lucid

Evolventity's Dream

August 27, 2011

(Regular Dream, Fragment) | Fell asleep ~5AM, woke up at 1:50PM.
-Timon, from Lion King, is charging me multiple times by my command.

(Regular Dream)
-I walk into a darkened area with another person. It seems like the back of a building and is pretty ghetto. The walls, people, and floor all look grunge. I see a man near a room, maybe a storage or garage. I'm standing in an open area. I am told to ask for a job. A couple others and I ask if we can sweep. There are already a couple of people sweeping the floor. The scene is much clearer now and I can tell we are in a ballroom. The walls and floor are a brownish color. It's very dim inside. I grab a broom and begin sweeping without the mans approval. He tells us to stop and we continue. We all ask for the price to be paid. He says $2. I yell $10 an hour. Everyone laughs. I say $5. Everyone thinks $2 is more. I explain the math and $5 is agreed upon. We sweep away. (Fragment) Still in the same ballroom, we are taking a yoga class. I remember crossing my arms as an 'X' and laying them on my forehead when laying down on my back, like everyone else. Somehow the dream turns bad and I'm trying to escape everyone. I'm hanging from the curtains very high up. I guess there are some people on my side being that they are chaining their bodies with mine using rope to reach the floor. (Fragment) I'm now a different person; a goddess or princess whom is trying to escape the ballroom. After walking down the cement stairs, she is barred in a cage and not able to go out. The man she is trapped by is looking at her.

(Lucid Dream)
-It's day time. I'm standing out of M*'s car along with my sister J* in the parking lot where he usually parks. We're talking about the changing color of the sky which we are able to control. The ease of using our mental will to change the color is like rolling a pencil with our fingers. Though, when adjusting the color of the sky, only the individual can see the color of which they willed. I asked J* what color she's using and she replies "purple." When looking into the sky, I had been continuously altering mine. J* and M* walked toward the apartment as I walked the opposite direction through the parking lot. I continue to look into the varied sky and its clouds. I think to myself how beautiful it is and that I don't often see things like this. I find myself making large jumps forward. I think that it's probable to make these jumps in the waking world. I look back at the sky and then it hits me. The only time I see scenes like this are in dreams and these jumps are surely not possible in the waking world. I'm dreaming. I continue to walk forward. I turn right at the corner when I reach the street. I am singing very loudly. The lyrics come to me without any focus and they are pretty damn good. I think about stabilization and take a look at my hands. I pretend to grab a pair of glasses and put them on my face, creating a sharper image. I see a car driving towards me a little ways down the street. I lay to the ground and lick the floor to help stabilize. It was rough as expected. I remember my little doubt problem I used to have and once again my vision is stamped with blackness, on my left side. Whenever this happens it feels like I am being blocked. I try to blink it away. I see a curtain and sunshine. I'm awake.

"So ends the ride that lasted a lifetime..."

One dream only, but it was long, and captivating. (this is the closest I've ever been to being lucid[might as well call it a lucid dream 'cause it doesn't get any more vivid than this], but that wasn't important to me, I felt like I've been here before, There's burning questions that I need to have answered; this dream feels incomplete)


I had just reached the shores on what felt like a long journey across the sea, but alas, I was a foot on land and ready to begin my next journey searching for "it"; the black gate. The ground was nothing more that dried sand and gravel as I hear & feel the ocean shore brush up slowly against my feet. I began trekking forward slowly wandering into the deep forest that lay ahead awaiting to see what existed on the other side. I didn't know how long or how big this forest was, but I didn't come this far just to turn back. It was already night time, and the sky it self was pitch black; so dense, the stars themselves did not shine. It was days before I started to feel like I was going nowhere, time however had not changed at all, still the black sky, dead trees all around me, fog and cold air biting my skin with each step forward I take. But a dim light of hope shed itself on me when I noticed a small clearing a few miles ahead. This was enough motivation for me to keep pushing and find my way out of this barren wasteland.

A few hours of slow painstaking navigation later, and I'm there. Finally, I've found it: What look like mortar & stone stretching over 100 ft tall and extending infinite miles in each direction, I had reached the black gate. I began noticing a low rumbling sound of thunder, but there were no clouds around for miles. Suddenly, I heard a very loud crackling sound followed by more deep rumbles (enough to shake the earth around me) "more lightning?" I thought, but no. It wasn't lightning at all, it was the gates themselves. They were opening....


What stood beyond the other side of this monstrosity of a wall was just jaw dropping. What I saw simply can not be explained through the English language. More importantly now, my true quest began: the search for the castle. (I can't remember why, but there was something I wanted, something I needed from that place and It held all the answers). I knew this was going to be a long journey from the start, but I was almost there and the finish line was in sight. A few thousand miles felt like nothing to me now knowing where I was going to be. I took my first step forward through the gates while taking in another deep breathe of the musky air and watching up at the sky, Strangely enough I saw one star....the North star. It was like looking at a glimmer of hope that what I would find in this place would be what I am looking for. It was just like the rest of my dream, endless trudging through the land that never ended, but with every step I was THAT much closer....


