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I was in a gym like building with some friends, most of which I haven't seen for a while now, so I guess we're not really friends anymore. The outside was very light and bright, it was impossible to see outside. There was a big blue bag liek trampoline. Also something about gifts and a competition.

My dreams last night were kind of scattered and hazy, most of them are hard to remember. I can't say it wasn't an interesting night, though!

#1 - Ice Cream Parlor [Non-Lucid]

At first I was driving down a road somewhere, and I saw this guy J from public school walking down the sidewalk at one point. After that it gets hazy, and then I remember being at an ice cream parlor and trying to get the cake-flavored ice cream, and they put in about a scoop and a half of it but then also put a scoop of mint on top, which I did not ask for. I did ask for sprinkles on it though, which they didn't put on. I was a bit concerned at the time, but I got distracted by a woman who looked like Jane from the newest Fun with Dick and Jane movie (Téa Leoni), but she was in tears and saying that that's not who she is.

#2 - Escape To The Other Reality [DILD]

I don't really remember the dream leading up to this, just the part where I became lucid, except it was more like a low semi-lucidity because I knew I was dreaming and had the clearing of brain fog that comes with lucidity but it didn't stop me from being pretty delirious. I became lucid in my room and decided that my reality (the dream) was closing in on me and trying to destroy me or something, so I decided to get in bed and go to sleep to escape to the "other reality". I guess maybe that was a really skewed way of interpreting the dream ending and wanting to wake up, for some reason?

False Awakening - I woke up in my bed as a result of going to bed in the lucid, and it was extremely vivid, probably the most vivid non-lucid I've ever had, and maybe because I actually intended it to happen coming from a lucid. It felt exactly like real life, not even that dream feeling that comes with the extremely vivid lucids was there. I was laying belly-down in bed, and I'm pretty sure I felt somebody grab my ass. However, the vividness didn't last long, the dream turned into a wonky mix of first- and third-person action camera perspectives and involved an intense Pokémon battle. Though I was aware that I was playing a new Pokémon spin-off game and could see it from time to time, I was still mostly seeing the battle happen in front of me, though it was very cartoony. I was trying to defeat and/or catch a Charmander, though somewhere down the line it became a Bulbasaur. I also remember using my own Charmander, a Squirtle, and a Pikachu in the battle against it, and I remember reading on the game screen that I also had an Arcanine on my team. I finally beat the Bulbasaur in the end (can't remember if I caught it), and then I stuck to the game screen and looked at my team, noticing that the other Pokémon on my team (I can't remember if there was a sixth, or if it was that Bulbasaur if there was) was a Doduo with a move called Universe Cannon. However, it had 0 BP (which I think means 0 PP).

I really liked this dream, first of all because it involved a Pokémon battle , and second because it had tons of text that I could read perfectly clearly. :3

Dream Fragment - "Crime rates somewhere go down, and something about drinking certain cocktails."

Dream Fragment - "Walking around my house which is actually school, leaving a weird class with stars and to speaking to sea and space goddesses, then start looking for my English class or something after getting all my backpack stuff packed up."

#3 - Trapped In My Bed [Non-Lucid]

As I was falling asleep, I started hearing quick, loud collision noises, and then I started feeling my body fading away. I really wasn't prepared for this hypnagogic stuff so it kind of startled me out of my trance, and then I just fell asleep normally.

There was a dream leading up to this, but I don't remember what it was. I think I intended to write it down at some point, but forgot about it after this. I woke up into sleep paralysis, like the real sleep paralysis where you wake up and can't move, not the one people talk about to refer to hypnagogic hallucinations. I was extremely confused and noticed that I had double and triple vision at some point, things were spinning a bit, and it felt like I was closing one of my eyes to help myself see. (I didn't understand what was going on, so given my previous history with sleep paralysis it was more likely that one of my eyes just opened and the other didn't really.) Because of this and the super dreamy feeling everything had, I assumed I had taken DXM. The entire time with was going on, I could hear "Kokomo" by the Beach Boys playing in the background of my mind somewhere. I tried getting up to go to my computer and message O about how I was tripping, and I got half way through the message, which was REALLY hard to do given my vision and everything shaking and feeling a strange gravity and brain fog, and suddenly I started realizing that half way though my messaging it had just started turning into gibberish. I got concerned, and then I looked closer and realized that I was still lying in bed. I did that a few times, and then I recognized this pattern of thinking something's going on, suddenly it gets really confusing, and then realizing it wasn't even happening - from anticholinergic deliriants. I stated to fear that I had taken diphenhydramine (Benadryl) too, and that I was now on a DXM/DPH combo, which is NOT something I need to be doing. I entered a sort of despair and just managed to close my eyes and watched patterns quickly form from the blackness, and as they grew and approached me I started feeling really intense and really uncomfortable vibrations. I probably could've entered an OBE from this state if I wanted to, but the fear overtook me and shook me out of the sleep paralysis. *phew*

03.17.2012

Tight Seating, School Bus, Code Lyoko Monster Fight, Sensui & Beach?, Promise, Caterpillar (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Dream 1: Tight Seating in Restaurant

It was afternoon time in this dream most likely, and I'm in a restaurant that doesn't have many lights on because the sunlight provides enough of it.

