying to ring the police, why should this get so complicated?!!," I say. Then yell long and loud out of anger much like in Shrek 4. Everyone is dumb-founded. Lily says that it is difficult because funding is poor.
I go to a rehersal (presumably those girls' rehearsal). Heaps of people are standing in a large slanted room. The teachers are sitting at a long table. About 5 of them at the front. I look over at them and leave.
I am back stage at the show. The background is very white. I am about to leave as I had seen the show before. One of the girls say, "don't leave. We are only girls once."
There's a toilet backstage. I am about to use it but realize that when the scene lifts up everyone will see me sitting on the toilet.

I am now at a parade. Across the street there is a government building that the parade cars are going into. The cars are black and very posh. Girls and boy step out of their cars to get their pictures taken by the journalists. Their moms drive. I look east and see the Universal Studio globe but for some reason this place is Disneyland to me. I thought to myself, "Can I go on rides after this event for free?" The globe opens up to a large black panel I don't know what for.

My first CAN-WILD attempt...

Alright. It's official: my sleep schedule is just too inconsistent these days to be able to keep up with LD's the way I used to. It's time to figure out new ways of going lucid that don't require attention from all my waking hours, since those have become filled with other matters. It's time...for CAN-WILD!

I'm going to be putting all of my lucid dreaming effort into this one, and documenting what I can in this DJ. Entries will be inconsistent depending on what days I work early in the mornings (which I can't use to LD) and days that I work later on in the day (which I can use to LD). So bear with me.

I tried the method using the flash-based timer found on this tutorial. I'm definitely on the right track, but no lucids yet. I just need to tweak my timer settings...but I can do that beneficially now, thanks to some things that I learned/observed over the past night.

First thing: It takes me much longer than 10 minutes to fall asleep after I've already gotten about 5 hours in. Therefore, the first timer beeped while I was still very much awake. I think I should kill off the WBTB which was used to set/start the timer and instead set the first timer to go off automatically after about 5 hours, so I don't have to get up and do anything. This way I can fall back asleep very quickly.

Second thing: The first dream I did have was very vivid and coherent, never mind it was far from realistic, and the clarity and coherence decreased with each dream that followed. I was part of a human settlement on a distant planet where aliens were trying to eradicate us. We could hear them coming...all of our houses were fragile, as we'd been forced to construct them ourselves. There was no way we'd be protected from the oncoming attack. Everyone grabbed what weapons they had and I organized as good of a defense grid as I could (I guess I was their leader or something). Then, when I went to look for my own weapon, all that was left was a sniper rifle.

"I don't know how to use this! Oh, great..."

There was no time to figure something else out, though. Just then, against the red sky, we saw the first wave of aliens flying in towards us.

*BEEP* *BEEP* *BEEP*

My vision went blurry a second and I lost balance. Then a blast went off somewhere and I was drawn back into the dream. Only something was different now...I wasn't sure why, but I knew I had total control over things. So with a grin I looked through that sniper scope and began to take down aliens with perfect precision. Some where barely visible in the distance, and yet I still would hit them square in the head.

The battle was long and intense, and eventually I had to put down the sniper and switch to hand-to-hand combat, but of course I dominated all opponents who dared get close to me then. When the battle was over, and we'd only lost two people as compared to the 10,000 aliens, I was considered a war-hero.

*BEEP* *BEEP* *BEEP*

This time I woke all the way up, but it was momentary. Before long, I was in another dream. But after a few minutes, the alarm went off again and I woke up. Then back into another dream. And so on this went for about 5 different dreams.

Third thing: Each of these was basically a DEILD, only I was not lucid, so there was very little coherence by the end of all this. My dreams were mixing together in odd ways which resulted in one totally bizarre mish-mash of weirdness and people and places and things to the point that even if I had gone lucid, the dream probably would have just shattered, because it was not stable as it was.

Conclusions: The alarm should go off automatically from the start, and trend towards increasing time between alarms as time goes on rather than decrease the time between alarms.