It had been weeks, almost months of traveling and then, it was there, I could see it through the mist. My skin began crawling with goosebumps, and my blood turning cold. I was there. It was only 500 miles away, but that was nothing to me. I was there. Finally, I had reached my destination; Standing before me was this glorious stone tower that stood ominously, peaking over the clouds with a bright force emanating through its walls. I took a deep breathe and stepped forward pushing both doors open only to be filled with the brightest most illuminating white light I could only imagine in my dreams. It was everything I had hoped it would be, and more. But things took a turn for the worst. Everything around me began fading, the light withered away along with the world, my time was up....

"Between misty vales
Between gloomy mountains
Under gray clouds
In the black night
In black clothes
An eternity of cold
Over stone and wood
In the shadows...
Out from the mist
Out from darkness
Out from the big shadows of the mountain
The castle of the dream...
So ends the ride
That lasted a lifetime
For the master goes (in the castle of the dream)"

was at a mini festival somewhere on a sunny day. I walked around for a while looking for acid and found a group of hippy like people. I asked a long haired guy if he had acid and he said yes. I had to run to the cash machine because they weren't going to stay long. I tried to cut the line but people wouldn't let me so I found a secret cash machine. I ran back and give him money and instantly took the pills. I could feel the effects almost immediately. Everything became brighter and slightly cartoony. My vision was more focused and sharp and I was very laughy. The hippies and I decided to go to my apartment. They were there while I walked around outside tripping for a while. I went back inside and the hippys were playing with staffs and lasers. Their favorite color was green and I really liked them because they had the same hobby's as I did. Leo got home and was a little jealous that I had the acid without him. He ended up watching some weird movie. I went to go play spongle in the living room but got distracted and ended up trying to go buy more acid. I was at the peak of my trip and the seller was peaking too. I decided to buy more later. The acid was in a pill type thing and they would crush it up and swallow it.

Super long lucid where I was about to take acid again but instantly knew it was a dream. Its been a while since I have been this lucid and I smiled knowing exactly what I needed to do. I ran to the balcony and found G there with a little smile. I lifted my hands and smashed him into the concrete about 15 times. By the time I was done with him he was nothing but mush. I laughed, finally completing my ultimate task. I went back inside and told everyone of my victory. It was super funny to everyone. Now I did what I normally do. I went outside and destroyed stuff. It seemed like I did not have as much power as I normally do. I tried shooting energy balls several times with little success and no lasers would come out. I did succeed at making energy balls when I lifted my hands into the air. After a long time of this I realized I wouldn't be waking up anytime soon. I wanted to do more acid. I went back to the apartment and with leo took 1000 hits of acid. I did this on the balcony and came back in. Slowly everything started to texturize. Then I saw writings on the wall and things were morphing. Leo wanted to show me something cool. He went to the wall and created a giant portal. Inside the portal was a different scene going on. He went inside. I was a bit jealous so I created one and tried to go in. I grabbed on the walls. The portal felt like jelly under my hands and ripped from the wall. I fell and got annoyed, but tried again. I fell a couple more times until a different scene came on and I succeeded. Jermain from flight of the conchords was there and we talked for a while. I don't remember much after this but it included kara coming home in real life. This woke me up but was really a series of false awakenings.


Was back at the apartment with the hippies, stephanie, kara, and leo. The hula from electric forest was there wearing pants and a white shirt. I was happy she was there. We would flirt a little on and off. Kara was also my mom (it was really weird. It was like I was dating my mom) Kara left to go shopping and I wanted to try and get with the hula. Stephanie wanted to try and get with me for some reason. I ended up falling asleep next to Stephanie and had a lucid of the previous dream. I woke up next to stephanie and instantly knew it was a dream. I wanted to do more portal stuff in the living room so I tried to open the portal. I failed after a couple tries so I went to do other stuff that I forget. At one point I go into the gameroom and see the hula sleeping with the hula guy and get disappointed. I wake up next to stephanie and know I have to go for the hula. I don't want to offend steph so I make an excuse to leave her. I go to the balcony and baron jumps off and runs away to chase a dog. I get pissed and run to the gameroom. I open a door thats new to the room and call baron until he comes back. The hula is there and I jump on her and start tickling her. I pick her up laughing and we go to leos room (now her room) and make out on the bed. Kara-mother gets home and I tell her we cant but I will break up with her to be with her. It then goes into a long story about how my mom and I had to pretend to be together to hide from a killer and I would always get with girls and we would have to run again to save her. We then go into some snowy dream together to find the killer. I am holding on to her with a rope so she doesn't get stuck in this world. For some reason I get teleported out and my mom looks scared.

Kumara's Dream

Dream 1 – fragment – at at wedding with Charlie, seemed to have a positive message.



