non-lucid

Windhover's Dream

Failed wild and woke up for 5 times. I don't know if this was wild but I think it combined with wild and dild:

The dream started in some kind of unfamiliar village. I instantly knew that I was dreaming. (at this point I was my character Ye-rin) Then I remembered summoning my dream guide in dream!! I started to call out his name and I found him beyond the street. He looked very happy to meet me. He ran towards me and I did too. I hugged and raised him (he's short). I really felt great I could felt his body and leg hanging. Here my recall is foggy. and I wasn't that fully lucid to control dream. I missed many questions that I wanted to ask my DG - we were just lurking around in the village - all I could think was riding a sport car. We went to a parking lot and tried to find some nice slick cars - I wanted to ride huge SUV, but my DG found a green sport car; he insisted to ride this car. I gave up and we got in the car. I wore seat belt and pulled the gear to drive. I drove to somewhere...but I don't remember after then.
My DG and I were at a museum. There was a tree art in a peach-colored room. Everything was so vivid.

At some point I woke up.

In second dream I was at the same village I dreamed in the first dream, so I could get lucid again. I summoned my DG for second time, and remembered getting help from him to create a portal. I met him at the green-field park and he tried to help me. He circled in the mid-air with his finger to create a portal but it didn't work -.- I tried to create it too but never worked. I started to feel that my DG is useless. so I just transformed into my character Vox and flew away.
The flying was great, but the dream was kinda unstable. I flew to a metropolitan city and hovered very high. I imagined Skrillex's song heard in my head to feel excitement.
I saw a marine ship at the sea. I flew down to the ship and destroyed all airplanes and soldiers with my sound-wave-attack lol.
And then I had urge to go to my home town. I saw very tall apartments that made me scared. The sky was dark. I found my hometown and got in one of the floors - I realized that our home town apartments got remodeled. The house was kinda futuristic. I got out of the house and flew away, and at this point I woke up.

Couldn't remember much. But here's what I got from last night.
I was in my house, lying on the couch where I fell asleep the night before (though of course, I didn't realize I was asleep). I sat up and looked around. Everything looked the same, except for a random dresser sitting over by the couch. I crawled over and peered over the side of the couch to the floor, only to see my friend Haley laying down there, mumbling something about her cousin knowing French. I said hello, and she murmured a hello back, only to continue rambling on about her cousin knowing French. I heard a noise and looked over towards the living room to see my uncle, aunt, and cousins all walk in. I didn't question why they were there. I just said, "Oh. Okay."
I got up and went to talk to them.
And sadly, I don't remember the rest, but I woke up shortly after. I'm really happy Spring Break will be here soon, as it'll give me plenty of days to improve my dream recall and lucidity.

I was having short afternoon power nap testing my REM-Dreamer...

I am in Czech, but seem that only for a short time....
It is a beautiful sunny day... it feels like spring....

I am coming from Pavel and thinking that I want to go running.... I actually run home and its lovely and effortless... I am taking deep breaths and it feels just amazing... the freshness and the joy of activity....
I am thinking that I should contact Zbisek Lhota and we could go for a run.... I also think to myself what clothes did I pack with me.... did I take some shorts???... Then I remember that i did...

I get home and run upstairs to my room to get ready and to put my phone on the charger...... As I am passing through the corridor, with the corner of my eye I notice my mum and my sister sitting in the living room having a chat. I hear just a fragment, but it makes me think..... my mum is saying something like "it is like if he said... In that night top you look like... (some bad compliment)...." .. i think you pushed a bit too much with this..... (i know that my sister probably said something to her boyfriend.. and now he is upset about it... and my mum is trying to explain to her.....

I get in my room, putting shorts on and getting ready...

- I was with a group of 2 other girls in a classroom, and we were doing a project, but we had to choose nicknames for ourselves. One of them said her name was going to be Pop, one I think was Candy, and then a third girl came over who was also apparently in our group and said her name would be Sugar. I couldn't think of one.

