dream fragment

I didn't post Friday or Saturday's dreams. Not because I was lazy. Not because I couldn't remember them. They're just personal and I would rather people not read them. Alrighty. Unfortunately, last night was just snippets of images. I don't remember very much. Oh, and my chocolate dream sign emerged again.


Sleep. I am at my cottage, and when I open the door to go outside, I startle the birds who have made nests in the corners of the awnings.

I am on a city bus going from my highschool to the local mall. For some reason, I need to switch buses even though I only need to on Tuesdays. The bus I am on is closer to a coach bus instead of a city bus, and I tell the bus driver that the bus is fancier than I expected. She ignores me. When the bus gets to the mall, I get off and head towards the Tim Horton's, which has set up a bake-sale on the sidewalk just outside. I have a bad feeling about the price of the muffins, but I decide to buy one anyway. I'm about to purchase a banana-nut muffin when I see the chocolate muffins. I take one of those instead and go to the cash register. According to that, the muffin is $2.95 including tax. I am shocked at the increase in price, and the cashier apologizes. I am opening my change purse, and I happen to have three loonies in there (even though I normally have less than $2.00 at a time). Just as I am about to pay, that snippet fades. Wake.

DJ Log: May 23, 2011 – 8:15AM (USA Eastern)
Text color legend: · NON-DREAM · NOTES · DREAM · LUCID ·

I am riding a bicycle around the parking lot of our local shopping mall. The bicycle moves at will, as I do not have to pedal it at all. Another cyclist asks me, "What kind of bike is that? It looks like it works pretty good." I reply, "It's a piece of junk that I cobbled together from random junk. Have a nice day." I grab the handlebars and the bike takes off through the middle of the parking lot.

Quitting smoking was the worst thing I could have ever done to the dream world. I had zero-recall for about 2 months and have just recently been able to recall small fragments. I usually won't post a fragment to my online dream journal unless I can make at least 3 good sentences out of it. I've had a lot of fragments, at least 3-4 per night for the last few days. This one is the first in which I can recall some dialogue between a dream character and myself. Hopefully this is the beginning of the end of my lack-of-nicotine-induced dry spell.

I need to argue my case about whether or not I am a winner of a contest.

Can't recal much. Just it was in local area. Pottery at some stage and driving.

Non-dream Dream Lucid Fragments
Heh, another part lucid, although it was strangely dark.

I was in a bigger and more sinister version of my house, in my living room to be exact. I looked around and noticed the darkness was only around me. I looked down at myself and I was a strange ghast-like creature. I had some strange looking pistol gun as well. There was creepy music playing that was the creepyest thing I had ever heard. I tried to remind myself that I was probably the only thing to fear in this house and looked around. I went upstairs and explored. I heard a door banging. I opened it and saw a scared Odie and Garfeild. I thought it strange, but shrugged it off. I asked them what they were doing in my house and they said it was theirs. I told them they had nothing to fear and lead them outside. I then noticed that there was a 1st person style format. A button in the corner said Menu. I willed it to open and saw a skills map. The first said that in order to gain other skills, I had to possess someone. It also said that I would die unless this happened before daylight. I thought about it and decided that I would posess Garfield. As soon as Odie turned around I tried to do so. But the second I tried the dream shifted. Everywhere I looked there were dark creatures. I willed the dream to change. Then I thought, "Wait, I just said dream, right? This is a dream!" And then with more force I changed the surrounding. I was in my living room again but it was a bit lighter. I went past my kitchen and to my dining room. My brother and a girl I like were there. I said to myself that she must like me in order to be here (passive control) and so would follow me. I walked upstairs and found I was right. I went to my TV and tested if it worked. It didn't. The girl took went to take a shower and I attempted to turn into a dragon. I only got the claws. I lost lucidity after a couple of tries. I had a false awakening and for the rest of the dream I did all the things I normally did to pack for school.

