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Working 60 hours a week, not sleeping much, and sleeping like a rock, so not too much recall but keeping up with the practice. I am going to make a 'return' next week. New avatar, new goals, re-evaluation. It is that time again. I'll get out into the forums more too so look for me.

Say, wait a minute....I think I had a lucid dream last night. Yeah, yeah, I did. A small one anyways. I was in some sort underground cavern lit with torches with some mutant allies. We were attacked by fast zombie things. I tried to activate my powers but it didn't work. I clotheslined one zombie and tore its head clean off. Punched through the stomach.

Hey, I had a dream a couple of days ago, which started with that me and my cousin Meer watched a gossip girl episode on my computer. A second later, we both were on quarter near my neighborhood with some persons that I know. My friend Cengiz was also there, but he disappear one second later. After that we were on a chines restaurant with a lot of people from my last school I went to. I was with 3 other persons. I knew them all, but just remember one of them, which was Linnea from my last class. After a while me and my brother went to buy some hot dog. The price of theme was 5 kr each. If you went a bit further away from the sausage place, you would find an other place. After eating the hot dogs, me and my brother went to sit on a sofa, with 2 others I did not know. We watched TV. The time was now 12 pm and the most of the people had got home, even my little brother. I was alone on a table in the corner of the restaurant. I was waiting for my food, which had not come. After a while came my friend Arash with his food and sat next to me. Then came my friend Denniz with his food and also my friend Can with his food. I don´t remember so good, but my friend Farbod may also have came with his food, or it was my friend Ango. I was starting to get pissed of because my food did not come. So I went to the cashier asked why my meal did not show up. I said it with some anger in my voice. 15 minutes later, they called my dad, the meal was ready, and my father had also bought 12 DVDs movies. I took the half of the movies and went to my table where my friends were sitting. My father went home after that, but he also asked if we wanted to see one of the movies he had bought while we were eating. Don´t remember what we had replied. After we all was done, we went out to the same quarter before. We was just hanging there and suddenly we saw my friend Cengiz stick his head out from some bushes to see which people was there. When he saw that it was his friends he came out with a scooter and rather large soapbox. With that box car he drove over a a big water puddle on the road. When I first saw Cengiz with the soapbox and all I laughed so much I could. Me and my friend Denniz laughed at it very much . Can also laughed a little. The Cengiz came to us and the dream ended.

September 26th 2010

Quick note: Sorry for not posting my dreams for the past few days, I got busy.

Awake Non-Lucid Semi-Lucid

I'm sitting in my chemistry classroom, but I'm not learning anything. It's like I'm waiting for something... I hear my classmates talking about unimportant stuff behind me. I keep waiting.

Soon enough, a man walks into the room. He looks travel-worn, and slightly damp. He murmers something to the classteacher and then looks around. "I'll take that one." He says, pointing to me. She nods and I get up, and follow him out the door without any objections.

[Dream skip - Unknown] I now know that his name is Mason, and he's taken me to what seems like a different world. This place is like nothing I've ever seen before. The turqious walls are made of smooth stone, but they're still jagged, with little ridges across them. Water flows down them, soaks the floor and makes my feet damp. There are several deep pools of water near me.

We're both leading horses. Mine is a gorgeous chestnut. There's something different about them, but I don't know what yet. We're here to take samples of this newly found water land.

I hear a hissing sound behind us. We turn and find three mermaids, which don't look friendly. They manage to stand on their tails, which makes them tall and frightening. Their hair is like Medusa, full of snakes. They have wide, gaping mouths, lined with several rows of needle-sharp teeth. They're hissing and... Why are they reaching behind themselves? They pull out thin black bows. One of them is already dead, shot by Mason. But then one of them shoots with blinding speed and he goes down.

I leap onto the horse. It gallops and then dives into a nearby pool. It's dark and eerie, but I have no other options except getting an arrow in my chest. The horse is a waterhorse! It's so fast underwater. It knows I need to breathe though, so occasionally it dives from a pool and into another. Sometimes I think that there is no other opening, that I'm trapped and am going to drown. But I fear the mermaids more.