- I was either at a Deadmau5 concert or watching a video of one, and telling N on MSN what was going on. He was standing on a very thin stage with nothing else on it that divided the room in two, with crowds of people on either side, so he could only face half the audience at any time. He was facing me at one point and gesturing with his arms a lot while talking, and everyone in the audience behind him started quietly copying all his movements. Eventually he turned around and everyone laughed.

03.09.2012

Weird Cooking, Kaiba from Yu-Gi-Oh! fragment (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I took a nap, and then ended up sleeping for another 1-2 hours.

Dream 1: Weird Cooking

I was sitting somewhere with someone, and we're doing some really odd cooking methods.

There's this fairly huge glass jar, and we mix all sorts of things in it. I couldn't even make out any of the ingredients we were using, but me and this DC that looked like Aaron that I knew in real life were just adding stuff.

Then I started to use some object to stir the stuff inside this glass jar, and then the dream shifts to where that same stuff makes waffles.

The waffles are kind of huge, and they land on the floor. I tell Aaron to help me quickly pick up these abnormal sized waffles, but I don't think he's even there. I get pissed off at him, and then some DC that looks like my mother comes out.

She tells me that there was food prepared already, and she looked mad at me being mad at this Aaron DC. I get worried for some reason because I was thinking about how my father would get mad.

So much for RCing....

Dream 2: Kaiba from Yu-Gi-Oh! fragment

There's an anime environment panning over to get more details from the left, and there's some kind of blast on some building. I hear Kaiba's voice say something about how one person didn't give him a chance to do something.

So, I had this dream this morning that took place inside of some kind of church with many, many rows of seats that gradually went upward the farther back you went, like the bleachers in a school's gymnasium.

I sat in the middle row with my family and I looked down several rows and saw my cousin's family. They were sitting in the 3rd or 4th row from the front, so they were pretty far down there. All of the seats were full of families and there was a guy at the very bottom talking to us.

I don't remember what he was saying but he was saying stuff like "for all of those who are interested in doing this or taking part in this, come on down." I was waiting for him to offer the "King's Job" for some reason and I kept getting up right before he called out the next job offer only to sit back down agitated, lol.

Then he asked if any family member has never been a King before. I felt as though most of my family has been, however, none of my cousin's family were. And I thought to myself, "don't they feel any shame?" He then shouted out "King Status!" I jumped up, and to my surprise, nobody else got up. I took my time walking down the steps as I pulled out my wallet to make sure I had $100. I had about $200, I think........

I took out a hundred dollar bill and right before I got close to him, this other guy runs past me and beats me to the guy. I couldn't believe he did that. "How disrespectful" I thought. The guy gave him a $100 bill and the man gave him a $20 in change. I thought the price for "King Status" was $100. Then I gave him $100 after the other guy went back to his family and this guy said something along the lines of "why didn't I hurry up and get there sooner?"

But he still took the $100 and gave me a $20 back in change, lol. Then I went back and sat down with my family. Since the two of us were interested in becoming Kings, and there could only be one King, that guy would have to decide who's the most fit for the job. He walked up the stairs with a bible underneath his arm, went over to the other guy and his family, opened the bible and asked him to recite a passage, which he did. I don't remember what he was saying and I didn't care.

Then, I lost interest in the whole thing. I was like "fk this" but I didn't say it out loud and woke up.

End.

A lot of my memories for the night are really splotchy, my recall was pretty bad. Plus, I got really distracted for a while after waking up and didn't take the time to read over my dreams until now. As a result, some of this probably won't make much sense. :T Anything in quotation marks is just a direct quote from my notes, and something I couldn't really figure out.

#1 - New College Dorm [Non-Lucid]

"Looking for a new college dorm and seeing a lot of people in the process, getting ready to make an offer but afraid someone else might get out. While looking for someone to get out, somehow I accidentally set up a coke deal through O and he even has it for me by the time I wake up. Apparently I lived under some housing label before and never knew and the employees are shocked because normally everyone who does is close as family and I just never noticed before since I was such a loner, and they were gonna play hard ball but now it seems like they really want to give it to me."



