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I had several random dreams this morning, then I woke up at 4 AM coughing uncontrollably. I've no idea why I had the need to cough so much. I just know that I couldn't help it.

I got up, got some cold water to drink, and went back to bed. The next thing I know, my whole body is tingling intensely from head to toe and there's a loud ringing sound in my right ear. I feel as though somebody is standing beside my bed or over me.

I turn around and peer into the darkness but no one's there. I must've fallen asleep because the next thing I know, I'm on a table in a white room, I'm looking up at some kind of contraption, and there are needles that I cannot see going into all my limbs and every part of my body--I was literally pinned down by needles! That's how it felt anyways. I tried as hard as I could to move or lift my hands but my body just wouldn't budge. When I attempted to raise my right hand, I felt as though someone who was standing a few feet from my right jumped back. But I couldn't see anyone. I feel as though they are performing emergency maintenance on me for some reason--they absolutely have to do this now.

Both of my eyes were wide open but I don't recall being able to see out of my left eye. I'm able to slightly turn my head to the left and right but I'm unable to discern anything except for the table I'm laying on and this contraption several feet above me. I can feel the pressure of every invisible needle that is in me or is going in me but there's no pain or fear--just this intense pressure. I remembered thinking and trying to determine whether or not if this was actually hurting me.

This couldn't have been sleep paralysis because I was able to move my head left and right--not by much--but I was still able to do it. And I was able to move my fingers but I couldn't life my hands because something was keeping them held down. I've had many, many sleep paralysis episodes, and in every single one of them, I was absolutely unable to move any part of my body, except for my eyes. All I could do was move my eyeballs, blink, and breathe--that's it. And even if I used every once of strength in my hands, I could not bend a single finger. This was nothing like that.

The next thing I know, I'm back in bed and there are some guys standing around my bed. There was a girl, and at least two boys--all around the same age of perhaps 16 or so. The girl and one of the guys were standing at the foot of my bed. And the other guy was standing at the side of the bed. The guy who was standing at the foot of the bed was saying something about escaping. I closed my eyes, changed them (my eyes), and opened them. They jumped back, shocked, surprised, and appeared to be impressed.

I then noticed how strange everything looked. It appears to be day time. I look out of the window and the sky is lit up and there's not a cloud in the sky. I looked at the sun and noticed that there were three suns in the sky and they are in the process of aligning with the one in the middle--kinda like a solar eclipse. I didn't actually see the suns moving, however, I knew that they were almost done aligning.

I had this dream early this morning.

I recall being in some kind of white room where I was being taught physics. The room looked different from your standard room and I don't recall seeing any desks, chairs, books, etc. I think there was a window but it was really high up. I was looking at a hologram-like thing but I don't remember seeing anybody. I knew that somebody was there. I think I was the only student there.

I spent most of the time fooling around like a 10-year-old kid, lol. I'd cross my arms and try to fall backwards but never succeeded because something caught me every time, even though nothing was there. When I finally decided to start paying attention to this hologram thing, it was showing me what we call "Unified Field Theory." It showed me that R = √(-1), where R = Reality and √(-1) is an imaginary number. I guess this means reality is imaginary?

Then it began to show me miniature bubble universes and it was injecting the equation into them. Eh... This had something to do with determining the physics of those universes. And that's all that I remember. I'm sure it's all a bunch of rubbish but it was interesting.

Earth Moving Equipment
A friend was in a Bulldozer. It flipped over. I was afraid it would catch on fire, and it did. I was afraid to get him, but I ran to him to grab his hand and pull him out.

The bulldozer flipped again. I jumped out of the way, then went to pull him out. I never did pull him out because the dream ended.


Dream Girlfriend

I had a feeling I was getting emotionally close with the girl I was sitting next to. She was thin, and very cute. I leaned into her and she leaned back. Fantastic!

I reached my arm around almost completely confidently. With my arm around her, we were now a couple. I kissed her cheek. It was an interesting dream sensation.