Suddenly Chestnut kicks out and down he sinks, but he's taken a mermaid with him. Shit, it's me or the mermaid and I have no weapons. She can swim fast too, I don't know where to go! I manage to find a surface and get out. I sprint for it. There's another pool, with a strong downwards current. I sigh with relief as I throw myself in. It drags me down, down, down at a crazy speed.

But then I realise the mermaid is above me. I didn't get pushed down fast enough for her to lose me. I manage to pull myself out of the dream.

Last night was horrid. Next weekend I will be going on vacation, and there is still a ton to be done before I leave town for Five days, and so I was stressed before going to bed.

Over the course of the night I remember 3 dreams, but they don't string together, and they were all followed by my waking up in a sweaty mess. Everyone at work is getting sick again, and I was feeling horridly ill by bed time. I'm guessing I was running a temp last night trying to combat the virus, and it cause the blotchy dreams.

Fingers crossed all will work out this week.

I didn't wear my Zeo this night. I felt like a pilot flying a plane without instruments. Also an irregular night because of the nap.

The Chess Set
2140: C. This was actually a nap in the late evening, but I'll include it in the night recall tally. Lance and I are cleaning up a chess set that has spilled on the floor. The set looks just like the one I had as a kid with rough wooden pieces of beige and brown. We set up the pieces on the board to easily see if any are missing. The cross on the crown of the white king has broken off. We get all the pieces and decide to play. I'm white, Lance is black. I don't remember the moves but I lose.

Then our bosses come along and we tell them about the game. But they are only interested in the chess set itself because Chris bought it. They are praising Chris. Lance is upset that they are ignoring the game and I am doubly upset because I also lost. Chris isn't there but I remember that I found his wallet on the ground. It's a rather plain black leather wallet and rather thick. I put it in my desk drawer for safe keeping until he returns on Monday. Wow. This dream totally makes sense in a very metaphorical way. Dreams are like that.

Marooned, The Pittsburgh Pirates
0530: D. I recalled this dream just after the one below it. I'm just guessing at the time. The recall is poor because it got muddled by the subsequent dream. Still, this is the first time I've recalled two separate dreams at once. I'm stuck an a deserted island with three other people. Two are male, one female. It's a tropical island with lots of palm trees. It's more like Robinson Crusoe than it is Lost. There is a calm lagoon. I sit and talk with the woman overlooking the lagoon. We don't think we'll get rescued but I guess we do with an abrupt scene change. Some one tells me that the the Oakland A's beat the Pittsburgh Pirates in the World Series. I'm surprised and don't believe it at all. (This is just like a scene from Lost with Jack and the Boston Red Sox.)

Cluttered Office
0706: C. I'm in an office building working. My mother and father are there. I have my own office. Someone comes into my office and remarks how cluttered it is. It looks more like a bedroom crowded with furniture. There's a bed, a dresser, a desk, maybe a bunk bed, and some other furniture. It's so crowded you can't actually open any drawers or climb on the beds. There's only room for me to sit at the desk. I'm supposed to be working but I'm cleaning up the room instead.

I take a bunch of stuff out to the back of the building to toss in the dumpster. There is a small patio lined with vines. At this point, the scene feels more like my old house in SAV. I meet my father out there. He asks "What are you doing around the humid dumpster?" I notice that it's bright, hot and humid outside. I lift and drop some things in the dumpster and then I notice flies and insects in and around it. I turn around and see bees flying around the flowers in the vines. I'm grossed out and run inside through a sliding glass door. There are a few insects crawling on the floor inside and I try to shoo them out. End.

Virtual Reality Game With "Iceman"
1119: C. I'm playing a first-person shooter game using futuristic virtual reality suits. The "real" world is a clean futuristic spaceship like Star Trek. The "virtual" game world is also futuristic but rougher, like Halo or Gears of War. The game takes place in a forest with sunlight spilling through the canopy. It reminds me of a map from Call of Duty: Modern Warfare II. Both scenes are moderately well lit.

