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Disturbing dream about a girl who was murdered, her body brutalized. I prefer not to remember any more details about dream

Driving on the highway, going really really fast and getting scary amounts of air off the hills. Asking for a haircut in exchange for giving someone a lift.

My Step Father works for some form of government that is hated by the people. My Mom and I hear the news that there is going to be a revolution and we become scared. We try to convince him to runaway with us but he refuses. We run around the house in a panic gathering up our things and the boy's things. My Step Father is resolute in staying, but in the end he helps us pack up the car.

My Mom has decided my man doesn't really love me because I am not shy and cute, so I plead with him.

Dream - Lucid - AP

All I remember from my first few dreams of the night is me walking around outside at night, in a city I believe. I remember Ryan being in part of the dream, and me ordering food at some restaurant. I also remember repeatedly taking large doses of ibuprofen throughout the dream, because I was in pain (I was really in a lot of pain last night in waking life, and it came into my dreams big time ).

I even remember a false awakening in which I took another large dose of ibuprofen.

In fact, when I woke up, I was hesitant to take anything, because I couldn't remember when I really took my last waking life dose of ibuprofen. -_-

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I was in a chemistry lab at school. I was sitting at a lab table with 3 other people, one of them I remember being someone I went to high school with, Zach. We had to do a project which involved taking data, doing some calculations, and making graphs. We then had to present the information to the class.

I remember talking to Zach about it a little. I also remember being on my laptop, typing out my data and putting it into a huge chart. The chart format made perfect sense to me. I printed it out, and was all ready to present. I showed it to someone at the lab table the next time I was in class, and one of the girls at the table told me that everyone was going to get a zero because I wasn't supposed to use a chart. I got upset about this, because I had worked very hard on it.

Then, I remember being in the middle of a mall or some sort of lobby area. I remember being at a kiosk computer and seeing an escalator in the background. My friend Rachel was with me. I told her the situation, and she asked to see the project. I pulled it up on the computer. She told me I should be fine as long as I had calculated the N-2. I showed her where I did that, and she said I should be ok and to not worry about it. I remember contemplating skipping my classes that day. I had already planned on skipping my first couple of classes. I remembered that I needed to turn in that report in one of my last classes, however.

Then, I remember an old lady approaching Rachel and I. I was holding a cup of water. She wanted to show us something in her room. We were then in her house, and Rachel and I were racing to get to her room. We were laughing as we ran. When we entered, I knocked into something and spilled a lot of my water on the floor. I didn't want to tell the lady, since it was only water. I tapped the wet area with my bare foot to feel if it was very wet, and it was only a little damp.

The lady's bed was right in front of us, and the room was dimly lit by only a little sunlight leaking through the blinds. The lady sat in the corner and talked to us. She asked us if we wanted to see her "robin room", which was a room in which one could observe robins through the window. It took the place of modern day things like TVs, video games, etc. I was excited about this, because I had "remembered" my grandma having one in her old house. It was also very rare for homes to have those anymore. Rachel and I both told her yes. The lady wheeled across the room in her rolling desk chair, right over the area I spilled water on. She didn't notice the spill. She did something that opened the wall up into this attic-type room with two plushy looking chairs in the middle, with a small window at the very top of the high wall. It looked old and cozy. I told her my grandma used to have one of those "robin rooms" in her old house.

Then, the room raised into the ceiling, as if it had only been a backdrop for a play, and I saw this huge scene that looked like something from Charlotte's Web. It had Charlotte singing to the pig about being happy, and lots of happy barnyard animals joining along. I remember one of the 7 dwarfs being in the loft of the barn, and an old man working on something up there. It had an animatronic feel to it. It was weird.

Then, I had an FA in which I got up out of bed, thinking about the "robin room" and still thinking it was real. My room was rather empty; barely any furniture was in it. I walked over to my closet, and my mom walked into my room. I asked her if she remembered grandma's "robin room", and she said, happily and thoughtfully,
"Well...yeah!" She smiled.

Then I really woke up. I'm skipping all my classes today too to catch up on some work and to rest...I feel absolutely out of it.