As I was kissing her, she asked me, "Is my platypus open?" I looked at her hair, and it was together nicely, so I answered, "No."

Platypus indeed!

im in my drive way talking about something, possibly about getting a pet.
i see a transparent and floating jelly fish. it was definitely supernatural like a ghost or spirit.
another apparition formed from the air and floated around with the jelly fish.
it kept morphing into weird and usually spherical creatures.
i got my cellphone out to take a picture.
the creature would become more and less transparent as i focused my camera.
my parents we still inside the house and asking me what i saw. i told them and said the creatures were teaching me about something very important. kind of like the meaning of life or something.

20.03.2012

Message from Spirit - EGO (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

*** I am back for good now!!! A lot has went through my life and I am going through amazing experiences right now. I will not go back to the chat right now, since that might take too much of my time, but I am indeed going to be around here.

I am finally pretty set up as a Psychic/Medium and Healer at a local buddist store. I have been accepted in the Advanced Mediumship course with Lisa Williams (world famous medium) and some of her first exercises is to get rid of clutter at all levels (not only physical) One of them, was getting rid of a non spiritual project that I had going on for a few years and took much of my time... such project is gone, so I now have more time!

I woke up at 3:00 am and I asked Spirit to give me some messages throught dreaming that could be put to good use for my mediumship journey.

I was going to enter a building and I had to get to them top to accomplish some goal I had. The building was a maze that I needed to complete. Inside the building, there were several rooms with a lot of doors, closets and even sinks.

In order to go from room to room I needed to use some dimensional voids. They were hidden all around the room and there were more than one. These looked pretty much like a "regular" dimensional port... they were spinning with different colors of purples, blues and blacks.

At some points of my adventure, I would focus and think the path I should take, and at other points, I would make assumptions and take a quick path. For everytime that I was mistaken, I would go back to the beginning of the maze. As an added challenge, each time I went back to the start of the maze, everything would change, so I could not memorize the right way.

Tired of being trapped in a loop, I desired to complete it. I felt a pressence (which now that I am awake might have been Spirit) and made me feel I needed to be guided instead of making assumptions and quick decisions. I went very slowly, room through room, always choosing the right path and advancing. Some of the rooms made no sense to see (such as going through a sink pipe or other oddities)

I got to an enourmous room and there was a huge staircase. At the end of the staircase there was White Light and goal. I climbed the stairs slowly, feeling very good. Something here happened with a wedding and for some reason, I was involved.

I got to a clearing what appeared to be the top of a mountain. I saw a few taller points, which some where snowed. On one of them, there were three polar bears with shackles and armors. Each bear was different in size. I was with some people and a married couple who where British were told to tame the bears. I wanted to go as well, but I was told that only British people could do that. It made no sense to me but accepted it. This was some sort of boot camp and we were going to have the same activities every day. I was next to a guy that everytime I asked him something, he appeared bothered, but he still would do it and help me.

The strong message I got from Spirit in this dream was:

- When I would listen to my EGO, I was only going to be guided through the wrong way, halving my progress and possibly, pushing me back to an early stage that was supposed to be already accomplished. But when I decided to be guided only by Spirit and trust my journey to Spirit, I would witness progress and accomplishments. Each room in the maze was harder and required me to put my trust further on Spirit and silence my ego as much as I can.

- The big room with stairs was a reward from Spirit, for following Spirit and silencing my EGO I would get a break, a moment to enjoy a big jump of growth and being surrounded completely by Spirit as well as protected.

- The guy represented my EGO, being upset because I silenced him and put all my trust into Spirit. He would still be happy to help me, so I could regain trust on him (EGO) so he could push me back and/or slow down my progress.

Field Trip!

I was standing outside a fairly large church with my sister, Sam. Staying fairly close together (even though there was no one around us), we walked up to the front doors and entered. There was no lobby, only a large room. The lighting was dim, and at the far end of the room you could see a stage. We walked closer and noticed that a ton of people were around us now. I saw my friend, E, walking towards me. She said that she was happy that we were here.

