non-lucid

I had a bunch of FAs too. In one Daniel in his friends were in my room and I was trying to get them out. My dad came in and said Oscar's dad was here and led him out. Sean was looking through a big stack of holographic pokemon cards. I asked them if those were Chris' and he said no, Jackie gave them to me.

In another my phone was ringing or maybe I just got a text. When I found the phone it was my sister's. I had this weird charger with a bunch of small magnetic balls on it that connected to the phone. When I connected them there were balls on the phone too.

Then I had this crazy dream where I was going to take part in a science experiment. This was another FA and everything took place in my room. I talked to the scientist fro a minute and they told me I would have to wait a few minutes so I went back to bed. I was WILDing. I saw amazing visuals as I lay there. Then I heard the scientists voice and remembered that I was supposed to be doing an experiment so I jumped out of bed totally naked and the scientist, who could see me from the hallway, made a joke. There was a lot more to this but I don't remember it now.

I dreamt I was on a bus with my husband. Everytime I dream of that man, he's mean to me. In real life he is not. I sat on a bus with no shoes, no phone, no money, and no idea of where we were going. I was totally confused and out of my element. Suddenly, he decided to get off the bus for just a moment. Well, of course, he was gone for the rest of the trip. I was terribly upset and worried. I had no idea of how I was going to get home or back to him.

Later, in the end, I met up with him after a whole bunch of emotional stuff happened on the bus. He kept walking too fast for me, leaving me behind. I suddenly realized in the dream that he was doing it on purpose to lose me. I realized that he left me on the bus on purpose.

Oddly, he is a faithful guy who I have been with for 15 years. He is totally opposite of this person he looks like in the dream. It is so weird how I am always getting my "Horrible husband" dreams. I will continue to post them as they come. There are so many details but if I write them all, I will bore anyone who is reading this. LOL

02/05/11

"You're leaving? How the hell are you planning to get out of the city?"

"By bus."

"That route's run by the gangs. Do you know what they could do to you?"

"I'd kill them if they tried."

"You'd try to kill them, you mean."

"Well, yes."

An image forms in my mind. The bus I'm on, forced to the side of the road. The leader grabs me by the arm, hauls me to my feet. Keeping center of balance low, I take a quick step past him. Use his grip against him, grab, throw, dislocate his shoulder. Follow through to the next man, punch to the solar plexus. Disarm the knife, strike to the throat.

Unrealistic? Depends on reaction time of second man. Don't underestimate.

"Fine," she says, with the look of a person with too many stubborn people in her life. "I'm coming with you."

One Way. Scare Factor: 2.

Plans: I didn't have any specific plans for tonight, though I was rather expecting a DDO based dream since I have been playing a lot of DDO lately… My main goal is still to have more consistent recall, as that has been very unpredictable lately. I have some recall from last night, and here it is.

Hell Is For Children
I am in a dungeon like the kind that is found in the online game DDO, Dungeons and Dragons Online. I am there looking for some prisoners, a woman in a nearby town has told me that the kobolds have kidnapped several children and are holding them captive in these very caves. Of all weird things, I have a log book in my pocket and I am able to look back over the goals I have for this quest. Find and rescue all of the children, 5 left. Kill Sagun Krent, who is apparently one of the leaders of the kobolds. Kill Darren Drexel, who is a human traitor, and apparently helped the kobolds get hold of the children in the first place. Destroy the kobold dungeon (optional) is on the end of the list. Ok, so now that I have the goals memorized, I put the log in my pocket and form Witchblade into a sword and armor. The dungeon is pretty basic, there are quite a few kobolds guarding the place, and also quite a few barrels and crates to smash, I am finding a decent amount of money. I find a locked door quite a ways in, and the kobold guarding the door has the key, so I kill that kobold and go into the main prison area. There are a few more kobolds there, I kill them, and then use some thieves tools I have on me to pick the locks to the prison cells that each have a child in them. Four children. One left. I have two girls and two boys with me, they all grab daggers from a pile of weapons stashed in the corner, not wanting to be defenseless. We look for fifth child. There is a torture room, the girl is naked and chained to a table with a kobold on top of her, forcing himself on her. Before I can act, the other four children swarm the kobold, stabbing it with their daggers, it falls off the girl and bleeds to death. Pick the locks on the girl's chains, find some rags to use as temporary clothing, she is more traumatized than the others. On the way out Sagun Krent blocks our exit. I fight him, the traitor Darren Drexel tries to grab the kids, the four stab him to death. The one girl is huddled on the floor. I kill Sagun Krent. All mandatory tasks complete. Now I can recall… no recall button? Of course not! This isn't a game! Kids and I make our way out, killing a few lingering kobolds on the way. I notice some barrels of explosives near the entrance, convenient, so once we're all outside, I detonate them with an energy ball, and the entrance to the cave collapses. All goals complete. I lead the kids back to the town, I use a healing spell on the one girl to help her overcome her trauma. Parents are thrilled to see their kids, want to give me rewards, but I wake up


