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I had a dream before and after this one, but I was too lazy to write them down. They're not important, anyway.... I spent like eight hours helping a friend do yard work immediately after getting up so I don't remember much of this dream other than what I wrote down, but what's really important to me is what happened at the end....

Vividness Is An Illusion [DILD]

So first, the part of the dream I just barely remember. It was another high school dream, and there was some plot going on about some girl who wanted to kill us all and expected me to play along with it. (I don't remember this in the slightest, it's just from the notes). There was lots of really trippy stuff going on though, like when I was in a hallway and couldn't figure out which way to go, I looked at a wall and saw this guy J's face attached to the wall smiling this creepy smile and tilted sideways in the correct direction, so I smiled back and walked that way. Also, I remember being in a class and seeing my cat walking around, and people wanted me to follow them so I told them to hold up while I put my cat away. I picked up my backpack and unzipped the center area to put him in, but when I looked inside there was another cat already in there, and he looked like he was starving. I said "Oh shit! I must have put this other cat in here already and forgot about him, my bad.", then just left them both there and walked off. Anyway, so the girl that was trying to kill us wanted me to do something, but I didn't fall for her trap this time. I became very mildly lucid and just flew up, phasing through the higher floors, until I was over the building. I was just trying to get away from the girl and didn't really have any goals in mind, so from high up I just watched some kids playing soccer in the distance until I woke up.

This is where it got interesting for me. I'm no longer confused about the last time I woke up and was still dreaming but everything was SO real, including detail I hadn't actually seen before, and I even was pretty sure I was awake at first but then lost focus, in a way that false awakenings don't. That and this were hypnopompic hallucinations. So I woke up in bed, facing the wall. It was pretty dark still, but then suddenly I heard a guy talking extremely clearly and there was sounds of cheering on a TV. I didn't see either one, but I immediately got mental images, the voice was coming from a heavyset black man and the TV (which was not actually on) was showing some soccer game. Unlike the last time where I was asked by a hallucinated M if I was up and I responded "I think I'm awake....", but then forgot about it when I started listening to her, this time I knew exactly what was going on. I started mentally repeating to myself "It's a hallucination, it's a hallucination...." I got a very clear image of what was going on in the soccer game too, there were no players at all, just several soccer balls of different sizes. They were moving in strange trajectories one at a time until they hit the next one and caused it to roll, sort of like dominoes causing each other to fall over. The man was talking about the game, though I can't remember what he was saying now, it was all rather startling and I wasn't paying much attention, not to mention my short-term memory was still pretty terrible. Eventually though he started just saying complete gibberish words, and I knew the hallucination was falling apart. I took a leap of faith and quickly turned over to see if he was there, but the room was empty. All the sounds vanished, and I felt very dissociated for a second, and then I returned to full waking consciousness. There was no feeling of waking up because I was already awake, just sort of a transitional blip.

Basically what I can say about this is... it made me realize how much we fool ourselves into thinking that regular lucid dreams are vivid. I'm sure they can be made extremely vivid like this, but they're still nowhere near as vivid as waking life. My most realistic dream, which I previously would have said was possibly even more vivid than reality, now just seems like a hallucination compared to this. Senses like hearing and sight can definitely be waaay up there in dreams, the amount of detail in specific objects can definitely match reality, but there's so much more that just isn't present in dreams. In waking life your brain constantly monitors your heart rate, breathing rate, the position of each of your limbs and how comfortable they are, what temperature you are in various parts of your body, whether you have any itches, if you're hungry, thirsty, bloated, sweaty, physically nervous.... All five of your senses are constantly at work at full vividness, your brain knows that it has to keep itself aware of EVERYTHING in your line of sight and peripherals, not just what you're focusing on, it has stay aware of even the slightest sounds or changes in taste or smell or feeling. Basically, in waking life, your brain knows it can't just let loose like it can in dreams. Together these make for soooo much detail missing in dreams unless you're specifically focused on it, it's ridiculous. The reason we can feel like dreams are so vivid is because we don't normally consciously think about this stuff, and in dreams it's hard to remember what it's like to be in the waking world anyway, but this vividness is an illusion. Even when you're on drugs and awake and hallucinating in reality, they have a dreamy feeling to them and you often lose track of some of these sensations. This was different. I was in reality, totally hallucinating, and totally lucid. This feeling of knowing you're in a dream while being in the waking world was mind-blowing, at least to me. This is something I won't soon be forgetting. I wonder how much work it could take, what level of awareness would be required, to recreate sensations this powerful in dreams....

