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Slept through the alarm this morning and had to rush when I finally did wake up, so my dream recall is nada.

Just didn't want to forget to write in my DJ for the sake of keeping it a habit. Better luck next time

I remember seeing some bike/scooter attachment hooked up to a machine gun of some sort....the I was suggesting that we should move it out of the middle of the road.

someone put sleeping medicine in my beer...but i knew it wasn't my beer, because I wasn't drinking in the first place.

Danielle Rodriguez was giving me a mission....whoever the heck she was.

I was watching my nephews play some MMORPG

I dreamed I was fishing on the beach in Mexico. (IWL we're going to this beach in 2 weeks). Something big takes my line and I start pulling it in. I see that it's a huge dark colored shark.

I manage to pull it up on the beach and as I walk down to get a closer look it opens its jaws and snaps at me. Then it turns itself inside out and a woman dressed as a sumo wrestler appears???

She begins speaking in a non human language and I make signs to her that I don't understand. Then she starts speaking in english.

She tells me she is a pearl diver from the islands, and she doesn't know how she got here. I untangle her from the fishing line and she slips back into the water and swims away.

I woke up here and really wanted to re-enter the dream and become lucid. I listened to the sound current and entered back into the dream. I was back at the beach and remembered the shark but but the girl. I was dreaming again but still not lucid.

I walked down to the water and looked for my wife and friends to tell them about the shark and lost the dream at this point.

My dream guide is the Goddess and She has appeared to me as a dolphin before so I believe I got to see Her shark nature this time.

I am going into the hallway of the house, leaving the wooden glass door to the hallway open, knowingly. Once I start opening the door to the outside, my cats and I think my bird also rush into the hallway, and Leeroy gets out. I panic a little, closing the door behind me and calling for Leeroy to come back. He's hyper and running around everywhere, disappearing into the bushes and coming back out of them. When I call him and hold out my arms, he comes running to me. I see that he's not going to run away forever, so I let him enjoy himself for now. He starts flying up to the tree branches (shape-shifted into a bird but he is still Leeroy the cat) he goes higher and higher and farther and farther in the trees, and I just follow him to make sure he's okay throughout. Then he flies back to me himself, and I take him back inside. I feel pity for Tiger, who didn't get to go outside. I think I ask mom or someone if I could take her out too, and I think she said no. Then the dream ends.

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I am with my family and Kate, at some tourist place. We are hanging out in the building we are staying at. This place is very similar to the place that I usually go to Joy's house in my dreams. I've noticed that whenever going to Joy's house in a dream, it is always the same gloomy, dead tree, muddy place with a big house. This is very different from her house in real life. I find it interesting though, as if my dream is just a parallel reality and her house is always the same but different from this reality in waking life. We find out about some haunted house, where you have to be at least 16 to enter. I say "Well if that's the age limit it must be really scary, I'm not going." I said this mainly to my brother and his girlfriend/fiancee, Kate. They laugh. We continue talking, but I am mostly quiet, listening to our conversation mostly and contributing when I have something to say.

Then we are at the haunted house. Somehow I forget that this is the haunted house until later, because it's not the typical haunted house. There is a girl who looks exactly like Cora but I don't question this who starts talking to us. The house is white, and empty. Sort of like the Nobody's castle from Kingdom Hearts 2. She is a psycho, and whenever someone says something that could possibly be taken the wrong way, she goes against them and threatens to kill them. I don't remember who she wanted to kill out of my family. For a short while, she wanted to kill me, pointing a knife at me, but then I got on her good side by taking things from her point of view and respecting her and loving her instead of fearing her. We became friends. She was still against the rest of my family, but then I told them that she just needs to be understood and befriended. We are taking up a lot of time. The next haunted house visitors come in and we are still there, so they continue to wait near the entrance. Later we find that there are also extremely scary machines that could actually kill someone, they were mostly drills. I watched the next visitors almost get killed, or get killed by one of those drills. Then we leave and I realize that that was the haunted house. I agree with myself that it was a very creative idea to make the main attraction of this haunted house be the psychotic girl, who later talks to me and turns out to be normal. I find out that this is one of the best haunted houses in the world.

