lucid

Black: non-dream
Blue: non-lucid
Red: lucid

Dream 1 - Skating on water
I recall skateboarding around (I don't skate at all IRL) a platform of concrete stairs by the coast with a couple of people. The sky's filled with dark rain clouds and I see some viking-like boats by the nearby shore. I forgot most of what happened until eventually me and a friend come back to this area. We're in a hurry to stop one of the viking boats floating away. The sky is pouring down as I bolt down the stairs towards the shore, I spot a skateboard left by one of the people I had been skating with earlier (I believe his name is TK or TJ). I spot TK still skating around, he sees me snatch up one of his boards and follows to see what we're up to. I jump onto the board and bolt towards the shore. I'm still going forward even as I reach the water, which my board just absolutely glides across from the momentum of the speed I had build up reaching there. I see another board in the water and do a trick onto it.. But it failed and I kind of just slip and continue on with the whole waterboarding thing. In my head I think to myself that it's okay because my friend behind me will need a board to keep up with me on. We reach the ship and just start like.. Doing something? I don't know... We did something and everything was okay. I remember saying something like "oh no, I can see the gorilla, he's nearby so we have to hurry". Behind the boat maybe 50m away was a silverback gorilla just casually walking around. But now I noticed the sea level was rising so we head off. I should probably describe the shore a bit better, there are lots of rocky outcrops in the area which poke out of the water, it's a smooth red-brown hard rock too. We head over to some of these rocks following someone who seemed to know the way. What we end up doing is akin to some serious rock-climbing on slippery surfaces. We climb around the rocky area, I distinctly remember how detailed and vivid the place was. It was pretty incredible. I remember the pools of water rippling as the rain hit the surface. But at some point I saw that the gorilla was climbing with us at the back of the group (the guy in the front was some buff dude who reminded me of a martial arts master, then it was me, and behind me was my friend who was a bit slower. At the very back was the gorilla). I felt and saw the hand of the gorilla as I realized it was getting closer, but I ended up waking.

Dream 2 - Lucid in Waiwera
I remember just walking down a wooden walkway, my feeling was that I was in Waiwera. The walkway wasn't long (about 15m in front of me it ended), to the right of which there was a white beach house with a blue roof. To the left were a couple palm trees, beyond which was a mudflat during low tide. Ahead of me I saw my old friend Aaron, I don't know what was going on but in my head I keep thinking that he was on a tricycle but I just can't seem to remember it. Anyways...
As I was walking I just knew that it was a dream. I had the option to continue in the dream state or become aware and take control. I decided to take control and pushed my mind into an aware state, it felt like a struggle but the transition was interesting. I then proceeded to walk around, looked at my hands, clapped to solidify the lucidity and then walked again. I then tripped up and ended up in a crab like stance, trying to hold onto the dream... I then woke up pretty amazed I got lucid (since I haven't been able to recall any dreams over the past few days).

Continuing catching up using pictures, primarily for my own enjoyment/recall/reliving my adventures. I will come back to edit and add text descriptions next, since the pictures convey the jest of the dream only to me and won't tell anyone else reading enough about the dreams.


9/3/15 I see two co-workers (J and K) in the office wearing bikinis

I realize that this makes no sense, that I am dreaming and have a little sexual fun with J. She was not sitting like this and she had a floral print bikini on instead, but it was hard to find a picture so this will have to do. #373

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9/1/15 - non-lucid but vivid, up in a beautiful mountain pass



Another beautifully vivid non-lucid riding an ATV down a long stretch of beach with little streams rolling in from the land to my right. I am fording the streams as I ride down the beach. Awesome!



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8/31/15 semi-lucid sex with younger female politician in her chauffeured car.

8/30/15 -

Spoiler for sexual content:

G+C night. Lucid sex with wife and later with C from around the corner who wanted to have a threesome or foursome, bringing in J - the nurse and wife of N - she had a very firm butt. Later sex with Girl Friday who had her legs spread and her "ahem" looked odd but with some mental will I got it to look more realistic.

Counting 2 LD's in this series of lucidity. The only pictures I would use here would be disallowed. #371&372

8/22/15 - I am looking at a model of an old mining area

somewhere like Colorado and I think it must be beautiful view from up there at the top where the old silver mine was and especially from this tower like hill at the top of the mountains

when I get the inspiration to fly up there and when I start floating I fully realize that I am dreaming! I have such a joyful flight! I fly slower, then medium speed, then fast and faster using arm pointing much like Superman. I see forest areas below

then as I approach the top of the mountain a cool fog is rolling in over parts of the mountains.

I look for clearings and go to the highest clear sections and turn around for the view back down I was imagining earlier when looking at the model. Instead of a city down below I see long stretches of glowing mountains

and old lava flows...but there is warmth rising from them

as if there was a recent lava flow and also the glowing! What the mind comes up with is so beautiful!!! I am immensely enjoying this experienceand at some point get lost in it, turning toward the left and seeing some old town and becoming semi-lucid and eventually non-lucid as I make my way to a city and cars driving and a car having trouble with a parking garage gate hitting it...a taxi and then a convertible and then guys head. I make my way into a huge movie theater megaplex. One movie "4L" I had been wanting to see but was it any good? They had names for each theater and some were "Nationwide" as in the same theater was named the same name and had the same movie nationwide. Wake thinking about the theater and then feeling the elation still in my heart, I quickly recall my lucid adventure just before it!