April 4/5

First decent lucid with questions. Dreaming Lucid

It starts out with me and a bunch of other kids in my HS in a dark house and were trapped. Everyone is scared. Then I'm with some of the girls of my grade. I have an urge to urinate. So I say "yeah guys I gotta go pee." I use it no problem. I leave the bathroom and one of the girls are missing. Then one girl says "So you were subject a and she was b but you went missing so she got killed!!" Then I again didn't care and noticed there were traps on every bed.
No one was laying down on them so I dont know why I was trying to deactivate them. There was some kind of rube Goldberg contraption and every thing that was setup that i tried to stop ended up activating until I saw a multi outlet on the ground and I unplugged everything but everything worked still. And I got pissed. So then all the traps activate and I again try not to care. But when I get up no one is there but me.
They ditched me! "Those Bitches!!!!" Then I hear foot steps coming up the stairs and I want to hide in the darkness to attack them. But it turns out I cant because the place was now somewhat more light. Then it turned out to be a kid I know and his twin. And they were laughing.
They pulled on me and I resisted but they laughed more like he does IRL.Which was really annoying. I noticed no malice in him so I just followed them. Then they lead me outside to a park of some sort with many people playing frisbee and other activities.
Then I run up a hill then suddenly become lucid.YAY. I immediately do a RC. I stabilize the dream by rubbing my hands together. And it make a sound like "beep beep". But I don't care and keep rubbing, I want this dream to last. I start to walk around this place and I meet some siblings. This is the first time family came into my dream like this. Then my older bro explains what happened in the house I was in and what's goin on outside. There's suppose to be an alien invasion and I was like 'cool beans'. He then talks about the Quran. And how I'm like fuck that shit. Then I argue when the he'll did I say that??
Then a small flash back comes to me. We were at the old house we used to live in and him, dad, and I were at the living room and my dad gave me some odd heart filled with black coffee. He wanted me to put it in my mango tropical drink. I thought it was horrible and at some point me and him almost fought.
Anyways. So then my little bro starts holding on to me because he is scared of the invasion. Then I told him get off of me angrily. Then my older bro says see I hate you kind of people that act that way. I knew I was dreaming so I didn't care about the invasion or how I treated my siblings. I also didn't even want to waste any time explaining that I'm dreaming. I run to a pathway that led to a forest. When I saw a bear I immediately turned around and didn't want to risk ending the dream with a fight, but that's exactly what happened.
When I turned around I somehow ended up I a basement type thing with some pyro technician. He looks a little hostile so I'd decide to fight him to reach the exit. He swings his flamethrower, I dodge and grab it, easily pointing the tip to his face. As I'm about to squeeze the trigger he puts his mouth on it and somehow stops the flame then smiles. I get angry and shove it down his throat then pulling it out forcefully stunning him in the process. Then I go for the shot again and burn his face to smithereens. Then when the flames clear he looks unharmed and he smiles again. I notice he's tough but I wanted to escape so I don't risk ending the dream. I turn and run though what seems like a labyrinth and see the exit. When I push the small exit open the guy is behind me but now looks like a little different and again is smiling the same way. And I nod my head like "we're done" and he gets the gesture. And stops and walks away.
I get through and see my sis and at the the field. I got into a house and the dream starts to destabilize and I feel my eyes opening but I don't resist and just rub my hands. And luckily the dream stabilizes. I talk with some friendly DCs about lucid dreaming. Apparently they saved me from destabilization. It was a young woman, a middle aged woman with a chipped tooth. and some young guy around 21. They were helping me with my lucidness. Giving me some food. I thought that this whole time the dream didn't feel very real like, like the stories everyone makes on dream views so I want to stabilze more by spinning. But the house was crowded and I wanted to go outside. I ask the DCs will they disappear if I don't have my attention to them? Then they take their sweet ass time talking about it. In the end they ignore it completly and give me some kind of sandwich. I put it in my mouth and didn't really taste anything and then woke up instantly. That dream must have lasted max 30 mintues.

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID NIGHTLY ADVENTURE

Good morning! Didn't dream much last night, but I did wake up twice and had some weird hallucinations.

22.30: Sleep

01.00: Nightly Adventure
*I wake up and I'm sure someone just entered the appartment. I sit up and look towards the hallway for a while before I decide it's nothing.

02.00: Nightly Adventure
*I wake up and watch as Monica makes my snowboard on the wall move around. She's using telekinesis. She puts it back into place and I'm afraid it's going to fall down again.

05.10: Fragment
*I'm with a bunch of people and there's a guy who's a real psycho. "Sociopath, psychopath!" we call him. He really is crazy.

05.10: Wake up

Amount of sleep: 6½ hours

Supplements: None

That's it! Hopefully I'll get to the Ninja World tonight. Sleeping day.

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

Bad night
Lots of dream fragments. Very little recall. I think B6 gave me restless legs and for some reason my ankle was throbbing all night.*

Rachel talking to me in driveway. She was trying to rekindle something and I was getting pissed about it.*

Something about a ghost

I had my sisters kids. They were all really young. They wanted to sleep in my bed.*

As I lie in bed in a WILD attempt I feel the familiar feeling of SP onset and I let it ride.

When it's over I rise from where I lie and look at my hands. Five fingers...that's not right....look again....three fingers. Good.

