non-lucid

07.15.2012

Alyzarin Grinds Me? (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Alyzarin told me that she grinded me before, and when she told me that, I see what seems to be myelf in first person perspective.

Alyzarin looked like an anime girl, I believe she had light violet hair, green/white panties that were pulled down near her thighs, and she's getting ready to grind my penis.

But again, the dream doesn't go all the way, it only shows me some anime girl near my penis, and I'm not even sure if this is my penis anymore.

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07.15.2012

Giochemistry (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Ha ha ha, way for my mind to TROLL on me. This dream had to happen because I'm worried that I won't be able to get the right courses in for my major. Either my mind is telling me that changing my class to fit my Biochemistry degree is no problem at all when I have to set up an appointment with my adviser, or maybe it's just trolling me.

I'm inside the house with my father, it seems that it's early morning, because the silk curtains covering the blinds aren't emitting the bright and natural lighting from outside. There are a lot of clothes stacked on the couch and sofas in the living room, though I didn't pay much attention to this.

I told my father that I'm ready to go (to go for for what?). He asks me if I'm sure,

"Yes."

Then something came into mind right after I sai that, I had an image of some screen or paper saying that I need to finish one of the few steps before I can register for classes or something. Apparently, all I had to do was giving my home address, probably just the apartment address that I'll be residing this year, and then the system is going to give me options to choose some classes to switch, without setting up an appointment.

The options were:

"Giochemistry" (Lmao, what the hell is that? What's funny is that G is diagonal to "B" on a QWERTY keyboard.....this feels like a mind TROLL

Something medicine, one Genetics course, and something else I can't remember. The Giochemistry that I thought was supposed to be Biochemistry is what caught my attention the most.

I quickly collect my thoughts back again, and I quickly asked my father what's the maximum or latest time he can reach there. Damn it, reach WHERE?

He declared something, but I forget what it was, guess it wasn't really that important. I go back to spacing out by lookng at the screen coming into mind again, and I have to finish this application until 7 something (I don't know if it's PM or AM though, even if the dream setting looked like it was in early morning.

I think I look at my laptop (THERE WE GO, I'm looking at a laptop now instead of seeing things like I'm crazy) for the time, and it's 6:52 something....

I have a little "mini-heart attack", and then I quickly calmed down because it would just make it worse with a worried mind. Then for some reason, something in my mind tells me that I forgot to set my timer an hour back.

What's funny is that the moment I typed that in the dream journal system made by Banhurt, I realized my actual laptop in waking life is set 1 hour after Texas' Central time.....LOL....guess mind isn't trolling on me, I just had to pay attention........yay me for actually making use of the dream!!!!!

Now that I realized this, it's only 5:52 something, so this makes things WAY easier. I believe the dream skips a bit, since entering a few addresses wasn't that hard. But before the dream does that, I remember the section for the addresses involving two planes.

Not airplanes, planes like Astral planes, you know, dimensions and all that totality of infinties....hmm...

I can't remember the two new planes shown to me, and maybe I'm confusing this with "lanes," but still, something tells me these are some kind of dimensional planes I could access in a dream.

By this time, I ignore my father, not worrying if he's waiting for me to get ready. I think I finally switched two classes, and everything is okay.

At least in the dreaming world....not waking life....I hope I can drop and add classes like that so quickly.

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07.15.2012

Running on Track Field (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

The dream setting is set to early morning, no surprise there with homologous variation and all that. (Stephen Berlin's usage of that word in his Youtube videos is starting to become addicting to use now =P).

There's a small boy, and he looks like a elementary/middle school friend I had in waking life. Let's call him Clearance, since I doubt he'll even remember me, or even know about Dream Views. Clearance is wearing one of those sports powerhouses shirts, the ones that are so tight to make you look fit, when it's just there to be some kind of stripper clothes accessory for males. xD

The outfit is red, and he's wearing black and tight long sports pants, I don't even try to look there, just too disturbing. He's jogging a little, adn then he stops a little to walk. The track field is red-orange, with the white marks as lanes.