After I awoke from the failed lucid this morning, I got up, went to the restroom (as usual), drunk some cold water, turned the fan up to medium, and went back to bed. It was 6 A.M.

First thing I remember is flying through space and looking towards a cluster of stars. Then I thought about being there. Now, I'm in front of a white planet called Meldoras [Updated 5-5-2012]. I've never seen one of those before. I'm not sure if it was all white because of the clouds or not but it was pretty.

Next thing I know, I'm on this white planet and I'm the member of a black family. My family and I were sitting at a table eating food. I don't know if I was a guy or girl but I was a whole lot smaller than what I am in real life and very slim. I was definitely somebody else. It was me and about three guys. The really big, fat guy I definitely remember.

I recall after we ate, we cleared the table, but the big guy was still hungry. I went with him to another room where we kept food stocks--we had a lot of food.... He was looking at packages of rice and pulled one out. It was oddly shaped--like the rectangle packs of bread you buy at any convenience store, except the rice packaging was white. And it had "Rice" written on the bottom. Interesting.

I also had a conversation with the skinny guy. I had no idea what his name was, lol. We were standing in the kitchen by the table which was now cleared of plates and food. We, or rather I was talking about E.T. Go figure. I said "Yeah, they're definitely here. Although, they'd prefer to stay out of the spotlight." And he was like "You believe in aliens?" And I said "Yeah. When you die, then you'll believe me. You'll see. And don't you ever forgot that I told you so." Don't know why, but he was about to start crying. Guy must've been something like 40 years old.

We decided to go shopping. I think the big guy requested it. We, uh, we took an elevator to the surface.... Hmm. An elevator? And as we walked out of the building, I turned around and looked at it. I thought that that building looked like a court house at first, then realized that it looked EXACTLY like the Roman Pantheon! And there were really high brick walls on both sides of the Pantheon. I did look up at the sky but I don't recall it being all white but I knew I was on the white planet. The sky was blue with clouds just like Earth. The sun caught my attention though. It looked strange.

The White Planet - Meldoras

This is an excellent example of what the planet I saw looked like.



The Roman Pantheon

This was one of the many Earth-type planets. As we were walking to the shopping mall, I remember seeing a police car, but it didn't have "police" written on it--it said something else. The street was narrow and there were tons and tons of buildings on either side as far as the eye could see. Next thing I know, I'm holding up a McDonalds bag and I'm staring at it. "Wow!" I thought. This isn't the Earth I'm from, however, they also have McDonalds. The design was VERY similar to McDonalds but it wasn't McDonalds. The logo on the bag looked exactly like this:

Large B, strange symbol, large W on the bag.

Shopping Mall

Now, I'm we're in the mall...... And this place is so freakishly huge, I can not see the end of the isle and there doesn't appear to be an end to either direction. The ceiling was far up there. I mean far.... Somehow I got a good look from high above while we were walking; it was as if I left my body and flew around the place. There were shelves full of food as far as the eye could see and here we were pushing a single, normal sized cart. It was packed to the rim with food though, haha.... I woke up and it was 7:05 A.M.

Dream Duration: 1 Hour

Had a dream last night where I was floating around a construction site of sorts, then I went lucid. I said "this is a dream." Then I tried to descend so that I could sit on the ground. Afterwards, I had planned to call out to my dream guide and have them sit in front of me. I figured this way it'll be easier to stay lucid. But like I said, that was the plan. Somehow I slipped out of the dream state and woke up. I think I woke up because it was hot and I was sweating. Meh.

And here I had my questions all lined up. I knew exactly what I was going to ask that old bag if she decided to show up again. Man.

Hello there
I have been trying to lucid dream alot of time and last night i got my first!

I were going around in a desert with alot of ruins.
Then it suddenly came to me this was a dream, a lucid dream.
to be completly sure this was a dream i tried to open my eyes.
in start, while i was tryng to do it, it heard som noise.
AND I WOKE UP

i have to try again
And at tip to anyone! dont check if you are in a dream, by trying wake up!

I had a really scary FA, where I was really awake, and I could see things! I'm in a room that isnt my own (i didnt notice until later) this ghoulish figure was moaning and leaned over like a slouch. His eyes glowing slightly greenish yellow.. He kinda looked like my brother. Anyway the First time i noticed him i told him to go away, he did - then he'd keep coming back... I could barely say "go away" I managed to get my leg out of my bed to kick him. My foot hit the wall and i hurt my foot - that was when the dream was replaced by my real room..

Getting shivers just writing this! Was this some sort of hallucination?

