lucid

Your Life

I was in my bed and heard someone talking to me in the area again. It felt kind of scary so I kept my eyes closed. But than I opened them again and saw images moving in the dark. I thought I was hallucinating a little because i was sleepy. Suddenly a man who i thought was my father walks out of the darkness and lays down on my bed. I told him to leave but he didn't move.

Than I had a false awakening and looked around. To my side was my mom. I thought it was normal for her to be sleeping beside me. She got up though to go to the bathroom. I stayed there trying to relax when I heard a voice talking to me again. "Ah man....Why am I hearing this voice?" I thought. Than my mom came back and I told her I was feeling kind of anxious. She told me to relax and that I was going to be okay.

I saw that she also turned on a t.v. but i dont recall what was on it. After that the dream shifted and I had a false awakening in a van filled with some of my family members. I looked to the side seeing a hospital and an ambulance. "Where's my son!? Andre!!" I heard a lady calling out and cops trying to calm her down. "When did we get here?" I thought than came to the conclusion i fell asleep on our car trip. My mom than told me and my brothers to stay in the car because she wasn't going to take too long.

She ended up walking to an open bar place on the side walk than mentioned how she was going to use the money she gained to make a bet or gamble with it. I asked her if I could stay with her and she said no. I walked on the sidewalk than the dream shifted again. I was now in a room with two other characters."Oh....This must be a dream."I thought as I was looking around and saw a yellow magazine that had a drawing of me on the front with the words "your life".

"Aw man...I dont wanna open it." I thought afraid of what might be inside. I than looked around than just decided to take a peek. I looked at the cover closer."Yep,that looks just like me." Than opened the thing to see small rectangular pictures. Like four on each page of beaches."So my life is like the beach?' I thought. I than put the book down and felt like something was pulling on my hair."I feel like somethings pulling on my hair dang it. Anyways I dont feel like staying here." I thought than turned to a character there.

The character was sort of invisible and i was kind of surprised because it felt like Dawn was there but i'm not entirely sure if he was. I just grabbed a character and told it that i was going to kiss it to wake up. Don't judge me. I know that was stupid but I was also feeling kind of anxious because i felt the dream might throw back my emotions at me.

I had a false awakening on a small bed in my older brother's room. I saw my mom and moved my hair that was tangled with something. Than I told my mom how i felt something bothering me from in the dream. Obviously I was more concerned about my waking self than thinking about how great i was lucid. My mom said something than left. I think I tried to turn something on too but i'm not sure. Anyways I woke up after that.

Kids

I ended up in a familiar dream setting I was in before. I thought Eye or someone was on my tail and decided I would walk out fast and slam the door to see what happens. I walked out fast and let it go than something came out and grabbed me. I laughed because I only made it to the porch of the house. I than went back inside since I didn't really know what to do.

"Dawn?....Eye?..."I wasn't thinking who to talk to in the dream. I ended up finding Dawn and he ended up talking to me about how I let something in the downstairs basement. I went downstairs to go look around and ended up losing my lucidity. I grabbed a wooden staff and saw that the backyard door was open and little kids who were supposed to be dead tried to break in. " Mom get up!!" I shouted than ran to lock the door but it wouldn't lock. The door was now half what it was.

I was pushed onto the floor by a little girl and dragged out.." Wow, that felt pretty real" I said thinking about how quick the situation escalated after my dumb decision. " Dont move!" shouted the girl than she started talking with the other kids. " I'll buy you anything you want! Just let me go!" I said lieing to them. They let me go and i walked back inside.

Next thing I recall was that I became lucid again and was with my brothers. I was in the living room thinking about how i didn't want to be in the dream but how it sucked that i was trying not to be an anxious person but felt anxious again. Than I was pulled by someone into my room where i saw a picture of a baby girl.I was told that it was to remind me of my birth. I felt somewhat emotional than decided to leave the room.

After that I recall asking a guy why there was a kid in the bathtub. He said because you have to say goodbye to them so they can leave". I shrugged it off than the scene shifted and I was viewing two cats wearing winter hats dig a hole with their fast feet. Than it changed into a app where I could view cartoon cat videos. I was watching one than it changed into something else that i forgot.