I think I tell him I can run at a certain pace, and I believe it was either 240+ kmph or 240+ mph. I think Clearance starts running to see if what I'm saying is true. He runs a little faster, and I have trouble catching up to him.

I'm almost catching up to him, but I forget what happens next.

As with the night before, I don't remember much of the earliest dream of the night. In fact, I only remember that I had a dream, because I woke up after it and attempted to make myself remember what it was.

I don't remember the start of the second dream, either, but my memories of it start about halfway through. I was with my friend Kellee and it was night in a city, I think it was the same city from the dreams from Friday. We were either working or at school together, even though it was night, and we had decided to take a break. We were jaywalking. We had made it to the middle of the street, but traffic was pretty thick and was blocking us from crossing the rest of the way. A group of five or six girls showed up though, and crossed anyway, so we crossed with them as it was unlikely that any of the people in traffic would risk harming so many people. We went to McDonalds, but it wasn't a full service McDonalds, it only had a few menu items, kind of like a mall McDonalds. We ordered milk shakes. My friend Ashton who works at McDonalds in real life was the manager there and we talked a little, though I don't remember what about. I think the dream went on from there a little, but I don't remember what happened. I woke up for a few minutes after this dream for no reason I know of.

The third one was mostly about fighting demons who were taking possession of people who could conceivably bring about the mass destruction of the human race, through plague or nuclear war, and I was part of a team of people who went around tracking them down and trying to thwart their master plan. One of our lookouts alerted us to a potential demoniac scientist at a bioengineering laboratory, so we went to investigate. The scientist indeed turned out to be possessed, and we had a crazy fight with the demon. I had some kind of magical weapon I was testing out: a thick dark brass or light bronze club about a foot and a half long, very ornate, and with a thin but sharp spike coming out of either end. Even though the demon didn't like the club very much, I was not effective at wielding it. The demon escaped. Slightly later, in kind of a "scene" I wasn't in, it was revealed that our lookout's girlfriend was possessed and the lookout knew, but didn't know what to do about it. I briefly woke up after this dream when my boyfriend got out of bed.

The next dream was at my boyfriend's parents' farm, only the farm was much bigger and they didn't only raise fish and turkeys, but also had crops. There was a creek that crossed the farm instead of just a pond out beside the houses. A bunch of my friends worked there, and a few of my enemies. There was some task boyfriend's dad wanted me to do with one of my Shannon friends (the proud geek) and we went off to do it. We encountered this one crazy chick who I don't know, but who seemed pretty awful, and she was being weird and talking about aliens. We did the task, whatever it was, and then I had to go to a doctor for my fibromyalgia. The doctors found that it was caused by these tiny little cysts in my body rupturing and releasing a small amount of an unknown toxin. They prescribed me a bunch of herbal medicines as well as two different types of pills, and I went back to the farm. Then I woke up for the day.

Awake|Dreaming|Lucid

I really liked this dream, although it was very weird. I also missed a really obvious dream sign D:.

