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I fly through the sky, and land in the town of Denn. There are little imps running about. Angel and I hunt them down with spears, and catch them all in energy nets. We chuck them into random portals.

You little bastards. I am am the only demon in this town.

I float around and make sure everything is in place.

AndresLD comes up to me. Dude am I lucid?

Probably not, because you are asking me.

Oh shit... right! Should I do a reality check?

Yes.

Nah... Nevermind. I am not going to remember this dream.

I slowly morph into some plant beast monster like Swamp Thing. How about now?

He looks terrified. I open my mouth to eat him. Oh shit. He woke up.

Nomad! Why were you scaring him? Lucidity and recall.

Oh. Well, I am not going to remember this dream either.

Why not.

Cake. Lots and lots of chocolate cake.

Raven smiles and walks away.

I then realize it's the other Raven, the ninja one.

I follow her into a store. She orders some chocolate cake ice cream.

Raven?

Don't call me that. I am the Snowbird.

Okay... Snowbird. Why are you here?

For you, for Raven for all our friends. Yaay! So we can kick ass and take names together, Nate.

Raven walks by outside. She stops and sees us, then walks in.

It's you! Who are you?

You.

No, I am me. But, you are me from another dimension.

Same thing. Whatever.

They suddenly battle, and we are on some giant planet... but they are giants. There are thousands of people watching the dream battle. Raven Knight wins.

Snowbird shoots a white astral tentacle around Raven's leg, and sucks them both into a portal. I follow them.

We are before some great white star, full of smaller colored orbs of light.

This is Great Mother, says Snowbird. The Mother of All Stars, the Heart of the Universe.

We float there, in awed stillness for what feels like years.

Swirling orbs of light float out, and become galaxies. Black holes get absorbed back into the Mother.

I wake up.

FA

I go downstairs to pee. I pee in the kitchen sink. WTF. My pee disappears. I am floating three feet off the ground. I feel nauseous. I float upstairs, and lie down in bed. I am floating a few inches above the bed. I spin like the hands of a clock. I am just dreaming. Do and RC. Nope... SP set in.

HH grows out of my closed eyes like sentient vines. The vines wrap themselves around me, and I am pulled into the bed which becomes earth.

I become soil and decompose. Ants and worms crawl in me. It feels strange. I become part of the soil. A tree puts down roots in my remains. I feel less and less corporeal, and more and more like a part of everything. I feel my consciousness spreading like water through soil. The borders of my existence blur.

I rise up out of the earth, an earth elemental. I draw steel into my body for bones. I bound off the earth, and land on a mountain.

October 1, 2010

Asleep by 2:00-ish

WBTB around 7am. Didn't really do a proper one.

Coffee
I'm making coffee for myself and Mike. I used the same cream for mine and his, but for some reason, his has little white floaters in it, and mine doesn't. Upset, I ditch our coffees and start over.

Another work dream
I was at the house, and my parents were holding a birthday party for me. I got a call on my cell, and it was from one of our security sites. Dream plot told me I'm working from home, it seems, and handling dispatch issues, here. Dad gets upset that I'm handling work calls on my birthday, and asks me to pass the buck to one of my employees for today. I call my co-worker, and ask her if she wouldn't mind taking it for the rest of the night, and she says she's cool with it.

I went into the kitchen and started mixing up some whip cream for my cake. I take a taste of it, and it seems a little off. But I keep mixing.

These two were some late-morning dream chains, as I tried to DEILD for about 30 minutes. Total fail.

Dinner (Dream chain)
I'm at the old apartment, sitting at my computer and contemplating this slab of raw roast sitting on my computer desk. Jack and his parents are now in the room, and his mother suggests that someone make dinner. I'm unhappy, because I work a lot, so it shouldn't be up to me to cook, so I voice this opinion. His mother says she won't do it either. Jack remains silent and his dad says if no one is going to cook, we'll just go out then.