Should be interesting to see how this works out

I am with my two brothers at a mini concert. A girl is performing in a creamy colored, shiny dress. We take photographs. One of my brothers Tim-1 is about to perform as well, his original composition. Paul-1 says that I shouldn't play the long glissando in Tim's piece. But I say that I'm merely trying to play it as written. Tim has sweet chilli sauce on his left eye brow so I clean it for him. When he's about to play I leave. He looks surprised so I say I've heard it for more than 10 times!

I find MoSh in a strange meditation room in Castle Anthrax.

I built this myself, his Shadow Self says. He is sitting in lotus before a mirror. There's a lot of leather, silver, and furs about. Lobo.

He stands up, and cracks his neck. For a second, I see a werewolf with red eyes.

They took her again, or a part of her, or something. All I know is someone out there on the dream plane has hell to pay. I nod solemnly.

I am in the Form of Timelyst Knight, my Future Self, AKA my Shadow Self, an android with a dark energy symbiote for armor. He stares me in the eye, and whips out a jagged dagger. He is now all Shadow Beast Self. He cuts himself, then me. His werewolf undead blood mixes with my dark energy symbiote, and nanobot fluid. A dark fire burns behind his eyes, and his skin becomes adamantium beneath his fur. I feel a rush of energy. He wraps a rag around our wrists.

NOW WE ARE BROTHERS, he says.

We watch the fluids drain into the rag, then he unties it, and rips it in half. We tie each half around our foreheads.

We are now in a motorcycle garage. He hops on a cruiser and pushes his wolf soul into it, then his head changes to that of a great cobra. He grins at me and roars, with the wolf head of his bike, and he starts it.

I am a black android lion. I roar with my Juarcycle, with the head of jaguar, and we take off into a wormhole.

There is a battle at the end.

We are flying over a huge battlefield. No one seems to notice.

There is a strange giant with no face, made of green cylinders being attacked by a massive army of orcs. Where is she?

The giant said that she is inside him, on one of the lower floors. He explains he is a Building, which are apparently alive in this world. The orcs are attacking him to get to her. I scan him. He's right, brother. He is telling the truth.

Mosh leaps off his cycle, and it becomes a giant werewolf, some kind of familiar, and runs through the ranks the orcs wreaking havoc. MoSh shoot chains at the orcs out of his hands. He whips them around and laughs maniacally. I turn into a thousand ice penguins, and freeze the orcs. They get very annoyed.

They all turn to me. I drain their dark energy. They get angry. I become a red energy vampire, and drain their red energy. They emit blue energy, and try to get me to pity them. Then I blast the shit out of them with two beams of energy, one red, one black.

MoSh is flying over them, spraying them with green fire. They run in terror.

We beat the crap out of the orcs on the giant.

(to be continued)

Note to reader: For the first time the whole dream went together perfectly with no gaps or fragments. It was one, big, memorable dream. Pretty cool !

August 31st 2010,

The Murderer (Non-Lucid):

Hm..I don't know where to start. Well, ok, I had an acoustic guitar that I kept bringing around everywhere. I was walking around with my mom on the side walk. We kept getting into arguments about stupid things. For some reason we stopped by the church. And she filled out a form saying that I was going to go to religious education for the 6th time (I only really went once in real life). So I looked at her and was like. "Mom..why the hell do I have to go learn about God for the 6th time. What else is there to learn? I'm pretty sure after 5 years of religious education, I'm all set." and she got mad and we got into an argument. This guitar that I kept carrying around, I kept forgetting everywhere. For example, one minute I would have it...then I would drop it to do something else, then I would go somewhere else and I would forget that I dropped my guitar and I would have to go all the way back and get it. Now for some reason, in my dream the church and my old elementary school were combined into one big building. So most of the dream was just me fooling around in a playground. I would walk around most of the time. And 2 of my friends were in the dream. One of them was my 11 year old friend from my last dream, and the other one was his 13-14 year old sister. His sister grabbed the guitar off of the ground and started playing a song. And we were all walking together as she was playing the song. They were both following me. So we found a little circle of teens sitting on the ground meditating or something, and they had a leader which I recognized from real life. His name is Spud and he works as the musical director at my church, I met him through a community service group. So I assumed that this little circle was the religious education. He enjoyed the fact that Katerina (my friends older sister) was playing the guitar because she was playing some Christian song I forget which one. Then everyone got up and was gunna head home (So I don't really remember any "education" going on). I followed Spud to his car. I said my goodbyes and then my mother started walking home, which is down a really long street, not too far from the church/school. Then my father appeared out of nowhere and we were all walking back home together, the sun was setting so it was going from afternoon to evening. My mom was telling my father and I about some weird guy who was following her around and calling her and taking pictures of her. So he was pretty much stalking her. And my father and I were pretty concerned. This is where it gets interesting.