Before we walked towards the stage, we turned around and faced some stairs. They were stock white and led up somewhere. There we found my other friends standing by the stairs.

We turned back around to head back to the stage. But before we moved, a loud voice could be heard over the microphone:
"Ladies and gentlemen, please welcome this man right here!" He pointed to the now spotlighted stage. The spotlight was pointing to some man, but I don't remember his name.

"And then later, John Cooper is here to sing for all of you!"

Everyone screamed and applauded. John Cooper is the lead singer for the band Skillet.

The music started. We ran to the stage and saw the man from before start to sing. As soon as a guitar solo came on, E jumped right on the stage and started playing some weird guitar fret thing (she was playing it wrong). She stood up there for a couple of seconds. I was thinking, "Is she allowed up there?"

Sam and I walked out before John Cooper could play. Darn. We went to "register", like we should have before. We walked down a road and realized, that we were going the wrong way.

"Where are you going?" I asked Sam.

"I was following you!" Sam replied.

I facepalmed, and then turned around. We found our way back and entered the registering lobby. We were put in line with these other 2 girls. We were supposed to walk out in that order.

Somehow we found our way out, and started walking up those white stairs. We found D, and M, playing ball on the stairs. D walked up to the wall, and just as he did, M threw the ball and it nearly missed him. D screamed, and it was hilarious.

Who wants some hot chocolate?

A man peeked his head in the door.
I noticed I was in a small white room, and it almost felt like I was on a ship. I was on the floor messing with something.
The man asked me, "Do you know what tastes better? The hot chocolate powder from the flying birds or the birds on the ground?"
(Wdf?)
He meant, what tastes better, this hot chocolate powder from this company, or this powder from this company.
"Well," I said. "The bird in the air's powder tastes not like chocolate at all. It's just disgusting. I tried it, and my hot chocolate still tasted like milk.
"The bird on the ground's hot chocolate, however, is the way to go. It's perfect."
The man nodded, and closed the door.

I was recruited into the army as a blue (In the halo world of red vs blue...duh) All i remember is going on some crazy mission to fight the reds, the leader of which turned out to be a class mate of mine. He was probably the only smart one but even so there were far to many idiot reds and blues for him to handle. I ended up just saying screw it, i have know idea whats going on, and just doing what ever Church said to do. All i remember after that id explosions and running and Caboose yelling, who in my dream is like my best friend (Even though Church is his Best friend...whom which we stalk together at one point...idk) This does not surprise me because Caboose is my favorite character. Anyway it was fun.

I got lucid night before last...and it was the most pissed off I have ever felt when becoming lucid...haha.


Dream:

I was in a gym and I saw a pull up bar. I decided to see if the new workout program that I started was helping with my pull ups. I grabbed the bar and started pulling myself up. I was amazed at how I was able to pull myself up so easily. I completed my first pull up and lowered myself back down. The bar was sort of low, so I bent my knees back so I wouldn't touch the floor. I decided to give a second one a try. Again, I was able to pull myself up with ease. I felt this huge surge of joy.

I continued to do pull ups. I could feel my muscles working hard, yet the pull ups were still coming. I went to find a few people I knew to come watch me. I continued my pull ups. I counted....17....18....19...

Suddenly I had this horrible fear.

No...


No no no no no no.

I wasn't dreaming. I couldn't be dreaming.

But I started to wonder why I had improved so quickly. I mean, really...how many people suddenly can do 20 pull ups...20 easy pullups?

But I didn't want to think about the fact that it could be a dream. So I didn't RC. I hoped that I could somehow make this reality.

I continued doing pull ups. I called more friends over to watch me.

47...48....49....

I knew I was dreaming. How could I deny it any longer?

It made me mad. I didn't want to fly. I didn't want to do any cool lucid things. I just wanted to be able to do pull ups in real life.