Downstairs

I was told that there was something downstairs again but I don't recall much. I remember looking in the dark though.

Notes:At first It was hard to sleep. So I ended up falling asleep at 3 am. Had some anxiety so hopefully tonight will be better.

One:

I found myself lucid, but it was a bit unstable. I was rubbing my hands together to try to stabilize it, and I noticed my surroundings becoming more vivid... but I also noticed as I walked along the grass, I couldn't feel anything touching my feet, so I tried to focus on different sensations. Then I thought it would be fun to jump up into the sky and face downwards as I did it, instead of upwards like I usually do. It was pretty friggin terrifying seeing the ground fall away like that. The instability cut the dream short though.

Two:

I was in the car with my grandma and someone else, and it was raining. She was driving, and we raced over a bridge... she was going like 70 mph in heavy traffic and I was all GRANDMA SLOW DOWN JESUS. We were driving over a bridge when the traffic came to a gridlock, and the weather was getting worse.

Instead of sitting in traffic, we pulled into a Walgreens parking lot and went inside. I remember seeing weird decorations for holidays that didn't exist, and I was browsing the candy aisle. When we neared the register, we saw a bunch of customers standing around looking agitated. Apparently the employees locked us all in the store because the weather was so bad we couldn't leave, so we all just sort of sat around. There were a couple customers that kind of freaked me out, like I was afraid they were gonna shoot up the place or something.

Three:

This may have been a continuation of the last dream, but I can't recall how it began. I became lucid somehow, and I thought something like "Oh I remember I was jumping up in the sky and stuff earlier!" I stood out on a grassy area next to a lake and attempted to summon up Seru, but it didn't work. So I tried shooting off a Kamehameha, which also didn't work. I tried going Super Saiyan, but only managed to stand there screaming looking like a dumbass. At that point I was pretty pissed over my lack of dream control, and I thought "There's one thing I can ALWAYS do, and it's not fair..." so I reached up and swiped my finger along the sky, and I could move the clouds around and create star trails. The clouds flew by pretty fast, and it made me feel a little better about failing at the other shit.

I looked off across the lake and THOUGHT I saw Seru, it was like his silhouette or something. So I focused on this strange-looking tree trunk on the other side of the lake and jumped up... but instead of flying I fell like a stone right in the water. It kind of pissed me off... but I could breathe underwater apparently, so I swam to the other side of the lake and crawled out.

Seru was not there at all. Instead I was standing in some sort of ruins, like the ruins of some kind of shrine. There were statues of him in different sizes, some pristine and some broken and worn. I sprinted through the ruins, grabbing a few of the smaller statues, thinking they might have some kind of purpose, but... I still couldn't find him. You'd think he'd be hanging out in a shrine dedicated to himself, that seems right up his alley with his damn ego and all. But nooooo. I woke up before I made it through the entire shrine. He'll be getting an earful over that next time.

I remember finding myself in a dark, quiet room. There was one light on the other end of the room, along with a small filing cabinet. I started to approach the cabinet and I looked through the files. Many of them had titles such as "Dream 1" or "Dream Test #6". I looked through them and found detailed records of my previous dreams that included what happened, the setting of the dream, and when I woke up. I found this strange, and after backing away from the files and looking around the room some more, I saw a small drop-box slot. I went over and inspected it more carefully and wondered what would happen if I put one of the files in the slot. I traveled back to the cabinet and grabbed one of the files laying on the floor. I put the file in the slot and the room started to gradually get more and more dark. I then found myself in a dream that looked extremely familiar, and realized that I actually had been put in the dream that the file had described. I then tried to remember what the file summarized my dream to be but I wasn't able to recall any of the info. I then became lucid realizing that I'm in a dream, but because I got excited, I woke up.