I started off walking through a minecraft room. There were brick fire places everywhere, but instead of fire, there were chests. There was also a torch on the left side of each fire place. The room pretty much consisted of fire places. On top of that, there were zombies. Everywhere. They were not minecraft zombies though, they were real. I breached through a door, leading to the fire place room, then done some hand to hand combat with a couple of zombies. I then fell to the floor, then watched myself in third person as I got my head chewed apart. I attempted to pull my head away but it got eaten. I managed to get up and recover, so I ran away from the zombies while looting chests. The zombies all disappeared as I started watching a youtube video on one of the fire places. The video went into 'full screen' mode and it seemed like I was inside it. It was a guy just riding horses up and down a canyon-like area. I eventually got bored and moved onto another fire place and searched a video about pokemon. The setting was the same, but this time, the guy was riding a Zebrastrika, which is a horse pokemon. He started slowly galloping down a long path then sped up to a fast speed. A few minutes later, he rode past a giant dinosaur with huge arms. After that, I started to control instead of the guy. I didn't have the horse, I was just walking, while observing the dinisaurs. I then found a path which led to the right, so I walked up. I saw a Pterodactyl and another type of dinosaur. I attacked the Pterodactyl and then it started to glide round and attack me. The other dinosaur was angry too, so it glided off of the cliff, but it did not have wings. It flew into the air then glided back to the hill. The Pterodactyl was just gliding around. I then felt the urge to leap off of the rocks by the cliff edge, so I did. I opened out my arms and legs, then began to slowly glide. I only went out about a meter, because I was scared. I then turned around and landed safely on the rocks again. Just as I landed, I ran away as fast as I could...but with no energy or breath left. Usually when this dream sign occurs, I would perform a reality check, but I didn't. It puts alot of pressure on me, so It's really hard to perform a decent reality check. As I was running away, I turned around and said "Goodbye, thanks for the fun!". The dream faded as I walked up another hill.

'Twas fun, but I really hate that chase dream sign. It's hard to get lucid because of the pressure, and it feels horrible not being able to get away. Thanks for reading .

There is a typo in this, but paigeyemps told me not to change it because it's cute. Dinisaurs.

15.07.2012

My Sister is Demonic again (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I remember in the dream that my sister Ken was some sort of demon. I don't know how, but she would trick people (mostly kids) into doing bad things and becoming like herself.

I remember that she got me and my mom alone in an old schoolhouse. She was trying to "entice" me to do bad things. Almost like that voice in the back of your head that goes, "It's okay, no one will see you."

At first she compelled me, and I shared half of her... demonic spirit. But then I think my mom stepped in. She helped me.

I can't remember what happened, but I do remember that my mom and I were spying on Ken to see where she was going. We walked about 10 yards behind her, hiding behind buildings to avoid being seen. When all of a sudden, a young lady thought to be her friend walked up to her. I also noticed the woman had on a police's uniform. "Uh oh." My mom breathed.

I can't remember what happened next.

15.07.2012

Underwater (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

We were at some sort of camp I believe. I was with a couple of people I didn't know. The first day of camp, the councelors took us out to a flooded area. It was about 2 feet over our heads, so we had to tread water most of the time. The councelors let us swim in this, I don't know why though.

I remember there being a creek in the middle of the flooded area. That part was the deepest, and it was kind of creepy looking if you looked down in there. Whenever you swam over the creek to get to the other side of the water, you often brought a 3 foot long, pirahna looking thing with you. (They didn't bite, though) He would often stay around the water where you were until the councelor threw him back into the creek, only to come out again.

I swam over the creek. Luckily, no fish came with me. There was a bank on the side I was on (the left side, according to where our councelors were, who were on the right side of the creek)

I climbed up the steep bank, grabbing for roots or anything that would hold me up so that I wouldn't fall back into the water. The rest of the part was very steep, but if you got to the very top of the bank, you could slide down a waterfall.

I decided against this, knowing my councelor would probably reprimand me for doing so. I climbed back down and eased myself into the water. I swam back over the creek and brought one of those pirahna fish with me. I went underwater to look at it. It had long teeth sticking out from its mouth, and yes, it was 3 feet long. I saw my councelor bend down and pick it up, throwing it back to the creek.

Staying underwater, I looked toward some kind of skinny rock that stood above water, but was also below. A girl was sitting there, on the floor, back against the rock, minding her own business.
I felt sorry for her.

Then the dream ended.

In this dream, the challenge that my school made me endure had been extended, and there was a bunch of imagery relating to Majora's Mask. Eventually, I got told I had to make a 75 page brochure. This resulted in me somehow becoming lucid, and I said something along the lines of "F*** this dream, I'm going to wake up!" And then I did wake up.
This was the first time I even attempted waking up from a dream

A Girl's Test Drive Adventure

I was walking down a hallway. Someone was behind me. I acted out my thoughts as if a I had some for of terrets. I was nervous, and was thinking about punching the person, so I turned around and and punched, though I pulled my punch. When I realized it was a girl, I felt really bad.