WILD Attempt: I had woken up around 2 if I remember correctly, and decided it was a good time to try a WILD. After about 3 minutes, my body was thrown under a big tingling sensation. My eyelids turned purple, and I saw a man walking towards me. I was scared, so I stopped not wanting to get old hag syndrome, but decided to keep going. It was too late, and he disappeared. I tried again. I was thrown under the same sensation, but it stopped shortly after, and sometime later fell asleep.

I was in my room, at my computer chair. I knew I was dreaming but I wasn't lucid. I said to myself, "If I were to do a reality check now, it would work and I would become lucid." I didn't. Sometime later, either a false awakening or I was warped, I was in my school. I was near my locker when I became fully lucid. I was excited, this kind of vividness hasn't happened in about two months. I immediately wanted to fly. I was in the hallway with a bunch of other students, it must of been passing time. To my biggest fear, I was losing the dream shortly after it began! I panicked. I sat down in the hall instantly and tried observing myself as well as I could. I tried to shout something like "Keep lucidity!" But I choked and nothing came out. I observed the people around me. I'm pretty sure the person looking at me was Haven. I managed to maintain. I was still in the dream, and I was no longer losing it.

I now wanted to achieve my goal, which was to fly. I went to the end of the hall way, all of the students had gone by now except a few who were watching me. I jumped. I was amazed. I didn't fly, but I jumped really high and came down much slower than gravity would allow me to I kept trying it, trying different flying techniques but I just couldn't get them to work. All I would do was jump in the air fairly high, but that was it. I managed to find a tall building (no longer at my school now, just roaming around) and jumped to the top of it (there were convenient ledges) I more so walked off than jumped. I was falling, slower than normal but still fast enough to fatally injure me. The dream became third person. I smacked the ground and bounced back up about 6 feet. I walked away It wasn't long after that when I woke up.

I am on a strip of beach with mother. ther are wolves walking around. There is also a small TV on which the news are showing a map of the world. A country has launched a nuclear missile at another country. I
tell mother that "Its finally over, they will end each other now" We watch the screen as they continue targeting each other. Shortly after
dust begins to raise around us. I am quiete happy its over but it doesnt end for us. "I guess we have to survive." I teleport to one of the wolves and rip it apart. Then another. Mothers concerned voice "Im not sure it safe to eat these" "not to worry, the world is free now lets go to a book store and learn
wilderness survival". As we walk towards the collection of buildings on the strip of beach
Mother is now Dina. Im so excited the world is free now "Its like burning man". We walk into a store and get something. "lets get into proper attire, we can wear what we want now." we go to a costume store and begin picking out burning man attire.
I wake up in a village, something is wrong with Dina so the village shaman takes a look at her in the hut we are in. I think aobut the strip of beach...after the shaman is done she lays on her stomach and
says "I love how easily I can go back" I lay down and fall asleep instantly. Im back on the Beach in the costume store. G and Allen
are also here, they are also picking out attire. When we walk outside it is dark now. The sky is filled with a billion stars and planets. There is a void with blue electricity. The sky is fusing together with
the beach so that if you walk out far enough you will be in space. ALlen does this as if his done it before. There is so much in the sky...we walk to a structure similar to burning man stadium. Inside
someone buys something and we walk to a corner and sit down facing a walk which is also fused with the sky so that you can walk out into it
and be just in space. Dina and G sit. I step out towards the stars. It feels like unerneeth me is glass I cant see. Allen walks around as well. I wonder and ask "have you ever let yourself just fall through?"
but I dont remember what he answered and after realising this is the coolest longest lucid I ever had I go outside again. I decide I want it to be hot and sunny again. I concentrate and in a sudden burst it
becomes warm and sunny. People are walking around everywhere. Its a super thick place. Dina G and Allen come outside. I do 2 more bursts
to make it even hotter. We walk through the town into an alleyway with little shops on the sides. ALlen and G go ahead while Dina and I stop
at a shop because we like a figurine. I devise a plan in my head about how were gona take it. "let me see that" the boy selling the items takes it out from behind the glass and gives it to us. I see another
that I like and ask for it. He gives. While dina is looking at them I tell him to come with me so she can sneak away with the figures but he
doesnt. I concentrate "Follow me"
"no"
"give me these items"
"no" he takes them back
I see the price, 12k and 18k why wont he give them to me...My uncle Roma appears with us, he is with another man and they are both dressed from the matrix. "take off your gloves" he tells his
assistant. The energy starts to change.
"theres no time follow me, run." we start to run through what seems like a mall, up an escelator. and
as we do many thoughts cross my mind about this dream and my uncles life. As we run; "whats going on?"
"youve been dreaming for to long".
"so what I can just wake up"
"after a while you can wake up anymore. you stay in the dream forever and this is not the dream for you"
Dina tries to wake herself and fails.
I start to notice we are being chased by all the projectiles so I run faster. Into a corridor and up the stairs into a narrow corridor with glass on
one side. Two people are standing in yoga poses facing the glass looking out at the planes. We are in an airport. We run into a more open space with 3 sets of stairs going down. At the end there is a wall with glass doors and white light behind. *I start
my way down as I see G jump all 3 staircases (quiete a distance) in one jump. As he lands he rolls and projectiles start to go for him. In
slow mow he dodjes all of them in extremely complicated and precise menuevers using quiete the techniques and runs through the doors.
I wake up.

