dream fragment

20th of january 2011

This night i had one long detailed dream and a dreamfragment in the morning.

The castle that kills
The dream begang with me being in some of classroom in the sourthrend part of Denmark new Germany (Dunno why?). I cant recall 100% what the teacher told us but i just remember she was very mad at us. Anywho. The dream skips and we are infront of this very big castle like house that we had to go into. It was me and two good friends i know IRL who had to go inside. The big main doors opens automatically with the usual squeaky noise and we entered the first big room. At the end of this hall there was two other big doors and we moved on. The next room was full of old war armour, weapons and that kind of stuff. There was a door on the right and we entered that. That room was empty / no recall what was in there but on another door on the left was leading to a very VERY strange room where the fucked part kicks in: This HUUUUGE room had a whole fuckin' river inside! The dream skips a little bit and one of my friends have to go down this big river for some strange river. i think he had to retrive something for our teacher. He got into the river and had to get over this big log of wood. After he went over to the other side a vortex kinda think sucked him down and he didnt come back. After that i told my second friend that when it was his turn we use the rope we got with us so that wont happen again. He refused of course.

After discussing for some time everything went silent. The doors slowly startet to close and we got this feeling we REALLY have to get out of here and we had this strange feeling that if we didnt get out in time we would not survive. We ran as fast as we could. First out of the river room, throug the empty room and into the armour room. The doors were about 50 cm open and i almost jumped all the way to get out in time. My second friend did not make it...

I stood.. Outside the castle.. Alone.. in the pouring rain.. Just starring at the two big doors..
I herd a terrifying scream...

19th birthday (A fragment of a dream ruined by my alarmclock)

The dream starts at a house in a forrest. I was my friends 19th birthday and the party was awesome! We stood outside in the good summer weather when a big black 4x4 drives up to the house. Out comes the italobrothers! Apperently my friend knew their lead singer very well..

Dream - Lucid

I can only remember a fragment...

A girl I know, Abby, was upset with me for something I did to Austin. I think she was texting me to let me know this.

Lame. I know that dream was a lot longer too. Stress does a number on my recall.

Presleep: I attended Percy's MILD-1 course. The class was an intro class. Since it was an intro, he talked about everything we would be learning in the coarse. This surged my mind with thoughts of Lucid Dreaming, i was very excited to sleep. I drank a glass of apple juice before i went to bed(I try to do this every night) while thinking about how i was going to fall asleep. Going over it in my head the step by step process. I got into bed and waited for my body to warm up; i sleep in my boxers and its cold now a days in the great white north. After i was comfortably warm, i went through my relaxation process. This only took me about 5 minutes; i was burning out from using Mary Jane . I concentrated on my breathing while repeating "My dream characters will tell me i'm dreaming and remind me to reality check. I will also find my dream guide". Initially I actively tried to visualize this happening, i got lost in this dream and woke up about 30 seconds later from me physically moving according to my dream. I tried to continue the chant while i fall asleep, I think my thoughts got lost before i fell asleep.