Dream 2 – I am driving...maybe I am following Toni and realize that's the wrong way and turn around onto a side street. I pull over, I need to get a grip and refocus and regain proper control. the brakes are soft. I am dreamy, drifty, I can feel my body wanting to pull awake.

I might be driving on the right side of the car – the left driver's side door pops open. While I am clearing out a bunch of sarongs and stuff that wrapped around my legs and the brake/gas pedals and trying to gain some mental clarity, I notice an older gentleman approaching.
It's the guy from the neighborhood watch – he's checking on me. I appreciate his care! I explain to him how I was driving and all of that stuff just appeared around my feet and had stopped to get my bearings, clear the stuff out and regain my composure and how the door popped open. He's kind and smiles and says something like how he was just making sure I got back on the road okay. I'm grateful and assure him I'm okay.

I clear out the stuff, and get back on the road. Then it's fuzzy, like...I drove through an impossible way, and then maybe u-turned again...something was off.
I may vaguely remember getting out of the car and walking into a building.

A black man approaches me. I am looking around, there's a black leather couch and a green plant, and something is incongruent. I tell him I may be dreaming...I walk with him, and continue to survey the surroundings. I tried a little hop to see if I could fly. Something clicks and I say, HEYYYY! I am dreaming! I leap through the ceiling and say, Hey, dream, I wanna be at Chichen Itza!

I sort of turn in the air on my back and freefall while imagining details of the pyramid...

Then I am in a room that is NOT Chichen Itza.
There is ANOTHER man approaching me – He wants sex. Oh, HEY, FINALLY ! Dream sex!! The guy is kind of a midget, his legs are shorter than I expect but I don't care, he's willing and interested...
He lies back and spreads his legs and I move forward, then what looks like a small boy moves toward me on my left, he's shadowy

Spoiler for Pedo sex and masturbation details:

...he sounds like my son and he says, “Mommy will you check my peepee?” I think at first that it's my son asking me to help him clean his foreskin so I turn to him and realize that it is sort of a midget...I still play along.

I help him pull back his foreskin and his penis looks like a cross between a penis and a vulva. There is an opening at the top of his penis, and the skin is mucous-membrane like a vulva. It seems he wants some help with it...and I tell him, “Oh, sorry, honey, I'm not the one to help you with this...” and send him on his way. Another young boy approaches me (apparently the willing guy has been forgotten by now)...and I start to masturbate him with his foreskin...I tell him, “you shouldn't do this with me, unless you want it...do you want it? Do you like it?” He's going along with it and I'm enjoying it. I try to put him inside of me then the next thing I remember was being in another room..

I'm now in bed...not sure of the sequence of what's happening. There's a woman on the bed and I ask her if she'll lick my pussy. My mom walks in the room, and I tell her matter of factly that she needs to go...not gonna let her distract me! And she walks out of the room through another door on the right, she looks really cute and her hair is blondish-brown.

The thing I notice about the room is the color of the walls is a light orangey-beige.
The woman is backing out or disappearing or something, which doesn't really bother me. I face the wall, and there is a big mirror on the wall behind the bed where I can see us both. I am nude, and I notice my hair is a big curly cloud around my head and I'm fairly thin. My hair is silver at the roots and light orange-red at the ends. I tell her with a smile I can do it myself.

I turn and face the other direction and, while on my knees, begin to masturbate. While I'm stroking my clit and thoroughly enjoying it, a small figure appears before me on the bed, looking very unhappy and grimacing and making pained faces and shaking her head back and forth, as if to express that she is NOT enjoying me masturbating.
I don't let it phase me...oh YES I AM I think...eventually I think she disappears and meanwhile I am really enjoying how good I am feeling. I am especially noticing just how good my clit feels, IWL it's often painful to the touch.

I can feel myself pulling out of the dream, and I am like NO EFFING WAY, and I use all of my will to stay in the dream, and I orgasm as I wake up.

non-dream / dream / lucid

Eu estava na saída do meu curso noturno no colégio Energia; porém, estava de dia. Espontaneamente, fiz o RC de trancar o nariz e funcionou. Fiquei lúcido. Encarei a mulher que fica na recepção e percebi que o sonho estava muito realista. Saí da recepção e fui para frente do colégio. Olhei para uns garotos que estavam ali me encarando e então pensei em gritar "mais lucidez" para tornar tudo mais vívido. Antes, porém, fiz o RC de novo para garantir que era um sonho e não fazer papel de idiota. Funcionou novamente, então gritei, mas nada demais aconteceu. Olhei para a esquerda e vi uma mulher vindo na direção da entrada do colégio. O sonho começou a apagar, então eu me segurei na parede na tentativa de me prender no sonho. A parede era bege e tinha várias fissuras (como se fosse um enfeite). A textura da parede era semelhante a uma parede dessa da vida real. Consegui estabilizar um pouco, então falei para a mulher me ajudar a continuar no sonho, mas logo em seguida eu acordei.