These past few nights have been great in terms of dreaming. Not only have I had exactly 3 dreams every night for the past 3 or 4 days, but I also conveniently wake up between each, giving me an opportunity to WILD each time. Not to mention it's helped me to finally be able to perform the transition properly... At least last night anyway.
I was able to actually see the "hypnagogia" stuff, and it was more vivid than ever. Not only that, but I did make it into a lucid dream for a few seconds, rather than accidentally slipping into sleep paralysis and hearing weird noises. Hopefully I can try again and be more successful tonight. I do find this to be a little weird though... Suddenly having exactly 3 dreams each night...? It's very strange. I've also noticed that I have much more ease when it comes to remembering dialogue as well. I've even noticed that even when I'm having non-lucid dreams, I still feel like I'm on the brink of lucidity, and not a complete zombie trapped in the dream's "story" and just going along with it. This is the most regularly I've had lucid dreams in a long time, and I'm glad that I'm finally back in the saddle.

Haven't Put much in DJ here for a bit as have been with family a lot - keeping my personal Dj tho where all the personal stuff goes but here are some t[/COLOR]o share 💫
Went to sleep around 9.30pm - woke up around 4am. Went to the loo and realised I felt extreemly positive and I was repeatedly saying " I am Lucid tonight - I am Lucid"

Went back to bed on left side repeating.
I slept for a bit and ended up on my back at some point - relaxing and knowing the possibility could be around any corner of moments 🌸

At about 7.20am my bf got up and I chatted for a Minuit. I carried on - on my back with my confidence of being aware of my dream while I was dreaming. All of a sudden it happened a Dild and series of 3 or 4 Deild's ( at least 3 but as I didnt write down could have been more)

First I was in a NL talking to someone - a young man - I became aware I as dreaming and told the DC and asked for his help to find a DC that can advise me on LDing. He said he would help and to follow him. I did for a while and next thing I was ina kitchen and he said the Witch you need to speak to is usually here. A woman turned around and I knew this wasn't the Witch my DC had spoken about and I instinctively knew I was being given the run around....I felt myself in my bed slightly awake.....I laid still and begin seeing the dream again from a distance

...I stay gently focused and I am suddenly present again talking to the same young man DC - " I am dreaming again - this is my dream" I say
" Ok" he says
I ask him to take me around the building maybe to meet someone again to find out about how I can become a better Lucid dreamer - I need help - he agrees to help - soon he signals for me to sit in a large living room ...we are talking about LDing and I feel a sudden deeper understanding dawning in my mind
It's like when we are awake in WL ; yes we are selfless but we cannot go around making a big deal of this fact... It wouldn't do anything... We need to flow with the understanding of it, experience it and live it moment by moment. Well it's the same with us when we are in a dream ; we can't make a big deal about that fact or else we loose it - but we need to know it and go with the flow, taking what comes and experiencing all...I laughed and felt I had the key😀 things around me become very clear and colourfull as I sit talking,[/COLOR]

I become semi lucid after a while ...then wake up again in bed again...I stay still and soon I am seeing. The dream comes close again ...almost and then clearly - I join the dream fully again

I am in a room with the same DC - I tell him clearly I know I am Dreaming and this is my dream - look I can jump into that fire if I want - I stand up on the edge of a counter and dive into the fire but fall over before I get to it - I think he pushed me but I realise this means I am very Semi Lucid! I tell him I am going to explore the house and start to wake up I my bed again....staying still and confident knowing.I am walking in the same building again in my LD

I fly up into the very top room of the house and out of the window - I saw a friend working on the top of the building and have a joke with him, I am very aware of my dreaming mind. I fly off and land in the street - walking threw the little town I try to think of what to do so the LD can continue - I always love the Sea, yes the sea

" around the next corner is the sea - I will swim out and enjoy the lovely water in this LD" I thought

Some one followed and I was happy to have a possible mate, I looked behind and said " to the sea - lets go to the sea - it's around this corner! "

We turned the corner and the sea was enormous 🐳 shockingly high ; there was no beach it just came right up to the houses and actually touched the rooftops on some of them. I was delighted and was aware that if I had not been dreaming it would have been quite scary!
" Come on in!" I shout out to my friend as I swam out into the deep sea
He looked like a man/Monster turning different colours of blue/ green and shades inbetween - as it is a dream I just don't care and call out to him again
" Come in and join me you monster/man!"