Dream 1: Parkour (Semi Lucid) I was in a large room(large for a house). The room had a jungle gym(it much resembled the one i used through grades 1-3) in the middle, then chairs and beds around the perimeter. There were many Dream Characters in the room, i guess around 15. I felt as if it was a gym class and we were doing Parkour (or Free Running). Most of the class was doing basic things, essentially they were just climbing the jungle gym with technique. There was a teacher instructing individuals how to do certain things, though no one really moved much. I exploded in excitement. Immediately i started running around doing some warm ups. I was very impressed at myself for being to do very difficult things easily (this made me aware i was dreaming, but not completely clue in). I continued to "play" around in my dream until i spotted a very pretty girl on the jungle gym structure. She was doing a cat on the outside of the bridge section. This was a very tough place to get and i could tell she spent the entire time getting there. I scoped out the area and found a path to get me there. I ran up a pole using my hands to pull me up at the same time and preformed a 360 vertical cat (This is more or less physically impossible). I was now beside her, shot her a smile and continued on free running. I could now hear her talk to the teacher and ask how i did that. The teacher explained that i was a bit more advanced but if i did another example, the teacher could explain it to her. Sure enough i did; a basic wall run to cat this time, one that i can actually do. I explained in detail the simplicity of the move and did it one last time. That was the last time i saw her. I started to get tired at this point and decided to walk around and help my fellow classmates. Everyone seemed to have quit and was in a very depressing mood. I very clearly remember seeing a female friend (cannot remember who) look like she was about to cry while her head was down and body leaning against a pole. A very sad image. Seeing all of this made me start to become sad, so sure enough i continue to free run. I do a series of continuous moves and land in a spinning computer chair beside a bed. As i catch my breath, a person in the bed turns over. Its my friend T.V. (not the television) and she looks at me and smiles, we stare into each others eyes for a few moments and i wonder what she is thinking. It feels like time is up and she rolls over, back to me. I jump off the chair to continue free running and i wake up. Upon waking up, my feelings towards the dream were: Fun, Extreme, and a little confused to why everyone seemed so depressed. Not to mention i cussed at myself for not becoming lucid. I wrote down key aspects to the dream then tried to fall back asleep

Dream 2: Unknown Conversation (Frag) I don't have anything written in my DJ about this, i believe it was a false awakening. I just remember having some conversation with my mother during my dreams, since it doesn't make sense in my other dreams and i remember the first and last dream i had, this fits here.

Dream 3:Paintball Wars(Semi Lucid) Another dream about one of my favourite hobbies. Paintball this time. I like to start by saying this was an extremely well detailed and realistic dream, standing out compared to most of my other dreams, i believe this is because i was unintentionally doing WBTB. I'm with my team, i feel like our team is around 10 people total, but i only ever see and talk to 2 others. The game starts, i sprint towards the enemy base. The map we are playing on is huge; consisting of a field probably about 3 acres and a huge forest. Our base started at the end of the forest. Theirs was on the other side of the forest and a bit out. I finally get to the end of the forest, about to break out into the plain. I double check all my gear, this is the first time i actually notice my paintball gun and equipment. Sadly, guns are one of my dreamsigns and i didn't clue in. Somehow my 2 team mates are beside me getting their gear ready. How did they keep up? Didn't matter, time to advance. Its pitch black outside now. I stealth to my tactical point, behind a tank. Im about 80 feet away from my targets. It seems the enemy is just wandering around their base, there is cover, but not enough for what they are doing. I peek out and fire rounds, nothing. They notice me now. Uh oh. Hundreds of paintballs fire at me, i keep cover. The pelting stops, they must be reloading. I jump out Rambo style and spray my paintballs everywhere. A couple connect, but they are about to fire. I turn around and run as fast as i can. I realize im running away in a straight line, i start zig zagging. Nothing hits me. Im back to the forest now, my 2 teammates are still there. Its time to reload. I notice my team mates have pod packs. I reach for mine; its not there. Shit. I ask my teammates if i can "borrow some paints". I get mean looks from both of them. I continue to explain that i forgot my pod pack outside and i would reimburse them with money or more paints. Finally one of them hands me a pod of paints. It seems oddly small, but it held the right amount of paintballs. I pour the paintballs into my hopper, the balls are half orange and half brown; a terrible paintball colour. Along with the ugly colour, some of the paintballs were broken, but instead of paint dripping from them, they spilled a dark orange powder. As odd as this was, i was only upset that i had to shake powder out of my hopper. Time to shoot some people! All 3 of us advance this time, each taking cover in different places, but close enough we can talk. The enemy is more aware this time and are also in battle positions. A long epic paintball battle happened for the next 10 minutes. I shot about half of them and my teammates eliminated the other half; though they never actually shot a paintball. One of my teammates got eliminated; he donated the rest of his paintballs to me . Victory was ours; or so it seemed. At this point im not sure if it is a continuation of the dream, a new dream, or maybe i went through a worm hole. The environment seemed to completely change. From a war torn field at midnight, to a completely bare land during midday. All i know is that my teammate was still with me, we had paintball guns, and the next enemy was the boss of the paintball war. A knight in full iron armour, riding a white horse and carrying a lance emerged. We pelted him with paintballs, he didn't budge. Fear struck us now. Realizing we were in an completely open field, we ran to the nearest structure. We found a fence. The fence was a perfect square with each side around 20 yards long and a height taller than me. We ran around the edge, buying time, but the knight slowly caught up. I waited until we rounded the next corner and stopped. I grabbed my teammate and told him to follow my lead. My plan was to run the other direction as the knight rounded the corner, as he would assumed i was still running. The only problem was timing; how did i know when he was coming? My perspective changed to third person, so i could see above the fence and see the knight, but he could not see me. 3..2..1.. GOOO! My perspective went back to first person as the knight rounded the corner and we slipped passed him and continued to run. It took the knight a while to turn around. We continued this tactic 2 or 3 more times until the knight stopped. He just stood there. My teammate and i ran up to attack him, this time our weapons were extremely long, indestructible toothpicks; around 4 feet long. My teammate stood too close and couldn't understand how to use it. I stood back and thrusted the toothpick at the horses neck, it deflected, but i felt like it worked. I continue'd this 3 or 4 more times, the last time the toothpick pierced the horse. As soon as this happened the knight throw the towel. We had defeated him. He approached my teammate and handed him a pod with paintballs, we knew it contained 1500 paintballs (thats about 40$ worth). The dream ended with me telling my teammate that he can keep them all as long as i didn't owe him paint, he agreed.

