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[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]I’m in California, visiting my dad with my son and daughter.We have gone someplace for the day, and have now decided to go look around thebay for scenic moments. We are in Oakland somewhere and come to a pullout, oroverlook, and as we get to the edge we can see the water and all the ships init, including a cargo ship and an aircraft carrier. [/FONT][/SIZE]
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[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]My dad says, “Let’s go take a look!”[/FONT][/SIZE]
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[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]We go down to water level, somehow, possibly by convenientelevator. When we arrive at dock level I can see the port of Oakland on myright side, though it seems to have much less to do with cargo than usual, andall the cargo cranes are not present, only a few remain. Tied to the dock farto my right is an aircraft carrier, towering above us, and loaded with planes.This is the ‘wow’ moment. [/FONT][/SIZE]
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[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]When I was young I would walk down to the Navy breakwater inAlameda and watch the carriers from only a few hundred feet away. They were bigand powerful, cities to themselves. When the Naval Air Station closed thecarriers left, along with all the planes and support personnel. I was alwayssad to see them go.[/FONT][/SIZE]
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[FONT=Calibri][SIZE=3]I’m looking at how big and shiny and colorful the aircraftcarrier is and how good the sky looks behind it. It seems the Navy has become alittle progressive with their color schemes and instead of just the plain greyof most ships this carrier has been updated with accents of black and red thatmake the carrier look powerful and swift. I decide I want my film camera instead of mylittle digital, which I left in the car, back up the hill. I tell my dad, “Ireally want my camera; I’m going to go back and get it.” He says, “Yeah, I think I want my camera,too.” He accompanies me back to theelevator and we ride up to get our cameras.[/SIZE][/FONT]
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[FONT=Calibri][SIZE=3]At the top I walk out and I am standing in a dirt parkinglot. The dirt is fine and almost sandy, but not deep. Behind me where thescenic vista was is now a series of shops and other small buildings, none morethan five stories in height. The buildings are mostly made of concrete and lookold. The time is late afternoon and manyof the local workers are emerging, preparing to go home, and some appear toalready be toasted. Many are dressed in sailor outfits, though they don’t seemout of place despite us being some distance from the water. At some point I believe I have a conversationwith one of them.[/SIZE][/FONT]
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[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]I have come home from California, and I’m happy to be home.Jen is happy we are home also, though my kids don’t seem to be around. Theliving room of the house is different than normal. The structure of the houseis different, the walls have texture, and even the orientation of furniture is changed.[/FONT][/SIZE]
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[FONT=Calibri][SIZE=3]I walk out the back door with her and our storage room isoff to the left upon exit, and beyond it is a lot of brush. Jen decides tobreak some and starts a small fire in the outdoor fire pit/hearth (which doesnot exist in real life), and I break a few branches myself. Then I realize thatas the fire grows it will burn the plants and dead branches piled above thehearth, and I begin pulling down and breaking the material so it won’t start auncontrolled fire. Jen gives me anexasperated look as I put some branches on and stand them vertically so theywill catch, telling her, “You have to stand them up, like this, to make themcatch fire.” This prompts the eye-rolling from her, and she moves the firearound with a stick. [/SIZE][/FONT]
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[FONT=Calibri][SIZE=3]We come inside and she is on the far side of the kitchen,handling some task. I am still near the back door which now has a window to theleft of it when facing the back door. This window is not made of glass, or ismissing the glass, and instead has a thick plastic sheet in place, and I feel adraft coming around it. I inspect it more closely and discover it is notattached at the bottom, and pushing on it allows even more cold air to come in.The push also reveals a hidden pocket of snow, collected in the window and notyet melted, which I reach for. The snow is mixed with small leaves and grass,and it’s cold, but fluffy. I turn around to show everyone and a friend of myson is standing there, and he asks, “Is it cold? Can I touch it?” I throw it at him, and it lands on hisjacket. I feel pretty good about this and throw a little more at him, which hetakes in good stride.[/SIZE][/FONT]
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[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]I notice by looking out the back window that the fire isgetting high, and needs to be brought down, so I go outside to handle this. Thetrees above the fire are getting singed and one of the trees is actually onfire. These are thin trees, perhaps twelve feet in height at their top, and allare young fruit trees. [/FONT][/SIZE]
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[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]I head for the water faucet by the back door, turn on thewater to a medium flow, and begin spraying the trees with a mist to extinguishthe fire and protect them, while hopefully not dropping too much on the fire itself.Sadly, I use too much and the fire is diminished to a smoldering heap, but itis still burning and that’s what I wanted.[/FONT][/SIZE]
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[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]I go back inside, I believe, and walk up to the front of thehouse briefly, or perhaps not briefly, time and motion seemed to blend here. [/FONT][/SIZE]
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[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]Again I look out the back and now the yard is super-long,perhaps several hundred feet. On the right of the property is a long,chain-link fence, which just ends towards the back of the property. The firehas been moved out to the end of the property, and is in a large tank offiberglass, or heavy plastic, with ports on the side. I run because again thefire is out of control, sending flames and sparks some 25 feet in the air, andI don’t want the attention of the fire department. I turn on the hose, but thistime it is heavier, and longer. I realize that Jen has attached a second hoseto the first one so it can reach all the way to the back of the property. I runwith the sluggish hose filled with water and finally reach the fire pit, but asI arrive the fire is extinguished by several guys hanging out in the back yard.They have put out the fire using a fire-protection system that is mounted alongthe back side of the container. It consists of several vertical supports towhich large buckets are attached, each filled with water. Each bucket is blue,cylindrical in shape, and about two feet wide and four feet tall, and opensfrom the bottom to allow a dousing effect. [/FONT][/SIZE]
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[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]The container, or fire pit, is now filled with water whichsloshes back and forth. It is dirty and filled with ash, and one of the guys isin the water, trying to gain his footing. He apparently activated the system,though I wasn’t sure why he was in the pit at the time.[/FONT][/SIZE]
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[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]I explore the rest of the end of the yard here, and when Ilook towards the house it seems really far away. When I look out away from thehouse I see that the yard ends not far from where the fence ends, and becomes asloped piece of earth which leads to a street where many new homes are beingconstructed. The road is dirty, as is common around construction sites and Ican see the tire tracks of the vehicles in the dust.[/FONT][/SIZE]
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[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]To my left, when facing out, a house is being constructed,and it appears to be encroaching on my property, and I say, “It was nice ofthem to ask if they could build here.” Suddenly I have doubt in my mind. Didsomeone ask? I can’t recall.[/FONT][/SIZE]
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[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]From the street a vehicle approaches, turns down the hilland comes towards me. It is not a fancy vehicle, nor new, but the owner ordriver steps out and walks up. He is dressed in white clothes, not quite asuit, but more western in appearance. He walks and talks business.[/FONT][/SIZE]
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[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]“I want to buy your truck, he tells me.”[/FONT][/SIZE]
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[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]My truck? I’m not quite sure what he means. I turn aroundand the fire container has become a red truck body, and for some reason this iswhere the fire was built. The truck is old; possibly a late 70’s or early 80’smodel. There is a cab piece, a large bed from the truck, and a hood. Theproportions of all these truck parts are abnormal, possibly three or four timeswhat they would normally be. Despite their large size they are lightweight, andcan be moved easily. I pick up the bed and turn it upside down, and it is now coveringme like a cave. I back out and move the other pieces, to block the yard fromaccess. [/FONT][/SIZE]
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[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]“It’s not for sale, I don’t think.” I tell the man.“Besides, it’s not mine. It belongs to Jen.”[/FONT][/SIZE]
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[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]The man dismisses me and starts to walk towards the house,and I tell him to stop. At first he ignores me, and I tell him, “You won’t getanywhere unless you talk to me first.” He is still walking and I hold up myhand and start counting fingers, backwards, “Five, four, three, two…” The man turns around and walks back. “Okay,I’ll listen.” [/FONT][/SIZE]
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[FONT=Calibri][SIZE=3]“The truck belongs to Jen, and has been part of the familyfor a long time.” He gives me a sidewaysglance. “I can take you to her but I need to talk to her first.”[/SIZE][/FONT]
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[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]I get up from my seated position and am about to movetowards the house when I notice a couple of people have walked up, and they areheaded towards the stairway to my right (as I face the back of my house). Theback of the yard has morphed in to a room, and I am perched on the back of asofa which occupies part of an interior room with a fireplace, a large mirror,a couple of tables, and the previously mentioned stairway. The people, whoappear to be teenagers, proceed up and out of sight around a bend in thestairwell. This stairway wasn’t there just moments ago and I realize the house nextdoor has been built surprisingly fast. As I’m pondering its origin anothercouple walks up, a man led by a woman, and she is only wearing panties. She isan attractive women in nearly every way, tall and thin, tan skin, and longbrown hair. Her breasts are exposed, and the man I am with is staring veryintently at her breasts. They have beautiful fullness but her nipples appearinverted, and have the shape of lotus flowers, as If the flesh has beenterribly mutated or mutilated. [/FONT][/SIZE]
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[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]She walks by and out of sight up the stairs, and I say, “Didyou see that? Her nipples? They’re all gross!” I’m slightly mad, slightly bewildered,and very confused. “And where do all these people keep coming from? Why arethey in my back yard?!”[/FONT][/SIZE]
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[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]The man had indeed seen her breasts, and had been staring ather with obvious lust on his face as he also stared at her ass. “Letch!” I callhim, and turn away. He seems unfazed by my comment and did not appear botheredby the shape of her nipples.[/FONT][/SIZE]
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[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]I don’t dwell on this and I walk back up to my house, whichis either closer now or I skipped over the walking part. To the right of myback door is the back door of another house which has now been built directlyagainst mine, and I say, “What the hell? When did this get here? Why did theybuild so close?” Indeed they are close, and to make it worse both houses now sharethe storage room to my right. [/FONT][/SIZE]
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[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]Confused and upset, I walk inside, through the kitchen, andon in to the living room. A party has been going on and there are guests in thekitchen and dining area, which I slip past. In the living room I find Jen, leaningdown in the closet near the front door, rummaging for something. [/FONT][/SIZE]
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[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]“Honey? There’s a man here to see you. He wants to buy thered truck out back. “ [/FONT][/SIZE]
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[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]She stands up and turns around. We walk into the middle ofthe living room and from nowhere Riley S. appears. He is in his Boy Scoutuniform and is overly cheerful, standing boldly with his hands on his hips,arms bent out to either side. [/FONT][/SIZE]
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[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]“I’m here to introduce the man!” he proudly announces.[/FONT][/SIZE]
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[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]His scout uniform is covered in patches, each about threeinches squared, and these are all his merit badges. Suddenly the man appearsnext to him, and he is dressed similarly, covered in patches and fullyuniformed. He places his hand on Riley’s shoulder and says, “I’ve got this,son.”[/FONT][/SIZE]
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[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]I turn to Jen and say, “Here is the man. He wants to buy theirtruck. He is not related to Riley, and is also not part of the Scouts. Oh, andhe’s a letch.”[/FONT][/SIZE]
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[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]Again the man seems unfazed by this and asks if he can buythe truck. In a very pleasant voice Jen tells him it is not for sale, and hasbeen in the family for a long time. It’s special to her, and I begin to wonderwhy she had allowed a fire to be placed in it. Still, it’s not my truck, soit’s none of my business.[/FONT][/SIZE]
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[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]I remember looking over all my cassette tapes, with theintention of playing one of them. This is an odd moment in the dream because Irecognize that cassettes are no longer in style, let alone production. Despitethis I am excited to play a tape of good music for…someone. I have the feelingI want to play music for someone but I don’t know who it is now. I am alsoexcited because I am using the cassette player my dad had when I was a kid,which I liked very much. It had lots of buttons and dials, and a VU meter foreach channel.[/FONT][/SIZE]
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[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]I recall, after the house dream, looking through somecomputer files for “The Death File.” I do not recall why I was looking for thisnot what it was connected to but it seemed important. I am standing over acomputer with an older-style monitor that displays yellow-lettering. I amclicking through a list of files and looking for the one I want.[/FONT][/SIZE]
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I woke up at 6 A.M. this morning, went to the restroom, drunk some cold water, and went back to bed. I had remembered that Hunt Doc had asked me if I'd return in 12 hours. I had every intention of doing so--I fell asleep.