She was a cute blond with medium length hair. She was sad and I felt bad I had reacted nervously like that. We came up to a door leading out and I said, "Let me at least open the door for you.

The girl was upset. Outside I realized she was being bothered by the mob. A gutter from a house was across her car, and she was now driving it towards me. Now I'm in the car with her and someone else. We have had someone install new parts for a lot of money.

Now there is a guy in the car showing us the new steering wheel. It is supposed to be really nice and offer super comfortable, responsive steering. I am very fond of the girl.

She continues driving. Testing the car, she goes through some tight spaces at a Krystals and a bank. We went through the parking lot and ended up at McDonalds.

In McDonald's I have a false memory of a cute, heavyset worker. She had short hair and was cute. She liked me. She tells manager and another girl behind the counter that she likes me. Then she is on my side of the counter washing something in sink that would be in the back. She complains about her work just to have something to say to me.

I tell her she's doing a good job. She hugs me. I took the opportunity to hug her back, close and tight.

I really don't want to because she's too big for my taste, but she is cute, so I hug her and push into her. Then we break away.

I see the manager. We know each other, but he is also a false memory. I've come in there with my wife. I'm afraid he'll say something to my wife.

Now I'm in a car-parts store attached to the McDonalds. Whole Lotta Love is playing through really bad speakers which I also remember as a false memory. I sense the grime everywhere. I think that the poor quality speakers make appropriate distortion for the song where Plant is moaning, but makes the song, but it ruins the song (That is not how I feel in waking life).

Now I'm ordering and paying for a $6.00 part for my car, while a friend is ordering a cheap part for his car. I look at his receipt to see where I'm supposed to sign.

The End

Women

I had my face up to my wife's lower region. As if she had to v's, I cupped one in one hand, and the other in my other hand. I thought about licking her.

FA

I called for my father and he answered. I quickly realized that it was too good to be true. I called again and he answered again. I should have gone lucid because I knew that he couldn't be answering.

I discussed it with my brother and asked if he heard Dad answering. He said "Yes." I called again. I don't think he answered again.

I tried to imagine myself going back to sleep holding a J. M. from my childhood. I couldn't make that happen.

Later I dreamed that a black girl needed consolation. She hugged me and brought me to her bed. She wanted a little. I started kissing the top of one of her breasts and liked it. I was going to try to get more of it, but I woke up or quit dreaming.

Non-Dream Dream

Dream 1:

My dad goes completely psycho. We are watching someone's wedding to get ideas for mine and he starts playing really loud music on some kind of device. He continues to do similar things to disturb the wedding and I am very embarrassed. It gets so bad that my mom wants to divorce him.

Then my fiance goes psycho at a fair with my cousin LG, her husband CG, their friends and some co-workers (now that I think about it this dream might have taken place at my work, not a fair). We have TONS of weed. My fiance totally embarrasses me by being rude to everyone, always saying the wrong things and she even crashed her car into 4 other people.

Then we are at a party at my cousin LG's house and there is a huge slip n slide with boats going around it. They laid some kind of paste down on the slip n slide to make the boats stick to the path.

Then I am taking all of these people to the airport. My fiance's co-workers are there talking mad shit on my fiance - saying "she likes drama, she likes gossiping," some other stuff and that "this time she went too far." i have to pay everyone for the damage she has caused and I think they forgive her. One of my best friend's (AC) brother, NC, starts giving me a ton of shit too. He starts talking shit on my fiance and my mom. He wants to fight my mom for something really minor and stupid. I calm everything down again (common theme - in all these dreams I am resolving problems).

Dream 2:

I am REALLY good and hockey and soccer. I am playing a game that is a combo of 1/2 hockey and 1/2 soccer. I score 14 goals in one game.