I went over to Daron. I sort of jumped on him. I wasn't sure what I was doing. I didn't want to make out. So I climbed up to his shoulders and jumped back off.

I knew I shouldn't waste this LD, but I couldn't think of anything I wanted to do. I was mad and sad and frustrated.

And I think that was it.

LD 31: Contains shape shifting, flight, element manipulation, teleport, summon object to hand. I had been awakened form my last LD by the alarm clock. I was pissed, but I decided to hit snooze and try a last ditch DEILD before a long work day. I got lucky and had a fabulous 10 minute LD. I looked at the time, hit the snooze, and tried to picture the last dream. I had been transformed into a horse, so I tried to picture that. It only took about 30 seconds to drift off back to sleep.
I felt like I had a giant head. I became lucid and was more or less in the shape of a horse. I turned back in a person. Why the heck was I a horse? Oh yeah, it had something to do with a challenge thread on Dreamviews. I know there was more than to become a horse, but maybe I will figure it out after I become a horse again. I like to really feel a transformation and experiance the body of the animal. I took my time and became a solid horse. The scenery at this point is just me and a field of bluish gray, like the white area in The Matrix.
I stablize by stamping my hooves and trying to feel the impact of the hooves against a hard surface. The ground appears, and I play around as a horse. I remeber I was wanting to be a flying teleporting horse. I started to levitate and drift forward. No, that seems dumb, I should have wings. I grow wings and flex them. I start flying and it feels awesome. I fly up and up way into the sky. I start a dive and start going real fast like a hawk. I remember that I wanted to challenge my self and teleport while in flight. Ok, how will I know if I teleport or not. I decide the entire landscape should suddenly be completely and radically different. As I am getting closer to the ground in a crazy dive, I can see that I am above The Grand Canyon. Ok, I will teleport to the California coast. I focus on the canyon and make the image blur, it comes back into focus as the coast.
I fly down to the beach and walk as a horse through the shallow waves. Suddenly a wave over takes me and I am having to swim. I fly back up out of the waves, and climb back up into the clouds. I want to try it one more time. I get a few thousand feet up above the coast and start another power dive. As I am getting closer to the ground, I blur out the scene and intend on going to a forest. The picture comes back as a forest. I land amongst the trees.
Well, what now? I remember my next goal was elemental manipulation. I think being a fire breathing horse would be cool. I try it, but all I can manage is a small cute little tongue of flame. I decide to turn human again and try other manipulations. I want a torch so I look into the palm of my hand and materialize one. I focus and cause flames to erupt from the torch. I set the torch down and make it become a bon fire. I make rain pour just on the fire, and it goes up in steam. I focus the steam into a ball and take it into my hands. I lift my hands to the sky and cause the ball of steam to become lightning and blast up into the sky, causing it to start raining. I don't know why but I decided to do my RC which is levetation, and it worked. I stablized again by patting my hands all over my body.
I turn back into the horse and start to fly again, but a wall of vines catches me like a spider web. I transform into a monkey. I stabelize again by trying to feel and move my new prehensile tail. I start climbing the vines and make sure to use the tail. What now? How about something silly. I decide that there is a lake somewhere below and it would be so odd to jump and become a fish while flying trough the air! I fling my monkey body off of the vines and then become a big carp. I am flying towards the ground and hope it is water. No wait!!! I know it is a lake! I splash into a pond and am under water. I look around and try to get the feel for being a fish. I am looking up from below and see little bugs on the surface. Hmmm, I think it is neat to eat things and see how well I can taste them. Bugs? Yeah sure, why not. At first I just gobbled them from the surface. I could taste something, but it was bland and generic tasting. I decided to catch bugs that flew by. I launched out of the water and snatched one. I tried a second time and when I was in mid air,,, the alarm went off and I had to start my day.