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[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]The woman continues on past several stations and passes aman whom she speaks to briefly about me, then walks past him and out of mysight. The man, who is brown –skinned like a man from India and has dark hairapproaches me, and I begin to take off my shirt. I am not sure why I am takingoff my shirt but it appeared right at the time. The man is holding up a leadvest, and says, “The first thing we need to do is get the lead vest on you. It’llkeep you safe.” This is when I realize that there is indeed fire and heatinvolved in working in this room, and the vest this man is offering me will donothing to protect 85% of my body. [/FONT][/SIZE]
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[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]The Jade Dragon mark denotes someone who is very importantand is a special mark. The person with such a mark is feared and revered, asshe can bring fortune or pain. My advisor doesn’t tell me this but somehow Iseem to know it innately.[/FONT][/SIZE]
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[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]“Everybody leave!” I command. “Everybody out!” I have myadvisor and all the other women leave the room, and because I am king they allfollow my orders. “Except you.” The beautiful woman stays, and I come closer toher.[/FONT][/SIZE]
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[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]This woman is naturally beautiful. She appears to be Asianin heritage. Her skin glows as it is illuminated by the torches in the room,which weren’t there just moments before. Her hair is dark and full, flowing butnot longer than her shoulders. There are hints of auburn in her hair, but shedoesn’t color it. Her skin is tan and glistens, almost like she has beenrecently wet or rained on. Her smile is natural and comes easy to her face, butdoesn’t look overly toothy or fake. Her eyes are dark, possibly brown, but itis hard to tell in the dim light of the room.[/FONT][/SIZE]
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[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]Talking to her makes me feel warm inside, and even magical,like first love. I am aware she has special abilities but they are neverrevealed in the dream. I feel connected to her like on one else has ever mademe feel, and it has nothing to do with her stunning beauty, nor the wine wedrink, nor the visibility of so much of her back. It’s as if we should haveknown each other for years, centuries, perfect pieces of a puzzle made for two,only now finding each other.[/FONT][/SIZE]
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Break dancing at a Halloween store, sounds like something I'd do in real life.. I remember driving to the city with friends (Strangely enough, my friend was driving from the backseat. Why I didn't pick this up as a dream sign, sure beats the hell out of me But it made perfect sense at the time.) we were heading to a club or something. But we ended up in a half-off Halloween store/mall place. It was HUUUGE they had a lot of scary costumes and masks. As we walked further, I had this unstoppable urge to dance.. and sure enough, in the middle of a tiled walkway, I started to break dance

After that, I continued walking through the mall into the women's section. Why there was a women's section next to the Halloween one.. I have no idea but that's when I realized I didn't have my wallet on me so I tried asking one of the security guards if they had a walkie talkie and such... And then I realized I didn't need my wallet... CAUSE I WAS DREAMING!!! So I woke up dammit!

03.22.2012

Parking Lot, Principal, Auron Passes Out? (DILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Dream 1: Parking Lot

I'm outside, and it's night time, and I'm just going around, but it seems all I'm doing is looking at all of the vehicles in this fairly wide parking lot.

Dream 2: Principal

I'm laying still in my bed, with my eyes closed. I notice that lights are on, and I hear some random song playing in the background.

I asked myself, "Am I Dreaming?" I do a nose plug reality check, and I am. I'm still worried about opening my eyes to quickly, so instead of opening them, I slowly get up by first starting to lifting the top region of my body from the bed.

And then I slowly moved my legs to the left off from the bed and as I'm getting up completely, my eyes open naturally.

I'm in a completely different dream environment, I'm not in my apartment at all. It seems I was resting at a room in some type of school building.

The first person I see to the right of me is a lady sitting on a small sofa chair. She looks like a ginger, with some orange to red hair, and I can tell she's fairly shorter than me.