*I am in a busy restaurant setting and I'm surprised to see L from Texas - E's sister and suspicious I'm dreaming. I look at my hand unclear...want to make sure in front of family before doing anything crazy. At some point I convince myself sufficiently and let her

Spoiler for sexual content:

give me a blow job but it is almost out of view under table so later I decide to lay on the table and continue getting the blow job in full view as a challenge/proof to self. At some point becomes a different person giving a decent blow job.

Spoiler for sexual content:

*BTS w/same intention but toyed with "As soon as I start dreaming"
I got lucid in a restaurant again and I see a young female sitting by herself and I float up to her and I offer

Spoiler for sexual content:

up my "ahem" and she gives me a nice blow job

and when she looks up I notice how gorgeous she is and very innocent looking

and I just want to kiss her. I give her a nice big kiss open mouth kiss and then move towards

Spoiler for sexual content:

intercourse taking off her clothes. we have intercourse for a while and I am making noises while I enjoy it

and she giggles a little bit so I give her a little playful slap on the cheek and she bites my hand. Not wanting it to turn bad I ignore the bite and tell myself that she's biting very softly , just a little nibble. I then work my hand out of her mouth and move on and either wake up or move into another lucid dream.
*Later we are at some house needing to take off before these bad guys come and me and my son get out of the truck and get it started but my wife is taking her time but the bad guy hasn't noticed her yet. She's taking her time jumping in the truck and the guy catches up my first thought was to back up over him but then I might hit my wife so I stay patient and eventually she hops in and we peel out and get away just in time. As I'm going up this one street it looks like it's dead ending but I figure I'll just bust through the gate and keep going in case they're following us in a car. but as I head up toward that dead in the car jumps a small hill we go unrealistically airborne and I realize I'm dreaming again! I take the truck and fly through the air for a little while before waking up. #367-370
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8/21/15 - Strange image flashes on computer screen and think this must be a dream and look at my hand - 6 fingers. Float around throughout house then outside and get frisky with a cute female. Later get lucid again and thinking wow, this is my 3rd LD but I can only remember 2 so just counting 2. #365&366

8/20/15 - Became lucid twice from unrealistic sensations of being out of control. One was out of control on a bike and the other a backwards free fall. Also semi-lucid racing down three huge ramps at mall. #363&364

8/15/15 - Mantra "As soon as I enter a dream, I realize I am dreaming" + visualization of realizing using previous non-lucid dreams front the night. I find a gorgeous brunette

in this big indoor oblong arena.

Spoiler for sexual content:

We have intercourse

and after a while I see a pretty, unassuming blonde

and motion to her.

Spoiler for sexual content:

I put my "ahem" in her mouth. It feels good but she doesn't seem very experienced.

Later LD, the shorts I still can't forget

The shorts were slightly looser than this but just as short AND she pulled them up to highlight her gorgeous shape as we

Spoiler for sexual content:

have foreplay on the bed. Then oral.

It may be hard to convey, but this dream was super-hot and is sticking with me weeks later as of the time of creating this online entry. #361&362
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8/9/15 - Become lucid exploring an abandoned house looking for a cute female to fool around with. None found. #360

Using the "If I were dreaming (I would)" mantra or mindset a lot during this period IWL.

I'm looking for a place to stay for the next few weeks while I take a course in a new city. I know that a certain motel/hostel/dorm has spots available for students, but they also fill up fast. So I head over there as soon as I'm in town.

Luckily, there is a place available. Unluckily, it's haunted by the victim of a mean-spirited (and presumably lethal) prank by members of a fraternity or something. We don't actually have those here, but it was a group of guys and they were terrible people.

So now the ghost violently murders people who stay in the dorms.

There's a woman screaming.

I'm running towards her as she's being dragged into a fluffy duvet or pile of pillows. I really should emphasize that they were unabashedly evil pillows, with the electrifying reek of corrupted darkness emanating from them. I grab the woman by the elbows, and she tells me No, it will get you, too!

I can't hold her, and my arm ends up dragged into the rift. Excruciating, electric pain arcs up my right arm (the kind of pain that you only feel in dreaming, where it overwhelms everything and it hurts but doesn't feel like pain in waking life). I try to pull my arm away, but there's resistance, sucking me into the rift.

I rip my arm away—

But the bleeding, rotten darkness is still everywhere and there's nowhere to go—

I wake up. I reality check, tapping my fingers against the sheets. One-two-three-four-five. Genuinely awake. Damn ghost thinks it's gonna get the better of me, huh?

I slip back into dreaming. I'm back in the dorm room, and it's quiet. Shadows whisper along the ceiling and in the dark corners of the room. I hold out a hand, and the shadows still.

The ripping, tearing thing leaps into me, but I'm ready this time. I channel the pain, force the thing out of my body until it faces me, forced to its knees on the floor.

Let's solve your problem. My terms.