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I am at future shop with Zitian. We don't know each other very well. I ask him a bunch of questions - do you play final fantasy games? He says he only has played FFIX. I say "Oh yeah, the one with the Zidane and those other people" he's like "yeah." I think about asking him about Disney movies since I know from stalking his Facebook that he loves them.
We continue to browse games at future shop. As we are about to start out, I remember that Sims 3 Pets is out, and get all excited and ask if we could go back and find it. He says sure. So we go and I'm all excited and hyper at this point, and he seems bored.
We continue talking about irrelevant things and other things, and I think at one point I ask him about those Disney movies, and he's like "Oh, yeah! I love Disney movies!" so we talk about that for a while but he still seems disinterested.
We get outside, and his mom drives in and they offer to drive me home. I get in the car, and realize they don't even know where I live. I ignore this fact and assume that they must know if they are not asking. His mom is pretty, and she talks to me. Zitian is quiet. Then his mom says "Thank-you!" in a reminding or mocking manner, and I remember to thank them for the drive. I feel a little bad and awkward now, but I remember to stay positive and energetic because that makes me feel good AND attracts people to me, so I do. I'm more excited and I start talking again to Zitian now. He's more excited now too, smiling when he talks. I say, "We should hang out more often!" "Yeah" And we both say around the same time: "Since we don't have classes together and never get to see each-other!" We laugh. Then I realize - Hey, now that I've befriended him, it shouldn't be a bad thing to talk to him on Facebook etc! Yay~! Then we get to my driveway, and I say thanks for the ride and say goodbye. I walk home happy, but also a little upset because I was probably boring Zitian most of the time, but then I realized - you know what? I probably was just focusing negatively and wasn't noticing how interested he really was in our conversation. The end of this dream could have been a prequel to the first and second dreams written above.

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I am outside of my house, in a completely different setting however. The dreams above were connected to each other, but this one was by itself. Anyway. I am outside of my house. The neighborhood is now placed beside a beach, my side of the neighborhood closest to the shore. I am walking out of the house, waiting for my slowpoke parents to get ready and go with me. Then they start walking. There are soooo many beautiful areas in the neighborhood now, none of which I had known before. I don't question this fact however. The grasses are covered with beautiful flowers, and the trees have the perfect location and shape to allow the perfect amount of sunlight to illuminate the flowered grass. There is a nice grass/flower bed near on the parking lot of my section of the neighborhood. I lie down and watch the cloudless sky. I feel the sun on my skin and everything is beautiful, so beautiful. I go back to my parents and suggest they lie down on the grass and watch the sky together. Mom says that's a nice idea but dad hates the idea, he's too lazy to lie down right now, he's headed somewhere blah blah blah. I ignore them. I run around, discovering new beautiful places of my neighborhood. There is a climbable tree that I go and manage to sit on, fairly high up. I view the meadow area next to me. There are flowers everywhere, and the warmth of the sun and trees is felt wholly. This was a very vivid dream. My parents are walking slowly, I think, so I have a lot of time to enjoy the area.
I walk down above my section of the neighborhood. I view the ocean from above, and all the nature to my left. The beauty was seriously so indescribable! It was sooo beautiful and vivid was the beauty everywhere! this is one of the only dreams I've had where I can actually feel the warm sun and see the sky and everything shining and sparkling and just soooo beautiful words cannot describe at all!
Then I walk back to the meadow around, down towards my parents. I lie down in the tall grass and flowers, and view the sky and few sunny clouds. I feel soo good. Then I sit up, hugging my legs to my chest. I cal to my mom, telling her how beautiful it all is! She agrees, but keeps walking. I think she then came and sat down next to me in the grass. I don't know where dad was at this point. I talk about everything beautiful. Then I feel something on the back on my thighs, something lights, brushing my skin. It crawls onto my hand and it is a large spider! My mom says it's a tarantula and she freaks out slightly. I try to brush it off, for a while it won't go and my mom is telling me to stop because it's a tarantula and it could hurt me, and then finally I have slapped it off of my hand.

