non-lucid

1. i was on some field or destroyed city square. there was darkness all around. And i saw 2 people competing in archery. It was germany vs slovakia. The german had a crossbow, and slovak guy had a bow. And i was supposed to help the slovak person. They were shooting piles of hay, trees, and some fireworks with fire arrows. I helped to choose the targets.. and i showed to the shooter a big pile of wood next to river shore. And i said shoot. He hesitated but he scored. A small fire was starting on the logs.. and i said shoot again. Another hit. And then from nowhere a wildman came to the scene.. he was running towards this logs.. jumped on them and the logs turned into a flat viking ship made of stone. The ship fell into the river and the wild guy was surfing on it.. we ran after it.. and we met a polar bear. It started to chase us.. and he bite me on my hand.. it was not that bad actually.. the wounds were like a dog bite.. i still had my hand.

2. I was in a supermarket on cashout. Im not sure if I was buying or selling czech crowns to euro. It was all around numbers 8 and 28. But im not sure if i bought 8 crowns for value of 28 or another way around. I even took the hand calculator next to the seller to do my math, how much it should be. And it was correct what the seller gave me. Then i stepped out of the line.. Put everything in my big bagpack. I was going on some trip, i had quite a lot of money. And i met a friend in the waiting line in this supermarket and he said you still owe me 30eur, can you please give it back to me now. And i said.. yeah no problem. I grabed my wallet from the bottom of my backpack.. Started to count the money. I took 1x 10 and 1x20eur.. but the 20eur bill was wierd. It was red instead of blue. And the surface was harsh. but i said well it is a special edition bill and i gave it to him anyway. Then when i was walking on some stairs there was something on the wall. something plastic and round. I tried to move it, i thought it is somesort of mechanism. And actualy it was a plasticwatermill but it was broken. The weels were not there, but all the rest worked as it should.

3. I was in a bulding. I guess it was a school because of all the whiteboards. And on one there was writen Dag Og. And i tried to read it.. and it was in Danish i said. and next to the board 2 girls were sitting and laughing to my pronaunciation of the words.. Then i started to walk on stairways.. i wasnt alone. And an old woman asked me if i speak english. I said yes i do.. and are you perhaps danish i asked. She said yes.. i asked her what does Dag Og means. And she answered "help me" but that is incorrect. THen we came into a classroom. And there were some foreign students in there already. THere was music.. August burns red in acoustic version. The students started to sing something.. and my group was from my country. and we started to sing some comunist slavic song.. so loud and in one voice.. i never heard this song before.. we were like one big team. We oversang the others so the teacher said.. well i think we have a problem.

Woke up around 3:20 am with terrible toothache. Took pain killers. Went back to bed. Was awake for two more hours. Rolling around not able to relax or fall back asleep due to my toothache.
Only remember a dream fragment in which my boss calls me and asks me about a project on which I'm working on in my waking life as well.

Last night

*translation pending

1. soñé que vivía con mi familia junto a un pantano. me acercaba a pescar con un trapeador, esperando que los peces quedaran atrapados en el trapo. tenía intención de aventar el anzuelo para llegar más lejos pero no había tal y me limitaba a sumergir mi trapeador. luego estaba con iri u otra mujer pariente y le mostraba cómo pescar con trapeador pero al sacar el trapo sólo tenía mojones. todo el pantano estaba así. le decía a alguien que había algún animal que se estaba viniendo a bañar a nuestro pantano. me enorgullecía de mis habilidades biólogas deductivas.

2. estaba en un puerto. había un barco estacionado en el puerto. mis padres estaban metidos en el barco, haciendo un descbrimiento científico. cuando terminaran debíamos hacer ruido. ¿eran ellos o era yo? o alguien más y yo quería estar ahí y avisarles cuando terminara el evento. llegó mi prima Tania con su hija, seguida de un niño de unos cinco años y una niña pequeñitita de un año. mi prima les pedía que dejaran de seguirles. yo cargaba a la niñita y la ponía en mi regazo para dormirla. veía que yo traía puesto el vestido de terciopelo azul oscuro. acurrucaba a la niña y ella cerraba los ojos. en algún momento hice un movimiento brusco y ella volvió a abrirlos. su cara no tenía expresión, como isabel de caballo negro. se quedaba dormida y su hermano la llevaba aparentemente con sus padres. el niño regresaba y recibía una llamada. yo le ayudaba a contestar, escuchaba cómo empezaba a angustiarse por el regaño de sus padres y le ofrecía acompañarlo de vuelta con ellos. el niño vestía una playera verde bandera con letras blancas grandes sobre el pecho.