FUCKKK. JUST HAD 4 INTENSE ASS TERRIBLE FUCKING NIGHTMARES... LITERALLY GOT BRUTALLY TORTURED, AND THEN MURDERED WTF DOES THIS MEAN... I JUST WOKE UP SHAKING WITH SO MUCH ANXIETY...
2 OF THEM WERE CONNECTED TOO.
1 OF THE WORST WAS IN THE MALL, AND IT WAS TOTALLY FINE AT FIRST BUT THE LIGHTS ALL SHUT OFF 1 BY 1, AND IT GOT PITCH BLACK AND THERE WERE MULTIPLE SERIAL KILLERS JOINING TOGETHER KILLING PEOPLE BRUTALLY IN THE DARK BY LIKE THROWING GIANT NINJA STAR LIKE KNIVES AT PEOPLES HEADS, AND TORTURING THEM. THEN I WOKE UP FREAKING OUT, AND CRYING, AND SHAKING, AND THEN 20 MIN LATER I FELL BACK ASLEEP, THINKING IT WOULD BE OK. THEN I WENT BACK TO THE SAME MALL. THIS TIME, I WAS GETTING BRUTALLY TORTURED. AS SOON AS THE LIGHTS TURNED OFF, I LAID ON THE FLOOR BY A COUCH TRYING TO HIDE, BUT THIS SLIM GUY WITH LONG HAIR IN A BLACK TACTICAL OUTFIT GRABBED ME BY MY HAIR, PULLED ME INTO A STORE, TIED ME AGAINST A POLE AND STARTED THROWING NINJA STARS AT ME TO SCARE ME, PURPOSELY MISSING EACH TIME, AND HE KNEW MY NAME, AND I SCREAMED AT HIM ASKING HOW HE KNEW MY NAME. HE TOLD ME HE KNEW ALOT ABOUT ME, AND MY FRIENDS, AND WHAT WE DO ON OUR FREE TIME. AND THEN HE TOOK A BLOW TORCH OUT HEATED UP METAL CLAMPS GRABBED PARTS OF ME AND STARTED CUTTING THEM OFF, WHILE I SCREAMED. I WOKE UP SWEATING AND FREAKING OUT CRYING AND SHAKING LIKE CRAZY.
CAN SOMEONE PLEASE TELL ME WHY THE FUCK I'M GETTING THESE TERRIBLE DREAMS. I'M TERRIFIED OF FALLING BACK ASLEEP NOW.

Not too much detail for this, but this one involved being in either a dark room or an alleyway, and I remember it could be an alley because there was a police car circling the area. Maybe police being in my dreams is a representation of guilt? But I don't feel guilty about anything super important, so that's strange.

Another fragment of a dream from last night is where I seemed to be in a dark building's entrance, passing by my parents, and going out into a big bright room with other people I know. ...This one ended up getting a little sexual, but that's not the point. It appears that the sexual portion was a result of mild lucidity, so that's a good sign I suppose.

Both dreams from last night weren't very memorable and were small, but I need to write them down here regardless.~

Deild after wbtb - first on my back attempting wild- then turn over to sleep on side after falling asleep and waking ( position needed changing)
Wow !A very clear exit and entry into dream - exellent
Just coming out of a nl where Gs and me were on a train and some kids startet climbing all over is getting to know us - what fun - then we were all togethe in a store picking up some food shopping when everything went dark/faded... I started to wake up but at the same time remembered reading about this in other dramers DJ acounts - scene changes...here could be one dream ending and one beginning - Jack pot !!!

So as the dream faded and I realised it laying quiet and still went gentlt backover the dream last dream - feeling the dream quality - after pondering the dream for few moments thing felt different ...it was Deild time ... I hold still and waited and watched for signs - some one souted out some lylics ; a song was playing on a radio... then again and the instruments kicked in ( cool !)
I had my head down against some thing so i start to bring my head up and watch out for something in the darkness. I start to see other cars going by ,and know i am in a car in the back seat - I open thew window, the car is full - with 2 in front and 2 in back I'm on the right in the back seat.The radio is on playing cool music.

Everything is super clear and i am in total awe as i look around taking scenery in knowing I am dreaming

We pull into a petrol station for fuel and the big guy driving gets out and stretches... the car brgins to roll away and looks like it will crash - I grab hold of the wheel and steer the car around and back to the pump -,the man looks abit anoyed at me.I am amazed henanoyed but its still clearly a dream so i respond -
i just say' i thought you needed a hand there'

The other 3 in the dar were all focusing on me at this point and I remembered I had wanted a dream with DC's - so i could ask questions and so I could do the ' fart totm' ... I tried hard to squeeze one out but it was not happening! I should have given up but just kept squeezing trying to do a fart so I could own up to it... I woke up ... still at least nothing had actually come out - wasnt expecting that task to be so demanding ha ha

My first super clear and stable - seemless - dield/wild ~ Thankyou!

bedtime a bit late, but natural waking at 08:30 on schedule

didn't record earlier dreams, mostly lost. Felt a bit bad that recall wasn't great at earlier waking. Better recall later. Short late "waking" LD to end the night.

later waking had good detail, vivid/present dreams, middle dream mostly forgotten

1. +(f, unsure) flying an airplane?

2. + crazy basketball [ds]
Playing basketball. Guys are making lots of long 3-pointers at the beginning of the game. During a free throw one guy comes up from the back and makes an amazing high shot that zips through the hoop so fast and and such a funny angle that no one is sure if it is actually a basket or not. Slow motion replay shows that it is. Taking the ball out from out of bounds.

I'm trying to make layups with folded up towels. This is a layup class. I'm standing RIGHT THERE under the basket but none of my shots gets even close. This is frustrating. At one point I use two hands and the "ball" (wadded up towel) goes farther but still doesn't score.

