non-lucid

This is the second oldest dream I can recall. I was living in the apartment I dreamed of in the first dream. I was 12-13 years old at the time. It was right after play station came out and I had been playing "Castlevaina: Symphony of the Night" the last month. I was stuck and couldn't beat this one part of the game for the last week. It was in the upside down part of the castle and the guy that has a bunch of bee's come out of his decomposing body hung up on chains. Then I had the following dream and got past that part the next day.

Its not much of a dream. It was just a tv screen in front of me with no sides I was so close. I wasn't aware of my body. I was controlling the character in the video game. I was trying to beat the part I had been stuck on. I beat it and woke up.

This is the first dream I can remember having. I don't know where I was living when I dreamed this. When recalling this dream I noticed it looked like an apartment I had lived at but I know it was before we lived there when I dreamed it. So this is before I turned 12 at my best guess.

I was standing in the hallway next to the kitchen. I could see the glass doors that led outside to the yard. It was daytime. I seen terminator (yeah Arnold) walk in the living room. He tried to shoot me. I ran past him and out the glass door to the out side. I ran out to the road and seen a hug culvert (drain pipe if I spelled wrong). I hid inside for a moment and decided to check and see if he was following me. He was and so was a female terminator. He shot me. I don't recall ever feeling it. I looked down and ther was a huge hole in my belly and I wondered "how can I still be standing up". As I put my hand threw the hole and seen my spine was gone. I then woke up.

*Somewhere around the area where Eva Pavlatova lives I go for a walk at night. I see some smoke and when I look closely I see little flame. So I call Fire Brigade immediately. But to something until they are there I pick garden water pipe and start squirting water on the fire. In a moment there are two or three fire brigades and firemen start running out of the cars. I tell them that the flames are up on the roof. There is always some kind of problem with water pressure or location of the fire.

May 1, 2011

Non-lucid

I arrive late for my school's talent show. I rush through backstage to set up my guitar and amp just before the first act goes out. I hang out in the side curtains to watch the first few performers. My spot is coming up soon, so I decide to go for a walk to calm my nerves and get a snack. I go to the vending machine in the cafeteria and grab a puffed wheat square. One of my teachers then informs me that I left the door of my car wide open and unlocked, so I run outside to close it before I have to go on stage.

Yet another installation in a lucid dry spell, nothing is too interesting about this dream.

catch the ghost

mon: i didn't sleep this day
tue: angry at myself. dreams were real vivid. a sign of recovery but i was too groggy to write 'em down and they vanished within ten minutes
wed: 2 lucids but no ghost

Spoiler for lucid dreams:

The clock in my room was all screwy. I tried walking around but I moved real slow and the lights were blinking rapidly. I wake up.

I re-enter the dream and I go into the kitchen and ask my girlfriend "help me catch a ghost". She says "They were in the yard but I caught them all". I go out anyways and see my neighbor and his daughter. I say "Let's have a drink." He accepts. I find a bottle under my porch and go into his house.

He takes me through a gym and into a changing room where sexual acts begin between him and his daughter. "I don't have time for this. I need to catch a ghost." More people enter and they all start taking off their clothes and I wake up. I did try looking for a ghost in the gym but nothing.

thu: crazy dream. down a ladder to the center of the earth where i have to kill this fiery skeleton horse with razor claws and tusks. many people died but not me. i woke up before i destroyed the beast.
fri: followed a dog through an empty house. found some decapitated bodies.
sat: 3 hours of sleep. did not dream. did not catch the ghost.
sun: sporadic recall. sort of nightmares. i cut my finger and it was falling off....i saw a video tape of a man's suicide and SWAT stormed his house....i was in a flooded building on a box watching people be electrified in the water...in a department store looking at candy and Halloween costumes. vivid.

