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just a quicky-managed to breaka vivid nightmare where my house had been taken over by a gang who were using it as a base. just before i tried to go for help, i thought hmmm what if even this could be another dream? i didnt believe it was at all though as i was sat in front of the computer as real as i am now. the lucid moment didnt lead to a lucid dream this time though, just woke me up which was a good enough relief anyway.

i also got very close to some good wilds. funny thing was i didnt care about staying still at all. just rolling around and breathing deeply getting closer and closer to sleep while just observing what was going on quite passively

I have been getting interrupted sleep the past several nights. I casually decided I could use this to enter REM instantly upon closing my eyes. I did this once recently while stressed out (Night Hike on a Freeway). This might be the first dream I ever remembered in which I was aware of being asleep prior to the dreaming beginning.

I saw an image emerging from the blackness. It looked almost like a small flower shaped hole in the dark. I could see a well light sepia tone scene emerging on the other side of it. -I became so excited at viewing a dream form from blackness that I woke up.

I laid still. I was determined to re-enter the dream. I have never re-entered a dream to my recollection. This may not have been the same dream, but the vibe was similar.

I was in the blackness, awake. A fully detailed dream location appeared. I was standing in the middle of the street looking at an old friends house I walk past on a regular basis. I lost lucidity for a moment. Then, as I watched, all these animals started to emerge from around the property. Raccoon's, cats, and then an adorable looking squirrel came hopping in my general direction. "This is a dream!" I said as soon as I saw it. (This moment is almost identical to: Super Lucid Blackbird Flying) I was thrilled. I turned around to take in the whole scene.

When I looked to my left, there charging happily towards me were four large shaggy dogs: Black, White, Burgundy, and Golden. I was so shocked by the closeness - I instantly woke up. (*)

Again I was laying in bed. I didn't move a muscle. This was not a feat of willpower, I was super tired. But internally determined to keep the dreams rolling.

I was in the blackness awake again. I saw a distorted face emerging a few inches in front of me. All at once, a mirror appeared and I was looking into it at close range. This sounds scary, but I was lucid. I started making various expression in the mirror. I looked more handsome than in real life. My skin was perfect and my flaws were gone.

(*PRECOGNITIVE*) When I woke up, I needed to pass that same house. I was planning to make it a good "reality check point." As I arrived I smiled. Looked at the house, then, I looked across the street. -My jaw dropped. Right there, about 25-35-ft ahead of where I saw them: Three medium sized dogs, black, white, golden - being walked by a 30-something woman wearing a hat.

The burgundy colored dog was missing. The real dogs were medium sized not large. I don't recall ever seeing this group of dogs before, although it's possible. I usually do pay attention to the friendly animals I cross paths with in my neighborhood.

In my first dream journal there was a tiny percentage of dreams that weren't quite precognitive, more like educated guesses Dream: 037 & Dream: 067. This 4-dogs dream is the first dream I'm aware of featuring:

1) So many different dogs together I don't know.
2) About 75% accurate and did occur asap almost at the exact location as in the dream.

I learned over the years that dreams produce: abstractions of people, mind tricks, fake conversations, illusions, distortions, false memories, etc. I never gave precognitive dreams much serious thought.


Supplements (before bed): 500mg of B5, and 200mg B6. First time trying this combination. I usually take one or the other. Generally, I've found these vitamins help with recall, but cause more shallow dreaming. This dream is consistent in general with past experiences without taking supplements.

I laid down after a bath some time after midnight and I woke (grudgingly) at 2:25AM. I slept at a bad angle with the lights on.

They were all horrible, horrible dreams.
Rabbits was the main theme as was delinquent behavior from my children.