I'm in my living room but it is fairly dark. I feel stable but cannot get the room to get any brighter. I walk over to one of the walls and draw a door. I push it open only to find myself in my dining room. I walk to another wall draw a door and open it into a large yellow tent.

I have this lingering thought from RL that I must find a friend of mine who has been having some problems. I feel she is here in the maze somewhere. Having learned that trying to force my way out of mazes normally kicks me out of the dream I decide to play it out.

Every tent opening I go through just goes to another tent. Some have more than one door. I get lost pretty quick. I have a thought....maybe I can find her from outside the tent. I shred through the wall and find myself in a field surrounded by an endless array of connected tents.

I make a sweeping motion with my hands and try to flatten the tents. A lot flatten but not all. I try harder. This is a mistake.

I pop out of the dream. I quick RC just to make sure but I'm now back in my bed.

non dream - lucid - non lucid

Usually I don't post these short non-lucid ones on DV, but this one was so hilarious.

I'm at an outdoor party, during the middle of a sunny day.
There's a few people I know (not in waking life), and we're having beers.
Some girl points at my belly and asks me if I'm pregnant.
I look down at my belly and it's indeed swollen, as if I was pregnant.

"Holy shit? How did that happen?"

A friend approaches.

"Dude, you've just been drinking too much beer, that's all."
"What? The beer got me pregnant?"
"Bro, didn't you know? You get a big belly from drinking too much beer."

Oh yeah, that's true, you get a potbelly from drinking too much beer.

"Let me help you out."

He takes a big beer glass and holds it in front of my bellybutton.
He then presses against my belly with his index finger and beer pours out form my bellybutton into his glass.
Everyone approaches me and looks intrigued at what is happening.

Some dude walks past:

"Sweeeet, belly beer!"

And gets in line to pour one next.

I mean, seriously, what the fuck?
When I woke up I had to laugh uncontrollably for a few seconds.

last night i dreamed that jeff, scott and myself where in jeff's aunt hellen's house cleaning it out . i assumed she died but couild not be sure. Scott was looking in a small nightstand drawer and it was full of old money silver and gold certificates. scott said that since he found the money it was his jeff told him that they would have to split it. I told them that since the money was old that it could be worth more than just face value and they should get it checked out. We went to a restaraunt in lambertville; the owner wasd an expert on old money. he told us that the money was worth about forty thousand dollars if it was sold for its collectability.

Non-dream | Dream

Side notes:

I couldn't recall my dreams for the few last days... more than a week, actually! It was quite frustrating. Hopefully, my recall's coming back .

Background:

The friend I'm talking about is a funny guy, who's really nice. He loves making jokes and such... anyway. My old math teacher is surely the teacher I respect the most, since she was my best teacher . Recently, I've seen her at my school and we talked a bit about how I was doing. I also bought Half-Life 2.

Dream:

My first dream happened while I wasn't fully aslept and yet a little bit conscious. I was simply playing (passively) to Half-Life 2, seeing how I was progressing through the game. There were a few scenes I'd have already played.

The "real" dream starts here. I'm in my school, going down the stairways. There are lots of people -- maybe all of the school's classes. I see a friend of mine and two little girls stopping in a little corridor. One girl starts playing with a big circle made of lace, goldly-boarded. She throws two half-circles and a full one, and my friend gets out his pack of YuGiOh cards (even though he has never played to YuGiOh) and throws a card.

Then, I find myself in a gigantic room -- a grand hall --. There are lots of people and I'm with my friend. The two girls sit down next to us again, and my friend and them play the same game they had.

Next, I'm in my old classroom (the one I was in last year). It's quite deformed and there are way more people than there should be. My old math teacher keeps shouting "Shut up! Shut up!", while the whole class is messing around, chatting, screaming, etc.

Here it goes for my dream! Another side note: I don't know if it is related, but I went to bed a bit earlier and my recall came back (not totally though).

Lucidity: 8/10
Vividness: 8/10
Length: ~10 Min.

I was in a field and grabbed some armour for myself. Then I was in a building talking to some people and got ripped off. So I went over to this guys place and started to use my force powers to kill everyone in the building. It was epic. I managed to find him, but then had a false awakening and thought my friend Cameris came over.

Lucidity: 8/10
Vividness: 7/10
Length: ~7 Min.

Me and some old man were on a boat. I don't know what we were doing but the old man was very creepy and his boat seemed like it was about to sink.

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

1st Dream:

I walked into the kitchen and I wanted to make a sandwich. I wanted Nutella on it, but for some reason the Nutella was too cold. The whole dream was just me trying to warm it up. I dont really remember what I did to warm it up, but I dont think I was successful.

2nd Dream:

I was ridding in the car, playing pokemon and talking to my friend. The pokemon game was on some red handheld console. We were both playing against a Pokemon Dev over Wi-Fi. They had a really low level pokemon, but they would also 1-hit KO ours.. My Grovyle had some weird Dragon attacks, and the game looked all 3-D.