I try to find a seat somewhere, but most are occupied, so I end up taking a whole tour around the section of seats in the restaurant until I found one. There was a male who looked like a guy named Julio I used to know in High School.

He and some other familiar people that I know I met, but just can't get their facial patterns. As I'm sitting near the empty seat, I find it really hard to try and get through the tight space, but from my perspective it looked like I was going to be able to sit down with no problems.

But as I'm trying to sit, my chest is being pushed from this short space, and for some odd reason, instead of getting out of this space, I continue to go deeper and deeper in this limited space.

It seems that I ignore this, but I'm still feeling the pressure from sitting from such a tight seating area, and I'm probably talking to Julio about something.

Dream 2: In School Bus

I believe I'm sitting inside of a High School Bus with my friend Rudy in waking life, and we're talking about a few things that I can't really remember. As the bus stops to let people who live in the area come out, Rudy has to get off from this stop.

I asked him if he has to get off from this area, and he probably says yes or something like that. And since I was probably sitting on the left side of the seat we're in, I get up to let him pass and exit the bus, and then I went back to sitting down.

Then after a few people pass to exit the bus, I decided to leave it as well to go somewhere. I get out of the bus, go to the front of it, and then slowly walked to make sure there weren't any vehicles passing by because the bus was blocking my side view.

Everything is safe, and I proceeded to go forward, I don't know where I'm going, but I see my friend Rudy still walking somewhere in my direction behind me. As I'm going to make a turn, Rudy tells me "Take care, Brandon," or something along those lines.

I reply back and said, "See ya later, Rudy." Then he makes a turn to go wherever he's going and the dream fades after a while.

Dream 3: Code Lyoko Monster Fight

It seems I'm walking with the main group of characters from Code Lyoko, and apparently, Odd is sick, so he can't really go to some field trip to some restaurant or something. There's this contest to where if you can hold a certain food without eating it for a certain time, you would get a free meal from the restaurant.

Then the dream shifts to where Jeremy is checking an alert message popping up from his computer. I assume it's X.A.N.A., who probably activated a tower. (X.A.N.A. multi-agent program that the group has to fight against in the actual series)

But it seems to be a false alarm because Jeremy isn't really picking up anything from X.A.N.A.'s end. So everything is okay for now, until ANOTHER alert message shows up, which is enough for us to go into Lyoko and find the activated tower.

Apparently, Jeremy did something to mess up something, which gave X.A.N.A. an advantage to set out an attack, and Ulrich is slightly bothered by Jeremy's recklessness I believe, because he made the situation more dangerous than it should've been.

Jeremy responds that he's going to try and fix the problem the best way he can.

The dream shifts to where I'm in Lyoko with Ulrich, and probably Odd and Yumi, but what I was doing at the time was a little bit too tense to check on the others. I'm top of a ramp, and I see Ulrich using his motor vehicle to build up speed to ascend towards the fairly huge monster in front of us.

And it also seems that we're in the Forest Sector, but it seems that the same ramp was the only type of ground surface we could rely on, so the Sector was probably close to being eliminated.

(Which means X.A.N.A. most likely controlled Aelita by brain washing her with one of his monsters (The Skipazoa to be precise, but I didn't see the monster) to enter 'Code: XANA' instead of 'Code: Lyoko' that she normally inputs to deactivate the tower and make a return to the past before X.A.N.A's plan at the time is done).

He uses that acceleration to land somewhere on top of the monster and stab it. The Monster looks like some elongated mechanical bug. I just know that its top region was light silver or gray, and it had some weird looking dark blue oval orb on it's head.

It definitely looks like a product that X.A.N.A. would make to fight off against the Lyoko Warriors.

I'm on a vehicle as well, but things are in first perspective, so I can't really identify what it is, and I start to accelerate down the same light green ramp, and as I'm going up towards the boss, I use something to stab him and hold on to that object (probably a sword just like Ulrich's weaponry).