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I was in school (Which is becoming an extremely common sign in my dreams nowadays) in recess, and no one in my class really wanted to go to next period, geography, so we all decided to go to an empty classroom in the school underground area that nobody ever walks past, let alone goes into. We all came in and sat on chairs around tables, except a close friend of mine, who sat behind us on the floor. I was in the last row of all the tables. Noone bothered turning on the lights to the room. At the front of the room, in the right corner, was a large Box-Styled TV (those old ones that harrdly anyone uses nowadays...but my family does -.- ). We watched lots of movies, and it was extremely fun and we were all cracking jokes and laughing. The dream felt extremely real, and I was 100% positive it was real life as everything was going the way it was meant to. Until I realised there were some weird things happening. First of all, we watched dozens of movies, and each was hours long, to the point where school would have finished by then. At this thought, my Mum suddenly rushed into the room, gave me random red glowing earphones, and rushed back out. This caused me to forget about the doubt in my mind temporarily, and a friend of mine changed the channel to "A Bug's Life". I watched a part of it (3 seconds) and then realised that we had a test for Geography that day ( I was remembering a previous dream (something I do OFTEN!) here where I had a geography test the next day ) and was sure that if so many people were not in class, my teacher'd be VERY suspicious. I counted the people there three times, and every time I counted, there was a different number of poeple. This made me think something reall weird was up. And then the dumbest thing in the world happened. My friend (one I don't talk to much) talked with his old voice (one that he had pre-puberty), but quickly changed it back to normal. This caused me to do a reality check. I first tried the finger-through-palm thing, but before completely doing it, I remembered it isn't 100% realiable, so I just "accepted" I was in a dream, and "expected" someone to change the channel to a blank pink screen. It happened immediately, and I became Lucid! I was extremely excited, as this was the first lucid dream where I was thinking the way I would in the waking-world, and it was an extremely vivid and clear dream. I first decided to see if I could change a friend into a rabbit (Not exactly into a rabbit, but I'm using Rabbit here because I can't explain what I REALLY was turning him into), and it failed disappointed, I turned around and the scene changed. I was in my living room with a laptop in front of me. I tried to make my friend appear again so I could try and work on my "Creating from thin air" skills in lucid deams, but, while I was turning around "expecting" himto appear in front of me, my sister called my name really loudly and woke me up

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Vesterguard's Dream(s)

non-lucid - Notes - lucid

27-08-11 Lying in a bed looking up seeing a completely black lizard crawling down towards me. I try and shake it away, but it lands in the back and I become a bit frightened. Not scared, more like you would fear a bee or wasp.

Besides I don't want to crush it accidentally while lying in bed. I stand up and shake my bed sheets but I can't seem to find it. There are two pairs of socks lying in the bed and I wonder if it has gone in there.
…

I am in a garden at a picnic table talking to some people. There are maybe 3-5 people there, one being a woman to my right I believe.

The main part of the communication takes place between me and one of the twins across the table. He looks fairly young with a slight Hispanic look and with black curly hair to shoulder length or longer.

We are talking about our dreams, I think I am talking about what happened in mine when he interrupts and says “It's all right she is not coming” to which I reply “Sorry, but that doesn't really mean anything to me”

Note: I will here provide the details of previous dreams as this particular conversation actually led to recall of previous dreams that I had forgotten. I mean I have been awake and remembered nothing, but this conversation though only bringing up some parts of the other dreams made me remember them (weirdness!)

1: I start talking about my Jesus dream, where Jesus sort of becomes Moses and the entire “lead my people out of Egypt” gets an action revamp.

First off Jesus gets a leash on, and he is sort of trapped and his entire people is down a well (a deep and wide one of the kind). Jesus doesn't give a crap about anything but hitting the bottom of that well, so he jumps, the audience left with a slither of hope that he has attained enough power to survive the fall, as he doesn't seem to have mastered flight yet!

He hits a couple of steps of the ladder leading up the well (some particular hits look like they would shatter vertebra of normal mortal men), but Jesus doesn't seem to care.

Montage ending, he has led his people out and is now building a tree house with two nature experts for his people while I hold him on a leash and talk to a woman on the bottom.

2: A dream about my Aunt. She is cleaning my room, while I am lying in the bed trying to fall asleep. I tell her that I have recently cleaned the place though I am sure that I haven't been as thorough as she is.

I push the bed a bit from the wall to look for... ehhhm... embarrassing tissues =P and realise that it won't be all that bad seeing, as I am not actually sleeping in my bed.

I get out and help her and in particular I am interested in why she is cleaning the plants. She has one of those spray flasks for cleaning and she splashes it all over the plants, and I am sure they won't appreciate all the chemicals in it. So I reason it must be just water.

I go and start spraying another plant that has a fine layer of white material over the dirt. She gets annoyed and explains that this is called “Sundt” (Healthy) and shouldn't be watered all that much.