One Woman Army
I am in the town of Korthos from DDO, and everyone is in a state of panic. I ask someone what is going on, he says the city is about to be overrun by devourer servants… not on my watch! I go to the front gate where there are a few warriors trying to hold the gates, there are many enemies just outside it. I say I will fight, they say it's too late, and they can't open the gates, they need to give the people a chance to escape. I jump over the gate and I am now facing a huge group of surprised enemies, that seem to be made up of sahuagin, various classes of human devourer minions, kobolds, zombies, and skeletons. What a nice mix. I use an Alex Mercer archetype and form my arms both into his sword blades and charge directly into the group, cutting enemies down as I charge through them, they are momentarily too surprised to respond much, this is totally unexpected. I am in the middle of the group now and I use a tendril barrage devastator attack and send razor sharp tendrils through all of the enemies anywhere near me, huge numbers of enemies of all kinds are killed by this. Now the ones who had been ready to attack are being killed before their attacks can actually land, others are just trying to get out of the path of my attacks. It's the devourer forces who are now panicking, they hadn't realized that many of them could be killed that quickly, so many of them are running away, the leaders are getting pissed and saying it's only one person, kill her, you cowards. There is one leader each, a devourer priest, a sahuagin priestess, a kobold chief, and a necromancer that is of a race I don't recognize. The human priest is closest, so I form one hand into an Alex Mercer claw and crush his neck to shut him up. I use a tendril from my left hand to pull the sahuagin priestess to me and then cut her in two with a blade formed of my right hand. I charge at the kobold chief and knock him to the ground, then impale him there with three tendrils… the necromancer is running, leaving undead to guard his back. I use a variant of Alex Mercer's ground spike attack, sending biomass into the ground that erupts through the ranks of the undead in a wave that keeps going until it catches up with and impales the necromancer. Except for the undead, the enemies are fleeing… cowards… disorganized, fleeing into the hills and surrounding wilderness. I use the blade to cut through the remaining undead, and soon all that remains outside the Korthos gate is a lot of dead bodies and blood. Two stunned Korthos guards are looking out of the gate, gaping at me, one of them says, "What the fuck are you?"

05.02.2011

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

There was a woman walking in the desert with a man. They were attacked by another man and she should have been able to fight but she couldn't because she had switched bodies with another woman. The man had also switched bodies, you could tell by his shadow and his reflection.

Just a fragment from last night.

A dream character asking me over and over "Are you dead?"
Each time I answered "No, I am not dead" he would ask the same question. I woke up with the question ringing in my ears.

04.02.2011

Games (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

this one starts out in some woods, next to a lake or pond. im walking with my parents and sister and her boyfriend. we stop at a spot next to the water and start fishing. my stepdad and mom seem to be really good at it in this dream. for some reason, my fishing line is the thickness of an extension cord cable, and i cant seem to catch anything with it (wonder why). my stepdad takes it and tries with it, and gets it stuck on something underneath the water. i pull on it, and end up ripping the end of it off. i get mad and give up on it. i then walk away, this part gets hazy, and the next thing i remember is being inside a virtual videogame, but it looks realistic. the point of the game is to battle the other opponent i think, who happens to be my friend vinny, hes real too. i dont actually remember fighting him, i remember trying to avoid him a lot. throughout the area (which i dont remember much of) were scattered Ipod touches, which acted like teleporters lol. it would teleport you to a different location in the world. i remember at one point seeing him and hiding, waiting for him to enter one of the Ipods near me. i had tried to enter it a second before i saw him, but there was something near the Ipod, and apparently if something was near the Ipod, it wouldnt work. after he passed me, i ninja-like sneaked away and found another Ipod. as i got near it i think he saw me, as he started coming after me. i made it through the ipod just in time, coming back out into the woods, next to my mom. there was an ipod sitting inside a tree stump coming up to my chest. i had left the game, and now i was trying to help vinny get out. i grabbed the ipod and saw him, but he was like anime, and the view was like a 2-D side scrolling view. after a memory gap, im in some livingroom with my parents, and i get a text from him on an Amazon kindle i just happened to have, it said something like "hey wanna play a game of tetris? dont tell me your scared of games now..." i think i said no lol.

