dream fragment

There was dream of war/battle and and fragments about people playing cod.
While my dream memory was bad as always, training of my of version of ADA seems to bring lots of detail to the dreams.

WAKING LIFE DREAMING LUCID
BOLD IF IT FEELS PARTICULARLY SIGNIFICANT

From 4/22/11

Computer screen
Trying to do something important
Black screen with white lettering popped up. A warning. A long, deep warning.

I’m not sure if I felt very concerned about the warning, it may have seemed superficial emotionally. I’ve waited too many days to look back on it though, to really remember.

Okay, can't remember my dreams. When I was little though, I used to have lots and lots of dreams of witches. Here are three I remember ranging from the ages of 5-10.

Castle Witch

I was laying in a double bed with my older sister. She was fast asleep, but I was staring at this huge poster of a castle that covered the entire wall. The door opened to the castle and out came this witch-like lady. I kept my eyes partially closed, in the dream, so she wouldn't know I was awake. She walked around the bed looking at me and my sister, I guess to make sure we were asleep. Then she touched this cat figurine laying on the bedside tabe. She left the bedroom and went to the kitchen. I got up and snuck after her. When I came out to the kitchen, she was sitting at a boothlike table with my two sisters. They were laughing with her and having fun, but I knew she had cast a spell. So I ran and got my parents and they seemed to think the lady was crazy too. That's it.

Dorito Witch

I was at my grandparents trailer house. I was running around with a bunch of cousins (like we did on the holidays) and we were all lining up to jump on my grandma's bed. The bathroom was at the very end of the hallway next to the bedroom. I was walking to go jump on the bed when I heard voices in the bathroom. I crept inside the bathroom and found a witch (hat and everything) and my dad. The witch was feeding my dad nacho cheese doritos, but not through his mouth. She had a little part of his back cut open and was stuffing them in. >.>

Male Witch

I was at my cousins house and we were running around playing outside. We started to run down to the cellar, the door flew open before we reached it. And inside I could see a lab with lots of green glowing test tubes. There was a man witch and the color of his skin was also green.

Just felt like sharing since I couldn't remember my dreams from last night. < 4hours of sleep =(

I was in a different town with a few friends. I'd been friends with this girl "CS" since high school, we jus never hung out like that. Anyways, her and I got to be cool, and she invited me over to her veryyyy large house. This house had like 3 stories, each one with a differnet set up. It was like she had 3 houses stacked on top of each other. She was giving me, and a couple others a tour or this house. And weird things began to happen. First of all, my phone went up missing, and when there's 3 houses stacked on top of each other, it would almost seem impossible to find the phone. So mid-tour, we all started lookin for it. Finally, I found it underneath her bed.. I was a lil freaked, but i figured maybe one of the others were tryna play a joke. Then CS offered us some pie, i had worked up a bit of an appatite, as did the others i'm sure. So some pie sounded pretty good.. She pulled it out of this cupboard thing that went from the floor to the ceiling, when she took the pie out of the box, there was a little garden snake that crawled out of it, when she checked the date it was dated back to 1912, we were all like WTF. so she pulled out another one, which was dated around the same time. it was weird... when asked what she was doing wit pies that were dated that far bac in time, she said "they were given to me".. like maybe they had some significance of doin somethin to the body or something. I didn't take it, i jus simply said "I'll wait til i leave to eat".. continuing on with the tour of her house, we reached another floor, opened a door and there was a couple partaking in a form of sexual acts, scratching my head... i asked CS "so you jus let people mess around in your house" (kind of laughing). I felt like it was kind of an illusion because she shrugged it off, as if it to say "it's no big deal.." or "it happens all the time".. or maybe even "i didn't see it". anyways. all i could remember after seeing that was thinking that i couldn't wait to be out of there.

that was all i could remember.. for some reason, i wanted to stay asleep longer than i did.... weird.

Non-Lucid
Semi-Lucid



This dream was a really cool one. I nearly got lucid but I woke up even though I started stabilizing my dream by looking at my hands.

I don’t remember the entire dream but the setting was a rather gloomy town. Everything was a really dark shade of purple. It looked like the city of Derse from Homestuck. I vaguely remember walking around there and talking to Sollux (also from Homestuck).

What I do remember is meeting Aradia (Homestuck again) on a plain. She greeted me quite cheerfully and took me for a walk. While walking through the narrow streets we discussed about the role of the Space and Time players and the problem of Jack Noir. Then we suddenly weren’t in the city anymore. As if we’d stepped through an invisible curtain we were now in a vast, open area. There was nothing there, just dark purple emptiness. I asked Aradia how we should get past here and told her I had already tried before but failed. But she just smiled at me, jumped and landed about one meter further, causing ripples to flow through the surface, as if she was standing on an invisible rock beneath a tiny amount of also invisible water.