So I'm playing this game with a team against another. On our team is Val Kilmer who is just like his character "Iceman" from Top Gun. I'm jealous of how good he is. We are beating the other team. The other team's captain is a mild-mannered middle-aged man. At one point, our team pulls out the lightsabers and chainsaws. But the other team stops the game and complains. They are afraid they will die for "real" if they are cut by a chainsaw. I think they should have to forfeit for this, but we keep playing without the gruesome melee weapons because Iceman is such a calm and confident guy. We win easily.

We exit the game and are back on the spaceship. The captain of the ship looks like the chief instructor from Top Gun. He congratulates a few people on the team for their great play, especially Iceman. I don't get any praise. I only did okay. I feel jealous.

I am biking through an alley in the late afternoon. The vendors are packing up and I am thinking about what to buy for dinner since my brother is away. I briefly see a black guy with a wooden cart.

Scene change: I am now in New Zealand crossing the street on the corner of Cashel St and Colombo. I end up in a library. It is a cloudy day. I sit at this table. I see a person who left B-1 school a long time ago. He is blond and wears a blue t-shirt and looks like a real nerd. There is a guy with long black hair tided up sitting beside him. He also wears a black shirt. They are talking about how scientists still haven't got results because they are looking at the wrong side of bat behavior. Apparently some kind of study about bats.
I see Naoko. Coming up to the table. I say, " you are Michiko?"
She replies, "How did you come up with that? I am Gomiko." She then says something about her Dad that some how is related to me.
Then the guy in black says, "What did you do to her Dad?"
She sits at another table. I want to take this opportunity to talk to her but I am too shy.
A cameraman and a black lady comes and stand behind me. The blond guy commands them to shoot from left to right the top half of this floor.
I see a laptop on a little table behind the cameraman. It is mine and I show what I'm working on at university as a biology student to a friend who just appeared. There are heap of Word files and one says microbiology.
I try to shut the computer down but then a picture of a bee cartoon comes up with fireworks going off around it. Then my phone rings and there are too many options on it and I can't turn it off. Turns out to be my phone alarm.

9/26/10

In my dream I am living in this very big house and find that I have roommates that I didn't remember having. Every time I walked through the house I found a new couple renting out a room from me. The house was big too because every time I went through a door I found myself walking through many doors unable to find my way back. There are people walking in and out my house and I also told everyone to do their own laundry because we dont want to get clothes mixed up. One of the couple that I was renting too had asked me if they can sell drugs but they wouldn't do it from the house. I sat down and told the person no that would not be nice it is already bad enough that I am illegally renting... (illegally renting?!) ..weird.
I also see this dvd player or dvr and it is playing movies on it.. I notice Jennifer lopez and Sylvester Stallone they were in a movie together. It looked pretty good I kept trying to rewind it but it would just snow up on me. Thats about it..

Haven't been having dreams lately.. I just go with the flow and none of the dreams I have been having "stand out" enough for me to post up.. ugh oh well.. maybe one day I will have the ultimate dream..

19/09

I was in a room( looked like a university dormitory) with my roommate. Two girls walked in and went over to the guy. I left the room and I saw my sister. she told me her friend had died. She started to walk and I followed her. We went to some building and some of her friends were outside. There was also a guy who I knew that I wanted to talk to urgently. I went into the building and there were more of my sister's friends. There were seats in rows and two aisles running down to a stage. We went down the aisle with other people and shook some man's hand. When we went out I talked to the guy i had wanted to talk to and followed him. We went through some alleys, squeezing through tiny gaps and shimmying along pipes. When crossed a road and he was suddenly on a bike. He rode away and I ran to catch up with him. The road turned into grass and there were huge rocks everywhere. I saw my friend riding a bike but he stopped when I ran past. The man on the bike stopped and there was water running down to the right. We looked over and there was a huge waterfall. We went to the bottom and there were waterfalls and hills all over the place. The man pulled out a laptop to try and explain the phenomenon but he couldn't. The scene changed and I was at my friend's house. He was on the computer and explained to us how the phenomenon worked. The dream ended.