I was living in a large house. I decided to reclaim one part of it for myself because the kids had thoroughly destroyed it and they had too much access to come and go as they pleased. The area was almost square shaped, but divided into 4 sections. At the bottom of the square was one bedroom. My 15 yo daughter was hanging out with a much older guy (19-22 or so). Every time I tried asking questions, he acted grossed out, as if I was hitting on him. That bottom room was my daughters.
Above it, to the left, was a door to the outside and a stairway to the attic. To the right was another room, though small. At the top of the square was another bedroom- unclaimed and used as storage for the most part.

The dream began as drama from my daughter. She wanted me (expected me) to drive her here and there, but I told her she HAD to get back to the shelter NOW or else she'd get into even more trouble. It dragged out for awhile, as I was trying to clean messes and piece together broken furniture and torn papers.
Then I go back to the room that was actually mine and looked like mine IRL. At some point, I acquired 4 or so rabbits. I kept yelling at my kids and scurrying after them to close all the doors and windows so the cats and dogs wouldn't eat the rabbits. I was late a couple of times. A larger bunny laid in halves at the entrance to the door. The cats started the job but the dogs were trying to finish it off. The rabbit was reddish colored with the sweetest disposition. There was nothing we could do for it, so my oldest son carried it outside so the animals could finish their meal and the rabbit wouldn't have died in vain.
But when I got back to the room, Brooklynn (dog) had a teensy bunny in her mouth. I wrestled with her and eventually pried her jaws open, but not before I heard a very loud crunch as the babies skull was penetrated.

At that point, I left. I laid the baby with its family and started changing rooms again. My oldest son said he thought the bunny would be okay, but it sat up at one time and blood gushed everywhere.
I was enraged and very sad.
I grab the rabbits container and carry it to the new room. 15 year old daughters guy friend had to make a phone call. There was a devise on the wall- like a network box for computer cables with a little plastic applicator that looked like large tweezers, which he was using to place the call.
While he did that, I transfered the rabbits into 2 larger containers, but later realized the containers were full of water. I dumped them and the rabbits poured out. I quickly tried to gather them, but the littlest one (with her head chewed) was absolutely nowhere to be found. I focused on the others. They then resembled stick figured dolls with absurdly long feet and legs which could twist around each other.
I did infant CPR on a couple of them then put them up to my ear to listen for breath sounds. They were going to live.
The cats and dogs kept breaching the perimeter and I was majorly stressed, trying to figure out how to keep them out. One of the main doors was broken, so I tried coming up with a way to jamb it shut.
I became increasingly enraged as I took in the extent of the damage. Many things were broken beyond recognition and almost all of it was my stuff- useful items as well as keepsakes from my past (not IRL though)

I was griping about everything my kids were doing, I hated the other animals and eventually, I woke up in pain over my neck.

Two other dreams occurred alongside the above. In one, people were getting in trouble for stealing electricity. They'd be in power wheelchairs or other electric-powered vehicle. They'd approach people and ask for just a little electricity to help them get home. But it was some sort of scam and the government was getting hard on the thieves. I thought the law was silly because so long as I paid for the power, what did it matter where the power went.

In the other side dream, someone was murdered in the large house and I was tracking the killer down. I found a mattress and when I moved it, it fell apart from underneath. One of my kids had started a fire and used the mattress to drown the fire.


That's all I can remember at this point. Some aspects were triggered by movies I watched throughout the day as well as an annoying phone call I received from my 15 yo daughter while shopping earlier this evening.

First dream started somewhere + it was lucid, its really fragmented and i mostly remember only the second.

Second dream was FA where i failed to notice that it was FA and while i thought that it would be so fun if this was a dream still no LD occured.
Somewhere later in that dream there was this bus driver that turned around before i was supposed to jump of the bus and threw everyone out.
I had seen one of my old friends in the bus but i wasn´t able to talk to her coz i had heated conversation with the bus driver.
There was also some dreams around some kind of summer camp and i had some kind of secret porn collection that i successfully hid from everyone around me.