i was trapped in a room where i oouldnt get out 2 of my friends were there with me i was trying to move to no avail i was trying to keep moving but i was like stuck into a picture of myself in reality we were standing by a door wen it began then

at the end of the dream we were laying in a bed the same way we were standing up it was crazy i was trapped in a picture reality where i couldnt do anything it was like someone was jus staring at me from a far like ina museum of art

I think this is probably a layer 1 lucid anyways....I was over joyed at time...

I was having a normal dream I was in some shop or other. Interacting with normal bland drean characters (no offense to any dream characters out there).
When I left the shop the dream plot went wacko....Incredibly vivid cats started to race towards me...very very excited....
I could see every detail on them, the colours were vibrant and the fabric too...yes fabric...these dream character cats were made out of carpet and some out of cushion fabric with button eyes...but they were very...very alive...
They clamored for my attention, flocking to me.
I wondered if they would hurt me with their claws (did they even have claws? pin claws?)
I took a deep breath and let them come closer...they HUGGED ME...big cats, small cats, some blue,some patterned....lots of hugs....

Then I continued my dream as tho nothing had happened...this was a dream after all and this rumpus was...well out of place...so I continued on my dream way and it went back to non-lucid...

Later I returned to the shop and was accused of something. I would have been busted but two friends walked in behind me dressed with black trilby hats and black waistcoats and matching white shirts. The store owner thought they were the feds...and by default me also...
I checked over the crime scene...measured things up with a tape measure from the kitchen. Then made my way from stall to stall (those turny things they have in shops with merchandise on). Then made a break for the door. It was dark outside and pouring heavily with rain. I needed to find my car...THEN

Bounding out of nowhere came cats...new ones...calling my name...(awww)...Just as vivid and clearly sentient...they were just so excited and overwhelmed that I was here and that they had got to meet me *think i'm gonna cry*
I feel happy but then again a bit awkward telling myself this is not at all what dreams are supposed to be like...and I head off to look for my car in the deluge...

I started drifting to sleep. my bedroom doubled and distorted, my consciousness wavered. for a moment I identified my dream body and plugged my nose with it to anchor me in. The dream distorted heavily with this action. I almost lost it, but I held on and it stabilized. I focused on my breathing until the dream solidified. I leaped out of my bed and turned to face it. Sticking out my right hand and assuming a stance, I started with a stern force behind my voice: "KAA!" nothing seemed to have changed, the dream still felt like real life, so I began shifting perspective slightly: "ME! HAA!" the world around me started tremoring, destabilizing. I tried to stay in the dream as best I could: "ME!" but it was too much. the dream shifted, feeling like a portal rebound. I was presented with a forum I frequent in front of me in the moment before I woke up.

* I am in this parking lot with a group of people when I take off flying with a black cape showing off my skills to the public. A couple is right behind me flying showing me that they can also fly as well. I tell them that is awesome you can fly too.

Then we start the fly over scenery which seem to be like city buildings with in a dark setting. The the guy flying with his chick losses the group with his girlfriend and she flies off in the distance.

After this the guy turns into some sort of a demon and then tries to attack me. At some point with me in the couple flying earlier in the dream we discuss how awesome it is to fly within a lucid dream so I believe I had a brief moment of lucidity.

first Yuschak Extended Play Trigger (8, 500, 300 elemental)
(see previous DJ entry/entries for what I am doing here with pictures)

10/11/15



float up to investigate brightness in distance

but two moons stacked vertically and colorful planet further to right and redish-purple instead.