I'm smiling that I'm lucid dreaming for once, without caring if I'll wake up, and she's smiling too.

I try to form words to talk to her, but things are a little bit difficult for me because I find that when I do speak, it's like I'm speaking through a fan, basically, my voice is distorted, and so is the lady sitting down.

She looks like she is around her 30s or 40s, and she looks like a fairly cheerful person because she's smiling at me most of the time.

I get closer to her a bit, and I go to the right side from my perspective, which would be her left side. I look down, and I try to talk to her again, and the words are sounding less twisted.

I asked her who she was, and before she starts to speak, things are going a little bit slow at the time. So in my mind, I was thinking to myself some negative things that she could be saying to me, like "Just randomly try to kill to me or something!"

I don't know why, it's just that I expected something bad to happen, but then I thought, "Nahhh, she's not going to do that to me," because she's obviously happy to see that I'm here.

The last time I met a ginger, she tried to suck my energy, but I could tell she was a cheerful person, despite her needing my help by letting her suck my energy. This one was a bit more stable.

I believe she tells me that she's the Principal or something like that, maybe "User Principal," but that's just pushing it a bit too much on presumptions.

She's walking with me down the hall, and before I pay attention to her (I'm still walking with her, just thinking about something in the meantime), there are glass walls, and you can see what's outside and everything.

To my left is a mini-pathway with a lot of plants, almost like a mini-garden, but I didn't pay too much attention to it.

The principal DC was telling me some things, but I can't remember all that she said, I think I had another dream scene split for a few seconds where she said she had sex, all forms of it, but I'm not too sure on that, because I was expecting her to say that.

I see we're headed for a dark corner in the path we're heading to, but I didn't mind, I'm just focused on the ginger short lady beside me. I see two people outside the glass wall to my left, and it's a boy and a girl.

The girl has black hair, and the boy, I can't really make out a decent image from him, I didn't pay attention to both of them, just for a few seconds, and then found myself getting closer and closer to the darkness in the hall way.

Suddenly, I can't freaking breath. Shit is getting crazy, what the fuck is going on!!?!? My chest is being pressed as well.

I almost fall on my back, but my leg supports me in time, and my hand is near my heart, and I feel liquid coming from my chest to my mouth. (Now that I'm awake recalling this, it could've been spit building up from resting on my backside lol, and I was probably choking in my own spit).

I'm still wondering what the fuck is going on, and while I'm busy trying to breath, I look to my right and see the short lady there by my side still, I thought she was luring me to the darkness to fuck me over or something, but it seems she's supporting my back to make sure I don't collapse.

I think I turn around to the left to see the couple outside again, then back to the lady, and then I wake up.

It was another false awakening, but I slept it off to even care. I remember the alarm saying it was 6 AM or so.

Woke up seeing it was around 5 AM. God, that freaking dream, Kaomea, I swear, that better not have been a demon by my side trying to make me choke indirectly, but but....she was helping me not fall down though. Ugh...I don't know anymore...

Then again, it's easy for me to presume that it's just spit building up and me choking from it.

Dream 3: Auron Passes Out?

I'm riding my bike down a road hill near where I live. I decided to steer left to stop and think about something. I get a flashing news video clip that Auron was a college student who passed out, apparently he used a hammer or something like that.

I think he even made his own book, and is most likely selling it through the news promotion while admitting he lucid dreams.