Now that I knew what I was looking for I managed to find other invisible stepping stones and took a different route. After some jumping around we got to a large platform in the middle of the emptiness. There were also some other trolls and humans there (Sollux, Nepeta, Dave and Jade).

Suddenly I realized I was dreaming and did the nose reality check and started looking at my hands to stabilize the dream immediately afterwards. It was to no avail, though, as I woke up.

It’s a shame I was deprived of a lucid dream yet again but at the same time I’m glad I remembered such a cool dream.

So in my dream i was with nartuo and sakua from the anime series "naruto" i was with them and i remember being up at a door and outside the door something was approaching i said "SHADOW CLONE JUTSU" about to preform the most awsome "Mega" rasengan but they stopped me. i dont remember if i summoned clones or not.. the dream i was having was based on this force similar to the nazi's seeking world domination trying to take control of mankind we were in my neighbor's backyard and i looked up and saw a plane fly by and drop "2" bombs in the shape of a missle and destroyed a medium sized building i think i was in the classroom before when i saw this because when i saw it destroy the building i remember saying "what if they destroy us?!?! Education?!?!" meaning a school building but as this was going on i was with naruto and sakura i was given a lecturn about out current situation and then one of the "nazi's" came sakura booked it to the bushes so did naruto i ran and got near a wooden tall fence we were in "Daves" backyard. while i was laying there i remember saying " if saskue was here wed whup" this "guy" hade a british acsent looked about sixteen with a black suit on blue eyes blonde hair and was white he was faced the opposite direction of my view i ran foward to this plant and layed. this guy JOLTED and i mean JOLTED when he moved. he moved so fast it was a blurr when he turned around and came towards the plant i was laying under i know he saw me so he teased he said "Where Are You?" he turned towards the bushes and i knew he knew where i was so i tried to run. "i tried" when i ran the other direction he jolted in front of me and grabbed my collar and lifted me. i think we talked sakura and naruto came out and we all became friends? we all sat down except sakura there was only 3 seats i was going to get up for her but he said something to her. more like all of us . sakura said something i guess. he said. "if you eat light things you cant take heavy things. if you can only take heavy things you can cant take light things" it made sense to us and we laughed? well me and naruto sure did after that i woke up i think..

Today was interesting because I had 1: My first actually induced LD and not just random, and 2: My first DEILD!

Note: I had been constantly waking up in the middle of this night.

Dream 1:

I've just fallen back asleep and am in a really large hotel that is grey and full of elderly people. It must have arount 200 floors and is set up similarly to the Marriott Marquee in Times Square, New York. The only problem is there are random staircases leading up and down floors and the sides to the central area arent guarded with railing to keep people from falling to their deaths (I remember thinking of this as unsafe). I enter a room after jumping over a span from one side to another when I wake up. I decide to try to reenter the dream and within three seconds I am back in the dream, except Lucid. I immediately get extremely excited, and try to stay calm but my excitement builds enormously beyond control (and I mean ridiculously excited and I couldn't stop it) until I wake up.

This was my second lucid dream to end from the sheer excitement of becoming lucid.

All I can remember is that I'm standing in my room on a dark day getting dressed up in clothes similiar to a movie character (Gideon Graves from Scott Pilgrim vs The World). I remember seeing bits of a friend of mine from high school and then I wake up

I had to find a blue whale in order to defeat some bad guys. I could fly and mostly had telekinesis. But as much as I tried I couldn't create an air bubble around me so I could go searching for the blue whale under water. And I refused to take one from sea world. Also I was on school property and there wasn't many places for a Blue Whale to hide.

Can only remember feelings from my dreams last night.

I had two lucids this morning that made me forget my dreams before them.

I tried rubbing my hands in both of them to make the dream more vivid, in the first one I just started flying around upside down and couldn't control it really. I wasn't flying anywhere in particular though, it was just black nothingness. Woke up...

The second one, I remember rubbing my hands as soon as I became lucid, I was outside and everything started to become more vivid when I started but it faded fast. I think I tried to fly but I sort of just bounced, like you see people doing when they're "on the moon."

Alcohol is no good for recall, and I think I'm going to quit and get serious. Because I bet I would've remembered my lucids a lot better if I hadn't drank last night.

I remember flying in the air so high that i couldnt see much of the ground because of the clouds, I was flying with my soulmate and we were looking down into the sea and there were islands - we smashed into one of the islands and fought off little creatures using magic powers and swords.