It seems this new monster isn't really taking too much damage from my thrust to its body, despite going really fast from a ramp to create deadly amount of force. Then I notice something weird, there's a screw contained in one of its body's lower regions.

I decide to go near this area, and I don't know how I'm still holding on to the monster, but I am, because if I let go, I'll probably be destroyed completely if I fall into the Digital Sea. I unscrew the screw, and it drops the lower region of the monster's body to the Digital Sea, and we finally destroy it.

Dream 4: Shinobu Sensui and Alaskan Beach features?

Yuske from Yu Yu Hakusho is running along some character that looks like Itsuki, who is behind him. The situation seems to be intense, because a yellow light is rotating fast and constantly as if an alarm has been triggered.

(You know how you watch movies and hear the alarm sound off and the whole place is glowing with red light with loud noises? Yeah, it was like that, except that it's glowlng yellow and sometimes orange).

As they are running, one of them said, "Your penis is this big." The other replies, "Shut up!" while still hanging on to the process of saying "up" for a few seconds.

They manage to get out of the exit, and it's like seeing the white light getting closer and closer as you're trying to rush away from the darkness. When we get out (and I mean we because I'm in spectator mode in this dream), it's dark outside.

The dark sky had an attractive vibe to it. It had a dark voilet type of setting, and as I'm recalling this, it felt like I was getting closer and closer to the shared dreaming location that Kaomea, Alyzarin, and myself agreed on. (But instead of being highly suggestible and speculate on the wonder of that possibility, I'll just continue on to the dream)

I believe the surface we are standing on is white sand, which again, I don't want to be highly suggestible, this sand did carry on features of the shared dreaming location for me, Kaomea, and Alyzarin. It felt like the Alaskan beach, but it was so vast, and I mean VAST, it's just that I didn't think about it much because of it being a non-lucid experience.

In front of the two characters is Shinobu Sensui in his younger days before he had the traumatizing experience in the actual series that caused him to split his whole personality to cope with the fact that the Humans he thought he was helping to save from the demons are in fact are just as or are even more horrible than them.

I'm including that because the look on his face, it was so innocent, his face was like a naive child who had the skills of a cold-blooded killer. You could say that seeing him, it's as if his countenance was completely filled with the idealistic ambition of a black and white view on what is right and wrong, just like he was in the series.

It seems that the Kazuya side to human must be at its early phase. (Sensui had Multiple Personalities Disorder, but it wasn't so much of a chaos since the individual sides came out independently to conform to the given situation, so Kazuya most likely came out because he's the side that is completely sadistic and the cruelest out of all that deals with the bloody and digusting acts).

Kazuya is talking in his accent just like in the show, which sounded like a Biker Punk in a way, like how Yusuke described him in the English dub. Kazuya is talking about random things like "Help to make me?" and then he starts snickering.

I didn't realize this, but when he said that, I realize he was basically saying things right from what he actually said in the series.

Then I see a huge blast come out of nowhere, and it has to be Yusuke's Spirit Gun coming at us. From what I assumed in the dream, Yusuke probably teleported so fast to shoot from afar, and then teleported back to where we were, or maybe it was really just a random blast of energy coming out of nowhere.

Sensui dodges the attack since it seemed to be directed only towards him. Then I see Yusuke in his demon form looking up, saying he wants to build a community????

The dream fades before I see Yusuke walk a few times towards this vast environment that had some features of the Alaskan beach Kaomea set up for us.

Also, a fragment that happened somewhere along in this dream for sure was me actually being Sensui, and I'm riding a bicycle along with a few people at night, but that's all I remember for that.

Dream 5: You Promised me....

The dream starts out where I'm in a hallway. It seems I'm in a school related dream, and in front of me is a dead end with a door to a classroom. There were more doors on the side of where I am, and there are a few people waiting for a class to be over with.

While they're busy standing around, I think I get a little impatient, and I knock on the door. I move back a little, and I see the door open slowly. For some odd reason, I'm afraid of who is going to come out.

The person is wearing a gray hoodie, and they have the hoodie over their face, but the fact that I was so afraid because the person looked pissed that I turned my back to the group of people waiting near the dead end.

One of them smiles at me like they wanted to say that I probably shouldn't have knocked the door. And I felt like someone was going to tell the person that I knocked on the door, but I make the silent NO! expression to them.

After a little while, the people in the same classroom I knocked the door from come out. While they are coming out, I go in, and I see a female in front of me. She looked a lot like Ashely from the tennis team I was in at a High School. Let's call her "Ashley H." for the sake of being private about her being.