I don't play these sports in real life so it was kinda fun.

Dream 3:

I am visiting a college and they are having some kind of baseball all-star event. Chone Figgins is there (location looks like the small science quad by Charles Young Hall at UCLA) and he is on the Colorado Rockies. I am hanging out with some cool kids and they trick me into doing a bunch of weird stuff. They get me to do some sort of ritual - I eat a large bowl of what they call bread (it was really just pretzels and some other snacks) then I go to a public shower and put water over my head. This ritual is supposed to turn all of the water into blood (not sure why we wanted to do this). It doesn't work. I am very pissed off because they have wasted 1/2 a day of my vacation to humiliate me. I laugh it off, pretending it didn't bother me, but then I punch one of the guys in the throat (hard, I can rarely throw punches in dreams so this was also cool). I tell him that if he ever pulled shit like that again I would kill him.

He apologizes and later comes up to me scared shitless and says "we can just keep this between us, right?" I say "no problem." I walk around until I find the all-stars again. They are swimming or something. I move on to the all-star football game where the kick-off almost makes it out of the stadium. I almost start playing in the game but I wake up.

Note - Before the shower incident i am running around trying to find the shower and some chick is running next to me, late for class or something. She is very cute. She thinks I am a weirdo for running next to her so I pretended to be racing her in a funny way. I look back at her and say something clever (I am very witty at this moment). It is obvious that she thinks I am cute and says "oh, well hello" seductively. Unfortunately I am in a rush to get to the shower so I just say "hello" back. I have the feeling that it was enough to score with her later.

Regaining Dream Recall
Well it's been awhile, hasn't it? Almost half a year now, I think. Well after my first hardly-successful lucid dream, I gave up. I don't know why. A couple days ago I decided to get back in the game, and stared keeping a private journal (you know, in the waking journal section), but I digress.

So here I am, and here you are. If you've read this far, then boy do I have a treat for you. That's right, you get to read about my snippet of a dream.

I'm following my dad along this road. The road doesn't exist in the real world, but in the dream world it's near my house. I'm following my dad somewhere, and take a look to my right. There's a big lake. Water reacts weirdly in my dreams apparently. Instead of only parts of the water reflecting light (like you see in a pool) that whole damn thing does, as if the sun were in the water. We go a further for a while, I don't really remember much until the part where we turn around. We walk by some winding street that goes up the side of a mountain (a mountain in Rhode Island? hat should have put me right into a lucid) on this street that are big houses, twice, maybe three times the size of mine. One is a beige/pinkish color, and kind of a medieval style. The house closest to the road that we're walking on is a pale blueish color, with a hint of purple. I make a remark to my dad about how rich you would ave to be to live in these houses, or something like that. I look to the left, and the once huge lake is now but a small pond next to a house that is more appropriately sized. We walk further and I turn around to notice a fat dog trailing me. It's a golden retriever, and it looks tired. (I actualyl don't know when this part occurred, but I know that it did). I pull out a map and see that the pale blueish-purple building that we had passed is in fact a mirror emporium! My dad make some joke about my saying that only the rich live there or some hooblah like that. We continue and take a right onto another street and the memory of the dream fades.

Well that turned about to be a bit more than a snippet, didn't it? Guess my dream recall hasn't suffered too much.

Had a dream that I dislocated my thumb at all joints, felt the pain then relocated the joints back in place, wasn't pretty

Hrs Slept: 5 ish

My first Journal Entry! I have never had a Lucid Dream, so for now I'm just trying to build up my dream recall.

