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April 5, 2011

DREAMING SEMI-LUCID

So I was in some house in a big bathroom, and my brother was there messing with the soaps. Then I just randomly decide that I want a girl there with me, so I closed my eyes and really tried hard to imagine a girl there with me. Next thing I know, my girlfriend whispers in my ear and then I open my eyes and she is just looking at me. I wanted to kiss her but she refused. She told me that it wasn't safe where we were. Then I tried telling her that it was okay because it was just my dream. She didn't believe me and then walked out of the door.

I debated whether I should post it or not, but I decided I had nothing to lose.

I lost most of what I remembered since I don't really have time for a DJ too often in the morning. All I remember now is a small fragment of me walking through what appears to be a map in a video game I used to play. I stopped to ask my self these exact words, "Wait, am I dreaming?" After this, I felt my heart jump a little and I woke up.

That's all I remember of it, and while I am a bit sad I didn't to actually go lucid, it does give me some hope.

So I was playing this computer game, Fly Like A Bird (it's a real game), and there was an update. The usual birds you can play as are eagles, crows, pigeons, seagulls, and starlings. They had added three new birds: the Regular Old Seagull, the Regular Old Pigeon, and the demon. I decided to play as the Regular Old Pigeon. It was a pigeon, but it was brown. Then a thing popped up that said they had added wolves to the game that you could fight, and there were 10 baby wolves you had to find (???). It was odd.

I crashed early yesterday because I was almost out of smokes and I am out of food until later tonight. I went to sleep at around 2AM, woke briefly at 6 then again at 6:30 to drive my daughter to the bus stop (pouring rain). Then I crashed again from 7:30AM-1PM. I saw my pdoc at 2, was home by 3 now I'm about to watch Hulu.

The only thing I recall from my dreams is confusing. I was walking down some back roads, trying to find a place. 2 signs were missing letters, so I read "G_N_P__K". Eventually, I figured out it was supposed to be "GunPark".
I asked a female cop for directions. We spoke and she was formerly in the Navy. She was very cool and aloof. I said I had to go to an awards ceremony for my brother-in-law. She said she was handing out any awards. I said: "Oh yeah, I forgot you were Navy." But that was her way of inviting herself to dinner
My brain must have figured out I didn't have a brother-in-law (husbands brother), so the ceremony became something for my brother. The cop ended up turning into one of my 18 yo sons on-line friends, Toni and the ceremony became dinner with my family. My mom and dad were bickering. Toni was 19 years old and a high school dropout. My 18 yo son was 17 and in love with her. My mom was very rude to Toni, saying she needed to go back to school and why is she interested in my son. My dad yelled at my mom, saying she didn't have any say in the matter and to leave it alone.

>>>I watched a Creature Feature before going to sleep that featured some Navy men as bad guys.
IRL, my 18 yo is the school dropout and Toni is doing wonderfully with her life.

That's it.

Was at a local chucky cheese with Kara. She wanted to know what prizes there were for her birthday. The guy at the counter said she was beautiful and handed her a pile if bones and sleeping pills. One of the pills was pure THC and I drank some. It got me super high and I was saying funny stuff. We were back home and I was trying to find a chair to sleep in. We eventually went to bed and Kara was asking where her pillow was. I found it for her and we went to bed. Dreamt inside the dream on walking around a garden trying to kill a spider. It was on my shoulder. It fell off and I killed it. It had wings and I thought that was off.

Talking with a guy about doing a group project. We are trying to find days to do it. I just want to be with Kara so I keep pushing days back. I'm really behind in schoolwork.


Am on a walk with Bella in some place. We go onto a beach filled with people. There's a girl who says she can see someone spying on her from bellow. I can see her boob. Its sunny out. There's a weird group of people that own the beach in a shack. They are some sort of law enforcement agents. I start walking up a building to go see some new puppies. I have a gun with me. Suddenly my family is going with me. I go up and play with the puppies. My grandmas talking to my mom saying how my uncle is crazy. He has so much money that he could blow up the world. I don't want to hear it and walk out. I'm staring at a window of a tree and just suddenly know im dreaming. Its so simple that I feel dumb. I walk over to the window and stick my head through it. I think to myself that this has been a long dream so far and that it can't last for that much longer. I wake. I deild for a second and almost make it back in but fail. I imagine myself feeling the walls of the building I was in. I start to see the building. Its hard for me to get back in fully because I am so awake. I feel my dream hands moving.

