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I recall only a brief, blurry fragment. It was a sunny and warm day, I was standing on some balcony or something, looking at some fields.

I was walking through a school. A campus, like college. I was walking through an auditorium kind of room, no bleachers, just a big room. They were playing some game. Someone called out to me, but I didn't really acknowledge them. I turned around and left after walking across the room. I knew a lady was following me to tell me something. She eventually caught up to me and talked to me about it. Then I was trying to change the back story of some characters in a pen and paper RPG in a modern setting. I wanted them to be able to know each other, so I decided that they all worked on the same military base. Then I went back to the auditorium, and saw an unnaturally tall human-looking guy. He was clearly a monster of some kind, but he was dressed a military officer. I didn't talk to that thing, but I left and pretty soon I was running to jump on a truck with some other people. Then we were being chased by a group of this almost vampire-like army. We were pretty much screwed, then I woke up.

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There was a road trip of some kind, Florida or something. I think we had a trailer. But the main part was a guy who was trying to load his trailer, but he was getting mad and throwing stuff around. You could tell it would all just fall over the way he was doing it. I offered to help him, and was being careful and making thing stack properly. Then he got bored and wanted to leave. I told him that he would have to pay me if he was going to leave, so we decided to go get something to eat and take a break. We were deciding what to drink, I had bananas and 7-Up, which sounded fine in the dream for some reason.

A yard, a shipyard or something, a sci-fi setting. We were fighting different kinds of robots and maybe some aliens. It had a Start Trek vibe to it. There was a shape shifter guy was gloating about having beaten us in some way. We didn't interact with him directly, but that was a scene with him just saying that he'd won. There was something negative going wrong. I'd done something wrong somehow and was driving around.

I was walking around a mall. I when to a restaurant. I eventually wen to a guitar store. I had a guitar and pieces kept falling off it an getting lost. A DC was losing parts of it. It was really frustrating. Then I was going for a walk through the place, it had a grocery store and a hospital. I was heading toward a bathroom, walking in a straight line, behind desks or over them. I was being a little bit rude I guess doing that. I sat down in a chair. Someone sat down next to me and we were talking. Then we were driving in a truck. It was snowy, and roads were dirt and mud. It was like an abandoned neighborhood with houses that were pretty far apart. They were falling apart, not longer a place anyone would live. But this was like a half a mile from the mall. I was getting dropped off and he showed me some space gun he had. Then I was looking at this glider thing attached to the back of the truck. It had a trim adjustment on the back, that was pushed all the way to one side. I somehow knew that it was the reason that the thing had not been flying straight.

Morning of November 9, 2016. Wednesday.



I find myself standing in an unknown mostly featureless room as I have just shifted into the beginning of my lucid dream. I mostly find myself gazing at the blue sky through a closed sash window. (I am not sure of directional orientation. If it is implied to be our bedroom window I would be looking west.) An unrealistically large bird, but otherwise the kind called a kite, is seemingly flying directly towards the window.

Before the bird gets too close and crashes into the window, it slows down and becomes an actual white kite but is still moving down towards the window. Strangely though, the window still breaks (without the kite hitting it), glass flying inward, towards me. At this point, I experience the back spasm event and nearly go flying off our bed. (Ordinarily, back spasm dreams are a premonitory sequence where something seemingly jabs me in my back in physical hypnopompia, a recurring dream event from very early childhood. It does not seem as if this was the case this time, as the flying glass shards came from in front of me, although it was triggered by a sudden awareness of Zsuzsanna’s body behind mine as I was lightly sleeping on my right side. Still, the timing of the imagery was not correctly aligned with the physical event, which I find hilarious, like a movie that was incompetently dubbed.)

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A breaking window simply symbolizes dream cessation in real time (as does losing teeth, which also usually has no waking life meaning). (This metaphor is even used in the 1971 TV movie “The Deadly Dream”).

The imagery in this dream has a thread of prescience. Zsuzsanna had checked out “Tommy” from the library, which features a longer scene near the end with Tommy on a white hang glider that looks very much like a large white kite. I had no way of knowing she would be checking it out at this time.