I wake up, searching for any sign of a spider on my arm. I still feel the spider on me from the dream. I am not completely fearful because I assume it was just the dream, and not a body signal from real life. I notice that my heart was beating normally, and I like the fact that my body isn't affected by my dreams. Then I start imagining myself walking from my house in the same dream, running through the neighborhood, and when I arrive back to the climbable tree and view the meadow, I am back in the dream again. During the rest of the dream I think I just sit there enjoying everything, my parents aren't there and it is only me and my beautiful dreamscape.

I had five different dreams last night:

In my first dream, I'm in the military I think. I'm in a room with some other poeple (friends?) and we've been told to pack up all of our belongings because we're relocating. But I'm worried because I have a lot of equipment and we don't have much time. One of the guys asks me how much of the equipment is mine, so I show him about two or three speaker amps and some other stuff, then lead him into this room that has transparent walls. I show him some video game consoles of mine. There's an xBox 360, only it's been taken apart, customized then mounted on something that resembles the racks that computer servers are mounted on; only these racks are transparent as well. In the meantime, this man (the man in charge) keeps sticking his head in the doorway and announcing that "We're leaving."

My next dream is really weird, because I find myself inside the body of a female musician (along the lines of Joan Jett but it's not her). We're inside a big auditorium with a stage set up in the middle and we're about to give a concert. There is a crowd of people lined up outside waiting to get in. I walk up onstage, pick up a guitar and place the guitar sling over my shoulder. I'm thinking, "This sling is really comfortable" and look to see what brand it is. (I can't remember) Then I become nervous because I don't know how to play the guitar. I'm wondering since I'm inside someone else's body, will I have their abilities as well. I try playing a few notes on the guitar and to me they sound terrible! But everyone else seems to be pleased, which I find strange.

This next dream is one I 've had several times before, soit's familiar:
I'm walking around what looks like a large library. There are multiple floors and I'm lost. It alternates between a library and what looks like a college dorm. I think I'm trying to find my room.

In my next dream, I'm outside at night. It's like a scene from an old black and white horror movie: all the trees and grass are dead. I'm with some people I know: my sister-in-law, my daughter and my wife. There is a large fallen tree on the ground and we have to get past it to proceed. But there are wolves around and they are threatening us. I see a boy sitting on the ground that the wolves are going after, so I try to help him. But before I can reach him, the wolves drag him away. This scene repeats itself three times during this dream, which should have alerted me to the fact that I was dreaming but it didn't; I just went alonng with the dream. Anyway, I find some sticks/clubs/boards and hand them out to everyone so that we can attack the wolves and chase them off. We try to go one way but can't, so I start looking for a way through the tree, or up and over it. I can't find a way, but my wife walks forward and brushes away some leaves and branches to reveal a red brick floor. A hole opens up in the bricks and I see stairs leading down to a door leading to what looks like an old time outdoor shopping mall.

In my last dream, I'm riding around on a golf cart with my daughter. We're inside a hotel but it's set up with wide hallways, so it's easy to get around. I'm trying to find my way outside but keep taking wrong turns and having to turn around. This annoys my daughter because we have food and some glasses of water on a small tray in front of us and my driving makes one of the glasses fall over and spill water. I eventually find the door leading outside but when we get outside, it's raining hard and we have to stay under a small covered area to keep from getting wet.

I was outside on the deck at my dads house. My aunt and cousins were there too. Two of my brothers were in the pool. One of then was making fun of the youngest (no surprise). I went inside and into my room. I needed to present a project to the class that day, and therefore needed to dress up as something. For some reason I had to dress up as a male version of Hatsune Miku (probably because I was listening to vocaloid before bed). I didn't have a costume, so I tried making it. I had a green shirt and pants, but I needed gray and black also. I went back outside and asked my mom (who wasn't there before) if we had any felt. She said we did, and pointed to a basket on the table. I grabbed some and went inside again.