It was lunchtime at this school camp place and my entire class was herded into a room where there was a trolley with a bit of food on it, and a few tables. Then after lunch we had to have a shower but it was really complicated to work. I pushed several of the buttons in quick succession and got it to the right temperature before taking my clothes off. Then there was a very loud humming sound and an adult rushed in asking what I'd done. I rushed to cover myself from my nud… I was wearing my swimming shorts, strange. Anyway I told her what buttons I had pressed and she told me that I couldn't do that because it would overload the computer. I was then told to go back into the other room. The dream ended here.

I was stood outside the front of somebody's flat. With me there was me J and K this girl who was constantly on her phone. Then J told me that to have a WILD I needed to stare at the screen of the phone. The girl held it up and I stared. On the screen I could see a butterfly of light getting closer and closer. I started to feel light headed and the lift doors opened behind me. Then the butterfly cam so close to the screen that I actually blacked out. I woke up inside the lift laying down. I told them I wanted to try again so they said ok but nothing happened that time. When we exited the lift we found an empty room and just laid down in it all trying to WILD. The dream ended here, why I did not RC is a mystery to me.

Girl in town, fall in love with me
I was walking in town with a large group of about 20-30 people. Me and this random girl in the group started getting close and before long we were holding hands.

This didn't occur to me in the dream but she had long black hair, she is te girl that often pops up in my dreams. She must be my dream guide, or even another lucid dreamer? Anyway on with the dream.

As we walked hand in hand we came to a bus stop where everybody stopped. I sat down on a bench because I was tired and the girl not missing a beat immediately straddled me. I was taken by surprise but it was only so she could hug me really close. This carried on for a few minutes until a small bus arrived. The driver stepped off the bus and shouted "The winners are...!" I didn't catch the name he said but I knew by the way she reacted that it was the girl on top of me. She went and got her prize and came back. But this time she said she had to go, ruffled/stroked my hair and kissed me on the forehead before walking off into the crowded streets. I ran after her, but it was too late because she'd already disappeared. I then had a Skype chat with another friend and the dream ended and I woke up.

I need to find out who this girl is!

I had this dream after the Sphinx dream this morning. Although, I only remember bits and pieces. Also, this is the very first dream I've ever had of being inside a castle, believe it or not.

I'm somebody else, I look human but I am not, and I'm some kind of priest or something and I "work" for the King and Queen. I've never seen the King, however, I did meet the Queen and her twin sons (they were probably around 15 years old), who were both Princes inside the castle. I'm not sure why, but the Queen did something that upset me, and I threatened her when I met with her alone in one of the rooms. There was no electricity but they did have lit candles on the walls.

I don't remember what I was saying, but she was afraid of me and she backed up against a brick wall. I held up the scepter and it turned into a snake, and the snake launched at her so fast that she didn't have time to react. It went into her mouth, down her throat, and all the way inside of her with only the tip of its tail hanging out of her mouth. If I had wanted to kill her, I would've had the serpent eject a dagger from its mouth while inside of her. But I didn't. I only meant to frighten her and remind her of her place.

She was gagging and fell to her knees, then I held out my left hand and the snake pulled its self out of her just as fast and came into my left hand as a scepter. The rest is a blank. I also met with her sons, but that's mostly blank.

What I do remember is being inside of the castle's library which was several stories up. I sat at a wooden table near one of the windows. I looked out of the window and saw the two twin Princes picking on a guard just outside the castle. One of the brats patted the guard on the cheek, as if to say, "it's ok, just don't do it again." The guard's face was bruised. I thought to myself "those damn brats." And then I snickered.

I turned around and noticed that I was holding paper documents in my hands and I was about to read them. There was one very young girl in the library with me. She looked to be about 12 years old. She must have been a servant because she was standing half way across the room with her hands cupped together, watching me. When I noticed her, she immediately said "aren't you going to take a break?" I held up the documents and said "I am" with a smile. Apparently, I enjoyed doing what I was doing and I didn't consider it to be work in the slightest. End.