It seems Ashley H was passing up slips, or pieces of paper for students coming inside the classroom. She's really close to me, and I gaze at her cuteness for a little while. Then to the right of me is a girl that I knew from Middle School.

She was the type of girl that had an insanely big ass for her small figure, along with perky breasts as well. She had fairly big lips, but not too big to where it become a distraction, in fact, she had red lipstick on them.

Before I had the chance gaze her red and enticing lips, I feel in the back of my mind a person coming out of another door. I believe he is talking to someone, but I can't pick out who. He told the person,

"You promised that you would let me fuck her mouth."

I was a bit bothered by this because as he was saying this, I was looking at the girl to the right of me with the insane body ratio. I was looking at her red lips, and only looking at them. I saw the creases on her mouth, and it was as if they were going to pull me into a vortex or something.

When I finally broke free from looking at her lips, I walked around a bit trying to find a seat. I saw a person who looked like James that I had in AP Government in High School, along with a bunch of random people.

He's looking up at me, but just glancing and going back to what he was doing, and I try to find somewhere to sit.

I think I do find a vacant seat, and that's all I remember unfortunately.

Dream 6: Caterpillar and Old Man Screaming

All I remember for this dream is that I was walking around somewhere, and one area was off limits for me because whenever I stood near this area, the dream resets.

It almost felt like someone was pushing me back.

I think another part of that happened after was me observing a preserved jar of some type of Caterpillar. I expected it to be still since it was contained in a gel type material, but I saw it moving a little bit, as if it was trying to swim in it.

Then another dream shift is where some guy is pissed off at something, and he bends his back as if he's going to do a long and loud, "NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!" voice.

I know I had more experiences, but I just forgot them. But I guess my recall is getting okay now, better than not remembering anything at all I suppose, so I should be grateful that my mind is being nice to me like always in remembering these things, even when waking life does bother me from getting them down quickly.

Focusing on emotions, and other senses, like Kaomea told me, helps a lot, and I think I'm getting used to it now to the point that I could go more and more into the dream, and really think about everything mentally to where I can associate so many things from only a few fragments that can extend.

Again, this is one of many reasons why I find Kaomea a suitable partner for Shared Dreaming along with Alyssa as well.

And I might as well focus on all things that I can since when I do meet them, or at least one of them at a time, I can capture the emotions we experience to where we won't have a warped recall, like how Kaomea helped me go through a parking garage, but I felt hazed out because I thought it was something else, and we actually ended up having a non-lucid (for me) shared dream together .

(Apparently, that seems to happen a lot when people don't try to match up REM stages), but it amazes me that when I think a dream is random, when Kaomea or Alyssa finds something similar to that, it makes me believe both in dream telepathy and the dream plane itself.

Either I try so much to become aware about myself that I end up knowing how certain people will feel in their dreams, I guess it's just an ability I should take advantage of, because it'll sure to have positive results in the long run.

I had to go to sleep early last day because I had a English test. Yupp on the weekend dafuq?
I did not meditated last night, I just went to sleep.

Today I read my old post about Thomas Campbell's mantras and I realised that I forgot the second part.

I am supposed to say "ah-lum-bar-dee-dum - ah-lum-baa-dee-dum" and not just "ah-lum-bar-dee-dum".
Haha yeah I know it makes no sense, but that's the point anyway I am going to do exactly as it was instructed.

The important thing though is to not compare the attempts, see every new attempt as a new experience.

See ya!

I'm with my friend Isaac and we're smoking. We have these huge cigarettes. I'd say they're about a foot long. I'm at my friend Eli's house. My brother drives by and notices the foot long cigarettes. He stops the car. He says "I'm telling dad". I get that sinking feeling in my stomach. I know I'm gonna die.

I was sitting in what was supposed to be my car (but it looked more like a large, more spacious van), and I started seeing black widow spiders. They were on the floor, door, by the pedals, etc. I kept trying to step on them. I was worried that I would get bitten.

Dear people, finally I have time to write DJ again

So my dreams of tonight:

1. old times

I'm at a big swimming pool with a few other children, some of them are from my old school. In this dream, I am younger than in waking life, maybe 6-7 years old. We talk about philosophy but the others are so childish that it makes me angry. I say to the others "well, I'm going to talk to myself about philosophy then" and the others start laughing at me. As I jump in to the pool, I suddenly recognize, that I'm not able to swim and get very afraid. Suddenly I remember my intention always to ask myself "am I dreaming?" in dangerous situations but then I wake up and it's too late

2. weird

I'm at my first interview with my school-exchange organisation and I feel very excited. I had to go by train to Berlin, that's quita far away from the town I live but I have only a few clothes with me. As I arrive at the house, were the interview should be, there are a lots of colorful cakes in front of the door. They say to me "Hey, nice to meet you, you can choose a piece of cake and tell us something about that". In my dream I don't realize the weirdness of t his situation and start to tell them sth. about chilean cake..