But at that moment I realized something was wrong. I did a nosplug RC and sure enough, I became lucid. I was really excited that my nearly month-long dry spell was over. But seconds later I was back in my bed. I did another RC, and I was still dreaming. I tried to sit up, but I couldn't. My head felt very heavy. I tried slowly lifting myself up, but it wasn't working out too well. I remembered another dream where I had this exact same problem, and decided to take it easy. I did another RC to make sure I knew I was dreaming, and lifted myself up. When I was fully upright, my vision became distorted, like when you cross your eyes. I did another RC... but now I wasn't dreaming.

In fact, I was awake. It all happened so fast. I must have woken up while I was trying to get up and didn't realize it.

dream 1 - MILD. I roll out from bed and try to find Katsuno thru the window. becomes blurry, wake up

dream 2 - MILD. roll out from bed, oh its the room from my home country! I open the veranda window and fly away. when I look on the car window I am wearing sunglasses and black tuxedo suit. I'm expecting to meet intelligent DC infront of me... but there is no feeling that the dream's gonna be epic. I do RC.

then a woman wearing black riding motorcycle comes to me. I hop on the back, and we ride across the road.... she is Trinity from Matrix.

here dream is kinda unstable...

I try to imagine GAMBLER place from Sitewalker's epic dream..... it surely has fancy lighting on the from door... but wake up

10/23/11
NON-LUCID, LUCID Explaining and Talking SEMI-LUCID
I was in this building, and a security guard asked me what I was doing here, and I told him a reason why and he said okay. I thought I was going to have to explain a bit more to him. I don’t know where I am, but I’m in this place where there are a lot of doors. I believe I was taken to a foreign country, but it didn’t feel any different.

We were doing random things, probably related to college work, but it was like a scavenger hunt type of a game. I meet random people, and I recall one girl saying some nonsense and laughing because she went the wrong way. We even had this contest on who would get the most books on random selves. There was a piece of paper that was electronic that had a green bar fill up with a certain percentage depending on how many books were contained in the selves.

I managed to reach the minimum amount and started bragging “Oh what now, what now!!?” Then I open this door and close it and see 3 people. One was my mother wearing a light green shirt, and on the right of her was lady with just the back of her body shown to me. And on the left my mother was this lawyer who was African-American who was fairly huge in size. I think he was wearing a suit, a dark blue suit and tie.



It looked as if he halted his conversation he had with my mother and the lady, and probably just wanted to wait until I got out. I think he was even smiling, like he was going to say something about why I was here, but he just kept quiet. I exit the room from the same door I came in. I can’t recall when I entered the same door again, but when I did, my mother and the lady appeared again, and my mother said “Hi” with a smile. The same lawyer was there who halted his conversation, but I don’t think he was saying anything to the two people because they weren’t even facing his direction.

I leave the room again, but from a different door. I see the same security guard, but he didn’t worry to approach me again. I go down the stairs, and the stairs were wide and I hear a voice that was on an intercom that talked about how students went on some trip to Europe, and I just went on that trip.

Then I had this dream where me and a few girls (2-3) of them were looking for something. The area was pretty high, and it had a Prince of Persia feel to it.



It had the fancy see-through curtains and doors that opened up and down. I was just following these girls; I believe we were in some competition. It felt like playing a video game. I met this black girl that looked familiar, I believe we met in middle school, but I didn’t bother to pay attention to her too much. My mind still wasn’t aware. We were on this train track and were racing with vehicles, and we had to avoid these small black mines with silver spikes on them.




But we went pass them and they didn’t explode.

Then we reached the end of the track and it was me vs. the same black girl. I think we had to fight with weapons and armor, but it was very soft armor (kind of like fighting with a nerf bat lol).





I can’t remember much after that, so I woke up and decided to do a WBTB since I woke up probably a few minutes early before my alarm rang. I drink a glass of apple juice, and then ate a Rice Krispies bar. I started to sleep, but then I realized I should turn the alarm on my PC that was set for 4 something AM off and just sleep since I had another alarm clock that woke me up for 5:30 AM. I checked the timer on my PC and saw it was set for 2:45 AM, and thought I set it for 3:45 AM, but I was probably just being too observant and realized I started to sleep around 9 something PM. There was an hour left on the countdown before the alarm rang, which confused me, but I didn’t bother dealing with that.