LD#2: all sexual



10/12/15 playing with fingers trippy DILD

10/10/15 sex with wife, visual off DILD

#392-395

To start off I went to sleep around 1 am, woke up at 4 for a BRB went back to sleep and woke up at 5:55 wbtb. October 11, 2015)

Later I felt my body starting to vibrate or get that sleeping foot feeling (I'm a stomach sleeper). If felt like someone was watching me trying top come out of my body (could have been myself). I wanted to go through the wall, but something said no, than I said to myself go through the mirror, that didn't happen either. I just floated through the doorway of my bedroom somewhere. When I got their I could see one of my hands with a blue ball and another hand ready to catch it. I just stayed their watching. After about two throws it came into focus. It was me tossing the ball to a baby boy while we were sitting on the floor. Then another child around 6(boy) came and said mom, daddy's home (while he was saying this I didn't remember seeing mouths on anybody). I said great and I get up and he meets me coming from the playroom carrying our daughter that appears to be 2yrs old. He was wearing a red shirt, and something around his head, his features were very clear (I actually know the person, just couldn't tell if we were married but we have a girl and 2 boys). After I saw him I ended up back in my body. I am talking to my friend from the dream and told him I had a dream about him....as soon as I get that out of my mouth I am fully awake around 10 am.

Tried SSILD again this afternoon. In the second cycle I went into a lucid(ish) dream during the visual focus phase, so within about 1 minute of closing my eyes.

I was stood by a wall with a grass verge and was puilled towards a door with green light behind it, some sort of disco, as I went in I was saying to myself that I must hold onto my lucidity, saw a window and decided to fly towards it, took off, then got shocked at what I had just done and woke up.
Probably the lowest grade of lucidity as I don't remember being very concious about being lucid, just thinking about it and remembering to try to hold on to it, even though I wasn't truly lucid and I didn't even really remember what that meant, and trying to fly.

I was lucid flying through a window. Someone called out "Its Jesus!"in my house. I continued flying than felt something approach me from behind. I thought of a green force field to protect me. At first it did not show though and my attention was distracted by rectangular lights in the sky. But i looked back at the figure thinking "green force field" and it came out protecting me. Than I put my hand out and imagined the image/figure was a bubble. It changed into a small one than i poked it and it popped.

My younger brother came to me after I headed to a setting that was patched in the current one. "What happened" he asked. I looked at him proud than said "I changed the image that was following me into a bubble than popped him."My brother said "Oh" than I flew up and over some place. The dream shifted I think though.


I was in a room filled with people and kids. A lady I knew was trying to put the kids to sleep for their nap time but was having trouble. I helped her out a bit than noticed her apron was almost near the stove fire. I held it up making it known to her.She thanked me saying she was lucky i was here cause its the second time i got her out of something that could have escalated to something terrible.I say "Your welcome. Just be more careful"than move somewhere else to do something.

Next thing I recall is watching my cousin in a room cooking something. Maybe eggs for breakfast. She is happy and strikes out from the rest of the dream characters."You know what would be funny?"I say to her. She looks at me smiling and laughing as she cooks. "If you were having the same dream as me."I say than turn to another character.

"She really sticks out in the dream compared to the others right?"I say to a dc. He acknowledges that she does. Than my cousin goes somewhere else and it seems she is somewhat uncomfortable but still happy with a skip in her step.

After all that I was in a school or building with people and my younger brother. I saw my brother doing an on air league of legends thing and stepped in to say something to the fans for fun."Hey everyone~ Whats with this game? I keep knockin and its like nobody is there."I say than knock on the microphone. I hear a audience laughing.

I'm told by my bro and some others that i'm on a roll. I make another joke or say something that makes them laugh and cheer for more. A guy who was supposedly suppose to be my bros best friend has his attention on me and shows an interest in me. My bro than takes back the mic and I tell them how I will be back later.I skip than hop noticing I have short shorts on and my hair is braided. Sort of embarrassing moment but i push it aside and continue on.

I see a man who is the principal and a teacher with him. The principal tells the teacher to give me detention cause of something. I tell the teacher not to listen to him cause he just wants to take advantage of him. I than take a brush out and brush my hair in front of him than hop away like it was nothing. The teacher obviously didn't listen to me. The principal shouted that he wasn't listening because he was the boss of him.