caminábamos por debajo de arcos y casas vacías (tipo la casas de mar azul, con pasillos abiertos con arcos, pueblo fantasma) y llegábamos a un albergue para niños de la calle. un lugar con puertas de cristal, mesitas amarillas, una máquina expendedora de golosinas -un cuartito de espera, que daba a otras puertas de cristal para ver a tus niños jugando detrás en un salón amplio con una colina de hulespuma y alberca de pelotas. veía a una niña con parálisis y nanas/educadoras con delantales. pensé en la utilidad de un sitio así. es gratis, nadie te pregunta nada porque cualquiera puede ser un niño de la calle, en una situación de emergencia no te vas a poner a pedir comprobantes. el niño corría por su hermana y yo me quedaba esperándolos. un par de niños vestidos igual -uniformes de escuela?- empezaban a molestarme. acoso sexual. se sacaban el pito, se me acercaban insinuantes. tendrían unos 11 o 12 años. me enojaba mucho. intentaba pegarles para alejarlos pero no funcionaba porque no quería hacerles daño. ellos más bien parecían divertidos. los empujaba sobre unas sillas, ponía mis manos en cada uno de sus cuellos y les decía, “a ver cuánto aguantan”. apretaba. seguía teniendo miedo de lastimarlos y a la vez estaba muy molesta. me decía a mí misma que sólo sería un escarmiento, que no los mataría aunque eso era lo que en realidad quería hacer. apretaba fuerte y veía sus caras ponerse rojas, su sangre escurrirse de mis manos por debajo de su piel, pero mis manos cedía, no podía controlar bien mis movimientos, mis manos eran torpes.

desperté

January 8th 2014

*will translate later!

un hotel. mis padres y yo. mi madre y yo íbamos al cuarto de lavado del hotel a lavar las sábanas de nuestras camas. veía una lista de películas/libros buenos qué checar que había hecho renato.

la sala de espera de un hospital. una mujer morena, tipo gaby de caballo negro. gente sentada, frente a una ventana.

un departamento pequeño lleno de gente. un hombre atractivo circa 40 años. llega una periodista y anuncia que ha llegado el auto a recogernos. todos corren de aquí para allá guardando cosas y alistándose. pienso que tardaremos en salir. un encuentro con el hombre atractivo. le hago sexo oral bajo una manta verde. él lo disfruta pero recuerda que debemos irnos y se para diciendo que debemos irnos. todos le obedecen y en ese momento nos vamos.

January 7th, 2014

*** I'm sorry this is in Spanish. I'll translate later.

1. Buscaba un baño en un centro comercial muy grande que era parecido a una ciudad subterránea de película de ciencia ficción post-apocalíptica. Yo era parte de un clan de mujeres ruidosas que hacían un alboroto en cada baño que encontraba y no me dejaban entrar a ninguno, no tenía privacidad. Mujeres como las Brujas de Zugarramurdi.

2. Me quedaba de ver con Sergio en la calle. Nos fallaban las coordenadas -algo pasaba con mi teléfono, había un malentendido, algo asi- y nos costaba trabajo hallarnos -otro desencuentro. Cuando al fin nos encontrábamos yo sentía alivio porque necesitaba verlo para algo, tal vez para contarle mi sueño de las Brujas antes de olvidarlo. El centro comercial-ciudad ahora era una selva de utilería con árboles de cartón.

3. Me peleaba a muerte con Erick. Nos aventábamos frutas. Él estaba arriba de mí, como subido en un estante. Había calabazas verdes y naranjas y mandarinas. Conseguía ponerme a su nivel, rodeaba su cuello con mis manos y apretaba. Veía cómo su cara se iba poniendo roja. Él no hablaba ni hacía expresión emocional de ningún tipo, como si no estuviera ahí. Yo deseaba que dejara de respirar, que muriera. Luego lo soltaba. Pasaba un rato y parecíamos olvidar el asunto. Recordaba algo que quería decirle y volvía a sentir cariño por él.