I can remember three fragments of various dreams: One involved Samus Aran from metroid, one involved clouds of nanites that were capable of altering the environment in some way and one was me playing Dwarf Fortress.

Non-Lucid


I remembered my first dream since I started practicing lucid dreaming this week. I woke up a couple of times before I had this dream.

I was in my house, just looking out the window when my grandma came into our backyard with two cats. The cats looked like stray cats, puffed up fur, ugly and very ferocious. She told us she had two new cats and my mom started ranting about how cute they were. I thought 'What? You've got to be kidding me! Those cats will eat you alive!'. Then my grandma left again and I woke up, not remembering the dream.

When my alarm clock went off the next morning I didn't remember the dream so I wrote in my DJ I didn't remember any dreams this night. But when I was having breakfast and looked out of the window, I thought I saw one of my grandma's real cats walking through our backyard! It was actually just a bird, but it made me remember the dream so I hurried upstairs to write the dream in my DJ.

Lucid = orange

I'm at my James' (my bro) house. We're playing football on the kinect and my team is losing. Random people come from nowhere and join in on my team, in the attempt to tip the scores to my favour. Unfortunately, the time runs out when we're like 1 goal behind. I then have to make a move home because it's getting quite late and it'll take me a while on my bike (it's just a regular push one), and my Dad can't give me a lift 'cause he's unable to use the car currently. I find all my various things and pack them into my bag. It's bulging full and extremely heavy. I put it on and am almost overwhelmed by the weight so I put it down. Mum and my sister Tabitha are there as well. My sister's like ''You wuss.'' and I hand it over to her to see how heavy it actually is. She claims it's not actually that heavy and I'm just like ''Meh.'' I then look at my watch and I only have 5 minutes to get home (it takes me about 20 usually, from his place). Also, Mum stays behind and then Tabitha has to come with me too.

On our way I receive hate from nearly everyone we pass. Some taking the piss out of my style, others commenting on the fact that I'm in the 1st year of college (I'm not sure how that's supposed to be insulting, probably something to do with being young) but anyway they were pissing me off and I flashed a middle to quite a few of them. It's late at night and I assume most of them are drunk.

As we near our road, my sister notices that we've been followed by some of them. A car speeds past us after she's pointed it out, and we both race up the road scared of what their intentions are. When we finally reach the drive, all the lights are out. I say to her ''I hope Dad's home, too. I was worried something might happen which is why I wanted to come home earlier.'' We're then walking past the garage and realisation hits me.

''Wait!? I'm dreaming! You're dreaming too! Help me become lucid!''
Note: As soon as I became lucid, my sister turned into somebody else.
We then walk up onto the steps just before the door. We're just standing there. I start thinking to myself ''Well. I've wanted to try out a gender change in my dreams so why not attempt it now?'' and tried to will myself into a girl. At one point I thought I had succeeded, and turned to face myself in the window. I was still me, though. Then what usually happens to me happened, and my vision started fading out and it was hard to see I tell her (the girl I'm with) ''Keep focusing! Focus on your senses! Don't rely on your sight, just keep aware of everything else!'' I'm grasping on to her arm while saying this and focusing on how it feels as my vision starts to fade out. I focus on what I can hear, smell, etc. Everything except for my sight, as that is failing me.
However, while this is happening, I can see something huge coming towards us. I feel kind of scared but I assure myself it'll be alright as I'm only dreaming, and I'M in control.
Then, something magical happens. Everything suddenly becomes crystal clear! This huge thing turns out to be a giant chicken, too. Just standing there. It's really trippy but I can sense he/she is totally friendly.
I think to myself ''Woah! I can see SO clearly now, and I'm not even using my eyes! I must be proper lucid. What should I do now then? Explore or try to pull off dream sex again? I'm more lucid than usual, so I should be able to do anything without waking up.''
I then notice the garage is open. There's light emitting from it, also. I try to think of somebody to spawn as it's the perfect opportunity (as somebody will be in there, and I can just will whoever it is to my liking). I can't think of anybody though, so I consider the girl I'm with. It's not my sister now, it's somebody completely random, so I think ''Why not?'' and go through with it. She complies completely, and this time I'm actually able to 'do it' instead of getting really excited about it then losing lucidity almost instantly.
Note: All the while since I became lucid me and this girl have been talking. She's asking me technical questions which are keeping me conscious and making me think, such as width of planets etc, and I can see numbers coming up in front of me which I must have seen in school books, so I reply with those.
Also, dream music was playing. It was ambient and consistent, kind of like one of the binaural beats I used to listen to frequently.


I then woke up, VERY proud of myself!