In my dream I woke up at my friend's house( the same house where the last dream ended). I was in a really small room. I got up and got ready to go home. Someone reminded me not to forget my jacket. My dad came to pick me up but my friend drove me home( he is under the age limit to drive). On the way home we dropped someone else home. When we got near to my house there were people all over the street. They were wearing black clothes and looked like some sort of preachers. They were all chanting something. Some of them were walking slowly and some were levitating high above the ground in a circle. I can see a group of millions of stars forming a ball in the sky. I thought to myself that the preachers must be related to this ball of stars.

We drove around them and as we got to my house there were lots of other cars driving into my house. I also saw two girls from my school walk past and wave. When we drove into my house the cars that had been going in disappeared. When we got out the car I showed my friend the ball of stars. There was also a huge image of a guy in a suit and a girl in a casino ( reminded me of James Bond). At first it looked like they were made form stars but then I wasn't sure what it was made of. MY sister and mother came out ad my sister was telling my mother that the people int eh images were from a TV programme and that they would win in the finale in a few weeks.

I went into the garden and the time had changed to morning. I climbed on a ladder leaning against the wall. The neighbours were the girls I had seen earlier walking past my house and they were staring at me. I could still see the mysterious ball of stars. When i climbed back down the ladder the neighbours were in my garden. The one was in a scout uniform and they were putting some wooden thing up in my garden. The one was complaining that the other was useless and couldn't do the job. Someone else from my school popped up and wanted to show the girls that he knew what he was doing and he started to peg something into the ground. That's where the dream ended and I woke up.

18/09

I was at a golf course. I was playing golf with my cousin, my friend ( who doesn't play golf) and two random guys who were almost professionals. When we started it was all normal except that the ball didn't go very far( the gravity was wrong but I didn't notice this). I was playing a shot from behind a tree and hit it into the water. When it hit the water it rolled on the surface instead of sinking. I suddenly thought that it was very weird and I knew it was a dream. I was finally lucid but I had no control. The lucidity only lasted for a few seconds and I can't remember what happened straight after that. I remember a little while later I was at the club house getting something. As I went back to the course there were a few guys who asked me if I knew them and were saying that they were professionals. I wasn't fully lucid but I thought that the way they were talking was weird somehow. I went back and when I got to the green the players behind us were playing at the same time and there were 9 of us putting at once. After that I woke up and I was very happy that I had had my first LD

17/09

I was at my house, in the garden, for my cousin's 21st. I was a barman with my other cousin. I served people drinks for a while. Everyone sat down and my cousin at the bar got up to say a speech. He was dyslexic and couldn't read the speech properly. Some people were laughing. I helped my cousin to read the speech and served some people more drinks.

12/09

My friend and I were in a huge park rolling a tyre to each other. On one of the rolls it went to far and rolled into a deep river. An old man came up the river in a boat with his son. He shouted a t us to get the tyre we rolled into the river. MY friend dived in to get the tyre and as he did I saw there were 4 other tyres in the river. He pulled out one which wasn't the one we were rolling but the old man said it was ok and carried on up the river. Other people who were having a picnic joined us and we walked away. My mom stopped and said she left a jug at the picnic site. I ran back there and when I got there there was a man there who looked like a hobo. I picked the jug up and gave him something ( I can't remember what it was). I can't remember exactly what happened after that but I remember seeing the old man again.

I am in a snowy area. I think behind me was a plane. In front of me are a few egg-shaped pods. Someone says to me we'd have to sleep in them. I go to one of them and open its door. It is bigger than it looks from outside. It has a few benches and it could have had enough room to sleep at least somehow comfortably if the benches were removed and replaced with a bed. I go in it (with my brother?) and stay there for some time. After I come out, the snow has melted. I go to my room (I think there was just the room, one of its walls missing, the one with the door on it. I take my cell phone from my pocket. In stead of one cell phone, there are two, and their shells are missing. I do a nose-plug RC. I can breath, but I still want to confirm so I check the clocks on the phones' screensavers. Both phones show the same time (I think it was 08.15). I push on a button in one (or both) phone(s). The screensaver goes off. I check the analog clock, which shows different time (13.45 I think).
I am now fully lucid. I think what to do and decide to go to the Moon. I go outside. I am now in our front yard. The sun is shining and there are some DCs. I see a DC I that is kicking some other DCs. I think he could give me a good kick to get some momentum. I wait for my turn for a while. I can't remember what I did in between. Finally I decide to get in the air without the DC's help. I sprint for some metres before jumping as high in the air as I can. After it I start flying upward I see treetops going past me. After a while I see more treetops. My speed feels low. I see roof tops going past me. After a while I see rooftops going past me again. I land on our roof. There are some of my friends on the roof also. I go back in the air and decide to get some speed from our neighbours' roof. Soon I wake up.

