lucid

Tried SSILD again this afternoon. In the second cycle I went into a lucid(ish) dream during the visual focus phase, so within about 1 minute of closing my eyes.

I was stood by a wall with a grass verge and was puilled towards a door with green light behind it, some sort of disco, as I went in I was saying to myself that I must hold onto my lucidity, saw a window and decided to fly towards it, took off, then got shocked at what I had just done and woke up.
Probably the lowest grade of lucidity as I don't remember being very concious about being lucid, just thinking about it and remembering to try to hold on to it, even though I wasn't truly lucid and I didn't even really remember what that meant, and trying to fly.

I was lucid flying through a window. Someone called out "Its Jesus!"in my house. I continued flying than felt something approach me from behind. I thought of a green force field to protect me. At first it did not show though and my attention was distracted by rectangular lights in the sky. But i looked back at the figure thinking "green force field" and it came out protecting me. Than I put my hand out and imagined the image/figure was a bubble. It changed into a small one than i poked it and it popped.

My younger brother came to me after I headed to a setting that was patched in the current one. "What happened" he asked. I looked at him proud than said "I changed the image that was following me into a bubble than popped him."My brother said "Oh" than I flew up and over some place. The dream shifted I think though.


I was in a room filled with people and kids. A lady I knew was trying to put the kids to sleep for their nap time but was having trouble. I helped her out a bit than noticed her apron was almost near the stove fire. I held it up making it known to her.She thanked me saying she was lucky i was here cause its the second time i got her out of something that could have escalated to something terrible.I say "Your welcome. Just be more careful"than move somewhere else to do something.

Next thing I recall is watching my cousin in a room cooking something. Maybe eggs for breakfast. She is happy and strikes out from the rest of the dream characters."You know what would be funny?"I say to her. She looks at me smiling and laughing as she cooks. "If you were having the same dream as me."I say than turn to another character.

"She really sticks out in the dream compared to the others right?"I say to a dc. He acknowledges that she does. Than my cousin goes somewhere else and it seems she is somewhat uncomfortable but still happy with a skip in her step.

After all that I was in a school or building with people and my younger brother. I saw my brother doing an on air league of legends thing and stepped in to say something to the fans for fun."Hey everyone~ Whats with this game? I keep knockin and its like nobody is there."I say than knock on the microphone. I hear a audience laughing.

I'm told by my bro and some others that i'm on a roll. I make another joke or say something that makes them laugh and cheer for more. A guy who was supposedly suppose to be my bros best friend has his attention on me and shows an interest in me. My bro than takes back the mic and I tell them how I will be back later.I skip than hop noticing I have short shorts on and my hair is braided. Sort of embarrassing moment but i push it aside and continue on.

I see a man who is the principal and a teacher with him. The principal tells the teacher to give me detention cause of something. I tell the teacher not to listen to him cause he just wants to take advantage of him. I than take a brush out and brush my hair in front of him than hop away like it was nothing. The teacher obviously didn't listen to me. The principal shouted that he wasn't listening because he was the boss of him.

Another shift happened.The next thing I know I'm at my home and there are a bunch of cats in boxes and kittens everywhere even in a black dresser cabinet. I try not to step on them and see my old best friend walking awayI try to follow her but there are so many cats that it seems difficult. Nonetheless I enjoy the moment I have with all the cats. I love cats but in WL I'm allergic. Funny thing is though a lady picked up a cat and said it was a box cutter cat.


What happened next? After being in a place where I was talking to my mom and my cousin running away looking suspicious I ended up back in a school like setting.I leaped around the place happy thinking about what to do when suddenly a girl called me and was in trouble. She mentioned something and so did another guy. I followed them and ended up in a room where a man showed up to visit so he says. He turned into a giant snow panther[sounded like a lion though] and tried to eat me as he growled. I flew up and bumped into things because the roar was pretty strong. It also felt like a game at the same time. I flew through a hole in the roof hoping to get to the top. But yet again the dream changed and i saw images of flat 2d anime people walking outside a school and something about a queen.

