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Non-dream Dream

I feel that this is an important dream, and that I should transcribe it to my online DJ for some reason. It's the only dream which has legitimately repeated itself almost exactly the same, and with a few days difference.

This is both dreams in one writing, and I'll tell you the minor differences between them. The first time I had this dream I didn't write it in my DJ, and only felt the need the second time I had it. D1 = dream 1, D2 = Dream 2.

I was in a room, I believe it was in a large castle with dorm rooms, very medieval like. I grabbed a torch, and noticed there was a girl on the side of my bed (the bed?) who screamed and said there was a dragon outside. I looked out the window and saw the dragon, only the head/neck was visible from the window, but it was right up inside the window.

I looked on the ground, there were two swords, a curvy one (like a more curved katana) and a straight double edged sword. They both had interesting names (in D2 I noticed that I had subconsciously remembered the same names, even though I couldn't remember after I woke up, and I couldn't remember after D2 was over either.)

I put the torch in front of the window, the dragon would bite it, and bounce back, that's when I had time to hit it in the neck and do some damage. In D1 I noted how I was playing a strategic RPG game (I assumed it was a boss battle).

Once I won, I recieved a new sword, which was on the opposite side of my bed. This had a unique shape, it was curved one way, then a blade comes down next to the handle curving the opposite way (not like a staff or double sidded lightsaber, more like a rapier guard, but deadly.) I remember the name of this sword. Zalrog (I'm pretty sure. I might have misheard it from Zar'roc, Eragon's dragon sword, but I haven't read the book since it came out, and I doubt it.)

After I grabbed my new sword, I realized the dragon was my lover (Who?) a beautiful girl who for some reason reminds me of Shrek's wife. I think it's because her name was Fiona (I can't remember). In D1 I asked her if she wanted to be beheaded, and I told her of all the cool things that come from it. Like it was a class upgrade. I telepathically showed her 2 new abilities, and then showed her a mental video of her flying, then took her to a library when I showed her a future image of herself reading a book and getting a magic blue thing from it. I told her every time she reads a book if your beheaded you get an enchanted item. She said she would love to be beheaded, it would be great, so I chopped off the dragons head with Zalrog. She hit the floor, and I was shown to a temporary scene in which she bounced in a school next to me (3rd person) and looked pretty similar to the ogre head things from Spirited away. The scene changed afterwards.

In D2, I only get a small flashback of that happening, and say "oh yeah, and when you read books you get a magic item" and she declines. I figure that didn't make sense, she said yes last time, she must not have been as smart this time around. After that I was teleported into the same library, only she wasn't there, I was sent to a room with a short guy (midget-height) in the front of the room, it looked like a museum. He said that the trainers are next to the pictures of the gods whose abilities they train. I saw 6-8 trainers in small dips in the wall, next to large portraits. I looked to my left and saw one of a girl. She seemed rich and from an old time, and didn't seem very godly. I went to that trainer, and the scene changed.

I was at a large field with my friends. Lots of my friends. I thought it was wierd in D1 to be with so many of my friends at once (there was prolly 15 total), but in D2 I knew what was going down. We were going to slay the evil demon. Heres the major difference between D1 and D2. D1: We walk around a bit, we find a white building, and we go inside, and my memory lapsed until I remember we all ate a feast, and we all went into the forest with lots of food, and attacked a giant demon. This was raid boss-esque, only I was the leader of a party, which battled like in FF13 (Leader dies, game over, active time battle). We died 3-4 times, and then we won. I cut to a scene of me getting complimented on being the guy who slayed the beast, the game master.

D2: More shit happened.We walked to the same white buiding, only this time it had a guard, who wasn't much of a guard as he was a doorman greeter. We went in, it was a school. My black friend saw this janitor, and he said he looked familiar. He went up to the janitor, and said He was looking for his father. The man said he didn't know. He asked what his name was, and the black janitor said some name (Dean laurence) My friend said he was his dad. They both got a bit teary eyed and hugged. He asked what he did for a living, and he said he was the schools custodian. My friend said he was a custodian too, but then my other friend said, "and he's the principal to this school!" My friend looked like he just embarassed his dad, but Dean seemed mostly proud.