04.02.2011

Intelligent dog (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

in this one, i found a dog in store, it can communicate somehow, like through paw gestures, i think it actually talked at one point. i remember asking it how old it was, it was ten i think. but when i told my mom about it, she didnt believe me. it then gets hazy, i remember being in some sort of office, with red walls, like a psychiatrist or something. then im back in the store, but my vision is like a movie camera now. the dog is in some sort of deli area, all of the workers there love it, they kept talking to it. it convinces them to leave a platter of food for its owner, gesturing with its head. but i think he ate it lol.

04.02.2011

Androids (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

this one starts out weird. im with this other person, were in this small dip in a rock formation, almost like walls around us. we are fighting some sort of robot androids, i dont know why. we were shooting them with these guns i had invented, which shot cyan colored ice balls, kind of like plasma grenades in halo. but for some reason they moved really slow, so it was hard to shoot the robots. my partner kept complaining, i was like "im sorry ok? im not perfect" lol. then, after a memory gap, im seeing through the eyes of an android. im inside what seems to be a ship, everything was wooden (walls, floor etc.) i walk over to this metal control unit and insert a key, and turn it. alarms start going off and a female voice says "cryo state activated" or something. then im back to me, i run through several closing doors, missing them by seconds. i find the android and ask him if he's crazy saying "what are you doing? why would you freeze yourself?" he said "im not, patrick delucia is sending me somewhere..." i run past him and make my way out of the ship. apparently it wasnt a ship, as when i excited, i was next to a flight of wooden stairs, in a suburban backyard setting. i see him behind me, so i throw my cellphone at him and jump the fence at the top of the stairs. i land on some trash bags and wake up.

04.02.2011

rockets (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

this is a short one. im in a classroom, i think im at my school of technology. anyway, im on a computer playing this game, it was like a physics game or something. you had to make this rocket do something, and it had this line, showing its trajectory. then we had to go to a computer lab, where i sat down after seeing someone i know from school.

DELETED

03.02.2011

bedroom (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

in this one, me and jj are in my room, were on my bed playing this game on my tv, it looks like zelda: OoT. we were about to move positions when i suddenly reached around her and grabbed her boob lol. she softly said "james, stop...." so i stopped. i then remember her sitting on the floor, still playing the game, complaining about how her neck was hurting from looking at the tv from where she was. i tried putting a blanket in front of the tv and see if she would sit there but she wouldn't. i also remember someone else being there at some point, i think wayne maybe.

02.02.2011

jj's grandpa (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

in this one, im in a city of sorts, it seemed like venice or something. im with several other people i know, jj is there, and i think my parents are there also. were waiting by some steps for jj's grandpa, whom i havent met yet in the dream. after we wait for a minute, we go down an alley and find our youth group, who had just returned from accelerant, and we talk to them.

from 1 am till 2 am i was trying to wake not sure if i was focused enough or not. or maybe i wasnt calm enough any suggestions please? when i finally did go to bed i had to dreams that i remember . 1st dream. i was in school in my english class. everything had a dark tent to it (like in all of my dreams just havent gotten very good at noticing dream signs). i was heading to the pencil sharpener and fell into this girl in my class. then on the way back i fell into her friend (must not have very good balance in my dreams) they both started laughing at me and i felt embarrassed. on the way out of class my phone started going off. on the way to my next class i switched dreams and ended up in toys'r'us???? me and my mom were shopping for my little brother (hes 4) i heard my name and turned around to see my friend then like one of those movie cameras my vision flew behind him to see three girls from my school and two girls i dont recognize. (teenage hormones right)

Fragment: Zombie Girl
I've arrived in a cavern via submarine or some sort of craft. In it we find a little girl with thick white geisha like make up. There are holes in her make up coverage, and underneath the flesh looks rotted. Another little girl with me accuses the rotting girl of being a zombie and trying to hide it with the make-up. She begins to punch the zombie girl in the face.

Then everyone begins choking on sweet acidic bile.

I wake up with the taste of sweet bile in my mouth. Drank a pepsi before bed, and it obviously didn't sit well. Must have come back up during my sleep and influenced my dream.