Just dont know how this could happen. Got pretty late to bed (11pm) had a huge Pizza right before sleeping, no meditation and totally destroyed from the day. i repeated a Mantra "I will remember that i am dreaming" until falling asleep.
i left out the NLD of the night and shorten the lucids a little bit because its a litte more than 7 DinA4 Pages ...

woke up after only 2h of sleep with the first lucid. Very uncommon but really cool:
Get lucid because i look at a watch and somehow think that the time is not appropriate. i ask M and she tells me a different time than the clock is saying and i am lucid. I tell her that and show her my hand. she asks what we can do now and i tell her that i in theory can phase thru walls now. i try to show her but hadnt grounded yet so no real dreamcontrol. i run to the wall but am scared of the impact and not confident that i will pass thru. i raise my hands and run against the wall for some times. there is a balkony and i try to phase thru the door because its not that thick and a window is in it so you see where you go. but dont want to work neither. i recognize the problem and start to ground myself in the dream. i plug my nose and take some deep breath thru it. I remember that i made a list with things i want to ask the "higher Subconscious" to see if i get an answer just like that. dumb thing is i dont bother to remember the whole list with the more important stuff but remember point one: "show me something funny". I ask and look down and there are 3 eppendorf cups that are bigger than normal i paint with a pen smiles on them... i hear someone talking and look up again and there is a table now with some people talking drinking and smoking. i sit next to them and start playing around with telekinesis. there is a beaker with 5 reactioncups and i try to lift them all but one after another. i have some problems and after 3 or 4 i dont get the other in the air. the problem is that they dont hang in the air but fly around my hand or into my hand like it were sticky. i let a bottle or a glass with some liquid in it hover and fly around one of the guys. the others are impressed and look what i am doing. they drink more and more and smoke some joints. i let a bud fly around. one of them says "ah the last weed... nevermind". at the corner of the table there are 3 bottles that i upset just because i can... i feel a little bit hazy like if i had some of that drinks too. they shove some thing of the table and now there is a little bucket where i have to let something fly in it. my problem again is that the thing that i let fly somehow stick to my hand so its not that easy to let it go into the bucket. i do another deep breath thru my plugged nose and realise that i want to do a TOTM. i stand up and accelerate and jump thru the balconydoor. i just have a little slight doubt if it might not work and at the end my hand gets stuck for a second in the window. it hurts a little but i have so much force that i just fall down to the street. i looking for someone to follow unseen but again i just cant find some interesting person. so i try to fly a bit around to maybe find somewhere else someone. i had some problems flying. i expect a nice woman behind the next corner so i can follow her and there is one but i cant fly appropriate so i decide to go around the house (dunno why, so she cant see me?) there i cant fly at all now and i climb up a little platform and enter a building. it is a closed bar with noone there. i go to the corner and see a gift in a black box. i know it is from F for R. i look insight and find plastic vampire teeth. i think about the sense of this gift and if R forgot it here. i put it back on the table where other stuff is standing too so i think noone will take it and R can pick it up next day because he is working here apparently. my vision gets black and i think i woke up but i cant DEILD because i still have the gift in my hand and need to move to put it on the table... (facepalm)
so i thought it was over but the dream could continue without problems i think.

i do a WBTB focus on my breathing to get relaxed and heavy with every breath i take. i repeat again the mantra and fall after some longer period asleep

