lucid

Ok so, i only remember 2 dream fragments from my childhood.... one was a nightmare the other i was lucid and fighting ninjas

-nightmare-
all i remember was being terrafied every night from this dream, it was 4 faces, demonic looking... kinda cool to be honest, and it was really dark, and lots of screaming as if someone was being tortured in the background. then i woke up... im sure there was more but i was like 8.. this may have bin what made me go lucid for my next fragment, or its a totally other dream... i have no idea

-Lucid ninja fighting -

Ok, this was my first, and ONLY lucid, i dont count it in my lucid count because i was like 8 and had no idea i could even do that... infact for all these years i thought i couldent dream anymore xD so it was a small japanese like road with temple looking building in the background and it looked kinda like the buildings in afro ninja looked like and there where ninjas, they wore straw hats and blue and black clothing... then i kicked there asses. xD thats all i remember

I remember being in either someones house, or my house and it was really creepy. It was like Silent Hill, or a flashlight horror game. I was with a few other people and someone told me I had to go into this one room. But the entire time it was extremely dark and the room I had to go to the "little girl" was in. I said screw it, and ran in with my flashlight. I ran in to get the objective, which was to turn off the alarm. As I climbed on the bed to reach ontop of the cabinet I heard the loudest non sexual moaning behind me. It was like someone was breathing on my neck. I fidgetted to grab the red numbers and disarm them, I was shitting bricks. I wasn't even sure if I turned it off, but I sure ran the hell out of there. It was still dark and I remember laying down infront of my sisters door to calm down. I think my dad was possessed. He began picking me up and throwing me around down the stairs. I was like, what the fuck?
Somewhere in my dreams I was swimming. I swam up to the chapel and then realised that I was dreaming. When I did I felt that moment between dream state and realization, but them woke up one second after. I think the flaw was where I attempted MILD by saying: I will wake up when I dream. The flaw was "I will WAKE up".*

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Lucid

I wake up in my house, not my bed this time.I fall down , get up and hit the wall , i feel very unstable.I rub my hands and start touching objects near me.When i feel that the dream is stable enough , i go to the corridor and see front door open.I can see outside and go out .Everything seems as real as in real world,i remember celebrity i wanted to kiss i start calling her name and after few seconds hear steps coming from behind the corner.I get to her and she says hi , i tell her i want to kiss her and she smiles , so i proceed.After few seconds of kissing i feel my tongue so damn sore that i stop and everything goes black.I try to DEILD , can still feel vibrations but after some time i'm still not in a dream,it turns out i was already in a dream and my alarm wakes me up for real that time.

Evolventity's Dream

August 29, 2011

(Lucid Dream) | Fell asleep ~9AM, woke up at 1:45PM.
-I'm in front of the mail boxes by the garbage bins in my apartment complex. I somehow realized that I am dreaming. Of course, I forget every other task I planned on doing. I thought to myself, I always fly in dreams, but usually near ground level. Maybe I should fly away from Earth! So with the spark of my will, I began rising, in a standing position, higher and higher. I could see the Earth taking it's spherical shape. I was approaching the peaceful cumulus humilis clouds. It would be nice to rise through them. Suddenly, I see trees surrounding me and I am passing them. They're probably Douglas Fur trees, common in Northern California. I find myself on the ground, just off the road of my favorite campsite in Emigrant Gap. It's night time. I see a small bear a couple of yards down the road to the left as I stand somewhat hidden behind a tree. I know I can easily make the bear disappear with the snap off my finger if he tries attacking me. He walks closer and close and snap my fingers as he passes. I wake up.

I had a DILD two days ago where I saw God. Then I walked through a picture of Everest at Disney and ended up there. I was talking to a chinese girl and was amazed at the realisticness of it all. A little later I walk out of my home and realise I didnt RC before. I do so, then wake up shortly after. I fail to DEILD because I want fully lucid and my position was uncomfortable.