I'm at the these old ruins with lots of megaton blocks--the remains of an ancient civilization. There are other people there, about 12, and I think we're an archeological team of sorts but I'm not really sure. There is a guy there who is the leader. We're trying to figure out if these giant megaton blocks were once part of the same structure. I'm using psychokinesis (without moving my arms or hands) and I'm easily moving these blocks that must weight over 10 - 20 tons a piece, and I'm putting them together and trying different combinations. I'm also the only guy there who has this ability, however, I'm not making any progress.

Then it hit me, I said that "all of the blocks aren't here. They're scattered all over the world and in the oceans. But there's another way to restore this place back to the way it was." We were apparently on a very small island of sorts, because I walked through some tress to find that the ocean was right there. And I could see as far as the eye could see. There was no other land in sight. The leader and some of those other guys followed me. I told them, I said "there are Sphinxes near all ancient ruins (with these megaton blocks), however, they are hidden underground or in the nearby seas.

If I defeat this Sphinx, then we can restore this place back to the way it was when it was first built. I instinctively knew where the Sphinx was. I turned and focused on a spot in the ocean that was probably about a quarter mile out, I raised my right arm, and as I did so, a Sphinx slowly rose out of the sea. I don't remember bringing it to the island, however, the next thing I know, we're back inland (there seems to be a major gap in memory here) and the Sphinx (which was stone and unanimated at first) was chasing me. I feel as though this is the second Sphinx and that I've already beaten the first one (the one I pulled out of the sea). I already knew what strategy I was going to use to beat this one.

The Sphinx was massive. Probably the same size as the one at the Pyramids of Giza. Its face looked like that of a man's, it had one head, it wore headdress, it had the body of a lion, and it probably had wings, although, I didn't pay much attention to them. I wasn't worried about it flying because as long as I stayed elevated to around the height of its forehead, it won't fly after me, additionally, it also wouldn't be able to bite or claw at me but it could pounce on me. It was extremely fast! No human, no airplane, no train, no car, no NOTHING that is man-made could have out run that thing! The only way to out run it is to fly using levitation.

I was levitating at the height of the Sphinx's forehead so that it would not fly after me, and I was flying backwards the entire time--never taking my eyes of of it, and it chased me down the entire time. I kept a constant distance from it. One so that I could attack it but it couldn't attack me. The area I fought it in didn't have any trees, it was a vast area with very little grass, perfect for taking this beast on. The other guys were there, but they were far out of the way and the Sphinx never took notice or showed any interest in them. The leader kept shouting "STOP!!! YOU'RE GOING TO GET YOUR SELF KILLED!!!!!" I thought to myself, "I'm fine."

I used the whole area to my advantage. It chased me around and around the area at breakneck speeds! Geez, that was so much fun! Now, get this, I had weapons, but they weren't physical or man-made weapons. So, while I'm leading this beast on, I'm attacking its face / head. In my left hand, I recall using both a sword-like plasma weapon that had no weight to it and I could extend it as far as needed, and a whip which I materialized. The whip could become a sword and vice-versa. My right hand shot the same kind of plasma-like substance but as projectiles which weren't all that effective.

These weapons changed color rapidly, I hadn't really noticed it until I change the sword to a whip and I watched it as it changed rapidly from red to green to yellow to blue to purple to white, etc. I'd whip and slash at its face and forehead causing damage to the beast, however, it does not bleed nor show any signs of pain. It's only purpose is catch and crush me. I eventually destroy the head and the Sphinx drops to the ground. Its body vaporizes and this giant, illuminated black cube materializes from the vapors. This cube is as big as the Sphinx's body and it's hovering stationary just above the ground. This is the device that we need in order to restore the ancient ruins back to the way they were before.

I kissed someone's hand I know. Sensing a problem, I tried to explain my way out of it. It was kind of working.