I'm but a little boy--a clansman with light brown skin--of perhaps 7 to 10 years old. Deep down I knew that I was this "Netelus" person my the old lay, my dream guide, had told me about.

The very first thing I remember was standing before a fully grown elephant. I never dream of elephants, lol. This was most certainly a first. Somehow I got this mammoth to follow me and I led it to a drinking hole so it could indulge itself with some fresh water. I could hear how impressed the other clansmen were at my ability to control this animal without using force or mounting its back. The next I remember is bringing it back the to clearing with the other clansmen.

The clansmen all had light brown skin. They wore cloth around their wastes, some wore belts of bone around their wastes, around their necks, and over their shoulders. As far as I could tell, they were not wearing shirts, hats, or shoes. I am certain I bore similar garments. There were women sitting on logs conversing about stuff and the clothing they wore was very much like what my dream guide was wearing--if she were there, she'd fit right in.

Grandfather

The very next thing I remember is hovering a good ways off the ground with my arms crossed. I was a very, very little boy indeed! And I was so far off the ground, my head stood elevated with that of my grandpa's (Netelus' grandfather). My grandfather stood tall next to me; he wasn't fat at all but he was a very tall and large man with white eye brows and a short, white beard. He bore clothing of white, black, and red, I believe, and a hat of the same color pattern. The impression I got from him was that of a shaman.