We went to the open field, which had stores and people. We sat down at a long table. It was the feast. I don't remember what happened during the feast, but after we all talked about slaying the boss, everyone was deciding to quit, that just getting this far was cool, actually killing it wasn't necessary, but I said that was bullshit.

I said "We didn't go all this way just to back out like a bunch of wusses. We started something, and we gotta finish it. We came here, with one goal, kill the fucking beast. We need to finish this, we need to kill this guy!" They were nonchalant about it and decided to kill the beast (we referred to it mostly as beast, but it was a boss/demon/dragon thing. It looked like ridley from metroid.)

One of my friends started to push the table back and forth. I decided to flip it on us. That got us to all get up and go. On our way there one of my friends talked to a girl, my friend asked her a question, and she got very mean. I told her not to make me sick Dean on her. She said "The janitor? Hahah" and walked away. I thought "...I really don't think she'd want a big black guy on her" (I later humorously disagreed with myself). We passed by another building on the way out. This one had showers. As we passed through it I didn't get very wet, then when I got around the corner past the showers, the fire alarm shower-thingys went off, soaking everything. "Haha," I said, "if you weren't wet before, you are now." When we were about to exit it was pouring, but abruptly stopped after less than half a minutee.

We went back to the forest back towards the building, to the right. We attacked the beast in a clearing. I had low health, got hit once, and died. Fuck

We went back in, I had low health again, I got hit once and died. Fuck. I went above where the beast was and under some trees was a shop for food, mcdonalds logo-ed burgers I believe. With about twenty of them in our inventory we went back. I had low health and died. Fuck

Repeated, I went and got the burgers. I told myself to remember now "Eat 2 first, I need health so I don't immediately die." I went and my part attacked the beast.

In D1, the battle was long, about 15 min, in D2, It was a memory lapsed battle, I can only remember the beginning and the end. In both D1 and D2 I ended up in the middle of a Rome-like city with gamers all around me, and a girl comes up to me and says, "you're the game master, that's awesome!"

This dream seemed very important to me, and very vivid. I'm putting down more dreams for the SD class, so expect daily updates, I just figured I'd put 2-3 of my old ones on there for now. I'm putting them all on my DJ before I copy/paste them into the class workbook.

Now then, I feel it is very important to ask this question. Did any of you have similar dreams? This happened on the night of the 7-8th and 10-11th of september, so if you would like to check your DJ that'd be great, I feel something important happened the days I dreamed it. And 9/11 has nothing to do with this.

Dream #1

Well, I don't usually remember too many of my dreams, but luckily I was able to remember a tiny bit of one I had last night. Usually my dreams are very mundane and ordinary, which makes it very hard for me to determine if I'm dreaming at all. I guess this one had some oddities about it though. I'll just jot down the pieces that I can remember.

I believe I was at my university for this one. The first oddity was that there was some girl that I think I liked, but apparently she didn't like me. I literally chased her throughout the campus but lost her when she ran out the doors into the parking lot. She totally ran away from me. Saddened, I just got into my car and was going to just sit and mope while I listened to music. It was nighttime. There was another guy with a huge beard sitting in his car next to me. He was listening to a song that I actually had in my head and I thought that was weird.

Later in the dream I found myself walking, I believe, back home. Where my car went, I don't know. I looked up into the sky and some parts of the clouds were really colorful, like the northern lights...but not. It was like a rainbow was trapped in the clouds. Something like this could have triggered me to realize I was dreaming considering I had never seen anything like that before. I went home and told my mother about it, but she kind of just shrugged it off like it wasn't a big deal.

That's about all I remember. Hopefully I'll remember more dreams in the future, and start having more interesting dreams...

September 29, 2010

G/C

Asleep by 1:00am.