i am in my apartment and make some potato wadges. the alarm is ringing and im going to the kitchen to get them out of the oven. i dont turn on the light. but now with the plate in my hand i cant see if they are good already. i want to turn on the light in the oven and turn the wheel but it feels different than usual and i get confused if i accidentally operate the dishwasher instead of the oven? i decide to turn on the light but the light switch is not working. i get lucid and do a noseplug. i go into the living room still with the hot plate in my hand and my roomate wants to leave the room i prank him by tell him to hold this for me. he does for some seconds and burns his hands (dont know why i should so something so evil...) he gets angry and i throw some wedges on him. he builds up infront of me and wants to beat me up but i just say "stop!" and he turns friendly again. i enter the room and load my hand with some wedges and start eating while going to my other roomate. the wadges tasts good i tell him how awsome that is and that sometimes you just know you are dreaming and there are this times you feel totally confused and just cant believe it. i tell him how awesome this is that this is already the second lucid this night. he looks a little sad because he wants to lucid dream too but just dont do no work for it. the dream gets a little bit unstable but my roommate calm me down and tells me to rub my hands. i do and it gets better again. i go into a corner where there is some tapestry. i imagine how small the room would feel if the ceiling would be that much lower. i turn around again and there are some people i dont know in the room. i approach them and they have a bowlingball. i cut it on a special way but it dont work like i would like it. i start to throw the ball behind my back over my shoulder into my other hand. with the one hand it works fine but feels really heavy. with the other hand i have no fine motoric and i throw the ball to far but it feels lighter with my weak hand. i get the ball back with TK. and i want that the ball hangs in the air. i position it and let it go but it slowly sinks. i try again and it works for some time. the people are happy about the trick. i decide to do something usefull again and phase thru the window. outside i look again for a potential canidate i want to follow. on the opposite site i see a party. left at the corner there is a guy i know from the lab. i think about to go to him but a woman comes from behind and puts her arms around me. she tells me to follow her. somehow she feels like i have no real chance and i want to see what she want from me. we cross the street and approach a sunstudio. i ask her what she want to tell/show me but i think she doesnt answer. i make some stupid joke like: "ah so we go now together into the sunstudio to get some sun?" we approach the counter and she opens the barrier tape and we go into the next room. we are now in a dress shop and she tells me to pick a top for her. we are infront of a row with all the same tops in different colours. i pick the one in green-yellow but she dont like it. so i tell her to pick one up and i will watch how she is changing and tell her if i like it. she still is behind me and we stand infront of a big mirror. i see her and she looks like a combination of a friend of mine and cameron diaz. she starts to unclothe her pants and then her top. i ask her if she really want to do it here but she dont mind and me nether. she has relativly small but nice breasts, blond hair and looks charismatic. she has a blue butterfly on her lower back tattooed. i start to rub her breasts a little and want to put the bra aside. she tells me that the bra needs to stay. i massage her nice big nipples.
I have a false awakening. i sit in a street with a friend of mine. i think about to DEILD but another friend just dont stop talking and wants to know how to DEILD and so on. i decide to write my dreams down because it just makes no sense to try. i have two DJ infront of me and think about in which one to write in. i notice something is wrong aaaaaand wake up for good.

I finally nailed the WILD technique, I suppose. Either way, this was the first lucid dream I had about flying... Well, the first proper one anyway.

It felt so real. The only thing that bothered me is that everything was actually in black and white, and it seemed to be low quality. I looked down at my feet as I was flying, and I was leaving a smoke trail. I tried spinning around, and boosting to go faster... It all felt real, but it really didn't look real. I tried to add color to the background, but it just didn't work. Anyone have any tips on clarity? I could really use some...

I'm also really excited, I think this is the most regularly I've ever had any lucid dreams.

I just need to master the WILD and DILD techniques, since those seem to be the main ones I've used. And with this, I'm one step closer to that.

I was standing at the fridge of my grandmas old house minding my own business. With the fridge door open. Then something came behind me and grabed me. The feeling was intece. It felt like it was a dark force trying to over come me a feeling of helplessness.
I felt i needed to do somthing and i wasnt just going to let it do that to me. So then at the last secend I figured it was another attack. I knew it was somthing that I can over come doing that to me. I gathered my energy and busted out a flashing of light throughout my body. It let go and I woke up.

I was playing super smash bros melee with my older brother. I was Dr.Mario or regular Mario and he was fox.We were on the stage of fox's ship. I was fighting him on the tail of the ship. Spinning and hoping around cause I thought I was gonna get punched down. He probably changed to Mario because i do recall a red Mario being in there.Anyways after fighting all around the ship I think the dream shifted.