I went to Dillon's with Becca and Ashley. Our plan was to get a pizza from a hot food place inside the store and we all needed different stuff too so we split up. I was heading towards produce and I saw Becca ahead of me at this "kiosk" for the store where you could look up the location of stuff in the store. And for some reason she had a broom. So I continued shopping and got what I needed which was a bag of lemons and another bag of produce, not sure what it was. Then I went and got in line to check out and put both my bags of produce and also two cups full of liquid that looked just like cups from work. One cup had water and the other was full of lemon juice. So as my cashier is checking out my items I pick up a cup and take a drink, intending to drink water but I actually drank the lemon juice. But it was oddly refreshing and citrus-y. At that same moment I looked down and see a pizza on the conveyer belt. So I said to my cahier who was Lindsey K. “That’s not my pizza” and she apologizes and says it’s hers so she quickly takes it off. There are also some other Dillon's workers around (all wearing red frocks) who witnessed this little scene. At that time I also knew Becca was getting the pizza we were going to eat with Ashley.

Awake|Dreaming|Lucid

An awesome dream, but a little bit scary at times. Also a little bit hard to recall every detail.

I was walking down a path at night, when I noticed a group of zombies over in the distance. I then ran into the nearest building which happened to be a zombie defense base. What are the chances? I went inside and there were a few people. An old man, a woman and another man. I can't decribe what they looked like. The base was really cool, it was neon blue outside and light grey inside with lots of glowing shelves. As I entered, they locked the door and the windows were open. I walked over to the right and saw a cube shaped shelf/table with a few weapons on it. I picked the large machine gun with a scope. I never used the weapon, instead I ran outside a couple of times and got eaten. I 'respawned' back at the base a few times. I then felt like I needed to close the windows, so I did. I got attacked by a zombie in the process but managed to kill it as it hit me. After this, there were thousands of zombies surrounding us, so we decided to open the secret door and get better weapons. In the middle of the back wall was a garage-like door. It opened up and inside was a similar room, but with red neon walls. To the right, at the back corner was another shelf, but bigger and had another small shelf attached to it. I went over and picked up a hand gun called "The Dragon Gun". I tested it out by wasting a whole magazine on the floor. I then only loaded it with about 3 bullets, then switched back to my first weapon. I walked outside to fight some zombies, then sprayed my machine gun, killing some zombies to make room. After making some room, I switched to the dragon gun because the magazine on my other gun had been used. I realised I only had 3 bullets left and a group of zombies sprinted towards me. I shot the three bullets then started to panic while getting torn apart. I managed to get away, but half beaten to death by the zombies. I then reached a broken truck, in the desert.

A really cool dream . Thanks for reading!

i am sitting across the room looking at my triops tank, triops flourish in it and i also see a few small goldfish that i remember putting in there, i also see a different kind of aquatic animal swimming around and i deduced that the goldfish must have mated with the triop to produce a new species (of course when i wake and recall this i know that it wouldn't be possible.) the "new species" is about 2in. in length frosty translucent white in color, has only one main fin on the top of it as well as a small tail fin, and has a ghostly icy trail behind it when it swims, (as soon as i observe these things my dream fades out and ends)
(in another dream) i now find myself outside of my previous school at the side door, other students crowd around me trying to get in, the doors open and the crowd drains into the building. as i go in the special education teacher stops me and asks me if i have seen a purple mp3, i hold up my hand and i notice it contains my mp3, i say "no, all i have is this blue sansa fuze" (even though i know it is not a fuze, it is something else) the teacher then says "i will put you on the list" i have no clue what this means (the dream fades out and i awake) i also remember a fragment of ... either a British or american flag's corner being folded in as it was waving and then something caused it to unfold in to its regular position.

Awake|Dreaming|Lucid

I loved this dream, although my mind hurt during it.