I tried to WILD in the morning, and ended up with knitting the dreams together using DEILD, I guess, so in all, I could say I had one, long WILD, or three DEILD, I dunno what is the correct one.
WILD:1
DILD:2
Quite aware, quite good dream quality, but not that much control.
Lucid Non-lucid

1: Non lucid
I remember having a fight with AyakoX, and that I had put a whole bike into my backpack.
We were fighting about some drawing stuff, and drawing tablet, and throughout the dream I was really annoyed with her. We didn't really fight very openly with each other, there were more like coldness, anger and darkness in the air. I was from time to time considering packing out my bike and bicycling home. (IRL I am considering getting my bike out of the garage and use it going to school)

2: Lucid yay!
I remember being at a public toilet or something, and a girl named Kristine was a working as a cleaning lady (I don't know whats the word for it in english ).
As we were about to pass each other, she said to me in a conversational tone "It is so annoying that my friends keep falling-out all the time!" falling-out as in waking up from a shared dream, losing connection with each other.
I thought for a bit "So this is a dream?"
She paused a second, then, in a dumb tone "N-o-..."
I realized that this was all a dream, and I found it kinda funny. At some point during the conversation, the scene had changed into an odd version of my house. Kris and me was standing on the gray-carpeted stairs, and my mother was watching me.
I went over to her, and she had sat down in a group of chairs in the living room, together with some tea-party-ish people.
"There will be consequences in the real world, for what you do here." she said in an intelligent, conscious tone, creeping me out. Was she gonna guard my every step? ugh.. And another thing that rose in my mind, what if she was actually in this dream as well, not just any dream character? (my lucid self isn't very doubtful, obviously..) I thought it must be impossible, but I left the option open.

I started to wake up, but tried not opening my eyes, and soon entered the dream in the same environment again. I was no longer lucid.
2: There was a giant bird outside my window, kind off like a dodo bird.



It was flapping the wings crazily, it's heavy body bumping against the glass. It was clearly confused and panicked. My little brother, U., entered the living room. It looked as if the shadow of the bird was chasing him. I thought it was, and U. ran around, escaping the bird that was this flapping against the glass outside.
"Is the bird inside?" I asked my mother
"No, it is outside." she said, and I felt safe again. Then I think I counted my fingers, and got a "Ha Ha" feeling. I looked at my mother, and the bird. Had I been more creative, I should have talked to the bird or had him/her as a flying pet or something. Now it seems kinda mean.
Instead I thought of what I wanted to do.. hmm.. I wanted to fly.. and I remembered a guy that added "to go public nude" in his list (I didn't do that one d: )

Instead I went trough the window, flapping my arms to fly. It is much easier to fly when you jump of something off the ground, like a window or a roof, but I still sucked. I managed, but didn't manage good, in other words.

Outside my house, it was a large, empty stone-grey area, with small walls at the edges. I realized I wasn't in my neighborhood.
I wanted to find a big city, like New York, with lots of people in it. I saw a small, grey stone house. As I went toward it I remembered to rub my hands, on the move. And to try spinning to change the scenery. The scenery didn't change, and I hadn't really believed it to either.

Instead I went towards the door on the little grey stone house. It was nearby, so I just walked there. The door had glass windows, so the opening-to-find-New-York didn't really work out. Instead I went into the little grey house. It was empty, with shattered glass set up against some of the walls. On the other side of the little room, two meters away, was I tiny-miny door, at little larger than an A5 paper. It was pinkish.

I remembered seeing the door before, and wondered what was actually behind it in my memory. I didn't recall, and was glad, since that meant I wouldn't except anything from before. I tried imagining New-York at the end of the door, and grabbed the tiny handle to open it.

I thought something like this; uuuh, that's a small door. How do I get trough there? But since this is a dream it should be quite possible..
I tried tucking a finger in, and my right foot.
And just before I entered the door, I remembered what was actually behind; a garden with four-colored grass (God knows where I had that from) and then I suddenly had gotten inside and found myself in a four-colored empty garden.



I don't remember going outside, but then I was outside again.. I thought of what kind off places there were people at.. A mall!
"Build mall!" I shouted in the air, deciding to try a new technique. "Mall! Build!" .. nothing happened, and I was still standing a the big grey lot.
I hopped of a fence and started flying, flapping my arms in belief that I was flying. And to my pleasant surprise I could see heading for the grey field in the distance, coming for my rescue. Coming to build my mall.