3. +(f) dog
Leaving house with wife and others, the dog starts whining loudly, wife says something like "man up." I'm annoyed by this. I go to the dog (German Shepard looking) and try to put on its collar, which is in two semi circles with round things on each end of the arc. I try to put the leash on to the collar ring and finally get it in place.

4. + uneven pavement SUV
I'm riding in a big SUV in the front passenger seat. (The driver is a guy who IWL our building is having problems with). We're bouncing over uneven pavement. The car's suspension has reached a bouncing frequency that makes the front wheels hop up just at the right time to get over the large uneven sections in the street which are bound with metal on the edges. I say "good job" for avoiding the bumps. I "remember" that on another street parallel to us there is another crack and talk about it. I can't remember the name of the street, I know it is located by turning left then right. I say "what's the name of that street that leads to A. hill?" A guy (in the back of the car?) answers "Crawdad Street(?)". The crack on that street also needs to be avoided.

5. + military presence, wedding/funerals

Standing outside urban environment, we're heading to the church to get married(us? kids?). Other groups are also heading to the church for funerals. A large group with a lot of caskets are approaching, individual men are carrying each casket. Are the caskets empty? That must be heavy. We should hurry, where's my wife? If they get to the church ahead of us we may have to wait all through the funeral service before the wedding. It's bad luck to be married at the same time a funeral service is going on.

There are military helicopters flying just past the fence which is made of poles. The tail section of one helicopter I notice is gradually approaching the fence where it can/will get caught. It does get caught and the helicopter goes down on its side. I have a feeling we should rush the cockpit while we can.

To the right down the street a big company of soldiers runs up. They're wearing red uniforms. I think it's pretty funny that this huge force was sent to deal with us, we're just standing around waiting for the church, ooooh, how scary we are!

6. + crazy racquetball
Playing on a somewhat dark court against a lot of guys. I'm serving and scoring points. I alter my service location between the left and right back corners. I'm serving standing on the right of the service area and serving towards the left back corner, score, count (it seems my score is a bit low for how long I've been here winning points), then I quickly step to the left side of the service box and serve towards the back right corner which completely takes them by surprise and they don't even go for it. One serve/shot comes back off the back wall fast and they can't catch up to it, another point for me. One one point I score by a corner shot against the left front corner.

Another guy comes in to play against me. "Another one?" I say? I think the court is getting really crowded.

There is a woman wearing glasses sitting down on a chair on the right front area of the court beyond the service box. I'm annoyed by this. I tell her she's in the way, and that she could get hurt. "The ball moves at 200mph and your'e not wearing safety glasses." I think I may be exaggerating but on some shots the ball could go really fast, if you put a speed gun on it to measure it it may be closer to 100 mph. She and I get into an argument. "Well you're not wearing safety goggles either!" she says. "Yeah but <something>" I say, I'm getting really angry and she's backing out of the court. She says "I'm a journalist and I'm going to write a story about you" (and your behavior). When she's gone I'm in the service box and start justifying myself to a guy playing. "She did not respond to reason in the beginning, <so things got out of hand>". I'm a bit concerned about the article she's going to write is going to present me in a bad light and people will think poorly of me, even though they don't have the whole story.

(wake and recall dreams?)

7. + LD#139
I'm outdoors in an urban environment. I had to go get something at my car. I start jogging back to the racquetball game. I feel very light on my feet, like I've lost weight. I feel the rub of the jeans on my legs every time I raise them up to jog another step forwards. I think I'll need to change into my shorts back at the court, I hope my racquet is still there.

Up ahead I see girls in uniforms entering a University. School is in session again. They look nice. I do a nose pinch to see if I'm dreaming ["If I were dreaming right now…."], and I am! I debate where I should go. On the one hand I'd really like to play racquetball lucid, I've been looking forwards to that for a long time, I should keep heading back to the courts. On the other hand: girls! I decide to follow the crowd in the right door. There is one girl with long blond hair right in front of me and I go up to her and face her and start talking to her. I ask her what year she is. The dream fades and I'm awake.

Analysis/commentary/misses
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2. fairly reliable DS. I've played basketball with wadded up towels for balls before in dreams. Can't make a simple shot over and over again.

3. this was a longer dream, forgot a lot of it

4. poor memory and reaching for something I think I should know it is a fairly reliable dream sign, need to catch these.

5. lots of odd things here. "How odd is this?" should catch this. Especially the huge company of soldiers running up to our group.

6. Major dream sign, I will catch this one day and play lucid racquetball!

7. Happy that pretty girls got me lucid fairly quickly . Unfortunately, no stabilization, and I should have grabbed the girl and taken her to go play racquetball instead of just standing there staring at her hoping the dream doesn't end which of course made it end. Goals! Narrate! Lucid Lab!

Yesterday IWL I started working on being aware of my path, location, and *how I'm moving*. I paid attention to my legs and the feel of my legs walking, looking down to see them and my feet. I paid attention to changes of direction, location transitions, and transitions in the material the ground is made of. This "feel of my legs inside my jeans" in the dream may have come from that!

Kyte is a volcanic moon orbiting far from a large reddish brown gas planet with an apperance not unlike Jupiter, only it is larger and has a higher percentage of heavy elements. Only the planet is closer to its parent star. The parent star is an orange dwarf with a little less than half the mass of our sun. It is a part of a binary system with a red dwarf, but the red dwarf orbits far out and is barely visible in the daytime sky. However, at night, it is quite visible, meaning that there is a sort of "twilight day" when the smaller and more distant star has risen but not the primary star.