I was conversing with one of the clansman and I told them "out of all of our clan's generations, only my grandfather and I had mastered the art of levitation." My grandfather turned to me and asked me what I had told that boy. I told him and he nodded. Even though we spoke English, I know that that was not our actual language.

Symbolic Scene?

The next thing I know, my clansmen are being used as levelers to be placed on stacks of massive tree logs to keep them steady and stable. I believe that this scene is symbolic and represents something important. We were being forced to lay down on stacks of these massive cut tree logs and somebody was placing these huge logs on top of us! What is this?

It was such a horrific sight! I could hear the screams of my clansmen as they were being crushed beneath tree logs. Somehow, I found myself laying upon the stack with the others and a log slowly came down on top of us. I felt the immense pressure squashing me like a pancake; it felt like Death himself was sitting on my back. As I heard more and more clansmen screaming, I thought to myself, "I'll kill them all! (the enemy)."

I was not going to die that way nor was I going to let my people suffer. Enraged, I clenched my teeth and manged to turned my head to get a better view of what was going on. I thought about destroying these logs and the logs that were on top us and coming down stopped, bended at the middle (they nearly broke), and they shot upward off of us. I was going to get up and crush my enemies mercilessly with psychokinesis but I woke up. Funny thing was, I never actually saw the enemy.

I did not go lucid during that dream and I didn't think to ask for the name of our tribe. It just never occurred to me to do so. I will add that to my list of things to do.

Clarity: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10

Oh my gosh. This technique is amazing!
So last night, I woke up after 5 hours of sleep, went to the restroom, then got back in bed. I did about, 5 cycles (If I remember correctly.) Then I got comfortable and did one cycle for some reason. After a few minutes I turned over once more (now on my stomach) and fell asleep.

I woke up.. and my body was completely paralyzed! I could not move. I think I could open my eyes, but I didn't want to! I got really scared (as I always do with SP. T-T). I heard these weird wind sounds in my ears or something, and my body just felt heavy and numb (it was a bit hazy at this part, can't remember much). I just decided, "What the heck, I'm getting out of this!" (I've done this before, and I ended up in a FA) So I tried wriggling my head, then my arms, then my fingers, and finally "broke" out of SP. I lay motionless , still lying on my stomach in my bed. Then I thought to myself, "Crap. I shouldn't have done that." But then I RCed out of reflex, and what do you know, I was in an FA! I got really excited. Still laying on my stomach, I used my arms and "pushed" me out of bed. It was extremely hard to do this. It was like pushing a rusted lever or something (kind of like I was "stuck" to the bed). Then I saw it was dark in my room so I got scared once more (I'm always afraid of seeing scary things in my dreams, like weird shadows and such).

I sat on my bed, looking around in the darkness for my lamp. I shouted, "Light!"
Nothing happened.

I remember that electronics do not work well in dreams, but I turned on the lamp anyway. Light immediately flooded the room. I wanted to see myself in my full body mirror, but was too scared. So I kind of "danced" in front of it to blur my body but see myself in it anyways. I didn't take notice of all the details in my room, I just simply walked into the bathroom and tried to turn on those lights as well. Once I turned it on, the lights shone very dimly. I walked into Sam's room and did the same. Dim.

I shook her awake (at least I think I did), and told her I was dreaming, and to come on with me. She muttered something, but I was too excited to listen to it, and ran out of the room. I stood on my balcony, looking down. It was almost daytime now. I said I would jump off of it. I was afraid I would get hurt. But it was a dream; it couldn't hurt me.

I jumped off of the balcony, landing on my feet. I only felt a mild shock travel up through my legs.

I then walked out our front door, which was a large archway with no door. It was daytime out now. I looked up at the sky, it was clear and crisp. Then I started losing lucidity bit by bit, but I didn't notice. The grass was as green as ever. I saw my mom sweeping the pavement, and my dad was just walking around.

I tried to fly down the steps. Instead, I hovered down them and hit my toe on every single one of them. Since they were brick stairs, it hurt a little. Then I tried to fly around the front yard, but I wasn't making any progress. I tried with all my might to "flap" my arms, but to no avail. Not even if I ran and jumped could I fly.
I gave up and walked over to the side of the house. My house was bigger than usual. I heard my sister, who was outside now. She yelled to me, "Imagine something!"

Good idea. I tried to summon a Lamborghini. Big mistake on my part!

I turned around and visualized what I wanted. A Lamborghini. I wasn't specific, though. I turned around and faced the garage. A really long car, like a limo, was there. It was an ugly shade of green and yellow, and looked like it was made out of coke cans. Ugh.
I tried again, this time it was a longer car, but was an ugly shade of blue. Somehow, the green car had rolled itself down into someone else's driveway.
I tried once more, this time being specific. But it didn't come out as I wanted. A brown car appeared, and it looked like a Model T. I gave up. This was just too hard!

The dream sped forward. I was with a group of people in a grassy field. My lucidity level got even lower, I could hardly control anything. I just had to go along with the story line.
All of a sudden, a nest of "cracker jackers" broke open and swarmed around us. Someone yelled, "Get the powder!" (Apparently, this powder was supposed to ward off cracker jackers) I imagined this white powder. It started raining down from the sky, and the cracker jackers swarmed away. It was kind of like bug spray for mosquitoes I guess. We were careful not to step on the dead ones. They could still sting.

The dream sped forward once more, and I was sitting with a group of people. My lucidity was almost gone now. They were being rude to me. I just walked away, not knowing what to do.

I woke up. I remember going throughout the morning, kind of sad that I didn't have any more time to use the technique in the night, because of school. My mom handed me a piece of a Reese's. I tore the Reese's apart, and it revealed rich peanut butter and chocolate chips! Then the dream faded. I woke up in my bed.

I was paralyzed again! I just decided to really get out of SP now. I did, and I didn't have an FA.
I looked at my clock. All of this happened in less than 2 hours. Wow.

Dream: Don't kill them!
I was at my dad's house. His house was made into some sort of arena, and they were going to kill two innocent people. A little tanned skinned girl, and a tall boy. I don't really remember the most of this dream, I just remember that they weren't really killed. The people in charge of killing them were playing a trick on everyone.