March 15, 2011

(Real Life)
The past two months have been maybe the strangest two months in my life. I left a dead end job, my friends who were working there, my parents, and moved out with my sister. We moved during an ice storm, and were stuck on a iced road for so many hours my stomach was sore for days from the hunger cramps (no seriously I was in physical pain for a week from being hungry for four hours). I had no job, still job hunting, but I was happy because I felt there was nothing left for me in that old city, it was time to leave. And I still stand by my decision.

For the month of February, I didn't remember many dreams. But what dreams I did remember are hard to forget.

First there was that dream, on the eve of moving out, where my friends house - which also happened to be my childhood home - was swallowed by burning black oil, pouring out of the earth like lava. All it was all over the news, the house that sank in black oil.

And no, in real life my friend doesn't literally live in my childhood home.

For the next two weeks I kept dreaming I was still working at that old job. In one of those dreams, me and old crew decided to skip work and have a party in the back room instead!! I follow them happily to the back room. It becomes a long hallway twisting and turning. I follow behind them happily laughing because were gonna party instead of work.

The hallway becomes my bedroom. And suddenly I realize I'm dreaming. I'm even happier now, I can really party with my old friends. I grab my friend's shoulder to tell her something, and suddenly she falls to the floor and becomes a lifeless doll. I look around me, and I'm alone in my bedroom. All my friends are gone and in their place were lifeless inanimate objects.

I know this. It's happened before.

They're the part of me that will never forget them, and it re-emerges with me when I become lucid.

http://www.dreamviews.com/blogs/juro...rget-you-1876/



About a month later I have a really memorable dream. But I didn't understand what it really meant. Not yet.

I saw dream friends inside of a tall building. They were standing by the window and I was looking up from the courtyard. They found it! I don't know what it is, but they found it and its important! Suddenly the bad guy snatches them and it away.

I have to retrieve it! I quickly go into rescue mode, but I decide to be sneaky rather than obvious. I was like a spy with the powers of invisibility. Only now I'm not just looking for it, I'm looking for my friends that the bad guy locked away. I searched through the entire building, I can't find anything! The bad guy is onto me and now he's realized I'm using invisibility.

I try to trick him into thinking I've found my friends, only so I can follow him as he runs to their cell. But it didn't work. He was one step ahead of me and instead led me to a trap. The whole building goes into lock down, and now they've got missiles outside if I try to escape. But I did escape, and slid my way over icy roads back home - a hole in the floor literally. I left defeated and crawled back into my bed where I woke up.

I was confused by the dream because I never found out what it was.

Only about two days later, does the dream theme repeat. Only this time there is no it. Just me trying to find my friends who had been locked away.

To have two similar dreams like that in the same week, that doesn't happen often to me.

I think I finally understand why I've been so bummed out this past month. Today when I close my eyes, I can see their faces. In the dream when they disappeared they weren't just in my bedroom, they were in my closet. I guess I did lock them away.

I miss you

I remember starting out in a house and my dad and his girlfriend decide to go on a trip. The dream scene changes into a space theme where I am in a space ship just flying around. Their was this huge spaceship that was just floating around. Everything after that just kinda gets foggy

I don't know why, but near the end of the dream I remember the scene changing into a Law and Order SVU show where two detectives are investigating a rape and murder in some town. They look at the television and see the suspect smiling with blood on his face and also with red eyes. It was weird because the TV screen started flickering red and showed random people each smiling looking creepier than the last. Another strange thing, was that they were standing in front of a wheat field in the middle of the day.

This was pretty much all I remember. :/

I was driving my care down a dark street and felt a bump and heard a scream behind me. I had hit and killed a man. People crowded around looking at him and back at me. At first I was horrified.. And I asked everyone around, is this a dream? ... Am I dreaming? Everyone answered with a no, or didn't answer. But I figured out I was dreaming, hopped back in my car and drove away, woke up shortly after.

