non-lucid

At first everything is random and nonsensical. Then I realize I'm pregnant - at the doctor with a blood test with confirmation. Yet, I've been pregnant for some while. DH is happy and I am happy, yet reticent. Not sure when this happened or how - no memory of that. The rest of the dream is making preps for baby to come and the psychological transition to becoming a mother.

Next appointment at the doctor - I learn that I am pregnant with a little boy and he is dead.

It was late evening and my servicemates were sleeping in our van and i was outside. I called the driver and asked, where can i sit? And he escort me to the front seat.



I was walking around my classmate's house. I was told by my mother to talk to her regarding, church activity. I was inviting her to our religion and she agreed. I was very happy at that moment. Then next house, I was waiting outside my friend's house. There, his house where big and elegant.
He had a rich parents too. So I invited him in our religion and he agreed.

I recall the end of my dream walking down a street seeing a gangbanger doing something in a store.

My grandmother allowed my sisters and I to stay at her house and watch TV until her favorite shows came on. Ten minutes before her favorite show airs, we pile into her car and she takes us to a hospital. We didn't go inside, we just walked around the grounds. The hospital looked like my old house, and the hospital was next to Barry Street. Barry is my father's name. I was extremely confused for a moment in the dream.

On the hospital grounds an old man was performing a marriage ceremony for two cats. We met up with my parents. My sisters decided to go into my grandmom's car, and I my parents'. I realized in the car that my sisters were being driven straight home, while my parents were going out to Lowe's. Inconvenient, since I had to pee.

I have no idea how I became lucid. I did the noseplug, and that was successful the first try. By that point it was very dark, I thought maybe I had woken up. I tried imaging myself rubbing my hands together—nothing. I was afraid of moving my real body or fully waking up. I decided to move what I thought was my real hands, and rather than feeling friction, they felt tingly. I was still dreaming. I stared at my palms, and I managed to stabilize my dream a little. I then counted my fingers, and there was an extra on my left hand.

I remember also reading text as an RC. I was on a crowded bus; someone had hairy lumps on his chest/chin. I don’t remember what device I was reading off of, but when I glanced at it a second and third time, the sentence that initially made sense turned into nonsense. I decided to float out of the roof of the bus.

I also decided to crawl around the place, it helped a little in stabilizing my dream more. I felt a little bit of sensation on my limbs, but not as much as I would expect. I had to focus on how everything feels in order to feel any sensation.

So I decided to do some metal bending. I did it simply with thought, and don’t do any cool moves with it, so it was not as exciting as I thought it would be. I decided then to fly. I sprouted wings and took off. I couldn’t feel my wings, and had to focus on their movements if I wanted to feel them at all. I felt no air movement while I was flying. I flew around a fort, and I saw some monster decoration on the ground. I saw two other men flying with bows and arrows. I began following one, but then realized that I could summon my fiancé! I saw a portal next to me and threw myself into it, tumbling. I was in darkness again, and rather than stabilizing I decided to wake up.

The dream started with me being in my room, I was in the middle, hidden in a pile of strange stuff, it looked somewhat blueish. A lot of people were coming in but I had the whole room filled with poisonous gas while pinching my own nose (and not noticing I didn't even have to breathe...) so they all died while I just waited there, until the S.W.A.T. came in to stop my evil deeds. They had guns and stuff so I had to came out, I was supposed to kneel on the bed, putting my hands on my legs so I couldn't do anything bad anymore. I complied but I didn't really care, and a moment later I started to RC for fun, the first time in a dream I was looking at my hands as a real RC.
Look at the hand: 5 Fingers
Count the fingers one by one: 6 Fingers...
Look at the hand: 5 Fingers
Count the fingers one by one: 6 Fingers...?
It started to hit me I was dreaming, I tried to see the 6th finger and there it was, in between my thumb and my pointing finger. Suddenly I was on a weird cliff in space, trying to stabilize through the WSS. However somehow it got swallowed up by a passing asteroid, and my lucidity along it. The asteroid was apparently dangerous to a planet which was close so I crushed the asteroid into fine dust with whatever ability, I have no clue what I did. Then the dream became hazy and I only remember random stuff with a weird species, then I fell back into sleeping, probably non-REM.