8/28/11

DILD + false DEILD

Recall: poor

The dream started in my high school. I was in the main area by the front door and trying to go upstairs. There were 2 sets of escalators, but they both went up AND down. Half of each escalator would go up and half would go down. However, these sides kept switching. I ended up walking in a serpentine fashion to try and make it up. Even though I kept focusing on it, I would constantly make mistakes and step on the wrong part. Eventually I just sprinted the rest of the way.

There is a gap in my memory here.

Somehow I became semi lucid and starting flirting with this girl. I kept trying to convince her to start a long term relationship with me. But really, I was just doing it for the sex, I knew if I could convince her, we could fool around now. And I knew in the back of my head that I was dreaming so I could keep pushing the idea and messing around in public.

We start fooling around for a bit and I see a cuter girl next to us. I made a smooth transition to the new girl. However, the old one chimed up about me saying I would be with her forever. Psh. So I am going back to the new girl. I don't want to rush into the sex part. With sex dreams, it is really the foreplay that I enjoy more. I can focus on all the tactile sensations and closeness instead of trying to bust one out before I wake up. Anyhoo, I paused for a bit to try and stabilize the dream. I felt the rug under my hands and I tried to have awareness of all the sensations my dream body was feeling. Soon after, I lost the dream.

I tried to DEILD. As I laid there, within a few seconds, a loading screen popped up. It had a bunch of things on it. The background of the page was green. I believe there was a video feed of the girl on the right side. There was some sort of counter on it and I waited until the top left corner said, "Ready." I was about to open my eyes back in the dream. I was not in the same place and I had to find her. She was in a bed on the computer screen and I was with her on the ground before. I find the bed she is in, but lose the dream soon after.

I FA back to a computer screen. I lose lucidity and thought I was just on a DV type site. I "remembered" that she said something about once I re entered the dream, she suddenly move to a new place. I thought that was a sign that we just had a shared dream. I tried to find her on the site to send a message, but I couldn't find her.

I'm in Haven, on Teraluna.
This time I immediately think about stabilizing my dream properly.
I try to focus on all of my senses and recall some of those very long and stable dreams I've had.
I do so by sitting in a meditative pose. Yuya is waiting for me to finish stabilizing so we can go somewhere.
At first I'm a bit worried that I'm loosing precious time by doing this, but these worries quickly fade away.
Suddenly I feel sort of a click, all over my body.
It feels as if I was lightheaded all the time and it just went away.

I investigate my surroundings, an all I can think of is "this is so real".

"I'm ready... I think?"
"Yes, you are."

Yuya stares deeply into my eyes and projects images of a distant world into my mind.
She grabs my hand and I teleport the both of us to the world she's shown me.



It's a beautiful world, not unlike some places on earth.
Buildings are made out of mostly white stone which gives everything a very special and slightly surreal look.
We enter one of the buildings and meet up with a women who's been waiting for us.
She talks with Yuya for a bit and another woman appears.
But this time I immediately recognize who she is.
I can feel that I am much more aware than I have been in my dreams recently.

"Hello Faye."
"Ah, you're learning!"
"Let's hope that I am..."

Yuya joins us and proceeds to explain the story of this world.
It is split into two factions, the Dei-ya, who seek enlightenment, and another race who seeks power.
The world was originally split in two, but over the past few years the Dei-ya have lost most of it to the other faction.
However, these lands were not lost through wars.
There is some sort of council in place, consisting of the leaders of both races, and all decisions require a majority of council members to agree.
Even though each faction has an identical number of council members, the Dei-ya are physically much weaker than the other faction,
and they are easily intimidated into taking decisions they do not want to make.

Only one women was able to stand up to the other faction, but she passed away recently.
Today is a new council meeting in which the other faction will attempt to acquire world dominance, and there is no-one there to stop them.
The story sounds a bit familiar, but I decide not to worry about that.
Yuya explains that the woman who passed away will have to be replaced by a new council member.