Another shift happened.The next thing I know I'm at my home and there are a bunch of cats in boxes and kittens everywhere even in a black dresser cabinet. I try not to step on them and see my old best friend walking awayI try to follow her but there are so many cats that it seems difficult. Nonetheless I enjoy the moment I have with all the cats. I love cats but in WL I'm allergic. Funny thing is though a lady picked up a cat and said it was a box cutter cat.


What happened next? After being in a place where I was talking to my mom and my cousin running away looking suspicious I ended up back in a school like setting.I leaped around the place happy thinking about what to do when suddenly a girl called me and was in trouble. She mentioned something and so did another guy. I followed them and ended up in a room where a man showed up to visit so he says. He turned into a giant snow panther[sounded like a lion though] and tried to eat me as he growled. I flew up and bumped into things because the roar was pretty strong. It also felt like a game at the same time. I flew through a hole in the roof hoping to get to the top. But yet again the dream changed and i saw images of flat 2d anime people walking outside a school and something about a queen.

Just dont know how this could happen. Got pretty late to bed (11pm) had a huge Pizza right before sleeping, no meditation and totally destroyed from the day. i repeated a Mantra "I will remember that i am dreaming" until falling asleep.
i left out the NLD of the night and shorten the lucids a little bit because its a litte more than 7 DinA4 Pages ...

woke up after only 2h of sleep with the first lucid. Very uncommon but really cool:
Get lucid because i look at a watch and somehow think that the time is not appropriate. i ask M and she tells me a different time than the clock is saying and i am lucid. I tell her that and show her my hand. she asks what we can do now and i tell her that i in theory can phase thru walls now. i try to show her but hadnt grounded yet so no real dreamcontrol. i run to the wall but am scared of the impact and not confident that i will pass thru. i raise my hands and run against the wall for some times. there is a balkony and i try to phase thru the door because its not that thick and a window is in it so you see where you go. but dont want to work neither. i recognize the problem and start to ground myself in the dream. i plug my nose and take some deep breath thru it. I remember that i made a list with things i want to ask the "higher Subconscious" to see if i get an answer just like that. dumb thing is i dont bother to remember the whole list with the more important stuff but remember point one: "show me something funny". I ask and look down and there are 3 eppendorf cups that are bigger than normal i paint with a pen smiles on them... i hear someone talking and look up again and there is a table now with some people talking drinking and smoking. i sit next to them and start playing around with telekinesis. there is a beaker with 5 reactioncups and i try to lift them all but one after another. i have some problems and after 3 or 4 i dont get the other in the air. the problem is that they dont hang in the air but fly around my hand or into my hand like it were sticky. i let a bottle or a glass with some liquid in it hover and fly around one of the guys. the others are impressed and look what i am doing. they drink more and more and smoke some joints. i let a bud fly around. one of them says "ah the last weed... nevermind". at the corner of the table there are 3 bottles that i upset just because i can... i feel a little bit hazy like if i had some of that drinks too. they shove some thing of the table and now there is a little bucket where i have to let something fly in it. my problem again is that the thing that i let fly somehow stick to my hand so its not that easy to let it go into the bucket. i do another deep breath thru my plugged nose and realise that i want to do a TOTM. i stand up and accelerate and jump thru the balconydoor. i just have a little slight doubt if it might not work and at the end my hand gets stuck for a second in the window. it hurts a little but i have so much force that i just fall down to the street. i looking for someone to follow unseen but again i just cant find some interesting person. so i try to fly a bit around to maybe find somewhere else someone. i had some problems flying. i expect a nice woman behind the next corner so i can follow her and there is one but i cant fly appropriate so i decide to go around the house (dunno why, so she cant see me?) there i cant fly at all now and i climb up a little platform and enter a building. it is a closed bar with noone there. i go to the corner and see a gift in a black box. i know it is from F for R. i look insight and find plastic vampire teeth. i think about the sense of this gift and if R forgot it here. i put it back on the table where other stuff is standing too so i think noone will take it and R can pick it up next day because he is working here apparently. my vision gets black and i think i woke up but i cant DEILD because i still have the gift in my hand and need to move to put it on the table... (facepalm)
so i thought it was over but the dream could continue without problems i think.