I was at some convention that was also a museum. I toured it with my friends, and we looked around it. For some reason I had more friends in the dream then I have now, hundreds. I played on an IPad while I walked*around the place. I remember putting it down on a rack for safekeeping while I rode a kart ride that toured the place. I vaguely remember it looking like me school a bit as well as some familiar place, I can't think of what though. When I came back my IPad was a different size, and when I accessed it I noticed it wasn't mine, and it was someone else. I quickly knew that someone accidentally switched IPads with me. I looked through the journals and data to find a name. It started with Rachel, can't recall the last name. I called it out but to no success. After a few minutes I had an idea. I emailed the owner of the IPad using her own email to prove I had it and where to switch iPads. While I waited for her reply I looked through the journal she kept in it. She apparently liked plants and plant people. She replied back with her home address, saying I should meet her there. I drove to there with my brother and practiced ADA on the way (in a dream lol). Then, I noticed it wasn't me driving. It was my 10 year old brother!!! I asked him why he was driving and he said for fun. I quickly took the wheel and drove the rest of the way. I met her and we talked about each other, and she exchanged iPads with me. She said we would meet again. I hope that this is my dream guide.

It was a mario-style dream, but you could use legos to build stuff. I remember it being close to Easter, and at me and my friends were looking for Mario style power ups at what seemed to be my school. Someone that looked like a dad from a cartoon showed up and told us that we could only look for eggs at the boss mansion. We reluctantly agreed, and we went to beat the 'game' I remember that there was a Mario-like plot and that my group of friends were the "bad guys" I was a young Bowser and I can't recall the rest except that one was an anthro crocodile. For some reason Mario was sleeping at first, and we were not able to harm him. We waited at the castle and talked. Mario arrived, and due to the laws only one of us could attack. It was me at first. Mario quickly subdued me and moved on. Me and the others had an argument and broke the laws, and want to kill Mario in his sleep. The cartoon guy came and told us that the game would be reset because of it. It was, and my group argued some more over what happened. Eventually all of them attacked me, and they kicked me out of this spawner thing, which made me die permanently after they killed me.

I was in my yard and i saw turtles all over. I saw one big on and a bunch of small ones. Thats all i remember.

Dream - Lucid

I was with a couple of other people in some store, I think it was called American Outfitters. I was shopping for blue jeans. I found a pair I liked; they were a size 23. The saleswoman handed them to me, and I started to head towards the dressing room with the people I was with.

When I entered the dressing room, I saw it was HUGE with a ton of elegant-looking beds of all sizes. There was a stall, one of 2 stalls in the whole dressing room, that I tried to enter, but someone wouldn't let me. So I kept walking, seeing all the beds around me. We stopped at a big, queen-sized bed. I started to change, and someone pointed out that people were staring at me, watching me change. I looked around, and there were indeed lots of older men watching me change. I felt extremely uncomfortable, and tried to tell them to go away and stop watching. I tried to get some of the people I was with to stand in front of me as I tried the pants on. They tried, but there were still all these men staring at me. I remember an overweight black man being one of the men. I eventually just gave up and tried to ignore them as I tried the pants on. They fit perfectly, and I wanted to buy them.

Then, I remember walking off to the side, and seeing this small, light orange ball covered in pink dots. I knew I was supposed to be collecting those. I picked it up, and then saw myself in 3rd person. It was floating above my hands, and phased through my chest. I went back to 1st person as it did that, and I felt it phase through. I was with someone else as I took off to fly over a city. I was laughing as I flew, turning upside down and then back to normal. I think I was supposed to be some kind of superhero.

I then remember feeling myself float back to Earth. I didn't want it to end; I wanted to keep flying! I inevitably landed, however. I went around and did some things, though I can't remember exactly what.

Then, I remember being in a grocery store by the refrigerated section. I looked at my hand to do a relaity check. 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8 fingers. I'm dreaming! I redid the check. Still too many fingers. I rubbed my hands together.

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I was in my kitchen with my mom and brother. My brother asked my mom to get some "Skinny Fruit Loops" from the store. Huh? Skinny Fruit Loops? Wtf. Then, there were a ton of "Skinny Fruit Loops" boxes arranged neatly on the floor. I asked my brother
"What are Skinny Fruit Loops?"
He said
"They don't have like 1,000 calories like regular Fruit Loops do." He picked up a box.
I said
"Regular Fruit Loops don't have 1,000 calories..."
"Oh, they don't?", my brother replied.
I remember thinking that the Skinny Fruit Loops probably weren't as good or filling as regular Fruit Loops.