I was in bed relaxing when I heard a voice talking to me. I felt kind of sweaty and saw that the room was different and lit by the lamp too. But what made me aware if was a dream was the voice because the character ended up pulling me out of bed."Dawn! Dawn!"I Called for him hoping he showed up and give the other character a ticket to punch city.But he didn't show up. Than Eye came and started messing with me too.

I just got back in bed though thinking of them leaving me alone. They came back to annoy me some what out of bed by making me feel uncomfortable so I just went with it. I was pulled so i followed and noticed Dawn but i think he faded. I than went to look out my window and there was a mountain in the front of the house but to the side of my view.It also had little green stones on it. I than went back calling Dawn and saw a fat short guy in boxers. The guy sort of reminded me of that osomatsu san character.

I walked to the stairs telling him "don't touch me". He just went downstairs like nothing and ignored me. I followed and noticed it was dark but there was a t.v. or radio on in my older brother's room. I called for Dawn as I walked through the hall but there was no response. So I thought of a comforting character instead but when I looked back I saw a faded figure of a somewhat muscly guy. He had casual yet nice clothes on though. Than he started looking like a old guy because I got afraid of what if there was a old guy in the dark. It just makes it look creepy.

I ran out the backyard exit and felt myself being pushed. There I saw my yard had garbage bags at certain spots and there was a tall native american like women with a flower crown. She was doing something in one spot. While there was a boy a few feet away from her who was also native american. He was laying on the grass near the cement part of the yard and wet because of a sprinkler showering him. There was also a open layed out bag of small apples with vines in front of him.

Instantly I ran up to him and felt his Black soft hair."Your hair feels good" I said. He looked up at me as he had his hands on the ground. Also, I was behind him. "What?" Is what I think he said. I turned to see the figure that was in the hall with me was looking at the yard too. He wasn't an old man though and was wearing something different. I remember a dark blue jean color coming from him. Anyways after observing the yard I thought "what is this suppose to be a Eve thing?" But that's because I did think of scary demon at a certain moment.

Than the dream shifted and I was laying in a room on a bed with some guy. His alarm rang a little and I sort of panicked a little and started feeling like I couldn't breathe. After that I had a false
awakening.I thought I was awake and was thinking about something and how i should have done something differently in the dream. Than I woke up for real.

Anyways, I think I'm done with calling characters to entertain me by defending me. It takes up time from something that is more better to do.

We ended up in a desert by the time we ended up in the desert we had an additional companion. A young girl. We seem to go by some pyramids and we kind of lost some 'knights' and eventually it was only me and the child. We ended up in a literally Toy Land. But I had the feeling the entire time that this was in a sense a trap for people. As we were walking through I heard a woman saying something "Where does (toy) go?" I stopped to talk to this woman and she notices that me and (child) didn't have a bracelet like the did, which in this land was illegal. There was also the fact that if you stayed over 10 days, you're stuck there forever We got a braclet and a booklet thing (the booklet has something like sticklers which you put on the braclet 2 days, 4 days, 8 days, 10 days). But we started to walk a distance and somehow we dropped the booklet or something and sirens started and basically my family room (or a hologram of it) appeared in front of me, and I leaped over the couch (which felt as real as the real one) but I somehow forget the child on the other side. I had to make a decision to I risk getting captured to save someone else, or do I save my own skin? In that moment I understood what Henry from Once Upon a Time meant about " You're just scared. This happens to all heroes. It's just the low moment before you fight back." I made my decision to rescue the girl and right as I was doing that I woke up.

There were six other people beside myself (I was number 7) each one had a different ability or I think it was a quaility about them, I can only remember one had the ability to tell when someone was lying. We were in an old church somewhere and we ended up sitting at a round table and I recognized the table as THE round table from Arthurian mythology. Because of that, some other door opened and we want into like the sanctuary of the church (ie where the altar and stuff) and right where the altar should be was a SWORD in a STONE. I somehow was able to pull it out as easily as King Arthur pulled out the Original sword. As soon as I did there was like this um sandstorm which came through a stained glass window, which scooped me and my um knights (don't care that they're female) up and transported us to the next dream. I was surprised when I regoncized the table. I was also expecting the unexpected when I tried (and succeed) in pulling sword from the stone. At the same time I was also surprised about it.