For a Reason I don’t remember I did a reality check, and noticed I could easily breathe through my pinched nose so I immediately became lucid. I did some short stuff in my house (secondary) and I was trying my voice out, it was strange and it did feel more like I was only thinking but after a short moment I already managed to be confident in my voice. I went outside and this time I really prepared for the WWS, it was night and I could see the stars. I focused and took my stance, slammed my palms together and screamed out: “World Severing Seal”, some 2 seconds nothing happened and then I saw something above the clouds and a huge mass of pillars started impacting the ground counterclockwise around me, and the ritual itself indeed made my mental state which was already pretty clear completely clear. They were I guess taller than 100m and mostly orange with a lot of complexions varying with each pillar, they must’ve been around 30.
Then I decided to call for my DG again, so I simply screamed: “DREAM GUIDE!” out into the night in a heaven’s piercing voice, and something happened immediately. What I actually just noticed afterwards is that the sky suddenly turned day bright and the scenery changed as well. What I noticed within the dream is that the earth was trembling for a moment and the one thing I was looking at was this yellow bunch of energy particles starting to accumulate, sounding and looking somewhat similar to the Ultima spell in FF8, I was really excited and a bit cautious about whatever I was looking at, but even through the excitement the lucidity remained perfectly intact. But as I got closer I noticed there were 2 spheres (the other was behind) and they seemed to be out of sync, not allowing whatever was going on to progress. I thought something of how the Rotation of the spheres was a problem and suddenly was emerged in fixing the problem, and I was watching something with a bunch of people, at first it had to do with the spheres and the rotation. From this point on I got distracted and my lucidity started to fade ever so slowly over time. The dream did progress like that for quite a few minutes, and then I was emerged in a really odd game were I had to flip this sensor probe in strange ways and I started to question the reason of that. Then the dream started to fade and the lingering spark of lucidity immediately catches up to it but too late, and that’s how I wake up. Still the moment I type this down I feel really great.

This dream was somewhat long enough to make me forget the first part before doing the RC and there’s a small gap and a few inconsistencies after the RC, like how I know I said something specific, but not what. I’m pretty sure I did the RC for a specific reason as well, unlike in most of my other dreams where I become lucid through an RC.

After over 25 lucid dreams I was questioning how long it would take to finally have my first lucid with a completely free mind and here it was, I even managed to stabilize enough to get excited without impacting my lucidity at all. Though I got distracted again in the end (which was what weakened my stabilization).





On a side note I also had a pretty lascivious dream right before falling back to sleep for the lucid one above.

Spoiler for Random Close Encounter(Strong Sexual Content):

The dream directly started with me having sex with this girl, she had somewhat darker skin but not going in the direction of brown but rather really slightly darker skin, going in the direction of black with a taint of green. The feeling was pretty intense and I actually came which made me wake up. But the way these dreams work neither my bed nor my paints had to suffer from stickiness.

So, I woke up at 6 A.M. this morning, got up, went to the restroom, got a drink of water, and went back to bed (as usual).

The next thing I know, I'm somebody else and I'm in a limousine along with some other students and we're vampires, lol. We traveled through dense woods until we come to a clearing. Up ahead, there's a gate and a servant guy dressed in a suit and hat standing by it waiting for us. As we approach the gate, he opens it and the limo enters the premises. The gate appeared to go all the way around the place but there were no barbed wires or anything lethal attached to it.

I and all of the other students got out and we're looking around and marveling at the mansion that stood before us. I loved the setting because this place was obviously well hidden deep in some woods and there were many other secrets as well that we didn't know about. There were a lot of people doing stuff around the mansion. I'm not sure what exactly. There was a lot of students around the ages of probably 16 - 20.

I went inside the mansion to look around and I met this kid in one of the rooms. I don't know why but I always ask what their names are, lol. It's a bad habit of mine. I said "hello" and he said "hello" but he didn't speak. I just knew he said it. Telepathy? I decided to give it a try. Using just thought, I said "can you hear me?" And he nodded. Then I asked telepathically "what's your name? XD" And he said his name was "Hunt Doc." I asked him again to make sure and I even reversed it. I said "Doc Hunt?" And he said "no, Hunt Doc." I remember that kid was bald and his skin complexion was very, very pale--we were vampires after all.

Before I left, he asked me if I would return in 12 hours. Never had a dream character ask me if I'd return before, let alone one mentioning time.... They never mention time. This a first.... I said "yea, I'll be back." I really liked that place for some reason.

I left that room and went into another. As I opened the door, I saw this young girl with really, really, short blonde hair masturbating on a bed by herself. I was thinking about offering my assistance. I spoke this time, I said "um, excuse me?" She turned over, embarrassed, lol. "How cute," I thought to myself (she probably heard that). I apologized and asked for her name (wtf was I thinking?). I felt as though I knew what her name was. I was thinking it was possibly Medina. As I was trying to ask, my fucking teeth fell out AGAIN, hahahahahaha..... She turned her head and glared at me (I don't think she was mad) and she said "Nerrrrrrddddd....." I got a kick out of that. XD

I was now holding several teeth in the palm of my right hand. This girl must've been my dream guide because this very thing happened when I encountered my dream guide for the very first time (check my Dream Journal). I left the room and found a restroom right down the hall and tried to rinse my mouth out. I wasn't worried because I was certain they'd grow back in a few minutes but I woke up before then. Damn her, haha.....

Total Duration: 50 Minutes

Non-Drean/Comments Dream Lucid

30.03.2011

I am near an old house we lived in. I did the nose RC and went lucid. The dream was very stable, but that's all I recall...

I am in the car in a big square or sth. I randomly did the nose RC again.I got out of the car and managed to stabilise the dream, but that's all I can recall... Pretty fail, I know...
But here's the nice part!!


Today I slept in the couch. In the first 20 minutes I had very vivid images, but I could still hear my brother who was on the laptop. I was not sleeping yet. My brother went to sleep at around 1... After those two lucids I wake up at 5 o'clock. I eat a little cheese, drink some water and go back to sleep... In the couch...
- FA#1: My mother comes to the living room and wakes me up. She tells me to go and sleep in my bed... That's something she normally does, so I just got up, went up the stairs and into my bed...
- FA#2: My father wakes me up by gently shaking me. Now I realise that the previous incident was an FA. I get up and as I walk towards the stairs, he tells me that he woke up and couldn't move... I tell him a little about sleep paralysis and about the FA I just had, and then I walk up the stairs and into me bed...
At 8 o'clock my mother wakes me up! Almost laughing at this, I immediately do the nose RC and finally went to sleep in my bed for real!


- I am in a ship, getting back from vacations, when I see a friend. "Yo, what are you doing here?". I don't remember if he said anything, but he started crying...

- I am in a hotel room with a friend. There is some problem with the window or the door... Water was coming in, a lot of water! My mother showed up to take a look. I then noticed I was naked, so I just wore some pants, not that I seemed to care about it...

- I am at my uni. There are 4 desks. Each one has a secret space behind the pc monitor. I found in one of them two bottles of vodka. Then I saw a guy and girl who work there. I heard them talking about the drinks and then they went to a room which had a sign on its door, "sex"...