The moon is much smaller than earth. 0.22 earth masses and fairly low gravity. There is an atmosphere with a high amount of noble gasses. Notably argon and xenon. The atmosphere is a snowy grayish color at sunset and sunrise and has a slight purplish tint during the day. There are clouds but they are often very thin and wispy. At the lowest points the atmospheric pressure is about 0.7 atm.

The terrain varies little, though the entire surface of the planet is black and gray, due to very high carbon content. There are a few deep canyons and impact craters. Though most of the planet is relatively flat and sandy. Sand is carried by the strong winds and occasional storms that blow through and made into dunes.

Though the moons' most notable feature are the large volcanoes spread out across the surface. They are concentrated near the equator but are present nearly everywhere. They have an unusual sweeping shape, beginning with a shallow slope and sweeping upward to nearly vertical chimneys miles tall. Most of these volcanoes are dormant or extinct but a few are quietly erupting small amounts of magma in deep channels running down the side.

The planet generates anomalies in the magnetic feild of the parent gas planet. This coupled with tidal heating and heat from the sun ensures that the moon is rather warm. Due to its dark color, it has a very low albedo and surface temperatures range from 80-150 degrees.

The moon has its own sub-satellite, an asteroid known as Nobal. It is only a few miles across and spins too fast for gravity alone to be keeping it together. It is theorized that it is one single rock being held together by chemical bonds.

Fronz is another moon in a very close orbit around the gas planet. Due to its orbit, it is believed that in a few million years, it will pass the roche limit and be torn apart by its parent planet.

It is much larger than kyte, about .43 earth masses, but still small. The moon is made mostly of water-ice with trace amounts of ammonia and oxygen in the atmosphere. Though the moon is mostly covered in ice, near the equator the ice melts resulting in a narrow band of water. The moon has complex weather patterns including snowstorms and snow-hurricanes.

There is a third major moon orbiting the gas planet between Kyte and Fronz, but no information is given, though it has importance. There are also dozens of smaller bodies, presumably captured asteroids. Kyte and Fronz are very important because together, they posses all of the necessary resources for long term habitation. Bases will be set up on both moons, but a large orbital habitat will be constructed between the orbits of Kyte and the unnamed large moon. Supplies will be mined from these moons and shuttled to the orbital habitat.

I close my laptop and abandon the project. It is something akin to Kerbal space program with is somehow also 'real' at the same time, and I feel very frustrated/sad that I have abandoned it. I 'remember' having worked on it for a very long time. I have to go to the store to look at quartz crystals with my mom. Should have become lucid. Space/planets dream sign.

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I was on a beach with Manei. Same beach that my first LD took place on. She gives me one of those 'broken heat' necklaces that light up when the two halves are put together. She has the other half.

I ask her why. This seems like a really cheap/gimmicky thing to show love or friendship. I'm generally bothered by this and ask her what her reasoning was, and to be honest I'm still walking a tightrope on the whole 'being in love with a dream character' thing for reasons too complex to go into detail here. She explains that I should ignore the physical aspect of it and focus on the meaning behind the object. Oftentimes, objects with little or no monetary value can have great personal value and vice versa.

Okay. Makes enough sense. I then commented on how I like the fact that my dreams do seem to periodically explore new morals and themes, and sometimes offering differing perspectives on old ones. I also like the fact that I am not always the fool when these morals are taught, and am sometimes the teacher rather than the student.

I think the necklace had some kind of voice recording that would play when the two halves were put together. I can't remember. This dream was very faded, and I recall their being much more to it. It may be getting mixed up with a fake lucid dream I wrote for the sake of visualization set in the same location. I feel as though I actually had it about two weeks ago but only recalled now, as if it were buried in my mind somehow.

I woke for wbtb at 3am
Laid back down for wild at 3.30 just a short wbtb where I Listened to some Binaural beats and repeated some mantra -

During wbtb - relaxed so much and felt the shift of consciousness very clearly - the rest I had was so peaceful - I felt I could stay there forever/eternity - I was able to notice the Yellow pulsating Hi after that and used my imagination to see it as the sun coming over a beautiful vast sea scape - I almost got in but think I tried to step into it a little too early - it hadn't formed around me completely yet...Next time
(I think it was the closest i got to letting the HI form as I realised recently that I don't think i put enough focus into actually even noticing the HI at all in most other Wild dives...and that might be why I have been falling asleep a lot recently. ) I Felt the dream form around me and said" wow this is a dream, it must be a dream..." I woke up tho as I am quite exited ...


I am semi- lucid in the following dreams I had - I was in a prayer service with K , a small group of us sat around him - I noticed I sat in a nice arm chair. K looked over at me regularly and we had a good connection as if we were friends. He then got up to walk over to another area to continue with other prayers, everyone followed - as I got up I realised my mother was with me but very old and frail. As i held her close I whispered to her that she was the most Wonderfull mum in the world, we hugged and I kissed her head.
Then I was speaking with some seekers on the path - one of them who I had been helping
came up to me and said " you guys have a lot of problems with your lineage you need to sort out "
I said to him "oh good - you are understanding that there are problems with everything - there are always things to fix and work on - this is a great example of that - well done'"
Then I went to the group next to me and started to speak about L-
' How amazing he is ; he jokes and keeps things light for the simple reason he doesn't get pulled into anything - nothing! He always wants to remind you to work with things as they are right now! That you have the ability to overcome everything - right now - What an amazing teacher he is!'
One of the girls has a problem with something and feeling very confident and happy
I say ' come on tell me - what is it ? let me help you - whats wrong?'