4. Mi prima Tania y su marido hablaban sobre matrimonio conmigo. Como si me hablara la voz de dios porque ellos no estaban presentes. Iba en un auto con mi padre. Yo tenía puesto el uniforme de mi escuela, el de la prepa, y me iba peinando en el coche. Faltaban cinco minutos para la hora (cualquier hora, XX:55). Tras de nosotros venía una cosa publicitaria -más utilería de cartón- que cambiaba de forma. Me asustaba un poco pero trataba de pensar que no dejarían publicidad semi-consciente suelta por ahí si pudiera hacerle daño a nadie. Mi padre se paraba en un estacionamiento pequeño, tipo OXXO, a entregar o comprar algo. Cuando volvía al coche yo miraba el reloj y marcaba XX:56. Me sorprendía qué poco tiempo había pasado pero pensaba que mi padre sabía lo que estaba haciendo, siempre llegamos puntuales con él. Decía algo y yo me miraba al espejo y veía que tenía un mechón rosa en el cabello. Recordaba que ya no estoy en la prepa. Me preguntaba cómo iban a dejarme pasar si ya no voy a clases. Le decía a mi padre algo de mi certificado pero no entendía porqué el uniforme. Me caía el veinte de que no, que no era a la prepa a donde tenía que ir. Le pedía a mi padre que me dejara en el metro para ir a la universidad.

No idea it might have been one dream or 5 but I was just napping with the intent to have a delid and seem to have had a huge chain of not so real awakenings and falling back to sleep ALL LUCID!!! And the most vivid I have ever had... Incredible.

I think I actually woke up once but not sure I just remember finding that my phone stopped playing music and then falling back to sleep trying to stay awake. The first couple were very vivid but I don't remember them I do remember using "BECOME VIDID" and shouts like that to keep my eyes open and chasing after a truck or something in the first one but that's it. But what would happen was I would have a FA and actually feel the exiting from a dream and try not to move. Then I would feel strange sensations and vibrations, for example I came too and felt like I was rising up from inside of my bed then floated above my bed and sunk back down into my normal position on my back (wasn't actually sleeping on my back though) then I would feel vibrations like a wild and lift off my bed a little and be swept off into the dream world. It would fade into a FA (although I tried to start of in a field of grass) but I was completely lucid!! In the first one I remember I got up and picked my dog up who looked so lifelike I carried him out of my room and dropped him down in the kitchen I did RCs and they worked but still had a hard time believing I was in a dream because it was so realistic. I then went outside the front door and saw tons of people going about there daily business (which is weird because most lucid dreams of mine have little or no people and I've never seen my street so crowded). I saw my good friend graham jogging by my house in his Berkley sweatshirt and stopped him and talked to him and did some other stuff I'm not sure of. When the dream faded I did the same thing and just chained them. This time when I had the FA I got up and saw through my sliding glass door my sister, who is in college in a little party hat for new years even though it has passed. She looked at me, smiled, and waved. Past her in the living room I saw the rest of my family. I did some RCs and they worked. I then pressed my hands against the sliding glass door and felt it. I turned around and found my seat was replaced by a beautiful and huge granite counter top desk and a big desktop. I felt the cool granite with my hand as I walked by. I went into the kitchen and felt the cabinets and then really analyzed the room. It was incredible how real it felt and looked. It then soon faded I woke.

This time I also realized I woke and was going to try to delid again but I also knew I had been in a completely different position than this and when I went to bed and I didn't want to forget any more. Nothing has ever happened to me like this before... Was I dreaming I was lucid dreaming and chaining them or was I actually doing it but when I woke my awareness was so low I thought I was in a different position? I have never had such vivid dreams and remember I also had a couple that I don't remember before those that were linked as well.

I was riding on the school bus with C. I should probably note that the bus was not on its usual route. She was telling me about how she had gotten her hands on some "illegal music" and wanted me to hear it. She got out a CD case as well as a CD player (way to go oldschool.)
We both put on headphones and began listening. The music turned out to be really innocent sounding guitar and piano pieces with no vocals. I asked her why the music was illegal, but she did not respond.

Collection of fragments:

-I was riding the school bus (may have been the same dream) but I was standing ontop of the school bus. I got to see a third person view of myself. I was wearing a black jacket.

-Something to do with seeing a black energy orb with a white band across it.

-Something to do with a tropical location, had a beach and some palm trees.

-Something to do with a baby.

non lucid
*At my job I asked someone where did reggie go? Someone said they fired him because he was black. Andre I person I know that does not work at my job said man that is messed up. Reggie who I have not seen in 15 years or more does not work there either.

*Me and my brother walk into a barber shop that is owned and ran my latinos. One of my guys working there asked my brother who do you want your hair cut. My brother told him to cut a little off and the guy reacted by saying, that is to much to ask for. Then the person transformed into someone else who had a really fucked hair cut.