Well i had a few dreams but i forgot them so i have one memorable.

I was a work and worked in kitchen .. (in germany)
then i finished working and my friend told me he was going to his GF and it was satturday (yesterday) so i told him ok i will go out after work..

we finished working he left to his gf and i left somewhere too ,, idont know where to go i went to the a Train i sitted and was going and going and going....

then i go out from train and where i am? in other country (Cyprus) which is island and has no trains and is small island.. but i lived there for like 10 years...

and then i saw my Teacher of Taekwondo



so i havent seen him like 7 years and i was too excited to talk with him..

then he went to WC after break of teaching some people taekwondo and i waited him out of WC and i told him in Greek
hey , do you remember me?
he said no..
i said i am spartakos...
he started remembering
then i told him i am brother of georgios you were teaching us 5 years ...
then he remembered , so after that we started talking alot about alot of things

he asked me where u live now and so
i said i live in germany i came from work now
and he asked and u come with train to cyprus ?
i said yea i just get the train and after half hour i am in work
ROFL [ i wish i could LD at this moment ] but i didnt though thats not possible everything was positive for me..
ok then we went to the hall and he had to teach 2 people something i stand there and watching
then 2 girls come and pushing me with their butts in my .... so i was thinking they want to have sex or something?...

then something happened and we went out for a walk and we were like 5 persons
i started smoking a ciggaret then someone else started.
i smoked it at half then my Teacher said to 1 girl:
you should smoke litle too
the girl said " i dont smoke those fat ciggarets "
and i said " then what u want Grass?"
she said no no and so...
then we were walking in some forrest
and i teleported with them i think in some school i was standing on the door and then an old friend came , they hug him then he tried to come to me and talk to me i stand at the door and he was looking me paranoidly and i woke up then..

i was just too excited seeing my karate teacher after like 7-8 years and that friend... also being in cyprus ^^


sry for my bad english hope u understanding !

1/05/2011

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Good morning, everybody.

Dream #1

I was in a different family's house. I had been there for at least one day. I made some kind of agreement with the parents. After this I either left the house or fell asleep and made an out-of-body flight out of the house.

I either drove or floated around the family's neighborhood. I thought about the deal we had made, and some kind of arrangements I would have to make. The sun eventually came up, and, as it was pretty bright, I floated back toward the family's house.

The neighborhood looked nice, like some kind of upper class neighborhood in California, with white houses and palm trees, set, apparently, among rolling hills. I basically floated right into the house, right through a front wall, on the ground floor.

The set up was a living room, then something like a half-room/half-hallway, then a big kitchen, then another room like a second living room in the back of the floor, and a few other rooms off to the left of that. Everything was lit with a kind of dim, blue-grey light, as if the bright early morning light were coming in through heavy, blue-grey curtains.

I floated through the living room. I eventually touched down and began walking. When I walked into the kitchen, I saw the mom of the family. She was the only person up. She sat at the kitchen table, preparing something, possibly something for a baby.

The kitchen table, along with the rest of the kitchen, seemed to be cluttered with household items, but not dirty.

I was wearing a thin, powder-blue babydoll-skirt with tiny, puffy sleeves. I wasn't wearing any underwear, and I seemed to be at a pre-pubescent stage of sexual development. I don't actually know whether I was myself or some pretty-looking boy.

Apparently I had made some kind of deal, either with only with the mom or with the mom and the dad, that I would dress up and act like a baby girl for them.

Something had happened to the daughter. It was like the daughter was a product, like a doll that had broken. They needed to make up for this by using me as a baby-substitute. I can't remember the details, but it reminds me of TV shows when a puppy dies and the parents try to buy a new puppy to trick the kids into thinking the puppy is still alive.

I didn't need to act like a little girl yet, because everybody was still asleep. Plus, there was apparently some specific event that I was acting for, and it wasn't until later in the morning. So I was about to go put on some regular boy underwear.