And before I even knew it, I was standing between shelves with magazines and food, and people passing buy. A guy my class passed by, and as I turned I could see my mother passing at the other side of a shelve, giving me "the glance.." oh, jeez!! It was a dream, I didn't have to care about it at all.. So why did I!? Stupid waggling lucidity!

Deciding to do something else, I looked around. To my left there was a shelve of magazines. Wanting to take a memory home to real life, I memorized a random title of a magazine with an anime boy with purple hair on the front page. The only letters on the front was "GANDI" in big, fat, white letters.
I thought it was odd, but decided to move on.

I grew tired of doing nothing in the mall, so I took flight and headed through the frontal glass wall on the large building. It was kind off hard for me to take of, as I hardly went more up than down between all the waving.

I flew away from the mall, watched it melt away in the distance, and played a little around in the air. It was not as demanding to do it once I was up in the air. Actually it was quite fun. It was lovely, great, feeling the air shift around you, swirling past as you fell and rose. It is totally recommended. At this time I started to wake up, but managed to tie the dream together again.

3: I was still flying, totally aware of my lucidity. There was coming ocean under me, it was a sea, or a river, and I wondered if I would suddenly fall and get stuck in there, but I discarded the idea as I knew I wouldn't fall, it was a dream.

I was planning to get to some specific people in my grade. I was headed one direction where I thought they might be on camp, but then I heard their voices a little to the east, and I headed there.



Then I woke up, and knew I wouldn't be able to sleep anymore. I felt refreshed and content

This really isn't a dream, but I just need to record something for tonight to get back in the habit of writing a journal.

I had woken up from a dream that I no longer remember and immediately recognized the state of darkness I was in, then commanded myself into paralysis. I had pictured myself in a barren shopping market, and was immediately was immersed in the sensation of walking and picking out groceries, but I was still blinded from paralysis. There was an electricity surging between my eyes that prevented my sight. I had tried to regain control of the dream but ended up losing myself to the real world. I re-entered paralysis with little change in the dream, and eventually slipped into a light sleep by mistake.

Note:Wow,i Haven't been here in a long time.I've completely slacked off my lucid dreaming,and as a result,I am back to square 1. I'm a noob again -.-.Well its my fault,but whatever

Type of dream:Nonlucid

Not much I can recollect.I was on a bus riding to the mall?I think it was the mall.Anyway, there was a lady on there who was freaking out because she was new to the country and didnt know how to ride a bus,much less know where she was going.She asked me for help and I gave her a bus map, and told her how to ride a bus.She thanked me

I found myself in a mall with Ana.We were going to Forever 21.In the end she left me, so I walked into the store myself.I was looking at bags and dresses.Saw a nice green one,and a weird pink dress with a hole where the stomach area was.It was weird.

Note: I am really surprised I remember this dream! Since I'm in the middle of such a stressful situation.

before bed: 200 mgs of B6 and 10 mgs of melatonin.

While going to sleep It was evident to me That I was going to be kicked out of my current house in a few days. With that on my mind and nothing left to do for that day concerning my worries I finally decided to do the very thing that I do best: DREAM. So I took a daring dose of b6 and melatonin. 10 mgs of melatonin is enough to make you sleep through the night perfectly dreamless. 200 mgs of b6 is apt to keep you up until 3 am thinking all about love that was lost... or was there any at all? I'm sure anyone has met the kind. Were they into me? or just faking it? At certain times, yes it did seem that this person wanted something to happen, other times not. So confusing. could of easily kept me all night like it mostly has for the past 5 or so months. BUT being i had to get up at 6am I was really hoping I would just sleep instead. Hence the mega melatonin dose. Unconsciously I hoped that the melatonin would make me sleep quickly, which would allow for the b6 to kick in a bit later (Or so i hoped).
So with all that on my mind I somehow fell asleep.

Queen Mitchiko?

I was lucid! I was finally lucid! I was staring at piece of paper? I couldn't remember if something on the paper had made me lucid or I just got lucid randomly staring at a piece of paper. I did not know or seem to care. All I know is that a bit later I was flying up. Flying with lots of people, spinning flying and other incomprehensible thing which I did not remember much... but I was doing them all.

In the back of my mind was THAT person. and gradually over a period of 20 mins of flying or so my dream body decided it was time to finally see her. I knew I had to create a portal. I had a circular clear plastic thingy with blue lettering on it. So in mid air, I decided to somehow make a portal with it, by poking my finger through it I think. The rest of my body must have followed.

