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since i had a bicycle day yesterday i was occupied the whole day and got late to bed (around 2 am), i woke up for the first time at 7:30 with only a fragment of the whole night and felt tired. got to the toilet and was torn back and forth to just go back to bed and sleep some more or try to induce a lucid. i decided to try it. lay on my back started with relaxation, incubated my goals again and did some SSILD cycles. i felt for a WILD but felt way to alert and awake. i turn on the side and try to fall asleep. but even now i felt to awake i turned 2 times and fall asleep and woke up with a nice Lucid in my pocket

[some more NLD i cant recall] ... move down the street in company of a woman and a older man. while walking a super tiny thought of 'when this is a dream' pops up. my awareness rises instantaniously and i am fully lucid. i do a nosepinch and its difficult to breath thru but i know i am dreaming. those two move infront of me and i tell them to go without me i will catch up. "but wait a sec" i say and pull a stone with telekinesis from a building site next to me and give it to the woman. she looks confused and like i want to shit her and she throws the stone away. [i did this to score some points maybe not fully lucid yet ]
i look behind me to the horizon. it is night and i see two buildings on the left and the right side. in the middle i can see the sky. i turn to the woman and tell her: "you see? behind me? there is no building but now you can see the tall building? in the middle? you can see it right?" i turn around and see the building i have summoned. it worked like a charm. i stand next to her and we look both at the building now.
I tell her: "now, since everything is just a picture, an image in my head i can make this building disappear just like that" i hold up my hand and move it slightly in front of the building. at the beginning not much happen but then i just imagine some more sky instead of the skyscraper and it disappears. i smile to her and she smiles too and seems to be a little impressed and not thinking that i want to kid her anymore. "now do you want to accompany me a little?" i think shortly... originally i wanted to summon a skyscraper to climb it up like spiderman but now that i unsummoned it i dont feel like put in more effort and dream time to make myself a suitable building.
i look up front and see an old not to high house. this will do i think and "my next goal is to climb up this house like spiderman" while i say so we approach the house and i imagine micro hair on my finger tips [like in the movie ] and start to touch the wall. the woman and the man seem a little confused but do as i do. at the beginning i have some problems and hold myself at edges of the house but then i dont need anything to hold on and climb purely the wall like spiderman. i climb up and for whatever reason there is a roof/ceiling there and i climb up side down. it feels a little weird and i dont know exactly what to do now. i push myself away from the ceiling and land on my feet standing in a room now.
i am in a kitchen. i think about what to do and pull a rubber ball with TK into my hand i look to the man and tell him "i will change the color of the ball." the ball is blue? now i look at it and will it to change the color to green. after a sec the color starts changing and the man screams up with enjoyment. i stop - but wait the ball turned white. i will a little more and now it changes in green. i feel satisfied.
i want to mass TK and pick up three items. the ball and two little tomatoes i try to make them levitate at the same time but have some problems with it. i dont try hard enough but instead i change the color of the two tomatoes. because of schemas they turn green like unripe ones, but i want them to be purple i look at them concentrated and it changes and changes to black and then purple. nice!
so i cant lift enough objects at a time but i could lift something very heavy. i use TK to lift up the water boiler and smash it around. the DC´s around scare up and feel a little uncomfortable but i dont care and start to find it funny to demolish the kitchen. i lift up the stove. i rip and tug around until the cables rip of with some sparks and smash it against the wall. i turn around and lift the refrigerator and throw it across the livingroom (that wasnt there before). i feel like this was enough. i lift a book and throw it a guy against his head and enter the living room.
i think around what to do and think i could teleport. i approach the window to jump out but on half the way i think it would be smarter to phase thru the wall. i turn left and run straight to the wall. for a part of a second i think about if it would be smarter to do it slowly and static but i decide to jump right thru will work fine. and i phase thru it without a problem [in opposite to some other encounters] and find myself in mid air over a street, as it seems at the height of the 5th floor or something... i am surprised because i didnt expected this and i start falling with waggy arms. while falling i reflect on my situation and tell myself i am invulnerable and my falling gets controlled and i land safely on my feet.
now it is after dusk, the street is a little wet and it smells wet and fresh. its silent like it should be in the morning hours. i draw a portal with my feet but it looks shitty so i kneel down write with my finger 'My room' draw a portal right beneath it. stand up look at it and try to push my hands in a "handstand" into the portal. nothing happens at the beginning but after some seconds i feel like my finger start to sink in like into wet mud i embrace this feeling and start to sink in completely. i am in the void but still feel like a part of me is inbetween the locations. i give it a last push and feel a litte falling and now am completely in the void. i do some tactile movements to be sure not to wake up. i see some white noise while i think about a sentence i have read some days ago from sageous or sivason or someone: "the void is like a loading screen, like the construct of your head [or something]" i think about it and it makes sense. i finish this thought and feel like beeing long enough here so i start to visualize my room. a homescreen (like in windows) appears with two users. [again schema because thinking of a "loading screen?] i "click" it (but without doing anything...) and stand in my room. i decide to wake up because i am scared i would loose the beginning.