Spoiler for Improvement Notes:

Got lucid through a new reality check - good
Immediately tried to stabilize - good
Fell back into the dream - very bad

Awake|Dreaming|Lucid

Me and some mafia people that are well dressed with ties and tuxedos are currently at our mafia HQ,our hideout, its located at a high place where no man can easily reach,the only way to get there is to climb up lots of stairs and its also the only way out (the stairs are made of blue glass that goes around in circles:

My mafia boss is a strong one, he is famous, he owns a few rings, each ring posses a special power when activated (like in hitman reborn, just without the boxes):

I'm also the right hand man of our mafia boss
Suddenly some guy called Reborn teleports into our hideout, hes short, looks like a baby:

He says "I'm gong to visit heaven to make a deal"
When he comes back from heaven he tells me and my mafioso friends "I got you guys some rings", he hands over some new rings to our boss.
Reborn returns to heaven to make another deal,meanwhile our boss is standing outside the door that looks down at the stairs, I went to check on him and he froze, not ice, it was like something attacked him,a spell perhaps?
My instincts told me to take his rings ( I knew our boss's rings were strong ),I took them and placed them at my right hand fingers.
After that moment I was teleported to heaven's training field, there's alot of people fighting over there.
I thought to myself "Hmmm,lets check what these rings do!" I wanted to check the ring that is called Black Feather I just saw another man use it, he shouted "Black Featherrr!!!" and the ring with a black feather on his hand turned into an axe.
I quickly rushed to one of the enemies as I shouted "Black Feather!" and the ring with the black feather on it turned into a huge mace, the mace wasn't heavy,and it turned into a ring again, then into a mace again, flashed like that and after a few times it turned into a mace and stayed as a mace (all this time I was running to the opponent) as I raised the mace and hit the place the enemy stood, he dodged but it left a huge hole in the ground. I was amazed by its power.
I teleported back into our mafia HQ and I thought to myself "Hmmm,that ring wasn't so bad after all, lets check the other ring that's called PunkBuster".
I shouted "PunkBuster!" and the ring was glowing, and suddenly a punk with black clothing , black hair (Mohawk hairstyle) came out of the ring:

Only it was a boy, no boobs
That gothic punk was a warrior that used Muay Thai as his fighting style.
I knew he was meant to help me in a fight.
I can't remember this part well but I was hiding behind a large rock, I was teleported to heaven.
A huge spiderman attacked heaven and his minions we're killing people, I felt hopeless as I saw my comrade from my mafia, one of my men dies (I saw a huge monster kills him, I saw it through a crack between two large rocks
The rock looked like this:

I felt like it already happend before in the past, I slowly walked a little left and ignored my man being killed, the blood, I felt so weak
After I walked a little left I saw a zombie eating a little girl in a less than 2 meter from me (It didn't frighten me at the moment).
Suddenly I traveled back in time:
The first time I traveled back in time : I wait till the zombie finish eating + killing the little girl and I move on to break into the enemy base, but there's heat detectors and camers so I travel once again in time.
Second time I traveld back:
I join in to protect the little girl, the zombie eats me and I turn into a zombie , I knew the effect of being a zombie is temporary so I didn't mind, I controlled my body and I went into their defenses because the heat sensors didn't feel me since I was dead, I was a zombie, the cameras didn't mind because I was like one of their own. (When I was a zombie I saw myself from 3rd person).
But when I was at the middle of breaking in the enemy HQ I turned into a human again and the sensors detected me.
The third time it happend was exactly like the second time.

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning! Wow it's been ages since I last posted a dream. Especially a non-lucid. Not even sure if I remember how to do it properly. Oh well, here goes a dream I had last night which was kinda weird.

22.00: Sleep

05.25: Drama
I'm with my two friends Felix and Eric and Eric's girlfriend. We're all hanging out in an apartment closer to Stockholm. Someone tells me the price of the place and I realize I can afford to buy it on the spot. I look around a bit and it looks nice enough. After a while Eric and his girlfriend starts arguing about something. I'm pretty tired already and can't be bothered to have them fighting in my place. "Get out, I'm going to bed" I tell them and the three of them leave the apartment. I look out the window and we're now in my grandma's house. They keep on fighting on the street and the neighbours come out. "Stop fucking fighting or take it somewhere else!" a man yells at them.