I go to sleep, felt some heaviness on my nose and body, and I was counting down from 99 taking deep breathes and exhaling. I reached to 0 and started to count again, and that’s when I believe I started feeling some heaviness on certain parts of my body. Then the feeling eventually went away.

Then I woke up, but it was a false awakening, I wasn’t sure at the time. So I check my alarm clock. The time was 6:00 AM. But I knew I set the alarm for 5:30 AM, so I had to hear it before (trust me the alarm rings pretty loud, and I would’ve had to made an effort to reach my arm to stop).


I do a reality check my pinching my nose, and I could breathe in and out. I did it several times to make sure I wasn’t breathing before I pinched my nose. I remained calm and tried to stabilize my dream by rubbing my hand. There was some light near the door to get out of my apartment, which was weird because I turned off all my lights before I slept, which helped proved I was dreaming.

As I opened the door, I was still skeptical though, I was in my underwear, which I was in before I slept as well. This dream was really vivid, probably because it was close to morning in waking life. I didn’t want to barge out in my underwear and make people think I was crazy.

So I decided to open it slightly to observe the environment outside. The clouds were dark and gray, kind of ominous. The trees where fairly tall with bright green leaves, but I didn’t pay attention to it that much. It was windy, almost as if a storm was about to manifest.



Then I was sure I was dreaming. There was this large area with buildings with brown a brick-layered composition. I get out of my house and ran towards the school, but I believe it was a part of the university I go to (Texas A&M University). I think it was the Heldenfels building where I had my Chemistry and Biology lectures and labs.





I’m inside the building; it still had that mildly dark setting outside with the dark clouds. I see all these students get out, and I believed I did another RC to not become to indulged with the dream.

After a while, I looked at more DCs that were manifested, and I thought to myself “I should meet my Dream Guide.” I remain calm, and headed for the restrooms. I see the men’s restroom, but I knew that if I wanted to meet my Dream Guide, I should head for the Women’s restroom I always had females that tried to reach out to me in my dreams, that's why.




I go in the women’s restroom, and I crouch down to see if there people in the bathroom. I just saw one pair of legs and decided to towards it.




And guess what? It’s a blonde girl. Most of my dreams involved me meeting a blonde figure or hearing the voice of a blond I knew in waking life.



She was doing her business, but the way she did it was weird. She had to stand and bend down on the urinal and was facing me instead of having her back turned (I was probably confused because I thought of the women’s restrooms in anime where the urinal was on the floor and they had to bend down).

Spoiler for Pic for the position she was in (No private parts showing but may be disturbing to some people XD):

Then I had this temptation to just look at her urinating. I didn’t want to get too into it, so I just told her to stop. I think I fingered her to make her stop urinating (wait what?!?! LOL)

I grabbed her, and the bathroom urinals were split apart of course, they had white borders on the side. I held her and leaned her against the wall on one of the borders. I looked into her eyes, and asked, “Are you my Dream Guide?”

She smiled and said “Yesss .” (Her face changed a little bit, I don’t know, it just felt weird). She had her arms wrapped around my neck, not choking, just as if she was trying to hug me and seduce me.



I think she said her name was Rebecca, it took me a few seconds to process that, but it was Rebecca. I wanted to make sure that this wasn’t a DC trying to be a wannabe DG.

So I replied, “How?” She replied, “Do you want me to show you how? I can go into your mind…” She started to bend her neck a little bit, her whole body was on me, and she was holding on to me by hugging around my neck. I didn’t panic or anything. She slowly brings her head from bending her neck and her eyes are different. They started to get big.

I paused her and said, “What? Wait, what hold on hold on!” I look around the restroom to get some clarity, but she probably wanted me to just focus on her face. I saw some other girl come into the restroom, but she didn’t scream seeing me in the restroom, but she left like she was afraid.

I tried to talk to her more and more, I wasn’t excited or anything, I was calm. She said that she would get into my mind. Then after that, everything turns pitch-black.