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[FONT=Calibri][SIZE=3]I’m in a bus with my son filled with students from hismiddle school, but they look like high school students. It is at least 3:30P.M.,and the bus is driving south on Lamar Blvd. near Shoal Creek. We pass a building/housethat is on fire on the 2[/SIZE][SIZE=2]nd[/SIZE][SIZE=3] floor and I remark that it is still onfire. I believe I had seen it, perhaps passed by it, earlier in the dream, butthis may be a false memory. We continue along the road and I begin talking witha girl in front of me, and then I have some words for a nearby boy. I can’tremember what I said to the girl but I told the boy something in a very frankway, possibly something hurtful. I even thought about why I was saying what Isaid in a mean way, yet decided to continue saying it. The boy got up, cried,and wandered off. He was skinny, had glasses, and sort of wavy dark hair. Thegirl, who turned out to be a cheerleader, got mad at me and said, “Thanks a lot!He was one of the nice ones!” and she left.[/SIZE][/FONT]
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[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]Just remembered when I sat down on the bus with my son hestarted talking to a cheerleader and I was impressed he was talking to such apretty girl so casually, and comfortably, and he wasn’t awkward or shy. She wasreplying to him and he told her that she was, “…such a dumb bitch.” And she wasjust “really dumb.” I was now equally impressed and dumbfounded that he wouldsay this to her face, such a pretty and nice-sounding girl. I never got todwell on this in the dream.[/FONT][/SIZE]
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[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]Somehow we ended up in a flat-bottomed ferry-boat on theriver in Austin, which was bigger than usual. It was operated by a hefty, shortblack lady, who turned out to be Nell Carter. She had made her home on the boatand was using it to ferry people across the river, which somehow seemed a lotwider than normal. Outside the boathouse, on the aft deck, was a shallow pool,or fountain. The interior of the boathouse had chairs, plants, cabinets, andmap drawers along the walls.[/FONT][/SIZE]
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[FONT=Calibri][SIZE=3]We cruised around on the boat for some time, taking considerabletime to get from one side of the river to the other. I recall chasing mydaughter around the boat, inside and out. She was younger in the dream,perhaps 2 or 3 years old, but Iperceived her as being 10 months old or so, and capable of decent speech. Myson was not aboard. After catching up to her (still chasing) I was talking withher and she asked me, “Why did we stay in the overflow annex for Aquafest for10 months?” I started to reply and then remembered she wasn’t alive back then.How could she know about that? We had indeed lived in the annex for 10 months,when I was a kid, but I didn’t even remember it because I had been little. Iremarked to the people in the room, “She’s right, but how could she know that?”(these are all false memories) I decidedit was important to look through the map drawers and found some maps thatseemed significant, and Nell Carter thought so also. Another person on the boatwas also looking at the maps and seemed worried about what they meant.[/SIZE][/FONT]
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[FONT=Calibri][SIZE=3]Suddenly we were interrupted by a gang of mean men. Therewere skinny white guys and very large black guys, all wearing menacing leatherwith points and spikes. We (the group I was in) all picked up knives thatseemed to be lying around on the floor and prepared to defend ourselves. Thebad guys had knives also, and weren’t afraid to use them. We started facing offagainst different people and I took out a skinny guy and then another mid-sizedguy, and then I was left facing the giant black thug all by myself. He pulledout a knife that was more machete than anything, shiny and sharp. He tended to move stereotypically slow, and Inoticed I was wielding a heavy-handled 5” knife that had a nice heft to it. Ithrew the knife at him and it stuck in his chest, deep, but not completelyincapacitating. It slowed him a little, and as I was backing up from him Ipulled another knife out of the back of a slain thug that was lying on the groundnext to me. I prepared to fight, but I was clearly outmatched. He wielded hisbig knife and I had my little four or five inch knife, which made me feel likeI was about to die. Somehow, despite its size, I used the knife to block acouple of his attacks, and I finally stabbed him around the collar bone.[/SIZE][/FONT]
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[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]Though a decent wound it still did not stop him. I backedaway and noticed some gay male cheerleaders were part of the fray, and they wereclearly on the side of the bad guys with murderous intent, though it was likethey were infected with the urge to kill rather than being inherently bad. Theywere on a hill, one holding the hands of the other, keeping the lower guy fromsliding down the hill. I stabbed the upper cheerleader in the back of the neckand they both went down. They were still smiling, and doing “gay” cheers andwere clearly affected in the head, possibly by the zombie virus. [/FONT][/SIZE]
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[FONT=Calibri][SIZE=3]Just remembered I slit a couple throats during the fracas. The first throat I cut didn’t bleed like I hadhoped it would and I had to stab that person with a little more force. Thesecond person I grabbed and turned to face away from me so I could slit theirthroat properly. I drew my knife across their neck and blood gushed in asatisfying manner.[/SIZE][/FONT]
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[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]Now I had to face the big black thug one more time. I’m notclear if I stabbed him or threw another knife into his chest, but the knifewent in pretty deep, and he seemed to be bleeding from his neck, and possiblyhis mouth. He stopped, looked down and pulled out the knife, dribbled out someblood, turned around and just walked out. He was unhappy, hurt, seriouslybleeding, and he had endured enough.[/FONT][/SIZE]
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[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]This was such a weird dream, so odd that punks, gaycheerleaders, and massive thugs all were focused on the same killing task. Tome, it had felt as if all the bad guys were infected by some malicious virusthat turned regular people into homicidal maniacs. Additionally, all thecharacters were stereotypical in action. The gay cheerleaders were flamboyant,the skinny punks seemed incompetent, and the big black thug was very strong butmoved slower than I could.[/FONT][/SIZE]
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[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]Oh, and the soundtrack to my dream was a song by DrowningPool, called Bodies (“Let the bodies hit the floor!”) Very appropriate.[/FONT][/SIZE]
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This is my first ever online DJ entry.
The dream started out pretty boring but was terrifying at the end. This dream was very vivid and feels like a real memory when I look back on it.