i do a WBTB focus on my breathing to get relaxed and heavy with every breath i take. i repeat again the mantra and fall after some longer period asleep

i am in my apartment and make some potato wadges. the alarm is ringing and im going to the kitchen to get them out of the oven. i dont turn on the light. but now with the plate in my hand i cant see if they are good already. i want to turn on the light in the oven and turn the wheel but it feels different than usual and i get confused if i accidentally operate the dishwasher instead of the oven? i decide to turn on the light but the light switch is not working. i get lucid and do a noseplug. i go into the living room still with the hot plate in my hand and my roomate wants to leave the room i prank him by tell him to hold this for me. he does for some seconds and burns his hands (dont know why i should so something so evil...) he gets angry and i throw some wedges on him. he builds up infront of me and wants to beat me up but i just say "stop!" and he turns friendly again. i enter the room and load my hand with some wedges and start eating while going to my other roomate. the wadges tasts good i tell him how awsome that is and that sometimes you just know you are dreaming and there are this times you feel totally confused and just cant believe it. i tell him how awesome this is that this is already the second lucid this night. he looks a little sad because he wants to lucid dream too but just dont do no work for it. the dream gets a little bit unstable but my roommate calm me down and tells me to rub my hands. i do and it gets better again. i go into a corner where there is some tapestry. i imagine how small the room would feel if the ceiling would be that much lower. i turn around again and there are some people i dont know in the room. i approach them and they have a bowlingball. i cut it on a special way but it dont work like i would like it. i start to throw the ball behind my back over my shoulder into my other hand. with the one hand it works fine but feels really heavy. with the other hand i have no fine motoric and i throw the ball to far but it feels lighter with my weak hand. i get the ball back with TK. and i want that the ball hangs in the air. i position it and let it go but it slowly sinks. i try again and it works for some time. the people are happy about the trick. i decide to do something usefull again and phase thru the window. outside i look again for a potential canidate i want to follow. on the opposite site i see a party. left at the corner there is a guy i know from the lab. i think about to go to him but a woman comes from behind and puts her arms around me. she tells me to follow her. somehow she feels like i have no real chance and i want to see what she want from me. we cross the street and approach a sunstudio. i ask her what she want to tell/show me but i think she doesnt answer. i make some stupid joke like: "ah so we go now together into the sunstudio to get some sun?" we approach the counter and she opens the barrier tape and we go into the next room. we are now in a dress shop and she tells me to pick a top for her. we are infront of a row with all the same tops in different colours. i pick the one in green-yellow but she dont like it. so i tell her to pick one up and i will watch how she is changing and tell her if i like it. she still is behind me and we stand infront of a big mirror. i see her and she looks like a combination of a friend of mine and cameron diaz. she starts to unclothe her pants and then her top. i ask her if she really want to do it here but she dont mind and me nether. she has relativly small but nice breasts, blond hair and looks charismatic. she has a blue butterfly on her lower back tattooed. i start to rub her breasts a little and want to put the bra aside. she tells me that the bra needs to stay. i massage her nice big nipples.
I have a false awakening. i sit in a street with a friend of mine. i think about to DEILD but another friend just dont stop talking and wants to know how to DEILD and so on. i decide to write my dreams down because it just makes no sense to try. i have two DJ infront of me and think about in which one to write in. i notice something is wrong aaaaaand wake up for good.

I finally nailed the WILD technique, I suppose. Either way, this was the first lucid dream I had about flying... Well, the first proper one anyway.

It felt so real. The only thing that bothered me is that everything was actually in black and white, and it seemed to be low quality. I looked down at my feet as I was flying, and I was leaving a smoke trail. I tried spinning around, and boosting to go faster... It all felt real, but it really didn't look real. I tried to add color to the background, but it just didn't work. Anyone have any tips on clarity? I could really use some...

I'm also really excited, I think this is the most regularly I've ever had any lucid dreams.

I just need to master the WILD and DILD techniques, since those seem to be the main ones I've used. And with this, I'm one step closer to that.