Out of all of the DCs I met in that dream, she stood out the most, she didn’t panic that I was in the Women’s Restroom, and she didn’t just sit there looking lifeless like my other DCs. She was as aware as I was, but her face was altered when I got close to her, but I just couldn’t get a good mental image on the change.

I woke up, but my eyes weren’t open, so I decided to do a DEILD. But I just had a sudden burst of energy and felt alive. I wasn't groggy or anything, I spend a few minutes thought remaining still, but I decided that I was too awake to try doing another WILD since I opened my eyes after attempting the DEILD.


Oh and she said her name was Rebecca.

Hello Sorry for the pathetic title, I couldn't think of anything better.
Well this epically long dream started off with me walking down a really cute perfect street, with perfect height hedges, not a cloud in the sky and all the rest of it. I was with a girl and a boy, and I was wearing clothes that would pass off as my nan's. She wears normal clothes, really, just normally I wear overly white long puffy stuff. Well anyway, as I was walking down the street, a 'guess what happens next!' type voice asked me, 'Do you think you appear to the people in the next drive as violent, tall or selfish?' To be honest, I've never really considered myself any of those things. I decided that if they were small, I would go with tall, but I hadn't turned the driveway yet.
I turned into the driveway, to see a young boy playing football with his dad. They ran straight to the gate when they saw me, so I let them past, and they watched me the whole time. I was quite scared but I decided it was just because of the 'test' that had just taken place.
I knocked on the door to say sorry to whoever lived there. When the door opened, there was a man who was on the phone. I didn't listen in to his conversation, but I did turn to my friends and do a shh thing. We waited for a while. When he came off the phone, I was about to apologise for being on his drive, but before I had a chance to he told me to come in, in a really cheery voice. We all went through his house, into his back garden, where there was a party.
I saw nan, and we left, leaving my friends and lots of other people that I don't know at the party. We got a bus home, and on the bus, I told nan a really emotional story, which almost made her cry...
We got to her house, and my brother was riding his scooter around. There was a lot of dogs around, all trying to let another dog off of his lead. (I don't like dogs ) I walked through them all, and let the dog who was tied to nan's front door free. They all ran off up the street, and my nan gave me a hug. That's about as much as I can remember. I'm really proud of that!!!!!!!

I had a dream where I was nothing like me. I was dressed in a posh dress and I had a Brother and a sister. We built a refrigerator, it was fun! We lived where we live now, and I had to get into the car with my brother and my dad, and my sister had to go with mum into her car. We were in the car, and I got bored, but it didn't last for very long. When we got out, we were at a party. (I hate parties where your parents are talking to people you don't know and you don't know whose party it is, and worst of all you feel like you shouldn't be there. More so when you're the only person under eighteen.) Because we didn't like it, we decided to go outside, at least until dad noticed we were gone. We started to build a fort out of cardboard that we found... And then dad came out, and told us we had to come in. It was a wedding party, and the couple were cutting the cake. I didn't recognise them. At least, at the end of the dream, I was able to eat some cake!

[B]I am going to start using Ev's app.[/B]

I have allways been trying to find a frequent way to lucid dream and the Lucidology worked sort of, but not frequent enough.
So I am going to try Ev's apps and see where that leads me, so I won't record my dreams here anymore, because I am going to try to become aware of the dreams without using the memory, mantras or techniques.
Instead I will sync my biological clock to the sun and naturally become more aware and hopefully lucid.
I will maybe write down the succesful attempts here.

I was in Madden NFL 09, as usual I was the Giants and I was Buress if I remember correctly. My friend was there and he said there was a weird thing in a house.

I looked overand saw a old house, it was grey and broken, like that film Monster House. There was someone inside but I can't remember what they looked like.

In this dream, I was getting on the bus home from school. The bus stops at lots of stops, but it didn't stop at mine as it normally would. The next stop was so far from our house, so I decided to stay on it with my friend Shannon, who gets the last stop. After she got off, it started to get dark, so I went to the front of the bus, and the bus driver said, 'I hope you have been doing your english homework.' For some reason that didn't confuse me, it just reminded me I had homework to do. So he dropped me off at the school so that I could finish off my homework, and when I left the school, I went into the school field. There was a swing there, the grass was paler than normally it would be, and the sky was in that pinky-blue stage of the evening. One of my other friends arrived in the park with me, and said that I really should be heading home now. I told her that she was younger than me, and that she should also be at home, to which she replied, 'I'm going home. I just stopped here to tell you that you have to go home.' I got confused , and that ended the dream.