I was visiting my Aunt and my whole family was sat around in her living room. The room looked nothing like her actual living room. My cousins were playing musical instruments (like usual ) and my mother was commenting on how nice it sounded.

My aunt had a pet rabbit living in her hallway. Every time someone tried to leave he would try to escape and he was apparently very hard to catch. Everyone else started to leave but when me and my wife went to leave the rabbit wouldn't move from in front of the door and he almost escaped outside. I decided to open the living room door instead and he ran into the living room. My aunt then started to worry about him biting through electrical cables so I tried to tidy any wires out of reach but there were loads behind the TV so we had to put him back in the hallway and leg it out of the door before he escaped.

Me and my wife decided we'd do a bit of shopping and popped into Wilkinsons (shop that sells lots of cheap stuff in the UK). They were having a ridiculously cheap mega sale and my wife wanted to buy loads of furniture for only £10. It was all chunky real wood and very well made. I also found a HUGE rabbit cage that I decided I'd buy for the rabbit. It took us a while to carry it all to the till and sort out delivery because we couldn't carry it all home.

We eventually left the shop and we were at the top of our road on some grass laid out in the evening sun. It looked a lot like it does in real life. My wife rang my aunt and started telling her I didn't like my other aunt and I got a bit upset because this wasn't true and I knew they'd start gossiping about me. We also spent a bit of time planting seeds that we'd found on the ground (a bit random )

Then the woman from Wilkos ran up to us on the grass waving a bra saying we'd left something in the shop. Apparently my wife had bought lingerie to surprise me but it was awful. It was fake fur and leopard print and it had a hole in it. I didn't want to hurt her feelings so I didn't say anything

We decided to walk down the road and as we were walking suddenly realised that dinosaurs had taken over the world. There were two velociraptors stalking us-like the ones out of Jurassic Park. They were hiding in the bushes near the road. A t-rex walked past on the main road. I hoped it would eat the velociraptors like at the end of Jurassic Park but it was chasing cars instead. Me and my wife started walking really fast. There were people up ahead and we knew that if we caught up to them the velociraptors might eat one of them instead.

We did get past the people and I couldn't see the velociraptors but I suddenly saw a pair of creepy monster/dinosaur things. They looked like the monster in pans labyrinth with the eyes on his hands only they walked like velociraptors They had a big bulbous head and saggy pinkish white skin. They were shaped like a person but walked like they were imitating a dinosaur with jerky movements and their arms pulled in to their chest.

I knew one of them had seen me and it started to chase me. My wife had somehow found a bike and was behind me. I shouted for help and was running really fast but the thing kept gaining on me. I found a bottle of kitchen cleaner we'd bought in the shop and sprayed it behind me to try and get some in its eyes but the thing started screaming stuff from the bible about how God will punish all and things about burning for eternity. It kept on screaming religious stuff in a horrible screachy/raspy voice the whole time. It was really freaky.

My wife caught up with me on her bike and linked my arm. She started dragging me faster while I ran along side as fast as I could. Eventually the monster tripped because he was running too fast and blinding light shone out of his body. I knew he was dying.

We kept running to the chinese takeaway round the corner and felt safe once we got inside. I was worrying about leaving the bike (which I realised was my bike) outside without a lock on it so I put my red backpack on top of it so I could see it through the windows (the windows were high and dirty and I thought I'd be able to see easily if someone moved a bright red bag off the bike. This was pretty stupid as the bag had all my money in it and was way more valuable than the bike if stolen.

I tried to take care of my wife by buying her a drink because she was really out of breath after biking so fast (for some reason I wasn't out of breath after running) but she'd already found one. I realised all my money was outside anyway and started worrying even more about things getting stolen but didn't want to go outside and get eaten!

We decided that we'd have to call a taxi to get home because the dinosaurs would eat us otherwise. We could see them out of the window eating people... Then I woke up

NON-DREAM · NOTES · DREAM · LUCID ·

I have just moved to a new town, where my family and I have moved into a drab, grey apartment. I went next door to visit the neighbors, and to offer to babysit to earn some pocket money.
For some reason, I realised I was dreaming (Light switch failure?) and suddenly the world around me burst into colour, green paint lining the room and cyan skies above. Everything was so vibrant and vivid. I spin around to increase clarity as the scene changes and I jump out the window.
I attempt to fly, but fail and freefall to the ground. I land with little impact, by an abandoned warehouse by a lime green field and try to materialise a broom. One appears, but I cannot fly.