Otherwise, kites, birds, airplanes, and virtually anything associated with flight or wings (including birds that cannot fly) are associated with the floating sensation typically experienced upon falling asleep. Over one in five of my dreams for over fifty years have had this dream state dynamic, but are always unique, and sometimes, as with this dream, contain literal prescience.

The “back jab” event is based on biology, and only happens in a particular stage of sleeping or waking as a result of spontaneous neural energy. It is completely unrelated to real life dynamics, just as the hypnopompic kick is (although the hypnopompic kick is more pronounced when I do more walking on a particular day).

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That was the basis for the entire dream, and that will continue to be it, as I am now going to bed. It is 2 AM.

Luckily the rest of my dream was about a different universally hated leader, Napoleon. Simon and I were at the location of his death on the bettlefield. We watched him be slain, and I tended to his wounds for a moment before Galen took him over. This Galen was so much more realistic than most of my dream characters ever are. He had these beautiful rants and his handshake was calloused. At one point long after the battle we were sitting on chairs in the night, looking up at the stars. They were extremely beautiful, being a figment of my dream, and I think if I was still reality checking on views I could have gone lucid. The end of this dream was pretty great. I was on a dance floor with Simon and Galen, and I had time travelled us back to the 80s. Everyone was doing the robot and I started dancing all loose like drake. The 80s people stared at me in disgust, but I just kept leaning back further and further. It was extremely fun to do, and I got into a way impossible limbo and kept dancing like I gave no fucks. Then I went forward on my toes, annoucing "this must be impossible". And then my alarm went off. The immediate moment before a lucid dream no doubt was upon me.

- my girlfriend betrays me with another guy and stays days at his place and let me understand she's about to close out relationship. I also about this fact with my friends.

- me and my girlfriend are in Italy in the village of my parents. They just opened a new cafe just after the filing station with an incredible view from the sea (in real life the village is on the hills and the sea is hundreds kilometers far away from the sea). A couple of friends should come but sight show up. My girlfriend and I assist to a pregnancy course in the café.

- I was in a random building and at a certain point there is some text on the wall that morph into Cyrillic (benefit of studying Russian). The thing makes me lucid but I become overenthusiastic and I wake up.

- this dream is semi lucid. Could realise what I was thinking but not really conscious that I was dreaming and could do whatever. I go around in a caregiving island and I kiss random women, especially a very hot blonde girl. Alarm clock wanted me up before i could pass to hotter actions.

On a cruise ship to Mexico and the water is too rough to let the little boat take us to the land. I see the coast and really want to see it so I think up a hover board type machine that floats above the water because I have to take a couple of people with me who also want to go. This is a pretty large board. I think there were like four of us on this board and we are hovering about two feet over the rough water nice and smooth, I can see the beautiful cliff walls, sandy beach and beautiful blue water and then we get to a line of rocks in the water that I didn't notice. All of a sudden the rocks rise up and form a huge wall of rocks so we couldn't got past it. I tried lifting the board but it wouldn't go higher than ten feet. I took the people back to the boat and woke up and had a horrible feeling about the election, it was almost 3. I turned on the news and I was shocked about the results.

It’s night, I’m in my garden and I see a creepy guy who(look like a homeless guy) climb the wall and enter the garden. He run to me, I get scare and he grab me but I realize it’s just a dream and decide at my turn to grab him by his T-shirt collars and shout at him by telling him it's just a dream. A scissors appear in my hand, I take the scissors and cut his nose(I could see his nose's bone) and take it by flying backward watching the man running after me to get back his nose. At this point the dream starts to become light(I was at the edge of waking up), so I decide to fly more faster. I’m flying at the speed of sound that the only thing I can see is multicolor light passing by me fast. I’m now in front of a Villa which is orange. There is no gate so I enter the garden by floating and after I enter the house. After I woke up.