Felix comes back in. "Eric just threw a boule ball and it hit her. She's got a big bruise on her leg now." He runs back out and goes to Eric. Eric's girlfriend shows up behind me and runs out of the place too. "Baby don't do this to me!" she says and takes another drink. I walk outside and watch Felix carry her while Eric's walking next to him. They disappear in the woods. My friend G shows up. "Hey dude, ready to party?" he asks me. I realize we're now up at his mom's place and people are gathering. Felix comes running back at full speed. He's sweaty and panting. He grabs a beer and starts chugging.

I look behind me for the beer I brought and find a can. I open it up when a guy shows up and looks at me. I took his beer by mistake. Mine's a few feet away but it's the same brand. "Oh don't worry man!" he says and cheers. I drink some and walk closer to a few guys rolling a huge joint. I'm considering taking a hit but I decide not to because it's enormous, I'll probably get too wasted. Suddenly people stiffen up. "Look in the woods!" Felix says to me. I look into the dark woods and spot dozens of armored and armed men closing in on us. 'Holy fuck it's the special forces!' I run for it, as does everyone on the party.

I sit down behind the house and figure they won't do anything to me anyways but a second later I get up and run for it. A huge drop comes up and the only way down it is to jump. I jump and grab as many of the thin trees and branches on the way down. 'Hmm, perhaps I'm just dreaming...' I land pretty softly on weeds. I get up and run for it. A minimap appears and I look down at it. There are red and green dots, I'm a red dot. fOrceez shows up behind me. "Hey dude wait up!" he says. I look at the minimap, he's a green dot. "No way! You're working for them!" I say and run even faster. "They're among us!" I yell to a few people running up ahead.

All of a sudden the scene changes and I've entered a supermarket. fOrceez is still chasing me and I try my best to get away from him. I grab a baby carriage and put it in the middle of the isle. I grab things on the shelves and thrown them down on the floor. After a while I know he's far behind so I sneak into a dressing booth. There are old lady clothes left and I grab a fur coat. I can see fOrceez going past me outside and I realize my feet are showing, he'll definitely recognise my huge feet. "Hey, how's it going in there?" someone outside asks. "It's going alright" I say in a womanly voice. My cover is blown! I dash out of the booth, grab fOrceez's finger and snap it. I grab another one and snap that one aswell. He doesn't seem to feel pain.

05.25: Wake up

Amount of sleep: 7½ hours

Supplements: None

That's it! Weird dream.

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

Everything last night I remember is in fragments and I couldn't even begin to tell you what fragments were in the same dreams and what weren't because I just don't remember. So instead of writing "dreams" I'm just writing fragments, lol.

Fragment One: I'm playing with glow sticks again. No surprise, I've been trying to learn Glowsticking for two days, and it's usually what I'm doing the last two hours before bed. In this fragment my daughter wants a pink glow stick and I give it to her. She starts twirling it and I'm surprised at how she's even better than me at 2 1/2 years old and never practiced before. She starts crying, and I realize I'm only dreaming, I'm still in bed. As soon as I realize this I wake up and my daughter really is sitting up in her bed crying.

Fragment Two: I'm house sitting for my mom. Not a very exciting dream, lol.

Fragment Three: I'm in a gymnasium playing Halo on the 3DS (missed reality check there ) There are some people dressed in Master Chief cosplay and I'm walking towards some bleachers where my BFF and her husband are sitting. I'm playing online against the somehow on the DS.

Fragment Four: I'm covered in mustard. I don't know how it happened or what happened after that. Just that I'm standing with my arms out with mustard covering every inch of me and dripping off in big cartoon like drops. Yuck.

Fragment Five: I'm standing at the door of a building. Somehow I know that each building around me is an apartment building, and each holds 8 people. There are 8 jobs, and one person from each job lives in the building, but no two people from the same job can live in the same building. My job is a preforming artist. I'm watching another apartment building dreamily as this cute guy on stilts is doing a performance for tips on the street. He's a performance artists too. A man walks up to me with a hat on and asks me if I've picked a partner yet. I don't answer him, and he takes that as a yes. He asks me who it is I like, and I reply, "What if the one I like isn't even in the same group? What if it's someone with the same job as me?" In this dream I know that's taboo, and I have to pick someone in my building. No clue what happened after that, or even what his answer was.