WBTB at 4:00am. Took 8/400 G/C and this sleep aid called Melissa, which is 900mg lemon balm, 180mg l-theanine and a combo of B-vitamins. Ate a small 100-calorie bag of baked Cheetos to help swallow everything. Back to bed.

My recall is kind of low, because I didn't experience much in the way of dreams. Everything tipped off with an INRALD. I was laying in bed, listening to Jack breathing next to me (which made me think I was awake). I also thought I heard my dad thumping around upstairs, getting ready for work. Regardless, I heard ringing in my ears... the volume would sometimes jump. I relaxed and saw a swirly void behind my eye lids. When I focused on it the first time, I felt my body whoosh into a full on SP transition. The noises got louder and my entire body felt like it was buzzing. It subsided, but the swirly was still there, so I focused on it again, and the same experience happened again.

Tentatively, I wondered if I was asleep, but kind of lost myself, and drifted off a bit. I felt a book at my feet. I don't remember falling asleep with a book on my bed, but I guess I did? I pushed the book off my bed, gently, so it wouldn't slam to the floor. I realized my head felt kind of voidy, so I decided to reality check by biting my tongue. My tongue didn't feel any sharp piercing where it should (since I use that pointier tooth that sits next to the first molar)... I tried biting a few times, and it was the same. I knew now that I was asleep, but I decided to nose pinch. First time, I could breathe, second time, I could breathe. Sweet, alright. Now to move. The SP was still kind of strong, so I started moving with my ankles first, but unfortunately, it woke me up

I tried to fall back to sleep, but couldn't, as my dad actually was getting ready for work at this point

About 6:20 I decided to move to the couch for a bit, and by 6:40 I was waking up more, so I took a half-mg of melatonin and passed out at some point.

I had a series of false awakenings again. Each one, I tried to catch by biting my tongue, but each time it hurt like it should have, so I missed them all But at the same time, I knew that it was a false awakening, throughout the whole thing... it may have just been low-level lucidity. It's kind of confusing.

I had a dream that Jack was cleaning up our apartment. I noticed our bedroom door was closed. I opened it, and there were boxes piled about shoulder-height to me (I'm 5'2"). I went to our kitchen, and everything had been cleaned out. Except there were leaves covering the floor (probably because I was watching Glee last night, and one of the music scenes had leaves all over the floor).

Another dream, Joe's sister, Becky was at my house for some reason. I don't remember much about that.

I remember being at work, and trying to follow my family. I was trying to leave through the loading dock door. Each time, I would open it partially, and attempt to duck under the door as it was closing, but before I could even set the door in close motion, it would fall shut on its own. I finally got out, and I noticed some dodgy teens in the alley. I started jogging, and they didn't want anything to do with me.

Overall, I don't think I'll do 8/400 again. The night wasn't too much different than the first time I did 4/200, but this time, I woke up with a massive headache and I feel a bit nauseous.

29.09.2010

September, 29, 2010 (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM

I was at my old High School, Everything looked different. It didn't look quite the same, What I saw in my dream really threw me off. I didn't realize until I saw Link from The Legend of Zelda's Majora's Mask, Shooting a Light Arrow at a object on the wall out side a open roof window in the gym. My friend and I was standing on the main floor in the gym. And we saw Link shoot that Light Arrow to the object. My friend, She was really curious on what was happening. So the room started to shift, She didn't knew what was going on. The dream became vivid after Link shot the arrow. The room shifted upside down, We tried not falling to the ground face first. We held onto the ceiling and easily fell to the ground when the room shifted. It was a freaky experience. Everything changed. The place looked like a whole new world. We saw two dream characters talking, And they were telling us something. "We need to be careful" This is a whole different world. I didn't catch what they fully said, I can't barely remember the dream properly. The dream was suddenly changing its story.

This is what the roof looked like.