"How strong exactly are those people from the other faction?"
"Quite strong, but no match for us."
"I see you're having the same idea I'm having. One of us is going to be on tonight's council session as a Dei-ya member."
"So who's going to do it?"
"Well, all Dei-ya council members are women so..."
"You're going to do it then?"
"Unfortunately, that won't work, many people around here know who I am. They'll realize I am not Dei-ya."
"Oh... that's a bit of a problem, what can we do?"
"Well... I'm afraid you're going to have to do it..."
"..."

What?

"Erm... I'm not sure if I'll pass as a woman Yuya..."
"Well, not the way you're looking right now, that's for sure..."

I'm really starting to dislike this. What does she plan? Dress me up as a women?
Faye bursts out laughing, but then Yuya explains.

"Your dream body, does it look like your waking life body?"
"Well, no, not exactly, there are many similarities, but no, it's not the same."
"So, why is your dream body male?"
"... because I'm... oh boy... I see where this is going."

Yuya smiles and summons a huge mirror.

"Transforming into the opposite gender is actually quite easy, your dream body actually contains the information for both genders."
"Great... so I'm going to have to turn into a girl?"

Faye finds all of this highly amusing, me on the other hand, not so much.
I decide to lighten up though, after all it could be interesting, but it is quite awkward...
I attempt to shift my form, not really sure what the hell I'm doing, but everything works surprisingly easy.
I feel the bones in my body slightly rearranging which feels massively weird, but the process only lasts a split second.

So here I'm standing, in front of that mirror, looking at myself, and I cannot really believe my eyes.
Faye comments on the situation: "Oh my, you're quite hot Hyu, haha."
Yuya agrees: "You're adorable."

Both of them are having one hell of a time.
I look down and immediately spot my breasts. This is so weird.
I poke one of them which causes Faye to break out in laughter.
I'm still wearing nothing but the white pants I usually wear in my dream, it all looks so wrong.
However I do look cute as a woman. I have long curly red hair and a few freckles around my nose.

Yuya hands me a white dress. I'm a bit surprised where she got it from.
I awkwardly put it on when Yuya explains that it's one of her's, she's borrowing it to me.
Wearing Yuya's clothes makes everything even more awkward. I have trouble maintaining composure.
This is looking much better already.
I then proceed to drop my pants, but then I am suddenly shocked because it feels like something is missing.

"What's up Hyu?"
"I..."
"What? Is something wrong."

I look at Yuya, and the only thing I can manage to say is:

"Penis."
"... Hyu?"
"It's missing, I'm freaking the fuck out."

Both Faye and Yuya burst out laughing.
Once the initial shock fades I find it amusing myself as well. This is a dream body... I'm so silly.
I said penis... pfff this is ridiculous.

We're on our way to the council meeting and I am given a bracelet with a crescent moon hanging from it.
It is a symbol that I am a council member.
The last few steps I have to walk alone, Yuya and Faye have to remain behind, only council members are allowed into this room.
It feels so weird being a women.
I have such a hard time not staring at my own breasts, how do women manage not to do so all the time?
I notice that I am wearing the same necklace Faye got me in the mermaid dream.

Finally in the room, I sit down in what appears to be the council leaders spot on the Dei-ya side.
Some of the Dei-ya are very surprised by this, but the only women who is in on it makes a sign that everything is alright.
The council meeting is very straightforward. The opposite leader requires that we give up all lands and even retreat from the council.

"That does sound like a rather unreasonable request."

He's angry, he figured this would be easy, that there would be no resistance.
I can feel that everyone besides me on the Dei-ya side is very scared.

"Then what do you propose, woman?"
"... How about you return all of the lands you have stolen from us, ain't that a more reasonable request?"

Everyone in the room is shocked, and the opposite leader is furious, but that's exactly what I'm aiming for.

"If only you Dei-ya had some guts, we'd settle this by a duel to the death!"
"Should I consider this a challenge?"
"... are you fucking serious?"
"If you win, the world is yours, if I win, you go back where you came from and return what belongs to us."
"... AHAHAHAHAHA you're a fool! I challenge you! Let's duel!"