this was a very pleasing lucid. i didnt believe i would get lucid because it didnt felt that way but it was a long and stable one. too bad i didnt remember to summon a teammate and let him accompany me (that way i would have had about 30-40 points more...) but used the woman that was already there... but i dont care and am happy about getting lucid again.

from today on my GF is in town again and we will see how lucky i get when sleeping not alone anymore.

bedtime 21:00

02:00

+ outside, we sold something and got a big pile of cash which I set in a satchel. Two guys walk by and I see one guy give a quick hand movement and I know he stole our stuff. They're trying to walk away quickly but I block them and loudly accuse them of the theft, they deny, I shout "I SAW YOU take it" and yell for my friends to come and help get the money back. There's a scuffle, we move around and eventually grab the money back. I run for my car and yell at my companions "GET IN! GET IN! HURRY!" and they get in and I speed away. But then I need to walk through customs, and I see the agents there and recognize them (that were the ones who stole our cash?) at the border they're interviewing everybody who's taking (encryption technology?) out of the country and that's what we're doing too. They're talking to one guy and they're asking him why his hair is cut in that particular way, and they say they're gathering detailed information about the people who are doing this. I know they don't know me so I should go ahead to the next checkpoint on my own and hopefully because I'm an unknown, they'll let me go through.

WBTB @ 02:00
dufus talking so loudly outside my room that he woke me through my earplugs and I locked myself out of my room stepping out to tell him to be quiet, said "you gotta be kidding me, this is bad, UNLESS I'm dreaming..." did an RC, swore another oath, and then had to walk to the front office to get another key in bare feet

Up until about 04:00 - 04:30, then BTS

+ I'm walking with a few people going somewhere, we're walking in sand. I look to the right and there's an opening and there are palm trees there. I notice that one tree has a huge trunk, 4-5 meters in diameter. As we continue walking I notice that the shape of that tree is very strange: elliptical, wide in one dimension and narrow in the other. I point this out to my friends "Hey, look at that weird tree!" and I'm trying to think of the shape name (eliptical).
We stop on the sand to talk, and a woman comes and stands right in our midst and starts changing her clothes, I'm a bit annoyed by this.

Later, I'm with my wife. I'm giving her a passionate kiss. But she's talking about some other man. She's saying that she doesn't go be with him because he has some disadvantages that prevent her from being with him. This hurts me as I think the reason isn't simply that she loves me, but that she likes him less.

Fallen asleep at 00:46, woke up at 04:00. Tried WBTB, no lucid results.

Fragment

It was dark, I was sitting on my bed and thinking about methods of lucid dreaming and that it's possible that I'd have one this night.

Dream

It was winter evening, I was in my house. Brother arrived for a short while to take socks out of a drawer and drive back to his house. He asked me if I'm going with him. I accepted and entered the car. We drove to a city, he went out and I was waiting for him in the car, playing something on my phone. After a long while he came back with his wife, they were arguing about something. Brother didn't wanted to go anywhere with me, so he decided to drive me back home. I left his car and we went on foot to car of his wife, where my mother and my friend that just drove back from England were waiting. Suddenly a terrible flu got me, we entered the car and drove away.