Later on in the dream my friend was walking some where else. While I told her to wait I didn't want her to go out any further, It could be dangerous, She looked at me with a grin on her face saying she'll be fine, She wanted to explore this new "world". I didn't see her again after that. The dream characters told me I better go soon, I had to be careful, They suddenly disappeared. I found my self in the School hallway, Everything was upside down like it was before. I was wondering what the hell was going on. I saw the football field and bleachers, They were upside down, You could see the sky at the bottom of the ground when you look out the windows. Then suddenly I saw some High School students wondering whats going on, I saw some girl looking curious on what is happening, She looked scared, I tried to approach her and tried to comfort her. Then I walked away when they looked at me like I was some stranger, It looked like they were different kids having the same dream as me. I didn't even knew who they were. I never seen them before in my life. Except that one girl looked really familiar.

I decided to travel on my own trying to find a way out of this place, It was so bizarre that this dream happened. I was trying to force my self awake but I couldn't wake up, It felt like the dream was holding me back from awakening. It was really depressing at the time, I didn't knew what was going on, I was thinking, Why is this happening, Am I dreaming? Will I ever wake up from this place? At the time I wasn't aware I was dreaming. I didn't knew what was going on. Then the scenes started to change, I was walking and looked out a window in the hall. I saw some crabs standing on a big square block blowing bubbles from its mouth, It looked really disgusting. It looked so realistic it was really freaky when I saw the crabs move like that. It got vivid at that point, I think the dream got really vivid after that.

Then after, I was walking, and ended up outside the school in the court yard, I saw some kids standing by the lunch tables wondering what was going on, Everything still looked upside down, The kids were asking me, Hey buddy do you know how to get out of here? Then I said I have no clue whats going on either. And I was wondering how did all this happen? I woke up after the dream. I can't remember the rest of the dream after I woke up. But it's worth it.

I remember watching Magneto fight Superman in some lab. Magneto was actually winning, but when they entered another room, magneto started using some long drawn out speech how he was going to help him out to make it a fair fight.


I also remember doing a nose pinch twice, and waking up right after I realized I was lucid.

On Sunday moring I had this dream: I dreamed that there was this village of old-fashion kids being led out of the village by a lamp that was held by an old woman. They were all walking in a line. Even a "expecting" woman was in the line.

Another night I had this dream: I was bugging mom about something and mom told me to go try a new game. I went downstairs and saw this game and I saw it said "clock to continue" its was like a chocolate Monopoly computer game. I than someone ended up in Toy Story. And after racing in Toy Story I ened up in a fairy tale castle. And there was this very handsome guy (who some I could tell was a prince--I think its was his aura).And a letter was sent to me from someone else (who I believe I was running from) saying something online the lines of I will come and knock down the castle. I have powers you know not. . This is when a voice over song happened "Once upon a Dream". Pretty soon I was singing it (so was the prince).

Last night:
One second I was watching something between a cross of Country mouse and City mouse and Redwall TV shows. The next second I was in a movie or something. I believe I was just released from a dungeon or something. I was sitting on a the handle of a mace I believe. And the guards wanted to confiscate it. But I begged them not do since its the last thing I had of my family. But I had to play a fine of $500. Than I went up some staircases and I saw two too beautiful to be true women at the bottom.They said: "You are angry and you're alone". I bumped into a soild ghost of my mom (who is still alive in RLF). She said I could go play "sorceress for this afternoon."

Type: Regular dream.
Lucidity: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10
Vividness: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10

It was later in the day, but still light outside. I was in the grassy area of a large park. In the distance I could see small, light grey bike paths. There were trees everywhere, be it evergreens, maples, or whatever, which blocked out some of the light from the sky. I was at a basic picnic table made of wood, and my sister was sitting beside me. There were a few other picnic tables around us, but no one was sitting at them. I decided to get up and look around for precious stones; apparently there were lots of them at this park.

I was a decent distance away from the group of tables when I found a beautiful stone. It was shaped like an egg, except slightly flattened, and it was a light, pale pink color. Around it was some form of polished grey rock, shaped like the outside blades of a beyblade spinning top, except the blades were slightly duller, not as sharp. There were deep grooves in the rock, shaped like broken lines. Because of this, it looked like something ancient. "Should I keep it?" I asked myself, and picked it up. The whole thing, including the stone around it, must have been at least eight inches across and five deep, and must have weighed only two or three pounds.