I feel bad putting the Dei-ya's world on the line, but they're about to loose it anyways, and I'm confident I can take him on.
We step outside as he is immediately eager to kill me and settle this.

"To the death!"
"Tenjho Tenge!"

Why did I say that? Is that a common thing to say before a duel?



He immediately charges me with that stupidly large sword of his, and furry black wings drawn from his body.
I can easily feel how strong he is, his aura is so easy to read.
I concentrate a moderate quantity of divine energy into my left hand, thinking it would be too weird to awaken the dragon as a Dei-ya.
Before he reaches me, I release the energy towards him and he is immediately thrown back.
His sword shatters from the shockwave of the energy, and his wings burst into flames.

Everyone is extremely surprised, no-one says a word.

"I... I give up!"
"Excuse me what now?"
"I give up! You can have your lands back!"
"And you call this a duel to the death? Are you kidding me?"
"I... please have mercy!"

Unbelievable. What a weakling.
All tough when he knows there's no-one to resist him and as soon as he meets someone more powerful he starts crying like a kid.

"Fine... declare your defeat."
"I am defeated!"
"Then begone."

All of them leave. They aren't going to attempt anything for a long time.
They always knew that nobody could stand up to them, but now that this is no longer true they're afraid, much more afraid than the Dei-ya are.

One of the Dei-ya asks me:

"Who are you?"
"A friend of a friend."

I say nothing more and leave, finally my turn to act all mysterious, I like it.
Before I am able to meet back up with Yuya the dream fades away.


*Tenjho Tenge is a manga/anime.
It translates to "Heaven & Earth"

8/28/11

DILD

Recall: poor

Notes: My flying was tolerable but still extremely strenuous. There has to be a better was to do this.

I was in some martial arts training class. It was a small room with some walls protruding into the area, separating the room into smaller areas. The place looked like an asian dojo. The teacher talked about using your environment also. He mentioned how some of the walls were getting in the way. I assumed he wanted us to cut them up with a sword. He said if you can focus hard enough, you can go right through them. I leaned against the wall and focused. After about 5 seconds I sank like 5 inches into the wall.

I became lucid and wanted to try it again. I said to myself, "I am dreaming," over and over again. When I leaned on the wall, I fell right through and landed on my side. I was happy with that task so I moved on. I went to fly and took off. I wanted to see if I can do the broom technique with no broom. I held my hands out and pantomimed a broom but it didn't help my control or speed. I was able to level out for a bit, but flying required too much focus on my destination for me to enjoy the experience or take in my surroundings.

Weed Summoner: Had a dream that i got into the passenger seat of jessicas car outside of my house and we took off somewehre. As soon as we start driving i notcie that in the distance i can see the ocean, it spans the entire horizon despite being in a neighborhood. When i see this the first thing i think is im dreaming. I hand rc but it fails, i keep staring at the ocean and talking to jessica about it, we keep questioning it until i hand rc again and have some extra fingers. I yell,i knew we were dreaming, and tell jessica to stop the car. To my surprise she pulls over immediately, for some reason i thought she might keep driving, and i get out, telling her to follow me.

We get out and stand in the middle of the street, throughout this whole dream i was hearing really strange sounds, i want to fly so i ask jessica to help me. I try to lift off but it doesnt work, before long i just suggest we smoke dreamweed instead. We head to my house, I get inside and hear a lot of noise again, i rem when i opened the front door it like ran over my cat, i knew i was dreaming so i didnt really worry about it, i rem my sister yelling something, i go to the back of the house and tell my sister were dreaming.

I walk into my room and decide to try and summon some weed, i find an empty bag that was in my room irl and held it between my hands, imagining what it would feel like if a bud was in there. I do this for a few moments when i see lights flashing in the bag and feel a bud form in my hands. I look inside and there is a giant nug, i smell it and its kind of a mild skunky smell. I hand it to jessica and she takes a wiff, i start to get it ready on the table, the whole time reminding myself im dreaming, i dont rem rolling it up but we end up with a joint somehow anyway, i rem hearing all kinds of strange traffic noises, i look out the window and see nothing unusual.