- I am at a park, really big and nice. There is a really nice hill which is like it got out of a disney film or sth. I said to someone that it would be great if we played live on that hill. Then someone told us that they are going to make a presentation of the first holograhm here... I went for a walk around. After a while the presentation begins. It was pretty much a fail. It showed some really distorted images of people and the whole holograph thing, was only taking place, inside a big space, in which you were not alowed to go. It looked like those mirrors that distort the view...

Lucid Dream
False Awakening

Night 19

Yay, I had a great Lucid Dream this morning! I had ND's last night also, but I forgot them , if I remember them later I will update my post.

I. I had a FA where I got up and got on my computer, strangely it was night time and I did a RC and I realized it was indeed a FA. I was on my PC and I fell through the floor, if anyone has ever played counter-strike, when you are spectating and you can go out of the map, it looked exactly like that. I woke up and I was laying in bed, I am not sure if I was actually awake or still sleeping, I might of been in SP because I could not move and the colors I usually see when I close my eyes were a lot more wild. Then bam, I fell back into the dream where I was at my PC again, and did another RC to confirm that I was indeed dreaming. So far all of my FA's fade once I become lucid, so I was just trying to stabilize my dream, I rubbed my hands together and it worked. I tried to stand up from my chair, but the wheels were not moving and I kind of tripped over it, I thought I was going to wake up as that happened but I didn't! It is dark, it is defiantly night time, and I walk out of my room into the hall where I see one of my cats laying on the ground . As I got closer she got up and ran right into my room, knowing it was a dream I was trying to see if I could talk to her, but she ran right past me and climbed up to the highest shelf in my room (she has never climbed up there in RL). I just ignored it and walked out further into the hall, I was thinking I was just going to explore but I wanted to try summoning again now that I read tutorials on how, it did not work . I tried holding my hand out behind me and tried to picture the person grabbing it, but got nothing, I then tried to picture them in my room and when I walked in I got nothing again. I gave up as I didn't want to spend my entire time trying, so I walked into my parents room where there were 3 women on their bed, they looked like sisters, and 1-2 men. The women all had dark brown/black hair, similar faces, black top/white skirts, and they were all staring at me as I entered the room. I remember the feeling of * maybe I should not be here* but I continued in anyways. The first woman who was sitting/laying on-top of one of the men looked at me and said something like "look at him, he has emotion." while motioning to the man she was sitting on. I look at the man and he is just blankly staring at me like a zombie, I was confused as he had absolute no emotion. I walked to the front of the bed so I would be standing in front of them all, I remember asking them if I could talk with them, but as soon as I did the dream started to fade. As the dream is fading, one of them says "Sure, but remember to try spinning around." and another one said "Well, he is already feeling his surrounding very well." when I look down and my hands are feeling the bed frame. When they said this I was like, oh yeah, lets try to stabilize the dream and started spinning while rubbing my hands together, it worked and the dream became clear again. It became even more vivid than before as I look down at my arms/hands in awe at how real everything is, I even noticed I had goosebumps on my arms. I turn to look at them and one of them turns into a man, and he runs out of the room, and down the stairs. I went after him and when I reached the top of the stairs I noticed 2 cars out the window on the street, I thought about trying to fly, but got distracted at how dark it was down stairs, there were no lights on at all. I decided to try to turn the lights on from where I was, it wasn't working at first but then I did an arm motion upwards and said all the lights would turn on and they actually did! After the lights turned on the 2 cars on the street took off (I don't know what that was all about lol). There was still a dark part of the room I noticed and I tried to send out a magic light from my hands, on the second try a light came out of my hands but it didn't move, it just stayed right in front of me. I tried to get it to move it I did not work. At this point I forgot about the person I was chasing and turned around when I started to notice that the dream was fading again and there was this message I could see in front of my eyes, it was like a transparent grey box with a yellow bar/text. The messages were like random stats of myself, there are only 2 I remember "Dream Stability" and something like "Yesterday's Calories". There were a lot of other ones that I can not remember, but as I was rubbing my hands to try to get the the dream clearer, the Dream Stability panel's bar started going up, and when I would stop it would go down. I was trying to rub my hands faster and faster as the bar was trying to fight its way up, but it was right around here when the dream ended.


Anyone experience something like that at the end? And do you think that those women were DG's? Those were the first DC's that actually helped me in anyway relating to my lucidity.

Oh, and another note is that the dream lasted around 19 min. I remember waking up before this dream and looking at the clock and it said 1:00PM, and when I woke up it was 1:19PM.

We are in a house that could be a hybrid between where I live and the Twilight-vampire-mansion. Bright white walls, windows and corridors with smaller rooms.
Maria having a party, entering a singing contest.
I wish her luck, and hope for the best.
She is making new and other friends, and I accept that, I am glad for her.
But I have the feeling that something will go wrong soon.
And suddenly I am moved to third person view watching a kid in front of the small crowd's skin suddenly rip apart in the middle of his face, neck and stomach. I think he is me.(I'm a girl btw.) I can see the red flesh at the edges of his skin, but there is no blood or screams, no agonizing pain.
Out of where his guts (in reality..) would have splatted out, rises a giants head. And now I am the giant, as the boy has changed into it like a butterfly growing from it's cocoon.
Everybody is watching me, I am a little surprised and feel like the situation had just taken a turn of the worse. I roughly slide out of the room and hurries to a window. I now know that I know that something bad is coming. And am I right!
In the shadows of the forest outside the dark window I can see a dark creature keeping watch over the house. When I understand it's form, my heart jumps. The familiar T-Rex, from my first brief lucid as a kid, is out there, hunting me. I see it disappear among bushes, before I run over to a window on the upper side of the house. At the left sits my father. I make sure to keep close watched over the forest outside, and any suspicious shadows there might be, as I discuss the dinosaur with him. During this tense conversation I can't recall, I somehow understand that it is my job as a giant to defend the house and the people that are inside. I must meet the dinosaur at it's arrival and hold him back with all my fight.
Most of all I had wanted to hide in the corner of a locked room.
I again spot a darker shadow in contrast to the trees, and know that the dinosaur is coming closer.The dinosaur is coming for me. It's coming for the glass of the window.
I run to another room nearby, and know that the dinosaur had already leaped trough a now shattered window. I hear steps and feel it's presence like an unavoidable truth.
I hear loud cracking noise as the T-Rex heads in the door separating us and get's trough. First, it is just his giant head in a hole of the door, with green shells and sharp teeth. Then it is his full-sized ancient body, as the once most infamous predator of the earth he were, standing before me. It is almost as looking into a gun pointed at your head, only this time it is highly aggressive and a little bit taller and larger than the average giant.
We threw ourselves at each other, wrestling, but it didn't last for long though.
I had something he wanted to get; a glove. And the rest of the dream circled around me; The giant, watching a fighting and how-to-use-your-magic-glove instruction video together with another person, knowing the dinosaur could break trough the doors any minute.