I walked into TD bank, a Canadian bank near my house, it was closed but you could still use the ATM machines. The entrance of the bank and the ATM machines were regular but the rest of the bank looked like an office. The was an extra space on the ATM depositing a large stack of 20's. I tried to grab them but a blond lady came from the back of the bank. I managed to grab one and slip it into the pocket. Just then a man who was almost bald with little hair came in with children. At that moment i woke up.

Had a few non-lucids last night. Very low on vividness and just kinda crap. No suprise since i stayed up till 1:30 drinking soda and eating chips while playing sins of a solar empire. Fun night.

DJ Log: September 26, 2010 – Morning, 8:15AM (USA Eastern)
Text color legend: · NON-DREAM · NOTES · DREAM · LUCID ·

(Note: Before going to bed around 12:30AM, I smoked a pipe full of Calea Zacatechichi, took 800mg Piracetam, 500mg L-Tryptophan, and 40mg Ginkgo Biloba with a full glass of apple juice. During WBTB around 4:15AM, I smoked 2 cigarettes of Calea Zacatechichi and took 8mg Galantamine, 400mg Choline Bitartrate, and 300mg Alpha-GPC with a full glass of apple juice. I attempted to WILD, but gave up because some part of my body would twitch, or I would feel like a bug was walking on me which caused me to move and ruin the oncoming SP. This happened twice, but there were no bugs.)

Airplane ride #1
(Note: This is a fragment, probably lost a lot of detail in this one due to the amount of time I spent logging the next dream. I wish I had better recall of this one because I've never been on an airplane in a dream before.)

I boarded an airplane and flew for quite a while. The plane landed and I walk through the airport, looking for baggage claim. After getting my bags, I started to look for the exit door.

A huge hotel room and a covert operation. #2
(Note: I'm fairly certain that I awakened momentarily and re-entered the same dream, or it could have been a FA. This second part is quite possibly my most vivid dream to date. I also had more control than I usually do during the moments I was lucid, not to mention that I was able to complete one of my long-term dream goals. Stabilization was super quick and remained rock solid, with the exception of a brief moment that was quickly recovered from. My recall lost some of the environmental details, as I was paying close attention to the clearly understood technical details in this dream.)

I am checking into a hotel room, after getting off a long flight. My brother is also checking into a room just down the hall. Upon entering the room, I could tell that someone had been there before. There is a piece of luggage and some clothes laying around. The room is huge and had a full kitchen, two separate bedrooms, and a huge living room. There is a long hallway that connects all of the rooms, which have no doors on them. There are also several doors along the hallway. The living room has a full entertainment center with a very large flat-screen TV and a surround sound system. There are at least a dozen remote controls sitting on the table in front of the couch. I walk down the hallway and into the bedroom, where I put my luggage on the bed. The bed is a king size water bed with black satin sheets and huge fluffy pillows. I look at my AAA club card and smile, knowing I got a good deal on this room. I leave the bedroom and go to the door across the hallway. Opening the door reveals a garage bay with an old taxi cab sitting in the space. I ask myself, "Why would there be a garage in a hotel room? This is ridiculous. I must be dreaming!"