Then the dreams shifts, causes me to lose a little lucidity but only for a moment, im now outside on the deck, and it keeps changing into another deck ive never seen before, jjessica is smoking a joint, and these two dcs are walking towards us. She says something about them being her family or something and kind of hides the joint. They keep walking towards us until they are just standing next to us. I remind myself its a dream and decide to try and fly again, this time i stand still and just imagine i am weightless, i dont try for long and still no success. Instead i try to impresss some dcs, i decide to summon more weed.

I find the same bag, on a different table on the deck, i do the same thing, the light flashses, this time i was trying really hard to get some purple weed. When i summon it i pull it out and show the dcs, they both seem very surprised. I get quite surprised too when i pull the bud out and it looks like a giant purplish turd. I rem noticing strange veigns in the bud/poo, and it was really sticky, not in a weed way though. I just rem handing it to one of the dcs, then i wake up.

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning! Back from my one week vacation, it was sweet. Although I almost never got more than 8 hours of sleep and the beds were hard as rock, so I didn't dream much. I did have two amusing nightly adventures, and one long LD. I think it lasted around twenty minutes, but it's hard to recall everything when all you did in the dream was sitting down.

Nightly Adventures
*I wake up and look at the glowing yellow light in the room infront of me where the TV is supposed to be. It turns red, and I know a bomb is going to go off. I jump over Monica and kneel down on the floor, trying to cover her up with my arms meanwhile trying drag her down to the floor with me. She wakes up, and I explain about the bomb about to go off. I soon realise I'm just hallucinating again.

*I wake up and see a small dwarf run from my side of the bed, to the end of it and to Monica's and then disappearing. I tell Monica who tells me to calm down. "Do you promise me there was no dwarf?" I tell her. "Yes, there was no dwarf" she says and I calm down.

Eating goldcoins and smoking crack with leprechauns MILD
I'm with an Asian girl, and she has not been blessed with a face that is pleasant to look upon. But that's all going to change because we're at some experimentation clinic. She goes with some scientists and I'm left waiting in a white room. She comes back, wearing a blue bikini. "Wow" I say as I watch her. Her body is so hot and I shower her with compliments. She's still shy though, and there are more work to be done. I look at her ass, it's got a few bumps in it.

She comes back after a while again and she's even hotter than before. I start talking dirty with her, and she gets very horny. I touch her a little bit to tease her. A scientist shows up and starts telling me about the technology they're using. Apparently it's faulty and something will go wrong.

I forget all about the girl and head outside to the nearby scrapyard. I see a bunch of boxes with tupperware in them, aswell as alot of appliances like coffee brewers and microwaves. I remember buying all those for my company, but never using them. I pick up a few blades for some slicer machine, they're all rusty.

My friend Jonas appears out of nowhere, and he's very excited about something. "We're splitting into teams!" he almost yells at me and people appear out of nowhere, running around. I remember being in the blue team before. Or was it the green? My old friend Ehrson shows up and I remember being in his team atleast so I stick with him. A few more people join our little group, and I look around me. I can hear some deep chanting behind me after turning around, exactly like Gandalf does it when they're trapped on the snowy mountain.

I turn around again, and Ehrson is standing with his arms outstretched. A leather tent slams down onto the ground, it's narrow but very long. There's still snow trapped underneath though. I try to remember the correct spell, and chant some jibberish. Fire shoots out from my hands and fills the entire tent, lifting it up a bit. The snow melts, and people put sticks under it to keep it upright. I use telekinesis to hold it in place, and play around with it as I watch the tent flap.

I sit down at a bench. By now I realise I'm dreaming. I look around me. I'm close to the end of the table, and at the end is a leprechaun in red and white stripes. Infront of me aswell, wearing green and with a big orange beard. Further down the table I see a witch of some sorts, and some normal guy not worth paying attention to. It's dawn out, but the sun hasn't risen yet. On the table, I find several big golden coins. I grab one and is amazed by its weight. "Wow, it's so heavy!" I tell the witch. She smiles at me as I put the coin in my mouth and chew it down.