I am in a rather strange castle that is both indoor and out door. There is a man there, My instincts tell me to kill him, so I put my hands in his mouth and pried his jaw off his head (It took some time.) There were people all over, they seemed to know where they were and I kept asking them "Where is she?". They all said that she was coming but she might not like being disturbed by me. "Nonsense" i said and starting smashing through ceilings and going up levels into different rooms. I stopped in one and randomly tried to Dilate time using a method that Walms taught me. I put my hand on the ground, and looked in between my hand and fingers. My vision doubled. Which hand was I supposed to look at? Oh well just count. By 15 my one right hand which looked like 2 or 3 right hands were melting all over the floor, while I was still trying to imagine each number i counted as a unit of dreamtime stretching out significantly. I decided to stop at 20. The dream didn't fall apart.
I jumped out a window and into an open area with more people. They told me that She had agreed to see me. But they kept addressing her as Queen mitchiko. "She's coming," they said.

I didn't wait I turned on a cobblestone path and saw her. and it was HER alright. but it was her as I know her. Here she really was Queen mitchiko. I didn't waste time pndering if Mitchiko knew who her waking self was, or vice versa. I trampled on her long velvet robe that she was wearing. I said something stupid and cocky, just trying to make fun her silly arrogance. Her head grew large and her eyes bulged out of her head, which seemed to tower over me. she yelled something like "How dare thee... blah blah blah". So to that I grew my head large and it was her who shrunk and had frightened eyes while I yelled something back. As I woke up I can remember thinking that maybe I didn't do the time dilation method properly.

Dream Fragment
I was in this room and these three appeared on a stage and started performing something. I remember thinking that I had imagined them and allowed everyone in the audience to admire my imagination.

Almost late for chemistry
My friends an I we're going to chemistry. I remember we had two minutes until the class started. I remember that my dream self apparently knew the way. The place we were at faintly resembled my school, so I most likely assumed that I was at my RL school, I knew which hallways to take, but the class never showed up. I basically went through the same 2 hallways somehow about 5 times. I knew this was weird. But I was too worried about being late to Chemistry because I knew that getting lost is no excuse for being late after you've apparently gone to the school for a while. We went running back from we're we came and at this point the school resembled nothing of my current school. When we were entering into the main building, which I thought we were already in, our Chemistry teacher came walking with us with her books and started talking and laughing with my friends. I should have known it was a dream because my friends from my old school were coming to my chemistry class and talking to my teacher whom they do not know. For some reason by the time I got to chemistry class, I had a clone. But the clone that was apparently of me was really of my friend. I found this to be strange since I knew before that it had been a clone of me. Another weird that I am just realizing is that this particular friend is not in my chemistry class.

Weird Rides
I went into this very strange room. I will attempt to explain it from what I remember. The room had a sort of circular/hexagonal shape and had black walls. There was this bing screen that ran across the entire wall, totally encircling the room. The floors had things on it and possibly drains. In the center of the room is a chair. There were a bunch of girls in the room and they told me to sit on the chair. They gave me these weird glasses/goggle things and turned the contraption on. The chair lifted up and the screen that circled the room lit up and was playing something. Because I was wearing these glasses, the video playing on the screen seemed to become 3D and it felt like I was inside of it. But the thing kept breaking and the chair would movie in all directions. I almost fell off of it onto the floor. When I got off, I was in my parents' bathroom and there was a chair in the middle, but these two guys were standing around. They told me to sit and started massaging my shoulders. They were saying things. But I do not remember any of the conversation.

Sports and Sangria
I was in the music room with a bunch if my friends and this woman i have never met before. I was sitting in the table nearest the fire exit and was watching as the woman drew on the board explaining different games that we were going to play. When we finished wring the rules, moved to the table directly in front of the blackboard. I won the first game. The next game went like this: she crumbles a piece of paper or something and stuck a straw or pencil into it. The point of the game is to flick the straw causing the ball to fly over to one of the two people in front if you. They must then flick the straw sending the ball flying again. The person to miss loses. We were in tables of four. Michael was in front of me on my left. He flicked it to me and I flicked it to the person in front of me and won twice. Te scene changed, however we were in the same room. It was basketball tryouts and all these kids from my old school were coming. They started flooding into the room. Then the room changed into thegym and we were playing a weird variation of basketball. My dreamself knew that I had taken a break from this and was just returning, so I could not play too hard. We were given specific spots around the basket and all we do is shoot. I went to this room somewhere and Nick and his dream family was there. I kissed his mom and shook hands with his dad and went and drank sangria. The sangria was amazing! It had a bunch of different flavors in one!