I can only remember me standing in the middle of the road looking at a bridge with runners running under. They were in pairs of 2. One person was wearing a multiple colored purple outfit along with the other. Most of them were wearing multi colors like that.
I remember seeing a girl I knew running past me backwards and smiling.

Couldn't remember much of last night. All I know is that it had something to do with camping with friends. Other than that, it has slipped past me.
Ehh, better luck next time I hope. :/

21.05.2011

Orange Fist Sized Bee (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I was in the country, in a wooden house. Something happened with a bee as big as a fist. It was orange.

The bee tried to sting me a couple times, and I was somehow worried. I recall I was with several family and friends. I recall large wooden tables, and eating some food.

I was somehow happy as I was having a good time. I was only a little worried about the bee.

No dreams from friday night on account of the fact that I don't even remember what I did while I was awake friday night.

Last night I remember three not-so-detailed dreams
1: I was adopting a neopet from someone, but the pet was two socks that had been made out of seaweed. When I was adopting the pet the water conditions were not right (read: pH and temperature) so the pet didn't evolve correctly, but I happened to like the messed up one better.

2: I was going to some event in downtown LA and so I was staying in a hotel there. I was really excited because then I could go to Little Tokyo and get yummy japanese food. There were a bunch of details about my excursions that I remembered, but then I fell back asleep and couldn't remember them.

3: I was talking to this girl on a facebook inbox. We usually recommend indie music to each other. She sent me a message saying "You should check out Taylor Swift and Eminem". It was weird because that is the opposite of the music we usually send, + obviously, being a teenager, I know who they are already.

Non-Lucid
(Side Notes)

( May 20th, 2011 - I have to say this dream is extremely scattered and pretty annoying to read. I remembered very little so I just blabbered on and on trying to fit some things together.)




I remember in one, I was on an Island (not like a remote island in the middle of nowhere. More like...A place like Hawaii..) part of it, I remember chasing the Backstreet Boys down a street and hugging Howie, then I screamed “ I'm fat Nick, so slow down.” even though he wasn't far ahead. Sarcastic humor ftw! They laughed then Nick turned around, wrapped his arms around me and picked me up to twirl me in a hug. He even said I love you! I think it happened twice in my twice that I hugged Howie and Nick. They walked under a bridge and disappeared. There was a group of people on some sort of stands to my right and one girl asked who they (BSB) were and I just sang “Backstreet's Back, Alright!”

At some point, I was standing line with a bunch of girls and we were attempting to sing and do the dance to everybody. I sang badly and the girls next to me barely sang and we failed. I ended up hurting my knee somehow and I was laying on the ground with a bunch of people around me; one guy holding my knee in place so I couldn't hurt it more. I remember crying and asking where the ambulance was but they said something about being too far on the island for one to come so we waited for a helicopter or a boat...idk...someone landed on my knee at some point and people laughed. Kind of happy that finally in my dreams, people help me and worry when I get hurt instead of ignoring me like they used to in em.

I had a school related dream and I don't remember a lot at all.

In another, I was with some kid and I think he had the hots for me...don't remember a whole lot except for laying on my stomach on the floor and wondering if he was going to..do my butt... By that point, I had walked to a door cuz he had to check on some kids and his father was coming and we wanted to get the kids to greet him. I stood in the doorway and remember screaming something like “hey all you beautiful blonde kids, go have fun!” and some girl smiled and idk... then we went outside with neighbors so his dad wouldnt catch me and yeah..