The dream ended.

Poor sleep again and no recall even though a had a lot of REM sleep. Here's some stats from my Zeo for last night compared to the average for someone in their 20's (as reported by the Zeo company). I always get a ridiculous amount of REM sleep even with less total sleep, probably since my interest in lucid dreams.

Typical Person
Total Sleep: 7.3 hours
REM: 1.6 hours
Deep: 83 minutes

My Average
Total Sleep: 5.8 hours
REM: 2.1 hours
Deep: 37 minutes

Last Night
Total Sleep: 6.8 hours
REM: 2.8 hours
Deep: 48 minutes

I am an air nymph. I am in a group of about 5, all of us very beautiful (if I do say so myself haha ) and we decide that we'd like to go to a lagoon. We go there but get bored quickly and move onto the sea. I fly off to find my pets; 5 hippogriffs, which fly so fast, we trail fire behind us. When we get back to the sea, one of my friends is face-down in the water. My friends are trying to get her back to land, and I help.

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID FALSE AWAKENING NIGHTLY ADVENTURE

Good morning. Didn't recall any dreams in two days, but tonight was a big success! I woke up at 9.00 and did a WBTB. Went to bed again at 9.45 after some breakfast, and the dreaming started. I also had my first annoying session of False Awakenings. It wasn't as fun as I thought it was, but still I'm glad! I will now start doing Reality Checks everytime I wake up.

Nightly Adventure - The walls are caving in
I wake up and get on my feet in an instant quick jump. The walls are caving in! I start yelling "Oh shit, oh shit!" While holding my hands out towards them. With telekinetic powers I manage to stabilize one of the walls, but the other one is still instable. I look real closely to make sure this isn't my imagination, and sure enough, the wall is full of cracks and it's swaying. I decide to try to control the telekinesis without using my hand and I put it down. "Baby... What are you doing?" Monica asks from beneath in a tired voice. The walls are finally stable and we're safe. I go take a piss.

Nightly Adventure - End of the world
The world is ending. I don't know why but I decided I needed my snowboard for this. I get out of bed and walk up to it where it's hanging on the wall. My waterpipe is in the way, on the shelf below so I decide to take it down first. There's alot of stuff on that shelf and a deck of cards fall to the floor. "What are you doing now?" Monica asks. "It's okay, I just gotta fix this" I tell her. Suddenly I wake up for real, and put the waterpipe back in place.

9.00: 45 minutes WBTB

11.45: Scared babysitter
I'm at my parents house and apparently I'm babysitting two kids. I don't know the kids and I'm very jumpy. The little boy runs upstairs and I follow him. I tell him that he can't just run off like that. We're standing at the top of the stairs and I look down. Suddenly a girl shows up, and I scream in terror. She looks up at me and starts crying. I realise it's the girl I'm babysitting and I comfort her. Not only am I babysitting two kids, but also a few pets. Including a small rodent. The door opens and my mom comes back home. The little rat sneaks out and I chase it down. Outside I see several other animals, including a huge possum, a few dogs and a cat. They all try to sneak back inside and I try to stop them. It's all very frustrating. When we're back inside I try to explain everything to my mom, but she's totally ignoring me. So is everyone else and I scream out loud for a few seconds in frustration.

11.45: Chasing Harry Potter
I'm a flying observer of some kind, and I'm watching Harry Potter and his friend Ron run for their lives. A bunch of people are chasing them through the city of Stockholm, and they're in the older quarters. They reach a cliff overlooking the water and jump in. With magic they alternate between flying and gliding on the water and they enter a canal. They start shooting red sparks with their wands on the nearby mountain walls and try to bring some of it down for some reason. I decide to stop caring about them and look around some. The feeling of flying is awesome as usual, but the view is even more so. The canal disappear into the city and on its sides are old houses. It's all very beautiful.