I started in school, in one of my classes. Can't remember what class, but I was just leaving. I walked outside into the school courtyard and saw a few people around, more than I would normally dream about. I then saw a wizard, who I went to go and talk to. I spoke to him and he taught me how to summon dream fragments. He said "Look over at that building..." then lifted his hands, level to his face. He then pulled out a huge cloud with an image in it. The cloud rose from the building, about a mile away. Inside was a woman dressed in red clothes, staring at the sky. It looked like she was in some wooden shack. I then tried, but I failed. I then experience a very odd FA. I became semi lucid and said "That was summoned when I was dreaming!" then performed a failed RC. It was like I woke up in the same dream. I then lost that semi lucidity and began trying to summon a dream fragment. I kept failing and it felt like my hands were going to implode everytime I attempted. I got bored and then walked out of shcool with a girl. As we arrived at the forest, located in the middle of my school and house, I attempted to dream bend one last time. This time I concentrated fully, on an appropiate building in the distance. I failed, but this time my hands were extremely numb and tight. I gave up and walked with the girl some more. Me and this girl then found a house abandoned in an empty field. We went inside and walked up some stairs. The room looked like it was an upstairs conservatory. I then had an thought that this girl was going to do sexual things with me and I said "Oh great, I'm going to get my dick sucked...". The girl walked off and I noticed a TV had appeared, with a video of someone playing Call of Duty. I walked into the same room as the girl went and notcied another TV, with the same video on.

I enjoyed this dream, but I'm not sure what this FA was, nor what this magic was. I hope to discover what they are .

I went to an art fair which was more like a competition between two people; comparing who creates better and faster arts in restricted time. I need to make 3-4 pieces of arts in one theme with restricted materials; paint, pastels, crayons, few fabrics and markers. It was a long, time consuming fair that bored everyone except competitors; me and a lady dressed in a white one-piece outfit.
The lady had a theme of Cinderella and I had Snow White. I quickly had a glimpse of her painting. She’s painting a scene where Cinderella is wearing a passionate red dress, dancing the tango with a prince with manly mustache. She was blossoming white foam like frill dress from her milky hands; decorating her inner skirt, like a seductive rose.

Hey, wake up~

How did he even sense me? This blind old man seems to have a superpower.
There is a unique system in this fair called Helper. They are an adviser, watcher, supervisor and helper for artist who will assist beside till the end of the competition. Helper over there looks a bit clumsy, but is a ‘normal’ person; carefully advising, where as mine is a blind old man. I do not have anything against blind people, but… a blind helper in an ‘art fair’?

Wait… … maybe he’s Jedi Master… …

I have two more pieces to go, but not enough time. The lady has only one more to go… I’m in hurry. At this point I need someone to finish this. So I asked him for help.

He snorted with squinting eyes, and said.

You do it.

Supplement Dose: 3.6 mg Hypericin (1200 mg St. John's Wort extract), 3 York Peppermint Patties

Blahhhh.... So, the beginning of this night was rather unpleasant. Perhaps hastily, I ingested four St. John's wort capsules which were standardized to contain 0.9 mg of hypericin per 300 mg of extracted plant matter, as I've experimented with St. John's wort before and had very trippy dreams from it (though the active I'm more interested in is hyperforin, got some of that on it's way too ). However, four is a rather large dose, and though I was mainly aiming for the NMDA antagonist effects of the hypericin, I suppose I could've taken into account the other possible actives in the extract.... I had a good bit of insomnia and stomach pains (which the peppermint patties may have contributed to), and after a few hours of sleep with no solid dreams I had to get up and use the bathroom, which was... not fun at all. I was certainly feeling the effects of the hypericin as well, as when I woke up I was slightly dissociated. All of my senses were more euphoric than normal, but also more dulled or distant (this may be hard to comprehend correctly if you don't have experience with dissociatives). It felt nice at first, but didn't do much for me overall. It also stood in the way of my progress to help force myself to fall asleep again, with a little (perhaps menthol-assisted) help from my body's natural processes. I got started but the sensations weren't strong enough to keep me going, and I was slightly anesthetized so I wasn't able to get anywhere with it. *sigh*

Eventually, I did fall asleep, and I started the night out with a strange fragment, followed by a fairly surreal dream with a slight hint of mint, so that's nice at least. I wanted to stay asleep for longer and try to suck more out of the dose, but my physiology wasn't putting up with it after I woke up from the last one, so I just decided to get up.