Fragment Six: I'm on the back of a big bird, and I'm flying over a canyon with a purple force field like line through the center. On the left side, where I am at, there is a red orange and yellow griffin guarding a treasure chest., I have to destroy it to unlock a chest on that side and disable the force field. When I do, the other side of the force field has two griffins and two chests. I have to defeat them, and I see a woman on the cliff, she's a sorcerer and I know I have to defeat her to rescue someone. I was rescuing a guy whom I wanted so badly to just hold. I woke up before I could defeat the second griffin so I never got to see who my prize was if I had destroyed the sorceress.

Awake|Dreaming|Lucid

I asked my friend later on in the day if he wanted to drive. Maybe this dream was a vision? Maybe not xD.

I started off at my friends house, who lives opposite me in my street. I asked him if we could go driving in his new car and he said yes. We got in his car and teleported on to a busy road. It was tilted so we were going downhill and there was a huge puddle of water in the middle. We were speeding down the street and we saw a girl walking in the puddle in the road. We drove around her and splashed her with water then lost control of the car and I woke up.

Was not a long dream, but atleast I got something .

The only reason I've made the title for this dream is because I have came at the place at the wrong time. I have ended up in a building with a crime scene taking place. Everyone looked desperate. I found my self walking down a path way, which is the stairs. I looked around and noticed some cops talking about a murder case. I walked in on them at the wrong time and one of the cops told me to wait there. He asked to look at my hands to see if I had any blood on them and they were checking EVERYONE's hands for blood stains, etc. I said I have nothing to hide. Why check me? Then the cop looked at me with a suspicious look. Then he said I'm free to go.

After that when I left I saw some people in line being checked for blood stains on their hands. I suddenly walked up the stairs, and found a mysterious cellphone. I something told me to pick up the phone when it rang. When I picked up the phone, it said, "If you want out of this situation you better follow my instructions carefully." At first I thought it was Morpheus from the Matrix but instead, It was someone else's voice. He told me in a few seconds I want you to turn the path to your right, then he told me to "GO NOW!"

Then I walked and the phone was gone. I ended up on another stair way and saw two phones. I was thing why does this look familiar. One phone looked ordinary and the second phone looked really fancy. It was gold and black and it had two weight things on them. You know those things where they make you do science projects in class to see if one weight is heavier than the other? That type of thing. Well the cellphone kinda looked like from the anime, Eden of the East.

I opened the cell phone and it said "Hello my name is Juiz how may I be in service for you? speaking through the speakers. I said, Hello Juiz could you please send in Mr Popo to take out the guys chasing me from behind to some place else? She said, "Approved, I pray for your continuing service as a savior" Then Mr.Popo comes flying on his magic carpet as usual. He comes out of a window while I am riding on something and pushes some guys that are chasing me. "Can't hardly remember this."

The dream ended after that, Well I thought it did, I could barely remember the rest of the dream, But it was fun at least.

Awake|Dreaming|Lucid

This was another dream I had with maybe non-lucid dream control? I imagined a dreamscape while non-lucid and then saw it in the distance.

I started off in the school library with a friend, listening to music and talking about it. Soon we got bored and walked out of the library. When we opened the door, we were suddenly outside and I saw another guy from my school then the 3 of us walked home. When I got home, the other 2 people dissapeared and I went in my house. I was then talking to my mother about a lesson that I had. I needed to bring food ingredients in, but I didn't have any so I didn't want to do it. I was almost crying for some reason, I was so upset ;_;. Then my mother prepared and gave me some ingredients and I went back to school. When I got there, I was in the same place where I met the 3rd dream character. It was still the same guy, although this time he was punching me in the arm and telling me to look at his minecraft ideas. I then got up and said "I'm just going out to find a jungle" and I walked about 3 or 4 meters in to the distance. I then looked at the DC again and it was JoeyBelgier. I then turned around again and saw a minecraft jungle with the minecraft sun rising up over it. I went over the pixelated jungle and lifted up the weird leaves and saw some cocoa plants waiting for me . I headed back to Joey then the dream faded.

I have finally found time to type this up. This was a couple of days ago.