4/05/11-I had a dream about real life League of Legends. We would have to guard our towers, but we are the players(lol). Then I remember a friend of mine wanted to 1v1 me, but i didn't really know how because it was real life. Then he started slowly punching me. I got a black eye and everybody was saying omg about it.

#1 I was sneaking through what looked like a supermarket. I was in the back rooms where nobody else can see unless you work there. I was very nervous of getting caught and curious as well as to what I could get into. It was dimly lit and I remember coming to a dead end had had to find my way back out (a little bit like a maze with 5 levels of doors). Chris Grassie was there as well as chad. This is the second or third night I've had dreams of Chris Grassie. I don't understand why, he was my hockey coach several years ago..

#2 Dad and I were preparing the storm hatch from invaders that were my neighbors. Not my real life neighbors, these people must have just moved in. I felt scared, anxious, and nervous as to when they would attack. It was stormy out, but not rainy.

#3 Bebe gun fight with kevin mills and others.. Ended up with a pistol, and looked in the mirror and had two 4 huge bruised lumps on my head, 2 on my cheeks and 2 on my neck. I looked battered.

4/04/11-The dream started out with me being yelled out for having pot in school. I was in Joseph Sims, my old elementary and while they were yelling I realized I was dreaming. This time I wasn't much interested in changing the scenario. I decided to play around for a bit. When they were yelling I began to roll the joint with the pot. Then I needed a lighter. ( I wanted to tease them). I saw a pair of shorts and decided their was a lighter under them. When i picked them up there was a pocket knife(lol stupid brain). I decided to ask around and finally someone had one. But the cops came or something like that and we didn't smoke. I was walking to the playground and decided to try out teleportation of short distances. I flashed about 20 feet ahead of me and was proud. This was my longest lasting dream up to date at around 5 minutes. Plus the time I wasn't lucid. I just decided to go with the flow, and it worked!!! (achievement)

4/05/11. Dont remember much. All i know was there was a war going on, and we were living in China. When I figured it out I was extremely upset, I wanted to go back to the states. Was some sort of argument between parents, extremely weird dream. Then I got really mad and decided to go off to war. I got out of the car and went to some gas station. It was there I realized I was dreaming. Decided to reality check by pulling off my thumb(if it comes off its a dream). It didnt work so I tried my pointer finger. It came off with a feeling of awkwardness and then reattached really cool lookingly. I then studied my fingers(to get mind off my bed) and then did some simple math. I forgot to say "Clarity Now" and started walking, some lady said rudely," at least say excuse me" i think i bumped into her. Then i took off to start flying, but the dream started fading away. I tried to quickly grab onto something but it was too late. =(.

4/05/11(same night). I was skateboarding with my friends around our favorite place by Carls Jr. I was with iliya, Raul, jot, garrison. I felt really unstable, like I was high and stated that out several times in the dream, but didn't catch on I was dreaming. Two random girls in the car passing by called me on the phone(wtf), and asked if we wanted to hang out. I said sure and they parked there car and we went inside to eat. I was talking with one of the girls and told her that i felt high. She laughed told me about something she did. Then we all went outside and i kept falling when i was walking. This is common in my dreams. I sat down on the curb and she sat down with me. My friends were skating and then I saw one of my friends go up to another friends girlfriend and lick her lips and just walk away. The girl who got licked seemed like nothing happened. I was like wttffff again. Dont remember anything else.

4-5/4/11

No timestamp, estimate around 4 a.m. though.

Nothing special, but everything odd. For a start, I bought a razor to shave my beard (I am normally clean shaven, haven't shaved for a few days though) and found that it had ann odd design. Its blades were small, square, and pointing sideways, so one shaved with a left to right motion, rather than up to down or down to up. So an insignificant, but topsy turvy dream.

1-2/4/11

Entry reads like that of a fragmented dream, but was written right after waking from it. In the dream I saw both good and bad outcomes in this experience, I guess my split personality, the nature of my love for her and her actions towards me, may be a factor.