Journal Entry non-lucid #2 Dream, non-dream (Comments)
Background:

Dream fragment 1 "Beautiful Sky": I was in the garage and I happen to look at the sky, the clouds was pink from the sunset, and so was the horizon. I told my mom to look up at the sky, we stood there before entering our house admiring the beauty. I looked at our neighbors house and it was in the middle of a lake. The lake was clean and there was some sort of large flower pedals around it. We went inside for some reason, and the living room was 60% of the house. " I said were do they eat? They have to have an underground place". We were now back inside our house, and my sister was doing my mom's hair. I found this cloth of my sister's friend that was worth $10,000. Then her friend shows up and complain about staying inside the house, since she has to wait for my sister.

Dream fragment 2 "Ice T, The Grinch": I was in an airplane, and these guys were trying to shoot up with their airplane. I kept trying to fly but couldn't. All of a sudden my airplane did some impossible aerodynamics and did a vertical take off. I then ended up to the extreme height that the airplane could go. I could now see the Earth and I wasn't far from leaving the atmosphere. I prayed to stay there longer. Down at the ground Ice T as the charterer from Law and Order, he was going to interrogate the women in charge at the airshow, but he ended up beating up a guy. He had other people hold him and Ice T would proceed to punch him in the stomach. Ice T had this weird and evil smile, he looked like the Grinch.

Dream fragment 3 "Adventures with Mike": I was in this room with mike from the show, Breaking Bad, some guy was talking to us about insurances. Mike was there, he had that same uninterested face. I thought he would be the reason why we would need insurance. After listening to the insurance guy Mike was about to do a hit on somebody. I was involved for some reason. The guards found out that he was in the building and they sounded the alarm. I started running to back of the building where only employs could enter. I ended up at a dead end. I looked at the wall and I saw it was made out of Styrofoam blocks and I moved them. I saw Mike standing still, and completely off guard. He stood still pretending to be a manikin. He realized it was me and told me to put the Styrofoam blocks in their place. They deflated like balloons and I couldn't put them back. He put on the outfit from Breaking Bad, the yellow plastic apron with the mask. I was dressed as a janitor pretending to clean up. The guards came and looked at me. One of them approached me. I was starting to get scared. He said to me, "hey you!" I replied in fear, "yes?". He said, "pick that mess over there". I was relieved, the only thing left to do was for mike to get rid of the chemist. He did the job with him, the guards left thinking that he wasn't there anymore. He mixed some harsh chemicals together and killed him. He disappeared, so I had to find my way out of the place. I ran outside and I saw these long grass that bent to the right, It was great, I went to the floor and crawled and crawled until I hit this solid object. I move the grass to see what it was. I saw this guards sitting 2 feet from me. He looked around in suspicion. It was ground control. The facility they were in was circular and had cameras all around it. The guards were on constant watch. We could hear the sirens going off in the background. I tried to be calm and keep crawling.

Dream fragment 4 "The Chase": Me and my sister went to this school and they asked us a lot of questions regarding the school. I didn't agree with what they were saying so I told them what was wrong with the school, and they didn't like it. I was driving and people were trying to steal my car. My car was wanted by some people. These helicopters flew by and started shooting bullets and rockets at my car. I was running away, but the streets changed to the hallway in my house, and the helicopter turned into beautiful girl. Of course I didn't see the change, but when the scene changed everything else changed in context of. I was still in the frightened feeling and was running for my life. She got me. And for some reason I tried to get her back she got on top of this thing. I told to be careful, as I was saying that she fell. I grabbed her and she looked at me with a long pause, just like Hollywood movies. I was then greeted by my cousin in the living room, she looked at me disappointed. The girl left to go get some bed sheets. The girl was suppose to be a friend of my sisters, but in waking life, I don't know her.

Dream fragment 5 "Cool Shirt bro" : I was walking in downtown. I saw some old friends from high school, I didn't want to go over there because I haven't talked to them in a while. Some of them were in the car, they were making jokes about each other back and forth. I came and said whats up to all of them. Even to this one guy that I do know from like centuries ago I said "man its been a long time", and his friend with all these tattoos that I didn't know. I then told them to take care and left. As I was walking, I thought why were they looking at my cloth. I looked at my cloth I had the faded up hoodie that I always wear to school, but the shirt was a picture of someone meditating. It was one of the Tibetan painting and it was vibrant in color. It looked pretty cool.

Hanging out at a foster home with a bunch of young kids. They wanted to leave the custody of their parents, and I helped them. We ran along this river trail for some time to an open-air lake. Part of the experience was to dangle yourself on a wire high above and let go. I definitely had my reservations. The scenery was fantastic and I had been taking pictures earlier. I was also worried that I had left my camera in a bad place. I talked about my reservations while dangling with Amy from camp. She had a boyfriend who was making snide remarks on how cowardly I was being, but it was clear that she was into me. I went back out over the lake in a shallower section and let go.