Post Sleep: After waking from the previous dream, i noticed it was just under 2 hours before i had to wake up. I figured i should try a WBTB WILD. I got on my computer and read Lucid Dreaming Tutorials for around 20 minutes then headed back to bed. I couldn't fall back asleep . Too many distractions. Overall i feel awesome about my recall and my dreams were amazingly fun. Im just a little sad that i didn't become lucid. Maybe tonight

1/20/11 - When in Rome

Dream Non-dream Lucid

I was in a really big room with everyone from my MILD class. I was talking to a couple of the guys, and one of them said, "When in Rome, do as the Romans do." I think he was on rollerblades.

Note: My dreaming has been non-existent lately, or at least my recall has been. I'm not sure why I've been having so much trouble remembering dreams, but there are many nights where I don't remember a single dream. Due to my lack of recall, I am taking a bit of a break from trying to dream share with Dakotahnok, since meeting someone for the first time is often a difficulty in itself, and I just want to remember dreams. I do have minor plans, of meeting Nomad and giving him a healing back massage, of hanging out with him for a bit in his serial RPG world as one of the vendors… but nothing major except to remember something.

Body and Mind
I am on the moon, in the area near the koi pond, though I am not lucid and I don't realize where I am. I look around and see Nomad there, I know that his presence should be telling me something, but for some reason my mind can't make the connection between Nomad and dreaming. So I continue to be non-lucid, and Nomad mentions something about me promising him a massage. I don't remember making that promise, but I have no problem with doing that, so I say sure, but let's go somewhere that he can lie down comfortably. We go over to the grassy area of the healing glen, he lies down, and I give him a back massage, focusing healing energy into it. We are talking about nothing in particular, he mentions that his dreams are fusing with his waking life, he says for example this seems like a dream right now. I agree that this is dreamlike, but I still don't do a RC. After the massage, Nomad says it's my turn, I tell him it's not necessary, but he says he agreed to it, so lie down. I lie down, and he rubs my back, and the place really does feel like a dream. The massage is so relaxing that I fall asleep in the dream and wake IWL.