3:22 am
Its weird, I was in a world with Georgia, and things just seemed... right. There was a oneness about it, I was trusting, as was she... Fragments... Down a path with her, path getting darker, bright light for a few hundred metres, then darkness (metaphor for my relationship with her?)... holding her, confronting her, one face is a devil that hates but another face is soothing and loving... The words I wanted to hear "I still love you" and the words I dread "Nothing between us".... I don't know, this one left me on the verge of tears but also happy. Mixed emotions messing me up right now...

I'm somewhere in Asia, I get the feeling it's Japan. I am driving around in my boyfriend's white corvette. It's kind of an old school model but he's put a black light under it. I'm driving in the snow on some sort of hilly or mountain area, and the car is all over the road, mostly out of control. I notice that I have next to no fuel left.

When I get home I immediately get into a fight with my flatmates, about some task we are supposed to do. It's something to do with making small doll's faces/heads. I freak out on them all and stomp off to the bathroom to wash my hands. I suddenly notice my hands, and stare at my fingertips, which look completely normal except for a lot of dark scratches on the fingertips.

The shower door to my right opens and and a girl is there, giving me a dirty look. I try to explain that I didn't know she was there, then bend down to splash some water on my face. She and her wheelchair bound boyfriend jump out of the shower and run giggling into the living room to put on their pants in front of the other flatmates. I call them hypocrites.

Flash forward to return of my boyfriend (an Asian guy I have never seen before). We're fighting outside the Flat, on the street. I'm complaining about my situation, telling him he's gone to America to bed blond bimbos while I am left here to suffer. He says it's not true, then looks guilty as I point out the lipstick on his collar. He changes the subject by laughing at me that I only have 70 cents of fuel in the car. I demand he come back and help me get better connected to get a better job and place to live. I know no one there. I came there for him. He says I should work as a cleaning lady, and I ask him if that's all I am worth.

Well, this dream was quite... random, and I haven't the slightest clue what spurred it on. I remember the main pieces, but not quite how they connect.

Also, there are a few names in the dream I prefer not to mention, so it might appear a bit vague.

It starts out with me, this man I know well, and a few other workers in some foreign location. It reminds me of the moon but with big hills, though it is apparently on earth. The sky is black and we had flown there (can't remember if it was a copter or a plane, but it was military-like I recall) not long earlier. We were doing research and stumbled across this huge berried artifact, which we started to uncover. For some reason, the guy I was with explained how it proved evolution is accurate (which was odd, as he is strongly against it as well as myself). We continue digging and I notice glass emerging, until finally I realize it was a downed jet. For some reason this proved without a doubt that evolution was false, and so this guy started to try and kill us to hide the evidence. I don't remember much about this part, but then it skipped ahead to a strange base that was mostly concrete in all direction with tall concrete walls around the borders.

For some reason, my sister needed to go back to college for something. She said she would have to go in the morning when my dad gets back so he can fly her over there in our plane and drop her off. I offer to fly her instead, since apparently I knew how (which I absolutely cannot in real life). We hop in the plane and my mother and little sister hop in saying they want to come with. I know it is a good 3 or so hour flight and that we will be going high, then they mention something about the heating not working and the need for blankets. We attempt to take off anyway, and I have the hardest time getting the plane to move how I want. (Think of driving a plane around a city in GTA:SA, that is what it was like. Friggin hard) Somehow I end up on a freeway that is trapped between to hills going down steep. There is an exit that goes of to the right side of the hills and cuts right around the corner. I am trying to steer the stupid plane down the exit and discover that the exit turns into a dock over the sea that is something like a few thousand feet in the air.

We end up driving the thing off the edge and diving downwards which gives me more control so I pull up just above the water. At this point it turns into a "video game" like feel and I start paying attention to the great detail of the water which has a odd glossy but very detailed reflection on it. We pull up and are apparently in the middle of a dog fight. (The plane changed from a prop to a jet with missiles at some point) There is blue in all directions, with white clouds above. The dream gets very detailed and vivid about now (probably because I was paying great attention to the detail, like I usually do with video games) and I am flying around enemies as my "team mates" are shooting missiles at the enemy. A missile shoots a few yards in front of me and crosses to the right. I can see a trail of smoke and follow the missile until it hits the enemy with a huge overdone explosion that shoots pieces of the plane all over the place.