I REMEMBER RYAN FROM CELTIC THUNDER WAS IN ANUDDER DREAM! It was some big room with a bunch of table desks..I was walking around outside and there was a “vending” machine by the entrance with cigarettes sticking out and I picked one but someone with me said no cuz they wanted to check and see if it was a good one...then I picked another and it like...exploded in my face or the tobacco shit from inside got in my face so I went back through the room, to a door that lead to stairs. I went down one flight. Took a short left and down another until I found a bathroom called “Men” and idk why I entered but I did. Two stalls, very narrow, small sink to the left. I went to the sink as a girl came out of the left stall and she was black..very gross floor cuz there was urine and poop on it. I washed my face off then left... saw a “teacher” standing infront of all the table desks and we had these little pamphlets we were suppose to write in a bout a certain country and I wanted Ireland but they said something like “Oh it's taken” or some shit about me not being from there. I wanted to see Ryan but Ic ouldn't so I just..left.. then I was outside by lahouts here in lincoln and it was dark, deserted, and wet outside. It was suddenly chrismas eve with no snow and I guess it was a tradition to play outside at night as a kid the day before christmas..weird shit...I wanted to lay and cry and wait for Ryan so I sat in a chair near the steps. A woman close by started screaming and I looked and saw a kid (about 7-9 years old) jumping into a stroller and attacking a baby. The mom started crying and I did too..then people from nearby started running up to them to help...I walked across the street to where that mall shit is and waited until I saw mom walk out with a container in her hands with yummy food and she walked across to the mall parking lot and...yeah..then it ended..


I almost had a lucid dream. I remember laying in bed and I had my eyes partially closed but I could see my room and I was seeing weird shit as if I was slipping into a dream. I kept slipping in and out and I remember recording with my camera and feeling cool that I was controlling that shit....I am pretty sure it was a false awakening as I honestly thought I was awake and shit LOL.

I was watching Zombieland and totally just remembered my dream from last night.
I was in a dark cave or castle or something, and this girl fell off a cliff and hit the ground. She didn't move, so I assumed she was dead. I didn't want to just leave her body there, all exposed and whatnot, so I found some white cloth and submerged it in water, so that when I dropped it, it fell straight down on top of her. After it covered her, she leaned up and tried to breathe in, but the wet cloth was suffocating her. She scrambled frantically to remove the sheet, but each time she got one layer off, there was another underneath. The choking and screaming she made was horrible. Eventually she was dead. That was definitely one of the most f'd up dreams I've ever had.

Dream - Lucid

I was with Ryan, and we were going to Orlando. We were going to spend a week there. After the first three days, we were going to get married there, then spend the rest of our time honeymooning. I remember thinking to myself that I had told Ryan I didn't want to move so fast. Yet there we were, about to leave for Orlando to get married. I remember hearing Ryan say as we were walking to what I think was our airplane,
"We're getting married!"
I don't remember what I said in response. I know I was thinking that I couldn't do it, I couldn't spend the rest of my life with him, though I felt like I didn't know how to tell him that, since we were on our way to get married, after all.

~

I was in some room, I think it was a classroom. I was sitting with some people I went to school with growing up. The room was full of people sitting in seats that looked like movie theater seats. They were all outlining the sides of the room. I remember I was sitting by two guys, both named Stephen (though one spells his name 'Steven'). Stephen had gotten up to go somewhere.

I remember I was talking to Steven about something in the 8th grade. He touched my leg as he talked to me. I was wearing shorts, so it was my bare leg. I felt awkward, cause Steven didn't do things like that. He's a very quiet, awkward person.

Then, Stephen came back. He started making out with me at some point. I felt really weird about it. I think he was making out with me before he left as well.

I also remember something about donuts...I remember people eating jelly-filled donuts. I don't think I ate one. There were like 2 big boxes of them.

The Girl I met in the Coffee Shop

So I was wandered into a coffee shop. I heard about some teenage girl (who was older than me) supposedly being stalked by some 80 year old rich man or something like that. I heard one of the waitresses say it, or it may have been one of my friends.
I walked over to a table in the far back which had the girl and the man both at. I don't know what I did, but I think he died.
She then thanked me, and I saw what she was doing. She was drawing a big picture of something.. I can't really remember it. But she was using some kind of liquid colored pencils? I haven't really heard of those. They just looked like a colored pencil except they had a ball point that colored really thick.
Anywho, I think I talked to her about it for a few minutes. Then I remembered that I wanted to get her cell phone number.. but I couldn't remember my own. I was struggling with the last part of the number. I don't remember if she ever gave it to me, but that would have been really cool if she did.
The next day I came back to the coffee shop and she was there again, drawing. I was standing at the front, and I saw her at the back. It was so weird. Along comes my sister Sam and my friend wearing reindeer outfits walking along a sleigh through the coffee shop. They gave me a mean look because I wasn't hanging out with them.
I went to the back again to see her, but I can't remember what else I did do besides watch her draw.