#2 - Easy Money [Non-Lucid]

We opened a restaurant at my house, and I spent pretty much the entire dream taking peoples' money and credit card numbers but never actually brought any orders out.

#3 - Dream Journal [Non-Lucid]

I'm visiting some high school class and we're having some mid-day recess, and apparently I go there day after day because the days keep skipping while I'm outside. On the last day I actually go back inside and see the classroom for once, and the teacher puts on a movie. I pull out a yellow paper pad to doodle or something, and notice on it the words "Dream Journal". Obviously, I remain non-lucid.

Dream Fragment - "Something about Linkzelda41 and eating an orange?? So faint...."

#4 - Joking About Celebrities [Non-Lucid]

"Wandering around school, make friends with some of the girls in that class. D's there, and O. Something about celebrities, we joke about one of them going crazy and attacking the others in a story or movie or something. Then I head through the hallways with D (other D) thinking about what to do, I have class but I end up getting game guides to read instead."

False Awakening - "I think I must have went home, laid down in bed to read the game guides, and passed out early."

Terrible recall. >_< Maybe I should try drinking apple juice before bed or something!

All I remember from last night are fragments. Probably because I had such little sleep the night before and slept so hard. Apparently I was catching up on sleep and didn't dream as much (or maybe because I was so sleepy I just couldn't remember anything!)

Fragment One: I'm at the dollar tree, not sure what I'm supposed to be looking for, but I see a bunch of Christmas tins with all kinds of fancy candies and cookies. I think to myself, all these expensive brand cookies and candies for a dollar? Christmas is only a month away, I'm stocking up and giving these as Christmas gifts this year! I load up my buggy with a lot of cases of mints.

Fragment Two: I'm at home, asking the neighbors kid that I baby sit about a woman who's name was Anna Snow. In the dream I thought she was someone important, a revolutionary or something, and she had died a couple years earlier with a missing arm. Apparently the neighbors kid's best friend was her little brother or something. I'm trying to get details of how and why she died. Grandma yells at me for asking him repeatedly and refusing to believe that he doesn't know anything. I get frustrated, and see some Oreos. I think about eating them, then decide Grandma would fuss at me for that too. I wake up creeped out and can't seem to get back to sleep for an hour.

Fragment Three: Another dream where I'm a guy. This dream I'm some guy with psychic abilities, around college age. There's a guy walking with me, that I feel like is a year or two ahead of me. He's asking me if I talked to my father about transferring yet. A guy comes up behind us and laughs saying, "Mark, I can't believe your really asking the poor kid to transfer just so you don't lose your psychic pupil! What is his daddy can't afford the extra cash to go to a college out of state?" The guy with me, Mark, says he's planning to cover the extra "couple of dollars" to keep me with him. He says something about not finding people with my kind of potential often, and that he could make a fortune off me when he's done training my abilities and has made me a famous psychic. I feel uncomfortable.

Fragment Four: I'm playing Skylanders... or rather I'm a Skylander in the game. I have a bow and Arrows, so I guess I'm Flameslinger, but then I find myself in a corner squared off against another Flameslinger so I guess I'm not. My aim with the arrows sucks. Someone's screaming for help. We stop shooting each other and head out looking for the person screaming for help. The scene looks really realistic. There's a pyramid to my right (the kind with steps like I associate with South America not Egypt) with a water fall pouring from the top of it and down the middle of the front side. to my right is a giant tree, and grass so tall that it reaches my eye level with Yellow flowers mixed in with the green and olive colored grass. There are trolls attacking two creatures that look like Fi (From Skyward Sword) only instead of being blue and corporeal, these "Fi"'s look like they are made of water. They also don't have legs, just formless water from the chest down. The trolls run away, I see the pyramid once more and marvel at how beautiful it is.

Thursday, March 8, 2012

I'm in a office building/science center/office for nature protection.
I'm waiting for someone to finish up his day and we would leave home. I'm thinking about how I wanted to work in this office and instead, my friend ended up working here.