Concert (Dream chain)
I'm in a crowd, and I see a familiar blonde come on the big screen. What's her name again? She kind of looks like Lindsay. The announcer confirms that she's Lindsay Ell, and she bursts into a pop song, which confuses me, because that isn't really Lindsay's style of music.

September 30, 2010

Asleep by 1:30am

Some fragment about me talking to feist about Darren's hair. Don't remember why.

WBTB 6:30am. Tried to MILD, but I was feeling rather awake all night... Anyways, didn't work out so well.

Some work dream
There was a dude who worked for my security company (as a driver) who had a desk in my office site. Dunno why. I had a crush on him and we started kissing. Then, I remembered I'm still with Jack... I either just totally led this guy on, or I need to break up with Jack. Neither was looking very awesome.

Some other scene where I saw one of my co-workers get jumped (on camera). I actually radio'd him to watch out, so at least he was prepared. I called 911, but they weren't answering. My co-worker made it out alright. In fact, the guys who jumped him shook his hand and congratulated him on a good fight

The first thing that I remember was that the dream was like an intro to an rpg game, it starts out on some high cliffs, and people are dressed as they are in the Elder Scrolls Oblivion. I meet with someone on the cliff, he was dressed in a mage robe and he tells me that he is going to tell his "boss" that I have arrived so he can give me an assignment. I follow the mage through a small tunnel and end up at another part of the cliffs, it's really sunny, and the edge of the cliff drops down hundreds of feet to a huge lake of water. The mage says "wait here i'll tell him you have arrived". He walks over to his boss (who is also a mage and whose back is facing towards me), he starts talking to him and then his boss kills him (it turns out the boss is the main enemy in the storyline). The dead body falls down the cliff and lands in the water, and the boss flees through a doorway (and pays no attention to the fact that I saw what happened). I think this is where I think I went partially lucid (ill try my best to explain htis) . I felt the REM cycle ending (or something like that) because as I walked towards the door that the boss went through, the dream got fainter, and something was telling me "i'm dreaming and it's about to end, let me see if I can make it last longer". So I thought of a "loading screen" as some games have as you enter or get near a door, and then I imagined myself spinning (I can't think of any other reason why I would be spinning other than the fact that I was partially aware I was dreaming and knew what to do as the dream got fainter). The next part I remember is riding through forrests and mountains in the game Oblivion, I was on a horse, however Kadian and Ashley from Mass effect were riding next to me on horses as well. There was some mission we had to complete, (I dont think I was lucid at this point) but instead I ditched them to go explore and ride up the highest mountain and get a cool view of the landscape. At this point there were people around me dressed as they would be in normal life. For some reason I payed no attention to it. As I was riding up the mountain I'd look back to see how high I was going, when I got to the top instead of seeing a view from high up, everything around me started to move and it leveled out like I was back on the ground. Instead of a landscape I saw what looked like a city in Iceland (I watched the Sigur Ros movie a few days ago and that's probably where I got it from. Behind the city was an ocean w/a sunset. That's all I remember

Oh come on! Its been a while now! I want to be lucid again! No recall btw.

I am at my school. I have art homework due in- a collage and I haven't done it (this was actually a real homework that I had a couple of weeks ago). I ask my friend, Lizzie, if I can borrow hers. She obviously says no. Then the bell rings for us to go to lessons. I see my fruit bowl and my old hamster (R.I.P. Charlie) is running around in it. I realise that there is something in my hand. It is a collage! I don't know if I stole it from someone or made it myself (honestly!) but I still take it to the teacher. I get an 8A for it.