Then there was a bit where I was looking at my iPad at photos I was taking and one looked distinctly wrong -
I said' I dint shoot that - this must be a dream!'
That bit keeps playing over and over and I know it was dream for sure /after i had done the 'nose pinch' and 'hand rub' - but cant stabilise properly and wake up...

Then later came the Full LD -
I was going to sleep saying ;

'This must be a dream - this must be a dream. Look at the abnormalities!'

Then when I noticed it was a dream I was actually in a dream within a dream!
I am waking up in a room where my mother was and I imagined i went by her in an oobe sort of way - ha ha
' I AM DREAMING !' I say to her as I passed her, ( thinking she could not see me as I was in the dream )
As the moments passed I realised I was actually in a LD for real, even tho at the start of it I had woken up within a dream...Anyway
I feel my physical eyes closed with light coming in at that moment - maybe next time I will open them as I have a feeling this happens a lot and may be something interesting ...
In the LD I bust out of the window in flight - I rub my hands together as I fligh to stabilise the dream - it worked as things became clearer around my immediate view of blue sky and clouds.
I shout out ' Who am I? Take me to who I am!' ( ha ha this was spontaneous although I have been reading in books recently about calling out things to your Sub in your dream anyway my serious capricorn nature is ruling the way here !)
I see before me in flight a long dark tunnel and I fly in it at top speed - I can see what looked like a beautiful sea scape at the other end of the dark tunnel and am curious to get there - Maybe I am flying through a worm hole, I think
I keep flying forward but start noticing tiny scattered visions within the tunnel as if happening deep within the walls of the darkness - A few seem to be of people in different types of museums... From time to time I shouted out these sort of things loud and clear into the darkness as a fly

' Tell me who I am!'
'Tell me what I have to do!'
' Tell me where I am from!'

Again I brought my hands together and rub them and firmly together helping my lucidity to grow more - I few out the end of the tunnel the light was sharp;
...I had reached a vast open space - then it was clear - lots of sea around a large city scape in my immediate view ( like looking down flying over a NY City or a City like that ) As I slow down, taking in the scenery of this big city scape surrounded by an ocean of gentle waves in, I noticed the sky scrapers were actually statues of human beings ... kind of like statues, strange tho it wasn't as if they were just statues as they seemed as if they could have life in them...as I fly by the tops I could make out clearly the facial expressions etc...It was like they were human beings of the environment ( hard to explain but that's the conclusion I naturally drew in the dream that moment ) Not separate from the earth/city they grew yet distinct in each who they were - Woke up soon after

Too bad the comp is over, that would have gotten me so many points
Really cool dream nonetheless.

Lucidity: 8.5/10
Control: 8.5/10
Vivacity: 8/10

First part of the dream is non lucid, basically I had a 10 minutes night of "sleep" before having to take a plane but missed it, then my father almost accidentally killed my step sister... We eventually set out for a tour in the Everglades, with my father, my brother and my sister. I'm looking for any signs of aligators. Eventually I find one in a lake which seems especially big. I understand why it seems so big when a big eye reveals itself under the "alligator's" body. Turns out it's not a gator but rather the top of the head of a T-Rex which shoots up in the air. It's somewhat small for such a creature: about twice my height... Still could cut you in half with a single bite though.I become lucid. Another dinosaurs appear south of nowhere and they both get in a fight. I'm kind of in the heat of the moment so I follow the others running. When I turn around, I see the T-Rex roaring in our direction: he's done with the other dinosaur. There's a high building in front of us, outside the swamps. I think about flying there but I feel like I won't be able to do it with the others in my arms. So I do the Spider-Man handsign thing to shoot a web onto a building behind my target and I take my family in my left arm. Then, I pull super hard onto the web, kind of slingshot ting us near the building's roof. I realize that we're going to crash into it so I give an extra momentum boost by attempting to fly. We land safely.

There on top of this building is a totally different scenery. It looks like a very clean city; all the walls are white, every facade of every building is homogenous. I rub my hands together, the other rescapees scatter in all directions. I remember my goals. First I want a task of the month. I kind of want to try the drawing one but I feel like it will take too much time, and I've much more demanding stuff to do. A large group of DCs split around me. I remember the farting task. I force a fart out.
"Euhm.. It-it was meee !"
No one cares, they just keep walking.
"Hey that was me," I repeat. Still no reactions
Well, I won't linger on that.

I need to steal Zeus's lightning rod. I remember about Pegasus, and how IRL, I thought would be easiest to summon him.
"Hey how are ya..."I say before turning around..."Pegasus."
I find no winged horse. I only notice a bright white cat. I try to summon Pegasus a few more times but I only find some kind of bright white animal and equally bright white glasses laying on the floor.
"Ok you can stop hiding, I know you're right behind that corner," I shout.
Finally I find, a bright white winged horse... Or small pony, rather.
You know what that'll do.
"Are you ready?" I ask.
He nods, and I mount him. He is just about as high as my hips. As he takes off I shout, "TO ZEUS!" then "TO ZEUS'S LIGHTNING", and finally "TO ZEUS'S LIGHTNING ROD!"