But as I walked into one of the rooms off to the left of the kitchen, I decided that I wanted to wear diapers and crawl around and act like a baby around the mom. So I crept shyly back into the kitchen and stood right next to the mom. I asked if it would be alright if I put on some diapers right now. She seemed indifferent and said that would be fine.

I walked through a left door in the kitchen. I was going to go around through the left room and then back to the back living room, instead of straight into the back living room through the back doorway in the kitchen. The diapers were in a cluttered pile of household items in the back living room, possibly near a fireplace.

At this point in time I may also have been sucking on a pacifier. I may also have looked a lot more like a little girl than a man or a little boy. It was now also like the baby girl I was "replacing" was still around and perfectly fine.

I thought, The little girl still has to use the diapers. The mom is indulging me by letting me wear more than I need for the time that the family needs me. It's really just wasting diapers. It's doing a disservice to the little girl, because she needs the diapers and I don't. And isn't it gross that I want to wear diapers before the event? If I'm so eager to jump into diapers right now, doesn't that prove I really like wearing diapers?

(Side note: Sorry for the hentai character of my dreams sometimes. I'm not trying to gross anybody out.

As for the not-so-hentai parts of my dreams, I think the family and California neighborhood themes come from my trip to the Paley Center, or the Museum of Television and Radio, yesterday.

This is a museum where you can watch all kinds of old TV shows, commercials, etc. It's kind of like a mix between YouTube and a library. They also have a movie theatre where they run a specific set of TV programs all day long.

So yesterday the movie theatre was showing the program An American Family, which was made in 1971 and is kind of recognized as the first "reality show." The family in that show lived in California.

Even though the family was pretty dysfunctional, I kept wondering what it would be like to be a part of the family, in a positive way. I mean, they seemed pretty dysfunctional, but pretty glamorous, too.

Anyway, then I watched some TV programs on my own. One of the programs I watched was a Nova special about UFOs. It was made in the 1990s, and one part of it involved an interview with a family in Miami whose children were apparently visited by aliens on a nightly basis. There were a little boy and an infant girl.

But what reallly struck me about this family was how white their house was. The wall were blank, white, so bright. The carpet was white, the couch was white, everything was white! It was so unreal -- I thought I'd only see a setting like that in a movie or a dream. I think the family's house in my dream was a reaction against the purity of that house.)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

1st Dream:

It was sunny out, very sunny. I was standing on top of a hill, and looking out to a lot of rolling hills. The hills were green, but had a yellow tint to them, due to the sun being so bright. There was a beautiful blue lake about 200 yards to my right. Beyond the lake were gray mountains. On the lake there was a red colored, one story house, and it was the only thing on the lake. The house looked old, due to the fact that some areas of the house had paint chipped off.

The next thing I knew, I was right next to the house. There was a dirt road from where I was no standing at the houses front door, to where I was up on the hill. I looked around, and saw my cousins, and my grandpa from my moms side of the family. The mood was awkward, but happy at the same time. I haven't seen them in months (in real life), but I was happy to see them again.

I opened up the yellow door to the house. Inside the house, was all of the same furniture from my grandpa's house before. My grandpa actually owns a house on a lake that is the same color, only this wasnt the lake, my cousins dont like there, and the house is 10x's bigger than the one in my dream. There are four rooms that split off from the main area. The front of the house is all windows that are currently open. They over look the dock that is attached to the house, and on the lake. I walk into the first room on the left. There is one chair, so I sit down in it and look out one of the windows. "Wow, I can't believe he moved," I thought. I see my cousin walk in with a gray shirt, and she tells me via telekinesis that we have to go. I walk out side, and look at everyone again.

And that's the last thing I can remember from the dream. The rolling hills look exactly like I mentioned in my first DJ on this site.

2nd Dream:

This dream was really weird, because I can't remember ever having a dream like this before. The dream is centered around a girl, so I will just call her "J".