I found myself running to a police station as I could tell I was being chase from behind by someone. I open the first door and ran through the hallway to the next double door. For some reason I got the feeling I have experience this same scenario before. I make it to the next door and got a huge flash of light out of no where. Outside and in the building were dark but due to that flash I could now tell the walls were lime green with white tiles around the building.

This place to also seemed familiar to me, I then remember my other lucid dream on 8/30/15 and said no wonder I got lucid here. I notice I was near a light switch for the next hallway and decided to try to turn it on. I attempted to switch on the lights but it was a no go. The lights wouldn't come on so I knew I was dreaming but I wanted to know if this really was the same dream.

I ran through the last hallway to the next double doors and got a great sense of Deja-vu. It was true this was the same lucid dream as the music pass this hallway was the exact same as last time. The building at this point as well look like the same hospital. I observe, but it was like once I had this realization the dream quickly started changing the environment. I saw familiar kids sitting down, I went over to talk to them about how some of your faces don't look exactly how it should.

I walk more and saw a group of young adults sitting on couches chairs around this one table. The area they were in was openly wide and I saw another with them at the kitchen, this place didn't look like a house though. They seemed to all be using either CPU's or phones and despite appearing busy I decided to confront one them due to a couple of questions I wanted to have answered. I made sure to notice the sky has change to bright sunny as it's light showered down from the windows.

The one I pick followed me in till I reach the stairs which felt like walking on butter. I decided I wasn't going to stay lucid and attempted to wake myself up. I close my eyes and everything went black. That's when I started waking up on a couch, it didn't take me long to figure out I am still in the same area I attempted to wake up from. The only difference is that the sky is now darker than it had been before. I notice all the young adults were still here, they all appear to be sleeping except for this one boy who look like he was seriously focusing on his laptop.

That's when the boy tap on one their shoulders, a man in a black dress shirt and told him he was finish with his file. The man then appear to be excited and said you really done it. I began feeling strange, I soon notice the woman sitting next to the guy was staring at me. I got up and decided to leave but she didn't waste anytime asking me if I could understand anything on the boy's laptop. The boy as if this were a set up quickly handed me his laptop.

I look at it and then back at her and said yes. She started pointing her finger at the screen and ask me to read all the titles and various words to her. I did so read everything on the screen clearly. Her face quickly grew a smile and stated she wanted to know more about me and that I should work here with the rest of them. I began to walk away trying to find anything similar. She and the guy in a black dress shirt started talking. I could now see my father room but my ears over heard them. She told him I could read all the lines on the screen perfectly with no problems. That's when I woke up Lucidity time: 5 minutes

Notes:
- By studying my most common dream signs (bears and thunderstorms), I was able to have a DILD, even if it was only for a few seconds.
- I was able to fall asleep after this segment, but I returned non-lucid. Such a shame.

[Plot 1 begins]:
I'm in a forest, not unlike the picture below.


To my right was a large building; a concrete apartment building, but it was some rich family's mansion for some reason. I was alone in the forest, moving parallel to the house, going over little knolls and hills and taking cover. I had in my hands an M14-like rifle in my hands, similar to the one pictured below.


I took cover behind a little hill, and peeked over with my rifle. Suddenly, I felt an eerie sense of fear, and out of the edge of the forest 150 yards in front of me stumbles a huge grizzly bear. [ENTER LUCIDITY] I immediately recognized the fear and the bear as one of my dream signs, and suddenly became lucid. However, I could feel myself losing grasp on the dream in less than a second. I tried spinning, but I got tunnel vision and lost control.

[Wake up; fall back asleep]:
For once, I managed to land back in the same dream, but now the bears were trolls, so I didn't really recognize them and I lost my lucidity. The dream continued, but I've forgotten it now.