We all start talking, and I tell them about a theory I have when it comes to dream vision. "You can't look straight at something, that will just make it blurry. Instead try to see it with your peripheral vision." I watch people at the table, and they're staring at me intently. Perhaps my theory isn't water proof... I lift the tent flap with some telekinesis and rabble on. After a while I grab another coin and take a bite out of it. This is great for stabilization! "The heavier the coins are, the harder they are to eat" the witch tells me as I grab another one and chew on it. I look at where the sun should be rising, and it's halfway up the horizon now.



The leprechauns starts to talk to me, and after a while the one in green brings out a glass pipe. It's got a small bowl in it, filled with some random drug. As I know I'm dreaming, I have no problem getting high. I grab the pipe and suck on it for what seems like an eternity, while lighting the drugs in it with a lighter. "You know that you can't get high in a dream anyways" I tell them, we all start to laugh. "You're already acting differently" the one in white and red tells me. We laugh some more before I settle down. I grab another coin and take a bite. It doesn't taste anything really, but all of a sudden I can feel drool dripping down my cheek. I try to ignore the feeling I just felt with my real body.

What were my dream tasks again? I can't seem to remember them, and after a while I give up trying, the first thing that pops into mind is having sex. I get up and intend to find a hot girl. But I wake up

Amount of sleep: 8 hours

Supplements: None

That's it! Pretty cool LD. Too bad I didn't have any more of them. Nice to be back!

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

So i was in bed and I guess I kinda woke up and I felt as if a gust of wind was blowing towards me, I could hear the vibrations and feel them. Them i was in the dream in my bed. I tried to move but then I woke up. Pretty sick. THe night before I was dreaming that I was in the indoor soccer place and these random guys were there so then I knew something was wrong so i looked up at the clock thing and realized I was dreaming. THen I woke up.

Lucidity: 8/10
Vividness: 9/10
Length: ~5 Min.

I was in my room and I tried to turn on my lamp, it didn't work. I thought "well, that's weird" so I went over to my bedroom ceiling light and tried to turn that on, that didn't work either. I turned the hallway light on and I saw my brother playing games. I went back into my room and finally was able to turn my bedroom light on. Suddenly, the scenery changed around me. I was standing in the middle of a jungle. I thought "it was dark in my brother's room, so why is it so bright outside?" I found out that I was dreaming and I saw my bother and told him "Cameron, guess what. We're dreaming!" He didn't seem very thrilled of the idea, so I just floated off for a little while and saw a cabin, I flew into the cabin and stuff started disappearing. I made stuff disappear by waving my hand across my face and trying to ignore the flaws on the wall and it worked. The cabin looked much better. So, I looked to my left and imagined a hot girl sitting there and she was. She had very nice big tits so we both got on the bed and she started to get to work. I was concentrating very hard so I wouldn't wake up. When I started to feel my physical body in real life, I got prepared to DEILD. When I woke up, I sucked in a bunch of air because my nostrils were clogged, I was like "god, damn it!" and didn't fall asleep for a while.

I'm at a lake with 3 of my friends, D. S. and a girl. (I actually don't know the girl in waking life, but in the dream I thought I did)
We're just chilling, having a few beers, setting up the barbecue grill and lying in the sun.
The weather is rarely this good around here, this is nice.

We start discussing random things, until we finally reach the topic of the supernatural.
One of my friends, S. immediately insist that everything even remotely related to the supernatural is completely bogus.
D. on the other hand says that he just believes whatever it is he actually experiences.
If he had a supernatural experience, so be it.
I agree with D. and say that it is always good to be open minded, and have to explain to S.
that there is a huge difference between being open to ideas and actually believing that something supernatural has to exist.
The girl that is with us seems to agree with me, but she's not saying anything.