Quite An Experience [Non-Lucid]

A lot of this dream is hazy and hard to remember, but there was a good amount of detail to it. I was in some kind of casino/theme park and I was apparently in some sort of gambling debt to a group of Japanese businessmen. A bar waitress or something comes up to me and she's asking for the money, claiming that I can give her either 5000 yen or $5. I was looking through all my cash and all I had was a bunch of bills to represent my yen which are probably not even remotely right, though none of them had any numbers on them, and a $10 bill. First I asked the waitress to help me with my yen but she wouldn't cooperate, then I asked her if she could take the $10 and give me change and she refused, she said it had to be $5. Eventually the businessmen were angry and got some thugs to take me hostage and brought me into some kind of strange storage room where I was tied to a chair and placed in front of a panel of the businessmen with guns. There was some other guy on the floor to the right of me, in the fetal position. They said they'd been torturing him because he owed them money, and that his last name was Eriksen. I took that to mean he was an imaginary relative of Marshall from How I Met Your Mother. There was also a cat lying on the ground to the left of me up by the businessman. One of the men closer to the left suddenly gets up and scream something about how he hates torture... or loves torture... or something... but it was a really passionate declaration, and then he SHOT THE CAT. I try to get up but remember I can't, and I start saying "Look, I have a $10 bill!! Can't you just take it and get your $5 out of it!?" and they were like "Oh, you do? Okay then!" Suddenly the scene had changed to being at a movie theater, and we all started complaining about the fact that this wasn't the movie we payed to see. I can't remember what the movie was about anymore, but I sat down at a table and noticed that Kesha was sitting across from me. She looked severely drugged up, she was constantly swaying and her eyes were barely open, and she had a smile on her face like she was high and drunk beyond reason. She started asking me for advice about how to move beyond some fight she had with her friends where neither side wanted to back down, and I was telling her how she should stop dwelling on the past and just live in the now and apologize. She seemed happy, then someone distracted me. I can't remember what they said but I do recall knowing that we were suddenly watching the correct movie now. Someone gave me a contract to sign to verify this and I did, and on the screen I saw Smash Mouth and there was some cool music playing, but not by Smash Mouth lol. I turned around and faced the theater seats and Ghandi was sitting there on the end. I smiled at him and said "That was quite an experience!" and he got up and said "I know right!!", and walked off. After that I woke up.

i am at a place with a school type feel with people rushing around me to get to their classes, i walk up to a person with short brown hair who is wearing a red t-shirt and ask if they want to buy something. i pull a small plastic sphere out of my pocket and as i do this they walk away. i make my way through the crowd and with a little difficulty finding it i walk up to a tall green locker and open it, i put the plastic ball inside and pull out mostly empty cup of coffee, frustrated i say "dang!" and turn the cup upside down splattering a little bit of coffee onto the clean blue and white tiled floor. feeling foolish i realize that there was some in the cup and take the last sip it will provide, (i then slowly drift away and awake)

Italic Text = Personal Thoughts
Normal Text = Non-Lucid Segment
Purple Text = Lucid Segment

I was hanging with a friend, let's call them "M". For some reason there had been an event which caused M to lose all memories of the last few years, wiping all knowledge of who I and her other friends were.

M was going slightly crazy, she was getting all the Christmas decorations out in May and setting them all up in her house, me and the other people there were practically yelling at her wondering why she was preparing for Christmas in May, but she didn't seem to care. All she questioned was who we were, what we were doing in her house and what business it was of ours.

We continually got frustrated while she was running around the house finding places for all these Christmas decorations, as more were placed we decided to go along with the Christmas in May idea, but request that she at leasts follows our traditions. She stops everything that she's doing and stares at us before saying, "You tell me you're my friends, yet there is no evidence of that... why should I follow traditions that I don't even know?"

One of my other friends, "E", gets upset. She runs out of the house and M huffs and gets back to putting up the Christmas decorations. Soon everyone else besides me leaves, trying to look for E and comfort her.

That's when the entire dream kind of... resets. It was almost like a false awakening but the dream just bounced right back to the beginning of where it started, only this time, it was just me and M. I start questioning the reality of the situation and before I know it, I'm lucid.