I don't recall much because I forgot about this for a while before I remembered it to record it.
I don't remember much of what was happening, just that I was pretty aware that I was dreaming for a while, but didn't think to take advantage of it until one point that I do remember quite clearly.
There was a crystallizing moment that is still vivid in my mind: I was in a house that was based on my mom's house, but the kitchen I was in was thinner, the fridge was in a different place, there was only one way in and out (like my great gramma's house almost O_o), and it was somehow associated with a hanging out with friends and drinking atmosphere.
My friend Adam was there and I feel like there was also someone else there that I don't remember seeing.
I think what happened is I went up to him and started talking to him about something. I recall being impressed with how vivid everything is. Fuzzy, but vivid at the same time.
My first thought to take advantage of the lucidity was to try something sexual, so my first instinct was using what I learned from tutorials. The first thing I needed to do was get the person I want to do stuff with here. We'll call her Ashley.
Clearly she was in the living room, so if I asked Adam where she was, he would tell me that, so I did. I don't actually remember him saying that or what he said, but I turned around and started going to the living room, but while I was walking through the kitchen, Adam was still talking but what he was saying had gotten aggressive and scary. It startled me and I fell onto the floor and when I turned around he was still doing it. I panicked and fell out of the dream and woke up.

I dunno if sleeping on my couch that is too short for comfortable sleeping helped me become aware of my sleeping state, but I might try it again.

Stove Fire
0424: C. This was early in the night and my notes aren't clear. Talking to a family of Italians in a kitchen. We're talking about food. One guy is sitting on the edge of the stove even while all four gas burners are lit, each cooking a small pizza. I try to warn him that he should move to another seat. Sister walks away very upset. He brags that a 9-inch pizza is 5 pounds of food. His clothes catch fire. Everyone is yelling at him to move but he seems paralyzed. Father puts out the fire with a fire extinguisher. Sister comes back with an "I told you so" attitude.

Backyard Ninjas
1100: A! Last sleep cycle of the night after 30 minute WBTB with MILD auto-suggestion. This might have been an unintentional WILD because of how the dream started. My plan was to practice teleporting, but I went off the script.

I start in bed, trying to fall asleep. I don't really know if I was really awake or dreaming INRA. Either way, I open my eyes and can see something through my sleep mask. I can still feel it around my head but it's like a hole is cut in it and I can see a blurry scene of what looks like a grand piano from far away. Now I know I must be dreaming but I still feel like I'm in my physical body. I'm not in the scene, I'm just seeing it without a dream body. So I just stay calm and don't try to move or control anything. I just watch what's happening in the scene and gently suggest that the "camera" move and zoom in. Gradually, the scene starts to look like a room with sunlight coming in a sliding glass door. This reminds me of the Daisetta house.

Then, WHAM!, I'm in the scene with my dream body. I'm not sure if this was a sudden change or a gap in my memory. It's the most vivid lucid I've had in a while. I phase through the glass door and out into the backyard which is a fairly faithful recreation of my true memory. There's a swimming pool, a concrete patio, a patio table with a giant umbrella and steep incline of dirt. The yard is surrounded by a tall fence and trees. I just look around a appreciate the vividness for about a minute. It's so calm and peaceful that the dream starts to destabilize and I wake up.

I remain still in bed to DEILD back. I imagine myself spinning in the same scene. And I'm back in the same spot. Phew. I figure I'd better do something but I forgot my plan so I think of any random task from my list. First task, I run and skip across the surface of the pool water with ease. I'm thinking of what to do next but my memory and vividness aren't as good as before. I figure I should stabilize a bit. I see a long garden rake laying on the patio table. I reach to grab the handle but I can't move my arms! I don't panic. I spin and recover my arms. I rub my hand and then grab the rake. All this improves the stability and I decided I'll just do something silly and fun.

I hold the rake like a bowstaff and assume a fighting posture. I suggest to myself, "Uh-oh... ninjas!" I look around and see four ninjas perched on the tress and fence around the yard. They are all in black with hoods and black sunglasses. The pounce off their perches to attack me with short swords. I fend them off with my rake and fight back for a few minutes. Eventually, all four are beaten and laying on the ground. I walk up to one, and snap his neck. Blood flows from his nostrils.