The dream continues (though I don't really remember) which involves a few more downs, some from me, some from others, and I end up waking up.

Not very exciting (though the last bit was fun to experience), but heck I remembered large chunks which is good.

April 5, 2011
Lucid Dream 209: Attack of the Water Demons!
Series: 108 Stars of Destiny, Episode 8
DILD
around 8:30am



I'm chill'n at my old high school. There is a large group of us sitting in the front lobby during lunch break. We are talking about weed. MA is there and I am surprised to hear that she smokes. I told her that she should smoke with me sometime. I look at her and I noticed her eyes were just a shade darker than lime green. She asks, "Why don't we go smoke right now?" I told her I was down. Me, her, Cliff, Diddy, and another person who kept changing identities snuck off into the weight room. MA pulled out a bag of and informed us it was some pretty good shit. Cliff rolled up a blunt and we began smoking. The identity changing guy kept watch as we four smoked. We talked about weed and how I would have never guessed she was a toker. We finished the blunt as the end of lunch bell rang.

We all sprayed ourselves with some air freshener that was sitting in the weight room and exited into the hallway. We were high as shit and were borderline geeking as we made our way up the steps. I made a suggestion to do this everyday at lunch and everyone agreed. At the top we still had a few minutes left and Diddy brought up lucid dreaming. I began explaining ADA (all day awareness) and I realized that the school looked way different than it should. I thought back and said, "Oh shit. We are dreaming right now!"

I became lucid and I told everyone to do a RC. Everyone started noes pinching and I heard a scream from behind us. I turned around and BC(10) came running up to us and said, "The demons are here!" I was intrigued. There were students screaming and running around everywhere. I didn't see any demons though, BC said, "They travel through the pipes." Suddenly, the nearby water fountain turn on and made a gurgling sound. Then a blast of water shot out of the fountain. The water was in the shape of the aliens from the movie series, "Alien." It zoomed across the floor and then took human form. It was a very attractive female. She had taken form right behind and random student and snapped his neck. I decided to finish off this terror.

I flash-stepped (a teleportation technique from the anime series, "Bleach") behind the girl and threw a punch. She transformed into her water demon form and my fist put a hole in her. It didn't phase her one bit as she fell into a puddle and slid away from me. She took human form right in front of water fountain and laughed. She put her mouth on the water fountain and blew into it. Suddenly, the water fountain a little further down the hall began spewing. An eruption of water created another water demon. This one transformed into a male in its human form. I got a feeling that he was the weaker of the two, so I told everyone to take him on and "leave the bitch to me." My friends took off passed me and began battling the guy.

I approached the girl and tried to think of a way to damage water. A fought her for a bit, but she just laughed and turned to water with every punch or kick I applied. I managed to avoid her attacks by flash stepping a lot. After a bit, I realized what to do. Using pokemon logic, I flash stepped in front of an electrical box, opened it and punch it as hard as I could. Electricity sparked and began running up my entire arm. It hurt a bit, but I took it like a trooper. The electricity caused an intense buzzing and tingling in my arm. I could see it glowing and turning a blue and gold. I pulled my arm away and looked at it. My actually arm from my fingertips to my shoulder had changed. My actual arm was navy blue, but it was mostly covered in yellow lighting that spider-webbed my entire arm.

I turned back to the demon and could see the fear in her eyes. She transformed into water and headed for the water fountain. I slammed my fist into the ground like Jax from Mortal Kombat and electricity flash across the ground. It slammed into the demon and transformed her back into her human form. She had been knocked against the wall and there was smoke coming from her. I saw her flicker into her water form a couple times, but she was unable to transform again. I yelled at my friends to come finish her off and I would handle the guy. We swapped and they battle the injured female demon.