The third lucid dream since starting the journal. Again, I seem to be lucid straight from the beginning. Before going to bed I was thinking I’m going to just lose consciousness just for a while and become conscious in a dream.

I'm flying trough the sky somewhere where the lowest clouds would be. I'm clearly aware that I'm dreaming. The sky is clear and I can see the ground very well. There are lakes and rivers and hills. I fly over a haunted house and take a closer look. There is a ghost flying around the house. The ghost decides to follow me. I get a little scared because the ghost my catch up with me and I don't know what would happen then. So I turn up and the ghost just passes by.

I continue up to the sky, wanting to go to space. I seem to approach some kind of a limit and the dream shifts. I'm in the bedroom. I'm still flying, and I try going trough the roof, but cannot.

I'm in my bed now. It's very realistic, I can feel the blanket and everything. I feel hot. The scene flickers a bit and I see some hallucinations. I, maybe correctly, identify them as hypnagogic hallucinations, but fail to realize that I cannot be awake. I see images floating in the room, pictures of things. There is a grill in the bedroom, and the cover part starts moving, flying in the air and making a sound. I'm getting a little scared, this is not really supposed to happen when I'm awake.

My wife wakes up and I ask my her if she sees these things. She says that she doesn't. I figure it's going to pass sooner or later, and it's not really dangerous. My phone rings and there is a message on the screen. "My husband left me." It's some relative, and it's actually a conference call with some other relatives listening as well, as she's explaining the situation. My wife is on her phone and she gives me a knowing look. She's talking with the husband.

I notice it's not really late, not even midnight yet. So I listen for a while.

I wake up for real and do a reality check this time.

Last night, I tried a WILD (3rd day trying them) about 6hours after i went to sleep. As I was laying there I had a false awakening, but I hadn't realised yet, so I took off my mask and did hand RC and noticed I had 6 fingers on one hand, I knew that I was LDing now and was ready to see what was outside my room. I had expected a field, but when I opened my door, the sun shone in and I stepped out into a park.

I took a few steps out and observed. I had walked out of a toilet building and there was a huge slope directly infront of it, which sloped back up, it kind of reminded me of a parabola. There was no cement anywhere and the whole park was surrounded by a line of trees which I couldn't see past.

I walked around and noitced a white BMW car parked on the other side of me. I walked over and noticed some DC I had seen before. I opened the door and they stepped out and I asked, "How are you two then? Haven't seen you for awhile"
They smiled and 'Bryce' said "I'm happy that your dreaming now"
I tried to summon an apple but couldnt and when I looked back at the car there was a family inside, not noticing us and just looking forward.

I went to the front of the car and saw that there was a man and a woman, both relatives to me, and in the back seats sat their children. They ignored us and 'Harold' (I gave these names to my DCs) started to climb onto the roof. I wasn't really sure what he was doing but I 'felt' like the family inside the car were calling the police... Sure enough the police came and I ran out past the tree line.

The setting changed completely, I was now in a suburb which strongly represented one I knew in real life. I ran down the street and turned left into Ada Avenue, which was a dead end, the next street up was also a dead end, which made me realise all the avenues were dead ends. I kept going up the street and got to a lane which I ran up. I began to walk now and tried to stablilize the dream. There was a small tree in the middle of the path that had a very smooth feel but rough appearance. There was fences either side of me and one fence in particular caught my eye as I walked past. I had seen it before! This struck up a lot of excitment because I had seen this fence in another dream. I climbed the fence and saw the house, recognising it instantly. I noticed a large deformed man was sleeping inside and next to him was a BMX bike. I really wanted the bike it looked so cool so I hopped over.

For some reason the man inside woke up and started to 'creep' outside to me. I knew he was going to kill me so I ran to the front of the house. I tried to open the door but it was locked, and when I turned around he was standing there. I was so scared of what he was going to do that I woke up

Was at the beach with Leo and Dina. Dina and I were playing soccer and I was way better then her. She was complaining about her birth control.*

I was at some festival flying on a mount. Everyone was cheering and wondering how I got my mount to the festival. I flew around or a while. Somehow I got my head trapped in a noose by a bad guy and almost hung. I escaped and barley made it out. Leo and I were trying to relax but zombies were everywhere. We ended up in some green field where a guy was spanking his dog preparing it for dog fights. I was getting angry at him and told him I would kill him if he abused the dog*

Started with me riding in a car with a couple people. They didn't know who I was but were taking me home. I got naked and wrapped myself with a blanket and was telling them prophesies. I got out and said goodbye. Later there was a giant scheme where aliens were gonna take over the world. The aliens had us all group together in a giant room. There were several levels *to the building. I somehow got special powers and was going through the levels killing All of them. At one point I escaped with Dustin to get water and food. We were on our way to my house and I noticed that the clouds were moving extremely fast. I though about how crazy that was told Dustin about it. He agreed. We realized baron was still at the alien place and we had to rush back to get him. I ha some gold hair and could shoot rays of energy out of my hands.*

A girl goes to visit her family up north a little. She meets them there with a fairly large family for a gathering. They have fun the first night and do family stuff. The parents sleep and the kids play their little games all night. Throwing balls and what not. She goes to bed. Her room has a giant Amy view of the stars and so beautiful as she sleeps. The sun comes up. They are driving to an event and she tells her had that she entered him in some contest and he won. The dad is happy but wants to know how she did it. She doesn't tell but is glad to see her dad happy. Somehow they find out she had to work to get him this award and he gets angry and disappointed. They go to some car dealership and find out she worked on the car and get upset with her. It's like everything she does is wrong. She cries *and runs away to her favorite spot in her old family town. It's a little cliff outlook with a view of the stars. How the stars and the night sky bring her comfort. She cries and cries she can't help it. The family comes looking for her. After a search they find her and bring her home. Not the home at the family town but where she lives now. Just her mom and dad and her go. There is a violin playing sad soft music. The mom and dad walk around at night the dad holding their sleeping daughter and are amazed at the beauty of the sky there. There are northern lights and a sky that is filled with stars. The dad speaks to the wife in an almost echoing tone that is overlapped with his daughters voice. I forgot what beauty there is here. The sky is so beautiful and we would follow the northern lights during summer rides. You know sometimes I get so caught up in human things to remember what we are truly here for. Please *don't let me ever forget. To enjoy such beauty and not to get sucked up like I can. The movie ended and I was with Dustin and Kara. It was the first move Dustin ever saw. I was shocked for some reason at the beauty of this move and I cried and cried and cried. I couldn't stop. There was something about it that hit me. I woke crying. *

Looked at my plants. An one has a face it. I knew I was dreaming. The people were working on the yards downstairs and I lived with mother an father. I knew I had to wake soon so I did what I could. The first time I jumped off my balcony and ran super speed. That's was super fun. I did that for a little. Then I had a fa. I has to struggle a little I get out of body but after a little I did. I went down and my feet were In the mud. It felt good on my feet and I like fact that I didn't have to clean myself. This time I was gonna fly. I kept falling flat of my face getting mud all over me. I thought it was funny.*

This dream seems out of place for, me. Usually they are about video games or nature, though this seemed all too real and lacked environment.