I was at a campground, I know I have had a dream here before. There was a lot of tree cover, and it was raining. I was about to take place in a race (running). I started running, and I was running down a mountain. (I watched this video before going to bed, and this is what the trail looked like: http://bit.ly/18hykg). As I was running, all I could think about was "J", I was now running on a tar road, and I passed a gas station, then I went back onto a trail in the woods. After running for quite a while, I ended up at my grandpa's house (not the one in the dream I had before, his real one). I remember taking a path to the left, instead of taking one to the right (like everyone else was doing). I somehow ended up winning, and I remember "J" was standing on my grandpa's deck and told me "I can't believe you won! You followed the same route as me, I guess I can give you another chance now". To win the race, you didn't just have to follow a strict path, you could take any route to get there, and I guess I followed the same one that "J" did.

It's weird, because in real life, me and "J" have never even been together.

I remembered two dreams that occured last night and both of them either directly involved school or elements from school.

In the first dream I can only remember bits and pieces, but hear it goes. So, at first I was in class with a bunch of unknown people just minding my own buisness, when one of my old teachers walks in and says they are going to be teaching the class today(just to inform you I hated this teacher). The class responded with laughter. I have no idea why, but I always thought she was not the sharpest tool in the shed and I always laughed at that. But, after class was over I was looking for class 212, I specifically remember the number, so maybe this means something. Anyways, as I was looking for it I ran into a friend of mine, this is where I kind of blanked out and can't remember anything about this part. Nevertheless, I found the classroom and enter. The dream ended there

In this second dream I had gotten up to attempt a WILD, but everybody was already up and I had absolutley no chance because of all the noise surrounding me. In the dream I was on a bus to some snowy place with giant antenna like things ( if you guys have ever played COD, on the map summit, there is a giant antenna on a building somewhere, it kind of loooked like that). But then somehow I ended up on a random truck driving by, this scene repeated a few times. In most of the scenes one of my real life friends missed the way back by getting on the truck. However, in one of the repeated scenes he managed to pull off a huge parkour jump to land safely on the bed of the truck. Somehow there was a teacher with us on the truck and he wondered if my friend could teach him some parkour. Then the dream shifted to me running down the street I live on, I was thinking about parkour at this point and I was doing all these cool flips and tricks. But, then a car was coming at me and I got the fealing of fear, as soon as I got close it swirved out of the way and disappeared. Then I switched my attention to a house on the right side of me. Two little girls were standing outside ringing the doorbell to try and annoy there mom inside. Do not ask how I knew it was there mom even without seeing I heer, I just had a weird feeling it was. One of the girls got away and hid beside the house, however one of the girls was caught and she was yelled at for what she had done. Here comes yet another dream switch, I appeared inside the home of the two little girls and i was in some bedroom looking for a doorbell to try and annoy the mother. I guess I wanted to reenact what they had done. THen after I couldn`t find a doorbell the dream ended.

On a side note, always remember to have incredibly sweet dreams and thanks for reading.

Before things turned lucid there was this long "gamy" dream.
It Resembled mix up between metro 2033, oblivion, fable, medieval: total war, and such i was supposed to do tasks around the Europe.


...i was walking up river on ice near my grandparents house, it was night and i started playing around is if i was lucid and throwing stuff with telekinesia after a while i found that it felt too "easy" as i could imagine so clearly stuff i drew and the surroundings, i was like "fuck, i am in a dream!" i continued walking and ended in a road.
I threw some cars around, it was so easy
Then started running to our grands house but it was rather different: it was modern big house, inside resembled my own house and few of my cousins/family looked rather strange.
I went in and asked for my DG, she wasnt there so i told the A.I. to teleport DG here, second later my cousin came from behind and told that the DG was coming.
Second later from that the DG came from WC looking same as last time but was atleast 2.2 meter tall.
We had bit of small talk and then i asked for her "real name" coz in first encounter she transformed unto Fran from FF12 and i had named her for that as fran, but it was me who told her to transform to Fran.
She came closer and whispered to my ear "Vetta Sarala" after that i told that now she can transform unto Fran cuz srly she aint pretty.
She was bit reluctant and slow in transformation and asked that why i liked Fran.
I answered that i just had liked the character an therefore asked her to transform.
Process was slow and my cousin had something to show me on the computer, it was some kind of catalogue of characters.
I was scrolled it around and did some dream tasks at same time.
I was turning back to Vetta but dream ended naturally.

Damn i am stupid...