1. I had just crawled under a wall that had a 3 foot clearance underneath it. As I crawled all the way through and got up on the other side I found myself in the cafeteria of a large school/college. The walls in here were a bright vivid yellow, and the ground was made of off-white tiles. Just then I remembered that I had forgotten my snap-back at home, which was odd because I have a habit of always wearing one. "Gah damn, it's the first day in college already" I said to myself. I looked behind me as I saw many other kids my age stand up after crawling underneath the wall. I didn't recognize any of them. "Fuck I forgot my backpack and all my school stuff" I thought to myself, frustrated.
Everyone seemed to be walking in the same direction, and I had no idea where my first class was, or any of my classes for that matter, so I followed everyone else for the time being. Everyone walked down a hallway that was to the left of the cafeteria. Upon walking down this hallway I saw 3 doors. They seemed to all be classrooms, but everyone walked into the 3rd and last classroom, and so I did as well. Inside of this classroom the walls were still yellow, but the ground was made of carpet instead of tiles now. The teachers desk was centered at the front of the classroom, and all of the desks in the classroom were put together in groups of four or five. I walked and sat in the group of desks that were in the bottom right corner of the classroom. Immediately as I sat down the teacher spoke, "Alright class, get out a pencil and a piece of paper." Stress came into me as I knew that I had neither of these things, but for some reason I reached into my pocket to see if I had a pencil anyways.
As I reached into my pocket, I felt something that felt like a small pencil. I pulled it out of my pocket and to my expectation it was a really small pencil that still had a bit of usage left in it; and lucky for me, it was even halfway sharpened too. Only one guy in my group of 4 people had paper, so he gave out a piece of paper to the 2 people sitting with us except for me. "Dude can I have a piece of paper?" I asked. He looked really mad. He just looked at me like he was already fed up with everything completely, and then he proceeded to sloppily rip out a piece of paper out of his notebook and then hand it to me. I looked at the piece he had given me; it was basically only half of a piece of paper and was incredibly uneven, but I was going to make use of it anyways and it didn't really bother me.
Seconds later, the dude who gave me the paper snatched the paper out of my hands and ripped it in half, and after that he threw that piece of paper on the table. I looked at him with a blank face. "Wow what a douchebag" I thought to myself. Suddenly the teacher said, "Alright everyone, get up and follow me. We are going to the on-campus theater." With that, everyone got out of their seats and followed him out of the classroom and down the hall. After a minute or so of walking we arrived at the theater. As we all walked inside I noticed that the lights were off and that there were no actual seats, just metal bleachers for us all to sit on. There were two sets of metal bleachers, one section was on the right side of the room, and the other section was on the left side.
Another class was already occupying the section on the left side of the room, so my class started getting seated on the section on the right side of the room. Once everyone got seated a girl came to the front of the room and started talking to us about something. I recognized this girl as Jordan, a girl that went to the same high school as me. I quickly lost interest in what she was saying. I began to look around the theater. As I looked to my left to where the other class was sitting, I scanned through the people to see if I knew any of them. Then the unexpected happened. I saw A. Right as I looked at her she looked at me and our eyes met. I looked away quickly not knowing how to react. Seconds later everybody started socializing and Jordan no longer had an audience that was paying attention.
I continued sitting in my spot, thinking about A. "What are the chances?" I thought to myself. I looked around once more and noticed that half of the people in my section of bleachers had left. Suddenly out of the corner of my eye I see A get up and walk over to my section of the bleachers. She came and sat right one row up from my row, and she sat directly behind me. Her hair was shorter than usual, at the moment it was a little less than shoulder length, but nonetheless she was still as beautiful as ever. "Hey Cory, I know we haven't talked in a while" she whispered in my ear. She continued to whisper many things in my ear, many things of which I don't remember. I distinctively remember A's soft voice right in my ear, and feeling her breathe hit it as she whispered. Towards the end of our whispering conversation I remember her telling me, "I want to start to over" and I knew she was talking about "Us".
I was shocked to say the least. After not talking to her for over 4 years, she comes up to me and tells me she wants to start fresh. I remember just sitting there, staring out into space. For so long I've wanted her, for so long I've loved her and have never went a single day without thinking about her, and then this happens. I didn't know what to say. "I agree, let's start over" I ended up telling her as I looked into her soft brown eyes. I saw a strong passion in her as she smiled back at me. Happiness looks so good on her. Suddenly the tone of the room changes as Jordan throws up large amounts of vomit. I was still in the clouds, not really caring about her throwing up. "Oh my gosh that's so gross" A said in the girliest way ever.
Then to add onto the sudden change of tone in the room, a pipe in the wall of the room busts and water starts flying everywhere. At this point I am still daydreaming within the dream. A brings me back to the present moment, "Cory do something!" she tells me in a scared voice. I get up out of my spot and walk over to the pipe to put it back together to prevent it from spraying anymore water. A few other guys join me in the process. Once we fix the pipe, the theater movie screen starts falling off of the wall. Myself and the guys helping me out quickly went over to it and caught it before it fell. We begin trying to find a way to secure it back on the wall.
Suddenly I wake up due to an extremely dry mouth and not being able to breath through my nose at all.