The beginning of the dream was but a small fragment that had nothing to do with the rest of the dream. I was in my dad's apartment, and there I was with my twin brother, who looked like me except with dyed black hair, and my friend Josh, who I only knew from an Art class I took when I was 15 and 16. I was playing a game of some sorts, my friend Josh was throwing white objects (I thought they were packs of socks at the time) and my brother, well, I hadn't a clue what he was doing. The front door was open, and through the still closed screen door, I could see another friend from the Art class, Noah, staring through as if he was suspicious or surprised to see what we were doing. Soon, he'd slowly back off in a scared manner, and I turned to my brother and said "That's Noah, the retarded kid I was telling you about." Of course, I don't ever remember telling my brother of Noah. This part of the dream would quickly fade though.

Next thing I knew, I was in my Mother's and Step-Father's home, and it was night. From where I can remember, we were preparing something big. Everyone was hurrying, but in this part of the dream, it was only me, my mom, my step-dad and the people I chatted with on this dark-blue layout of a chat site. Still, everyone in the dream seemed more or less accurate looking. They told me that the zombies were coming, and I believed them, in fact, I actually felt like I was purely terrified at the idea. Soon enough, I was at the door and suddenly, I heard my mother scream out "Here they come!" and as I looked out the door, my Step-dad and my neighbors were closing some sort of metal gate in front of my house, and in the distance of the starry night street, which was much like the one actually by my Mom's house, there were many white figures, slowly navigating towards my house. Everyone ran inside. My mom, my dog, my other dog and even a stray cat. We then slammed the door, and this is where the terror began.

It was actually quite calm, though we seemed to just be playing a waiting game. I was using my netbook to talk to some people on a chat site, though I had many chats that I ignored, only one that I went with and I don't remember our conversation. Soon, my Step-Dad would have told me to come into his "lab", which was when he took me to my mom and step-dad's room, where he said to stay as he set up his lab. The room was dark, and I remembered that there was a doggy-door to the glass sliding door that was in their room. Granted that in reality, no zombie could get through there, though it was just something that scared the living hell out of me. I was informed to enter the... "lab". It was in the same place where the bathroom was, except the interior was larger and actually like a laboratory. My step-dad placed a dollop of a brown substance on the back of my hand, then a small herb. After that, he began to viciously rub the stuff onto my skin, until it had disappeared, though once done, my hand stung and tingled weirdly. Still I went back to the living room and sat down. My mom and I began to hear a bunch of banging from the front door, just rapping over and over. My mom did something that I only now found out was quite stupid; she opened the door. It was only my cat, and so we let it in and closed the door. I went back to my laptop, realizing the dollop was dung, or so my step-dad told me, and it had to have had something to do with the zombies. I asked a guy on the chat "What's with this Dung stuff?" I said, though my mom came up to me and grinned "Look, if worse comes to worst, we'll get out of here. We'll get into (my step-dad's) truck with the big headlights," and I knew what she was talking about, actually "and just drive away." I shook my head and looked at her with a concerned intent "But, Mom. These aren't the zombies that we see in fantasy. This is real! God knows if we can simply just kill them by getting a bullet to their head." and not long after, my dream ended.

Well, if one thing's for certain, it made me absolutely terrified about zombies.

This dream was very vivid and memorable, I think it occured in the morning.
I was in a large building taking part in an ice skating olympic competition. I remember walking through the hallway to the competition area. The rink was a blue plastic type surface, so to help myself I got in and started tryng to plane down the whole surface, but it was obvious that I wouldn't be able to do the whole thing in time, and wondered if planing out the dance route might give me an advantage. At this point I was told I needed to go to. I went and gave my name and details, the man on reception then gave me some papers and coins telling me it was £1000, £800 of which was for the bet.
I returned to my table by the rink where we stated a formal meal, I was chatting with several of the others on my team when I was introduced to Jo (A friend of my sisters during her school days) and told she was to be my dance partner. I was surprised at this as I thought I was dancing solo, I remember wishing for all this to be over.rockey tournament.

I was starting to get worried. Been having a lucid dry spell lately, and the end of the month is just around the corner, but a lucky DILD saw me through it!

I was in our back yard with my son around dusk, and for some reason I brought out a large fish bowl with an odd creature inside. It looked like a white cat that had wing/flap thinks similar to a sting ray. It was dead, but perfectly preserved in the liquid inside the bowl. My son asked "What if it's still alive mommy?" I said "It can't be sweetie, it's been in this bowl, dead for years." Then the creature's eyes opened, and it rotated around in the bowl slowly to look at us. The eyes blinked a few times, and I could tell that it was breathing inside the liquid. I was thinking about how to save the thing's life, and then HOW the fuck is this thing even alive? And I said "Oh, it's not, I'm dreaming wooHOOOOOO"

I immediately got up and started pacing, way to excitedly. I remembered the last DEILD chain I had where I kept waking up because I didn't calm down. So I looked at my hands for about a minute, turning them around, and calming down. I always have the most perfect manicure in my LDs, I don't know why. Love it. I remembered that I wanted to do the lucid task of the month before the month was over, so I looked on the ground for a shadow. Fortunately, even though it was late, the backyard flood lights in my dream were working, you know, the kind that makes you have like 5 different shadows. So I squatted down on the ground and grabbed the middle shadow by the foot, and ripped it off. The shadow began to slowly crawl up the side of the house, then it darted around the corner to the side of the house. I chased it all the way to the front yard and caught it. But then I started to get blind in my left eye again. I even tested it: I closed my left eye, I could see just fine. I closed my right eye, and I couldn't see at all, and I could feel the dream start to slip. So I clapped my hands and yelled "More lucidity, and more LIGHT please." It came back a little bit, but it was still kinda hazy. Then I woke up.

I should have looked at my hands again, or looked for a mirror. I'll remember next time, I'm getting good at remembering what I need to in my LDs. I'm super proud of myself, the last task of the month I accomplished was back in 2005 or so, when Seeker challenged us to chase a duck. And even then, I think I was only able to form one out of clay. Don't think I actually chased it.

Note to self: I fell asleep around 2am, woke up at 7am to feed the dogs, went back to sleep at about 7:45, and woke up from the LD at 11am.