I walk up to another and realize it's a woman. I instinctively tear off her clothes. But I realize that I'm losing control and this will end the dream. I stop myself, stand up, and turn away. I'm now in the side yard and I can see a glimpse of the rest of the neighborhood toward the street. I think of all the houses with their doors and I'm reminded of the lucid dream from the night before. I begin to remember that my plan for today was to practice teleporting through doors. But before I can move, the dream fades away.

I just recalled a dream where I became a father, not many other details other than that are coming back though. I'm pretty sure it was just me and there was no mother around for whatever reason and I was surprisingly okay with the situation.
Before I had gotten with my girlfriend irl, I had wanted to someday be a father, but since being with her and now afterwards, I'm not as interested.
I'm wondering if this means I actually am.

I rise up out of my bed.

I am a dark energy demon with a rage parasite in my brain. I leap off the balcony, and into my spaceship. I open a portal to the Moon. In the wormhole my ship becomes silvery armor, and I blast the fuck out of parasites trying to stick to me. I land on the Moon. Raven walks up holding a fox kit.

Hey Nomad. Nomad? Uh... What's wrong.

NOTHING. I am going to kick Gawn's ass. Want to come?

Yoda? You can't defeat him.

I know. But, I can get better. And my rage will help me defeat him.

Nomad. That doesn't make sense. Let me just....

She scans me.

STOP scanning me!

Nomad! You're sick.

NO! I push her away with wind energy. She looks sad. I pretend not to notice.

I form my spaceship around me, and take off to the Dream Warrior Planet. Raven sticks a grappling hook on the ship.

I land on the ship. I have the feeling that Raven has made herself very tiny, and is sitting on my shoulder or something... I get distracted by my surroundings.

GAWN? GAWN! I shout.

He appears before me. I lunge at him, and he changes into a matador. I get confused and tumble into a portal.

We battle through worlds. He constantly mocks me. He is toying with me.

I grab the VR helmet, and rip it off.

***

I am in a VR Danger Room created by Professor X. What the hell is the point of this, Xavier?

Put the helmet back on. DAMN YOU. FINE.

***

I put the VR helmet back on. I see myself wandering through a South American jungle... the jungle of Nod... tracking down a prey... I am a black werepanther. The dream explodes.

Raven pulls the parasite out of my brain. Aha! I can think clearly. Gawn starts laughing at me. Raven burns up the parasite with orange flame.

WTF?

I don't feel like fighting.

***

I am screaming hysterically, insanely on a mountain... I am in Hell... a battlefield... a bombed out city... The dream whips in and out of me, and I lose control.

I focus on a tiny dot of white energy, and go into myself.

I wake up in Silverwolf's cottage...

Ah, his fever broke, says Tigress.

Angel and Raven walk in the room. Angel kisses me on the forehead, and gives me a glass of water. Raven makes a tiny cloud in the room to keep the room cool. I close my eyes, and sense Sarnox and Joseph near me. MoSh is standing in the doorway, lighting a cigarette. He says something about PureLeaf found only in dreams.

I fall asleep.

***

I am falling down a rabbit hole. I land in a garden with giant flowers. I am wearing a blue and white dress.

An ugly little girl!

I am not a girl!

Then, why are you wearing that dress?

I don't know.

I see a naked blond woman, half hiding in the shadows. She motions to me. She gestures for me to give her the dress. I take it off, and give her the dress.

***

I draw pictures of my dreams on a paper...

The pictures crawl off and on to me, burrowing themselves into my skin, becoming tattoos.

My allies all become tattoos, my tattoos become allies.

I am a bald tattooed man in hemp pants running through the jungle in the land of Nod.

My tattoos swirl around me.

I sprint faster and faster. I stop on the edge of a cliff, and watch a nuclear bomb go off. I reverse time, and surround the bomb in an energy net. I toss it into a black hole portal.

As I run through the forest, little clouds of dirt pop up like mushroom clouds.