100% Off Sale: It's All Free!
I am with Nomad again, this time we are at a market stall like one might find at the swap meet, it is one of the larger ones, though, and there are people all around. There is a display of fruit that seem to be sparkling slightly, I look at the fruits and wonder what they are. The price tag on them says "100% Off, Today Only!" I pick up a fruit and take a bite of it, it is sweet and juicy… I like it a lot. I think if I can take a bunch of these home, I won't have any problems making myself eat fruits more often. Now to find a vegetable I like just as well… I look at the vegetable display, these are also free. I try a couple of them, and while they aren't as good as the fruit, there are definitely some I could get used to eating. Nomad comes over to me and tells me to not eat all the inventory, I look at the fruits and vegetables in my hands, but I can tell he's just joking around. There are other displays there, with a variety of chocolate treats on them, I wonder how many Weight Watchers points those would cost me… though I should be able to afford to eat something since I have eaten mostly fruits and vegetables. So I start eating other things. Yummy things. Chocolates, cakes, tortilla chips dipped in spicy cheese sauce… washing it down with soda… there goes my diet… While I am eating, a young man asks where he can find some magical fruit. I point to the beans with a giggle, he says not that, the real magical fruit. Since it's the closest thing to magical I have seen, I direct him to the sparkling fruit. He goes over to take one, I eat for a bit longer, then I wake.

The Sound of Music
I am in the mall, though it isn't a mall I am familiar with at all, and I am walking around past the stores looking for anything that might be interesting. Most of the places are just clothing, which while some women might be really into, I'm not… I spot a couple of computer stores, but oddly enough, they're closed. I see a music shop that specializes in keyboards… organs, pianos, synthesizers… I go inside and start playing around on some of them. An employee comes over and asks if I realize I am playing around on a $10,000 piece of equipment that is extremely fine tuned and any disturbance could put it out of tune, any disturbance such as me pounding on the keys. I am not actually pounding on the keys, so I say any instrument that goes out of tune that easily is certainly not worth $10,000. He says only a musical ignoramus would say something like that. Another man comes over and asks the first man how many times he has warned him not to point out and make fun of the ignorance of customers… The rude man tries to answer, but the second man, who I get the idea is the owner, says the run man should go set himself on fire for 5 seconds as punishment. The rude man slinks from the room, I wonder if he really will set himself on fire. The owner asks what I am looking for, I tell him I am looking for a synthesizer that looks and sounds enough like a real piano to convince anyone that I am playing a real piano. The owner looks at me oddly, even I don't know why I asked for what I asked for, then he says to follow him and leads me to a room filled with pianos before I wake.

The Aftermath of Doom
I am on my way to school, though things aren't exactly as I expect them to be. There are much fewer people there at the school when I arrive, though I don't notice that it isn't ITT Tech… and then there's the fact I have graduated from ITT Tech already. While there aren't many people around, there are lots of things lying around, discarded for some reason. I look at the objects on the ground. Many of them are along the side of the sidewalk, I see discarded iPods, discarded Nintendo DS systems, discarded PSPs… I pick up a couple of those things and look at them, no one is around, so I start collecting stuff that has been carelessly discarded. If they didn't care enough to keep their stuff with them… I also see purses lying around with no owner. I know I am being nosy, but I open the purses and look in the wallets for identification. Many of them have ID, many don't, so I hang on to a couple with ID and I leave the ones without ID, except I take any cash out of the wallet before leaving those purses behind. Money… iPods… game systems… this is my lucky day! But why is all this stuff lying out there? I wonder if maybe these people are coming back soon, and will be upset when their stuff is gone. The problem is I can't remember where I got what well enough to put it back, so I keep it. I go into the school and find a couple other people there, they look terrified of something. They are discussing the disappearances. I hear them pondering theories including the biblical rapture, alien abduction, a flesh eating virus, demonic attack… A third person says he saw it all, they were all just torn apart by an unseen force. The others don't believe him, saying if that was true, he would also be dead…

Just recently recalled a very small chunk of a dream I had. For some reason I was "watching a movie" about this really annoying kid that raised a worm that grew into a huge pet about 10 or so feet tall, and over 100 feet long. Something about him riding the worm, then getting smacked by a tree and falling off as the worm escaped or something. Very vague, just came back to me late in the day.

I was playing BZFlag and I was on a server where hacking is not only permitted but
encouraged. So it was like bzflag hack wars. I remembered I'd done that before. I
had hacked an admin password once and locked out every admin from the server
and set once of the graphics settings ridiculously high so that whenever someone
entered the server it would freeze their computer. So I did so. This one kid thought
he was the shit and was being quite obnoxious about it. He tried to ban me from the
server but he was I had anti-ban, something he would have known if he knew anything
about this. So, I deleveled him down to nothing and put a perminant ban on his id.
Thats about where the dream ended and I woke up.