[End plot 1]

I was a police officer and the station got a call about a fire going on in the park (ie a wooded park) somewhere. I think I was a detective officer like Murdoch from Murdoch Mysteries. I was trying to investigate the situation. But at two different times, a boy and a girl (I think with blonde hair) came over and basically accused me of being the one to start the fire. It was only I think a couple of days later, their guardian (I don't think it was either of their moms) came over to accuse me of the same thing. I asked if I could call my boss (Who was the Chief of Police and I was also friends with him) to sort out the problem. He came down and sorted it out

I was inside the dream walking with a male character and Eye except he was short but in his own form. We were walking through some sort of obstacle course where you were put in a wide open building that was empty but had rectangular holes that you could fall in if you didn't dodge it or jump high enough. I was holding their hands doing that for a bit until I started thinking about how this reminded me of Mario kart and how Eye wouldn't hold my hand so I could help him.

I was than rearrange to be next to the other guy and Eye was on the other side of him. I got the feeling that meant "don't want you next to me". So I let him be than ended up in my older brothers room. My favorite place to spawn in. I looked around and there was Eye but he was messing with something in the room. I don't know what but it was familiar to watch. Anyways I decided that I would want to bring someone else inside who had more charisma for guiding.

Someone warped into the place but they were invisible so I grabbed whoever it was. The voice was obviously a male and I started thinking anxious thoughts again about why not to mess with stuff that deal with spirit-ism. But I wasn't doing that so I threw away that thought. I observed the character as I was holding him. He felt like the character I wanted that pops up with supportive words and actions so I told him to let me see how he looked because I couldn't see him.

It wasn't so odd watching him comply with me though because he mentioned how he was okay with it. His form than shown and I held him sitting up. He had his face on my shoulder. I saw he was tall but not that tall. He was probably like 6'0. He was wearing a white shirt with no sleeves and a long blue pants. Which is familiar to a character I have drawn before. But the shirt wasn't 100 percent like it. I pet his back taking into account how he felt than pet his hair which was like a white or really light blond.

It was fluffy but you could sort of comb your hands threw it. The length of it was like a little below the shoulders where you could still create a pony tail with it.I pet his head a bit than he moved to next to me than vanished. I was thinking about how that was sort of unfair how quick the character vanished and wanted to bring him back. But I still had Eye around so I got up. "So Eye, what do you want to do. We still have some time left." He was fiddling around with something from the dresser in the room.

He looked at me than turned doing whatever he was doing. He mentioned to me something about recognizing how we had time but not wanting to do anything. This had me sort of perplexed but I already had figured that Eye was sort of done with me as a guide/visiting character. I pouted a bit than went to a phone where I had planned to call the guide I wanted. A lady answered just like the other time. "Hello how may I help you?" I pondered why she had to pick up but it was no big deal."Can I speak to....I forgot his name but I wanna talk to him." I said knowing it didn't really matter what his name was.

"There is a paper with his name on it in front of you. Can you read it?" She said to me. I looked at the paper that was now there and saw that to the side of the room I could view what seemed like a school now. I than looked at the paper and saw "うたおう" in black bold letters. "utaou?" I said kind of shrugging off the weirdness of it. "O.k. Thank you. He is kind of busy in class right now but we will transfer your call right now. " she said than I heard the phone ringing again. That's when I realized how stupid this was.

"Wait a minute. I can just make him appear in the room right now." I stood up dropping the phone but than I woke up.

First dream

It was a hot Spring day. I was a tall, muscular man with dark hair. I was walking down a hill into a meadow. I knew I was close to a huge settlement, I just had to go through a small forest. There was a dirt path leading to sawmill, and then to castle. I decided to follow it. On the way I saw a small waterfall and a bog. The view was quite beautiful.

The path led me to some kind of fortifications made of wooden shelves and beds. There were many rows of them standing in front of a tall wall. Suddenly my younger sister jumped from behind the barrier of beds. She was wearing full plate armor, and was weilding a claymore. She couldn't recognise me, so we fought for a moment. I had an enchanted battle hammer that drained strenght of my enemies. My sister won with me however, and only then she could recognise me.