We argue about this a bit until I get the inexplicable urge to claim that I have actually had supernatural experiences.
This causes some silence, until someone finally asks what happened.
I feel odd, like I'm supposed to say specific things.
The feeling becomes so strong that I just decide to say them.

"The world is actually full of the supernatural, but our limited minds have a tendency to ignore whatever we cannot comprehend."
"This is such bullshit mate."
"If you say so."
"Yes, I do say so, the idea that anything like that could exist is just retarded."

The girl talks for the first time:

"Do you dream, S.?"
"What? no. Who cares about dreams anyways?"
"Then it is no wonder you do not understand."
"What the fuck?"
"She's right, S."
"Now you're just fucking with me..."

Sitting right in front of the lake, I start humming a melody.
This catches the girls attention and she sits down next to me.

"What are you doing?"
"I'm calling out to the mermaids."
"Wow... do mermaids really exist?"

S. is just shaking his head claiming that we've gone completely nuts.
But then my humming is answered by songs from far away.
They quickly get closer, until finally, a few figures emerge from the water right in front of us:


They are definitely mermaids, and they seem to be absolutely magical creatures.
The sound of their songs is heard from everywhere at once.
One of the mermaids emerges quite far from the water, in order to come closer to me.
You can clearly see her tail, covered in beautiful fins shimmering in all kinds of colors.
Yet through the outside transparent layer, you can clearly see that she has legs and feet just like us.
She is insanely cute.

"You're the one singing for us."
"Yes, I am."
"I am honored. Come with us to our lands and we will sing for you."

Then it sort of strikes me. Such magical encounters don't really happen in waking life, I'm dreaming, it's obvious.
The girl with us, whom I now realize I don't actually know starts talking to another mermaid, and asks her if she can come.

"All of you may come, but there is a price to be paid."
"A price?"
"We ask for no more than a kiss."

A kiss? what an interesting request.
The girl with us immediately kisses one of the mermaids, and she does so quite passionately.
The mermaid then embraces her and they both disappear into the water.

"You guys coming?"
"..."
"Oh well, suit yourselves..."

I kiss the mermaid in front of me... it is quite salty but very enjoyable nevertheless.
She embraces me and we fall down into the water...


... I'm at the bottom of the ocean, in some sort of habitat.
It is covered by a huge air bubble, allowing myself to breathe.
There's still quite a bit of water though, it is about knee deep, so it is easier to swim from room to room than to walk.
All of the rooms are decorated by colorful corals.
There are mermaids chatting and singing everywhere, it is such a nice place.
The girl who was with me is sleeping in a huge bed with two mermaids by her side.

A mermaid approaches me and puts a necklace around my neck.
It's a silver chain with a crystal tear on it.
It's really nice, but a bit girly.
Not like I'd care about that in a dream though.
I want to tell the mermaid how much I appreciate the gift, but whilst I'm doing it I realize the inevitable:

"... Faye?"
"Yes Hyu?"
"... why don't you ever say something?"

She just sticks out her tongue.

"If you were more aware during your dreams you'd notice it earlier."
"How can I be more aware?"
"Practice practice..."
"Yeah... I figured there was no easy way."
"Now, that wouldn't be any fun, would it?"
"To be honest, it probably would."

She laughs.

"Yes you're right, it actually would."

I play with her fins. They feel so realistic.

"Hey... shouldn't we be doing something?"
"Like what?"
"I don't know... like... like visiting Krista!"
"We could, if it'd take you less than half an hour to remember your goals."
"I really need to work on that..."
"Don't you have like... any tips for me? For remembering goals, to increase awareness, anything?"
"How about you'd start by stabilizing all of your dreams properly friend?"

Shit... I've completely forgotten to do that.
And the dream has already darkened quite a bit.
I start rubbing my hands in an attempt to stabilize it, but it doesn't seem to work.
I remain in darkness for a bit until I wake up.

Vesterguard's Dream

non-lucid - Notes - lucid

28-08-11 I walk into Drew's room and he is playing computer games. He has 12 hours off and I ask him if he intends to spend all of those playing computer games. I sort of want him to come along, but he doesn't want to do anything but play.