In a group including Eric from city roots and that blonde person from cian franis. Eric was charged with hunting me and was justified for one reason or another. I took off my shirt, grasped a large floating rock, and remained stationary in the water. I guess I succeeded because he later came over and asked if I had been there the whole time. I dismounted from my rock and noticed how much it resembled a Jawa sandcrawler from star wars. There were some kids there, one of whom asked if we could watch over his sister long-term. The dad apologized for the kid's remarks. We returned to the area where Eric had received his charge to hunt me. The person who wished it hd asked that he take off my hand at the wrist. When he saw that he hadn't he became angry and insisted. I seized the "person" and wanted to punish him for such aggressive hatred. He was some sort of tin-man thing haha. This is pretty fucked up but I took him apart and poured coffee into his mouth continuously and back again from his stomach. That's how I remember it ending haha.

Fragment which contained more but I lost the details. Becky and Papa related to some celebration. The only real detail I have is helping my sister dress up with some elaborate clothing, but she laughed since her entire breast was bare. I slipped or something and grabbed it on accident. She laughed it off, and I paid close attention to the color (purple) and texture (rubbery) of her nipple and wondered if that was all genetics.

Final fragment where I saw Eric Swenson driving a car then exit the vehicle while it was still in drive. I screamed at him, but he was too slow and chill about it. I ran over and eventually pulled it to a screeching hault with park and emergency break.

Today i dreamt i was on my car, my brother was driving
it was night. he wanted to go to telepizza, the telepizza
was on the IVECO truck stand. instead being the IVECO truck stand there.
there was a telepizza, and my brother was working on that telepizza, we saw
her work mates, we saw elisa and paulo. my brother didn't want to eat there.
so we went to another telepizza. we followed the contrary route to that telepizza.
and we turned at right, near the abandoned truck parking. we went straight, then he turned
right again, but the place was different than in real life. there was a downhill, and telepizza
was on the end of that downhill, we parked the car and walked along that street, i remember
saw some orange light lamp posts, we came down on that street and found telepizza. before entering
we found a cat very similar to AL, i was in front of my brother and her girlfriend, but i noticed the cat
and looked back, because it was going against my brother, and stepped his paws on my brother's legs.
we entered on telepizza, there was red chairs and tables as well. we sat down near the door.


Dream elements:

-telepizza
-Night time
-brother
-sara (brother's girlfriend)



Technique used: ----------


hours slept: 12 hours

I'm standing behind a white pickup truck holding a shovel. The tailgate is down and the back has about 100 turtles in it. I scoop one up with the shovel and it's about the same size as the metal part of the shovel. I set it down in the sand on the ground next to the truck.

1. I was on some spiritual travel. It is hard to describe.. everything was green and brown.. weird looking stone buildings, caves.. elephants were crossing roads.. and everywhere i went i always ended in a shop where they sold coffe.. and a girl came in everytime in that shop. this dreams were quite long.. but ufortuantely i cannot recall them so good.

2. Fragments I was thirsty and i opened kitchen element doors.. they just fell off.. then started to pure water into a glass.. and the water was hot for a long time before cold one appeared.. and i was watching a music video.. which transformed into a weird porn movie.

3. I think i was in a cooking competition. I guess i was in the finals, because there were only 2 of us left. My competitor was a really nice looking indian girl. She was teaching me how to make a chilli powder. She used oil and chilli together until the mass started to crumble.. and some curry i think.. but she started to hide it from here. And later i was selling chilli with an automated machine. I was working as a helper, because no one knew how to use that machine.. but of course neither i could use it. All the buttons were written in cyrlic alphabeth (russian) which i can read partly but not in this dream. And a japanese woman was trying to buy the chilli. and she was getting restless because it took so long. And she didnt have her own bottle to put it in. .so i had to charge her some extra for this.. and i always forget what she ordered because it took me so long to read those buttons.. And then it was another exam infront of a chef.. I was told to skin the chicken. ANd it was not a chicken at all .. it was some weird beef meet. And i skined it quite good.. but of course not good enough.. so i was listening to another lesson how i failed the chef.

1. [Non-Lucid]
II appear to be in a game of Counterstrike or COD in some sort of junkyard setting, I was camping in a 3 walled shed made of wood and sheets of metal.
For some reason all the other players knew where I was and came towards me, fortunately I am amazing at this game and destroy most (If all) of them.

2.
Fragments:
Walking towards a school.
The fire alarm goes off
students start crowding out of the doors

Crazy night. Wrecked myself up over D the whole day therefore no good sleep and no dream recall