3: A voice that asks if my grandmother has had her milk yet, she has. I decide to then take a bottle of chocolate milk out of the fridge. I see a half full one and decide to take that. The first bottle out is new, so I figure the angle must have been changed and I look again for the half full one and find it.

I open it and drink it and it tastes sour, a bit like I would imagine urine to taste like. Besides that when I look at the lid it has transformed into a lid resembling a Ben and Jerry's lid.

The conversation leads on up until the point where I logically feel (sounds absurd I know) the best sentence to use next would be “She is not coming”.

Now I am standing on a bridge and the twins are on the ground still looking at me.

I turn around and think “What the fuck!?” (Did I actually just relay my previous dreams, in a dream and discover myself still in one, by retelling the opening sentence of the conversation? DUDE!?!?)

I check my hand and sure enough there are 6 fingers. Sweet.

I look around and are taken aback by the beauty of the garden. There is a little stream running through the middle of it and up on the right hand side there are flower beds with yellow/orange flowers in them.

Above that I see some white houses with dark brown wooden roof tops in the distance. The light would indicate that it is noon and sunny.

I walk around for a bit stunned by the vividness of the garden and the tranquil atmosphere. I see a grey haired woman walking along the path next to the stream and I shout out for her (thinking of it it may have been a soundless shout).

I do that for a while without getting a response so I decide to walk up to her. I get to a point where I have to cross the water stream in order to get to her side. I do this by walking across a low hanging branch of one of the trees, that somehow seems made for walking on.

As I am walking along on this log, I think to myself “stalking your prey, just like a predator” which in hindsight is probably the stupidest thing I have ever thought.

I go Darkside (capital D intended).

I remember the shape shifting experience from my dream yesterday (Would seem like I am now more or less fully proficient at this, though I have had severe issues in the past) and shift into the shape of a giant snake as I am walking on the log.

I remind myself that I wouldn't feel my arms in this shape and they sort of merge with the functioning of my mouth.

And I strike.

The poor woman knows not what hit her. I clasp my jaws around her midsection and take her to the ground, though I can't really feel any part of my body besides the mouth area I have one thought.

“CRSUH!”

I look to my right to see if I can see the rest of my body, but it is only vaguely visible and thinner than it would be considering a snake of my size.

At this point I start thinking “Python” though I am not sure my body is strong enough to crush her (she is not moving at all btw). So I decide that it doesn't matter as the venom from my bite will finish her. Though I know Python's aren't venomous I decide that I am, as it is my dream.

The feeling of having achieved “the kill” is of primal vicious joy almost sexual in nature. Writing this actually brings back the emotion fairly strongly, though I am utterly ashamed of my actions.

In front of me is a real python. I am amazed at the markings on it's body and of how real it looks. It is however looking directly at me and it is not looking friendly.

I pull my body back a bit and it strikes at me, but I am out of range.

This might be strange to explain, but I will give it a shot.

In one fluent motion, I jerk backwards, shifting from the python shape back into human form. My arms separate from the mouth so I am now holding the woman in my right hand, with whom I make a sweeping motion like a reverse golf swing against the head of the python. This forces the python back a bit, which is what I needed. At the apex of my swing I let go of the woman, flinging her a bit to my right and upwards (to the left from the Python's perspective) while I jump backwards taking off into flight.

(seriously the move is more amazing than it sounds, and I didn't think about it consciously, which is proper fucked! It just came natural)

The Python reacts as expected keeping it's eyes on the prize. In fact it doesn't even wait till she has landed but strikes in the air, catching the woman like a dog would a Frisbee and starts devouring immediately.

I feel ashamed.

I turn around so I can see where I am flying. I am not that far off ground and I let my hand drag over some of the garden. The area is now somewhat barren and dry in stark contrast to the previous lush feeling.

Dark clouds are gathering around me and all the while all I can think is “Oh my god, darkside, darkside, darkside” “Why did I do that”. At the same time I try and calm myself down reminding myself to embrace the darkside we all carry within, though this aint my proudest moment.

I manage to find some sort of “rest” concerning my actions, though I am not at all happy with what I did.

I fly onwards up to a square hole in a brick wall. Police officers are waiting on the other side. I fly through the hole tilted 90 degrees and am greeted by the officers.

They ask me what is in my mouth, and I realise I am chewing on something with a bit of grass or salad as well. “Nothing” I lie.

Hand Rubbing Test
Lucidity: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10
Vividness: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10
I'm in the air falling and there doesn't seem to be a ground. The air around me and/or below me is kind of cloudy and purply/pink with shades of blue all shifting around. As I am falling I realize I am dreaming. It's actually fairly vivid for no reason at all. As usual the dream instantly begins to fade and I can feel myself waking up. I remember that I have been wanting to try the hand rubbing technique though so I manage to rub my hands together which helps and I can feel the sensation of my hands rubbing together which brings my consciousness back towards my dream body, but as soon as I stop the dream continues to fade.