I tried to WILD in the morning, and ended up with knitting the dreams together using DEILD, I guess, so in all, I could say I had one, long WILD, or three DEILD, I dunno what is the correct one.
WILD:1
DILD:2
Quite aware, quite good dream quality, but not that much control.
Lucid Non-lucid

1: Non lucid
I remember having a fight with AyakoX, and that I had put a whole bike into my backpack.
We were fighting about some drawing stuff, and drawing tablet, and throughout the dream I was really annoyed with her. We didn't really fight very openly with each other, there were more like coldness, anger and darkness in the air. I was from time to time considering packing out my bike and bicycling home. (IRL I am considering getting my bike out of the garage and use it going to school)

2: Lucid yay!
I remember being at a public toilet or something, and a girl named Kristine was a working as a cleaning lady (I don't know whats the word for it in english ).
As we were about to pass each other, she said to me in a conversational tone "It is so annoying that my friends keep falling-out all the time!" falling-out as in waking up from a shared dream, losing connection with each other.
I thought for a bit "So this is a dream?"
She paused a second, then, in a dumb tone "N-o-..."
I realized that this was all a dream, and I found it kinda funny. At some point during the conversation, the scene had changed into an odd version of my house. Kris and me was standing on the gray-carpeted stairs, and my mother was watching me.
I went over to her, and she had sat down in a group of chairs in the living room, together with some tea-party-ish people.
"There will be consequences in the real world, for what you do here." she said in an intelligent, conscious tone, creeping me out. Was she gonna guard my every step? ugh.. And another thing that rose in my mind, what if she was actually in this dream as well, not just any dream character? (my lucid self isn't very doubtful, obviously..) I thought it must be impossible, but I left the option open.

I started to wake up, but tried not opening my eyes, and soon entered the dream in the same environment again. I was no longer lucid.
2: There was a giant bird outside my window, kind off like a dodo bird.



It was flapping the wings crazily, it's heavy body bumping against the glass. It was clearly confused and panicked. My little brother, U., entered the living room. It looked as if the shadow of the bird was chasing him. I thought it was, and U. ran around, escaping the bird that was this flapping against the glass outside.
"Is the bird inside?" I asked my mother
"No, it is outside." she said, and I felt safe again. Then I think I counted my fingers, and got a "Ha Ha" feeling. I looked at my mother, and the bird. Had I been more creative, I should have talked to the bird or had him/her as a flying pet or something. Now it seems kinda mean.
Instead I thought of what I wanted to do.. hmm.. I wanted to fly.. and I remembered a guy that added "to go public nude" in his list (I didn't do that one d: )

Instead I went trough the window, flapping my arms to fly. It is much easier to fly when you jump of something off the ground, like a window or a roof, but I still sucked. I managed, but didn't manage good, in other words.

Outside my house, it was a large, empty stone-grey area, with small walls at the edges. I realized I wasn't in my neighborhood.
I wanted to find a big city, like New York, with lots of people in it. I saw a small, grey stone house. As I went toward it I remembered to rub my hands, on the move. And to try spinning to change the scenery. The scenery didn't change, and I hadn't really believed it to either.

Instead I went towards the door on the little grey stone house. It was nearby, so I just walked there. The door had glass windows, so the opening-to-find-New-York didn't really work out. Instead I went into the little grey house. It was empty, with shattered glass set up against some of the walls. On the other side of the little room, two meters away, was I tiny-miny door, at little larger than an A5 paper. It was pinkish.

I remembered seeing the door before, and wondered what was actually behind it in my memory. I didn't recall, and was glad, since that meant I wouldn't except anything from before. I tried imagining New-York at the end of the door, and grabbed the tiny handle to open it.

I thought something like this; uuuh, that's a small door. How do I get trough there? But since this is a dream it should be quite possible..
I tried tucking a finger in, and my right foot.
And just before I entered the door, I remembered what was actually behind; a garden with four-colored grass (God knows where I had that from) and then I suddenly had gotten inside and found myself in a four-colored empty garden.