The flight is quite exciting. Pegasus is not very stable, and I'm worried about falling off because he's so small. I rub my hands against his fur, to stabilize. Everything is super realistic. Eventually, we reach the clouds and when we go past them, we find a huge golden chair... there is also some kind of safety locker, where I assume the lightning rod is. Before we can go any further, I feel a super powerful presence at my right... In a second, a huge pixelated version of Zeus emerges from the clouds, flying one hand forward. In the other hand is his lightning rod. In a very loud, very deep and mostly, very angry voice, he says...
“You will NOT take my lightning rod!”
I feel an urge to fly away, but I hold my ground.
Worth it.
I teleport off of Pegasus and throw a punch in Zeus’s Massive left side. As soon as my punch lands, I teleport to his opposite side and punch him there. Then, I teleport up a dozen meters above him, where I pull my open hand to my hips and fly down head first towards him… I focus on the “energy” around me which, as in throw my arm forward, converges inside of my arm; the energy reaches my knucles exactly when I strike Zeus. He is blasted onto the ground. I land onto him. I feel the dream destabilizing, but I won’t let it end now. I take the lightning bolt, and then allow myself to slip into a FA in which I write this dream down, before waking up for real.

I´m in my hometown i dont live anymore and riding a bike. i cross a street and on the other side is a older woman with her bike. she has somewhat problems and after it gets green she dont cross the road but cant hop on her bike. i bypass her and think hm now i need to ride over the high curbstone. after i crossed the street from the same direction is rolling a buggy past me and behind me the mother is screaming. i try to jump on my bike again and drive after the buggy but i had problems to get on my bike and i just dont get on speed. i start wondering and want to do a RC afterwards but then i decide to do it right away. at first there is nearly no air passing my pinched nose but then i can breath thru it and i am lucid. i keep on riding my bike straight forward but somehow am at the same crossroad i startet befor getting lucid. i get of the bike summon my glasses behind me get them and put them on my nose. the glasses are super uncomfy and have no positiv effect on my clarity. i turn right and want to summon Nightfeather. i expect her to be infront of me but it dont work. on the right site there is a small shop and i enter it with the hope that i might find her there. there are some people and its pretty narrow in there. i pass some shelves and in the back of the store there are changing room i enter the one for men then go out and think maby she is in the one for girls. the doors of the room are like those in western movies so you can see the legs and feet of the person behind. i enter the room and there is a girl.

Spoiler for Sexual stuff:

we start making out but she just sticks her tongue into my mouth dont move it and the tongue is hard like a stone. i tell her that she is doing it wrong and that she needs to relax her tongue. we try again and she do better but still far away from a nice tonguekiss. i decide that i want to have sex with her and she has something really tight black suit on. we try some really really strange and unlogical position that just cant work.

after some seconds i decide it is a waste of time and leave the cubicle. and am on my way to leave the store. the store now is empty and i open a window and pull a calculator in my hand per telekinesis. i think about the task that i want to juggle but i decide to find Nightfeather first [damn me why didnt i just juggle...that would be like 25 points or something just like that] but no i leaving the store and i am eager to find NF. i start calling for her but i just cant find her. i see an friend of mine from behind but decide to move on and keep searching. after some feet i decide to turn around and search this friend of mine because maby she can help. i go the way she moved but cant find her neither. i speed up my pace and run like hell the hill up. i jump a little and fly on a hillside. there is a guy i outpace and do a superhigh jump on a part of a wall of a building. i dont reach the top with my feet but hold the edge with one hand. i hoist myself up. now the guy i passed by is an enemy and the dream becomes a actionmovie theme. i start throughing fireballs on him. and like always there are no fireballs but something balls. i want to enter the building though a window and open it from insite with telekinesis. i want to turn on the light on the same way but it dont work. three guys enter and hold me down. i dont like the way the dream takes. i decide not to fall in dreamplot and i try to make a fire with my hand but this time i really focus and imagine the fire. my hand starts smoking and a little bit of fire starts. i try to throw it but it is not enough and looks more like you through a litte bit of sand. i then put my hand on one of the guys and imagine that the hand is getting hot. he starts yelling/falling down even if i dont think that it worked. i kick him away and jump to the second guy. he has a taser gun i take it from him and taser one after another the guys down. i think i leave the room and wake up shortly after.

i think i had another short LD that i forgot because i have the vague image of doing a nosepinch and saying "wow i am still dreaming?!"...

I was on a bus going up a hill as it was raining and kind of dark. But just before it got up the hill somehow i got out and began walking home. Which is the opposite direction that the bus was going in. After walking for a bit i woke up on the bed. It was supposedly night time but my family members were staying up late. I ended up finding my dad and telling him about the dream i had about being on the bus when it was raining.

He said something that showed he heard me than was talking to my mom about something. I than walked into the kitchen to look for a snack. I saw boxes of doughnuts lying around and was about to get a chocolate one. But in the fridge there was a big lemon frosted cupcake in a package. I looked in the living room to see my younger brother and asked if it was his. He said i could eat it and that he had another one. I took the cupcake happyily than went into my dad's room.

But it felt like my room. When i looked at the package expiration date i thought about the dream i had and asked my dad if the date was old. I couldn't see it cause it was morphing and hard to see. My dad told me that if i didnt want it i should give it away. But dont come crying back when i miss it for the 800th time.Than the scene changed.


