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Walking around the city for magic
I am walking around the city with my mother for some reason. We go through houses, and in the dream that confuses me, and I also had problems recalling how we even got into the house every time we entered one (I should've gotten lucid right there, ugh). At some point, it might have had something to do with the series Charmed. In some house I saw a girl play animal crossing, and her parents watched. They also seemed to like the game. My mother told me that they're filming the trailer. In an adjacent room or maybe adjacent house they're preparing to film some trailer about animal crossing that seems to be horror-themed for some reason. I remember already seeing the trailer. A girl sits on a couch and she just bends her head backwards as if she fell unconscious or something, and they'd zoom into her face and behind her is a TV playing a video on loop. It would be framed so that it would look like her unconscious face is floating in front of the images zapping by as creepy and intense music played, like House of Leaves from Kevin MacLeod. At the end I met my friend Steven on a sidewalk
and he looked pretty different. We were happy to see each other. My mother told us something. At some point I also got home with my father, half-naked for some reason. There were also some personal parts at some point.

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Got a bit closer to doing a mantra, but still forgot. I guess I am just too stressed, and will be for a long time, so I'll just try to do something.

So, I haven't been here for three years. In that time, I have had a large amount of stressful things happen to me and have got completely out of the habit of using a dream journal and lucid dreaming. However, this morning, I experienced a WBTB dream and gained full lucidity for this first time in ages.

So here is the dream:

I was in a local shopping centre and noticed two small boys staring at me and suddenly I became lucid. For a few (?) moments, I dipped in and out of lucidity/ the dream but eventually gained control. I realised that I was dreaming and managed to walk where I wanted but I noticed that I couldn't see the dream environment properly. I frantically tried to do a reality check but I panicked and couldn't find one to do. Anyway, I had completely forgotten the feeling of walking in a lucid dream so I found the experience pretty trippy, even more so because the dream characters appeared to be looking at me in bewilderment. At this point, I woke up.

I'm going to keep recording my dreams again and hope to attain some lucidity very soon. One thing I have never managed to do is fully control by dream environment. There are a few things and places I would like to explore in my subconcious so I hope to do this very soon.

>Be at night
>With beautiful girl
>We're in some weird place near the ocean
>With some other chick aswell who says she's from the U.k
>Be walking around, decide to go to this underground place we know about, so we start looking for it
>After walking under an underpass (A tunnel that goes under a track/road) we somehow find the ocean directly in front of us, we're still looking for the tunnel at this point
>Hear someone getting their cows in for milking
>"shit" we don't want to be seen by anyone, must be running away from someone at this point
>We gap it, try hide under the underpass (since the cows are going over the underpass and not through it)
>The light turns on (wut) keep running, try find somewhere else to hide
>Find this old mine looking thing with signs like 'do not enter' around it
>high-tech shit in there
>>Its the underground place!!
>Hiding from the people walking around in there as we make our way further into the underground place
>End up at an underground river
>Open a cupboard next to me, has an inflatable boat in there that starts inflating itself
>Girls are still with me
>For some reason im trying to paddle the boat backwards
>Girls be like "wow, your good at this"
>Im like "thanks, i was in the .. (cant remember what i said)
>Tunnel get smaller, untill eventually it's the perfect size for the boat to fit through
>The way ahead is blocked, another inflatable boat that is stuck
>I try to push it through the hole
>some dude pops his head up from that boat
>"Bear!!"
>wut the fuck.
>He pushes my boat back towards the way i just came from
>My boat is somehow gathering speed as we go back to the underground place with the high-tech shit
>lose my paddles during this (dammit)
>Make it back, i look back to the boat, the hot girl is still there but the english girl is gone.
>Take the hot girl with me, we get out of the tunnel
>Go back to the underpass and chill by the ocean watching it with the girl untill dawn
>Wake up