I think he is there with his girlfriend, but she isn't going to be there.
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I am in eastern Europe walking up to a gold course. The weather is sunny and we are walking uphill.

Some of the family friends are there. I am going to play golf, but I know already that I don't meet the requirements to go on the full course, but will have to settle for the par 3 course. The full course looks like it is located in a farmland zone.

I go to play golf with my dad, but it is a really weird par 3 course. It can't actually be described as a par 3 at all.

First of all the shots has to be fired from inside a room on a floor above the course. I can't find my way into this room so the way I shoot the first couple of shots is by reaching in behind a grass curtain and popping out the ball, which results in comparatively horrible shots compared to the people who are hitting the balls with clubs from behind the wall.

I see my dad in there and ask how to get in, and he swiftly directs me. On the way in I notice these scoreboards that proclaim I have 55 (or 53) shots per hole, which is utter ridiculous.

Inside I can't even hit the balls and I have to kneel down and reach under some wooden box to get out the ball, which counts as a shot and a new ball appear. My shot is shown on a TV screen and a guide tells me that it is too soon to attempt putting.
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Following Andy Belflour through a couple of attempts at solving a puzzle in a burning house. It starts with him shooting a cat/rat to obtain a key to the door that will lead him to the second floor. Don't know what happens after, but there is a woman commenting his lack of skills at the scenario.
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We are in a military squad and we are chasing a predator (from the movies). A few of the guys fall prey to him.

We are in a scenario that seems a mixture of a construction site and muddy jungle, though the mud seems made from tire tracks.

At one point I observe the predator turning invisible and start targeting people with the signature three dots. Some of the people with me might actually turn invisible as well.

Back at base there is a message from Atras. It explains that we have a new vehicle available on the mission.

Immediately after this the dream jumps to showing the predator pursuing a female member of our squad. They are both on motor cycles and she can't shake him. However she activates this machine in the middle of the site that has an arm that starts spinning around. On it's way around it picks up either another vehicle or container and as it swings around the woman ducks under it, but the predator aint that lucky and smashes into it head first.

This may be the vehicle Atras was talking about.
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Reading DV forum threads. Mancon explains that his reasons for joining IOSDP is that he believes it in his heart that shared dreaming is possible and is looking for experiential confirmation as there is no recognised scientific support or even possible explanations yet (there are a few, though they are ousted from the mainstream community).

In another thread someone is questioning Nomad why he couldn't get into, I believe you call it ivy league universities. And asks if he has a criminal record or something.

He replies that he couldn't because of behvor (the spelling was also wrong in the dream, hence I have replicated it here ^^).

Notes: The reason I have joined IOSDP is exactly as posted by Mancon in my dream, and I have no clue if Nomad has gone to university or not, so sorry for dragging your guys into my head like this ^^. On a positive note, this is the first time IOSDP members figure in my dreams.
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In the beginning of the night I keep waking up and falling into very similar dreams. These dreams consists of protecting the spirit of Ayahuasca from misunderstanding and abuse.

One of these representations of her is a rather large woman. I keep thinking to myself how awesome it would be to actually meet her without taking the vine of souls (though I also want to try that)
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Very short Lucid.

I see the dream manifest around me and I want to give it a bit of time to stabilise.

I am standing in a doorway and the scenery is forming around me, the light indicates daytime. There is a yellow building outside and a lot of people on the streets. I walk outside looking around.

I am gonna try a new way of getting to Chichén Itza this night. I want to try and summon a UFO to take me there, but it is too early for it, it will wreck the dream if I try it now I sense.

So I keep watching the scenery, there is a brown(ish) building with a curved rooftop and it is actually rather tall. I am trying to calm down, which is very hard this time because I feel truly amazing. Like I am floating, but it is different to how I normally feel when flying. Think the best way of describing the feeling is like floating on a cloud of love.

The dream fades, but I am left with the floating-love sensation in my bed, so it aint all bad.