I then went back to sleep - 2011-01-18.2 | NONLUCID

1/19/11 - Window Insults

Dream Non-dream Lucid

I remember being in a room with someone named either Alex or Sebastian, and hearing people yelling insults at them through a window.

There was also a long bit where I was just reading a thread on DV.

I really hope I can remember more tomorrow; my alarm clock has messed me up the past two days. Darn school.

This was another lucid from several days ago that I didn't have time to journal. I don't recall much now, but the lingering emotion makes it memorable.

Jennifer
I become lucid somehow. I am in a house. It's vaguely familiar but I don't know specifically. I try to recall my plan. I think to summon my ex-girlfriend (which wasn't my plan, but it's something I've thought to do, but feared it might be dangerous). I seem to be in the living room of the house. I sense that around the corner and through the hall is the kitchen. I take a breath and prepare myself to meet Jen, who I haven't seen in 3 years. In those years, I have only dreamed of her once or twice, and even then only briefly. But I am haunted by memories of her in waking life.

I finally muster the courage and start walking toward the kitchen where I expect her to be. As I enter the door, I call to her loudly: "Jen?" Then I walk in and there she is. I stop, shocked that it worked. There she is after all these years. I take a moment to really look at her. She doesn't move and doesn't say anything. I look at her face. She seems a bit older. He face a bit worn and no makeup. She is not ugly but she is somewhat... undesirable. I silently thank my subconscious. I thought this would be very difficult and painful. But somehow, now that I see her, it's not so scary. I am not overcome with desire, or anger, or sadness. I just see her and she is just a person.

I talk to her briefly, but I don't recall any detail of the conversation. I only recall my sense of relief that I saw here and I didn't totally freak out.

This was a weakly lucid dream for several days ago. I didn't have time to journal it at the time. I don't recall much of the dream, but my interpretation is memorable.

Father
I am in my apartment living room. I see my father. He is sitting at the couch. He is bent over, writing something on the coffee table. I notice he is writing with his left hand.

Interpretation: My father isn't left-handed, but I am. I am the only person in my family who is left-handed. It's something I identify strongly with. When I saw in the dream that my father was writing with his left-hand, I realized that this dream character actually represented an aspect of myself. This made me think of when I look in the mirror in waking life. I see myself and, as I've become an adult, I look a lot like my father. When I look at my reflection, I see my father. This upsets me because I have a bad relationship with my father and a negative opinion of him. I have collected all my own negative character traits and projected them on to an image of my father. But really, it is myself. I can't reject and avoid the negative aspects of myself. I must accept them and work toward a holistic personal goal.

Day 7 - 19 of january 2011
Tonight i only had a minor dream recall. I know 1 little recall is better than notthing but i was looking forward to a vivid dream. Nevertheless here is tonights little dreamfragment:

I was in class - sitting on my usually spot i guess. My teacher were writing his dream journal while everybody could see it (on the wall since his computer is hooked up to a projector). Meanwhile i was writing mine but when i pressed ''post now'' it wouldnt post ?!

"MADNESS" i thought by myself. I saw my teacher were finishing off his journal aswell so i was going to see if he had the same issue. He did not have any problems.

the dream skips a little
My teacher is showing me the new ''digital signature'' form i did not fill out
the dream ended and i woke up

my mother in law has been dead for 13 years. i married my wife 8 months after my mother in law died.
i dreamed that my father in law knock on my door and he told me to go buy 4 Chinese statues because his wife was coming to my house [in reality she had 4 Chinese statues but 2 of them were stolen] we went to buy them and then my mother in law came. she told me that my house [which is her house] is beautiful but is too small for us because i have 4 children. all of a sudden the door knocked and as she knew that it was his husband she shouted that she didn't want him to come inside and as he hear these words he left. then she told me not to help him and we don't need him and we should leave him alone. she even told us she is going to tell us some words but she was in a hurry and she had to go



p.s i really want to know what all this dream means please

I don't know why, but this first week of studies after Christmas holidays, I'm having the worst recall that I've in years. Normally, I remember clearly 1-2 dreams each night, with some intense feelings and vivid things, but now, this is empty of feelings.
Every night I only remember some "moments" of each dream, but all are about the same thing, my school. I remember that i'm studying or doing some work in my class, but anything else, study study and more study (this iss boring... u_u).
Sometimes I remember that in these dreams i feel a bit overwhelmed, nothing more...