"it's not on this island" i said and we flew to another island, we went inside and i got into a bed feeling tired - my soulmate got into the bed next to me , and i said "we have more time to search" it was dark and the clock next to me said 3:31 - it was a replica of my alarm clock next to my bed - i looked to the door with a beam of light barely shining through the bottom - i said "maybe i will find it later" and fell asleep in the dream and woke up in real life - RC and it wasnt a false awakening....falling asleep into reality?

April 26, 2011

Non-lucid, fragment, disturbing

I am at my home, in the yard outside. It is mid-afternoon, and the sun is shining. My parents are on their way home, and I am supposed to get as many 'points' as possible. I gain points by shooting things with a small pistol-like object. There are a few birds worth 250 points each, and three cats which are worth 200, 300, and 500 points. Being a cat lover, I am reluctant to do this. My parents arrive home, and I hide in the trees, because I have not gained any points yet. I lay down in the grass as they step out of the van to look for me. Two of the cats walk up to me, and I target them for a total of 500 points. My parents hear the sound and come looking for me. I try to hide deeper.

This is a very strange dream. I am generally not prone to nightmares or anything disturbing like this, but I have been sick lately, and perhaps that or the medicine I'm taking has altered my normal dreams slightly.

Dream 1:

I am an adult around 20 years old, and then go back in time with my friend L (who is just starting LDing in real life), and I find myself seated in a classroom surrounded by the younger version of L, a friend from school T, the kid from modern family who is the son of Gloria, another kid who appears to be my best friend, and three random girls one of whom in the dream I apparently liked when I was 16 (Everyone including me are now as old as they are in real life, which is around 14). Everyone is talking like they just met, and is the 3rd day of school, and L and I share knowing glances. I walk over to him and make sure that he knows we are dreaming. We all talk, and it's like I'm getting a second chance with all the people there. Later on, I ask my friend T if he knows we are in a dream and he looks at me like I need to be placed in an institution. I awkwardly walk away.

Dream 2:

A bunch of people and I are in some sort of competition to be the last man standing (We are in some bombed out city that reminds me of one of the multi-player modern warfare II maps, but I don't know it's name). I go around killing people and get their weapons. Then with around 3 people left I face off against this guy who is heavily armed and he runs off after I badly wound him in the shoulder. Then I encounter the last guy in an extremely overcrowded playground that Is exactly like my old elementary school's but with a giant windmill in the center of it. I chase the guy around on top of the windmill, but we never end up getting each other.

Frag#1
I was is an a extreme state of anxiety and could find no relief. I was offered a beer, I told them that I do not drink (and I don't irl) but I ended up drinking it anyway . Slowly as I was drinking I felt my stress leave me. I was so happy to finally be free of my anxiety, but I started to feel guilty that I had drank since I was under age, plus a conversation I had with S irl. I get another drink and sneak around with it trying to find a place to drink it where no one can see me, until I accidentally leave it in an elevator, and when it reopens it is gone. I turn to the people I had been drinking with and say "I just made someones day" and we all laugh. I left the dream just feeling horrible to resorting to drinking to fix my problems, knowing that it would just make them worse.

Frag#2
I was some evil little boy trying to kill someone. The dream was mixed with me modeling in maya. I was using the maya tools to aim my blasts at him.
There was more to this I just don't remember.

(my recall has sucked lately )

Frag#1
I wanted cereal and went to the kitchen. I poured cereal in a bowl and sprinkled sugar over it until it looked perfect. I ask someone where the milk was and someone said, "we are out of milk". I don't care and go for the apple juice and pour it over the cereal. Someone goes, "grooooooss!" and I reply "What? It is all going to the same place anyway"

Frag#2
I was asleep at work but could not force myself to be awake . (I think I was trying to move my sleeping body, that is why I felt so heavy) I could not force myself to get up. My boss, R, walks by and nudges me, I freak out for a second, thinking he is mad at me for sleeping but he says "no its fine, don't let me bother you" I am surprised but go back to sleep relieved.

Frag#3
I was Link in some kind of game. Some other people and me have to go through trials for some reason and a piece that looks like us is moved on a board game. But there was something on my side of the board, that looked like two outlets, blocking two spaces. I wondered if that would mean I would get automatic wins in those places, but I was told that it meant I would loose those rounds instantly. I got to the end of the game anyway but everyone I was against died at the same time, I thought that meant I would win, but whoever was running the game said that I had to save someone to win, and since all the characters were dead, that I could never win. I remembered that there was some sort of stale mate or something so I went backwards and saved a girl in her match to win.