Here is my lucid dream from last night:

I found myself in Marsha's backyard. I suddenly felt awkward because she wasn't there with me. So I left the backyard and saw Shannon. She was in Marsha's neighbor's house. I went in with Shannon. But then I realized that we shouldn't be in that home either. I wondered how I kept ending up in places where I felt like I didn't belong. I walked out of that house too.

As I looked at the big tree in front of me I suddenly knew that there was a good chance that I could fly over it. I suspected that I was dreaming, but I wasn't entirely sure until I took off flying over the tree.

I felt thrilled that I was finally lucid dreaming again. I remembered that I wanted to use my senses and really "feel" the dream. I flew back down to the tree. I ran my fingers along a branch and felt the leaves go through my fingers. i tried to compare that experience to real life. I could definitely feel the leaves, but something was a little different from real life, yet I couldn't say exactly what it was. I pulled off the very end of the branch and put the leaves up against my lips and felt the texture of the leaves. this felt more real. I thought about tasting the leaves, but i felt the dream fade.

I knew I had to get back in to the dream.

The next thing I know I am in what looks like a dorm room. Tanya is standing in front of me. I remember that I need to do the Task of the Month. "Tanya, I need you to sing something for me." She looks at me like I'm crazy, so I say again, "Tanya, this is important, I need you to sing something for me--anything."

So she starts to quietly sing a song. It isn't something that I recognize, and I couldn't understand the words. I asked her what the song was. She told me that it was a Japanese song. I asked her what it was about. She laughed and said, "It's actually about Mickey Mouse." She said "Mickey Mouse" with this very exaggerated Japanese accent. And that made me laugh too.

Not lucid - Lucid

I don't remember the starting dream very well but I know I was at a street of a good friend (which I visit quite a lot) but the street was closed at the end so I had to walk around it, I then noticed that all the other streets where closed at the end too (they had build extra houses at the end).

I thought it was strange so I did the nose pinch RC and I could still breath so it was a dream, but I had wondered during the day if that means that your real breathing is the one in your dreams (which it probably is) so I paid attention to my breathing and I felt my real body (What I experienced as my real body) which made the dream instantly fade.

I did the regular DEILD method next, just laying still I noticed that I still had my dream arms (I could move them very easily), so I started rubbing them together to make the use of my dream bodies senses and before I knew it I could actually see my hands and I got out of my bed.

Which was a false awakening, I luckily thought doing the nose pinch RC again but this time not paying attention to my actual breathing. I noticed the dream was very vague so I paid attention to my left hand and the more I paid attention to it the sharper it got. Until I could spot some birthmarks on the inside of my finger (which I don't actually have) and there was a weird line through my vision like with a old VCR where the tape has been damaged, But the sharpness of my hand amazed me.

As soon as it was sharp/clear enough I continued to walk through my house, I walked downstairs where my family was but I remembered I should summon a sword for my dreamgoal but I didn't care enough and was too fascinated by the vividness of it all, I went back up the stairs again to look for fun things to do... when the dream vaded. My vision was gone but I could still feel the floor onder my feet so I knew I just had to stabilize. I rubbed my hands again and when I could see them I would look at them closily to regain vivedness again. I still had the birthmarks on the inside of my middlefinger so I thought lets continue the dream and do my dream goal.

But before I could start it vaded too fast to do anything about it and I woke up for real this time.


I also remembered myself writing down a Call of Duty like dream that I had, but when I checked my dream journal there was nothing there. So I actually dreamed about writing in my Dream Journal.

Lucid
Non-lucid

My memory picks up whilst I am driving in an odd area, not familiar to me. The streets are fairly crowded and it appears that I am in a large city, simply without the big buildings. I find myself driving behind an older lady while going down the on ramp that allows you to enter the highway. For no reason, I decided to do a nose plug reality check and it had worked. I was now on the highway, and I was aware that I was in a dream. I then jumped through the back of my car and landed on the highway. I see multiple cars coming toward me, and I simply walk right through them and they continue on down the road. I look up and to my left and I see a bunch of large advertisement signs scattered across the view of the city that I am able to see at the time. For whatever reason, I decide not to go into the city, and I then attempt to jump inside of passing cars as they are heading toward me. I soon find that this is not working, so I turn and run behind a car at an amazing speed. I just jump right through the back of a car, and I am now sitting in the back while the driver and the passenger are starring at me with a confused look on their faces. I don't notice who the driver of the vehicle is, but the passenger is a girl and we do a few things, then I awake from my dream.