Party

I remember a faint fragment about me going by boat into a house in the woods. I went inside and it was a family I knew lived there. They were holding a party for something. I can't remember what it was.

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning! Had a couple of interesting dreams, but because my habit of writing them down is almost gone, I didn't do it. I recalled the dream and fell asleep again. The dreams are therefore full of holes, but I had a good time still. Although after dreams like that, I start to question my sanity.

23.00: Sleep

09.00: Jackass
I'm standing at the foot of a big mountain. I'm with Monica and my friend Felix. We're looking at a map of the different skiing slopes. I think about my wrists and wonder if I really should be up in the slopes. We decide to get out of there and we're waiting for a cab or a bus or something.

The dream skips. I'm riding a car behind the "Jackass" guys. They're doing some idiotic stunts on the highway, with two guys on a sled attached to a car. They accidentaly slam into a random guy by the road and drag him with them. "Oh shit" Weeman says. A turn comes up and he jumps off the sled, right into a pool below. He gives a thumbs up and we continue down the road. Another turn comes up and here's where shit gets weird.

Spoiler for WTF 18+:

A second guy gets off, he's naked and is wearing a rubber. "Pathetic!" he shouts at his penis. He stands on a balcony of sorts with a low wall around it. There are stairs going down to a lower level, and below there's a chick sunbathing, only wearing a thong. He starts masturbating and tries to get her attention. Soon he's shouting and the girl starts walking up the stairs. The guy comes all over himself, but it doesn't look real. They must be faking it somehow I think.

All of a sudden I am the guy himself. The girl walks up to me, wow she's hot. She sits down infront of me and wants to have sex. "What's that? Is it snot?" she asks me and points at my stomach. I tell her it's nothing and try to enter her. I can't get in, she moans a bit.

10.30: Looking for fishing hooks
I'm at a restaurant with a guy I used to work with. I get up and enter the small store nearby and look for fishing equipment. There's alot of different kind of jars with food in them, but no fishing gear. I exit the store and ask one of the waitors. "Yeah you can buy it in the store furthest away" he tells me and points. I start walking through the big mall and go down an escalator.

Monica is with me, we spot the store located furthest away in the place and enter it. It's an ice cream bar. The ice cream looks delicious and we decide to order some. Monica goes first and tells the guy behind the counter what she wants. He sticks his head down into the freezer and scoops up a yellow ball. He closes the box and somehow sticks his entire face down into the thing. He must be drunk or something.

I don't feel like eating ice cream anymore. The guy wipes his face clean and gives me a smile. I look at the different kinds of ice cream.


10.30: Fragment
*I'm watching a football arena being filled with soldiers. My brother Morgan's on one team and he's arranged his soldiers in a thin line formation. The other guy has them all over the place. Apparently Morgan has won eight games in a row.

10.30: Wake up

Amount of sleep: 11 hours

Supplements: None

That's it!

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

Dream 1: Semi Lucid! Was in friends house and went outside realising something was not right. Then became lucid but was distracted by lights in the sky. These became Martian ships that came down. When they beamed me up they asked me to make their facebook page and so awed was I by this that I lost lucidity.

Dream2: Another Alien invasion, quite fast paced. Don't remember much.

Dreams in short bursts.

Dream 3: Very vivid dream of walking form a monastary up an exotic mountain. Interactions with DC's were realistic and rewarding. Scenery vivid and great. Quite a long hike. Then ended up transitioning to dublin for all of us to get cash out and sleep in a tent. Then back to exotic location were me an my wife picked up a violent goth gamer girl. I then went to an apartment and beat up a super hero.