I give up and head out across the fields into town. I see hordes of civilians rushing somewhere, and I want to find out why so I run with superspeed to catch up. I gain tunnel vision and everyone else around me are blurs in slow motion. I join the crowd and run ahead to the front where a little brunette girl names pandora is dancing, skipping and selling her charms as the villagers follow behind her. I'm not too impressed and I hold out my hand with the intent to create some charms. Suddenly I feel as if weighted objects are tumbling out of my hand and into my hand, as long, lime and rose green tubes charms appear in my hand, almost jumbled masses before they form into charms.
I try to create something else, but black liquid oil pours into my hands and a bystander claims that it is liquid chakra.
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I am in a comfy, rustic log cabin with a roaring fire and musky green sofas. Some of my friends are there. I tell Skye that she is dreaming andshe looks shocked, mutters "oh crap" and fades away. Kyra doesn't believe me, even after I grow an extra arm and can see myself in the third person, almost ghostly.
I grow bored and soon find the world fading so i spin and walk into a grey room with machinery. Wake.

I had several random dreams this morning, then I woke up at 4 AM coughing uncontrollably. I've no idea why I had the need to cough so much. I just know that I couldn't help it.

I got up, got some cold water to drink, and went back to bed. The next thing I know, my whole body is tingling intensely from head to toe and there's a loud ringing sound in my right ear. I feel as though somebody is standing beside my bed or over me.

I turn around and peer into the darkness but no one's there. I must've fallen asleep because the next thing I know, I'm on a table in a white room, I'm looking up at some kind of contraption, and there are needles that I cannot see going into all my limbs and every part of my body--I was literally pinned down by needles! That's how it felt anyways. I tried as hard as I could to move or lift my hands but my body just wouldn't budge. When I attempted to raise my right hand, I felt as though someone who was standing a few feet from my right jumped back. But I couldn't see anyone. I feel as though they are performing emergency maintenance on me for some reason--they absolutely have to do this now.

Both of my eyes were wide open but I don't recall being able to see out of my left eye. I'm able to slightly turn my head to the left and right but I'm unable to discern anything except for the table I'm laying on and this contraption several feet above me. I can feel the pressure of every invisible needle that is in me or is going in me but there's no pain or fear--just this intense pressure. I remembered thinking and trying to determine whether or not if this was actually hurting me.

This couldn't have been sleep paralysis because I was able to move my head left and right--not by much--but I was still able to do it. And I was able to move my fingers but I couldn't life my hands because something was keeping them held down. I've had many, many sleep paralysis episodes, and in every single one of them, I was absolutely unable to move any part of my body, except for my eyes. All I could do was move my eyeballs, blink, and breathe--that's it. And even if I used every once of strength in my hands, I could not bend a single finger. This was nothing like that.

The next thing I know, I'm back in bed and there are some guys standing around my bed. There was a girl, and at least two boys--all around the same age of perhaps 16 or so. The girl and one of the guys were standing at the foot of my bed. And the other guy was standing at the side of the bed. The guy who was standing at the foot of the bed was saying something about escaping. I closed my eyes, changed them (my eyes), and opened them. They jumped back, shocked, surprised, and appeared to be impressed.

I then noticed how strange everything looked. It appears to be day time. I look out of the window and the sky is lit up and there's not a cloud in the sky. I looked at the sun and noticed that there were three suns in the sky and they are in the process of aligning with the one in the middle--kinda like a solar eclipse. I didn't actually see the suns moving, however, I knew that they were almost done aligning.

I had this dream early this morning.

I recall being in some kind of white room where I was being taught physics. The room looked different from your standard room and I don't recall seeing any desks, chairs, books, etc. I think there was a window but it was really high up. I was looking at a hologram-like thing but I don't remember seeing anybody. I knew that somebody was there. I think I was the only student there.

I spent most of the time fooling around like a 10-year-old kid, lol. I'd cross my arms and try to fall backwards but never succeeded because something caught me every time, even though nothing was there. When I finally decided to start paying attention to this hologram thing, it was showing me what we call "Unified Field Theory." It showed me that R = √(-1), where R = Reality and √(-1) is an imaginary number. I guess this means reality is imaginary?

Then it began to show me miniature bubble universes and it was injecting the equation into them. Eh... This had something to do with determining the physics of those universes. And that's all that I remember. I'm sure it's all a bunch of rubbish but it was interesting.