We talked for a moment I explained her how the enchantment on my hammer worked. Then we decided to follow a path towards mountain tops. I said "Now I'll become a Pillow Mage!". Suddenly an ash storm started, though we managed to climb up the mountain. It was Mountain Olymp, and the ash storm was effect of gods magic.

There were two gods sitting in their thrones. When we approached them, they made us their generals and sent into barracks, so we could prepare for battle.

Second dream

With my family we were waiting at a gate to our front yard. After a while a Soviet tank appeared, and Soviet General went out of it. I thought that I should do RC as this might be a dream. I wanted to do a nose RC, but my hand was getting more and more heavy. When I confirmed that this is a dream, everything went black.

Third dream

It was in a lagoon called Sunken Bay. We had a huge party in the water. We were surrounded by dense jungle vegetation, and there were many fishes and octopi swimming there. I was catching fishes with my hands, and showing each of them to my family. There were two octopi sleeping. The had skull shaped bodies and looked dangerous. The party have ended when they woke up .

Fourth dream

I was working with VHE, a Half-Life level editor. I built some structures, mountains and placed a sniper in one spot, then I ran the level.

I awoke on a bed downstairs of my house where my younger brothers room is i think. Except the place looked somewhat different.The place was lit up and felt nice, warm and sweet which is what im trying to achieve with my dreams. Anyways I had my eyes closed but heard someone speaking to me in my mind.

"Yeah that's right, keep your head relaxed. " saying something like that and pointing out things about me. Things that are good.I decided to keep my eyes somewhat closed as he spoke to me. "Eye is that you?"I thought and he made it clear that it was him. After that I recall holding him to remind myself how it felt in the dream world. I held him till i got up and followed him around.

I followed him through the halls than back into the room and it sort of felt confusing where I came from. I looked at Eye walking around. His form was changing.He was now short but looked like my younger brother when he was nine I think. "You know what I just noticed Eye. You look like my brother. I don't even feel anything coming from you like before. Your just like the other dream characters around here." Than his form dissipated behind me but I just walked to the stairs to go upstairs.

As I was walking though it felt like someone whipped my back side a little. "Ow!" Than again."ow! Okay stop it!" I told him. "Yeah that's what I thought. "(It didnt really hurt though. Felt like it was a quick and soft hit)Than he says something about me. I tell him sorry than appear in my older brother's room on a bed.The light is still bright and the place warmer. Sweeter feeling.

Eye is speaking to me again as I relax myself. My eyes are closed and my attention is not on his looks but his words.At first hes talking about messing with me, like how he might do something tricky but in a joke sort of way. Than he or I was either counting or something like that. After that I feel him hugging me than the place shifts to one place than to back to the room. He is still talking to me, maybe showing me something. Than he tells me how God gave him the chance to be there for me so he could put an end to the rock(which appears to be like a small boulder according to a dream image I saw) in my way.

I tell him how thats good that hes going to help me, which is what I wanted. I need to familiarize sleep with good and safe. I already know where my happy place is to imagine that helps take away the negative thoughts. Which is what I thought of as I was falling asleep. After focusing on Eyes words though I notice my eyes arent looking at his face. I open them and turn head.

He sticks out his face from behind me and looks like a light skin boy but I dont see his fluffy hair. Than I decide to get up but he appears in front of me and kisses me. I make it known how he has a alligator like mask. He mentions how its just for me and I ponder whether I've seen the animal during the day somewhere that could have triggered its appearance. Which I have on t.v.

Than he kisses me again until the dream shifts and I'm watching a building from afar. Somewhat flying. Someone has my original music on loud cause I can hear it from the window. I take notice of that dream like feeling and than wake up.

Non-dream
Non-lucid
Lucid

Dream 1 - cute girl
It's either me or this other girl in the dream who are weak. The girl is great at manipulating men, she sells her looks so well to get what she wants. I see an online panel and there's a dialogue playing about me or something? It almost feels like we're creating the comment section for this website and that we're reading the opinions of multiple people. I remember there being something mentioned about how the girl manipulates men, and she gets compared to Miley Cyrus. Miley is apparently really good at manipulating people too by saying cute things. The girl says things like "Hey, I'll see you later *winks with one eye and pokes her tongue out*" but Miley Cyrus is apparently even more pro at it... I feel like this dream makes no sense.