NOTE: I know that this isn't a real DJ post, but with the start of the MILD-1 classes, I want to start the DJ too ^_^

Well, I remember discussing family oddities with Fonzie while my little sister did something involving dolls in the other room, then I woke up and crashed again.

Then I dreamed that I was desperate for a place to study, so bad that I broke into the first church I ever went to. Now, this place is a common element in my dreams, but it's always a building with one of those layouts that you can never escape from. Open an exit, it opens to the entrance on the other side of the building, and all that.

Well, I opened a door to one of the classrooms, hoping for a table and chairs to work with, and found a pastor there. He said he was going to call the police unless I watched a video the church had prepared. It seems that they had been having problems with burglars, and even with all my homework on my back I couldn't convince him that I wasn't interested in theft. I just wanted to study. I had homework due.

But he made me sit down and watch a cartoon (with anthropomorphic animals, no less!) about how no matter what my friends thought, breaking into buildings was "not cool." Very cliche.

"Look, Miss. The person breaking into that church is a rat. You don't want to be a rat, do you?"
"You do realize that I'm 26, right? Not 5?"
"This isn't funny, Miss. This is very serious. This is your future we're talking about. You're on the road to drugs and prostitution."
"That's nice. Can I do my homework while I watch this?"

Finally he let me go, so late that not only had I missed my assignment, but the class it was for. I had flunked my class. He asked me if I ever wanted to break into a church again, and I told him that I was never setting foot in any church again. I think I added a "you bastard" to that. On my way out, I found his a woman by the side of the road with a blown tire, and offered to give her a ride. Turned out she was the pastor's wife, come to pick him up from guard duty. I dropped her off back at the church, and the pastor started cheering that he had saved another lost youth. I flipped him off as I left.

1/18/11

Bleh. I'm done taking B6 for a while. A whole bunch of weird fragments.

1- Perverted Doctor
At the doctor's office, though I don't seem to be there for a checkup. I pass by my doctor, who is sitting at a table with tons of cookies, eating them. I ignore the strangeness of this and merely say "Hello," as I pass.

He stops me and strikes up a somewhat awkward and hesitant conversation. Though he doesn't say it, it's apparent that he wants me to have one of the cookies. "Uh, can I have one of those?" I ask, although they don't seem very appealing.

He brightens up. "Of course! Have as many as you want!" I take one of the cookies and eat it. It's actually pretty good.

After I leave, my brother notifies me that the doctor has a secret crush on me. Ew, he's like three times my age. "I'm definitely changing doctors."


2- The Two Small Dogs, and the Small Dog and the Bird
A narrator first begins explaining the story of "two small dogs" as they forsake society and vow to live on their own.

He then goes into another story about a "small dog who became friends with a small bird" and remained friends throughout their lives.

3- Wreck
My brother goes crazy and drives the car directly toward a gully. I leap out at the last second, but he stops the car before it falls. My mother gets mad at ME for jumping out of the car and forces us to redo the experience until I behave properly. I again jump out as the car crashes into the gully below. "You could have saved the car if you weren't so anal!" I yell and run home.

I climb inside my cabinet and hide there like a little kid. Sadie is sleeping in there. I startle her, and she makes that cute little "mrrw!" sound.

4- Swallowed a Fly
At lunch, my friends and I are discussing a silly music video that we saw a long time ago about a lady who swallowed a fly. It was by someone called Hot Christine.

((I feel like I've seen that video IRL, but I can't tell if it's a false memory or not!!!))

There were more, but they're gone now.