Lucid
Non-lucid

My memory picks up walking down past an old friends house which lies close to the railroad. I eventually make it down to the house that sits on the corner not far from my own, and I am leaning up against a white car speaking to a man that was out walking his dog. All of the sudden the dog begins to speak, but in English, of course this startles me and I then ask the owner of the dog if he just heard what his dog said. He says no, and then we casually carry on with our conversation, at this point most of my focus is directed toward the dog while I am speaking to the man. The dog then says something else in English, and I try my best to ignore it. The dog then says another thing and this time there is no doubt in my mind that I am either crazy, or in the presence of a dog that can speak actual words. I begin to worry and I start to walk toward my house which is close by. Once I enter my house I then find myself sitting with two of my friends and my cat in my living room.

While we are talking, I am still thinking about the dog and the whole ordeal so going through various explanations I find that the only logical one is that I am in a dream. I then do the nose plug reality check and quickly find that I am in fact dreaming. I levitate my friend up to the corner of the room and I then set him down, then I levitate my cat around the room and set her back down on the couch next to my friends. For some reason I then get the thought in my head that I never went to bed, therefore how am I dreaming? I begin to question what happen to me in my waking life to induce a dream.

I go upstairs and I find my dad sitting at his computer desk within his room, I go over to him and ask him if he could attempt to wake me up. He says sure, and he goes over to my room which is across the hall and he looks as if he is moving something around in my bed, possibly me. He says that I am apparently not moving so I tell him to call an ambulance and I close my eyes and try my best to awake myself. It appears that it has worked, and I am within the confines of my own room. I then think that it could possibly be a false awakening and I then attempt to do another nose plug reality check. The reality check works, and I am once again aware within my dream.

I look at my dream room, and wander around a bit in awe. The room within my dream looks just like my room in my waking life, it was amazing. I looked out of my window, and then plunged myself through my window and into the air flying toward town within my city. Not long after I took flight, I awoke from my dream.

non-lucid - Notes - lucid

14-08-11 Nap: I am in a house a big one. I walk towards the large living room where Ida and Ruth are talking. I sneak close and they don't notice me. The only reason I do this is to see if I can, which I can.

I decide to go through the kitchen on my left to another room, just to sneak around the house while they don't know I am doing it. When I get to the kitchen I stop sneaking as much and take some larger leaps, which makes the floor squeak a bit. But since I am further away now I know they won't hear me.

When I get to the other room I start realizing I am dreaming, the situation reminds me of my last attempt where I think I started taking control too soon and sort of pulled myself out of the dream.

I need to check though and now Ida and Ruth have arrived and they are looking at each other on a sofa. Ruth is wearing some pink top and loose bottoms. I decide to make them kiss each other and she starts leaning up towards Ida, who has a slightly higher ground wearing gray. Ruth puts out her tongue and Ida teases a bit but doesn't seem to mind it, though she seems a bit surprised that they are actually doing this.

Wow I am good, I think to myself, I can make two women make out in front of me as foreplay for when I join in. Too bad two women together doesn't do it for me.

I decide to just go with it. The dream has stabilised a bit and I can move around easier now. So I grab Ida from behind and drag her to the window. She starts mentioning that we have discussed this and she wasn't interested. I explain that maybe if I had been a bit more like this, taking what I want she would have liked it. Besides, my dream, my rules.

The dream quickly starts fading, but I recover, this is why I took her to the window to try and focus on the scenery while at it. I try and remove her trousers, but this proves difficult as they are very tight jeans. I imagine her to be wearing a summer skirt instead which eases the process.

The dream is starting to wobble in and out and I have to exert a lot of focus on the surroundings to keep it stable.

Though I manage to get her pants off, when I am “out” they have reappeared again as some big scary granny panties so I just flick them aside and manage to get a couple of thrusts in before the dream fades.

Notes: Stupid sexual dreams, not a good RC at all, what a waste of a lucid.

16-08-11 At Annegrethe's birthday I notice a song from Thure that involves doing something with quite a lot of fruit. On the sheet of paper it proclaims that he is my flat mate and 17 years old, which surprises me in a couple of ways.

First off I don't recall there being a song from Thure at that actual party, second of all Thure is older than 17 years old. But as I start to question these things my mum interrupts and asks if the song is from Thure, and how awfully nice that is of him.
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I am in what seems like an American city on fire. There is a background commentary on this is now we are seeing the results of the last decade's extensive use of violent computer games.

The city is in ruins, there is rubble all over the place and where ever you see people they are carrying either hand guns or rifles. The scenario is simple kill or be killed. Shoot on sight, humanity has lost it.

I stop myself gun in hand. I decide to throw it away and start walking around the city with caution, as far as I am aware I am the only one to get the idea that killing is baaad mkaay.

I am standing in a driveway under a tree. It is morning time and I am speaking to someone. I soon identify the source of the voices as coming from the camper parked in the driveway.

It takes a bit of time to convince the voices from inside the camper that I have decided to take up the path of non-killing. They decide to trust me and let me in, however I have to enter the code myself.

This turns out trickier than just entering a combination into a key pad. The combination is to be entered under the door to the camper. There is a slit wherein a series of motives have been carved in the wood. These are not visible though, so you have to feel out for them. I can't remember all of them, but one is a freaking samurai warrior to give some hints of the difficulty.