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning! Took some new supplements for the first time last night and this morning. Worked like a charm, perhaps a bit too good. Mental overload. Anyways I got my lucid, I haven't had any tasks in particular in mind lately but I still had a good time. My second LD in which I had sex and didn't wake up.

23.45: Sleep

06.30: Are you 18? MILD
I'm watching a girl of twelve or so bike around on a busy street. She crosses the road and is amazingly not hit by any cars. A man with some kind of flying robot by his side is chasing her. I follow the girl into a hotel. I go into first person perspective and I'm the one who's being chased. I run towards the elevators and enter one of them. A man with a baby cart goes in after me and prevents the doors from closing. I push all the buttons and hope for the door to close. The man who's chasing me appears and tries to grab me over the cart but fails. He walks out of sight and I figure he's going up the stairs.

The doors close and I press the "3" button. Aswell as all the rest to confuse the man if he checks. I get out and look around. 'Gotta find a place to hide!' I only see apartment doors and realise I have no time to waste. I enter an apartment as quietly as possible and close the door. There are two closed doors infront of me, one to my right and one infront of me. I enter the one to my right and take a peek. I see two adults sleeping in a bed. "Who's there?" a woman asks. I close the door and run out of the apartment as fast as I can.

'Perhaps the next floor will be empty.' I run up the stairs and enter the first door to my left. It has the exact same layout. Once again I enter the room to my right and once again it's a bedroom. A little girl is sleeping on the bed. I figure she won't notice me if I get under the bed and lie there until the man chasing me cools off.

The dream skips. I wake up in a bed. 'Where the hell am I?' I can hear someone moving next to me. 'Oh fuck, I fell asleep next to the girl!' I start whispering to the girl, explaining what's going on.

"Also, I think I'm dreaming." I say. "I've been going in and out of lucidity all morning." "What's lucidity?" she asks me. "It's when you are lucid in a dream, you know you're dreaming." She giggles and moves closer to me. She doesn't look like a small girl, more like a teenager. "In that case" she says and gets ontop of me. "Wow, wait a second, how old are you?" I ask her shocked. "Old enough" she says with a smile. "Are you eighteen?" She shakes her head. "Are you eighteen?" I ask again. Once again a headshake.

'Hold on, that's Monica!' "Are you eighteen?" She nods and I'm good to go. I enter her and come in just a few seconds. I focus on things around me to keep me in the dream and it works. I've left a mess though and I grab some paper to clean myself up. "Are you coming with me downstairs?" I ask her. "Nah" she says. I finish cleaning myself up, but realise I didn't have to. I exit the apartment butt naked, whistling. I head down the stairs, feeling the smooth, wooden, curved handles going on both sides. "I COME FROM A LAND DOWN UNDER!" I sing loudly.

I count my fingers loudly. "One, two, three, four, five, all there!" I reach the lobby which is empty. I feel like breaking some stuff. "AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHH!" I yell as loud as I can, focusing on breaking some windows. After a few seconds they all shatter. 'Cool!' I walk to the right into the dining hall. There's a big bar in there and I spot two waiters. A large bottle of coke is on the bar and I try to break it with my mind. It starts bubbling like crazy but I can't break it.

The barman appears. 'Perhaps I should kill him... No, that would suck.' He tells me something which I don't quite get. 'Uh oh, dream starts to fade.' I turn around and see a whole table full of breakfast. I grab some bread and shove it in my mouth. Next up is some hard cheese and after that some egg shells. I chew franticly as I regain some clarity to the dream. I grab a bun aswell and eat it all up. The dream remains stable a few seconds until it starts to fade again.