Some office people get together and start talking about Moon and if it stopped rotating and if the position of Tycho crater has shifted. They are showing some pictures of it. I ask, if Moon stopped rotating, wouldn't we see the far side? I talk about taking pictures of the Moon, but not being able to tell if the Tycho crater has shifted it's position. They want me to bring my laptop and do a presentation for them. I don't understand why, I'm not an expert.

Then we are on the street. We see a flood coming, taking everything in it's path. We are trying to get back to the building. (I watched the Japan tsunami on TV).

A black panther was growling behind / under / beside my bed. He was very close and very angry. I was just waiting for him to attack.

In my dream, I was in bed and had been sleeping. I was now trying to open my eyes, but I couldn't.

Then, the panther was a cat. I still couldn't open my eyes, but the growling was now the purring of a cat. I could feel it's cool breath on my face.

I think there is some connection with FA's and becoming lucid. I felt close to lucidity in this dream, and I considered this an FA. I'll keep tabs on it.

03.09.2012

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Dream 1: WILD talk

Something weird went on with DCs talking about WILDing.

Dream 2: Exam

I'm taking an exam an its crowded in the lecture room. It's mostly flat flooring compared to the sloped flooring I'm used to at my University to cover more surface area.

There are long tables and seats to occupy many people horizontally. I don't do so well on the exam because I leave some areas blank.



So I decide to go up to the proctors and staff to turn in the exam, and then some person gives me the second part to the test. I go back to sit down to take it.

Then the dream shifts to where I'm a replica of where my Political 206 class is, and it's most likely a tutoring session for it, and I see a blonde to the left of me talking about something useful to study for the exam.

She shows some items she uses, and I hear some black guy trying to talk to the girl with accent like, "Hey girl.." or something like that, but the girl seems to be ignorning him.

The girl looks cute, but I'm not sure what happened after.

Dream 3: Lucid and calling out my Subconscious but failing...(DILD)

I feel as if I'm being pulled and transferred to the dreaming plane, and I question if I'm dreaming or not.

I finally know I am without doing a reality check, I just know because the surroundings around me is related to a house I've been to during breaks in college, and I haven't been for some time now.

I'm inside the garage of the house, and I see the vehicle in front of me with random things in it. The doors are open I believe, with the light inside shining a bit probably.

For some odd reason, I decided to call out my subconscious a few times, but nothing happens.

I open the garage and its fairly dark outside, either early morning or late night. I call out for my subconscious to appear again, and still nothing.

I felt nothing, I even turned around with anticipation to see if an entity would be formed, and nothing happens...just emptiness. The whole environment was quiet, peaceful, but this was irritating because I really wanted for my subconscious to appear as a DG or something!



I have a decent stabilized dreaming mind at the moment, but when that happens, my mind tends to be stupid and want to destroy that because I keep thinking that I could mess it up.

Anyway, I give up and try to find Alyzarin and Kaomea, since the sky looks almost the same as our planned sharing dream location, but I wake up.

I'm in a small village, in a small house with my mum and my sister (which is odd, considering I don't have a sister.) I left to go to the next few villages for some reason, I don't remember what. Along the way, I met somebody who was going with me and we needed to go through a building. Some kids had blocked the way through. So we waited. Eventually, the kids had to escape as they trapped themselves in. Then I was watching in 3rd person, like a security camera watching them escape from the back.

We went through and we finally arrived at a city, where I casually looked up in the sky and saw a plane. It wasn't a normal plane though. It was on a collision course with the ground ^_^ It crashed and there was a massive BOOM. I hurried home. Somehow my sister got injured. I left the room that we both were sleeping in and it turned into my house today, in the city I live in. my neighbors knocked on the door. My mum replied that we had just fixed my sisters Nintendo DS.

I think I had this dream probably last year. I was at my mom's house. It's night and the yard light is on as well as some lights in other people's houses, however, it was still very dark outside. I've got the backdoor opened and I'm looking out into the yard and fields and there are specters standing in the fields, all around the house, and there's even one standing behind me but I feel that these guys are helping me.