I am however getting verbal assistance so I make it, though I am also told during the process that the code is a work in progress as one of the voices keeps cutting new ones.

I finally get in. To my surprise the voices of the men I have been talking to doesn't belong to two grown up men. Rather the people in the camper are all packed in a little wooden box. The voices are from the two eldest fetuses (feti?). They are lying face to face in the box with tubings running down by their bodies helping them survive in some sense. The tubes continue upwards to the top right corner of the box where there is an assortment of smaller fetuses, though these aren't sentient as the two largest ones.

I go outside again and through the branches and sticks of the tree in the driveway I spot a woman. She looks at me and there is a small hint of fear upon her face. I hold up my hands palms outward to signal that I aint carrying and I have no intentions of hurting her, she looks quickly away and back at me.

I don't know if this woman ends up joining the cause, but when I get to the van there is a woman, I think I met before (just noticed I didn't, but that was how the dream explained her presence). And another one that has approached her from the street, intent on non-violence as well.

We get in the van preparing ourselves for the ride to get out of Hell Town. We take off and I am driving. I give a rats ass about red lights or otherwise traffic regulating signaling, under the assumption that if I was to adhere to these remnants of legality I would be the only one and stand out. Besides a moving target is always trickier to hit.

When I take a right and run through a red light under an approach way to the higher free way system I hear sirens behind me. I have a cop on my tail.

I take a right out over the harbour, except that it is a pedestrian system and the roads I am driving on are narrow as fuck. Multiple times one or two wheels of the van are in the water. I pull the handbrake and spin around and start driving back.

The diversion worked the cop continue straight ahead and I don't allow for much time to pass before I drive out into traffic again.
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I am at a party in a two story building. On the deck below there is the bar and speaker system. The speaker system is set up a little bit weird as it is pretty much central on the floor, with satellites on the walls.

I think Mikkel L is there (which would make sense seeing as my family and I talked about him that evening). He is somehow involved with running the party and the sound system.

I think it might actually be my room for a short while, because someone mentions the good quality of the speaker system and I tell them that what my flat mate has next door is a hell of a lot better.

Skip.

I am now upstairs and it is a freaking nightmare. There are mainly two types of monsters up there and I believe I can only take on one at the time.

The monsters are pretty stationary or slow. The stationary ones have a long energy tongue that looks like a vortex or wormhole if you look down it. The problem with the scenario is that if I decide to take on the monsters on their turf I am always in range of the tongue bitches.

However I have an ability. I have some kind of rope or tentacle myself that I can shoot out of my chest that will then pull me towards my designated target. So my strategy becomes run in and get attacked from multiple sides, then hook onto a target get close and pull it to the corner I have already cleared.

On the last trip in I am getting sucked at from 3 directions and the target I have selected is on a shelf above me, plus there is some sort of big ass cable across the ground I will have to get over. I get over the cable and take a shot at tentacle tosser, but miss. I am now standing taking hits from all over so I have to do something quickly.

I run under the shelf of the target and wait there, now out of range from the other monsters in the room. As I expected soon enough the target peaks out over the edge in order to take a couple of swings at me. Bad move, mofo! I now have a route to shoot at and though I aint exactly confident that my own tentacle (that seems more of a mechanical thing) is strong enough to pull it down I come out on top. I then rush to the cleared corner with the monster and kill it. I have taken up a rather unusual way of killing these monsters, I think I am actually biting vital chunks off of them.

Skip.

In the same room on the same floor I keep doing these labs, It might be during my monster hunt that I decide to take a break from the heroic parts of a heroic tale.

There are women there. And they are have the hots for me. I notice one of these women and start making out with her. I do another lap, this time intend on finding something a bit more exotic (read nude and willing to get close to me) and find her on the next lab at the same corner I used to drag monsters to.

I am already naked myself and I put my arms around her waist and spin her around so she has her back to me. She doesn't resist, in fact she reacts completely opposite.

I wake up.
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Pre-sleep: I sense a numbing sensation in my body as I wake up and decide to sleep again. The hypnagoic imagery is of a helicopter view of tree tops that slowly form into an encompassing forest.

Soon enough the sun appears to give the entire scene some lighting. I try and act and I wake up.

I remain calm and soon enough a similar scenario arise, trees slowly moving by until the scenario is that of a forest.

This time the sun is ahead of me and causing some extraordinary visual effects as I am looking at outlines of trees in the background as well as some dark shrubbery off to my right.

The evolution of the dream continues till the point where I am walking with two mates a bit ahead of me. We are having a conversation and they start mocking me for not exerting control although it is my dream.

I start explaining that the reason I aint doing anything is for the dream to stabilize, but the fuckers have tricked me into destroying it, by talking, and the scenery vanishes and I see the back of my eyelids and wake up.