So we kept walking and a car pulls up behind us. A man steps out and he says grabs my mother. And he says to me, "Don't move or I'll hurt you." and he pulled out a knife and pointed it at me. Of course my father and I still proceded into trying to get my mother, and then my dad got too close and the man stabbed my father. I was in shock. Then the man turned to me and said, "Okay. Let's try this again. Don't move or I'll hurt HER." and he stabbed my mom in the stomache. She screamed in pain. I didn't know what to do. All of the sudden a wave of haze just passed above us. Our surroundings were materializing into a room. And then I recognized that we were now in a building back inside of the church/school. The man was pretty confused but he was still holding onto my mom. I was surprised as hell to see his face when I looked closer. Shane freaken Dawson...in my dreams..again. Except this time he was trying to kidnap my mom and kill me and my father. So he took out a knife and he threw it at me. I can't remember if the first few times he threw them at me, they hit me. But I do remember he kept throwing them and I said to him, "Jeez how many knives do you freaken have?" and then he ran out of knives and started throwing ninja stars at me. I was dodging or blocking most of all the things he was throwing at me. Then eventually everything settled down and he tied my mom and dad and me to chairs. I came up with an idea. I had my cell phone with me and that big guitar I had was outside, so immediately the roped around me just fell off. I started going outside and Shane said to me, "What are you doing?" and I said, "I left my guitar outside, I'm gunna go get it." I went outside and looked for his parked car, then I memorized his license plate number which was actually GEHEMI I remember it still lol. And then I went back inside and he was trying to kill me again. After a while I started picking up all the knives and throwing them back at him. Eventually he came up to me and grabbed me, and I had a ninja star in my hand. I pushed his arm that had the knife away, which exposed his neck. Then I sliced it with the ninja star. He fell over and I saved the day. Yayyy. I called the police and told them the license plate number and they found our location and carried out the body and everyone back to safety.

Later that night I remember going on youtube and looking up what happened. Everyone was skeptical about Shane being dead. I remember reading one of the comments saying, "This was all just a set up, he's not really dead." or something like that. Then that's when I woke up, around 8:51 this morning.

I look on lovingly at all the sparks glowing softly on the dark side of Urth....

Some of you want to be lucid... Bring your dreams to me...

Dream guides bow down, and set down dream bubbles.

I bow to the dream guides, then I shoot astral tentacles into all the dream bubbles. I morph into a demonic jackalope, and send armies of jackalopes into people's dreams.

My jackalopes offer people Devil's Food Carrot Cake with the especially evil Cream CHEESE FROSTING OF DOOM!

If people don't like carrots, I tie them up, and force them to eat it. They like it. They always do.

Then, I explode into hundreds of cute fluffy bunnies hopping all over their tied up dream bodies.

THIS IS NOT A DREAM! I AM NOT PART OF YOU. I AM LEGION, FOR WE ARE MANY.

MUHAHAHA.

Then, I change back into a giant man with the head of a white deer, I am 60 feet tall. I grab the dreamer and roar in his face.

I AM A SEPARATE ENTITY, SEPARATE FROM YOUR MIND. THIS IS NOT A DREAM. THIS IS REAL.

I laugh, then create a portal to a fun chocolatey place, and drop them in.