Alien invasion
I was in my house and someone shouts that there is a hovercraft outside. So I run out. It is nighttime and I see this very small spaceship thinking floating around my house. It could have been someone's remote controlled airplane, that is how small it was. I watch as it floats around my house. There were these weird pellet thing in the shape of skinny footballs. There are being sent out of the spaceship and spread across the lawn. I picked one up and intolerance it in half.

I'm at school. We are walking around. Me and my friends discovered a way to transform the world into a video game. We did it and the world turned into a maze thing. I am hiding in a corner. The point of the game is basically hide and seek. A robot comes and gets me.

Im at the beach now in this transport thing. It is lit up red. I am sitting with a couple of people. I get out and the beach is similar to one on minecraft. I get down there and my friend has two girls with him. I don't even know one and we start making out. She wasn't the best looking, but she was alright. I end up going to a restaurant with her later on. I am in the bathroom of a restaurant. My friend Trevor is there. He is breaking down. He is nervous about his date with his new girlfriend. He recently had been broken up by his ex. I talk to him about it then we both go out there. I sit in a booth. There is a smallish wall thing and he is sitting on the other side a couple of rows ahead.

LD29: A short strange dream I can not really describe. I did a WBTB and got all zoned out and almost lost awareness when a vivid dream started. I was disembodied and my feild of vision was all blue and weird. I tried to move and the blue shifted around as if I was somehow this squarish blue thing. I wanted to be sure this was a lucid dream and not HIs. I had not experianced anything like this in any HI. The visual field was not just blue but I seemed to be a blue squarish blob, that could shift about and I could figure out nothing beyond that I was lucid in a truely odd dream. I focussed my vision trying to understand, but that caused me to open my waking bodies eyes, and the dream ended

The dream began as I attended a track practice, except this one everyone would stay the night in cabins. Once we were all in our cabins, we went to bed. As soon as I fell asleep IN THE DREAM, I begin dreaming. So basically I was dreaming within a dream. In the dream dream, I am walking down a hallway. The walls are made of glass, but most of them are busted out. The sky is a dark grey. I approach a part of the hallway where there is a man with a glass butterfly. The butterfly is made of shards from the windows, and the man is rubbing his hands along the butterfly (it's a big butterfly, about 3 feet tall and 2 feet wide). His hands slide along the top of the glass, and when I get near him, his neck snaps up and he says, "I never left you, but you left me." Then he resumes his work.

After that I turn and walk further down the hallway, but a famous actor (don't know who, just know they were famous and an actor) appears in front of me. My voice comes over the dream and, like in those movies where diaries/journals are read aloud, I say, "And I'll be damned if--you know what? Why the hell is [actor's name(can't remember)] so scary?" At that moment, the actor twitches uncontrollably and attacks me.

I wake up screaming. IN THE CABIN.

I sigh, saying "It was only a dream." I roll over and go back to sleep in the dream, going back to the exact same dream. The actor is replaced with someone different. I go through the exact same steps, wake up screaming in the cabin, and then re-enter the dream dream six times. At the end of the sixth dream dream, I'm finally aware that I'm dreaming. I become lucid in the dream dream and run to the end of the hall, which has a large piece of glass on it. I reassure myself, saying "I'm in control here, not the nightmare." I try to calm down, but when I look into the window, I see my reflection. Panic engulfs me as I recall hearing how mirrors are usually scary in dreams. Behind me, there is a shadowy woman with frayed hair and contorted arms. She screams and leaps onto me.

Scared but relieved to be out of the nightmare, I wake up. And I still see the cabin. I'm borderline hysterical by this point. I felt trapped inside a never-ending nightmare. Luckily, I force myself to awaken from the cabin dream and wake up in my own bed. I'm burning up and sweaty, but also scared senseless. I try to sit up, but find I'm apparently still in sleep paralysis. None of my limbs work, and I can practically feel the woman jumping onto me. My heart is pounding faster than it ever has before, and I eventually get my muscles to cooperate. I get up and sit on the couch, where I watch TV, nearly cry, and eventually (after 2 1/2 hours) fall back asleep.

I am completely baffled as to how I became TRAPPED inside the nightmare. Can anyone here please give me more information on this, and how I can combat it if it happens again? I'm almost afraid to close my eyes.

Thanks for taking the time to read this, and I'll be looking for any responses.

--Reamous

PS. This is the first nightmare I've had in a long time. Don't know if that information aids you at all, but there it is.