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I remember in this non-lucid dream fragment realizing that in dreams it matters less what my mind finds objectionable, but it matters mor that My mind still have issues with the dream.

Some people stood near my fence and made something with it. I went out , counting fingers. It was difficult because then i decided make RC all became grey. I had six fingers, so i went through the fence thinking about object to break. I saw several paper-packs from juice. I step on one of them, thinking how i destroy it but it was like from iron. I tried with other pack, but it was like from iron too. I was upset and saw an old granny. I went to her and said - today i'll grant your wish. The old woman had kind eyes and looked at me. I lost awarenes and became a DC. I took part in some show. Somebody touched me - it was that old woman - and she asked - how about my wish, dear? I answered - sorry, granny, i have already lost my awareness))))))) And i didn't remembered that a moment ago i was a dreamer))))))

.woke from nap at 3:03pm with image of person in bright yellow, plain racingcar suit, walking away, looking back, happy. I'm thinking "scintillating cinders".

Originally Posted by TiredPhil

I have a picture on my PC, which can not be mistaken for anything else.

If seen by an Indian they would give the same name as an Australian.

The chances of it being mistaken for anything other than what it is, are very unlikely.

I am off to bed, and will meditate before sleeping, and think of nothing else.
During sleep, I will attempt to bring the picture with me into my dream.

Have a sleep yourself, and see if you can pick up on the picture.

This is open to anyone who dreams.

I will not reveal the image to anyone, unless reported correctly.

Cheers,
Phil

Phil Thank you

It is 11:22am Friday 8-March-2013 here in Adelaide, South Australia.

I .... will ... actually Phil, I need something to focus on, like a "number code" or a picture or something. Anything will do.

I will record any remembered dreams in my DJ here on DV. I will call the entries "1-Phil" "2-Phil" etc.

Recall from today's naps, some success, also not much of non-lucid recall due to me trying to DEILD after waking up from non-lucid. Also wow, i did successful WILD in a dream(which counts as DILD i guess?).

Nap #1:

I was in game that looked similar to quake 4 and was shooting some stroggs with my hyberblaster, cleaning room after the room. Then there was very dark passage where i got ambushed. Then everything went black and i spontaneously go lucid, i try to imagine different location and teleport to it, but there's no success, i try a few times but i am still stuck in darkness. Shortly i feel something touching me and 'hugging' me, no clue what it is. I try to teleport again but no dice. After a bit i see some white/cyan wall for an split second and then i wake up the room is different and the lamps are broken so i realized that i am still dreaming, but i can't move for some reason. Shortly dream fades out.

Nap #2:

Can't recall much about this one, i recall finding out that one of the forums that i was previously on, which expired, has been restored and functioning also there were some troll users getting banned on it. Later i was browsing some other forum that was apparently about Trigonometry Wars shmup, in one of the threads the author was having some problem with a different game he was making. Later i noticed that my PC was overheating.

Nap #3:

I was home and there was major revamp of furniture positioning, people were annoying me and PC was loading extremely slow due to some problem. I got tired of trying to fix everything and ended up just lying in my bed, trying to WILD...
I awakened in my bed and i know i am in a dream, i take off headphones and i can still hear binaurals, that confirms it. I get up from the bed and while getting up i am concentrating on touching it with hands for stabilization, sound of binaurals shortly fades out as well. I am looking at the room and it is pretty accurate to my room in waking life, also it is daytime. I go to the balcony door and on the way i am repeating 'I am dreaming' a few times for additional lucidity and stability. I started ramming the door, had to do it twice like i did in the other lucid dream, though this time it just opened instead of breaking, i am fine with it since i want to do something more major for TOTM anyways.
As soon as i get to balcony i take off, i immediately feel the wings, and this time i am better prepared for it. It's still not easy though, i start flying in circles for a bit and then far to the right(if facing balcony from outside), being unable to get higher. I note that the building is very long and as much as i was in flight, it didn't ended. I finally figure out the movements and start getting higher, my target is the roof, since i need a good big open place. I reach it in a bit but it is very small somehow, i take off again searching for different roof.
Shortly i reach some red brick building, i note that my flight is pretty stable now. The roof is sloped, again not fitting for my goal, but i find decently open plaza-like area down below near this building. I also try taking a look at wings, but for some reason the angle at which i can rotate head is rather small. I land and look around, there are people walking around this plaza but i don't care. I start thinking up the way to reach my goal: transformation into a dragon, and i decide to try just concentrating, imagining transformation and shouting 'Dragon form!'. I try it for the first time, no success. Then second time, still not working. Then i try for the third time! I feel my right hand becoming different, i look at it and it's mostly normal but slightly bigger and clawed looking, it becomes normal shortly. I become more confident and attempted for the fourth time. I concentrated much more as well and i got it, my hands became clawed and black scales appeared all over them, but a second later, dream abruptly ends.
I woke up in my room and dad was annoying me about something, so i forget to do reality check, then shortly i wake up again, this time properly.

Worth noting it was my longest lucid up to date as well.