He immediately took off for the fountain and a shot lightning out of my fingers. It missed and he put his mouth on the fountain. I flash stepped to the other fountain which had started gurgling. I put my thumb over the hole. He smiled and back off his fountain. My thumb forced the water back to his and it erupted and produced another water demon. This one also took the form of a girl, but she looked shy and harmless. She was wearing glasses and casually walked between both battle and shouted words of encouragement to both sides. Mostly she just said, "Everyone...do your best!" BC had now joined me and told me that they never could find a way to finish off the demons at her old school. She told me that they used t be human. The guy used to play baseball, but got hurt and could never play again. I figured their back story would give a clue to their weakness. She told me the girl had got caught rigging the vote for prom queen and was stripped of her crown...little did she know, she would have won anyway. BC told me that the final girl was the smartest in the school and got caught cheating for other students and was expelled.

Me and BC fought the male demon for a while. After each attack my arm had to recharge. Instead of forcing the issue, I decided to play along with what the dream had given me. Finally, BC was able to distract him a bit and I nailed him with a bolt to the chest. He shook it off rather quickly, but was unable to transform again. I began beating the piss out of him and grabbed him by his leg. I thought, "His weakness must have to do with his injury....what could it have been." I slammed him against the wall, shoulder first a few times, but it didn't seem to do much. I said, "Is it your legs?" I then held him by his arms and slammed his legs against the wall. He smiled and said, "Not the legs....but...." He seemed like he wanted me to guess it right. It suddenly pooped in my head. "Its the knees isn't it? You were a catcher!" I bent his legs and slammed both knees against the ground. He groaned and I could tell it had damaged him. I grabbed each leg and twisted it right at the knee bend. A light flashed and I was now holding a voodoo doll.

The guy was standing in front of me I looked happy. He said, "You released me from my curse!" He told me that his life was in my hands and he pointed at the voodoo doll. I asked for his name and he said, "LeClair." I asked if he still had his water powers. He said, he could still take the form of water, but the demon had been released.I told him that he should stick around and join my army. I also told him that he was free and regardless of his choice I would lock his voodoo doll in a safe where it will never be found. He accepted my offer with a fist pound. We joined the other and engaged in battle with the demon chick. I speared her and had her pinned to the ground, she kept saying, "It all seems possible!" I looked at her and said, "It isn't possible. You are absolutely stunning, there is no possible way you will lose the vote for Prom Queen." Like before, there was a flash and I was holding the a voodoo doll and the girls spirit formed into a person in front of me. I noticed the other girl who was encouraging everyone had also broken her curse. She explained that her curse was broken when her friends had been helped. They were the ones she had tried to cheat for. The prom queen was named Rose, and the other girl was Carrie. They joined my army as a trio.

They told me they were all half water sprite/half human that had fallen into darkness. Sprites apparently aren't much different from demons and can cross over if they aren't careful. I introduced them to my friends Diddy, J-Dub, Ryano, MA, BC, and Changeling. I said, "We really don't know who he is. He changes identities every 30 seconds or less. We just call him changeling." LeClair, Carrie, and Rose were teaching me how to turn into water and I almost had fully transformed into a puddle when the dream became unstable and started to fade. I knew it had been a long one, so I decided not to DEILD. I didn't want to forget anything.


108 Stars of Destiny
NEW 13 - LeClair, Carrie, Rose (the water sprite trio) - The H2O Star

Series Details
Welcome to the epic dream series known as, "The 108 Stars of Destiny." Follow me as I build the most powerful army the dream world has ever seen. Along with the help of 108 key recruits, I take on the dream world and elevate to god-like status! Will anyone stand in my way? Stay tuned for more entries to the series!

I find him with some girl who looks like Rhianna, complete with bright red hair. She's crawling on top of him, licks his chest then goes in for the kiss, at first he responds, but then realizes I am watching and pulls back. I come out of the shadows and call the bitch out, telling her to come down (from the loft bed of some sort) and fight me. My man asks if I am seriously going to fight her and I tell him for sure I am, and that I will probably lose.

I get ther first sucker punch in and she looks surprised. I land another hit and she's hurt. Seeing that she's losing, she calls in some burly looking men to help her. There is a Flash forward to me and her and her men at some sort of door. They are all squished up against eachother as if there is no space. I warn them to stay back or I will pull the fire alarm. They seem a bit freaked out by this, then they actually point out to me that I don't have my hand positioned correctly, and show me how to do it properly.