11.45: Travelling
I wake up on a bus. I've been sleeping, trying to achieve a lucid dream. (so close to realising I'm in one already!) The driver asks me if I had a nice nap, and I tell him it was ok, but I didn't accomplish my goal. I check the time and realise I only have 10 more minutes before the bus will reach its destination. I'm in a seat facing backwards. The driver calls out in the speakers. "Seems like we got a sleepy head on the bus" and everyone starts laughing at me. I drop my headphones on the floor, and Monica helps me retrieve them. They roll around and I drop them several more times before I finally get a proper hold on them. We arrive at a customs of some sort and after some time, we enter a building.

I walk around the building with my luggage and an Australian man comes up to me with two of his kids and ask me something. I drool on his leg for some reason, and they take off. I run into the bathroom of the place and splashes my face with water. "God damnit, what about hepatitus B?" I think for myself. "Wait a minute... We haven't even been on a plane yet, we must still be at home" I leave the bathroom and end up sitting in a corridor, waiting for the plane to depart or something. A woman in a phonebooth tells me she will freak out if the phone doesn't work this time. "I've put in as much money as possible" Ofcourse it doesn't work and she starts screaming at it. I get up and leave.

I enter a restaurant and I find a Linus from work sitting at a low table in a sofa. "Hey Matteh! Come over here" he tells me and I walk over. I take a look at what he's eating. It appears to be some kind of dessert made of chopped up, roasted almonds, cream and alot of colourful fruits. It looks delicious, but doesn't taste very much I notice after taking a bite. One of the chefs comes over with another plate. It looks like a paella of some kind with mussles and rice. He also puts a glass filled with some white liquid on the table. I ask him what's in it. "Cream, milk and a few spiders" he tells me. I can see the six or seven small black spiders in it, and they are sinking into the milk, one by one. When all the spiders have disappeared, the liquid in it starts bubbling like crazy and it turns transparent. The spiders in it turns into slices of starfruit with a touch of red. "Awesome!" I exclaim.



13.00: False Awakenings
I wake up in my bed, and I think about what I've dreamt. I decide to write some of it down but something's not right... The light is totally messed up and Monica isn't here. I wake up. Monica is next to me this time, and I put a hand on her ass. "Damn that was a False Awakening" I think for myself while lying there, trying to remember what I've dreamt. I wake up. This time Monica isn't there, and I remember why: She's at work. I count my fingers and pinch my nose and try to breathe. Nope this time I'm awake for real...

13.50: Unstable shop
I enter a shop of some sort, and the entire shop is vibrating. I enter a small room and I can see thousands of cans of coke. I shut the door and a woman walks up to me. "You can't enter there! You have to be careful, or the whole place will colapse!" She's really freaking out, but I'm not the least worried. I calm her down.

13.50: Smart girls know when you're lying
I'm in a car with some girl. She's driving and somehow I have to explain what I've done recently to her. I make up a story and try to convince her. She knows I'm lying straight away, and tells me to tell her the truth (I think she was my wife or something). I tell her the truth. "I stabbed a man to death" I can recall doing so, a knife to the back. "Come on! Tell me the truth! Now you're just rambling" she tells me and I sigh.

13.50: Fragment
*Something about my electric bill being over 500kr.

Amount of sleep: 11 hours

Food before bed: 1 can of mackerell, 2 eggs, 20cl applejuice, 30cl protein shake, 1 omega-3 pill, 100mg B6.

9.15: Porridge, 15cl applejuice, 1 omega-3 pill, 50mg B6

That's it! One hell of a night. I thank the B6 for that. I don't really know how effective B6 is. But I think it amplifies dream recall and vividness, and if you have a bad night, B6 won't help. That's what I think.

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

Morning of September 29, 2010. Wednesday.