Garden
I'm in the same big garden where I really was a few days ago, with a lot of people for an event. Somewhere in the garden I suddenly hear a sound. I don't remember what it sounded like, but upon looking it turned out that a fan had just dropped to the ground. It's a bit distorted due to the impact. Some people have already gathered around it. I think about going there as well, but what's the purpose. I walk the other way. In the mean time I start to think about how crazy it is that Snoop Dogg, this laid back stoner who says nigga all the time, is working for NASA as an engineer. I walk over to my friend Frank, who is playing an addictive reaction based game on his phone. We get to talking and he wants me to have a go at the game. I tell him I'm avoiding it, cause I know I'll be addicted to improving my own score.

A little bit later, my friend Re is here as well. We're sitting down with Frank. We get to talking about his girlfriend. He uses a different name than from what I was expecting, which throws me off for a moment. The conversation moves to a type of Skype programme. Re's pc is standing on the desk right next to me. I press the Windows key to make the search pop up and start looking for this programme. Totally not an invasion of privacy... In the end my friend San is there as well, and FIFA is booted. I quickly use the username "M", not wanting to bother to use an actual name. I then get to choose the level of difficulty. I think it may have been set in Dutch.

SpellBee Comp my first night of trying.

I was in what appeared to be a group home setting. One of the
male staff was taking a special interest in me, in an intimate
sense. He kept flirting with me. I became lucid due to the fact
that this raised a moral flag to me & also due in fact that I was
in a home as a child & there was a sense of familiarity of a rehab
I was in multiple times as an adult in my 20's.

I woke up & kept my eyes mostly closed to go pee. And laid back
in bed to try & continue this dream as a WBTB method & WILD.

I fell right back into the dream. Unfortunatley the content was
too overwhelming for me to conciously start preforming the task
of the competition yet my dream continued from the get go fully lucid!

Completely lucid from the start now. I am realizing that the
other staff & young women living here are taking notice to this
situation that's unfolding. I look around & am no longer thinking
this is a group home. It's more of a rehab which in my actual
experiences is close to the same thing yet on an adult level. But
of course my reciprocating actions by flirting back & feeling
much affection towards this man is conforting & mutual from a
sexual view... I am in my bed & there are other women, not girls
around me in their beds but we are all watching tv but I'm not
paying attention to it, only that I notice it's a movie & the
lights are low. The bedroom scenerio is bothering me so I change
it to a living room setting which has sectional couches. This
wasn't a hard reach for me because I had a point of reference
from when I was in a similar setting in a rehab minus this
particular man. (I'll explain later) I am cuddling with him & am
enjoying the intimacy. We pull the covers over our head & we can
see the light through it from the big tv & can hear others
wispering. I feel I know him very well. I lay my head on his chest
& I can feel he is getting an erection & I'm also feeling aroused.
I realize why I feel like this. He's my husband. My real life
husband. I decide I need to wake up now because he may still be
in our bed & I need to be in the waking world.

This dream has representation's of things merged into this weird
dream. For one, I was in a group home when I was a teenager, two,
I was in a rehab in my twenties multiple times. One of those
times like other times I also entered on the domestic violence
side & actually did have an affair with a male staff member. I
was an adult at that time. And the reason my husband is represented
like this is because in December I had a hysterectomy which made
it difficult for us to start having sex until right before my
son came back for the summer from college. Due to him being here
we haven't been able to be intimate so obviously I'm missing my
husband & can't wait for my son to go back for his 5th yr of
college!


SpellBee Comp Points: (If I get anything wrong plz feel free mods
to correct me.)

1/2 pt: 1/2 non-lucid fragment
10pts: First wild of the night
2 pts: WBTB
2 pts: Interact with a DC
10 pts: Advanced Object changing (beds to couches)
Total: 22 1/2

(I changed a whole room so if there is a point system number for
that that I have overlooked, plz someone let me know. I wasn't
sure if it would count as full transformation.)





Non-Lucid-Green
Lucid-Red
Side Notes-Purple
Astral Projection/AP-Brown
Competition Notes-Teal