This dream was so long that I had forgotten the beginning upon wakening since I was disturbed from it. My earliest recall of this dream was when I was walking down a hallways and I was coming from science and heading to English class. The hallway looks like a home hall with no lockers, just the various class rooms and a restroom. The lights were on and I made it to the double doors. I go down some stairs and made it to me next class room. Here it is kinda fuzzy but I clearly remember that I was in a room, lit by judging from the white lighting, looks to be only one florescent light that was off in the back somewhere. I'm sitting at a desk and I was playing with a very old Power ranger Titanus zord. It was remote controlled and I was driving it around since I was very bored. There was no teacher there and didn't see too many students around me. Someone told me to stop messing around but I ignored whoever and continued to play with my stuff. After sometime had pass of the teacher talking my toy rolls under a desk and gets tangled up in something, making a somewhat loud sound. An angry DC man came over and tried to snatch it away but it was still tangled and had to get it loose before taking it away. After that laid my head down and closed my eyes. Sometime has passed again and finally it was time to go. I got up and on my way out, grabbed my toy that was taken from me and headed on out. I run into Vernall (my old job coach) and was talking to her and then realized that it was the end out the day and school was out. Once I realized that I began to walk around in the school as various things began to happen.

The first even was me talking to people and explaining my situation to them to see if they can help me get a ride since I didn't own a cellphone. No one complied and went out about their business. Then I go down some steps and look around there. I'm in a sub hallways and the toy in my hand was very different from before. Instead of the black motor one it was earlier, it was now red and I realized that it was the RPM Megazord and seen Speedor (to red Condor car) looking up at me. He says something but don't know what it was. It was no longer motor powered just a plastic figure that can change shapes. I ended up getting semi lucid but wasn't enough to gain control over the dream. I pictured the Megazord and human size coming from around a corner and when I looked around it, nothing was there. Just a big hallways leading to some lobbies.

In the lobbies were sofas, chairs and TVs, some female DCs were there lounging and chilling out and here it was brighter since there was some windows and doors around. There was also a lobby desk next to me with a DC there, looking at me. So after that I talked to the toy in my hand and then went back down the hallway since this was obviously the wrong way.

I ran down the hallway only to discover that I had long missed my ride home (public transportation) and was night time! I ran up some steps and found myself in a huge room that looked like some kind of empty store outlet that led into a busy mall. I began to hear music and see people walking around, shopping. This was not it. I go back downstairs to see if I can find another way out. I'm in another hall way and this time almost run into RPM Megazord who had randomly Spawned out of nowhere. He saw me and the first thing that came into thought, was what Speedor said that he was gonna do when he find me in my sleep. He was gonna seek out the darkness within me and destroy it. Good right? No. The darkness within me is a part of myself and he would end up making things far worse if he were to get a hold of it and to top it off I was still aware enough to realize that I am within myself and he could end up targeting me as the darkness. No wanting him to tear through me. I ran back up the steps and back up into the mall that has now filled the room up with arcade games, toys, more music and people. I ran through the people as I looked back and seen the Zord walking up the steps behind me and Speedors eyes seeming to be filled with Anger, blindly running forwards I ran into someone who elbowed me in the face and tripped me. I rolled to me feet just in time as I seen Speedors beak plow into the ground/floor where I was at. Shit! He was right there and attempted to grab me into it's arms but I ducked under them, ran down some steps and hide inside of an eclove. He ran into view, losing sight of me, looking around a speeding off into the lobby somewhere.

After that I lose what bit of lucidity I had and go back to trying to get home. I was worried that my parents would be panicking about me not coming home and thought well shit...Completely forgetting about RPM who returned back to me when he saw that I came out of hiding. "Speedor." I heard something behind me and before I can turn around, I felt metal arms wrap around me and knew that it was him. He seemed less hostile this time and picked me up. Some DCs Saw what was going on and I heard someone yell and Speedor released me and I took off. He tried to get me again but ran down some steps. It was very dark here and only had some tan colored light at the end of the steps. As I tried to go down them I felt my arms began to feel like they were getting squeezed by invisible walls and it was harder to move forwards. Shit. I knew someone had me and you can only guess who that was.

I could've sworn I recalled my dream today, but I forgot everything when I came to write them down.