It seems I may be in La Crosse living with my wife and children but I am not sure as it may be somewhere in Australia. Seemingly to the east of a road we are walking on northward is a “giant” birdhouse. By that, I mean it is on some sort of cylindrical platform and higher up from the ground (though really only about the distance up of some of the houses I have seen here with longer stumps, implying enough room to walk underneath if there was enough open space otherwise) as well as looking much like a typical birdhouse, but a bit fancier in some areas. The doorway (and there does not seem to be a closeable door, which causes a thought about security or potential intruders) is even circular and much like that of a birdhouse and one needs to climb a seemingly unstable ladder to get up and inside it.

An unknown young girl (perhaps a relative of my wife’s) lives there though we do not see her much. I believe there is a need to visit her but we cannot quite work out how to get in. This is similar in mood and theme to another dream where we lived in a house where the front door had to be reached by climbing a narrow ladder (though this concept is sparsely recurring). I think there was something about her giving my wife jewelry or something but the details are rather odd and distorted with several “resets”.

first i was at some festival watchign people preform. I remember i met up with my girlfriend and walked around a mall type of place. i was holding hands with her and then i dont remember where she went next. I woke up, then fell back asleep and had a stranger dream. At first the dream was similar to the first one i had, but then everything shifted. I imagined myself at my house and my coach was at my back door sprinkling cocain on weed. I gave him the coke and asked if he could throw me some weed. He agreed and gave me some nugsz. I went back inside where my dad was in ther. I thought i might be in troublle cause he was staring out the window, but i wasnt. Then all of the sudden i found myself at this schoool that war for bad type of kids. I walked in through the gate and saw kids playing footballl. I decided to meet osme kids and i asked where my friend ryan was. He was over in a circle of kids rapping .I said hey to him and told em i aws goin to the same school as him now and he kinda brushed me off like he didnt care. I met one of the counselors where he toldl me i could never leave this school. I was upset about this. The counselor showed me around the school which looked realy weird, there was a large opem field for kids to play on then then a big mountain that could be climbed by students. I was led into the cafeteria by the counselor and i ordered fries. The counselor paid and it was okay. Later i went into the room with people and ryan asked if i had weed i chekd my backpak in the bathroom where some one was rushing me to hurry up. I switeched the weed into my pockets instead of my baga nd violently got out of the room and pushed the kid rushing me and told him id fucking kill anyone who tried to fuck with me. People laughed so i slugged the tallest kid in the room. After i asked a kid where i could get some swishers and he led me to the cafeteria where no one was tehre. He reached over the counter and just startrd grabing packs and packs of swisher sweets. The cafeteria guy said wats ur name, he said diamond is my name, then i said my name was ruby and laughed. I thanked the kid who helped me and met with ryan and my other friend mark to smoke a blunt in one of the counselors room. Ryan had the keys and loked the door. We sparked up and halfway through people started banging on the door saying to get out. we stayed in there for lke 10 more minutes arguing and finally opened the door and left with our weed still lit. I decided to go outside where girls were hanging out saying they were climbing to the top of the mountain. Some wre young and some were odler. They looked familiar i might have seen them in my first dream. As tehy began [to walk, my friend sevon pulled up on an Atv with his brother and told me he was going to kill that girl i just talked to. i didnt care and followed him up the hill. He stayed really close behind the girls on the atv and they took no note. When we got to the top, he pulled out the silenced pistol and shot the girl in the back of the head. I was like shiit shitt and i took of down the hill with a friend. Immediatley sevon was arrested. I ran and tried to hide from security who was looking out for me. When they caught me and the frriend iw as with, they took us to a restraunt and made us eat fries well we waited for the police report to be filed. We talked about what happend nd someone in the background was crying. I was like damnnn and then woke up hell of a dream

Type: DILD.
Lucidity: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10
Vividness: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10

Notes:
I know this dream was longer, but I can't remember anything else!

In the beginning of the dream, it was daytime, and I was sitting cross-legged on the driveway of my house. My house was on a clean, smaller street with nicely arranged bungalows; there were also a couple large trees here and there. My driveway was a bit cracked up because it was fairly old. My front yard was a 15x15 foot area of grass with a tiny evergreen tree, only a few years old, in the middle. In real life had planted it when I came home from a school field trip four years ago, and it appeared in the dream now.