Dream 2 - Wood lodge field trip
I'm in a wood lodging hut with a group of other students, the place is quite large and can accommodate lots of people. It seems pretty rustic but really cool. I decide I want to go shower, I step outside and walk down a path to a large plastic circular watering tank. This tank was apparently the shower.. It has a door on the side, the scenery around the lodging appears to be forest and it's night time so it has a sort of sinister appeal. I open the door and head inside, taking my time to shower in the incredibly spacious area. The sinister forest makes me momentarily paranoid as I think "What if there's a serial killer around?!?!", I peer out of a window and spot someone walking up a pathway towards the hut. I know it's a student though and the thought of a serial killer disappears. I decide to stop fooling around and finish showering. I wrap my clothes around my waist and put my towel over my shoulder (it should be the other way around O_O). The person walking up is a cute girl and I want to look good or something -.-... Anyways, so I step outside of the shower all casual-like and walk towards the hut across the stony pebble pathway. I glance around at the girl and see her walk and turn right, into the shower I had just stepped out of. I pretend to have just noticed her, she smiles and waves. "Hi" she says in a sort of fluttery voice (she looks like this brown haired girl who kind gives off the impression that she's a bit stuck up). I politely say "Hey" back to her then turn away all 'casually' and cool. I walk inside the building and end up in a hall, but I'm still outside on the pebbles (this shouldn't make sense as it doesn't make sense ). I feel so lame after that encounter. Pushing it from my mind I realize I'm faced with a problem, how the hell did I get outside? There's so many doors along the corridor, I head right instead of left (which I believe is where the door I came from is). I'm still half-naked and I have a towel wrapped around my waist and and a towel on my shoulder now. Another girl I encounter tells me that the towel I'm using is probably the lodges, I realize that she was telling me that as a hint that I should go put it back - but she did it so as to force me to take off the towel in front of her and expose myself
"I know" I say, and just continue walking past her.
I come to the conclusion that there's an entrance ahead of me I can use to go inside that will loop around and allow me to get back to my room. I finally make it inside and am on the right track. I pass by a room of students, there's a girl I recognize who is in a relationship with a guy from my class. She seems to be cuddling up with a different guy though which seemed weird. I head back to my room and see the guy who she was meant to be in a relationship with. I jump onto my bed which is right next to his, I tell him that I think his girl is cheating and I don't really know what the circumstances are but that I hope things are okay with them.

Dream 3 - Primary school playground
I'm at my old primary school on the lower playgrounds with my daughter. I think we see some puppies come along and I show them to my daughter, she loves them! Then some cute lambs run up and we pet them too. A woman then comes along, following her is a plethora of various animals. They come out from the bushes she seemed to have emerged from, me and my daughter follow her closely with intrigued. I spot some lions a little further behind us among the other animals which gives me a bit of a shock. I tell her about it and she says "Yes there are lions, they are animals too", she is really composed and sort of mystical. I see another little girl quite a bit older than my daughter (maybe 7?). I jokingly ask her if she is an animal, she replies seriously "Yes, I am. And I'm tall". Me and my daughter think this is all a bit weird. Where are they going? They are walking out of the playground and into the bottom carpark of the school. To my left where there is the typical New Zealand green bush there is instead a more red fog covering the area. It slopes downhill steeply, and there are a few large trees that spike up through the red haze adding to the mystical scene which seems to be popping up. Okay stop, this is weird. I think to myself it has to be dream (becoming lucid at this point) and look at my hands, making sure to properly confirm it. I start a reality check by pulling my finger back which absolutely freaked me out because I felt like I tore something in my finger and that I should do it anymore. I also seem to be spinning around at this point. I then push a finger into the palm of my right hand and it is strangely elastic. "Hmm so it is a dream" I think to myself, I stop spinning around now as I bring my attention back to what's going on around me. Shit, it's all fading away... I wake up