I hold my hand out and inspect the 8 fingers I have, before M turns around and starts laughing manically. At this point I don't think I truly had time to understand what it meant to be in a dream, I was maybe at Layer 2 lucidity. I panic because of how evil M is sounding and try to back away and walk through the wall to escape, only the wall remains solid.

M runs for me, leaping on top of me and a knife appears in her hand. I try my best to will her out of existence, or will myself to another place, but the best I can do it repel her off of me but she just runs back up with the knife in hand and starts stabbing my arm.

I give up on lucid powers and somehow manage to grab the knife from her hand and try stabbing her. She starts laughing again as I thrust the knife down but it just bends as if it was plastic, no damage was made to her at all. In my shock, she gets the knife back off me and starts stabbing again.

The pain shooting through my arm is so realistic and I can't seem to focus on anything. I close my eyes and will myself to be somewhere else.

The pain stops, I open my eyes and I'm back in the waking world.

I am riding a bike down the road. It is starting to get dark, and I remember feeling very cold. I'm also starting to get tired from pedalling, so I slow down and eventually stop the bike. I get down, and drag it to the side of the road, where I gently lay it on the ground (there was no bike stand). I sit down on the ground beside it.

I notice that on the other side of the road is a riverbank, and I can hear the faint sound of running water. For a moment, I think about going over there and maybe try some waterbending, but I feel too lazy to get up. I look down and notice that my right shoe is untied, so I reach over to fix it. When I look back up, the riverbank is gone. Instead, I now see a massive church structure. It has a magnificent black facade, with dozens of colorful stained-glass windows. I also notice that it is now completely dark outside, the only illumination being the light coming from the church's windows.

I get up. Weird, I think. My bike's gone as well. I shrug it off and start walking towards the church.

The massive doors are closed, albeit unlocked. They are also quite grimy, mostly from being so old. I easily push them open and step inside.

Woah, this place is huge!, I notice. The inside of the church looks very old and unkempt. There is an altar at the far end of the hall, and where the pews should be, there's just a massive space. There are also a lot of green and orange leaves on the floor.

Out of nowhere, I start to smell apples. At first the scent is really faint like the leftover odor of dilute perfume, but a few seconds later, it starts to smell really strong, and my nose starts to itch.

I look down at my hands and notice that they're very dirty -- probably from pushing the doors which were covered in age-old dust. I clap my hands twice to get the dust off of them. *clapclap*

THOK! I hear something drop on the floor in front of me. I bend down too see it clearer. It's an apple!

I look up to the ceiling and see that it is fully covered with branches and leaves, and there are many apples hanging from them. I instantly get the urge to grab some, but they are far too high, there's no way I can reach them. Unless...

I clap my hands twice again. *clapclap*

THOK! An apple drops and hits me on the head, before falling on the ground. Oww, WTF!, I curse. It hurts a lot. I pick up the apple, and I think about taking it home with me. Eughh this one has a huge dent, probably from the impact when it fell.

Okay, you can do this, I mumble to myself. I look up and focus on one perfectly plump and red apple directly above me.

*clapclap*. Immediately, the apple falls. But this time I'm ready, I take a step back and put both my hands in front of me. PLOP. Perfect catch. I put it gently on the floor, while I try to catch more apples.

I walk around, looking up, trying to decide which apples look best so I can bring them home.

Ahhh that one's nice! *clapclap*.
PLOP. Another perfect catch. Pffft, so easy.

I do this a few more times, inspecting each apple for dents or other imperfections, and throwing out any apples that don't meet my standards.

*clapclap*. PLOP.
*clapclap*. PLOP.
*clapclap*. PLOP.

Soon enough, I have a bunch of perfectly plump and red apples stacked up on the floor. I look at them in delight and eagerness.

Okay, just a few more and I'll be on my way.

*clapclap*... Huh?
*clapclap*...

Wait, why isn't it falling?
*clapclap*... Still not falling...
*CLAP-fvcking-CLAP*!!!
Still nothing...

At this point I'm quite furious. I start clapping like crazy.

*clapclapclapclapclapclapclapclapclapclapclapclap
clapclapclapclapclapclapclapclapclapclapclapclap*

I don't know how exactly, but at some point in my clapping madness, the dream shifts. I'm still clapping though, apparently for some Asian boy band on a stage. But I can't quite remember what happens after this.