Man, I would love to be able to get some hypericin by itself and not have to go through that again! But, what're you going to do? Oh well, here's my dreams for the night.

Dream Fragment - I was doing cocaine in the back of a high school class that had a substitute teacher with my old friend SN with help from PR, this guy I knew since elementary school. ("With help from"...? Not exactly sure what that implies now, but it's in the notes.) Afterwards I was disposing of the evidence (notes: "favorite tin") and dropped my phone in the trash by mistake, and then people kept throwing more trash in on top of it before I could get it out. D:

An Unfocused Night [Non-Lucid]

There was a lot going on in this dream, and I'm pretty sure I was with O for a lot of it at the beginning, but my first clear memory comes in at the top of a tall building in Las Vegas in some kind of suite with some of my family members and my dad's friend Px (I think?). Mainly what I remember is that we were smoking weed, and I had brought my own but they wanted to smoke theirs first, and I was telling them about how O and I had just come here to Vegas twice in the last three days just to relax and to take some extensive English course that was over in literally two days to get those college credits out of the way. I believe my cousin P then came up to me and started showing me some new Mario game that I had thought was just a port of Super Mario 64, but it turned out to be a legitimate remake with new graphics and features and all of this stuff, and it was on the Nintendo DS. The game zoomed in to take up my entire perception, and I could see now that it actually took place at a modified version of my old middle school. Of course, that didn't strike me as too odd at the time.

Mario was basically just running around and doing wall jumps all over the place, and somewhere down the line (I saw a lot of the game but don't remember much of it now) the narrating voice changed from my cousin P to my other cousin (P's younger sister) K. I told her that she should go wall jump way up to the top of some tower which I was apparently aware of from the original game, even though there was no such structure in it. She gets up there and... it's kind of a weird area where you can see windows and a church bell or something outside and it was sunny outside, and where we were was waaaay high up above the ground on a floating platform, and around the rim of the room (with just a little space extending outward from the walls) there were lots of newborn babies in the kinds of cribs they get right when they're first born, at the hospital. Suddenly K and I were actually here in the room with them, and as the panel was small and she was the one who knew what she was doing, I was standing behind her and holding on to her waist as not to fall off. This is where the mentholy libido feeling kicked in, not because of my cousin (thankfully ) but because I was suddenly aware that I was wearing a sexy nurse outfit, and I was struck with that sort of "pure" feeling that's been discussed in the experiment thread and I just wanted to mother all of the babies in the room and make sure they were all happy. >w<

I'm wondering if the feeling may have caused the dream to become less stable (since in all of my other menthol dreams it actually woke me up), because things unfocused for a minute and then kind of refocused at my house, in my parents' bedroom. I was apparently playing the game on the DS alone now, and some guy who I don't recognize came into the room. I told him briefly about the game and then asked him if there was anyone else (who?) left in the house, and he said no. We also had these sugary colored dough ball things that I perceived as being Japanese candies at the time, and they were delicious! We were eating them to just kind of pass the time and break the tension since we didn't really know each other, and he was watching something on my parents' TV (a sports game maybe?), and I asked him if he wanted to go out somewhere and get some real food, my treat. He said yes but in a way that made it seem like he thought I was joking, which I recognized at the time but I still went to change into a bit more formal-casual clothes. I went back into the room and said something like "Alright, let's go!" and he looked at me a bit surprised, trying to back out of it then but I told him he already said yes. He just seemed embarrased because he didn't expect me to actually pay for him, or something like that. I asked him where he wanted to go, and after much debating I believe he settled on "anywhere with cucumbers". We walked out into the kitchen briefly so he could grab his stuff, and while we were out there I saw a teenage mutant ninja turtle walking around. I don't know which one is who, but it was the one with the blue headband. We headed out the front door and I noticed that it was nighttime and the neighborhood was fairly covered in snow, which looked really nice. I ended up trying to lock the door with the wrong key first, but then I switched the right one. The guy started walking out towards my car, but then I woke up.