06.30: WBTB 15 minutes

09.30: Dreams and frags
*A girl seems to like me and follows me around. The dream skips and I'm at my old house where I grew up. I walk to the back and see atleast ten reindeer in the woods. They come up to me and my mom and starts licking my face. "Check if they have any diseases" I tell my mom who does so. A bunch of people show up and we all sit down in a circle. A kid with ADHD interrupts us and we yell at him. My youngest brother, Morgan, is sitting next to me. I can see he's got tattoo's all over his body.

*I'm cooking food for our group in two pans. There's onions, carrots and some red paste. "We need to buy more onions and stuff" I tell my brother. I leave the pans for a second to check the freezer. It's filled with blueberry pies. A vampire has a crush on me. "That damn vampire woman, I might have to fuck her to get rid of her" I tell my brother. I get back to the cooking and there's barely anything left. I mix them two and pour some taco spice mix into it all.

*My aunt Helen is getting married and she has trouble deciding what her last name should be. I give her some advice about mixing her current one with her husband's. She wants to use her dead brother's name. "Dead brother? He isn't dead?" I ask her confused. She tells me a story about how my uncle Tony died, when they were younger. Apparently he fell into the lake and hit his head on a rock.

*I'm with Martin and my cousin Linus. We're at some exhibition, there are dinosaur skeletons on shelves and I check them out. I know they're fake, but my brother thinks I think they are the real deal. He decides to mess with me and makes the shelf sway.

*I'm with a group of people and we're playing some kind of game. The goal is to go through a house that's like a maze. In one room with a bookshelf in it, I get separated from the rest as I head into the next one. It's got an oven in it and I realise you have to crawl through the oven to get to the next room. It's hot though. I try to cool it down with a sponge and cold water but it's not getting much colder. My cousin Therese shows up. "We have to restart" she tells me. "Damnit, okay then" I say. To restart it all, you have to die. I hold up a paper version of me. She cuts it with a big knife. I open my mouth and let her insert the knife there. I can feel it going in at the back of my throat but it doesn't hurt. It's extremely uncomfortable though. She shoves it in hard and it feels weird when it hits the bone. I slowly black out.

09.30: Wake up

Amount of sleep: 10 hours

Supplements: 200 mg B6, 100 mg 5-HTP. WBTB: 1 x Lucid Dreamer, 100 mg L-Theanine.

That's it! The L-Theanine didn't really work. I still had trouble going back to sleep. Oh well, the rest did what it should.

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

Type of dream:Nonlucid

I am in some sort of anime like world.I'm an android robot,part of some kind of goverment group.I looked something like this


I was assigned to kill some kind of man who was against us.They set it up so i could meet him at a resturaunt.When I walked in,he was at a table,waiting for me.I took a seat across from him.I forgot what we talked about,all I remember was the end.Something was going wrong,my eyesight was getting messed up.Then he asked me
"What's wrong?"
"Oh,it's nothing,I think im getting a little headache."
"You're lying."his voice suddenly got stern.It surprised me.
"I know what you are.I know that you're here to kill me.Its a shame,really,what they are doing to you."I looked at him,even though I couldnt see him well with my deteriorating eyesight.He looked like he pitied me.I immediately got angry.I was an android,the elite in my class.No one pities me.I grabbed my gun,and pointed it to him.
"Die."I tried to pull the trigger,but my body was malfunctioning,I couldnt move my fingers.What was wrong with me?This has never happened before.What the hell was he talking about?
The man sounded sad.By this point I was going blind.I tried to get up and run,but I stumbled,then fell.My legs couldnt move.
"What the hell is happening to me?"
"They are desynchronizing you.You're going to die."I was bewildered.
"What?No,you're lying"
"Then why are you slowly breaking?Its not a malfunction,your one of their elites."
lapse in memory
Somehow my body became back to normal.I saw the man holding out his hand to me.It was apparent that he was the one who restored me.
"So what do you say?Would you join the resistance?Keep in mind if you take my hand,you are becoming an outlaw.You will be killing your own kind as well.So,what will it be?"
I smirked,grabbing his hand.
"Lets kill those bastards."

Notes:This was an abnormal dream.Normally,I dont have these kinds of dream.Too bad it wasnt a lucid though.