They were basically darker than black figures with red eyes and with a human form. They were about maybe 5 ft. tall. I thought that that was a really cool dream because I was being protected from any potential burglars and such and I had eyes all around the yard and in the fields.

I was in an unfamiliar classroom, mostly empty of furniture, with a girl I recognized. I think maybe she goes to my school or something, but I dunno her name or anything. I had gotten paid in that room in both cash and a cheque, and all the bills were laid on a table in rows. I gathered them up and put them in my backpack. I turned and tried to leave, but the girl started trying to fight me on this strange structure against the wall. I escaped and ran to the doorway, turning around to look back at her, and mouthed "woo" while pumping my fist in the air in slow motion. Then I saw my backpack still on the table in there, and it was laughing at me. I went back in to get it.

Then I found myself in a video game. It was kind of scary, had a really long name and I was playing it with a group of people. We got out of the game for a moment. E was there and we were sitting on a couch, then the other people came over and sat on the couch with us, even though it was much too small. There was a cordless phone on a table in front of us that would show the name of the last game played, but the name of it was too long and had really weird spacing and messed up the screen, which was weird. Then we went back in the game. It took place in a dirty, damaged city with lots of wide-open spaces. At certain places, a red fog would appear when you approached, and a figure would come out of it. Then there would be text overlaid on the 'screen' (even though I was inside it) that looked like the text in Amnesia, saying something like, "Is this The Mix?" 'The Mix' was apparently the name of the creature and it was a demon, but it actually acted similar to an Amnesia monster as well, and you had to run away from it through the city. It was scary and I died from it a couple times.

Then I was suddenly at my school. It seemed like I was almost thinking consciously at this point, which was weird. It felt like I was lucid but without knowing I was dreaming, so it was really confusing. I was trying to figure out what class I had next, and everything I looked at was morphing and twisting. I thought really hard about it and actually figured out my schedule correctly, but when I thought I was going into my English class, the door led to a sort of balcony inside a mall, and it was suddenly lunchtime. There was a decorative fountain right in the middle of it, and some people I know were sitting at tables around the edges eating lunch, though I only remember seeing NN. I was very confused. Without noticing, I started singing a song, then realized where I was and tried to play it off, trailing off and saying something like "yeahhh I'm just gonna stop now".

I've had this dream in the back of my head for some time now, but over a year ago, I had a dream about hail. I tend to be the type to have dreams about natural disasters, specifically severe thunderstorms, because I am a storm chaser. However, this one is the one that caught me off guard, especially given the events of the next day.

In my dream, I am at my grandmother's house. It's the middle of the summer, and about 3 or 4 PM. We are sitting in their living room, talking about the weather and waiting for my grandfather to get home. He drives a semi to and from New Jersey and occasionally Chicago and Michigan. Just as he pulls in the drive way, the sky outside starts to turn pitch black, the clouds churning with instability. A violent storm starts, just as he makes it into the house.

My grandparents have two dogs and in this dream one of them, Ginger, dives under the kitchen table for cover while whimpering in fear; something she doesn't usually do.

The storm is short lived, and begins to calm down or so we think. Suddenly, a series of large "BANG"s resonate from outside and when I glance out the window, I am horrified at what I see.

There is a hail storm outside with hail coming down in the size of soccer balls.

I beckon my aunt over to the window and she looks at us in fear.

Then I woke up.

The next day, while sitting on the couch, my grandparents were talking about the Bible. I am not a Christian, nor am I a Jehovah's Witness like they are. I consider myself a Pantheist with Buddhist and Daoist influences. I typically ignore what they have to say, but the one thing that caught my attention was that my grandma had begun to talk about hail.

She had asked my grandfather to convert the measuring units they were using in the book so that she could imagine the size of the hail they were speaking of. It came out to be roughly the size of a soccer ball.

It freaked me out, and I wondered if there could be some sort of symbol or meaning to this dream that I was having.