Not really a frag....but I had some dream where I teamed up with some 80s action star and killed Samuel L. Jackson. It was so funny. I was trying to arrest him after I hit him in the leg...and he came at me flashing a camera trying to blackmail me. I killed them, and some gang came up to me wanting to stick a butcher's knife up his ass...and I told them they could.


I want to say the guy I teamed up with was....damn I see him in my head....married to Goldie hawn (SP). Also played in Big Trouble in Little China. It was either him or Patrick Swazi.

Yesterday, I smoked weed....I have Cannabis Psychosis. To where if I smoke weed I go nut's for like a hour.....So I felt detached from the world. I was ashamed of who I am....I felt I waas standing before God the Father at the Judgment and all I was thinking was I'm going to burn in hell forever. Suffer forever and there will be no escaping it. I can't think of anything more scarier then standing before a unseen God and your being judged because you chose to live a life to yourself instead of to God and, accepting the precious gift of eternal life...That is Jesus Christ....So today I talked to my dad. He broke my heart because he is in so much pain.....He lost his wife a year ago and he let's out all his problems on me which I don't think he notices he's doing it and, I don't blame him bu8t he and I need a therapist that deal's with pint up rage and feeling's that we have held in. Then I guy I new from like ten year's ago comes to my house out of no where and say's he's looking for this other guy I knew that stole thousands of dollars worth the stuff....I don't want to snitch but, it's shady that you steal from someone who died and the stuff you stole didn't even belong to that guy let alone yourself.....I have had a hard day...mixed feeling's....Confusing dream's and just trying to cope with everything I deal with!

So I had some fragment involving the game Borderlands 2. Not sure if I was playing it or warped into the game whereas I was actually experiencing things as the character would in the game, or just dreaming about playing it. (Sometimes when I dream about video games, I get warped into the game and experience things as the character would.)
I was basically in this concrete alleyway with chain link fences set up everywhere. There were various enemies from the game attacking me, and I was progressively switching out weapons experimenting and trying to figure out what was the most powerful. Eventually, I fought my way out into a more natural looking area and was climbing up this hill covered in forest.
The hill seemed to be getting progressively steeper as I climbed up and there was no path. Eventually I began sliding and the soil on the hill wasn't giving me any traction, so I couldn't reach the top. I tried grabbing onto some of the tree roots (because the hill was covered in a dense forest) but it did not really seem to help.

I was doing something with my teacher from my tech school. He was giving me an art lesson and told me that he was drawing the face of his sister with a marker. (I don't think he has a sister in real life though.) Also, we were in the kitchen dining area of my own house, that was kind of weird.
He told me that I had to draw exactly what he drew, and that I was not allowed to lift my maker off the page, nor was I allowed to look at my page. He started drawing, and I tried to follow him as best I could while abiding by the rules.
When we had finished, he told me to look at the face I had drawn. It was surprisingly correct given the challenge in drawing it. The nose looked large and distorted, and the face looked very masculine. (Keeping in mind we were drawing a female.)
His face looked somewhat distorted. The one that he had drawn has large poofy lips and ears. In both of our drawings the hair looked exceptionally bad.

I had some dream that my dad had picked me up from school. He picked me up in this full size green van that my family owned when I was a kid.
Apparently he wanted to have some kind of father-son bonding experience with me, because he said that we were going to the corner store to get some junk food. Then we were going on a father son fishing and camping trip.
We drove to a corner store that I was not familiar with. The building was a small strip of stores with this kind of spanish style construction, the kind with stucco walls ceramic roofing tiles that are the color of plant pots.
But my dad drove the van in through the double doors and pulled into the shop. The shop was just big enough for the van to fit inside without hitting any of the shelves. The store clerk, who was a young woman, got really angry with my dad for driving his van into the store.
My dad reached out of the window and into the refrigerator and took a bottle of Gatorade. He wrote the word "ID" on it in black sharpee. He grabbed another one, a different flavor, and wrote the word "EGO" on it. I was expecting him to take a third bottle and write "SUPEREGO" but rather I woke up from the dream at that point.

I do not understand what any of my dreams mean right now. Its just a blur.

On my lunch today at work I decided to take a nap in my car. I honestly only remembered this because of the angle I tilted the seat back at, I had a moment of vertigo and deja vu. It's a dream fragment from last night.
I'm laying on a hard surface, my body feels so heavy. There are people nearby but I cannot move to show them I'm still alive. I struggle to open my eyes, but I cannot keep them open. My vision pans out to third person and I see the raft. The wood underneath me, the waves lapping at all sides. It's raining softly. I can see someone curled on his side, Liam approaches through the water. He grips the timber by my head and says something to me, pulling himself up so his shoulders are clear of the ocean.

I just took a 3 hrs nap. I had dreams but I don't remember anything about them. I had a lucid, but it was short and plain like all the others. In the dream, I realized that I could be dreaming so I did some RCs. I pushed my finger through, and it went through. I pushed it further to see if my finger would go through my hand but it didn't. I pinched my nose and took a breath. I wanted to say "stabilize lucidity" but I couldn't speak. I noticed today that I couldn't even speak or open my mouth in my lucids. My eyes were fine but then I started to have to blink. I blinked once or twice and it ended. I didn't even remember having a lucid till I do RCs in real life.