I didn't look back at my house at all, and was just looking out onto the street. I heard my mom coming and glanced to the side, seeing her sit down beside me with a skimpy metal rake. "Here, you have to do the leaves," she said. I thought about it for a few instances and then became lucid, saying, "am I dreaming?"

"Yes," she said, sounding uninterested, and got up. She started to walk away and I looked around the street, asking, "you sure?" and she replied "yes" again in the same tone. I'd never been told by a DC that I was dreaming, so that was exciting. I didn't even use dream control to make her say that. However, since my lucidity was pretty low, I didn't remember my dream goals. I started to run down the street, randomly superjumping (even feeling gravity pull me back down), until I woke up. It was fun, but not what I would've done if I was more aware.

09/29/2010

Riding the Wind (DILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

This dream was really the end of a longer dream that I can't quite remember. What I can tell you is that the rest of the dream was rather disjointed, and involved random things happening. The last non-lucid part that I remember involved a bunch of broken glass all over the room (from some rowdy guest or something? There were a bunch of nameless faces here, I think). I had to grab my little brother Jared and carry him out of there. Only thing was, he looked nothing like my actual brother. My little brother's also almost my size, both in the dream and in real life. Don't ask how I carried him, I don't know.

The part where my recall really picks up is right after this part. We're in one of our old houses that we moved out of a couple years back. Only me and my dad are here for some reason. He gestures towards, I believe, the kitchen and says "The purple is over there." Usually it takes something more absurd than that to make me wonder, but he was treating purple like it was an object. Anyways, I'm naturally curious now, and pick on him a bit for it. ("'The purple is over there...' Now how is that gonna help me Dad? Seriously? Purple?") I don't remember his response. Still curious, I hop up into the air, and float slowly down. This is the only reality check I need, and I become lucid. Satisfied, I walk out of the house to try the thing that always comes to mind when I'm lucid without a plan -- flying. I step out and try a few smaller jumps, like off our porch, with limited success.

Here, though, I pause a moment to take in the scenery. The trees, the path and all, look beautiful. For just a moment, I slip into a bit of fuller awareness. The dream looks every bit as vivid as daily life, if not more, and I truly feel like I'm there. I savor this a bit longer before running off to try flying some more.

I'm lucid enough to realize the path isn't right here --it splits into two before reaching the road again, when it's really just a driveway. There were probably other inconsistancies, there always are, but I didn't pick up on them this time. I cross the road by our house, and on the other side there's a veritable cliff, which I jump off of without a second thought. Now I start gliding, with varying success. I glide level for a bit, then start to drop faster, which eases up as I get closer to the ground. Here I'm wavering, sometimes falling a bit, sometimes staying level, and sometimes actually rising a bit. All while I'm gliding forward at a respectable speed. (I don't get the full effect of the wind on my skin, but I get some, and I consider this a success. It's certainly better than I normally manage.) As I start dipping towards the ground, approaching an ocean, my vision fades to black. It briefly comes back again when I land in the ocean. I turn around to see that I'm at the shore, and could climb up the beach, but the dream fades again before I can do much else.

Had a lucid and a non-lucid last night. I'll start with lucid since its short.

Lucidity-5
Vividness-6

I'm standing on a road and do a RC for no reason. Lucidity hit me. I wanted to fly. I could actually fly for once in a dream. I wasn't fast but i was able to fly. When i got pretty high up, i stopped flying and freefalled to earth. On the way i took my clothes off for some reason, and then smashed down onto the ground.End of dream

The second dream

There is an arrangement of tables with different groups at them in what looks like a small cafeteria. I'm at my group with a few others, theres a group to my right and one to the front.
Dream skip.
Me and this girl are talking about me sponsoring her for something. I tell her i don't use money much so its no big deal. I follow her to her group and she doesn't want me sitting their. So i walk back to my group and they don't want me sitting their either. Then i look to my left now and the group there has some friends. I sit their and am mad because noone wants me to sit in their group.