I am leaning back on my chair in my office, underground in the Hell of Mars. Everything is uncomfortably claustrophobic. I am The Devil of Mars. HAHAHAA. My secretary buzzes me:

Mr. Devil Sir, you're wanted on Urth. Someone wants a demon.

Nice. Maybe I will make them lucid. hehe. Then I will eat their soul. Just kidding. Stop talking to yourself.

WTF.

A fiery window portal forms above me. I have never seen anything like it. I jump in. The wormhole is on fire. Wow.

I appear in a column of smoke in some salt flats in the middle of a great desert.

I see a young man wearing a letterman's jacket, and a wizard's robe. Okay... There is a girl with him wearing a pink sweater with her hair in a ponytail. What is this? Some kind of 80's Brat Pack horror dream?

I HAVE SUMMONED THEE.

No shit, Sherlock.

You know, this is a dream. And I am the god of dreams. Now I am going to swallow your soul.

NO, FOUL DEMON!

He leaps on me, and rips my head off. He proclaims loudly that he can kill me because it's a dream.

Oh, he knows he's dreaming. Mission complete. Meh. I shrug my shoulders, and vanish.

I am in White Void for a second. Oh, I actually dream-died. Weird.

I reappear in my Hell on Mars. Why did I make it so claustrophobic? God damn it! Oh right... demons have no fear.

Shit.

I find myself on a laptop computer somewhere and I read a message from Tanner "Ryker, shoot the glitter missile up into the sky. I click a button and look out the window. Much to my surprise, the sky is lit up with beautiful purple glitter raining down in the desert.

Some guys end up shooting at me and I tell mom to "launch the glitter missile" while I am gone because I want them to see it too. I reach a part of the road and then everything freezes and fades to black. I find myself inside a convenience store where the male clerk INSISTS I stay there forever........




I am at a carnival type place with my brothers, I am shooting little plastic things and making them fall over..........

I tried a WBTB wild last night and failed because of my stomach. I would have this in blue but i didn't really realize it was a dream much so i'll keep it gray.

Lucidity- 3
Vividness- 7

It started with me and someone else going through what looked like a military complex. We both had guns, and a good variety of them too. I chose what gun i wanted on a wheel that appeared in front of me and when i did it stopped time. Think of prototype with guns.

So i'm fighting my way through this place with the other person and we split up. I find my way into an area where there are some enemies and take them out easily enough. It wasn't hard to kill these guys, just point and shoot. Plus they didn't fight back too hard.

So i guess we dreamskip a little and we are both ouside the complex but inside of a fenced in area. The fence has 10 foot of concrete at the bottom and the actual fence is 100 ft tall. I try to fly but again i can't. Just as i try it again an alien ship flys above head.

My friend shoots his grenade launcher at the fence to help us get out. It just blows a few chunks out of it. So i run to it and tell him or her to follow. I reach the concrete and jump all the way up, i would have gone much higher but i grabbed the top loops and swung myself in a downward direction. Then my friend landed near me.

I felt the dream slipping, i was going to time dialate, but it was too late. The dream slipped. I tried DEILD. I just relaxed and stayed still when i kind of woke up. I felt the transition out of SP though. I stayed there for a few more seconds and realized it was hopeless. I did a RC to make sure and yea.

Had another dream I was playing Starcraft 2 (I should iterate that I neither own nor have played the multiplayer thereof). I was playing what was evidently my first 1v1 with some guy that I may have kinda known. It was TvT and I was playing predictably newbish and sloppy, but it was a close game that came down to a base razing race that I won just as my opponent was attacking my command center. I noticed some unusual gameplay behavior; he was scanning around his base and I was able to see his scans as though they were my own, and when he started banshee harassing I switched to viking production and my first viking was produced instantly--seems my dream wanted me to win.

At the begining of the dream Istarted of with a bunch of adults in an airplane and then the piolot said, "whos gonna go first?" and I responded "I will" and then i jumped out of the plane and started to sky dive it was amazing the wind on my face, all the tricks, i kept doing flips and man it was just awesome!