03.27.2012

Alyzarin and X.A.N.A., Melanieb works for a Private Company? (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Okay, the second dream I remembered, I had no intention of finding Melanieb, but it seems when I was joking around that I would find her, my mind actually associated her being half-naked at one time banning me from the ban the person above you thread. (in waking life that is)

Dream 1: X.A.N.A taking control of Admin Alex?

I'm outside near the entrance of a building, a group of people are trying to help a person to get inside, apparently they were impaired or something like that.

I wait for them to finally get the person in, and I go inside the building. I think I go on a computer where I started to chat with Alyzarin, I can't remember exactly what we said, but apparently, Admin Alex banned us from chatting with each other.

It wasn't even Dream Views, it was most likely MSN chat, but I couldn't get reach of her at all. The environment I'm in right now speculating what the hell is going on is me in a mini-computer lab, but it had a resemblance of a small library as well.

The carpet is dark blue mixed with colors, like most dreams I've had where I was near computers, and suddenly, the reason why Alex banned us was because X.A.N.A. took control of his network?

I'm assuming it's the network since X.A.N.A. was a multi-agent program that would hack into things electronically, like disrupting a transaction of some missle weapons exchange for instance.

Everything is in spectator mode now, I see Jeremy and Ulrich together, it seems they already know what's happening.

There's music within this dream that resembles William's Theme 1, and some of the second part of it.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5gu6J...eature=related

Ulrich tells Jeremy he has to do something, and gives Jeremy two silver keys I believe. He told him he has to go to the factory by himself.

I don't know what Ulrich has to do, but since it's a X.A.N.A attack, he must be trying to distract one set of enemies so that Jeremy can sneak to the factory and go to the Supercomputer.

For some reason, there were some moments where I was Jeremy, and then my consciousness shifted back to spectator mode and seeing things in third perspective.

I believe one moment where I was Jeremy was when Ulrich gave me the silver keys, and I started to dash out the building immediately for some odd reason, instead of asking Ulrich where specifically I should use the keys for in the factory.

I think I'm out of Jeremy's body after a few seconds of running, and he calls Ulrich on the cellphone for a more exact location to use the silver keys.

Ulrich tells him, and I can't remember where he said, but by the time Jeremy finishes his call with Ulrich, he's maybe 50 feet within walking distance from the factory.

He had two options, go to the bridge where he would go inside the factory, slide on the rope to land on bottom level, head to the elevator and get to the supercomputer......or to swim to the other direction to make the sneak attempt more successful.

This seemed to resemble one of those moments where Jeremy had to do something risky, because he was the brains of the group in Code Lyoko where he would do all the supercomputer work to transfer them to the virtual world called Lyoko.

He picks to swim across a fairly wide lake. As he's swimming, his hand loses grip on the silver keys, and this is when I made another transfer into his body, went under lake.

Underwater itself was scary for me, it was pitch black, and the water has a moss type of green to it. But I could not waste time trying to be a wimp, so I looked quickly for the keys, and found them still near the water surface going down slowly.

I grab them before they go into the pitch black area underwater, and went back up to the surface. I'm back in spectator mode again, and Jeremy is trying to swim quickly.

When I was looking at him swimming as fast as he could, no one was really behind him, so I wondered why he would go that quickly in the first place.

I spoke too soon.

A huge shark is maybe 5-6 feet away from him, and it opens its mouth and just charges for Jeremy. Instead of being afraid and just floating in the water, Jeremy closes his eys and starts swimming even faster.

Jeremy finally gets on land, and rushes quickly to a remote section of the factory. The overall setting of the factory is dark green, and Jeremy is going to a room where there's scanners completely different from the main ones near the Supercomputer.

He inserts some gold object on a smaller version of the scanners, like it served as a medium for an outfit he could wear.

Then, the most craziest thing Jeremy did in this dream, was going into a SCANNER.

He only went inside a scanner ONCE in Code Lyoko, and that was because he had to go into the fake reality X.A.N.A. created and save Yumi, Ulrich, and Odd that didn't know they were in one.

The scanner doesn't look like it's closing, or it just has a transparent medium that closes. The scanner is starting to activate, and green armor or some type of material was being attached to Jeremy's body!

After the scanning was complete, the last I remember of this dream was Jeremy going through the small vortex to get into Lyoko.

Oh, now I remember. When he goes through the vortex, he meets a group of DCs that show him a portal to another dimension, but that's it.

Dream 2: Melanieb Works for a Private Company

I think I'm on some webcam software, and I see a female half-naked. At first it looked like she was only half naked.

The quality was so amazing, it was like super HD, her hair and everything, it just amazed me, I honestly felt like I was in bed with her.

I knew it was Melanieb, I don't know why, probably the things she told me later on in the dream, but let's focus on her being half-naked.

I asked her,

"Shouldn't you be concerned if people take a picture of you half-naked?"

She replies, "I don't really care."

So I'm assuming it's just a video cam between the two of us. But again, I don't remember using a laptop to see her, so I'm presuming I was in bed with her. She put her arms to the back to rest like she's leaning on the bed.

It was like when I gave Kaomea her Gynecology exam, except Melanieb wasn't here for one, she laid there with her private parts exposed to me. I couldn't remember the exact color of her hair, it was slightly curly, and it probably was dyed at the time.

She's in the Spread-eagle position, except she has her top torso elevated, and her legs are elevated a bit so she can give me a full view of everything, and I mean everything.

I honestly do not know why I was not lucid, this was just that moment where she's practically exposing herself for me to explore and do anything to her, and I'm not aware of this.

I look at her breasts, and they're pretty huge, like, not like huge huge, just huge to where it just becomes eye-candy. Her nipples are light brownish, like a really faded color of light brown.

And how parts of her hair hanged out on her breast, seeing it stream down to the cleavage, and to the sides made it look like she was some kind of Amazon Queen or something.

I could hear her breathing as well, she's doing it pretty slow, and I just don't know how to respond to this amazement.

The bedsheets where probably brown overall as well, maybe white, but I do remember things being brown overall in the dream. I think it was at night she lured me to her bed in this dream.

I couldn't do anything but just look at her exposing herself to me, she's smiling at me too, just waiting for me to do something.

After just staying still and practically having my eyes twitching wondering if this is real or not, I have a dream shift to where things are in spectator mode for me again, and Melanieb is the narrator apparently.

She tells me that Dream Views is a site that believes dreams aren't a reality, and the company she works for is in it for making dreams become a reality?

I see several scenes pan over each other like it was some kind of trailer or something. I saw a library, office, etc.

I can't remember anything else after that.

I can presume that I saw the office and library because I think Melanieb said she was an editor before, which probably led my mind to associate things for that.


(I just know it has to be her because she's the only one in the dream, and if I had a dream before where I see Kaomea up close, it just had to be Melanieb).

Maybe she didn't remember this at all, but I just can't help but feel mad that I didn't do anything to her. She was just begging for me to touch her......