My sister and I were running from a unidentified man in the woods who had been trying to kill us. We ran through a cabin and out the back door into a river that was bordering the property. The rocks in the river hurt my feet, I was not wearing shoes, and it was very slippery. In the water I saw a floating pan that had a neon green poison in it that turns whoever comes into contact with it into a zombie. My sisters "dog" was licking the poison out of the pan and spilling it into the river. We swam back to stop him and the man that had been chasing us came out of the cabin. I saw he had something in his hand, when it came into focus i saw that it was a chainsaw. He looked at me and yanked the starter, I tried to run but I wasn't very fast and all of the sudden I was closed in by walls. He got me, but just before I saw anything my dream totally took a different direction and it was over.

Date.10-1-10
Time: 9am-945am (Sometime Between These)

Note: Okay so it has been a really long time since I had a lucid, but this was short and sweet. It was scary though cause I ended up in SP, and my legs hurt bad cause of the position I was in. My dream recall has been off, and I just seem to have enough time to dedicate to LDing. This was a would be considered a WILD, but I really think it was an OBE.

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Description: So I put my head down at this table we were sitting in for class, and people were presenting their power point presentations, I am going on very little sleep since school started. I fell asleep, but could still hear people talking, and at points I could actually see the screen we were looking at with my eyes closed, then went blind for a few seconds till I thought of the idea of windows.


Lucid Dream: So I put my head down, and close my eyes. Could still hear voices in the background, but I fell into a trance. Then the vibrations started happening, my legs felt really weird, my heart started to beat fast, and my head felt like energy was just rushing around there. I end up seeing the screen we were looking at, but I knew my eyes were closed. I instantly knew I was dreaming, since I had the dream body feeling. My body was completely heavy and hard to lift. I actually felt like I was being pushed downward. I grabbed onto my desk that I was sitting at and lifted my head trying to do a pull up. I sink through the chair into the void. I start imagining that my eyes are opening, so I end up in my bedroom at home. I still hear the voices in the background. I roll of the bed , and onto the floor as I try to walk. I go blind again. This time I pry my eyes open, and see my classmates sitting across from me, but I still feel incredibly heavy, so I stand up on the desk and it becomes a portal to the void. Once again I find another window to go back into the class, I pull the portal (Was edge of desk, but it was like a mirror, only without reflection) around my head, and end up back into my class. So I stand up and try to walk, but I was to heavy. I end up just wanting out, so I force myself out of the dream and open my real eyes. But my legs feel like they are still incredibly heavy, but the feeling wears off as I awaken.

The first thing i am amble to recall is being over at taylor baseball field across the street with two friends and my grandma for some reason. At first we were with teh 10 and 12 year old team asking there the 15 16 year olds played he pointed to a coach siting by himself on a bucket in the out field. I told my grandma she did not need to come with me but she insisted. We walked over and i told him i would be joining the team, he pointed me over to the dug out. Most of the poeple on the team were unfamliar but my friend carlos was on the team so it was okay. I was still a lil timid at first like i am in real life and felt uncomfortable meeting new people. Then we had a big team dinner and there was tons of food. I figured it would b e a fun season cuz the team looked stoner ish and i figured we cuold smoke before the games and then play and eat all this food how chill. after that i cant really remember how i owke up but it wasnt to far after that.

Non-Dream Non-Lucid Lucid

I was in WW2 and everyone was looking up at sniper towers. I was dressed in a brown-green uniform with a rifle on my back. Everything seemed to be a shade of green-brown, including the sunless sky. The Japanese(?) snipers did not notice us hiding. My team picked up some torches and wood along with other burnable materials and walked behind a wall near the towers. We lit the wood and threw it over the wall, hoping to hit something. We didn't. So we took a huge flaming log, ran around the wall, and hurled the log at one of the towers. As tower ablaze, we shot flaming arrows at a few other towers, setting them on fire too. Finally, we heard the crash as towers fell one by one. Before we could cheer in victory, I was woken up.

Notes:
Vividness: 6/10
I always was a pyromaniac.