On the street I grew up on, I am riding my bike down the steep hill (where I once flipped my bike so hard I still have visible scars). There is a guy who is also riding his bike with me. I call him "GB" even though that's not who it is. He says "Sometimes you just have to let go!!" and he rides his bike past me. I get to the bottom of the hill and there is something that looks like a giant Connect Four board.. it is flipping and turning and I can predict what will happen next.

...

I'm in my kitchen and I'm making orange juice (?) in a giant tin can. My mom is there, holding a pitcher of orange juice, and its really frothy on top. She asks what the foamy part is, and I saw "It's Orangina". I turn back to my tin can and she asks again what it's called. I get frustrated and say "I just told you! It's called Orangina." Whaatt...??

I've been having bad recall lately.

Last night I dreamt people were getting Godstones in Aion by essencetapping.

My children tick me the hell off so flipping bad. 'A woman I babysit for just offered to let me move in' (says my 14 yo daughter) 'Just think about it. At least then I'd go to school.'
WTF?! Here or there, what the hell makes the difference. She needs to get her ass to school either way.

Anyhow... I slept from 5:30-7 and my anger was very apparent in my dreams. I woke up (was probably SP) because I had a STRONG demonic presence that was very oppressive in its strength and persistence. The dream was the same old lame one, but with an angry twist. I was trying to find all these goods to market but stuff kept getting in the way. I was the young boy again in the dream.
I wish I could recall more, but hubby woke me up by ringing my computer. I picked up my allowance then drove to Goodwill half asleep. The dream quickly faded from mind.

I'm on this street when I notice that it is laid out similar to my old homes street (Which I haven't been to for about 7 years). I walk up and down and I try to pick out the details that remind me of the street.
I'm at the top of the street and I notice a hill/driveway at the end of the street going up, my old street also had a hill in the same place. I then looked to the left and notice this large yellow house that reminded me of something out of video game I used to play.
I then either noticed a person on a balcony or just wanted to see what was there, either way I took out this rifle with a scope on it and looked at the balcony and saw this Zombie person, I shot the zombie in the head and it hit but it didn't kill him/her. It then turned around and started waling back into the house.

Right when it turned around, I started running down the street thinking it was going to come after me.
I continue running when I notice this street.
All the houses on this street looked exactly the same and all of them had black mercedes benzes (Spelling fail?) in the driveway. I walk up the street when I see an even larger house with a mercedes. I enter the house to find my brother on this couch listening to music, I'm not sure if he was awake or not. I go up stairs and look around, I then turn round and notice this man, he walks towards me and I figure he is the man who owns all these houses.
He then says something along the lines of "It's really loud, can you please leave with your brother", I quickly accept and go down stairs. I wake up my brother and tell him we need to go now, as the man who owns the house(s) wants us to.

Me and my brother leave, when we get outside though I pick up the brick or something like that and am about to throw it at one of the houses. The man says something (I forget what t was) but I think it was something like "Don't do that", I say "Yea why not, is this property is legally yours?" (I thought he just took it because they were vacant).
He says something like "The people gave me their houses", I reply saying "Ohh yea, was it a legal transaction? "
Dream jumps or I forget what happens in between.
(Same dream)
I'm now in a cheap inflatible boat with I believe my family, I know one of my brothers is with me (the one I left the house with) but there are others in the boat.
As we go along this river we encounter this bridge over the river, I then hear something about "Don't fall there are sharks here" I look forward and see this massive shark with it's head out of the water, it's tilted to the right, It appears to be attacking something. Suddenly I start sinking into the river as the inflatible boat gives way. I try to get back on and I do but the boat is now under some water.

Dream ends or I forget what happens.



I'm near the bottom of my street, on the left side. I'm in this chair, I'm headed to my street, when I take a right turn to get onto my street a car passes me and goes up the street quite fast. Suddenly I pick up speed and I can feel my body being pulled (Similar to the feeling you get on a rollarcoaster taking hard turns or going down a drop). I speed past the car on it's left, then cross in front of him to the right, I'm going extremely fast, i then notice a parked car, and just as I am about to hit it, I wake up.