I don't remember going outside, but then I was outside again.. I thought of what kind off places there were people at.. A mall!
"Build mall!" I shouted in the air, deciding to try a new technique. "Mall! Build!" .. nothing happened, and I was still standing a the big grey lot.
I hopped of a fence and started flying, flapping my arms in belief that I was flying. And to my pleasant surprise I could see heading for the grey field in the distance, coming for my rescue. Coming to build my mall.

And before I even knew it, I was standing between shelves with magazines and food, and people passing buy. A guy my class passed by, and as I turned I could see my mother passing at the other side of a shelve, giving me "the glance.." oh, jeez!! It was a dream, I didn't have to care about it at all.. So why did I!? Stupid waggling lucidity!

Deciding to do something else, I looked around. To my left there was a shelve of magazines. Wanting to take a memory home to real life, I memorized a random title of a magazine with an anime boy with purple hair on the front page. The only letters on the front was "GANDI" in big, fat, white letters.
I thought it was odd, but decided to move on.

I grew tired of doing nothing in the mall, so I took flight and headed through the frontal glass wall on the large building. It was kind off hard for me to take of, as I hardly went more up than down between all the waving.

I flew away from the mall, watched it melt away in the distance, and played a little around in the air. It was not as demanding to do it once I was up in the air. Actually it was quite fun. It was lovely, great, feeling the air shift around you, swirling past as you fell and rose. It is totally recommended. At this time I started to wake up, but managed to tie the dream together again.

3: I was still flying, totally aware of my lucidity. There was coming ocean under me, it was a sea, or a river, and I wondered if I would suddenly fall and get stuck in there, but I discarded the idea as I knew I wouldn't fall, it was a dream.

I was planning to get to some specific people in my grade. I was headed one direction where I thought they might be on camp, but then I heard their voices a little to the east, and I headed there.



Then I woke up, and knew I wouldn't be able to sleep anymore. I felt refreshed and content

I was in the Carribbian with my dead grandmother from my father's side. I wanted to buy some drugs, because I saw some other people do the same. I wanted cannabis. The Jamaican dude was prepared to sell me some kind of painkiller (a stronger version of imodium), but I had to accept a subscription of some kind using my credit card first. I suspected a scam, and backed out of the deal.

There was a war or armed conflict of some sort going on. I was with the soldiers (Americans, from the looks of them) even though I was no soldier. We heard voices and agonized screams coming out of a hangar. were getting ready to bust in and terminate any threats, and I felt very nervous. This was the first time I'd see action. A guy from work, Roel, was with the team as we went inside. There was a single hostile in the hanger, a man, but he was extremely agile. Everybody opened fire on him, and he jumped up into a corner of the building, up against the roof. Baffled by this (and scared at the same time), I drew my revolver and opened fire. I had never killed anyone before, and it felt strange. Sure, I've fired guns before in real life, but it was weird to realize that this time, I was pointing that thing at another human being with the intention to kill. My body was full of adrenaline, and I forgot to aim the first few shots. So yeah, I didn't hit much. When I aimed down the sight and got ready to shoot, a young black man ran up to the hostile, and jumped up to him. Somehow, this caused some soldiers to finally hit and kill the target (and the black man) with a few bursts of fire from their assault rifles. When it was over, the black dude turned out be a teenage girl, and she had apparently come back to life. We thanked her for her help. A bit later, I was in some kind of waiting room with actress and obsession Hayden Panettierre. I sat there, thinking about why I did all this. About how I throw myself into violent situations, just to feel worthy of being alive. Worthy of her. Explaining more would require extensive knowledge of my mind, so let's keep it at this.

There were four people, including me, and two of us were not what we seemed to be (not human, maybe?) but no one knew who. I chose two others and claimed it was them. But them it was revealed that it was in fact me. I was convicted together with the other person, and violently killed by being hung from a skyscraper... Another dead condemned person hanging next to me looked like the actor Damian Lewis.