I was now watching the simpsons in a park filled with people and kids who were competing in a racing competition with their favorite toy. Bart was fixing something and the mom asked if he was going to cheer for his skateboard in the race. He said no. The skateboard was racing a black mote control monster truck and was in the lead but just when it was about to win it stopped slowly and the monster truck won.Than the scene went back to me being in my dad's room.

My mom started saying how i shouldn't give away something that is important to me if it was going to just make me sad in the end. I looked at a metal bar i was holding and saw the date Febuary 0 something. Than looked around and got anxious because she was disappearing and i started thinking what if a dc jump me right now. My mom than held my hand and told me not to worry. That the needle thing that happened with Danny wasnt going to happen again. I felt better but than i suddenly reappeared on my mom's bed with her.

As we were laying down i was wondering if the giving away thing had to deal with my dream guide. Than out of no where i was pulled by something and ended up in the air. I shouted for my mom to help me than she jumped and pulled me down holding me tight. There was also this weird bendable, rectangular long, grayish yellowish, plastic/blanket like thing she told me to hold so i would be ok. Than she took me out the room and met with a person who she blamed for causing trouble.

Dirty And Clean

I was inside a school with my cousins and brothers. We were about to go look for the lunch room but as i was walking around something caught my attention.


The next thing i recall is being on a flying small house that was flying above a dirty pond. Than the house sank halfway and i began thinking of Eye. I than appeared in a Maplestory setting where i had been trapped by a hacker.I But after thinking of who the mischievous dream character following me might be i appeared in my younger brother's room.

I was drawing a picture on the bed of a orange skin Egyptian man with a black pastel nose and eye shadow and lips. With orange and yellow eyeballs. Than I began drawing his man skirt with the black pastel and it morphed until it got a black head cover or something of the sort.

It than stood up and made a yellow dress appear. I thought of it as the bad guy and was going to let it dress me up but that I was going to trick it and go back to the good side once I was saved. I stepped into a black skirt it held out for me, the dress changed, than it lifted it up and i was in a net. It pulled me as it ran out the room and i bumped my head with the door. After bumping my head i quickly got out and closed the door. As i felt my head i noticed tiny little red papers that floated down.

After that i took a remote i found that sort of had a game look to it and pretended it was a phone. I managed to get Eye but than thought of Dawn. A boy ended up appearing but he didnt look like Dawn.However, when he hugged me he gave me a cool, clean feeling.

3 things have happened in the last few days:

1. I have tried the nose plug and it definitely failed this happened maybe 3 times on separate occasions. It was like an FA.

2. I saw myself opening a chocolate bar as vivid as could be in a completely different perception from the one lying in my bed.

3. I was in my room for a brief second as vivid as could be in a completely different perception from the one lying in my bed again after WILD.

I think these are signs that I might be learning something from you.

I was walking up a hill leaving some kind of warehouse site. I get the idea that this might be a dream so I do a nose reality check. I then realized that I was dreaming and quickly and spontaneously decided that I should ride a moped. I looked around my surrounding area expecting a moped to be in sight and there it was.

This moped was blue and in very nice condition. I quickly got on the moped and began to drive up some steep hill. Then suddenly my environment change then I was in a Walmart. walking around in the Walmart I compared this dream Walmart to the real life waking Walmart.

I thought how I felt so different compared to how I usually feel while walking in a waking Walmart. Everythd that nothing is and easy going because I realized that nothing is substantial. I walk outside of the Walmart and quickly run into my girlfriend. We decided to fly together and so we did. it was very pleasant flying with her at night time over these surrounding buildings in the area.

She held onto my arm and this was a very enjoyable experience. Then suddenly the scene changed and I was in a house with my girlfriend standing in some strange dark kitchen. I thought to myself did I just wake up or am I still dreaming? I did a reality check again and realize that I was indeed still dreaming. Immediately after doing this my girlfriends eyes begin to turn white as if she was being possessed by some kind of evil spirit.

Out of fear and wanting some kind of protection I began to chant the compassion mantra the Buddha of compassion. as I did this my girlfriend began to shapeshift into a starving African child in which I felt extreme compassion for. This also cause me to feel compassion for all the starving children in the world. As I began to chant the mantra even more I hold this child with a heartfelt wish that all kids will be safe.

Final competitions night, glad I participated, got me out of a "dry spell." I'll try to do the TotM and the lucid dares in the future, get me involved on DV.
Once again small LD

Lucidity: 5/10
Control: 6.5/10
Vivacity: 8/10

Afterr running away from zombie-like people, I find myself with a group of rescapees in a small hotel room. I realize that I'm dreaming for no specific reason. Zombies break through the door and I blast them away with telekinesis. As I stabilize the dream, I hear that the zombies are looking for my DNA, which would be why I had those "powers." The dream plot has adapted itself to my lucidity. I "remember" that I dropped a small black box which contained my DNA () earlier on. This is confirmed when I look out the window to find it laying on the ground some tenth of meters down.
I'll get it back.
There are zombies everywhere; I plan to fall down, grab the box and fly back up all in one smooth arc. I take a step out the window. The view looks a lot like my old apartment, except much higher. I look down into the alley way and I hold my arms wide, letting myself fall head first towards the box. I feel myself accelerate down and a strong wind hitting me. I reach the box, flying at about half a meter over the ground. I feel like I'm at a bad angle to go back up. I stop myself in mid air. Zombies try to get to me but I shake them off, and I quickly climb my way back in the hotel room, where sexy stuff happens until I wake up.