I open the door of the taxi and climb in to look around inside. The interior smells musty like an old car. I found an older digital camera sitting on the rear deck. When I turn on the camera, the lens motor is broken and will not deploy/retract the lens. I give the lens a tug and it comes out properly. I point the camera out the window and it has a difficult time focusing. Moving the lens around manually fixes the focus problem. I take a couple of pictures, then point it at the dash of the taxi and take another picture to make sure the focus motor is working correctly. I turn off the camera and the lens retracts properly. The camera works perfectly when I turn it on again and take another picture. I stuff the camera in my jacket pocket and walk back into the room, realizing that I had just completed one of my long-term dream goals. I stop and stabilize for a moment by looking at the ground and closing my eyes, then run down the hall to my brother's room and told him that I had just fixed this camera. He didn't seem too excited. I explain that I just accomplished one of my long-term dream goals by doing this. He is still not too excited, so I give up trying to explain and return to my room.

I am digging around in the bedroom and find some clothes on the floor beside the bed. I find a couple of black and gray striped Zentai suits that are made from a super soft and stretchy fabric.

I examine them for a bit, then place them on the bed. Digging further reveals a set of black cycling bib-shorts, cycling jersey, arm warmers, and a pair of cycling shoes. There are some other clothes on the floor, but I seem to be only interested in the soft stretchy ones. I immediately took my clothes off and put on one of the Zentai suits. The Zentai is very tight and feels amazingly soft and stretchy, just like a second skin. There is a medium tan tweed cloth suitcase sitting under a computer desk along the wall. Behind it is a huge camera bag with some various electronic equipment laying around it. I pick up the camera bag and find that it is empty. I felt the dream fading and could feel that my arm is going numb under my pillow in real life, so I concentrated on where I was just at and opened my eyes.

(Note: I lose my lucidity at this point, but the dream remains extremely vivid. There is a large time gap in the dream here.)

I walk into the kitchen and find a machine that appears to be a portable dishwasher for baby bottles. It had a small rack in it, a heating coil in the bottom and a hose with a hookup to fit a kitchen faucet. There is a window in the door and a control panel with lots of buttons. It is about the size of a large toaster oven. I push a button on the front panel and it starts to fill up with water. After a moment, it starts sloshing the water around and the heating coil heats up. I pressed another button and more water squirted into the machine, filling it slightly above the bottom of the window. I find this quite boring and walk away.

The kitchen sink has two small cabinet doors above it. To the right is some counter space and an over-sized bread box with two large cabinet doors above. The stove is a gas stove with two small cabinet doors above it. The range hood has a lot of extra buttons and switches on it. There is something that just doesn't look right about the cabinets between the kitchen sink and stove. I try to open the doors, but they will not open. I become irritated that the doors will not open and bang on them with my hand. One of the doors falls off and reveals a lot of electronic equipment hidden behind the doors. There is a video camera with some strange adapters on the lens. The adapters connect to a pipe that goes outside through the wall. I unscrew the adapter and lower the camera to the counter. The adapter has the brand name "Olympus" on it. I unscrew and remove the other half of the adapter to reveal the pipe through the wall. I look through the pipe and I could see the courtyard outside the room. There is a large green grassy area with a couple if sidewalks going around a fountain. Short bushes lined the sidewalks, and there were a few small ornamental trees. A couple of DCs in the courtyard immediately stop whatever they are doing and stare at me through the pipe. Directly across the courtyard, I could see a similar pipe with a lens installed in another room. I asked myself, "This is crazy, am I dreaming or something?" I unplug the cables from the camera and trace them back into the next cabinet where they connect to a Harris AN/PRC-117F military two-way radio.

I cannot read anything on the display, as the numbers are scrolling like a slot machine. I unscrew the connector from the radio and pull the cable out. I fish a couple more cables out of the cabinets and place them all on the counter with the camera. Directly under the radio is a Harris VRC-104 RF amplifier. The antenna cables from this amplifier go into the cabinet above the sink. There are two directional antennas on the cabinet doors, which point directly to the other room across the courtyard. One of the antennas has a label that says "440 MHz, 39 dBi" and other antenna says "2.2 GHz." I disconnect the antennas and the rest of the cables from the two-way radio and place them all on the counter. I thought to myself, "How am I going to fit all of this stuff in my luggage when I have to catch my flight out of here?"

I walk back into the bedroom to grab the luggage and start filling it with all of this equipment. When I walk back the hallway, everything quickly fades to black. I can hear the echo of my own voice yelling, “Stabilize now!”, but it is too late. This was the dream's exit.